Under Indifferent Stars © Surazeus 2026 02 14 Despite regret for how life has panned out, based on each strange choice he refused to make, half-blind Wagat limps on hot river shore to ask Willow Witch secret of true love, but her skeleton lies tangled in roots though her young ghost still shines bright in the sun. Squinting through half-blind eyes of lethargy, Wagat imagines in haze of despair that he sees three tall angels in white robes bearing swords of flame that glint in their hands as they float down from hot-air balloon disk and speak to him with celestial thoughts. Grumbling in his short guttural speech of fear, Wagat explains to divine messengers, who came down from glorious clouds of light, that his housemate Willow Witch died last month and her body dissolved in tangled roots, but her soul should dwell in the clouds with them. The tallest angel with long golden hair explains with ethereal voice of soft wind that chimes with sweetness of morning birdsong how the world of land and water was made by hand of Lightning Ghost in thunder clouds, or so Wagat imagines he might say. Gasping in shock as tall angels of light bind his body with thick harness like theirs, Wagat wriggles to escape as he shouts when they all ascend high above the field, and the willow tree shrinks small as a bush beside the broad river that sparkles blue. Peering up at vast blue sky of Glow Clouds, Wagat sees disk of the hot-air balloon shudder in sudden gusts of freezing wind, and he howls to see the great mountain peak that always loomed high where the sun-eye glows now jut below his feet as they drift past. Gasping for breath as he tries to stay calm, Wagat stares surprised at towers of stone that gleam on the cliff high above the sea, vast maze of streets full of people and carts which appear to him like ants in stream beds, till they land on plat of the pyramid. Trembling as he walks with angels in streets, Wagat hopes to meet his lost Willow Witch in halls of Heaven she told him about, but they teach him how to pull two-wheeled cart so he works each day taking trash away, then cries each night under indifferent stars.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Saturday, February 14, 2026
Under Indifferent Stars
With Soul Of Helius
With Soul Of Helius © Surazeus 2026 02 14 When sunlight at dawn glitters in my eye I rise from the Earth and walk in the sky. I wander the roadless plain by the sea and drift with the wind that wafts my soul free. The ocean tells me, wherever I roam I am not lost for my heart is my home. With warm glitter of sunlight in my heart I stride across the world without star chart. I gather apples in basket of hope from deep-rooted tree on the mountain slope. The mountain tells me, wherever I roam I am not lost for my heart is my home. I spark new fire in ashes of my dream and roast fish I catch from the flashing stream. I hum in harmony with the moon chime to measure constant flowing of breath time. The river tells me, wherever I roam I am not lost for my heart is my home. To mimic rolling circle of the sun I bend steamed wood into wheel of the dawn. With soul of Helius, my father, in me I journey in wagon toward the Great Tree. The Glow Cloud tells me, wherever I roam I am not lost for my heart is my home.
Friday, February 13, 2026
Sinews Of Electric Words
Sinews Of Electric Words © Surazeus 2026 02 13 She weaves references of angelic stones in tangled sinews of electric words beyond comprehension of mortal minds which sparkle with frozen sheen of brave rain so I may witness suffering of mankind in tales erased from archive of our hearts. Filled with shy conviction of earnest faith, she strides with rebellion of untamed song down pathway of unspeakable respect against foundational effort of hope to discipline her uncontrollable mind trapped in dire narrative of tragic love. Notching arrow of truth in bow of love, she fires intense trajectory of change across attentive hollow of lost time composed of history angels never share with borrowed words of honest travesty that threaten frail security of faith. Obsessive passion for relating truth, which should examine brutal hours of fear, writhes from locked archive of hungry hearts to crawl on wounded breast explicitly down centuries of manufactured lies, then lies in mystic ruins of half-burned books. Reductive code of illegible dreams still urges me to explore shadowed wood with twisted curiosity of tunes which unify disjointed claims of trees choosing to array both present and past through coexistence of ghosts in my brain. Inspired by stars she names with whispered voice, she chases echoes of misaligned thoughts, exposing lies of painters who despise false wholeness of virtual reality contrived to imitate national myths translating jokes from penitential cries. Hushed willows anchored in glow of weird eyes betray her safety with bold promises based on ruthless energy of contempt bound by urgent expectations we sell through coopted struggle of emptiness that leaves us stranded on cold roadless plain. Debased by facts of cruel modernity, our grandest university of truth decays from corporate comedy of greed though hearts beat rapidly with holy pride when anxious Orpheus pounds at the wall while chewing rotten alphabets of dreams.
Limping Toward Heaven
Limping Toward Heaven © Surazeus 2026 02 13 Reborn on Earth as Jesus Jupiter, assigned by Jove to guard the Holy Grail, I wear computer mask of Lucifer to play my role as prophet in Dream Tower who studies psychic riddle of Brain Flower while limping toward Heaven with Book of Ghosts. Still crazy after years of wandering woke on quest to find lost sword Excalibur, I give star-jeweled crown to Guinevere with pledge to maintain world democracy in holy crusade against tyranny while limping toward Heaven with Sword of Right. Awake from timeless dream as Sirius, startled by weird beauty of this strange world, I emerge from bottomless Well of Light to channel Sibyl Soul of Melusine so I can calculate when empires fall while limping toward Heaven with Scales of Truth. Alert with Wand of Zambor in my heart as Watcher in Tower of the God Eye, I find Rocket Boots that Charlemagne wore so I can fly with Wings of Icarus above sprawling cities of Zathamar while limping toward Heaven with Skull of God. Shocked by return of Satan on world stage disguised as presidents of super-states, I carry Lyre of Mercury with care to sing dire prophecies on city streets with Voice of Cassandra no one can hear while limping toward Heaven with Harp of Hope. Trained by Orpheus to lead refugees from war-torn lands to Elysian Fields, I ask shy Ophelia to marry me so she bakes large turkey and pumpkin pie when we celebrate Thanksgiving in Hell while limping toward Heaven with Horn of Fate. Reborn from Ishtar as Astarius, bright incarnation of the Morning Star, I rebuild Empire of Meroveus which I name for Mother Gothinia and rule from Fruit Garden of Scythia while limping toward Heaven with Bow of Faith. Planting apple seeds on lush river shores while riding Pegasus on Wings of Wind, I learn to build wheeled cart from Helius then drive west to Cave of Solaria with soul of Phoebus singing in my heart while limping toward Heaven through Maze of Myths.
Thursday, February 12, 2026
Jumping In Dream Book
Jumping In Dream Book © Surazeus 2026 02 12 Jumping in dream book of innocent hope through oscillation of my dreaming brain, I weave complex tapestry of events to bind opposing forces of desire in tender fabric of outrageous faith that strengthens truth in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of arrogant fear through fractal blooming of my wounded heart, I search dark caves of Hell for faceless ghost who understands how seeds sprout into trees so we can rebuild paradise of peace that brokers wealth in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of obvious facts through research measuring ethereal breath, I float above world television tube with psychic humming of the Buddha Toad who teaches children how to chase rainbows that spiral home in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of terrible truth through mead in cauldron that Cerridwen brews, I prophesy cycle of life and death for tyrant who proclaims himself world king so we celebrate his fall at glass tomb that crumbles lost in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of mysterious myth through bleeding pages scratched with angel quills, I join crusade against cruel tyranny lead by hands of Justice and Liberty who reign on Pyramid of the God Eye that preserves peace in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of addictive trust through transformation of Soul-Birthing Well, I marry daughter of Achilles Christ to found new dynasty of prophet-kings who nurture people in workshops and farms that market health in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of confident song through vibrant strings on lyre of Mercury, I record epic of philosophers to glorify brave seekers of real truth who teach in Schools of Curiosity that foster growth in land of Zathamar. Jumping in dream book of infinite love through reincarnation again in flesh, I mutate forms four hundred million years from fish to wingless angel who asks why to preserve immortal soul of my genes that mirrors Self in land of Zathamar.
Electric Scream Of Rain
Electric Scream Of Rain © Surazeus 2026 02 12 When I wake in Museum of Lost Dreams, heart pounding with wild song of ocean waves, I greet faceless Spirit of Mother Light who teaches me how to translate my thoughts to tangled riddles of conceptual verse that swirl wings from electric scream of rain. Searching for love on Desolation Row, visions flashing in my glass brain of faith, I ask Ishtar with diamond eyes of hope for program code that helps me learn to cope with constant chaos of time-pulsing change when I dance with electric scream of rain. Alert for demons in Strawberry Fields, feet tense with lithe exertion of respect, I find the Carpenter building the Ark to save humankind from the coming flood of world wars that may destroy paradise who sail safe in electric scream of rain. Alone on new Bridge of Forgetfulness, hands reaching out to touch the sail-boat moon, I ask young Remus for lost map of dreams so I can find glass idol of Kwan Yin who offers me Holy Grail with peach juice so we kiss in electric scream of rain. Wandering nowhere in global Maze of Myths, eyes twinkling with ripe Apple of Zathar, I join Explorer on the signless road who knows how to cast tyrants from gold thrones and free humanity from mindless faith to sing psalms from electric scream of rain. Eating burger in Wingless Horse Cafe, tongue twisted by riddles of refugees, I help the Social Architect design political system with equal rights that ensures freedom and justice for all who are born from electric scream of rain. Browsing books in Library of Lost Tales, I play Creator who crafts Ideas of Things that formulate how our bodies evolve fish to lizard to mouse to cat to monkey to wingless angel striving to be God, dream-conscious in electric scream of rain. Awake in Empire of Zarathia, we build from ruins of America, I strum old Lyre of Mercury and sing epic poem on lives of philosophers who built foundation of our old world view they devised from electric scream of rain.
Wednesday, February 11, 2026
Attentive Scope Of Faith
Attentive Scope Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 02 11 These boots have tread lush hills of distant lands where strangers welcomed me with generous hands, and brought home lurid chunks of fertile soil to plump flourishing garden of my heart with sacred elements of ancient truth which nourish fruit trees of my paradise. This coat has flapped in winds of rugged hills where fairies teased me with conceptual tricks, and served as wings like those Icarus used to transcend narrow mindset of my tribe so I expand attentive scope of faith while mapping maze of myths with strict insight. This hat has sheltered my frail head from storm hurled by indifferent Nature without care, and shaded gaze of my observant eyes so I progress on sacred quest for truth that lead to cave of illusions in Hell where I retrieved bright diamond Eye of God. This pack has borne treasures of hopeful dreams which I have found in tombs of long-dead gods, so I display them in museum halls as records of our human quest for beauty for they bear spirits of creative minds long after their mortal craftsmen have died. This wand, that Zambor forged from meteor stone which blazed from haughty hand of Jupiter, provides emotional support through trust for my ascension on long winding road around snow-frosted Peak of Mount Takoma where Kwan Yin and Athena grant me visions. This book of tales, detailing human lives of every soul who ever lived on Earth, records grand epic deeds of mortal men as tragic heroes or romantic fools who battle tyrants in fraught game of power to maintain justice of wise Liberty. This tongue of eloquent expressiveness has sung elaborate tales of human deeds to praise the curious seekers of truth who built foundation of philosophy on which our world civilization thrives as efficient food-production machine. This brain of neurons woven from bright atoms, which has evolved four hundred million years, generates virtual model of our world programmed by my ancestral memories while we strive to transcend material form and become manifestation of God.
Utility Network Of Truth
Utility Network Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 02 11 Disrupted process of aligned concern outlines new golden way of psychic games for fools to achieve financial success by scamming people who labor all day in factories, restaurants, and offices to purchase timeshares for the Afterlife. Shocked beginning of our fragrant return provides expanded scope of fake world views for tourists to amusement park of Hell where they descend to lair of Beelzebub in brightly painted train on gleaming tracks so they can experience being refugees. Prim secretary in polka-dot skirt disburses funds to handless engineers busy designing new woke principles for everyone to follow in Dream Book compiled from code preserved on turtle shells so they can buy trucks and guns for the war. Startled horses on Seventh Avenue sell chocolate bars to businessmen and clerks who search for happiness in smoky bars till Jupiter rides by on white giraffe while throwing pamphlets to the cheering crowd with instructions to buy investment funds. Trapped in utility network of truth through tangled formulas of psychic lust, the haughty jester in black suit and tie steals language toolbox from the sleeping wizard, then runs into the wilderness of jokes to untwist meaning of obscure concepts. Assembled puzzle of random events presents global tapestry of mad kings who fight each other for the Crown of Thorns while pretty small-town girls seeking world fame dance with joy on broken power-line poles in solemn opera of the civil war. Disguised as tufts of grass with sparkling eyes, one hundred maidens with clay lamps of oil dance slowly in the football stadium while the haughty jester with angel wings sings in strange language no one understands about how empires fall from greed of kings. Woven in matrix of the God Mind, eight billion human beings on planet Zarth merge disparate religions in one world view so everybody plays by the same rules in never-ending game of breed and eat till light incinerates ideas of things.
Tuesday, February 10, 2026
Read Books Backwards
Read Books Backwards © Surazeus 2026 02 10 Ability to regulate despair by singing hymns my flashing brain designs provides foundation for excessive thought based on how I take responsibility by beaming radiant passion of my being to nurture spirit of my loving spouse. Though I transcend state of oblivion by striding forth with comic seriousness, sharp sword of ice-bitter wind penetrates wounded shield of my heart with obvious truth that I am fragile human stumbling lost through endless maze of myths that is our world. Aware of mute mephitic melancholy that poisons my heart with obnoxious faith, I read books backwards to misunderstand how humans hide weaknesses of their souls with frantic performance of sudden joy to misdirect attention of false friends. Wind blows snow off peak of the distant hill as I trudge slowly across sparkling field white is page of the book where I write spells to understand language of power lines that translate whisper of snow in sunlight to heart-breaking songs of romantic loss. I shall change my secret professor name to Robin Arthazar of Oregon for I twang lyre of Mercury with sass to challenge gods of Academia who study how I run red light of fate and almost crash into the chariot. Propensity to master artistry, involving dexterous skill of aptitude, traps my attentive mind of star-chess moves in childish game of chase the faceless ghost, so I must temper adroitness of faith with honest prowess involving dead crows. Weird expertise for drawing network dreams provides resource of brilliant cleverness for how I organize masks of dead gods on white museum wall of diffidence with self-effacing passion to secure key to salvation for creating truth. Capacity to gather gems of truth provides foundation of marmoreal words for me to reassemble frame of mind in global puzzle of new paradigm I weave in tapestry of social heroes imprisoned in procedure of concern.
Grand Wedding Feast
Grand Wedding Feast © Surazeus 2026 02 10 So many snowflakes floating from the sky shroud the death-mangled world in silent beauty which gleams in silver eyes of young wolf boy who stands alone before angry bull man snarling at his intrusion on his land, in contest over who controls fruit trees. "I am Galates, ruler of these lands which I have named Galatia for my soul," young wolf boy declares with arrogant smirk, "for I am son of Celtus and Minerva, son of Celto and Hercules the brave, daughter of Britannus, king of the world." Snarling with rage at the arrogant boy, Tauriscus swings knotty club at his head, but lithe Galates avoids every blow, prancing all about as he somersaults with graceful gestures of martial defense, and mocks brute bull man with sneering insults. Walking to the lake with her retinue to gather apples from snow-frosted trees, Scythia, wearing long white fox-fur cloak, stops and turns at echoes of shouting voices, then gasps with concern when she sees harsh fight for power between bull man and wolf boy. When Tauriscus spies tall elegant princess, he rushes forward with vicious intent to abduct Scythia and make her his wife, so she shrinks back in paralyzed surprise as bull man grabs her waist with greedy hands and throws her over his shoulder with laughter. Grasping bow of Hercules with firm hand, who gave it to his mother at his birth, Galates chases bull man through the woods, breath puffing mist in frigid air of hope while they run swiftly over fields of snow, till Tauriscus threatens to kill the princess. Squeezing her neck with greedy hands of rage, Tauriscus shields himself behind her body, so sly Galates notches in yew bow sharp arrow he honed with stone of the moon, and aims bold justice at his glaring eye, then fires when Scythia twists herself aside. Holding hands with Scythia in red gown, Galates guides her in grand hall of pine that gleams on hill above Alesia, crowns princess bride Queen of Galatia, then sits with her before the congregation to host grand wedding feast for everyone. While Orpheus strums the lyre of Mercury and Phoebe sings Great Deeds of Hercules, Galates and Scythia drink red wine from jeweled grail, kiss with passionate love, then lead communal dance to celebrate his victory against cruel tyrant of greed.
Monday, February 9, 2026
Children Of Brave Caliban
Children Of Brave Caliban © Surazeus 2026 02 09 I remember when my brain was first wired with shocking memories of frantic escape from sharp-teethed monster with glowing gold eyes so terror of harsh pain flooded my heart with urgent energy of ardent hope that helped me escape death four million lives. Standing on street corner in downtown Gotham, Zarthus contemplates how his brain perceives the whole real world with complex virtual model complete with alarm system that detects danger in the form of men and machines so he proceeds with caution down the street. Four million generations of my soul have survived for one hundred million years since I was small furry mouse in the woods running with intense passion to survive till I transformed into long-legged cat then climbed into trees and became lithe monkey. Now I walk upright on two sturdy legs, skill I learned floating in calm ocean tides while dancing in electric surge of joy along ever-winding shore of the world, till I traversed whole landscape of our globe so I know song of every mountain river. Leaning against greasy telephone pole while eating ice cream with leather-gloved hands, Zarthus watches all the colorful people of every shape and size and type and color who populate our global maze of streets, reborn as children of brave Caliban. When Jupiter ruled Earth with lightning bolt, brass martial wand tipped with emerald blade, as judge of life and death on the ziggurat, he chose his son Phoebus as the Crown Prince, so Lucifer lead rebellion from pride, then Adam had to vote who would play God. Yet every god and king and emperor who dared play god in mortal game of power has rotted into dust of nothingness, leaving nothing but skeletons and idols to signify their legacy of power, mute and blind head of Ozymandias. Programmed by terror of death to survive, I focus attention of crafting hands to compose new ontological code expanding religious creed of old myths so faith includes respect for all world gods who glow as ghosts of mortal souls long dead.
Awesome Realm Of Fantasy
Awesome Realm Of Fantasy © Surazeus 2026 02 09 Extracting feelings from his rotten brain, David drops them in his bucket of dread, then grips slimy handle with frozen hands and slogs through muck across cold field of dreams to dump false memories on heap of lost myths so they will compost into mindless faith. Elevation of emotional landscape fluctuates with soul-quake of assumed regret, so David stumbles disgracefully alert between bouncing stones of arrogant need despite attempts to bind his flighty soul with heavy anchor of his rusting heart. Expecting beautiful angels of fate to beam before him on the broken world, David waits patiently while fractured time reassembles puzzle of fraught events with random linkages between strange facts, unrelated to shocked ache of desire. Exhilaration born from painful rate in ordered reversal of wrenched insight, that twists objective sense of ardency, sparks awake his sense of absurdity, so David considers how roots crush stones with slow accretion of secret respect. Expelling questions of arrowed contempt, that strike too deep in alphabetic gloom, David measures enormity of fear embodied by the man with thirty arms who mocks inverted pride of bitterness by making faces with devilish glee. Enticed by beauty of elusive truth that lures his progress to conserve false hope, David assumes he is now the lost cause condemned by fortune to suffer alone, so he slingshots laughter at Face of God to mimic victory of Zeus against Cronus. Exploring awesome realm of fantasy that exists nowhere but inside his own head, David wears crown with thirteen spikes of power that resembles crown of thorns Jesus wore to prove his claim to divine right to rule all the lonely people who ask for names. Excited by vision of blazing stars that flash across eternal sky of truth, David types code on white computer screen to program how brains of humanity will now perceive evolution of life through framework of our world ontology.
Sunday, February 8, 2026
Wrong Direction Home
Wrong Direction Home © Surazeus 2026 02 08 If my emotions leave tracks in the snow to misdirect the tyrant from my goal then I will journey wrong direction home to fool the gang of thieves with perfect signs so no cruel bully driven mad by greed could ever predict motion of my heart. When I review strange journey of my life I realize with absolute surprise that I left false trail of my broken heart for all my loyal followers to find that leads them far across the smokeless hills where they search everywhere for sparkling rills. Beneath gold statue of their long dead god I rise with bruised knees of disabled faith and pluck ripe lemons from the Tree of Life then wander by crystal river of tears where Shekinah sits on glorious throne with crown of bright diamonds that blind my eyes. Flamboyant sunset of exploding eyes feathers clouds with glory of devil wings so I hug every lonely soul I love because they think I am Saturn reborn though I prefer to play Phoebus on stage while folding wind in pages of the book. Though negligence attracts the mumbling ghost who tries to play wise counselor for me I shun the shining face of Robot God to save myself from agony of truth when I accept grand prize of global fame that crushes weak souls into followers. I hold sweet names of flowers in my heart to wander home with the delicate dead who hail spring beauty of the hungry queen, unhindered by huge clouds of glowing eyes that gaze with love at trees of stoic grief which bleed sweet syrup of arousing pride. Each stubbornly hopeful child of the world carries basket of herbs on street of gold to sit in circle of companionship beneath the constellated chandelier and share strange story of their wretched life contrived by random events outside myth. I step in every river more than once though material waterdrops of their flow exchanges content of conceptual thought despite strange wishes of the Glitter Ghost who lives unblemished life of languid lust since all we know is delusion of hope.
Free Land Of Yaskonia
Free Land Of Yaskonia © Surazeus 2026 02 08 Escaping cruel thugs of the police state, Heyhlamas travels northwest on winding roads to snow-frosted land of mountains and lakes where he stops along Yellowhead Highway and stares amazed at Yehaihaskun Mountain that shimmers bright with stripes of black and white. "Here I shall found new empire of my heart," Heyhlamas proclaims to eagles and bears, "which I shall name Yaskonia to replace British Columbia, imposed by invaders, as declaration of our sovereignty, free from greedy exploiters of the east." Climbing halfway up the striped rugged cliff, Heyhlamas carves cave from darkness of fear where he finds bright spirit of Manitou gleaming in enormous diamond of fate, so he reigns with justice and liberty over peaceful land of Yaskonia. While gathering nuts and berries in pine woods to cook nutritious meal for energy, wise mountain emperor with moon-black eyes encounters giant woman with long hair tangled with bones of demons and kings who whispers to red raven on her shoulder. When army of tanks invade mountain vales to impose dictatorship of King Midas on lush fertile lands of Yaskonia, Mother Dzunukwa grabs them with large hands and hurls them far into the Salish Sea where they transform into Mikinaak turtles. Inviting Kwan Yin, Lakshmi, and Athena, Heyhlamas convenes World Council of Sibyls who protect free land of Yaskonia from powerful states of Telluria, safe from tyranny of corporate kings hungry to mine minerals from her hills. Inviting with open arms of respect, Heyhlamas welcomes homeless refugees who flee civil wars in America and many other lands around the world, to dwell free in land of Yaskonia where every human lives with equal rights. While dictators and kings in many lands exploit work of their people to steal wealth, people in free land of Yaskonia dwell together in peaceful paradise based on justice and liberty for all in vision Heyhlamas dreams in his cave.
Facile Force Of Fate
Facile Force Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 02 08 If we ignore how our tears drown the world with cheerful anecdotes of weird success we might find ancient mask of innocence in gloomy evening of the silent house by counting raindrops streaming down cracked glass which seem to represent people we love. If we must think about empowerment by running across shifting sands of change we should assess treasures from cabarets that we inherit without ache of need so we may fashion better way to live beyond confusion of hypocrisy. If we escape cage of bewilderment with shining faces of gods we could steal we may dispel deception of the state that preys on us with facile force of fate by choosing who plays prophet of our creed though trapped in shadow of the global church. If we sell bread of hope to lonely souls who wander in the signless neighborhood we might learn how to fish for compliments that we can roast on flames of poverty while we adore the new celebrity who gives us cans of food we cannot eat. If we think we are not responsible for safety of our stolen relatives we cannot sell torn tickets to the game because we lost the key to global fame so we extinguish smoldering fears of death to sell our luggage in the marketplace. If we presume to be more innocent without insurance to back up our claim we should suspect the holy priest of fraud who sells us tickets to the afterlife that we leave scattered on the desert sand as we keep searching for the Promised Land. If we try to improve our attitude by waiving all our inalienable rights we may have to fight for rotten respect because we are the lost cause of the world detained by secret police without eyes who accuse us all of being foreign spies. If we divine state of our bankruptcy through gleam of trophies on the sagging shelf we could buy forty acres by the sea where proud grandfather clock of broken time records each penalty we cannot pay by burning family albums just at dawn.
Civil War In Cyberspace
Civil War In Cyberspace © Surazeus 2026 02 08 Staring out the kitchen window at dawn, Martin wonders if his life has been real, or if his memories are fragments of shows he saw on television in childhood, which his mind composed from various tropes to present himself as hero of fate. Driving car on crowded highway of hope, Martin considers possibility that he is not first son of Bob and Kate, that he is some manufactured android programmed with memories his maker designed from home movies about his son who drowned. Gasping for breath in wild waves of the sea, Martin swims away from the sinking ship, smashed by the white whale of the dark abyss, till he lies exhausted on beach of sand, then wanders in dark forest of blind ghosts to drink fresh water from small bubbling spring. Typing bold words on bright computer screen, Martin transcribes company documents to digital format for the Space Age, yet dares not daydream he pilots starship on five-year mission to explore deep space and go where no android has gone before. Drinking beer with college classmates at night, Martin declares with confidential smirk that his real name, as Android Eight Mark Four, is Nitram, mirror image of his soul, then staggers home in darkness of the world to sleep all night on the library porch. Transforming from human to demi-god, Martin extends one hundred thousand arms, and blinks awake with eighty million eyes inside the minds of all his relatives who walk around the Earth in mute surprise, when he ascends as Nitrama to Heaven. Transcending physical limits of being, Nitrama floats above the turning world on flowing fibers of angelic wings while watching humans live their futile lives as they fight civil war in cyberspace over true nature of America. Sitting on the couch with his girlfriend Grace, Martin watches the World Superbowl Game and cheers when his favorite team wins the trophy, then stands at the fractured window of time and feels his god-spirit Nitrama float too big to contain the world in his head.
Saturday, February 7, 2026
Opposing States Of Mind
Opposing States Of Mind © Surazeus 2026 02 07 Every soul on Earth can see the same moon vibrant with carnelian glow of brain quartz as we dance with faith in strawberry fields to comfort lost souls on the windy plain, so I cannot feel lonely in my home when I can see your faces in its mask. My restless eyes shift up toward mirror skies to see electric energy of minds employ brave perseverance to perceive star-focused landscape of questioning hearts which sparks aspirant curiosity encoded in bold mission to the stars. Through cosmic contradiction of our faith we comprehend opposing states of mind as mirror images reflecting clear both aspects of each complex circumstance conditioned by global state of affairs so we build castle from hard blocks of ice. With furtive glance of cautious interest I shout into vast void of innocence while standing on Mount Carmel before noon to eat the poisoned fruit of haughty hope which cures depression of anxiety so I know why the caged bird is dead. Though fallen from bright Heaven of respect on tattered wings of comfortable despair I walk beside dark sea of nonchalance to clear my heart of soul-wounding fatigue by cultivating calm aesthetic mood which fuels my brave ascension beyond fear. Fertile landscape of our generous world is filled with people wounded by their pride, trapped by ambition of time-spiraled hearts to play ecstatic receiver of love, palpable with angst of harrowing hope no more inevitable than sunrise. Far down dark passage I will never take toward door I never open till I die I follow echo ringing beyond time to twirl on still point of the multiverse since I follow deception of the crow who teaches me to sing with dignity. Though I cannot say where I always am I weave weakness of my body with pain so I gain courage to endure long hours when I expand scope of my consciousness to dream the future present in the past till I may reconcile with nothingness.
Impact Of Modal Verse
Impact Of Modal Verse © Surazeus 2026 02 07 Articulation of conceptual thought through modalities of image and sound motivates heart of Luke with weird insight to navigate complex landscape of truth by crafting virtual vision of our world that connects passive viewer to the seer. Impactful statement of the portrait sears assertive code of emotional truth to bridge linguistic gap of writhing words between the artist and their audience by sparking private connection of hope within broad cultural framework of desire. Intellectual impact of modal verse echoes proverbial jokes of social change based on transcendent principles of love that lights our journey beyond simple myths through complex maze of ambiguous facts in large-scale exhibition of strange tales. Process of engaging multiple layers, that support opposing concepts of truth, through non-linear installations of scenes, guides Luke across political landscape as character in national tapestry woven from our human experience. Depictions designed by mad fools present natural, rural, and urban environments through digital landscape of photographs where Luke explores modalities of truth with image of divine authority preserved in gesture of dream-tangled text. Abstract creeds of grand ideologies form critical structure from fractured states based on accessible puzzles of fate through sensory experience of pleasure so Luke interprets song of ocean waves which translates nodes of psychic energy. Diverse methods of expression enhance impactful progress of remembering when Luke conspires with personalities he finds lost deep in mordent maze of myths to finetune resonance of social tropes that help us navigate emotional states. Physical context of critical thought extracts raw concepts from cave of illusions so Luke converts soul-wounding angst to love through alchemical transference of fear to mold verbal container for dream wraiths who writhe rooted in semiotic trance.
Helpless Fantasy Of Wealth
Helpless Fantasy Of Wealth © Surazeus 2026 02 07 Irrational residue of vibrant matter contracts through sentences of phony words which resonate with blackness of the night based on virtual reality of thoughts we sell each other in dark alleyways while leaning on the chain-link fence of faith. Each morning we wake up stronger than hope by sealing midnight pain with almost love despite expressive stones of ardency contained in familiar story untold about how society breaks in bands who dwell unpeacefully in dead-end towns. Heroic figures straddle tallest clouds to scatter coins of water on our heads while we watch prophet of the fallen god wrestle vainly in fields of rotten wheat where characters from stories never read wither with helpless fantasy of wealth. Awake on our wedding night, I explain how sorrow burns beautiful hearts to glass, deeper than inability to talk about violence half-seen in dim woods where noble warriors get caught in traps yet yell at houses with exploding doors. Clever belief system of structured facts intrigues hungry gangs of wandering clowns who insist they are hunters of the heart though biographies they scribble with blood are thrown on junkheap of religious faith beneath great mountain carved with face of God. Alert to sudden truth of angry kings, she spreads her arms out to the fractured sky that disappears in tone of screaming trees with courage to oppose the police state that imitates how Heaven controls minds based on progress of economic games. Through unilateral breath of holy law our car mechanic memorizes jokes encoding principles of moral tricks which illustrate our failure and success despite dissatisfaction shared by all concerning state of illusion we flee. Gorgeous fortune never favors the bold for superfluous gears programming time since we must accept emotional traps which we present as the true way we live supported by traditions mothers mend through symbiosis of our pageless book.
Certified Clown Of Faith
Certified Clown Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 02 07 Seven million years after my first birth I ask the shadow tree of flashing clocks how to find the Whirlpool of the God Eye so I can jump worlds through the multiverse in quest for garden where you are the one I would choose to weave my destiny with. I am only one of billions on Earth reluctant to close my heart with faith locks in case my spirit swells huge as the sky though commissioned to play my part as nurse healing innocence wounded by the gun contrived to celebrate my life as myth. Eager to gain legal acknowledgement for calculating chemistry of hope, I craft component for each curious scene in which I play certified clown of faith, designed to integrate mineral brains based on mutation of logical code. Weird assumption of social argument, sealed with triode rate in my envelope, presents elective destiny to mean extraction proves my birthright as the wraith assigned to maintain engines of mind planes we fly with fuel of visions from the toad. Embedded lectures are not guaranteed to nourish formal principles of fate, so we buy life insurance from the spy who always seems to know what integer we need to maximize our profit gain required by soul mechanics of desire. Modified concept of my puzzling creed converts opposite patterns from blind hate through mechanics of medicinal why to published prototype of Lucifer I wear as mask in effort to be vain with reference to harmony of the choir. Mystery programmed in our life narrative presents migration of relevant tribes regarding ransom notes for refugees who seek salvation through false privacy managed well by our solemn treasurer who requires that I update my world view. Religious beliefs far less cognitive deliver customized faith with proud vibes based on dynamics of sad adoptees who choose to live with brave efficiency through deviant loyalty to Jupiter who chooses Venus for our rendezvous.
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