Luminous Phantom Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 09 02 I keep the secret of love in my heart though it swells and bleeds into apple seeds that I scatter along the muddy road while ducking under sorrow-laden boughs to savor succulent sanguinity too quickly lost in subtle jubilance. Excessive laughter of sorrow-winged joy teaches me about the impossible, yet I never hesitate to reach out with eagerness to exchange what we make with what we need in weird commercial game that functions to keep us busy till death. Because she understands language of waves Sycorax knows how to use the dream code of happiness to tame the Jormungander in giving her rides to the Promised Land where she paints murals of the multiverse on temple walls before the Feast of Friends. So when she finds corpse of the gray-haired poet rotting among the golden daffodils, Sycorax extracts his brain from his skull so she can study the Realm of Ideas that conjures visions of the Natural World as matrix that powers our battery hearts. Staring at computer screen for eighth hours, Sycorax imagines with fervent calm the Great American Novel she writes with blood of angels on the locked church door where her son lies in the coffin of glass since he died in the motorcycle crash. We feast on terror of fake happiness, Sycorax explains to the green giraffe on which she rides into Jerusalem as new messiah for the modern age to found one world religion of new faith that unites all nations in dance of ghosts. Driving cross-country in old white sedan to start her new job at Wonderland Park, Sycorax sings hymns of shy Emily whose face is luminous phantom of faith that guides her to the future of success not even God can see written in sand. When she arrives at destined hill of bones, where angels disguised as children with masks dance among flowers of discarded thoughts, Sycorax holds fractured skull of Wordsworth till she comprehends spirit of his verse that programs atheist wisdom from the curse.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Wednesday, September 2, 2026
Luminous Phantom Of Faith
Always Friends With Ghosts
Always Friends With Ghosts © Surazeus 2026 09 02 Because she will be always friends with ghosts by crossing bridge of angels before dark, she feeds swans of the past with anecdotes designed as proverbs in the holy book to guide lost people to the garden brook where they make new faces from broken boats. With laughter from cracked stones of hungry ghosts she opens pages that flap frantic wings which teach young children how to invent words they need to prove their minds are worth the light that blooms from lilacs in the cluttered yard where faceless angels carve their names in bones. If she decides her specialty is joy, that springs from shifting wells of raven blood, she may bring flowers to the funeral held for the old man no one seems to know who liked to build boats from demonic bones as if dew on our eyes may cleanse the heart. Her river glazed with light of centuries, she tells us how this world is wondrous weird so we exchange phone numbers by the lake, but lose touch with the ones we want to know by walking signless road beyond the wall that traps our bodies in false paradise. Still half awake three hours before red dawn, she stares with wonder at true nothingness with plan to give unspoken words away because they sprout their own butterfly wings and leave her stranded in the doorless room despite the way she earns her right to live. When fifteen women in the church at noon discuss how she reveals her writhing heart with anguish for brave seekers of the sea, she blesses tables heaped with empty plates while stealing apples from the box of lies from which flow sorrows of the hungry world. So when the last book still unwritten screams, she scatters lost words on the cracked sidewalk, then opens glass door to the multiverse where humble god of impotence designs strange paradigm for the whole world to use when framing thoughts with ancient languages. Yet she extracts from laughing radios completed puzzles that depict lost homes where families feast on zombie heart of faith to prove our right to live free from despair based on our friendship with the nameless ghosts who glow in television screens of hope.
First Mother Wraith
First Mother Wraith © Surazeus 2026 09 02 If we once gathered in September chill in stone huts set inside mist-shrouded hill to roast lamb on bright crackling flames of hope while children play chase on vine-tangled slope, then we may cherish memories of those years in distant lands with nothing but cold tears. Great glen that splits our land with shining lake conceals sweet memories we long to take when we sail wood ships over storm-wracked sea to build new garden in Land of the Free since men with guns drive us into dark gloom that shrouds our hearts with curse of bitter doom. Winds toss our frail ship on huge mindless waves which hurl us from wrecked ships to bone-filled caves where Death inspires our hearts with brave respect to seek weird truth in jewels eyes inspect with flash that guides us to the Promised Land where we build new empire with honest hand. When each new child is born from womb of fate I stand with cloth of cheese beside the gate as gift for hungry worker passing by whose grace will bless our child with star-clear eye to spread good fortune from my aching heart when I map Heaven on our history chart. From treeless glens where purple thistles thrive we journey through dark wilderness with drive for freedom far from gangs of castle thieves, yet linger lost in mountain vales where leaves still whisper names of souls we bury here among gold flowers by the glistening mere. Two hundred years swirl by in flashing clouds that soon erase all tales of ancient gods, so I wake in new world of phones and cars which reprograms constellations of stars till Scotia beams from visions of my dream whose face I see in shimmer of the stream. While strolling along moon-lit creek of faith, I see emerge from mist First Mother Wraith who guides my heart in lush Seattle woods and gives me symbols of ancestral goods so I see Scotland mirrored in landscape that molds old spirit in my mortal shape. Though hills of Scotland, shining in green rain, call me to fly home on quick wings of gain, I linger in lush Appalachian vales to play guitar and recite timeless tales depicting noble spirit of mankind that drives our hearts with love star god designed.
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Dreamless Lake Of Untime
Dreamless Lake Of Untime © Surazeus 2026 09 01 Greta walks in dire laughter of untime to become mother of the trembling house where Walt and Wendell in the forest sing to wake soul of Kentucky from dark mud which spirals from strange beauty of her eyes because her face masks the infinite skies. Barefoot in the forest of singing ghosts, Greta writes verses of sorrowful hope with ants in cursive of electric clouds though she tries not to cry with ache of loss by telling no one how she misses them though they linger in window of untime. Rising huge from dreamless lake of untime because she carries darkness in her heart, Greta fears no monster that haunts the world when she is pregnant with honest despair whose soul absorbs her melancholy hope that cuts her eyes with undigested milk. Beyond extremity of lightless faith through swirling portal of unspoken words, Greta floats above the world-city maze where people see her spirit mask glow clear as whatever god they worship at home composed from our empty rooms of untime. Wandering in jagged mountains of untime, Greta maps secret valleys with deep caves that comprise land of Catalonia to find old monastery on steep hill where shy Minerva bathes in sparkling pool while suckling Phoebus at her breast with love. Born from the sacred womb of mindless Earth, brave Greta bears new-born son in her arms while walking rugged road of refugees to find secret garden of apple trees where clever Serpentus, with star-gold eyes, waits for his wife with passion of untime. Trapped in the television of untime with ghosts of actors from the Underworld, Greta hurries through film studio lots as shadow on the stage of every show to find Serpentus wearing business suit who edits scenes in one grand narrative. Shocked by the rise of fascist tyranny that threatens world liberal democracy, Greta raises high flag of Liberty and leads our brave toil for equality since fight for right overcomes fight for might in still unfolding story of untime.
Death Remembers Our Ways
Death Remembers Our Ways © Surazeus 2026 09 01 Whether or not death remembers our ways for treating plants and animals of Earth seems irrelevant to spooling of time which tangles karmic consequence of deeds that hungry souls perform in desperate bid to survive aggressive gusting of change. Despair for the world releases my mind from waking anguish of unspooling time, yet still I wander among humming trees to hear their opinions about respect which deceive my eyes of attentive hope with the peace of the wild things I can feel. While in the presence of clear water, I invent connections between twinkling stars to channel their light in my pulsing brain as omens that reveal how I should act to preserve grace of the world with my faith that means nothing to the recurring rain. Foolishly confident that I am free from imagined grace Earth bestows on me, I walk the signless road of everywhere and ask the faceless people I may meet if they can hear ancient song of the land, but they keep driving their chariot of fire. Though the complex wholeness of our weird world remains beyond the knowing of our minds, I follow clockwork of daily routines without explanation for life or death that recycles atoms of my frail body, assembled from dreams of discarded tales. So I continue to pretend I am real as flash of light on water of the lake that frames the fantasy of give and take programmed as institute of money games when we invest in new productive work expanding market of spiritual faith. Urged by adrenalin to transcend death, I hunt demonic monster of my fear in drive programmed by ancestral success to wrestle hunger that devours my heart till I transform from angel into human when I build Eden in the wilderness. Every god preserved in religious myth was once some mortal human with fierce mind whose deeds of victory against hungry death inspire our hearts to endure suffering so we too may become immortal souls preserved in tales long after we are dead.
New Queen Of Liberty
New Queen Of Liberty © Surazeus 2026 09 01 Hair red as dawn sunlight on treeless hill, Celta closes her eyes against gray gloom and whispers through rose-petal lips wyrd spell that conjures urgent vision of the stream swirling around her pale legs in moon rings dire wisdom of ravens on star-black wings. Curling slender fingers of freckled hands to spool kinetic flash of energy in taut dynamic coil of spiral bands, Celta chants pulsing words of empathy that shields her wounded heart with firm resolve to search for love where time-blind angels delve. Frail spirit inside ruins of stone walls, where her grandmother reigned as jeweled queen in grand castle destroyed by cannon balls, Celta strains attentive core of her mind to hear and comprehend fear-puzzled thoughts her ancestors hid in wave-battered boats. Entranced by inner beauty of her soul that emanates through gray glow of her eyes, Corbin emerges from sea-fetid swirl and offers red apple from dreamless maze, so Celta consumes sweet tears of the sun while pacing round stones of the weedy lawn. While Corbin kisses her with tender care and whispers oath to guard her sacred soul, Petrus entraps her with his greedy glare to proclaim she will perform regal role as bride of his hearth, then orders his men to arrest Corbin with strong legal chain. Caged in grand court hall of the greedy king, Corbin watches wedding of his Rose Queen, heart aching when Celta wears diamond ring, whose eyes gleam when she drinks gold grail of wine, then ascends stairs with him to tower room where she will execute his fateful doom. When Celta returns with white hands stained red, holding severed head of the tyrant high, the people cheer and celebrate her deed, proclaiming her new Queen of Liberty, then free Corbin who gives her jeweled crown that glitters when she reigns in blood-stained gown. Though Petrus destroyed castle of her home and controlled fertile land of her lost clan, Celta restores her state with Spell of Doom to rule her people with generous hand, assisted by brave Raven of her Heart, who protects her through code of their star chart.
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