Emerald Tablet Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 10 26 Bright spark of truth you long to clearly see evades attentive focus of your mind by slipping through containing words of fact to slither stealthily straight past your face in flashing sponge computer brain of god who sings salvation of the humming toad. Earnest commitment to study the sea inspires your hungry heart to understand brutal ghosts of honesty books depict as noble heroes corrupted by vice for greed to live beyond death as robot entranced by drunk revelry of the goat. Justice you fight to achieve every day wanders blind in waste land of silent prayer with plan to steal Emerald Tablet of Faith on which is written riddles of your fate in writhing runes that burn your staring eyes as you evolve beyond the fake-god phase. Reluctant to pursue the Golden Way, you linger in tower room with cracked mirror where Rapunzel gave birth to the God Wraith, and ponder what drives wounded souls to hate oligarchs who rule the world with dream spies while you wander lost in religious maze. Trembling in harsh cold of state negligence outside castle door where the elite squad gather to praise each other for their poems, you snarl with bitterness they left you out instead of forming new exclusive club for your own gang of dolls who love your work. Winning grand awards without precedence, you proudly proclaim you are not the fraud who howls with angst that the circus clown roams endless streets of gold to earn social clout as leader of three men in the wealth tub who sail seven seas where mad dolphins lurk. Startled by sudden undoing of laws that governed good behavior in our land, you try to vote for Minerva the Wise who would arrest Midas with his small hands for treason against decency and truth, but Bacchus steals the crown of thorns Christ wore. Measuring effects of the primal cause by which wild swerving atoms form star band, you fail to parse his endless stream of lies entangling logical concerns with brands of wealth decoded by messiah sleuth who leads wounded angels on the sea shore.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Monday, October 26, 2026
Emerald Tablet Of Faith
Weird Voice Of The Dead
Weird Voice Of The Dead © Surazeus 2026 10 26 I want to be normal, like everyone else who walks around like they know the game, but I would rather perform Belshazzar, slouched securely on unearned throne of fame, than Apollo prancing around on stage as if I speak with Weird Voice of the Dead. Tripped up by hungry beauty of the heart, that drives me with ambition to compete against glamorous stars everyone adores, I sing heart-aching verse fate will delete to arrest downward spiral of despair, then stumble gracefully in silent rain. Cruel devil of Pride haunts my halting steps with urgent passion to express in spells weird visions flashing in vault of my brain, which I find writhing in moon-vortex wells, so I tear off my performative mask to expose raw horror of being alive. Obsessed with hoping people will perceive ghost of my being as spirit of insight equal to great seers, whose visions provide guidance for nations to thrive in the light, I flee town square crowded with frightened mob who seeks salvation from prophet of hate. Preferring to play the prophet of love, I hide in wilderness cave of despair, eyes blinded by illusions of harsh truth, and seek in shadows of my demon lair puzzles I need to construct new world view that frames events with values we perform. I see all objects of material form are structures of atoms that grow from cause inherent in seed of their origin, so I devise strict set of moral laws that we do what we will, if we harm none, when we construct rather than destruct things. When I descend from mountain of Fire Ghost, bearing emerald tablets carved with Thought Code that describes physical nature of life, I find mankind worshipping the Gold Toad, so I shoot arrow of Apollo straight when I sing spells with Weird Voice of the Dead. Struggling to escape egg of the blind horse, I grasp the broken lyre of Mercury that sticks bent from trunk of the ancient rotten tree, then climb headless idol of the World God to stand on shoulders of the giant fool, and laugh as empires collapse into gangs.
Hard Soil Of Desire
Hard Soil Of Desire © Surazeus 2026 10 26 The angel may need their clandestine sorrows to fuel aggressive progress of their soul, but humans rely on religious faith to veil reality from their sharp eyes, so I reach out my trembling hand of hope to snatch ripe apple from the snake of fate. The seed of thought that blossoms from my brain, then fructifies as spirit of the self, binds me to cherished frame of reference that is my fragile body of hard flesh, since glowing wind of mindless clouds conveys breath of infinity through my sponge brain. Lodged by design or random accident of fateless chance through passionate discourse of strangers, who embrace with hope to leap beyond abyss of death on frantic wings, I wake as flower of this dreaming globe, deluded to believe I might be God. Through unknown process of electric thought, my sense of conscious self expands each hour that I express through motion of intent concern for maintenance of my soul flame that flickers fragiley in blast of time when I scrape food from hard soil of desire. When I attempt to outstrip bands of time with breath-fueled bout of energetic faith, then stand unjaded on high peak of thought and challenge faceless clouds of gusting wind, who seems aware that I assert my right to exist, I feel my heart swell with love. Proud men with gangs of mindless warriors, who obey commands of his voice to kill lone men who dare defy his right to rule, sit on high thrones of judgement to declare rules that govern how men should interact to maintain the food-production machine. When I stand before that proud mortal man, who insists he reigns by right of the sun, I wonder that he hopes with bitter faith to live forever as God on this Earth, because false glory of all human gods will fade as they decay and dissipate. Vain humans who believe that they are gods, commissioned by the mindless fate of fear to organize complex societies, come and go in strict tides of social change, but farmers who produce food from the soil remain in gardens where their children play.
Sunday, October 25, 2026
Literary Swamp Of Truth
Literary Swamp Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 25 My body undulates with grace of change, emerging from green slime of solitude to dance with laughter on cracked skull of God mistaken as foundation stone of fate on which priests build religions of regret to claim vibe of salvation with false prayer. I catch the cannonball of psychic fear fired from political mouth of greed that reassembles houses of blind souls who gather diamonds from angelic graves so we can prove our right to eat old books dredged from the literary swamp of truth. Yet iron frog of wisdom crawls from screen of screaming television to adjust stark focus of our minds on eyeless clocks that tick in breasts of mermaids who recall halcyon days in dark Seattle streets where twisted jesters cheat naive bank clerks. My brother climbs fake pyramid of gold to ask the ghost of telephones why fate chooses some to be true face of the times while others labor in obscurity with humble commitment to noble truth which tricks their hearts with illusion of fame. Still undefeated by bland mockery that time hurls at glass faces of sad seers, I dare express defiant words to show wreck of my life, on highway of concern, reveals that spinning wheels fortune designs trick sirens to rescue my soul from books. Stuck in the literary swamp of truth, I pave ten thousand roads between small towns where fairies play banjos in grocery stores with noble purpose of the iceberg queen who fishes sorrow from polluted pools till we lean against brick walls without cause. If you have nothing better to do now, meet me at the book bazar in the park so we can tear the ghosts of bitter fools from fairy tales of arrogant dismay before blind senators can legislate how we may use our bodies to know love. When old man on the beach of lonely waves asks why do we live and why do we die, I take two cigarettes out of his hand and give him apple that I bought from Eve so we can know strange pleasure of the heart expanding scope of truth beyond the swamp.
Tree Of Flashing Brains
Tree Of Flashing Brains © Surazeus 2026 10 25 Despite skillful disorder of rain clouds that knock my body around on the hill, I am the wondrous man with winged feet because I know strange secret of the wind who whispers programmatic code of love which helps my find the tree of flashing brains. Disperser of rich grace on stepping stones, I gather snowflakes into books of dreams which I bear to peak of the mountain thought to weave bright laughter of wild ocean waves within unsullied passion of my heart through generous wisdom of the loyal moon. When I walk with the departed through Hell on dainty feet of ballet nonchalance, I find beguiled bride of the empty well, perplexed by faithless lust of abstinence that fuses bodies of strangers with hope to incarnate as ghost with mask of glass. I follow empty chairs on winding road through fields of wheat where alabaster crows breathe beauty of the light in human flesh who paints the face of God as apple sphere which I bake on the plate of hungry clay that proves my right to live in liberty. Transformed from wood dolls with emerald eyes into lithe boys and girls with moonlit skin, we race along the river of glass skulls to crown the winner with the crown of thorns forged with gold melted from idols of gods whose faces reincarnate as our souls. Wild mob of people run in driving rain and crowd into Museum on Skull Hill in frantic flight to escape swirling flood that sweeps their farmhouses and herds away so fields of wheat become bright sea of tears that fills their hearts with desert emptiness. The oldest woman in the world declares, while holding million-year-old skull of God, that we must thrive through curiosity, always asking questions to understand how Death will measure fortune of our lives when lovers almost touch at end of time. Millions of people killed in civil wars crowd shore of the River Styx at midnight, but Charon shouts that they must all return, so faceless ghosts of hungry refugees haunt shopping malls from sea to shining sea where they sing beneath tree of flashing brains.
Humble Prophet of the Cow
Humble Prophet of the Cow © Surazeus 2026 10 25 To understand how light of long-dead stars animates human brains with fierce desire to fly with joy above this rumbling globe, I ask the humble prophet of the cow who gives me holy grail of milk to drink, so I feel tree roots curl into my heart. Cassandra walks beside the spinning wheel that rolls home-wagon on the windy plain on endless walk to find the Promised Land ruled by the humble prophet of the cow who writes strange puzzles on tablets of clay that cause time visions to flash in her eyes. Crouched by the wagon wheel of wordless hope, Cassandra watches with obsessive eye her father walk into the shadowed woods to ask the humble prophet of he cow which way they need to go on signless road to find the palace of the laughing clown. Head buzzing with mute terror of undeath, Cassandra treads the liminal expanse of sorrow toward horizon of her heart to hear the humble prophet of the cow proclaim his hegemonic state of mind which traps brave people in harsh tyranny. Advanced against blurred obstacles of faith to transcend metaleptic wall of fear erected by postprandial somnolence before the humble prophet of the cow can catch the angel falling off the moon, Cassandra parts veil to the Otherworld. Inspired by spark of new insightful vibe that channels flow of psychic synergy, Cassandra abjures fractured paradigm spooled by the humble prophet of the cow that affirms function of male privilege exploiting fertile nature of the womb. Spearheading progress of leveraged love against systemic power of desire, Cassandra gathers riddles of glass skulls forged by the humble prophet of the cow to build impactful program of respect ensuring mothers feed their children well. While drawing soul of serpents from the well whose whispers teach her secrets of dream runes, Cassandra gazes back down road of life paved by the humble prophet of the cow, and wonders how her brave children will fare in game of life long after she is dead.
Rope Of His Attentive Love
Rope Of His Attentive Love © Surazeus 2026 10 25 Sunlight streams in stained-glass window of Christ as Shepherd herding sheep in river vale inside the Seventh-day Adventist Church on hilltop in small town of Keene in Texas where people in flower dresses and suits gather on Saturday morning for Sabbath. Exiting the large Sabbath School classroom with his leather Bible pressed to his chest, Albert glides with large crowd in long hallways and downstairs to main sanctuary hall where he sits beside his mother and sisters, but hopes to see sweet angel of his heart. Pastor Ron Halverson, who had grown up as a Beachcomber gangster in Brooklyn, steps up to the podium on the broad stage, looking like Stephen King in a gray suit, and points up to stained-glass window of Christ to illustrate his role as selfless Savior. The Lord of Truth is Shepherd of my soul, for his bounty supplies all that I need, so I lie in pasture by tranquil stream after his guidance through dark vale of fear restores my soul with fruit from Tree of Life when we feast in safe haven of his care. When I was young in wild streets of New York, my friends and I would play a dangerous game where we would tie long rope of haughty faith on southern side of the high Brooklyn Bridge, then dive into swift tide of the East River that flows swift to the Upper New York Bay. Diving down in swift tides of the East River, that flushes back and forth for hours each day, is like our plunge into flow of desire, so we would have to breathe deep breath of hope and swim up fast enough to grab the rope, or tides of greed would sweep our souls away. Our Shepherd Jesus reaches down his hand with loving gesture of the bridge-bound rope, so we must reach our hands with honest faith to grab strong rope of his attentive love and climb with faith back to the sturdy bridge to secure our place in Heaven with God. After they sing the hymn Amazing Grace, Albert searches through the large milling crowd till he finds Daphne Stuart in green dress with blue eyes and gold curly hair who smiles when he gives her small box of chocolate, and she gives him her painting of a horse.
Saturday, October 24, 2026
Cosmic Self Of Ungod
Cosmic Self Of Ungod © Surazeus 2026 10 24 Every conscious soul of organic flesh, woven from quick coils of electric eyes, who wakes from pulsing passion of desire on every planet in the universe, then sings with love to generate new life, dreams alive with cosmic self of Ungod. Though alone in forever now of me as I stroll along winding stream of hope on this one globe of all time-spooling globes that teem with souls across the multiverse, I sing with universal choir of souls so alive with cosmic self of Ungod. While trembling with fear in the wilderness, wounded from attack of demonic rage when my husband drove me out of our home because I bear no children from his seed, I gaze at silent sky of gleaming stars that swirls bright with cosmic self of Ungod. Our world of high mountains and surging seas, that seems so huge at center of all space, is but one tiny globe of transient souls in one small galaxy of countless stars in humungous ocean of streaming light that spirals from cosmic self of Ungod. Old bearded prophet with star-flashing eyes, Isaiah gives me bread and juice to eat, then guides me across waste land of despair in tour along safe edge of the abyss till we arrive at garden of fruit trees that blossoms from cosmic self of Ungod. With gentle hands of attentive concern Isaiah gives me shelter in his heart, so, while he writes fierce prophecies in verse to guide our king on path of righteousness, I weave tapestry that depicts creation of our world from cosmic self of Ungod. When I bear strong child from seed of Isaiah, and name him Sariel, the Prince of El, cruel husband who drove me out of our home appears and demands I return to him, but ravens swoop down from the Tree of Love and drive him from cosmic self of Ungod. With nimble fingers of expressive joy Sariel plays harp of David and sings psalms describing oneness of our universe where every conscious being of mortal flesh glows with immortal spirit of the stars, born as souls from cosmic self of Ungod.
Unjust Death Of The Honest Man
Unjust Death Of The Honest Man © Surazeus 2026 10 24 When Proserpina, daughter of Ceres, returns after the harvest festival with Mercurius to resume her role as manager of jewel mines for Pluto, skipping as she sings psalms of blooming fruit, Hecate opens gates with Key of Death. Eyes sparkling with joy from her summer play with her sweet mother in Elysian Fields, Proserpina twirls to show off her new dress, hugs cute Mercurius, who blushes shyly, then skips past gates down to the mines of Pluto where criminals dig jewels from deep caves. Just before Hecate locks gates of Hades, Jesus Florian Silva from Mexico, who died in crowded cell in Texas jail while in the custody of officers, slips free from Underworld of the mute dead, eyes glowing with light of the Watchful Owl. Following power lines that glow bright gold in vast network of word-shimmering voices, Jesus searches for flames of energy that glow in hearts of his children and wife, then spots their sorrow as they return home from his funeral in the humble church. Haunting the home he built with his own hands after working thirty years in construction, Jesus watches his wife, Sofia Dolores, born in the rugged hills of Venezuela, prepare supper for their extended clans who gather to remember his kind soul. Standing before crowd of family and neighbors, gathered at the evening velorio, Sofia, wiping tears from her eyes, relates tale of his hopeful quest across the desert, then working sunrise to sunset each day so their Texas-born children attend college. My kind-hearted Jesus Florian Silva, who always worked hard and obeyed the law, and paid his taxes though he could not vote, was arrested and beaten without cause by the cruel immigration officers who left him to die in the crowded jail. As everyone weeps and wails in outrage about unjust death of the honest man, Jesus glides away from his crowded home, follows glowing wings of Mercurius, and walks back through the jeweled gates of Hades where Morpheus gives him cider to drink.
Melodies Of Psychic Math
Melodies Of Psychic Math © Surazeus 2026 10 24 While I wander endless maze of hard streets through crowds of angels wearing human masks, my heart sings melodies of psychic math to reprogram private religious faith by weaving all national fairy tales in single epic of the human race. I drive through black rain drenching country road, that winds through forest of satyrs and nymphs, but slam breaks hard when ghost of innocence leaps into headlight beams with bloody face, so I lift from sharp gravel of despair fallen angel as hysterical girl. Shivering beside me in brown vinyl seat while I race Chevy Malibu to town, young girl in jeans, white blouse, and cowboy boots, whispers her tragic story with hoarse voice that slithers on snake skin into my spine so shudder at horror of her fear. I drove from Florida to Tennessee to study computer programming code, where nice boy, who seemed interested in me, lured me into dark woods behind the school where his jealous girlfriend cut me with hate then bashed my head with chunk of sharp cement. While I stare at her fractured skull in shock where her brain pulses with divine god-mind, my heart screams melodies of psychic math that program human brains with love and hate so we fight for our place in game of power where some may win, but all die in the end. I wonder what fraught formula of hope drives humans, seeking to protect their rights, to kill other humans who block their way, which manifests as endless bloody wars fought by nations over ten thousand years for whose ancestral god is the True God. When I arrive at the hospital door that glows warm in the freezing rainy night, I call for help to nurses in white gowns, but when they arrive with their healing hands the wounded girl I rescued from dark woods is nothing more than a broken Barbie doll. While I kneel at grave of the murdered girl, whose ghost sought my help one dark rainy night, my heart prays melodies of psychic math so I can calculate cause and effect of greedy lust that drives humans to kill so we confirm our souls with self-control.
Time Unfolds The Nothing
Time Unfolds The Nothing © Surazeus 2026 10 24 Since time unfolds the nothing of our joy which we have built on memories of pain, I walk away from shambles of my faith and wander nowhere in the wordless world, then sit alone on river shore of fate with nothing but my hope to contemplate. Befuddled by confusing stream of thoughts that jumble memories of suffering in scattered puzzle of painful abuse that people hurl at me with bitter hate, I watch clear water of the river flow in trance that seems to cause the world to slow. Intense arrest of sudden fractured fear suspends me in unmoving quietness, so I begin to float on breathless wings of ardent sparrow outside frame of flesh, soul swelling far beyond shell of my mind through undulating horror hope designed. Too clear before my eyes of bleeding rage I see again that scene I would forget when cruel men dragged my mother from our home, then left her bleeding by the dusty road, so moment light of life flashed from her eyes now shrouds my soul as shadow of dark skies. Three days and nights of endless bitter tears wound my disbanded heart with anguish tight, too wounded from despair as I cried out for her to wake from nothingness of death, then buried her with flowers by the tree that tricks me to believe her soul is free. When gang of boys from town surround my place of refuge in bright forest of fruit trees, I whirl oak staff I carved with serpent face to bash their heads when they grab at my arms, till they all crawl as dogs on dusty ground, then vow I am their queen on goddess mound. Brave warriors of my heart obey my words when we attack high ziggurat of power and fight the bankers in their halls of wealth to free humble farmers from slavery, then wear the crown of law on judgment throne to rule the land with fair justice alone. Since time unfolds the nothing of our sorrow which we have built from memories of pleasure, I return to garden of our respect to shelter you with wisdom of my heart so we thrive in temple of our world view till death erases us from dream of love.
Friday, October 23, 2026
God Mind In My Brain
God Mind In My Brain © Surazeus 2026 10 23 When darkness of my heart breathes stellar lust, I dare collude with psychic force of hope to fight against oppressors of the mind who try to poison fruit from Tree of Life, but I know apples sweeten in the dark, which tames the serpent of my heart with love. When beauty writhes from fractured egg of light, I gaze through trees to see soul of mankind that shimmers deep inside our pulsing hearts till beams of passion radiate from our brains so we become wild angels in fruit trees, immortal genes that coil from ocean waves. I visit every temple in the world, built long ago by reverent hands of faith, and stand in darkness of their ruined truth to feel brave spirit of humanity that hides in terror inside sunless halls from writhing serpent of our hungry hearts. Waist-deep in green pool of the mountain stream, among enormous stones of jumbled thoughts, I bathe in tears of devils who perceive how darkness nurtures light of human hearts to cleanse my body of selfish disease so I may transform into swirls of light. The common belief, that the human soul beams down to animate our mortal flesh, then remains whole with conscious sense of self after our bodies crumble into dust, has been the greatest falsehood of all time that still deceives most people with vain hope. How comforting to believe that our soul could exist intact before we are born and might still remain long after we die, because few conscious beings alive on Earth are willing to accept with aching heart that we are transient flames of flashing light. Because whole mental program of my brain has been designed by each subsequent life of my ancestors struggling to survive as they evolve four hundred million years, my sense of conscious self glows fiercely bright so I feel divine God Mind in my brain. Tricked by this feeling of immortal life that animates my million-year-old brain, I breathe ethereal spirit of this Earth and sing epic poem of philosophers who seek to understand essence of truth, translating mute fear into light of faith.
Mirror Of Indelible Truth
Mirror Of Indelible Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 23 Inside mirror of indelible truth my face multiples to ancestral masks so I almost forget who I am now, but with attentive song of love for all I reassemble conscious self of being, then walk in maze of competitive games. Trained by ten million years of fights for food, we humans compete to control the dirt, squared by diameter of stark moonlight, but I withdraw from constant games of faith so you can fight for glory of false fame since we will all become dirt in the end. I step into strange vastness of our world, though bound by limits of this time in space, to navigate excessive swirls of lust that urges our frail bodies to collide with passionate ambition to expand scope of power that includes storm-calm clouds. When the river veers away from the road, I swerve from dutiful way of desire to disassociate my brain from games that people play to win the sparkling prize, then gather river stones with bleeding hands to build high tower of heavenly hope. Spurred on by sadness lurking in my heart, I gather dust of deserts in blank books to mold glass idols of important gods that glow with nuclear power of blind faith when I float candles in small paper boats as lamentation for their tragic death. Awake in Time House, haunted by dead gods who live in children without secret names, I contemplate strange riddle of the rain that types new formulas of psychic truth causing my sponge brain to recollect memories of suffering that people discard. While tending cattle herd of Helios with clandestine plan to preach the good news, I feel my body dissipate to words that flutter frantically in summer breeze so I become fairytale character that no one roots for on the movie screen. Penelope expects me to comply with social regulations that endow inalienable rights on my transient soul, transformed by names of flowers in the mud, so I become the father of my brain that shimmers vaguely in mirror of fate.
Wicker Basket Of Wealth
Wicker Basket Of Wealth © Surazeus 2026 10 23 Since angels struggle to explain despair to oak trees lounging in the parking lot, roots cracking miles of asphalt into crumbs, Plato joins convention of architects where he presents new way to visualize city landscapes that favor garden pools. Watching sunrays flash on the mountain ridge when Eos weaves forms of the world from light, Rixende sits among tall willow trees with branches heaped on workbench of her heart, and contemplates strange beauty of the world as she weaves wicker baskets with strict care. Watching butterflies on wild lavender, Rixende calculates from market price how many baskets she should weave today to earn enough coins from her crafting hands that lets her purchase the small copper pot which Gauzbert hammers into useful shape. Though passion of time cannot be contained with serpent riddles in bottle of hope, Rixende contemplates how sweet perfume might enchant metallic heart of Gauzbert to notice graceful beauty of her soul, but decides to buy the cooking pot instead. While teaching Alamanda how to weave wicker baskets from slender willow limbs, Rixende explains concept of its type, how Idea of Basket provides form as standard pattern of restrictive size that contains matter within useful shape. Every material basket that exists embodies in span of its time and space the Perfect Basket in Realm of Ideas, which we call Heaven of changeless truth because it provides frame of reference for matter to become things of this world. Stopping by her booth in the market place, that radiates outward from Temple of Ceres, Plato inspects several baskets with care, gives her three silver obols stamped with owls while praising tightness of the wicker weave, then strolls away with basket on his arm. Though ten thousand years of time has transformed cities on Earth from ziggurats to towers since crafty Tayet first designed the basket, we still weave round baskets from willow limbs so children may gather eggs from the woods when Ishtar sparks life to spring from the Earth.
Thursday, October 22, 2026
Creation Of One Thought
Creation Of One Thought © Surazeus 2026 10 22 Through weary struggle of uncertain gain against ten thousand years of heartless pain we strive to build empires of clan estates secured by watchtowers on jeweled gates to guard our paradise of lush fruit trees from homeless gangs of plundering refugees. Bright angels wearing jeweled crowns of thorns in white robes on the river shore blow horns to praise great hero who returns from war and kneels before his mother at the door, then drinks from cup of wine his father gives, teary-eyed with joy that his first son lives. Great shining castle of our family power gleams on hill of clouds high above the tower where pregnant princess in the window sings heart-aching sorrow soft as raven wings, for she sees Death in long white robe of light approach with broken tablet of her plight. She turns and gazes at me across time that startles me in trance at eerie chime, since words she sings project on silver screen progress of her reign as Queen Melusine whose serpent blood still simmers in my veins with writhing ambition of divine gains. When searing anguish throbs inside my heart through formulas that bloom on the star chart, I try to break my gaze from eyes of fame that hypnotize my mind with the world game men play to achieve great things till they die while I just want to float in wingless sky. Awake too long from endless hours of watch, I feel my soul-projecting brain gear notch up higher through coiled maze of blazing gods as pulsing spheres that flash on crystal rods in vast Kabbalah tree of One God Eye that tricks my mind to cartograph the Why. Great Eye of timeless truth expands from flash that flares into our multiverse of cash by weaving conscious beings of hungry hope from spooling coils of soul-genetic rope so we assemble on high ziggurat where Ishtar sings Creation of One Thought. When I find broken Lyre of Mercury, I learn how to fix it from Liberty, then sing how social systems organize brave talents who compete to win the prize of honor as gods in Temple of Fate though everyone will die at any rate.
Code Of My Shibboleth
Code Of My Shibboleth © Surazeus 2026 10 22 Translating the code of my shibboleth to universal truth about the heart, I filch sacred treasure of the mad wolf, who wears gray suit and red tie stained with blood of angels lost among the metal trees, then map the waste land of the modern heart. Every house in which my body has glowed still shimmers on the endless road of life where other people dwell inside my rooms and wonder why my faceless voice of hope still whispers from the walls where photos frame fragment of my soul that I left behind. Collision of our bodies on the grass sparks flowers to expand beyond their scope so our courageous arms of calm respect embrace whole strangeness of our cluttered world, till all the faceless versions of my self gather in circus of the red-crowned crane. Though demons climb down ladder of my mind, intent on stealing scripts for tragic shows, I hide sad ghosts of epic characters between the writhing words of fairy tales so they can live free from worship of men who expect them to embody the Good. I follow honeybees to hill of skulls where prophets and messiahs without jobs assemble every Sunday afternoon to eat hamburgers and talk about why so many humans still suffer and die despite their teachings about honest love. Strong in conviction of honor with pride, I declare the Great Yes and the Great No through oxymoron of ambiguous truth so my soul oscillates with angel wings between opposing poles of equal facts that contradict the logic of their power. Based on quiet mathematics of weight, another branch on the great Tree of Knowledge breaks and drops in solitude of faith with no warning from storm of global war that forces us to play heroes or fools in bitter gamble to transcend our fate. Firecrackers burst in honest hearts with love so I transform from dinosaur to god who has no heart inside frame of my soul though it swells huge as plane with silver wings that carries refugees from civil wars who sell their shibboleth to live in Heaven.
Goldfinch Of Voronezh
Goldfinch Of Voronezh © Surazeus 2026 10 22 The goldfinch, who teaches me how to see strange beauty of this world with star-blind eyes, brings page torn from old book of poetry that mad Osip wrote ninety years ago among clanking factories of Voronezh so he could escape to Elysium. Encased in callous glass of gleaming ice, poplars writhe with anguish of slippery hope while crows on high cathedral dome of death lust for hate-mangled souls of soldiers killed in brutal battles to control the Dream Book which bleeds with laughter of the Brittle Bride. Exiled from Heaven of blooming fruit trees with roots that deconstruct corpses of gods, grim Osip walks stone streets of broken tombs to hide from tyrant with ten thousand eyes whose mouth chews bodies of farmers and clerks, transforming them to angry grunts with guns. Almost one hundred years since global war, which the Savior fought to cancel the Tyrant, the goldfinch lands in twisted limbs of fate in diseased tree outside my office window to spark awake in heart aching for hope spirit of Osip which defies despair. With vision of the goldfinch in my heart, who teaches secrets of the monstrous greed that drives men to oppress their fellow men, exploiting us to build false legacies, I map rise and fall of his tyranny through his pillage that leaves our nation wrecked. Though I live far across the sea of hope in Promised Land plundered by oligarchs, the goldfinch of Voronezh with black wings, and Apollonian feathers of respect, brings tattered quill of Osip to my hand for me to prophesy victory of truth. Yet prophecies against gangs of rich thieves, who attempt to erect new fascist state on fractured ruins of democracy, seems almost vain in darkest hour of fear, till I remember with sly mocking grin that cruel tyrants always fall in disgrace. Though storm of war for who controls the Dream Book brews over resilient Land of the Free, the goldfinch of Voronezh brings to me key to endurance against tyranny when people sea to shining sea unite to follow shining lamp of Liberty.
Wednesday, October 21, 2026
Endless Float Of Doom
Endless Float Of Doom © Surazeus 2026 10 21 Too perfectly framed with beautiful thoughts of evening sunlight glowing in tree limbs, this timeless hour of shocking namelessness preserves strange sense of eerie nonchalance that has sustained my endless float of doom since childhood spurs reckless passion to live. To savor my imposter syndrome as fame that redesigns conceptual sense of self, which I wear over my real face as mask, I twirl on front lawn of my empty house and call names of ancestors in the wind who leave their voices in mailbox of faith. Mind opulent with stolen words of truth, unpolished by kismet of fractured thoughts, I look at this weird world of pulsing forms with brave assurance of indifferent light that forces me to see essential glow which echoes from mute hollowness of hope. Without his demon harp, on which he strummed the secret chord that pleased no baffled god, King David stands at podium of accord, dressed in tweed jacked of professorship, and reads entangled verses of the ghost whose sorrow haunts the audience with blank eyes. Awake in garden of the weeping idol with faceless shadow of my mortal soul, that sits beside me in the brutal sun, I ponder vaguest contour of world truth that shrouds my body in decay of words, so I become roots of the hungry tree. Death wanders with me on the signless road and laughs each time that I erect with care another sign that names with candid code great hero who defies Fate with their deeds, but now lies rotting where the sign portends how far we walk to find the Promised Land. With Holy Spirit of my replicant, whose flashing psyche duplicates my brain, I sit beside my mother on the shore and listen to her endless song of life describing her performance in this world to reincarnate her soul inside my body. All my ancestors, whom I never see except as ghosts in early morning dreams, teach me how to perceive this changing world to understand strange essence of its being, then I record it all in book of jokes that hide moral lessons in fairy tales.
New Mexico By The Moon
New Mexico By The Moon © Surazeus 2026 10 21 Pungent coffee scent of discarded sorrow hangs in the fan-swirled air of wordless summer that scrawls its thin nostalgic taint on paper pressed in the chugging factory of fate which looms large as cathedral of the saint whose tears are used to cleanse communion dresses. Each time Cruel Jester gambles for tomorrow, with curious eyes attuned to social glimmer of late-night candles on the frantic taper, young Weeping Woman paints blood on the gate, commissioned by the whisper blowing faint as storm that cracks the bay of eager tresses. Dirt roads of innocent concern for wisdom are now paved with asphalt more gold than Heaven so children no longer chase the God Shadow on bloody bare feet of the civilized, but follow noble horse of the white stone that proves superior passion of our nation. To build republic on the shattered kingdom with holy blessing of demonic raven, we entrust government key to Black Widow who empowers all the marginalized with fertile farmland in the twilight zone so everyone transcends their social station. With sudden insight of the wicked laughter, that rocks the boat of fools on the oiled river, Cruel Jester gives Black Widow Ring of Power and asks if she would help him rule the Earth, but she has plans to set the People free by deconstructing world view of the Savior. Bundles of corn and sage hang from the rafter in secret marble palace of the Giver who wears mask of Rapunzel in the Tower, so she investigates to find the worth of serpent children dwelling in the tree, then writes dissertation on their behavior. Embarrassed by the plainness of his spirit, designed to imitate role of Apollo, Thor flies rocket ship to the outer reaches where angels ride dinosaurs on Neptune, and Beatrice marries Dante in the church, then returns in time to play Honest Tyrant. Commissioned by Odin to play the Prophet, Albert builds new mansion in Sleepy Hollow where daughter of Persephone still teaches, then drives to New Mexico by the moon with intent to continue his vain search for ways to integrate the hungry migrant.
Tuesday, October 20, 2026
Golden Quill Of Truth
Golden Quill Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 20 Though my heart aches with sorrowful despair, I pluck one feather from white raven wing who brings me mushrooms in the river grove where I catch serpents writhing in clear waves and carve on wood tablet Saturnian runes to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Based on bold admiration of respect for bitter suffering human souls endure, Hestia brings me gold grail with sparkling wine that beams weird visions from the mountain wind when Zephyr whispers in my radiant ear to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Enraged that we live free from chains of hate which he employs to bind us to his will, grim Pluto cowers in stone hall of rage and sends mad Midas to destroy our state, till Phoebus stands with lyre on global stage to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Shocked by his violent coup of fascist greed when Midas sends goon squad to steal the crown that Jesus wears with blood-red ruby gems, Minerva leads brave army of our faith in revolution against tyranny to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Attentive to needs of all citizens who dwell with freedom in land of the brave, Apollo wrestles Python in the cave where grand illusions blind us with false creed so he dispels hypnotic haze of fear to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Inspired by courage average humans show when faced with adverse obstacles to health, I climb high Mount Takoma with intent to find lost lyre of Mercury and play tropes in musical meter with thought rhyme to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Desperate to believe we live beyond death, we project our consciousness of the soul at atomic mirror of the universe, but we are temporary flames of love powered by eternal atoms of life to prophesy with golden quill of truth. Awake as me, on this globe, at this time, in timeless vastness of our universe, I sing with passion of atomic light that wakes God in neural net of my brain so I become Divine Mind, till I die, to prophesy with golden quill of truth.
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