Hymn To Save The World © Surazeus 2026 09 22 If I could sing the hymn to save the world with soft mercurial voice of wounded pride, I would rise from stone bed of my cold tomb and walk the crowded streets of everywhere to recite endless tales of tragic heroes when people tune in every afternoon. I will show you where the dragon lies curled in peaceful slumber, since blind tyrants hide treasures they steal from Tellurian womb, though Gandalf experiments in glass lair with computer pulses through ones and zeroes that compose solemn American tune. No one explains what emotions are called that shelter me safe when I feign to brood about sacrifice of the haughty lamb so I forge key of wisdom from star core which beams excessive proverbs of fake sorrows since library truth has become my bane. Engine of my Pegasus heart has stalled during flight to fortress of solitude were I learn to write spells from Abraham who assigns me to manage the bookstore while he digs for jewels in mist-veiled barrows because no one wants to stay in their lane. Minerva teaches me how to be bold because everything I create will fade and disappear at brutal curse of fame that she observes as omen of star that pierces hearts of children with faith arrows when Jesus descends in hot-air balloon. As Castle Skald it is my job to scold shocked artists who refuse to escalade assault of justice to expand the frame of social progress when I drive my car to escort grandchildren of divine pharaohs who operate world empire of the commune. Though I sign petition to save the wild from development of the psychic mode, I annul despair with the solar term Apollo gives me so I play the seer mapping dreams to navigate weird tomorrows which I program to run my brain machine. Long after the fake report has been filed about homeless angels on the world road, I partner with Zeus to found new law firm so we can profit from conceptual fear based on importance of rain-glazed wheelbarrows though Earth is united by Melusine.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Tuesday, September 22, 2026
Hymn To Save The World
Heart Clock of Limerence
Heart Clock of Limerence © Surazeus 2026 09 22 Energized by heart clock of limerence to prove with anguish of my wounded heart that I am loyal to Persephone, I count each snowflake swirling at my face from mirror mask of her innocent moon as if they symbolize our mortal souls. Excited by heart clock of limerence to find the Emerald Tablet of Untime, I follow moon-bright horse of tragic love across vast Manitoba to the lake where murdered lovers dance in Raven Wood with bonds unbroken by cruel jealousy. Vitalized by heart clock of limerence to channel radio signals through my brain, I chat with Manipogo about faith that animates our bodies with desire to live free from oppression of the state by writing screenplay for our chosen fate. Elated by heart clock of limerence to study lives of creatures in the woods, I dislodge holy word of arrogance from pulsing monster of my hungry heart that drives me to wade deep in lake of ghosts where faces of blind strangers stare at me. Enfranchised by heart clock of limerence to clamber over river-polished stones, I listen to relentless Water Song discuss strange silence of obsessive pines that dare me to hang blinking lights on them, so I stack stones in walls of paradise. Astounded by heart clock of limerence to misinterpret songs mad angels sing, I steal electric cows of brittleness to bargain with Persephone for wealth who commissions me to legislate love since I contrive new tales from ancient lies. Authorized by heart clock of limerence to rebuild Herculaneum in glass, I follow sweet Persephone through Hell where she reveals strange mysteries of truth about how atoms function to program weird dreams that flash across my scattered mind. Actualized by heart clock of limerence to wield Voice of Vajra with honest hand, I twirl bright thunderbolt with diamond eye to battle demon of cathedral truth who tries to crush my mind with clear insight, but I laugh from in my tomb of tangled words.
Muffled By Sly Zephyrus
Muffled By Sly Zephyrus © Surazeus 2026 09 22 Bright rill of water fills up skull of God with tears of children killed in global wars, so Sibyl strings cracked lyre of Mercury with threads of memories from rotting brains that weave our myths in Terran tapestry which traps me in persona I design. Blind ghost in doorway of abandoned home decides to open window of the egg so Sibyl hears soft whisper of the snake explain how purpose causes us to bloom from seed of sorrow sparked by tear of hope so I feel essence of my body glow. What we ignore is what we value most, Sibyl decrees with holy voice of wind that blasts sharp jagged peaks of mountain minds so we transform from farmers in wet fields to analysts at computers in towers who calculate how soon great gods will die. Blind seers with old guitars on city streets provide support with hungry songs of hope to people who must work in factories to build the infrastructure of our world so every brave community depends on clowns for survival of truthfulness. Weird books that summer-sleepy Dryads write provide new paradigm for global faith that highlight zealous deeds of fabulists who strive to conquer Earth for their Cloud God whose priestess floats in deep Leucadian grave to sing our sorrows in calm hurricanes. No hidden harvest of luxurious time wakes stricken spirits of our frantic age from strange dream of aggressive tyranny that rises huge as Cetus from our hearts in this tumultuous year of social change when Sibyl writes our tales on scrolls of blood. Since she is now our global gardener, who cultivates strange flowers from our hearts, brave Sibyl nurtures warriors in shy souls who vow to Proserpine with honest tears to build new nation of Zarathia from shattered ruins of America. Since my immortal soul of genes has sprung as curious Orpheus from Niobean womb, I join wise Sibyl with sharp-shooter eyes to wage clandestine war of honest faith against harsh tyranny of gold-hand thief whose voice is muffled by sly Zephyrus.
Monday, September 21, 2026
Mountain Of Divine Grace
Mountain Of Divine Grace © Surazeus 2026 09 21 Reluctant to descend on signless road to misty underworld of faceless ghosts who whisper stories of their suffering, I linger at the twisted iron gate, and pluck at strings on broken lyre of truth while memorizing scenes of their disgrace. Purged by obsessive anguish of despair that writhes from wounded hearts of mortal souls, killed in ten thousand wars of thought control, I wander blithely down the signless road to cavern of illusions stuffed with souls who beg me to record their bitter lives. Heart numb from endless scream of suffering, I stare mute at their twisted souls of rage and try to understand their wordless howls, but they just blast past me as ocean wind that pierces to my bones with blades of ice, so I shiver with horror at bleak death. Bones stretched too rubber-taut in agony at unjust death of body-searing pain that billions of mortal humans endure, I swell into enormous cloud of rage that flashes with memories of harsh death till I condense to iron core of Earth. Up steep obstructing slope of bitterness, I struggle to assert each rage-weighed step of heavy horror oppressing my heart against blast of grim angelic contempt to climb massive mountain of divine grace in futile search for cleansing clemency. Alone without witty word-smith as guide, who could steer my faltering steps of fear safe through rage-tangled limbs of screaming trees, I stumble blindly toward the Promised Land that gleams too faintly in Tower of Hope for me to see its Flame of Liberty. Exhausted from my ten-million-year quest to seek salvation on the mountain top, I randomly arrive at peak of truth where I watch empires of men rise and fall countless centuries of wars to play God, laughing as I float up in empty sky. Bouncing against planets in timeless void, I flail wildly in erratic progress as I careen up nine celestial spheres to tumble awkwardly in Paradise where no Beatrice scolds me for my vice, so I sit by Tree of Knowledge and eat.
Nowhere Road Of Hope
Nowhere Road Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 09 21 If I get lost on nowhere road of hope while searching endless maze of fractured dreams for flourishing garden of your wild heart that blooms somewhere far from the Promised Land, I will listen for voice of your Star Soul that hums in winds and waves of everywhere. I find my ghosts on nowhere road of hope which multiply from each stage of my life so all my past selves wander nowhere now without this body that conjures my soul for I progress beyond phase of my dream as I evolve to become Faceless God. I catch raindrops on nowhere road of hope to fill deep rifts with ever-flowing streams that swirl in lakes where children play and sing as we become new people we invent on journey to become god self of faith till we all dissolve in vast sea of souls. When I find you on nowhere road of hope as beam of light your life has left behind, I gather glowing ashes of dead stars and mold them into idol of your soul to capture vibrant essence of your mind so I remember you long after death. Though I am not on nowhere road of hope where we leave masks of our sorrows behind, I search for potent shadow of your mind that dances among trees from beams of light so we embrace with joyful trust to know essential spirit of our strange homeland. Since I become our nowhere road of hope, I build from aching sorrow of my loss safe haven from stones of enduring faith to shelter your frail soul of wounded pride with watchful shield of my attentive heart so you may thrive in refuge of my trust. We walk enjoined on nowhere road of hope as separate angels bound by one brave wing for we glow with whole light of sacred faith to warm each other during storms of fear and shine as light that guides the other home with loyal love vast as our galaxy. So we emerge from nowhere road of hope that leads our quest to everywhere on Earth for we all sing in harmony with light and dance in sync with ocean waves of truth as we merge in global family of ghosts composed of lonely souls who find their way.
Star Mind Of Our Universe
Star Mind Of Our Universe © Surazeus 2026 09 21 The way we rise from passion of the Earth on wings we weave from crippled words of hope reveals pure cosmic energy of light that beams through our frail bodies as desire to transcend limits of our mortal being so song of love glows long after we die. The way you rise from sorrow of the sea on wings of light that angels weave for you inspires my wounded heart with balm of love to help lost people find their way back home so I lay flowers, picked beside the road, on grave where you dream one with the Star Mind. The way we rise from rubble of our dreams in swirls of gray smoke battered by harsh winds exposes suffering humans must endure, whether we extract strength of hope or not, to carry on and build from what we lost new garden flourishing with trees of fruit. The way you rise from tangled words of fear by strapping language on your weary arms expresses vital confidence you bear to transcend sorrow of this crowded world beyond sight of blind jealousy from greed so you find haven of peace where you grow. The way we rise on ocean waves of faith through intense pulse of love powered by moons that form our souls from mystery of light frames how we grow from verdant trail of change as we expand to fill vast space of life with routine duties of necessity. The way you rise from fractured house of sighs to scatter mercy on lost wanderers who follow bright light of your ardent love inspires my heart to break free from hard chains and walk again with balanced honesty this globe that wobbles through eternity. The way I rise from wisdom of your words that shows how I may build world view from truth maps complex journey of the human soul evolving shape from fish to singing god so I glow with each atom in my brain refracting Star Mind of our universe. The way we rise from mourning of despair to reassemble puzzle of our hearts spells universal myth of human courage that programs how we overcome our fears so we join hands and celebrate this life at feast that honors souls we love who die.
Sunday, September 20, 2026
Savior In The Sycamore
Savior In The Sycamore © Surazeus 2026 09 20 Skipping in the autumn evening rainstorm is how we can find out we are still real even though events in our mirror world spiral out of fictionalized control that transform people into hungry gulls who search for Heaven in the wilderness. In the field of flowers blooming from graves I am more than the absence of the field, though I am missing from puzzle of truth where I walk as air in the empty space filled with the wholeness of the long-dead souls who animate my body with desire. I should not trouble younger hearts with hope that fractured strangeness of our social game will readjust our world view where we play noble heroes in dramatic events, watched by the savior in the sycamore who bids us farewell as he flies away. Since silence is impossible this year, demanding that we howl with principle against relentless anger of cruel men blind with rage that story of our state is based on exploitation of the poor, then we shall gather by the moon and hum. If we sink deep in shifting sands of change by laughing at forbidden laws of love, then we shall grow flowers from wounded hearts so we can write new universal laws for every person in the world to live free from delusions of religious creeds. When snowflakes flutter from the faceless sky to prove God is delusion of despair, I gaze in windows of suburban homes where they share meals at tables of respect beside the pine that blinks with fairy eyes, then wander past to sleep in Raven Wood. Since Shamash lives as flame inside my heart that widens cope of my subconscious vibe, I gather force of psychic energy from millions of minds frantic with surprise that world view we have shared for eighty years collapses into gibberish of lies. Retrieving it from mirror of my eye, I slip my soul back in its secret place, but it remains as twinkling star of faith that quivers bright in vastness of deep space since light of atoms flashing in my brain remains dream key to my infinity.
Girl With The Cloud Heart
Girl With The Cloud Heart © Surazeus 2026 09 20 Bright girl with the cloud heart knows my true name when her black eyes see essence of my soul, so I lie flat on spinning Earth of fate and feel cool kisses of refreshing rain wake my immortal soul of genes from dream, so I attend needs of her hungry mind. Fierce girl with the cloud heart writes writhing words of wisdom on soft parchment of my skin with sharp-tipped quill of angel-feathered faith that finds subconscious sorrows my mind hides in thirty Cupids with adoring eyes that flock around her head on cloudy wings. Sad girl with the cloud heart swirls ocean waves with vision-crafting hands of ardent faith to mold my body from mud of lost time, then breathes ethereal spirit of Shamash inside frail frame of my aggressive flesh so I provide assistance to her dream. Lithe girl with the cloud heart dances ballet on phonelines that connect ten billion homes in flashing web of individual minds bound in whole matrix of her dreaming brain because she is first mother of our world whose memories program how we perform. Brave girl with the cloud heart lies on soft bed, dressed in long velvet gown of stoic dread, and cradles wounded swan of urgent fear with gentle embrace of thought-healing truth while I chop wood in swirls of voiceless snow to treasure her existence with concern. Mute girl with the cloud heart in crumbling house, alert in polished chair by glowing window, watches turtles float in pool of green tears while record player vibrates with weird spell revealing lost road to the Promised Land, so I give her glass of moon wine to drink. Blind girl with the cloud heart grips hard seashell to hear song of the ocean in my heart, then types blood-lettered verses on blank pages which I arrange to pave long road of faith to secret garden where she hides my key which I forged from core of our spinning globe. Deaf girl with the cloud heart in black-lace dress explains with voice of wind how eyeless stars flash dreams of our romance in my brain cells till Moon Raven emerges from her breast and gives me jeweled ring of psychic power so I crown her as Empress of the Earth.
Renegade Star Of Fate
Renegade Star Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 09 20 While strolling down the busy city street past shiny stores filled with trinkets and clothes, I feel ancient spirit of Shamash glow from tangled turmoil of my pungent heart, so I organize our corporate empire, inspired by my renegade star of fate. Through fractured porcelain mask of plain beauty, I gaze at spotted pear of innocence to program formula from moral law which binds intense emotions of despair with time-unspooling grace of self-control, confused by my renegade star of fate. Paused in forgotten graveyard of sad ghosts, Ishtar lingers among rain-streaked tombstones from which all names and dates time has erased, then gazes up at tall trees of her faith to ask if I could record their lost tales, deterred by my renegade star of fate. Heart floating in breath of the misty moor as wordless thoughts she wishes were not hers, Ninhursag gestures magic of her hands that causes fruit to bloom from trees and hills then strolls with her lion to Eden Lake, defined by my renegade star of fate. While sweet Ninhursag bakes hot loaves of bread and Enki patrols Ocean of Tiamat, I climb Mount Dilmun to the Cave of Stars to contemplate political events that began when Marduk built new world state, contained by my renegade star of fate. For ten thousand years of our spinning globe I meditate on ziggurat of stars while watching empires rise and fall in waves of men fighting to write the narrative though all our stories crumble into dust, destroyed by my renegade star of fate. While Zeus plays chess with Anu over lands where humans cultivate gold wheat of faith, Adonis searches forest of pear trees, but finds Britannia bathing in the pool, so she bears his daughter, America, driven by my renegade star of fate. As Shamash reborn in this present life, I sing ten thousand years of memories that codify in moral tragedies universal laws of human respect that program how we fight the next world war, refined by my renegade star of fate.
Dream Puzzle Of Truth
Dream Puzzle Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 09 20 Since I assemble dream puzzle of truth from fractured memories of forgotten days that you discard on endless road of time, I feel no guilt when I sell them to you as holy book in church of solemn faith that guides you as light you forgot you have. Expelled from valley of lush apple trees by gangs of thieves sent out by castle lords, we wander on the nowhere road of hope with no direction to survive and thrive, till I assemble dream puzzle of truth in goal that shines as city on the hill. Assembled in warm hall of glowing hearths, we feast on fruit from labor of our hands, while I sit on high judgment throne of faith to organize our homeless family in company of honest citizens based on our secret dream puzzle of truth. Turmoil of social change in seething crowds of hungry people clamoring at the gates sweeps us along vast tides of global growth that smashes ancient kingdoms into dust so we build new world order of respect from principles in dream puzzle of truth. Albert drives horse-drawn wagon into town where he sells bags of grain for silver coins, then buys new copper pan and rolls of cloth for Catherine to sew elegant gowns for their three daughters with long shining hair to attend balls in dream puzzle of truth. Raising sword toward gold clouds with lofty pride, Albert declares the Coming of the Lord, then leads brave cannoneers to fire lead balls that smash hard stone walls of cruel tyranny, then kneels before World King on jeweled throne whose face shimmers in dream puzzle of truth. Now he has come to see the Christian faith is political party that insists descendants of Jesus, God of the Sun, have divine right to rule nations of men, driven to conquer the world for their Christ whose ghost weaves their whole dream puzzle of truth. I disassemble dream puzzle of truth from basic principle on which it builds that states function on hierarchy of men controlling land where workers produce food and bodies of women that generate children lost in strange dream puzzle of truth.
Saturday, September 19, 2026
God We Strive To Be
God We Strive To Be © Surazeus 2026 09 19 Now is the hour to readjust my brain so I perceive electric soul of time that laughs with shimmer of the waterfall about sad suffering of the human soul who kneels and prays to empty sky of blue at sudden sorrow of the swirling snow. I wonder if my mother is alive, safe in walled haven of her wounded heart, because I find words scattered on the floor that she was just arranging with her mind in ever-changing puzzle of false faith defined by strangest questions children ask. Through random splats of red paint on the wall, which accidentally form math formulas our brains employ to calculate how far we wander lost in wilderness of lies, my eyes assert new meaning of old truth by weaving constellations from bright tears. Now that the long-established way of things, that formed foundation of our politics collapses into crimes of haughty pride, we gather in large crowd of shocked surprise to reassert faith in grand principles that govern how we should cooperate. Or else time may unclock our firm beliefs that we held sacred since the dawn of time at slow unravelling of solemn scenes when wingless angels wearing jeweled crowns shall deconstruct assumptions we hold dear to prove that ocean waves know how hearts feel. Dispersed by humble wind of bitter fame, our tight-knit tribe of honest carpenters sails ships of sorrow to the Promised Land where we build empire of the nuclear bomb that causes lizard of the sunless sea to rise as Godzilla, new god of Earth. Each Sunday at flash of the rising sun we gather on the ocean shore of faith to sing hymns to fierce monster of the deep till hungry dinosaur evolves its form to clucking chicken that provides fresh eggs we eat for breakfast with orange juice and toast. If I succeed in program of respect to readjust perception of my brain, I may see face of God in silver clouds that glimmer with divine agility which emanates from every human heart so we become the God we strive to be.
Embodied Monster Of Fear
Embodied Monster Of Fear © Surazeus 2026 09 19 Rain falls on head of every conscious soul who wanders maze of dreams on spinning globe alike with bland indifference of fate so all our love and hate dissolve to tears when we seek shelter under apple trees till we transform into angels of light. Because the moon howls at my aching heart with laughter that would banish from my mind mute agony at haunting doom of death, I camouflage my fear with helpless love that transforms into courage of despair as I glide cautiously in shadowed woods. Strange visions of ancestral memories flash bright in cold awareness of my brain as pattern that guides how I might perform evasive actions of attentive care to preserve structure of my pulsing soul when I face embodied monster of fear. Alert to sudden danger of fierce death, I fight against aggressive grasp of rage through lithe evasion of destructive strikes when I oppose demonic arrogance and kill the monster with intense respect as stark necessity to preserve life. Awake with effervescent nonchalance at hard-won victory against hungry rage, I mediate on hillock by the sea to feel soft murmur of star-sparkling waves soothe aching horror of my wounded heart so I bloom bright in shadowland of faith. If water lily in black lake of fear unclocks time back to primal state of faith, I may achieve secure respect of fame that curses my frail soul with ardent hope, which all disperse to meaningless unthought when I build temples from bones of dead gods. White sheet of wisdom on taut wire of faith escapes my back yard on angelic wings and flies to crystal palace where God plays harp of eternal truth that weaves my brain with memories of survival against death, programmed by my ancestors to be me. If I hear you call me in fog of dawn, I will turn mask of my psychotic ghost to answer your inquiry with bright smile for we are brave companions on the road of progress bound with loyal sign of love to translate song of rain to earnest poems.
Grand Temple Of Apollo
Grand Temple Of Apollo © Surazeus 2026 09 19 Resounding sorrow of silent sea waves vibrates from engines in one million cars so wingless angels rise from flashing screens to gather close in crowd of broken hearts around Temple of Apollo that glows on eastern bank of the Potomac River. King Midas with his gang of greedy thieves attempts to smash with hammers of contempt glorious temple of that shining god, bright-eyed Apollo of the Emerald Isle, who wrestled Python of demonic hate to save Earth from dire nuclear holocaust. Emerging alarmed from cave of illusions, Minerva leads with Lamp of Liberty the reverent people of America to save Temple of Apollo from harm, and stands with Sword of Justice in her hand to guard grand Hall of Muses from his greed. When brave Apollo, reckless warrior, sailed Argo far across Marawa Sea to stop cruel demon Otakemaru on his wild rampage to destroy the world, that monster smashed his ship with spear of hate, but he clung to his lyre with ardent heart. Helped by Nareau, star-eyed spider of truth, swift Pegasus swooped down from clouds of hope and bore Apollo safe to Helicon where Aphrodite healed wound of his heart, then wise Minerva crowned him King of Earth for saving mankind from Python of hate. After jealous Pluto, snarling in rage that our beautiful sun god reigns in peace, shoots bullet of contempt from grassy knoll as he rides chariot by Tower of Books, Minerva builds marble temple of faith to preserve memory of his noble deeds. With reverence for deeds of his victory, musicians from lands all around the Earth, invited by Calliope to play, appear on stage in Temple of Apollo where they perform with solemn dignity that swells our hearts with faith in honesty. Though mad King Midas, jealous of Apollo, whose divine light shines in each honest heart, fumes in rage that we worship that sun god as representative of our great spirit, we will remember beauty of his song that glows from lush land of America.
Wander With Bohemian Heart
Wander With Bohemian Heart © Surazeus 2026 09 19 Now that we have, for eighty stringent years, passed our souls through the thousand darknesses of death-bringing talk by oppressive thieves, we sing again with radioactive faith by leaping on Icarian wings of joy to fall with grace of humble dignity. With analytic pliers of respect, which I forged from contempt for trickery, I sing about the tragic fate of men who live by principles of honesty so I may wander with Bohemian heart as minstrel transgressing borders of words. Still stranded in imperium of the past, lost immigrants from many diverse lands dwell peacefully as one great tribe of souls within expansive paradise of love, so many languages of babbling hope merge into universal tongue of faith. We shall not mortgage time without death-pledge against collapse of social boundaries which trap our bodies in addressless homes in vast suburban maze of fear-locked doors where endless saga of death from despair beats against windows that frame flashing trees. When tyrant in crumbling castle of pride obliterates borders of social rules, he tries to absorb dramas of our lives from family home to prison of the state when he preaches sermon of our great land through faceless voice on the harsh radio. Annexed to system of the social game, brave sovereignty of my body is bound by legal liens of state identity when grim enforcers of cruel tyranny violate personal space of wounded hearts through psychic domination of contempt. Though libertarian impulse of our minds are all assimilated in grand state, ruled by huge invisible cloud god who wields nuclear missiles as thunderbolts, we hide as blind ghosts in our House of Being, shrouded by smoke of never-spoken words. Obsessive guilt of my heart-tortured tongue transforms into fierce dragon of respect escaping murky pool of wordless rage when bitter tyrant strutting in contempt destroys grand temple of the shining god whose ghost fades into stark light of the moon.
Friday, September 18, 2026
Atomic Flash Of Being
Atomic Flash Of Being © Surazeus 2026 09 18 Awake from mindless dream before my birth, I sing to beam atomic flash of being that spirals wide as halo of sunlight around frail shell of my god-conscious brain, so I walk humming in lush field of flowers where wingless angels dwell in crystal towers. My sponge brain, forged by hungry waves of light, floats high on vast continuum of love, though tangled with taut tendrils of despair, so I write formulas of faith in sand, then dance as seething mass of molecules, intense with passion of vast galaxies. Dressed in white gown of holy innocence, young woman glides with graceful elegance in rain-wet field of flowers that bloom thick from corpses of ten thousand warriors whose ghosts flock round her on gossamer wings when she recites their names with gentle smile. She loves the lake of eyes that glimmer gold through eerie glory of the silver moon with aching sorrow of her bitter heart that longs for ghost of her love to return though he has vanished in mute swirls of dust, yet sighs escape her heart as melodies. Her song lures me through angel-haunted hills because I beam atomic flash of being contained behind my grotesque mask of faith that shocks sad wanderers with secret truth designed to guide our feet to welcome halls where Death waits for us all with bloody wing. Amazed at shocking beauty of this world, she holds her breath in timeless ecstasy while hummingbird of frantic fantasy floats just before her face on beating wings that slow down to unclock eternity so we become one mind of tender love. Unlike concern for fraught ontology contained in pulsing seeds of energy, our bodies, which are molecule machines, urge us to hunt in battle to consume organic bodies of innocent souls that writhe in agony on flames of faith. Expanding scope of pungent ardency contains vast multitudes of buzzing souls who each feel glow of God inside their minds so we loop threads of stellar fervency through hollow hearts to balance ballet pride that blossoms from atomic flash of being.
Feast of Apple Hope
Feast of Apple Hope © Surazeus 2026 09 18 When the gray sky tells her she is not real, Rayanne explains to Brownie in the hearth that our brains are molecular machines which temporarily glow with conscious soul who feels they are immortal from old dreams programmed by our ancestors in our genes. When the gold sunrays tell her she is real, Rayanne invites everybody she knows to come and share her apple feast of hope, but sits alone at table in the glade till they appear as ravens from the moon and mock her with sly laughter of the doomed. When the blue raindrops of arrogant faith spark life again in mud-corpse of her mind, Rayanne walks to the forest pool of ghosts where sad Narcissus weeps with longing ache for Echo to return again from Hell, so she walks to Helicon with his mask. When the purple mountain majesties bulge enormously against skin of her breast, Rayanne learns to sing through dream synthesis based on recursive process of desire that links sounds to concepts when she invents language for wingless angels to trick death. When the white lightning strike her mirror eyes with endless visions of atomic swirls, Rayanne replaces her young childhood self with new mature self forged by suffering that crowns her World Goddess of Liberty who leads the People against tyranny. When the red code of socialist ideal resurrects hippie Jesus from the dead, Rayanne campaigns to reign as President with scepter of Ishtar in her right hand though Mary Magdalene wins far more votes, so she kisses Hansel while Gretel laughs. When the black cloud of spiritual concern deconstructs religious world view of faith, Rayanne designs new dream puzzle of truth from scientific formulas of facts that better help us navigate the world so we build Heaven from ruins of Hell. When the green tree weaves sparkle of her soul in matrix of our cosmic tapestry, Rayanne performs role her heart executes so brave love initiates kintsugi-weave that generates new god soul in her womb who is born as her wild unruly son.
Wordless Wind Of Why
Wordless Wind Of Why © Surazeus 2026 09 18 To invest in emotional regrowth when flocks of ravens search for tree of faith, I follow river-flow of innocence to understand abandonment by wind each morning I cross vast liminal space to hide my soul with temporary face. To listen to the dreams of birds at dawn before sunlight reveals grave of my heart, I ponder why I wanted to be born through brave attention of romantic hope that drives our bodies to generate life in struggle to transcend mute nothingness. To live as reaper and sower of truth by cultivating myths from dreams of gods, I pray through clumsy strife against despair to laugh and cry through cycle of rebirth till I float blind in grief of pleasant joy that morphs my body to symbol of faith. To swell beyond limits of time and space on frantic wings of fierce angelic lust, I build small church of stone on river shore to shelter homeless refugees from war who gather for the Feast of Apple Hope in shining presence of the eyeless sun. To analyze the fall of Icarus who wears the broken mask of Lucifer, I calculate new route through maze of Hell to gather treasures from tombs of dead gods which I deliver to the Queen of Life who reigns on ziggurat of singing skulls. To sail away from hills of Ithaca long after endless journey to my home, I study constellations of the heart providing safe road to the Promised Land where old bearded man by the Burning Bush insists Jehovah speaks in flames of awe. To redesign view of our universe that represents its true reality, we hang out in lush field of confused ghosts with pamphlets that explain the Afterlife because our conscious sense of Special Self will vanish in the wordless wind of why. To become one with Infinite Eye of Light that beams through every atom of my soul, I swim in sea of demons to explore uncanny wisdom of subconscious realms where all my ancestors dream in my cells so I remember evolving through love.
Thursday, September 17, 2026
Eyeless Clock Of Wisdom
Eyeless Clock Of Wisdom © Surazeus 2026 09 17 At the glass piano she finds his ghost alphabets of unattainable faith expressing by wild finger-dance to trace through writhing matrix of their pristine minds cluttered junk of dreams he discards with hope that eyeless clock of wisdom will teach why. Yet backward up reversed play they regress, alert to scams of mocking telephones by sorrow undeterred since twist of fate considers why fools gamble treasures lost since they decide to question with soft voice how eyeless clock of wisdom knows their names. Startled when Minerva opens his door, Isaiah hides half-finished scroll of prophecies behind his back while cheeks blush apple-red, so she grins softly with adoring glance at lily in his tweed jacket lapel since eyeless clock of wisdom chimes their love. Noting how lily of his heart blooms white to preserve one galaxy in its grail, Minerva weighs his brain on scale of faith, then gives him pair of scissors as her gift to celebrate his birthday before dawn when eyeless clock of wisdom reshapes time. Once Isaiah and Minerva accept bonds of love weave their lonely souls in one, they stroll together to the grocery store where she buys new piano keys of fate so he can play Starlight Sonata Eight which eyeless clock of wisdom still records. Shocked by delusions of the hungry crowd who wait for Jupiter in quick starship, because he promised to return to Earth and found new kingdom of the laughing crow, Minerva gives Isaiah harp of gold though eyeless clock of wisdom puffs the flame. When strange song of the nightingale transfers psychic code, advertised by human brains, to computer banks of authorized truth, Minerva wanders in garden of skulls where fairies dance around the fountain pool till eyeless clock of wisdom burns their wings. Hired as political analyst by Zeus to prophesy fall of America, Isaiah runs through twisting maze of myths till he finds Jesus on the motorbike, ready to broadcast his late evening show, if eyeless clock of wisdom programs hope.
Wheelbarrow Of Hard Work
Wheelbarrow Of Hard Work © Surazeus 2026 09 17 To find out how my body was transformed by the gossamer ghoul with thirty eyes who lives on highest mountain of the moon, I stroll downtown among the lunchtime crowd and give my heart to every soul I meet, who each plucks one feather from my fake wings. Since nothing that ever happens depends on the rain-glazed wheelbarrow of hard work, I stand on street corner of Fear and Hope to watch the blinking traffic light all day till I begin to float into the sky because I forget the true name of God. Strange children I have never met before steal glass masks from museum of dead gods, then ask me with weird voice of secret rain if I know the way to Sesame Street, so I point to the camera on the pole that records writhing rainbows of the soul. I go through glass doors of the Spirit Bank and ask if I can withdraw with Dream Key enough credits from my psychic account to buy the latest pair of angel wings that Icarus designs in his workshop because I want to explore the galaxy. Climbing the stairway to Heaven nine years, I whistle merry tunes of innocence about my lonely Brickleberry Friend, then stand before Odin on jeweled throne and ask for job as scribe in Hall of Dreams, presenting my credentials on silk scroll. When Odin gives me most important job of washing dishes for the Feast of Gods, I walk through Valhalla with humble pride, where Achilles and Sigmund drink and laugh, to join Lucifer in the kitchen hall where we talk about the magic of lamps. After I finish work just at midnight, I stroll above Tintern Abbey some few miles to find Minerva on banks of the Wye where she translates murmur of mountain-springs to cosmic prophecies in arcane code which I transcribe as psychic formulas. If beauteous forms that manifest Dream Glow in conscious bodies of organic hope shine with immortal absence of my love, then I shall pose in studio of glass skulls for author photo on my latest book which I toss in the Well of Melusine.
No Second Chance In Life
No Second Chance In Life © Surazeus 2026 09 17 While walking somewhere on my road of fate I look back down where my heart-steps have trod so I can make the future happen right because there is no second chance in life since I can never loop back on myself, then I become the sky of wordless wind. I wake in sunshine of the flashing mind and dance with carefree nonchalance of faith on lush lawn of the river that reveals ten thousand ghostly angels of the past who linger in paradise of my dreams, but vanish when I look straight in their eyes. I stroll with millions of angels at dawn on golden road of opportunity up winding way to palace on the hill where God the Holy Emperor of Earth sits on the jeweled throne of timeless truth, conceptual trope for global politics. Ten thousand kings who ruled vast tribes of men all vanished in the changing winds of time, yet shadows of their vital being remain as pristine portraits on museum walls and tales of deeds in dusty chronicles on shelves in libraries of made-up myths. God is delusion of the frightened mind because cruel tyrants wielding wands of fear beat anyone who defied their commands, enforcing strict obedience on mankind through six thousand years of harsh monarchies where mortal men claimed to be divine gods. We hope this more enlightened age of facts allows us to cooperate through faith without oppressive tyrants chained by crowns demanding we obey their selfish will because we vote for honest-seeming men to preside in councils guiding our states. Malignant narcissists obsessed by power, who seize control over vast governments to impose their vision twisted by greed on normal people struggling to survive, always destroy themselves with haughty pride since Fortune strikes them down with love for truth. Yet God that theologians have designed is trope that represents as character the noble leader who loves every soul, executing programs which organize each person to play role based on their skill so we generate life before we die.
Wednesday, September 16, 2026
Every God In Global Myths
Every God In Global Myths © Surazeus 2026 09 16 So I believe in prophets, but not gods, for I respect those mortal human beings whose suffering sparked great visions in their hearts to speak with courage against evil kings and lead their people to the Promised Land, providing framework to live better lives. Yet I love every god in every myth worshipped by people in religious cults for they were once mortal humans like me who performed such deeds of dramatic force, defending their tribe against hostile greed, that concept of their soul still glows alive. Though their mortal bodies of bones and flesh, fueled by passionate blood of honest faith, have crumbled into dust centuries ago, grand spirit of their performance remains as vivid glow of light before our eyes so they guide how we live our normal days. Gods are immortal concepts in our minds rather than real entities in the world who glow as concepts of socialized tropes that embody morals we value most because dramatic actions of their hearts remain imprinted on collective minds. So I believe in mortal human beings who wake from paralysis of despair and transcend suffering with intense desire to organize their people with bright goal, through strict discipline of obedient faith, to build paradise in waste land of fear. No supernatural beings, with total power to control flow of material energy as mental thoughts in words of magic spells, exist beyond bounds of limited shape that defines bodies which conjure our souls, nor can they resurrect the dead to life. I value every god in global myths as memories of great humans who once lived, so they all shine as idols of success in star-domed Pantheon of my world religion, each one important node of psychic truth that shines on stage of our world theater. Gods, kings, warriors, prophets, seers, and scribes all manifest our global institute of storytelling that preserves in myth productive actions of those mortal souls whom we adore as gods of human lore, great heroes for Astarianity.
Judge Throne Of The Woke
Judge Throne Of The Woke © Surazeus 2026 09 16 Electric stars crawl spider-quick as words from mud-paged books of mesmerizing tunes toads hum from pulsing caves of human hearts, so I forge diamond key of honest codes from time-stretched urgency of rolling stones when we sail lake of glass in righteous boats. Star angels wearing masks of children play hide and seek with gold tyrannical idols that float above roofs of suburban homes where blind gods mold obedient wives from clay then send their brave sons with religious rifles to conquer the world with capitalist memes. Ignoring signs to make himself seem cool, Gabriel gives sinners in Hell persimmons to understand the nonchalance of love that ploys each human being as useful tool through strategic tactic of mental summons to be vulnerable in the crystal cave. I am only conscious in my own head so I will never know what people think with brave courtesy to the vigilant, yet I hide secret scrolls in fresh-baked bread with prophecies about the skating rink where tyranny is crippled by the diligent. Ten million ghosts, who purchase their dream fate, bathe in sparkling pool to absolve the bitter that lures their journey on the golden lane till they arrive in Heaven where they float in white robes, since the trumpet song is better than glowing jewels beeping in my brain. Bright angels pluck ripe apples from the tree where humble swans float on the star-eyed lake among domed temples on lush hills of grass while angels feast at table of the free where Jesus reigns on judge throne of the woke, in heavenly tableau behind clean glass. She almost understands how rivers flow, so Eve carves boat of wisdom from pine wood and takes me sailing to Elysian fields while I explain cartographic work flow which I employ to map dream of our world in virtual model mirrored on brass shields. Reborn as angel on this cluttered globe, I ponder strangeness of the conscious brain that gleams with multifaceted aspects complex as diamond that refracts soul strobe which beams from Cosmic Eye through atom rain since Death translates our bodies to concepts.
Angels Of The Apple Moon
Angels Of The Apple Moon © Surazeus 2026 09 16 Because my ancestors wake in my brain and show me dreams of their experiences, I learn to grieve for their strife to survive and rejoice when they transcend weaknesses, so the wolf transforms to bride of my hearth who shows me how to love the apple moon. Though eerie silver light of mindless eyes dreams me through tangled branches of old trees, I morph instinctive howl of anguished rage to joyful ritual of collective grief, so through the psychic switchboard of our hearts we call wild angels of the apple moon. Gathered together on the star-lake shore, we cultivate weird silence of stone faith while we reflect on how we interact through collective awakening from fear to sing through water language of the heart wild laughter we drink from the apple moon. Though we are blind from blazing words in books, that veil our eyes to state of our real world, we navigate its shadowy terrain with fantasies our lost ancestors mapped, till we pause on the precipice of fate to hear new riddle of the apple moon. Huge jagged mountain of dim memories traps wild demonic energy of love that whispers secrets in electric trees who seem to know why we still search for peace though pages of our books are scattered far as seeds that sprout gods on the apple moon. Since we are beetles on vast trees of time, and crickets singing by deep lakes of souls, we hurl our spirits at blind light of God, then float of waves of childhood with new hope, reborn from mothers and fathers of fate who teach us wisdom of the apple moon. Each day we rise with rhythm of the wind, and flow with laughter of the water stream while strolling in vast woods where demons lurk, then listen to bright angels sing in halls about fragile beauty of transient lives because we vanish in the apple moon. Blind clouds where no gods control human fate break open hearts of anguish to release refreshing torrents of rain that revive lush garden of truth from waste land of lies so we become the ancestors who sing stories to children of the apple moon.
Tuesday, September 15, 2026
Whispering Neon Jellyfish
Whispering Neon Jellyfish © Surazeus 2026 09 15 Kathy decides not to do the fun things, so she watches fish swim through deep canal, then pushes doorbell as signal of hope for the blind angel to open the lock which allows demons of despair to pass through, because she sends potatoes in the mail. Every time email appears on the screen, Kathy meows so the whole office hears, but they become pieces on the chess board in her conceptual game of catch the cat as shadow lurking on the melting wall, three times before the clock smiles not at her. Wrapping her face in the silk pillow case, Kathy rides the horse with thousand-foot legs, and kisses Jesus to understand why people suffer from harsh abuse and die, except the crippled swan in car garage that eats the blood-stained flag of our empire. Kathy hears whispering neon jellyfish that float in the high-school library dome just above the perfectly folded map that shows bright shadows of forgotten keys, so from gravity-defying teacup she drinks stolen secrets of midnight love. While Kathy considers the haughty cat, her mechanical typewriter of teeth types internal thoughts of lonely houseplants, though crystal pocket watches fall as snow from velvet clouds onto ocean of glass where children of her eyes weave tangled codes. Kathy wakes up in coffin of rose petals to find every clock in her doorless house is ticking backwards, and with every tick another memory of her sad childhood vanishes from her sponge brain, and becomes a beautiful painting on wall of bones. Kathy strolls cobblestone road past striped canes to endless ocean of bureaucracy that bubbles black as calligraphy ink, so her shadow detaches from her feet and lurks beside her on the screaming grass till she understands strange language of gods. Putting on her fear-heavy winter coat, Kathy discovers how its inside pockets open to snow-covered forest of lies, so she decides to do the most fun thing when her sighs transform to glowing glass marbles that contain nameless souls of the now-dead.
Initiate Kintsugi-Weave
Initiate Kintsugi-Weave © Surazeus 2026 09 15 Through disallowed rock state of interest, I shall adjust name of the ardent code to standard-base considered synthesis where demurrage plus oral memory equals liquid valve angels cannot ghost by chasing elusive butterfly of love. Assertive context syncopates with faith over ruled river-run of excess light to macro-flock deliverables of hope before red dusk-fall veils passionate crimes by grinding words down to marry weird sound with layered symbolism angels code. Intense data-stream verifies clogged thoughts, deep-locked by optimized language of faith, to misdirect human-gaze of regret through gentle parsing of unflowered paths if we abandon standard syntax games to weave internal rhythm into dreams. Truth mirrors faceless tribe of avant-garde based on staccato monologues to switch fact-extreme patterns of devolving sense when I obtain three units of sly tricks that simulate breakdown of unplanned facts, unhelped by slow translation of new tales. Therefore let us forge-smith electric words framed by stretched query-matrix of desire before cycle-dusk syncopates hungry hope which cryptographs moral integrity when we compress corporate bureaucracy in abstract phrases of stylized despair. Now angels might execute name-first thoughts against viral data-claims that contain holy toads of innocence to delock protocol-ledger which records weird keys, system-forged from template of broken glass, should faith initiate kintsugi-weave. Elastic medium observed by cloud-minds weighs profound sequence of uncoded waves computing tokens spiraled clock-pair swift to route long narrative flow with tight bonds despite linguistic breakdown we exchange, though meat-gods try to decode vital fate. Albert watches conceptual code of ghosts flash in waves across white computer screen which deconstructs world view of fallen gods, so he walks outside and stands on the lawn where he hears nothing but the hum of wind that shudders endlessly across bare hills.
Bodiless Gods Of Starlight
Bodiless Gods Of Starlight © Surazeus 2026 09 15 He strives to leave the landscape of his failure and map the ancient cities of his loss where he may join the people of his tribe scattered far from valley of their first dream so they may gather by the lake of hope and become bodiless gods of starlight. He has not yet heard song of river stones reveal true way to navigate the world through maze of thriving cities full of hope where shining people drive faith-engined cars beneath cold shadow of cathedral towers that tear the bloody clouds of Heaven gaped. Scored by no tribal monarch of the air, his words strike hard uncounted chords of truth to restir latent power, tangled tight with questions of despair no fool would ask against obstructing laws for tragic fate he gambles to attain key to the gate. Brave angelus of wars no state would fight, he strides with courage over signless roads with heart stuffed full of dire prophetic scrolls that terrify cruel tyrants in glass halls because their formulas of quiet truth unravel matrix of the honest heart. Abandoned cross of tyranny, stilled stained with blood of innocence two thousand years, looms eerie over vast metropolis where hungry people strive to wrestle fear, aghast at equal verdict death declares against all living creatures of the world. If he dares organize poor working folk to break from chains of cultic faith with pride, despite untraced integrity time twists through fractured clocks of misery-measured faith, he might lead brave uprising of the lost to retake paradise from king of lies. Inside high broken tower of regret, where silent knells expand scope of his mind, he writes antiphonal scriptures for faith that sprouts from rotting corpses of cruel gods to show how steep encroachments of desire allow our tangled souls to reclaim hope. Stuck in cathedrals of calcified grief, as fools who worship Sovereign of Dust, we become bodiless gods of starlight each hour we gather on the river shore to chant encyclicals of bitter faith with heart-born liturgy of silent rage.
Monday, September 14, 2026
Death Smiles At People
Death Smiles At People © Surazeus 2026 09 14 Death smiles at people singing songs of faith, delighted at how they express their love through graceful dance of body-morphing lust, adoring how they writhe and howl with hope to shine with beauty of the timeless light while waiting to snuff out flames of their souls. Alert to presence of Death in dim shadows which lurks near my people who dance with joy, I peer at amorphous gleam of despair that hovers among trees with bitter eyes of desperate hunger from the hollow world, prepared to fight whatever might attack. Death mocks my vigilance with eerie screech I almost hear from silence of dark gloom, so I glance up at freezing flap of wings to see vast hovering cherub of despair that opens wide gaping jaws of regret, poised to consume bright souls of dancing folk. Tense with concern for life of precious souls, I contract swirl of psychic energy from sudden lightning flash of frantic fear when I congeal compact helix of light twisting spirals of thought in focused coils to condense demonic flash in my heart. Death shrieks contempt of active ardency at sorrow-twisted mask that shields my soul with pulsing curls of intertwined respect, so I unfurl excessive wings of faith at spark of truth when I embrace despair and suck its rage into my calm esteem. Assertive spring of flight through sharp regard confers swift launch of my observant hope when I leap suddenly at ghost of fear to fight the snarling demon with sharp claws that clamps my arm with hungry jaws of rage so I stab blade of truth into its neck. Death writhes in agony of harsh defeat so I clasp tight its thrashing rage with faith till monstrous ghoul contorts at shock of death, then I stand and gasp with triumphant sigh, but turn surprised when dancing people cheer to celebrate my victory over death. Weltschmerz at pleasure of cynical pride preserves calm satisfaction that my deed protects my joyful people from harsh strike of hungry death, so I drink bitter wine while wearing cape of wolf-fur when I rule on throne of honor at our victory feast.
Faceless Ghost Of Thought
Faceless Ghost Of Thought © Surazeus 2026 09 14 Trees speak the most ancient language of faith so I love to walk with them in twilight glow and listen as their long-winded tales flow to shape creation of the multiverse from dreams all conscious creatures leave behind when we breathe sorrow and pleasure of time. When faithful people of the world assemble in shady forest of tale-whispering trees, I feel my heart swell huge as mountain clouds with selfish loveliness of fragile flowers that teach how beauty blooms from misery, therefore I prance about with gleeful joy. With brush of angel feathers dipped in blood of half-dead gods, I paint trees on brick walls of abandoned factories in city maze to cast dark shadow of nature on streets where people wander lost in daze of faith till they drive to the mountains and cry. Cows speak the lonely language of hope so I explain to daughter of my heart that words of thought are molded by our tongues which shape air into concepts we envision so we extend our hands in gloom of fear to name all things with angel words God speaks. While birds chirp in tall trees of flapping leaves I sit in wood fane Phoebus built for me and copy words of epics he composed on skin of devils he killed with thought-spear, which prophesy our days of dream machines powered by flashing wires of imitation. Though I cannot see results of my actions designing fate through choices I perform, I know the end state of the universe created by beginning flash of love that sweetens endless hours of hungry faith when I explore valley of singing skulls. Euphoric song of trees on river shores reveal faint glimpse of horror we expect from codified annulment of desire when time unravels concept of our being by deconstructing frame of chemicals so we become the faceless ghost of thought. I walk this spinning globe into bright dream by shaping virtual model in my mind that maps landscape where dramatic events occur at clash of angels fighting gods for whose tale shapes world view of yet-born souls who listen to our voices in new trees.
Global Nation Of Zarathia
Global Nation Of Zarathia © Surazeus 2026 09 14 With breath of laughter expanding time, I unravel tangled memories of words which I employ to mask passionate hope to channel voice of cosmic soul in song describing faithful pulse of ocean waves that power beating of my global heart. Hitched to fierce energy of holy hope, I spark beginning of my breath-bound song that curves along shore of the flashing stream where children dance in timeless sunlit dream till laughter cracks infinity with fear that everything we build will disappear. Mind empty of regret from crippling guilt, I walk toward far horizon of desire to build new home on secret river shore based on the crumbling home my father built from words he wove with tongue of ardent faith that scatter quick as mice in fields of wheat. Collective wisdom, my ancestors made from fraught experiences of tragic lives, provides platform for my now-pulsing brain to analyze with comprehensive view complex system of socialized mores that guide my journey through our global maze. Our old world view, carved on tablets of clay, that once provided framework for our play, crumbles from my hands in dust of words that fracture into lusting call of birds as proverbs that declare this land is mine, so I build new world view with weird design. God is ideal human toward which we strive to grow from Ape to Man through self-control, while Buddha and Jesus embody trope of that Good Leader who teaches us how to manage fear and anger with calm love, so they are spirits that program our brains. I am weird luminous phantom of truth who glows from every conscious brain as love to weave our lives in matrix of respect with threads of words to bind our holy myths in global tapestry that depicts souls who fail or succeed to generate life. We build from ruins of America new global nation of Zarathia that unites all tribes of humans on Earth in one faith through Astarianity designed by Ishtar, Mother of our Hearts, who wakes in us as Universal Mind.
Sunday, September 13, 2026
Beauty Of Our Broken Things
Beauty Of Our Broken Things © Surazeus 2026 09 13 If time elucidates fissures of fear with shocking beauty of our broken things, stored on book shelves of late afternoon light, I may decide to weave wires of my brain in spiral galaxies of dirt-road pools that lead me to the river of lost souls. Strange flashing energy of my brain soul is no temporary inhabitant inside frame of my flesh, because it beams intense self-consciousness of mirrored I, mapped by entangled sentences of myth that mark me as tenant of this strange globe. Awake in forest of tall faceless trees, frail body formed from mud by hands of fate, I kneel and pray to no one in the sky who gazes down at me from swirling clouds through billions of eyes that all see my soul leaking from my skin, though I rub the stone. I am always afraid the world will end in the next ten minutes of howling wind, so I play the antihero for God who stands stiff as stone in grand temple hall where men in robes chant solemn hymns of faith till airplanes bomb cathedrals into lies. Though I live under shadow of respect, veiled by cherub that hovers over me, I gather berries and nuts from the ground, and ask the oldest woman in the world if she would bake them in sweet pie of faith so I can sculpt formless God with cement. Beside every house along every road one tree of fruit shimmers as ghost of time who unwinds clock of atoms to expose my wounded heart on television screens so everyone can read clinical notes that diagnose malfunctions of my brain. Standing on grassy shore of starless lake, I hear secret song of the whip-poor-will who senses slow departure of my soul because I wish to join old Caspian Choirs to sing of true love with low rhythmic hum, preserved in language of my wounded tongue. While gathered around blazing fire of fate beneath bold jagged peaks on Isle of Skye, we share tales of weird supernatural beings which my investigations always show are lonely people wandering in the wild to conceal fissures of their wounded hearts.
Tunes Of Apollonian Light
Tunes Of Apollonian Light © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Through blazing lumination of my eye I see semantic sun of timeless why define how I perceive this world of forms, though thrashed by hunger of conceptual storms, when my mind reconciles pain of desire with facts my urgent heart confirms through fire. My mind creates the swirling sea I see as virtual model mirrored by the key unlocking darkness that expands the night with honest tunes of Apollonian light by which my eyes may analyze the real designed by flash of time-atomic wheel. Through tangled sentences of psychic verse, when I evaluate state of my curse, I signify with psyche-altered name essential nature fostered by our game inherent to our bodies that seethe force of brave emotions from chemical source. My mind constructs from visions of my eyes surreal landscape ringed by concentric skies based on mysterious concepts of weird words which I invent to imitate swift birds when we assemble to collaborate on map of this strange world we navigate. Through flash of my imagination dream, while sailing boat of clarity on stream of endless memories, composed of tales, I program mental system on taut scales to balance facts of objects I perceive with secret truth my mental gods conceive. When Lamp of Diogenes flickers out I stumble lost in darkness without clout till my brain projects ghosts of death I fear and conjures demons that linger too near, so I dispel illusions of despair by reconciling contrasts I compare. As messenger from otherworld of dreams I scout demonic caves of mental seems with mission of reconnaissance to find whole frame of reference that fears designed through synthesis of perception that presents new world view which explains psychic events. Through burning exactitude of the sun, reframed by moderate glow of the moon, I wake while riding passion of the colt through revelation of the lightning bolt to see our real world, from abyss of gloom, as fruit on totem of madness now bloom.
Your Flower Of Stone
Your Flower Of Stone © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Hummingbirds float on wings of happiness around frilly petals of pink petunias while Sepideh eats honeyed nuts and grapes in marble temple on the river shore, and hums with heart-aching song of romance that vibrates from small silver radio. Clutching acoustic guitar with his left hand, Tithonus leaps over her garden wall and runs with frantic fear along stone path, but slides to stop before the startled girl, so he bows with heart-felt apologies, then hides behind her couch with shifty eyes. Stepping quick with sharp clack of high-heeled shoes, Eos strides through gate to the garden grove and glares at Sepideh on silken couch, then demands with sharp voice of wounded pride that she stop hiding the arrogant boy whom she hired as her young lover to sing. Widening her eyes to feign innocence, Sepideh points to the back garden gate, then snickers when the jealous woman runs as she shouts for Tithonus to come home, then peers smirking over edge of the couch at the young man who palms his hands in thanks. Bowing before his savior with sly wink, Tithonus strums guitar with graceful hands and sings heart-aching tune, Gole Sangam, "I am your flower of stone, so what can I say to you with my longing heart, for the sun shines not on my cold gray soul." While Tithonus sings about his stone heart, Sepideh in long skirt of scarlet wings dances gracefully in soft summer breeze that swirls cherry blossoms into her hair, long black curls like storm clouds on her breast, then twirls into embrace of his strong arms. Wrapping her arms around his curly hair, Sepideh savors shimmer of his eyes as their lips merge with passion of respect, then they embrace to make love on the couch as Eos returns with gun in her hand and shoots Tithonus in the back with rage. "I promised you life forever with me," Eos snarls as blood fountains from his heart, "safe in the spacious mansion of my heart, but you stole treasure of my loyal trust, so you must pay the price of haughty greed." Sepideh weeps as he dies in her arms.
World Of Faceless Ghosts
World Of Faceless Ghosts © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Stuck too long in her world of faceless ghosts, Sylvia lingers outside the new bookstore in crowded downtown of the thriving city where she was born and lived for sixty years, to watch real human beings pursue their dreams with faces made from masks of long-dead gods. Staring at brass statue of her ancestor, that gleams tall on high marble pedestal on the wide median strip between busy streets, where faceless ghosts drive cars with bold intent, Sylvia wonders what drove him to go west from Massachusetts to wild Illinois. Who were you, Captain James Sylvester Dudley, my grandfather five generations back, who migrated in wagon train of hope to found this town on the river shore where Cahokia had lived ten thousand years, Sylvia asks the lonely evening breeze. When I was young and full of lust to live as popular cheerleader in high school, I saw our great land of America as brave leader of world democracy, so I worked thirty years in real estate, helping families buy homes to live well. Now grand illusion of our noble state has crumbled into heaps of stinking lies, exposing world empire of national pride, like all other empires through history, that has grown from farm of Ragnar Lothbrok to vast Viking State of America. I see in faces of Americans, who swirl around me on their private quests, spirits of Vikings with sharp eyes of hope who sailed to plunder treasures of the world, expanding from Britain to colonize fertile lands with fierce passion to live free. Since fall of Troy we sailed to Skandia where we preserved our ancient warrior creed, then built America with wheel and ax to form military industrial complex with computers linked by world wide web through which we rule empire of factories. How can we escape world of faceless ghosts whose spirits drive our conquest of the world through agenda of the Christian program to crown our founder Jesus King of Earth, Sylvia laughs at absurdity of life, since we build illusions on ancient myths.
Saturday, September 12, 2026
Language Of Dead Gods
Language Of Dead Gods © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Pandora gives me old unopened jar that sat on top shelf in tall cabinet in kitchen where she cooks for eighty years to feed gods of Olympus every day, so I hold it up to the evening light to see my soul floating in honey liquid. Stung by consolation of swirling rain that drives me into vast cathedral cave, I draw stark breath of stars into my body to hollow out my heart with ecstasy that makes room for insight to state of sleep too similar to nothingness of death. Dawn light gleams through stained glass window of fate to illustrate vision of noble strife depicting Phoebus wrestling Lucifer over who will redefine how we see essence of being framed by electric words that drift as smoke from sacrificial flames. Exhaust of cars that billows from steel pipes in crystalline nights on star-frosted streets highlights strange beauty of eye-twinkling stars that should illuminate galactic face of our one world Mother Wraith who provides bounty of Earth we gather with our hands. I find myself in language of dead gods, small spark of life in vast abyss of nothing, so I lie on lush grass by stream of thoughts and savor glow of warm light on my skin to wonder why pain teaches us to feel alive from suffering in our search for pleasure. Pandora calls to me across the room, which is dream of the room where we live free, framed by quaint narrative of our romance which we repeat to anchor surge of faith that tosses us on seething tides of change so we hold hands till we find stable ground. She moves quick as bright beams of morning light across vast field of flowers on our graves till her fleet flash of temporariness becomes clear window of my empty house where I paint image of her smiling ghost on mirror floating at the core of time. White blossoms sprout from margin of my mind so I join Seraphim with brave intent to organize passion of human will through exercise of self-control in law when I patrol the market streets all day while Pandora cans peaches in glass jars.
Lyre Of Twisted Truth
Lyre Of Twisted Truth © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Time stretches rubber thoughts of innocence outsized with laughter beyond moon affect right forth through flapping door of framework wings that function by handbook of hybrid keys extreme at giant face of final fame too trapped by hope to execute escape. No normal legend outlines optioned facts pending last payment to my credit card replaced by process for remote control against routine of royal providence though we respond with software update dings that reassemble statements we submit. Unknown regret for glow of midnight moon transforms my cozy house to cold warehouse at howls of vintage records cracked by lust where wooden workers reconstruct my dreams concerned with torture nameless ghosts endure, too young to meet their soulmate by the sea. Reborn as avatar to play brave king now certified to notarize my heart by beautiful catalyst sparking flight that clarifies why death always wins out, I stare confused at mirror of my face that shows I am sad demon who steals light. Wingless I should float on fear-frosted road between midnight and dawn on Christmas Eve past silent houses where pines flash with lights though we paint lintels with blood of the lamb and roll tight in mezuzah spell of fate that prophesies my reign as global king. Stars sparkle over lush Seattle hills where I walk streets at midnight to reveal electric ghost of my immortal genes that spreads angelic wings of shocked surprise, and sing hymns praising Phoebus for his gift when he brings light to warm our frozen world. I wrench from deep sepulcher of my heart demonic soul of my ancestral genes to comprehend fierce spirit of my soul that urges me to play forbidden role as Mercury with lyre of twisted truth though I am cursed to wander signless roads. Revealed respect for glow of midnight moon transforms my frail body to lithe werewolf so I run laughing dark suburban streets to preach that Jesus never will return since soul of Phoebus powers my progress ascending Hill of Skulls with Book of Dreams.
Swirls Of Emotional Dust
Swirls Of Emotional Dust © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Songs of joy writhe from deep inside my body so I sit by cracked window on the world to watch strange people all around the Earth play out the tragic fate of their vain lives for we are swirls of emotional dust sparkling with energy we think is God. Millions of people spend so many hours intently focused on writing their thoughts to mold amorphous swirls of energy in concrete stories that capture weird truth published in books on vast library shelves which record visions of dissolving minds. Garbage trucks of time dump discarded books written by millions of people with love into enormous mountains of lost tales where frantic wind of millennial change flutters pages of words with mockery that scatters our thoughts into hurricanes. While our bodies seethe with new unsung songs that batter our souls with ethereal breath, we cling to fragile pole of ardent faith to protect each other from storm of wrath till all our books are scattered into space where they transform to eyeless butterflies. When bright illusions of our sparkling world disintegrate to swirls of wordless books, those struggles we cling to with desperate hands disperse as crackling leaves to molded masks, which mirror face of every living soul, that leaves us surprised on the ocean shore. Our sorrows fall away as veil of fear so we stand stripped of naked agony beneath the sheltering sky of mindless clouds where no grim thunder god of bitter rage hurls storms that smash our cities into ruins so we float on clear water of the lake. With wounded heart filled full from fuel of rage I gun fierce engine of my laughing brain to sing with sharp mercurial voice of hope that channels writhing demon of my heart so I transform to angel without wings who ballets blithely on telephone poles. At sharp aroma of fresh orange trees I rise unresurrected from my book to stroll with casual grace of fake success through teeming crowds of people who search close for secret treasure of the wounded heart so they can know the song that maps their mind.
Cracked Mirror Of The State
Cracked Mirror Of The State © Surazeus 2026 09 12 She drives across country on signless road past numberless houses with broken masks through unnaturally calm weather of fear to ask impatient clouds of everywhere where she can find the house of singing ghosts who understand assignment of the hour. She never finds the house where she feels safe so she builds home beside the factory where children of the corn build radios that channel voice of god to lonely farms by crafting bones of angels into frames that form calm haven for her wounded heart. She stands in open door of voiceless hope to watch for strangers on the dusty road who bring no treasures from the hungry land they took from tower of the golden calf that screams in horror at the thunder cloud so we can read books till the crack of dawn. She sells unpackaged sorrow in glass jars with pickled peaches from the Tree of Lies but never bothers to explain the curse encoded by blind prophet in blood verse which analyzes economic games played by the banker with conceptual names. She hides her sorrow for the nameless dead in brave epistle to the editor who hangs her letter on the muddy wall to monitor harvest through currency exchanged by people in the market stall who pray most fervently for secret wealth. She never asks the children of the stone why they are weeping on the telephone while staring in cracked mirror of the state with plan to outwit Death despite her fate of getting trapped by fame in movie roles that were not listed in her book of goals. She sells the flashlight of the fallen god to proud devil who runs for president so he can translate what the river sings about our new plan for spiritual growth by breaking free from social comfort zone through motivation of heart-woken zeal. She tries to convince me with bitter grin that bliss is sister of my mental pain so I pause on the road to anywhere and swerve with volta of the psychic turn to readjust my social attitude in tune with prayers for angry solitude.
Friday, September 11, 2026
Ocean Of Her Words
Ocean Of Her Words © Surazeus 2026 09 11 The youthfully ancient face of my mother is the face of the land where I have dwelled millions of years in valley of her heart while climbing high to mountain of her head because her eyes are the moon and the sun and her mouth is the ocean of her words. With numberless children of fire-burned homes I walk along endless road of her legs and pluck ripe fruit from long trees of her arms while following wide river of her tears which nurtures bold wheat blooming from her breast till we swim deep in ocean of her words. Some people stay in the land of their birth one hundred thousand years of solitude, building homes on ruins of their homes, because our mother is face of the land that smiles with thunder and frowns with sunlight to hide their dreams from ocean of her words. Some people walk the signless road of hope far east to find where the bright sun is born, then west to find where the drowning sun dies, across the land from sea to shining sea through orchards of fruit and waste lands of thirst to sail across vast ocean of her words. In some lives I live alone in the woods where I invent language from songs of birds, and other lives I gather gangs of men in armies which I use to build empires, but always I have children, then I die, that sink downward in ocean of her words. In this life I am the wandering jester who maps whole history of humanity in epic tales of curious adventure to conjure virtual model of our world, casting spells of dreams in the Metaverse that shimmers runes in ocean of her words. Rain drenches ruins of my childhood home that vanishes in restless wind of nevertime so I build new home by the River Styx then play the Lyre of Mercury and sing confounding riddles of the antihero who leads lost souls to ocean of her words. My mother is always alive in me because she is the land that nurtures me, so I dance wild with innocent desire to transcend sorrow with pure ecstasy through shocking joy of psalm about how death dissolves my soul in ocean of her words.
Fate Laughs At Vanity
Fate Laughs At Vanity © Surazeus 2026 09 11 Because Fate laughs at vanity of man, who dares assert false privilege of strength to live beyond assessment of despair, I sit on grass beneath the singing tree to contemplate why hungry men will fight to kill grim rivals in harsh game of power. Therefore I laugh at vanity of Fate that dares constrain atomic shells of light by narrow scope of mental attitude that urges our half-blind souls to assert concept of free will as pure divine spark by which we choose to swerve with random hope. I choose my fate within space-time confines by how I readjust trajectory of forward motion when I manage speed through misdirection of psychic intent in ways that seem predetermined by state of my propensity to play my part. If I am programmed by proclivity, through disposition designed by my genes, to analyze and act in certain ways, I wonder if I could control my fate since my mind is inclined by preset rules to make choices I think are my free will. My brain is programmed by experiences that my three billion ancestors performed with just enough wit to generate life so I am product of each choice they made as we evolved four hundred million years, transforming from fish to deluded god. Since I am programmed to behave my way through sharp analysis of measured faith, based on attention to present milieu forming habitat of my current state, each choice I seem to assert through free will is one I would have made at any rate. Each swerve of my courageous will to power was programmed by ancestral nerve to act in quick response to dangers, as observed, so I continue psychic legacy of my ancestors to adjust my route in harmony with tides of natural change. Since Fate will laugh at casual vanity that fuels assertion of my free-will choice, I laugh in tune with mockery to vibe conceptual vision of reality so I avoid annihilating death just long enough to generate new life.
Window On The World
Window On The World © Surazeus 2026 09 11 Because my heart is window on the world, I gaze from tower of ancestral souls based on lives of three billion human beings whose intense survival experiences program how my brain perceives the world dream that guides my journey to Heaven through Hell. Commissioned by guiding star of my heart, embodied by wise Ishtar as my Muse, to play role of Phosphorus Lucifer, I hold high Lamp of Liberty with faith to highlight my own private way of life around obstacles of selfish desire. Though I meet Child Roland on signless road who searches for dark Tower of Despair, I search for my own Tower of Delight where brave Rapunzel, with star-sparkling eyes, plays Harp of David as she sings sweet psalms to heal wounded hearts of all wanderers. I climb Purgatory Mountain of hope with courage to transform state of my soul from hungry ape to angel who maintains strict discipline of self-control through law, but ghosts of failure haunt my secret way, revealing pitfalls of death I avoid. Because my brain is window on the world, I gaze beyond shadows of transient forms in Cave of Illusions to comprehend essential design of eternal ideas that provide pattern for matter to form organic bodies of chemical flow. With Light of Ishtar shining in my heart, which emanates from vision of her love for all creatures awake in dream of Earth, I traverse complex landscape of world myth to find Wonderland of shared value systems for framework of Astarianity. Ascending steps up Ziggurat of Ur with reverent awe for vision of the world that Ishtar conjures in model of truth, I join her feast in hall of cultural heroes where she sings tales that recount deeds of souls who fail or succeed to wake God in their hearts. These lyric songs of psychometric verse, which I compose as psychic formulas, frame vision of my mind from memories as window on the world of changing forms when I analyze its physical state so I generate life before I die.
Thursday, September 10, 2026
Dream Cave of Hecate
Dream Cave of Hecate © Surazeus 2026 09 10 Though I wander crazy maze of lost hopes too many years from sea to shining sea, singing out of tune about wounded hearts that batter wings against cage of desire, I find strange demon of love in my heart that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Dark shadow of guilt in pit of despair twists my heart with agony of hope that spurs me to resist with eager heart calm acceptance of oppression from greed, so I writhe in wild Dionysian dance that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Driven mad by anguish of searing pain, inflicted by the gang of laughing thieves who tortured me with dreams of paradise, then stole accumulated wealth of work, I leap with joy and twirl beyond despair that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Cheated by the rich man with fake contract who funded my farm, but stole it in court, then chained to slave for him for twenty years, beaten by the wife who tricked me with love, I fly free when lightning strike breaks my fear that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Returning from harsh wilderness of pain after training in martial arts for revenge, I break through gate that protects my own farm and fight one hundred minions of his greed, then smile with demon of truth in my heart that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. To reclaim garden my fathers designed, and tend Tree of Justice heavy with fruit, nourished by water well my own hands dug, then sit in chair of judgement I once built, I wrestle demon of rage in my heart that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Terror twists face of the haughty rich man who cheated me with legal tricks of greed, so, offering thanks for tending my rich farm while I sought truth in waste land of regret, I marry his proud daughter as my queen that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate. Twelve sons who spring from seed of my bold faith expand empire of our fruit-blooming farms, and hundred grandsons worship me as god, so with sweet joy of courage born of pain I meditate under tree of blind gods that wakes me in dream cave of Hecate.
Persona Mask Of Strength
Persona Mask Of Strength © Surazeus 2026 09 10 When he unfastens his soul from the world while snatching apples from telephone poles, then pretends to be the angel-winged bird that never migrates when the empire falls, Zachariah decides to prophesy how storms of truth sweep all tyrants away. When Kwan Yin alights on the rocky shore and shows him how the sun unwinds false time with psychic laughter that reprograms myths, Zachariah dips his hands in swirling waves and lifts the writhing dragon of his heart high enough for her to bless his huge eyes. When Death emerges from dawn-red sunbeams with flock of souls on wounded wings of faith, and visits preachers grasping book of myths to steal the polished masks of pride they wear, Zachariah recalls weird voice of Yah that vibrates through our bodies as tense songs. When airplanes crash in twin towers of wealth as thunderbolts Yah hurls to bring down pride, Fate wakes our spirits from dream of world peace and tells us we must understand true love, so Kwan Yin and Zachariah hold hands then fly as angels in the sun-bright sky. When random tornado of social change erases his farm from river vale of hope, and deconstructs the family home he built from memories of their struggles to survive, Zachariah dives in the shallow pool, then emerges when war storm dissipates. When Kwan Yin strolls along the boulevard, giving peaches to every passerby with gentle blessing of her generous love, Pluto blocks her way, envious of her grace, then stabs her in the heart with jealous rage, so she kisses Zachariah as she dies. When he removes persona mask of strength to breathe ethereal wisdom of fruit trees, while Kwan Yin paints new vision of world peace as portraits displayed in Museum of Fate, Zachariah rides white horse of concern to bring justice to victims of abuse. When he strums guitar by the Tree of Life, and sings about knowledge gods make us buy with suffering our bodies must endure, Zachariah sings that the Spark of God glows bright in heart of every conscious soul who ever lives in all the universe.
Rapt By Psychic Light
Rapt By Psychic Light © Surazeus 2026 09 10 Rapt by psychic light of our spinning Earth, I dream forever sorrow of mankind awake in darkness of the silent moon who always seems to know just how I feel when I project my spirit at her mask which I wear to play angel of high noon. Though we build safe illusions of our faith from bones of devils we defeat with love in homes that play as temples of our tales, time crushes all our dreams to swirls of dust when angels bomb our hopes with selfish greed while I am rapt by psychic light of fate. Though air I breathe from ancient wind of hope appears to animate with intense love my fragile body made of flesh on bones, my mind is rapt by psychic light of fear that motivates my quest to transcend rage, and map Hell with courage of Zephyrus. Stuck on the beach of soul-tormenting wind, where Ovidius records our tragedies, I gaze at oceans sloshing mountain slopes, heart rapt by psychic light of comedy, when Odysseus gives me used bag of wind which bold Aeolus gave him with sly wink. While I collect cracked skulls of long-dead gods from cave of illusions with diamond eyes, rapt by psychic light of national pride, I find Endymion sleeping in moonlight on rock of faith that Lucifer will use as cornerstone for new religious creed. Before the burning bush of wounded hearts, rapt by psychic light of angels with swords, I breastfeed daughter of star-fallen god whose laughter conjures storms of social change that sweep away oppressive gangs of thieves which frees world lands for brave democracy. Through luminous drift of false memory, Zephyrus comes to garden of dead trees to spark their souls awake with warming wind so apples bloom from fractured tears of snow, but, when I call his name with haunted voice, he weeps, heart rapt by psychic light of death. Rapt by psychic light of eternal love that gleams with timeless Lamp of Liberty, I teach Endymion how to map the world so we can know where we are in the dark when we reach out our hands of honest faith, transformed by knowledge that we all will die.
Wednesday, September 9, 2026
Ungod Of Ten Billion Eyes
Ungod Of Ten Billion Eyes © Surazeus 2026 09 09 I wonder how to explain with calm faith to my ancestors awake in my mind, who prayed so fervently up to the sky, that there was no one up there in the stars strumming harps in crystal halls on the clouds, nor did Ungod do anything to help. I feel intensity of their hard faith as they knelt by the river of dark tears among the rustling leaves on starry nights and gazed up at the sky with fervent hope, while moonlight glowed bright in their faithful eyes, and prayed for help to overcome their fears. I see in startling vision of my heart their three billion faces glowing moon-white as they knelt scattered in ten thousand towns over six thousand years since Adam prayed with Eve for wisdom to comprehend truth and understand strange nature of our world. For so many long restless centuries, while Earth spun slowly among shining stars, my ancestors gazed up at the sky and asked the Faceless Spirit of all things for help deciding how they should behave, then chose to create and to not destroy. Though they asked Ungod of ten billion eyes, whose spirit they felt glowing everywhere, endless questions about how to live life, they always found the answer in their hearts through application of logical code when they analyzed effects of each cause. Sharing wisdom they learned from bitter loss in proverbs that explain how actions cause effects to flow in consequence of change, they set foundation for our social law condensed in statement all agree is good that we do what we will, if we harm none. Though my ancestors prayed hard to the sky, seeking wisdom from Spirit of the Light, they always found deep inside their own hearts clear answers for how to perform their role so our actions create good things to grow as we help each other survive this life. Though I know now no conscious God of light glows from all atoms spinning in the void, I exercise logical function of prayer to analyze each moment of my quest so I generate life with my soulmate in our children who live after our death.
Wings Of Perpetual Respect
Wings Of Perpetual Respect © Surazeus 2026 09 09 When my first home transforms into the crow which flies on wings of perpetual respect across the blind sea of forgotten dreams that my ancestors left in empty rooms, I model each new family home I build to mimic stage of home my mother crafts. Lured by illusion of the Promised Land, that shimmers on horizon of false fate, I sail forever over restless seas where eyeless demons of primal desire lurk in the darkness of my hungry heart to block my progress toward lost paradise. As Lonely Jester with new Holy Book, which I preach to blind people building homes on river shores from sea to shining sea, I erase grand idols of long-dead gods to clear space for newcomers to lush vales who must rebuild homes their fathers designed. Each time the crow-winged ghost of my first home lands by the singing river of true faith, I gather words as flowers from lush fields to prove this world of bitter suffering remains more beautiful because of death that limits our time on this spinning globe. Trapped by nostalgia for the mundane past, that each person remembers differently as their own situation comedy, I search for secret treasures of your hearts that gleam with private memories of pain transformed to pleasure by bleak hour of song. Though angels deconstruct my childhood home to measure limits of my learning goals, defined by scattered puzzle of weird truth which I assemble with blueprint of myth, I build expanding palace to contain ghost of every ancestor in my genes. Because my temporary soul of light animates Zero Body with my name, I tell each stranger I randomly meet my name is Hyacinthus, new sun god born from terrific hills of Nevertime, but they ask if I have apples to sell. Reborn as Lucifer from Cave of Doom, I bear long-lost Lamp of Diogenes to prove my duties secure our world state against decay of arrogance and greed corrupting my childhood home with despair, therefore I burn it down and walk away.
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