Leap Beyond Now State

Leap Beyond Now State
© Surazeus
2019 01 08

I feel hard sorrow of clouds explicate
contentious reason nothing prevents rot
of mortal flesh devoured by squirming worms
when Earth consumes our bodies she creates.

Yellow tufts of grass around sprawling tree
by the asphalt road caked with dust of time
explains to me how nothing I create
will last beyond strict ticking of the clock.

Some people think that every state of matter,
which frames one arrangement of molecules,
exists in forward flow of frozen space
so we could travel back and forth through time.

But individual molecules pulse bright
in constant swirling spirals of desire
which rearranges structures of connections
so we can never leap beyond Now State.

To travel back in time to previous state
of atomic arrangement flashing forms,
we would have to reverse force-forward flow
of every molecule composing Earth.

Atoms spiral in circles of desire
to connect tight flash of electron rings
which pulse with passion of chemical change,
transforming matter in time-splashing growth.

I walk beside you on quaint country road
and gaze into your eyes with loyal love,
aching with desire to preserve your life
and share sweet kisses by calm river flow.

How strange that random molecules of light
congeal to form this body of my soul
when I wake conscious from long dream of heat
so I can always leap beyond Now State

I feel weird sorrow of clouds exercise
assonant reason nothing excludes faith
in mortal love released by tender kiss
when Earth creates new bodies to dream us.

I am the Earth embodied in this brain
so I spread wide my arms in flashing rain
to contemplate ache of pleasure and pain
that teach me limits of my soul-control.

I see my soul reflected in your eyes
so I must look beyond elusive mask
to see illusion of your secret soul
because I love that you are here alive.

I want to blend my molecules with yours
so we transform our separate souls in one
who will continue on our ancient quest
so we can again leap beyond Now State.

Since we can only travel one way forward
along the constant flowing stream of time
I want to grow eternal light with you,
together holding hands among fruit trees.

I am billions of ancestors in one,
combing countless people in my brain,
and I will spread out into billions more,
you all in me now, and me in you soon.

We spread out from the valley of One Eye
where we first woke on the shore of Star Lake,
to populate lush gardens of the Earth,
till we all vanish in Turning of Time.

I touch your cheek and gaze into your eyes,
preserving memory of your glowing soul
so your ghost haunts me beyond end of time
so we can ever leap beyond Now State.