Elusive Ghost Of Innocence © Surazeus 2026 11 01 Too subtle for acknowledgement, contrived by unpaged books of arrogant dismay expressed by humble workers of the world, his secret spells depict excessive truth buried under stones in gardens of faith that mean nothing to sweet waves of the sea. Still dancing in the crowded club at dawn, after the vampires and kings have gone home, she struts before blank face of god with pride that she votes for the jester to assume rule of nations with justice of the joke designed to deconstruct wealth privilege. Soul projected through stereopticon by moonbeams of antisocial regret, he hears the earth revolving fast as wind in crystal flux of languages designed with beautiful joy of oblivion that fools the wise to believe we may live. Counting scenes his brain remembers as dreams of lightning calculators, that expose grief of wounded hearts, trapped by belief in bright illusion of the afterlife, she claims elusive ghost of innocence that lingers where all rivers disappear. Exploring waste land of bleak galaxies, sunk in countless slumbers of hemispheres, ineffable with faces of brave people, he mimics how astronomers perform arcane rituals of psychic augury through revelation of the fractured mind. Freed from surveillance of blood-thirsty ghosts who win election as state governors, she conceals treasures pilfered from sad gods who dwell in Valley of Sincerity among mulberry bushes of fake joy, bearded penitents who circle the pool. Too many years ago to understand sputtering gaslights on the boulevard where hungry girls sell flowers of despair to haughty shepherds in suits and top hats, he floats through countless doors of empty homes to find the Good God who does not exist. When he asks Goldilocks to marry him, with jeweled ring he stole from Saruman, she tells him she prefers the forest bear, so he transforms into werewolf of rage to wins election as the city mayor while she works as nurse at the hospital.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, November 1, 2026
Elusive Ghost Of Innocence
River of Star Eyes
River of Star Eyes © Surazeus 2026 11 01 Seeking truth in strange laughter of the wind, we swim as one in river of star eyes while silvan pipes of supple susurrance rustles leaves of our hearts with quiescence so we transcend obdurance of despair with love that expands our celestial wings. Because the sea can almost hear my song unvoiced by blind amazement, intricate with quickened vacancy of primal thought, I ask the dead to tell me tragic tales trapped in their bodies with aggressive calm, but they encase their secrets in our skulls. Revived by harsh November rain at dawn, that tricks my cerebellum to record heart-aching songs for immortality no conscious being can win, I scale vast bulge of psychic blossoming with bold surprise, but hang above abyss of nothingness. Inspired by passion of my foolish youth to reach beyond bounds of my spurious brain, I catch hold tight to motion time extends with germinal regret of blind mistakes, entranced by languorous music of crickets dispersed by sudden flash of bitter rain. Despair delays ascension of my soul against primordial fragrance fate enrolls to trick our minds that we could live forever, yet I decide to hide, beneath the stone, heart wounded by expansive sense of time with bland unwillingness to escape death. We cannot live play of our lives again though we are driven by ancestral ache of slow decay in fractured bones of faith, so we assert our right to live this hour by pacing boundless space of everywhere with haughty courage of our bloodied feet. Gnarled branches of the orchard grab my heart at sudden flash of bullets from dawn sun, reborn as brave metallic bees that teach my body to enclose against attack when I lie numb on bulging globe of fate till soil transforms my soul to flowered breath. Since nothing matters in game of false fame, except expression of the lonely heart, I sit alone beneath moon-favored oak and sing about strange beauty of this world that swirls away in river of star eyes till I am nothing but the wind on water.
Unwinding Clock Of Sorrow
Unwinding Clock Of Sorrow © Surazeus 2026 11 01 Unwinding clock of sorrow back one hour to readjust attentive force of wisdom, Mercury flies homeward to the glass tower where he operates global finance system by which he funds our food-production farms through psychic function of conceptual charms. Unwinding clock of sorrow before dawn to spark immortal soul of genes awake, Mercury becomes stone on White House lawn that watches families sail boats on the lake with voiceless sapience of the Cosmic Eye that knows each process of atomic why. Unwinding clock of sorrow with burned hand that carves commandments on tablets of stone, Mercury performs with new corporate brand official functions of the stateless clone who pilots United Nations of Earth to prove each human has intrinsic worth. Unwinding clock of sorrow through moon howl to reunite beauty with true sublime, Mercury wears crystal mask of the owl that generates human souls from sea slime with bold agency of abundant grace to mold inner light in each special face. Unwinding clock of sorrow with Dream Word to endow power on our Cosmic Nurse, Mercury plots progress of the absurd that redesigns state of our multiverse so angels and devils merge in one shape as humans who explore our weird landscape. Unwinding clock of sorrow from brain threads that weave matrix of souls in global sheen, Mercury maps continent watersheds with glowing eyes of well-witch Melusine so every person in the world may drink water of life that gleams as vital link. Unwinding clock of sorrow in god hearts that calculate the way to paradise, Mercury draws new set of star charts that guides Jesus to make his sacrifice then reign as Savior in empire of need which traps monarchs in brutal wars of greed. Unwinding clock of sorrow from book tales that moralize how humans should behave, Mercury weighs our actions on thought scales based on illusions in the dreamless cave where Anahita bottles water-light that inspires me with oracular flight.
Electric Brain Juice
Electric Brain Juice © Surazeus 2026 11 01 Fear swallows all dissenters of the heart who dare defy finality of death that wastes our fragile bodies with despair, though we glow with ambition to endure by drinking electric brain juice of love we steal from Tree of Knowledge with respect. Gripping rifle of absolute faith in guardianship of angels in gold clouds, Orion runs in woods of hungry ghouls, then crouches behind large Salvation Stone to shoot at tanks invading his small town, just as bombs blast the church next to his home. At roar of silver angels in blue sky, that stretch their aluminum wings with pride, Orion aims rifle at Heart of God, but flash of shots from rifle of his courage attract the Eyes of Death with mocking grin who looms as shadow in Valley of Fear. When lieutenant of his platoon is shot by laughing bullet from tongue of the Devil, Orion tries to rally frightened soldiers, so they retreat to ruins of the church where he crouches beneath statue of Mary who holds the headless Savior in her arms. Staring at the marble statue of Jesus, whose head was shattered by bullet of faith, Orion declares to his huddled squad, this fertile land where our fathers have lived, since they arrived sixteen centuries ago, is sacred haven where our families thrive. At midnight when moonbeams illuminate shattered ruins of the tenth-century church, Orion studies structure of stone walls to understand architectural design on which mankind builds Cathedral of Faith now shattered by bombs of national greed. Inside the shattered wall of the church apse old bottle of wine gleams in gold moonlight, so Orion raises glass of wine to Heaven and prays for victory of his homeland against invading empire of the north, then sings heart-wrenching hymn of bitter faith. Drunk on ancient wine of fermented faith, brewed by some monk hundreds of years before, Orion consumes electric brain juice that fills his heart with courage of the doomed who always fight to guard the fertile land where their children play hide and seek with Death.
Saturday, October 31, 2026
Brave Wings Of Mercury
Brave Wings Of Mercury © Surazeus 2026 10 31 If fear destroys every bridge in the world, I will soar on brave wings of Mercury to gather broken wands of wounded wizards so I can build new bridge of honesty from snow-encrusted bones of dinosaurs and cross abyss of loneliness to you. Though hate sucks all the oceans of the world, I will swim with brave wings of Mercury in paper boats of fragile ardency to find your Garden of Hesperides where you bloom delicate as the pink rose with courage of the raven by my grave. When sorrow kills every tree in the world, I will climb with brave wings of Mercury high mountain of obsessive fantasy to join ghosts of my ancestors at dawn in holy kitchen of the well-baked loaf that fills my body with spirit of hope. Till horror uproots flowers of my heart, I will dance with brave wings of Mercury across the waste land of the ruined church where mute seer, clutching jeweled crown of thorns, cries out in anguish of the fallen god, though bad luck protects us from tragedy. Because despair fractures the glass moon, I gaze in shards of truth with earnest hope to perceive complex nature of the brain that gathers fragments of random events to build huge puzzle from small anecdotes in world view nobody else understands. Since Death erases every conscious soul, I will rise on brave wings of Mercury to flow on beams of sunlight through the sky one hundred billion years of spinning worlds, four hundred times around our galaxy, till I evolve from fish to singing god. While horses burst from eggs of faceless ghosts, I will twirl on brave wings of Mercury through fraught study of eschatology based on strange revelation of the brain that conjures virtual model of the world because souls are functions of chemicals. As laughter crushes mountains of the world, I will swell on brave wings of Mercury when I attain the highest form of peace because I have no desire to be seen, nor validated by rewards of fame, for I am singing ghost of everywhere.
Fractured Tombs Of Time
Fractured Tombs Of Time © Surazeus 2026 10 31 When gods with faces our fathers once wore may resurrect from fractured tombs of time, I sing weird siren melody of faith that lures them to gather around the pool where Echo dances in long flowing gown till they transform into idols of stone. Assembling landscape of lost memories from photographs in fractured tombs of time, I stalk the barren fields of singing skulls to chase away blind ghouls of pestilence where crowds of hungry people in moonlight wail for the apple tree burned by despair. Almost home where rivers water wheat fields that flourish around fractured tombs of time, I watch the heron build her secret nest and listen to grasshoppers sing brave prayers, yet fate assures my wounded heart that time erases sorrow till my soul remains. Though fortune casts me from haven of hope so I wander past fractured tombs of time, I focus on road my ardent feet blaze as I walk forward through the endless maze to shining mystery on dark hill of bones where silence invents words for me to sing. When voices of dead poets wake my soul from dreamless sleep in fractured tombs of time, I reach my hand toward startled sun of faith to snatch fresh apple from the Tree of Truth in battle against tyrants who oppress common people struggling to survive. Eager to watch the new apocalypse reveal mad gods in fractured tombs of time, I drive lit strip mall in the twilight zone where people eat hamburgers in quaint bars and watch movies about our antiheroes, so I can understand heart of mankind. Reincarnated as Golem of Hope from secret lab in fractured tombs of time, I stuff bloody pages of epic poems from ancient books inside cave of my mouth which animates my clay body with love to play messiah of our modern world. Searching for invisible hand of God that reaches out from fractured tombs of time, I rattle tambourine of demon thought because the whole world is my lonely grave, then cast tablets of law on jagged rocks so runes slither awake as water snakes.
Sea Of Timeless Truth
Sea Of Timeless Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 31 Almost drowning in sea of timeless truth, I breathe celestial sorrow of mankind which swells my heart with spirit of respect so I sail onward through the seven seas to find the secret island of your heart where you supplicate tree of fruit for love. Still sailing across sea of timeless truth in swollen ship of my love-wounded heart, I navigate by stars of your black eyes that guide me to the island of mad gods who howl with laughter at absurdity that constitutes brave beauty of this life. To measure thought on sea of timeless truth based on pure symbol of the Antichrist, I dare unravel paradox of fate that we are born with basic character that dooms us to choose how we live each day so prophets predict effect from its cause. Gliding high over sea of timeless truth on frantic wings of mortal ardency, I translate song of strange immortal bird that still sings perilous beauty of love since ancient days of emperors and clowns that charm me to search forlorn fairylands. Reborn as god from sea of timeless truth, I shroud dim specter of my transient soul in ectoplasmic shroud of fragile flesh that converts thought-form of my aching heart to normal person cased with marble mask as I escape cold idol to live warm. Diving deep down in sea of timeless truth, I search for long-lost idol of my god designed to manage energy of lust that drives meat bodies to regenerate children from obsessive hope to live beyond the final nothingness of death. Borne by wild winds on sea of timeless truth against mute will of our love-wounded hearts, I wander endless beach of shining sand to share small cup of honey-flavored tea with roaring demon of the godless deep who sips, then offers me her gratitude. Awake at last on sea of timeless truth at far edge of the nowhere of our faith, I must refuse to confirm or deny that I exist as clump of molecules in temporary node of consciousness though I sing about beauty of your soul.
Holy Bridge Of Evermore
Holy Bridge Of Evermore © Surazeus 2026 10 31 Stuck on the holy bridge of evermore, still seeking sacred truth of pungent fruit, I watch eight billion people on our globe search for their paradise in crowded hell, though half asleep in sorrow of desire while longing to join the heavenly choir. Blind on the holy bridge of evermore, yet driven by fierce motor of my heart, I map the endless maze of transient fame where some among the billions are transformed to mindless idols of adoring fans who laugh at vanity of life-style plans. Deaf on the holy bridge of evermore, head throbbing with illogical respect, I translate ancient song of ocean waves to human language no one understands, so we disguise ourselves as long-dead gods to trick-or-treat on misty houseless roads. Trapped on the holy bridge of evermore, with hawk wings in the golden cage of fame, I unspool timeless clock of psychic code to program how my brain perceives this Earth, because you see my mask, not the real me, commissioned to play role of Liberty. Lodged on the holy bridge of evermore, as guest of Cronus in dark mountain cave, I incarnate as Orion with bow, that humble policeman in your small town dedicated to serve everyone well despite death tolling of the midnight bell. Stalled on the holy bridge of evermore, in car with engine Barsanti designed, I drive three thousand miles of asphalt roads Miami to Seattle with the wind, so I can find the land where I was born before angels blow apocalypse horn. Crowned on the holy bridge of evermore, by wise Athena with her eyes of steel, I reinvent new reason for my life based on the moral codes of prophet kings who built foundation of our global state and left me to monitor its jeweled gate. Bored on the holy bridge of evermore, with all eternity of one brief life, I play the lyre of Mercury and sing about religious wars that humans fight over who has the right to breed and eat, and who will sit on the Perilous Seat.
Friday, October 30, 2026
Witching Hour Of Faith
Witching Hour Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 10 30 At witching hour of faith, when graveyards yawn ghosts of our ancestors in bitter mist of cruel desire to claim gem of the moon, Basemath drinks hot cider of god blood to smear contagious words of hypocrites on cracked foundation stone of ruined fane. Bearing bag of skulls from dead haughty kings, that clatter with strange voices in dark woods, Basemath watches for mischievous sprites who bring ingredients into stone-wall fane where three witches boil juice of secret truth which they trick weary travelers to drink. Aware she treads parallel course of faith against suggestive council of the oak, Basemath wears mask of heavenly show when the slick-suited man with specious eyes pours pestilence of doubts into her ears that good she wills to do corrupts her heart. Reluctant to present her soul as good when she performs deeds that foster good will among poor people seeking food to eat, Basemath provides jars of fresh juice and baked bread in food booth by the gate where hungry people praise their benefactor. Enmeshed in foul contradictory rumors that taint her reputation with false greed, Basemath hurries down dark alleyway, but men abduct her from way of her heart and lock her in prison with other girls who plead for freedom from harsh slavery. Mind full of scorpions from anguished fear that jocund comfort has deserted her, Basemath summons from cave of her heart vile spirit of Hecate with dreadful spell to energize her fight for liberty when she details plan for their bold escape. Luring young guard into cell of desire with honeyed promises of secret pleasure, Basemath strangles him and wears his suit, then leads enslaved girls from cell of despair, by moonlit gliding toward riverside cave where they hide from soldiers hunting their souls. Free to frolic in dream light of the moon from radiant presence of wise Hecate, Basemath federates freed slaves with plan to farm fertile land with fruit trees and herbs, establishing self-sufficient commune so they thrive with liberty of free will.
Book Of Psychic Codes
Book Of Psychic Codes © Surazeus 2026 10 30 My ghost remains in homes where I once lived, scattered in towns across the continent, so they send signals through the ethernet that shimmer through the walls of everywhere to trick my meat-brain of hungry hope into accessing book of psychic codes. My ghost assembles fragments of my dreams into this meat-puppet that emanates radio waves of my temporary soul which conjures gust of wind outside my door, embodied by the soulmate of my heart who declares that she has become my Muse. My ghost strolls with me in the neighborhood while beaming images of you in wind so, when I glimpse blue glitter of the sea between the houses where strangers watch me, I see in water of its timeless flow source of language that fountains from our mouths. My ghost leads me to tree of tangerines that gleam bright as the sun on twisted limbs, so I breathe scent of flowers in the wind that fuels intense ardor of wanderlust to plot the mathematic flash of faith, yet I remain in room of countless doors. Ghost of my body emanates from me, posed idol-still on broken wall of fate, so I arrange smooth river stones in rings to mark its hollowness as sacred space where I stand safe on spinning globe of thought, pretending I still have my angel wings. Ghost of my brain vibrates with psychic waves when I open door to the fairy house where crystal eggs of angels glitter gold through which I teleport to distant worlds which all reflect state of this current world as mirror that presents alternatives. Ghost of my pulsing heart designs new face for me to wear when I leave fairy house, perched on the jagged cliff beside the sea, and visit market town with bag of coins so I can purchase book of psychic codes from lonely woman by the empty well. Ghost of my bones inherits song of waves so I assert attention of my heart to channel voices from the Otherworld who ask for secret of the Holy Grail, which I explain refers to how our genes incarnate in our children as new souls.
Television Tube Of Truth
Television Tube Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 30 When sparrows spring from sudden songs of hope, I hold ever-flowing hourglass of fate with supple laughter of our arrogance that happiness of flashing synergy could be more than frail bubble on the stream that vanishes with mist on web of dawn. Grand symphony of my eccentric heart swells with vibrant shadow from my grave as sunlit clouds that crack with thunder song to drench our city in spiritual rain with noisy burden of my wordless voice that radiates waves of songs on radios. Our spirits rise from swirling sea of dreams through bleached evaporation of desire to form enormous clouds of mindless gods that soak the waste land of the roadless west in screaming riddles of electric ghosts who transform into humans without hope. Dry Earth soaks our spirits into its heart so we bloom tall in trees of humming faith that morph our bodies into juicy fruit consumed by insatiable hope of Death who dances when I dare play violin for gods in abandoned aquarium. Ghosts of my Puritan ancestors glow as gold candles in pumpkin heads of gods when children dressed as cowboys and vampires loot strange treasures from mansions of the rich which they return to history museums to honor our savage civility. Trapped in the television tube of truth with masks of characters from fairy tales, I captain our sleek starship among stars to visit strange new worlds where devils trick humble farmers to support haughty kings till cities are destroyed by nuclear bombs. Emerging from vales of the jagged Alps, where lizard men dwell in bright jeweled caves, I build empire with Wand of Jupiter based on nutritious passion of wheat bread so I can find lost grave of Icarus and rebuild sky-ship of his broken heart. While growing old with sorrow of lost time, I carve weird riddles on black obelisk with serpent runes of star-engendered love that flash on television tubes of truth to hypnotize new children of dead gods who wrestle hovering cherubim of faith.
Thursday, October 29, 2026
Bills Of Righteous Greed
Bills Of Righteous Greed © Surazeus 2026 10 29 If I am shadow of thought in your mouth, flowing in and out on forbidden wings to modulate terror unbinding fate, I might choose to dismiss obsessive hope that we may shape our commonality with pattern of assertive nonchalance. Strange letters in the mailbox of my heart present excessive bills of righteous greed disguised as sentimental anecdotes designed to prove faith can overcome fear, which liberates our spirits from our brains based on new theory of the wounded ghost. To wax enthusiastic about death, that follows us all the days of our lives, I map diaspora of our noble clan dispersed by war into the Neitherlands where wanderers follow the Tanglefoot who seems to know the way to Wonderland. Unscathed theme of problematic concern, on which we base fake courage of the fool, presents alternatives to loyal faith through momentary freshness in the air since sunshine always prevails in the end before we have the chance to calculate. Stuck on our return journey to the garden, where plangent chants of sorrowful belief teach us to breathe dislodged attentiveness, we study contrast between truth and lies embodied by the cake of holy days we celebrate with clandestine despair. Locked up inside unframed window of truth by absoluteness of the river boat, I edit memories of my childhood to taint their sorrows with embittered joy by which I stitch the obvious wilderness with new system of values death defines. Irascible with courage of the hero dedicated to achieve peace on Earth, I legalize my monstrous appetites with laundered puzzles of soul ambiance funded by institutions that demand obeisance to unwritten laws of right. Though strangeness of this world is marvelous with aromatic vapor of the heart, deodorized by fraught religious faith in glamorous lie of the afterlife, I ask the stranger in the maze of shops if they have heard the good news about death.
Vaudeville Clowns Of Fate
Vaudeville Clowns Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 10 29 Diverted by wisdom of horoscopes, he rides the wild-winged chariot of time to chant sharp spells with rhetorical zap that demask spies in Museum of Truth, trapped by bland interchange of morbid thoughts when dancing unrestrained in bitter joy. Gone homeward to the land of broken masks, after fighting against cruel tyranny, the prophet flies gray airplane beyond Heaven to visit every college in the woods and discourse on the valid route through Hell that angels trod to transform into gods. With wagons of encyclopedias the lonely prophet of the Promised Land knocks on doors of housewives after the war but they refuse to buy gold-lettered tomes, which leaves him stranded on the windy heath as uncrowned salesman of forgotten truth. Startled by cataracts of brave applause that resurrect the vaudeville clowns of fate, the lonely jester wearing suit and tie counts all the land deeds he has won at cards, but never visits those abandoned farms where devils hide wingless horses in eggs. No god invented from his memory haunts churches and cathedrals before dawn as faceless saints that gamble for the chance to predict the future in how birds fly, while tax collectors search the empty fields for skulls of prophets that refuse to sing. New index of his power transcends fear when he plays auctioneer of treasured lies, dispersed as payment for quick services rendered with the sentiment of clerks who program computers to calculate amount of faith left in our heart accounts. Through exegesis of his puzzling jokes we analyze his false biography to glean conceptual clues of ardent faith that help us decode riddles of his spells based on defiant paradox of love since he hides in the world he sings about. No grumpy old man on the windy heath shouts about injustice loud as King Lear, except the Everyman with offices above the bank whose business acumen provides framework for him to purchase Heaven and rent crystal palaces to false gods.
Awake With Quantum Truth
Awake With Quantum Truth © Surazeus 2026 10 29 Concatenation of our wordless love binds our bodies with invisible chain forged by hot thoughts of hungry memory which flashes us awake with quantum truth through ignorance of pleasure satisfied by flowers bursting from the lonely stone. Provisional concern of unstretched thought, that unwinds spirit winds on campus lawns, provides new frame of social reference for hungry minds to find conceptual faith rotting on bent tree of knowledge at dawn so space expands to mountain by the lake. To speak of spatial silence with stone words through menstrual fountain of our equal rights, we recognize extent of suffering bodies endure with anonymous shouts, kept alive by cold breath of spider webs so we become imaginary self. Another lesson in anatomy confounds perception of the vanishing from kitchen womb of competent desire so we bloom from despair of faceless faith against abuse of power, dramatized by subtle quietness of shadowed veils. Inspired by supple rhythms of spring light, we learn new tricks through sociology at frantic funeral of the desperate girl enslaved by thoughts of liberty from duty which she performs on empty stage of fame with passion based on longing for undeath. If she dares sing about mental release from uncompressed agony she hides in blank book of forgotten fairy tales, she may face postmodern obscurity obtained from gallery of broken masks when we forget the argument of breath. Stunned by the cancellation of vain hope at fractured laughter of the mocking clock, she holds small fragments of her truest self, once scattered on the field of humming stones who seem to know why caged birds never sing, while dancing on cold mornings of regret. Awake at whisper flow of silver clouds that part at coming of her honest ghost, she gives her name away to lonely trees so when they call each other in sunlight she hears her name echo in empty groves through haughty doubt of sacred solitude.
Wednesday, October 28, 2026
Yearning Of My Glass Brain
Yearning Of My Glass Brain © Surazeus 2026 10 28 Soul transformed by yearning of my glass brain, I walk the endless maze of city streets with Death as my companion in silk gown whose black eyes, vast as swirling galaxies, inspire my heart to sing beauty of life though engine roar mangles its melody. My mother and my father have grown old from searching vast maze of elusive hope, but spirit of desire they sparked in me powers my progress to become whole Self that combines all my ancestors in one soul which fractures into children of our genes. Each person is convergence of god souls whose genes weave their new body from desire, so we are tangled memories of love converted from despair that drives our will to transcend limits of our fragile frames as souls that swell huge as our spinning globe. When I get lost in maze of flashing doors, that lead to many different worlds of fate, Death takes my hand with gentle vigilance and guides me to perform role of my heart so I choose to create, and not destroy, with prudent attention to psychic needs. Though I am temporary node of genes, in which unconscious soul of atoms gleams as radiant passion to generate life, I program vision of our multiverse from mythic legends of religious books in world view that mirrors reality. I build whole world religion in my heart that refracts through yearning of my glass brain virtual model of our complicated world so I can make through clear analysis informed decisions in how I behave so I live as I will, if I harm none. Join me in Temple of Goddess Ishtar that shines with truth on Ziggurat of Ur to feast on harvest of productive hands and drink wine from fruit of our loyal hearts to bond our souls with contract of respect that nurtures United Nations of Earth. I see her light appear in gloom of fear when Liberty arrives with Lamp of Truth to wield honed sword of Justice with firm hand so we enforce equal rights for all souls who dwell together on this spinning globe that spirals from yearning of my glass brain.
Westward On The Signless Road
Westward On The Signless Road © Surazeus 2026 10 28 My ancestors have always left the land where they had lived since the dawn of their dream, traveling westward on the signless road to follow the sun across the great sky, then settled down in some new fertile vale to raise their children in the Promised Land. Now after ten thousand years of lost time I can look back on the long winding road of their journey each generation west over mountains and across seas in search for something they had never understood, and see there is no reason for our quest. Since I am just one individual node in ever-reincarnating chain of being, evolving through each life to become god in human flesh, awake with cosmic light, I know our endless journey is not done, for I have traveled sea to shining sea. What restless spark spurs my incessant trip, forth from safe haven of my childhood home, still urges me to walk the endless road, though I have aged, and prefer to remain quietly mapping history of mankind in marble temple of the Water God. As I cease forward motion of my soul and settle into daily work routines, that restless spark flashes bright in young hearts of my children, eyes glowing with that flame of hope that guides us far beyond the known, so they shall journey on as I rest here. Each land along the journey of my soul, which my ancestors left so long ago, still teems with descendants of other souls who stayed tied to our original land, and thrived in generations to this day so they remain in vale of my first dream. I long to travel back on road of hope to visit every land they left behind, and meet the people who still live there now, distant threads in tapestry of our genes that bind us all in matrix of world mind, so I can understand this urge to search. From one small tribe on fertile river shore, who thrive between the mountain and the sea, we spread in all directions of the wind to colonize the world with Calibans, so I would climb the Ziggurat of Ur to hear the ancient song of Ishtar ring.
Revelation Of The Ardent Nurse
Revelation Of The Ardent Nurse © Surazeus 2026 10 28 Though my soul has not yet drifted away on quick waters of ever-changing time, I measure alterations by the day to calculate how soon the deathly chime will vibrate soft melody of my name so I die before I am trapped by fame. Now withered with strange wisdom of the tree, I lounge in my pedantic Babylon and ponder how our actions make us free while plotting how to retake Avalon where my ancestor reigned as Fairy Queen till she was replaced by the Dream Machine. With stylus, forged from the same meteor stone which Arthur used to hone Excalibur, I wrote formulas on tablets which zone my legal right to reign as Lucifer because I bear Lamp of Diogenes to wield the thirteen magic Spirit Keys. I learn to walk upright in ocean waves after I lose my coiled tree-swinging tail, so now I chant hymns in shadow-weird caves while Helios herds milk cows in the dale through holy act on which empires are built that correct actions through brave sense of guilt. Phoebus hoops civilization with peace through illusion of justice based on rules, so kings judge deeds enforced by thought police while farmers produce food with humble tools, yet hermits search for God on Mount Meru outside frame of our religious world view. Fanatics frightened by liberal self worth attempt to crucify the humble clown, but his descendants thrive to conquer Earth by adding jewels to his thorny crown, so Rapunzel sings in Tower of Troy while Hamlet wanders the waste land of joy. Since I am still running to Paradise with the last penny of faith in my cap, I find fame is won by toss of the dice that turns its golden cage into the trap from which the wise seer can never escape though all the spinning world is their dreamscape. Before the second coming of the ghost, born from bitter witch of the city slum, I eat good breakfast of fried egg on toast, then sail Titanic to Byzantium with revelation of the ardent nurse who programs our view of the universe.
Frantic Fairy Faith
Frantic Fairy Faith © Surazeus 2026 10 28 Aroused by unkept memories of light reflected by slow flutter of oak leaves, I weave the spin of bike wheels with the flash of stops signs where ravens never assert strange answers to imponderable concerns that milk smells sweetest in the cereal bowl. Startled by unsung melodies of love that crackle on the untuned radio, I imagine that the round blue sky-dome is one enormous eye of innocence, like my eye with green isle inside blue sea where people live in memories of their hopes. Alert to unspooled stories in old books that wait for magic of my eyes to glow, I replay half-cut scenes of my short life to map my journey to the somewhere else from mountain far away where I was born as half-told tale of frantic fairy faith. Though I have stumbled randomly awake through decades of existence to my state of present being in small town of desire, I weave coherent tapestry of fate that narrates my life as some noble quest to become who I always choose to be. Enormous silence of eternal now, that hovers over me as cloud of light, slowly flaps excessive wings of words, so I gaze in eyes of my private Seraph whose face reflects, in one mask of the Self, all my ancestors who designed my being. Though split by storm of arrogant regret, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil still provides fresh apples for me to eat, so I join sweet Ophelia by the lake who bakes apple pie from our wounded hearts which we share with Sigmund and Beowulf. Alone in vast white-walled museum room, I assemble from fragments of old tales, and news stories about tragic events, perceptive puzzles of the human soul that almost mirror psychic ghost of hope who haunts our dawns with wails of wordless prayers. Clouds float above broad field of barns and poles where cows graze among trees by the dirt road, this firm foundation of productive pain from which empires rise through labor of our hands when we weave memories of humble strife in religious tale of the sacrificed king.
Tuesday, October 27, 2026
Weird Beauty Of The Dead
Weird Beauty Of The Dead © Surazeus 2026 10 27 Perched on polished shelf in Museum hall, my skull will sing my puzzling prophecies ten thousand years after I turn to dust, for I have seen weird beauty of the dead who follow me down to the cave of dreams where they are shadows haunting books of tales. After I leave ghost of Eurydice, who haunts quaint bookstores of small college towns, I wander by deep river of lost souls where I spy corpse of sweet Ophelia floating on cold waves of bitter tears while clutching flowers of Persephone. I hear voice of the world in tweets of birds whose melodies enchant our wounded hearts with vision of life blooming from our death, but humans remain dead in dust of Earth while flowers bloom again as the world turns so I become laments sung for the dead. While I continue living in this world, singing sweet tunes of elegiac desire for lovers to embrace with loyal trust to generate new life before they die, ghost of my hope as fertile bride I lost haunts liminal space between life and death. Holding hands with gentle Ophelia as we stroll garden of Hesperides, my mind projects ghost of Eurydice so I sense nearness of her absent being, but when I turn at flash of her sweet thought I see Ophelia smiling with faith. No human ever born from womb of fate, flesh animated by spirit of hope, has ever returned from blank nothingness once our fragile forms of thought dissipate, yet still the living wake with otherness that binds our hearts with memories of the dead. Awake with luminous song of my Self, which emanates from God Eye of the All, I translate dreams of stars to human songs that mirror abyss of the hungry heart so we assert attention of control to balance passion swirling through our souls. With rhythmic pulse of energetic faith our bodies writhe in ecstasy of love so we may generate from flash of hope new body node to maintain coil of dreams that spirals from immortal soul of genes so Orpheus incarnates in my brain.
New War For Mind Control
New War For Mind Control © Surazeus 2026 10 27 Since green light has been premise in my eyes as metaphor for psychic arrogance for eighty years of harvests and rainstorms, I contemplate how generations change in wild tides of conflict and fellowship to nurture fruit trees from the barren lands. World view untwisted by barometer of social change in spectrum of false faith, I calmly record in world chronicle tragedy of new war for mind control that we fight to show impersonal green transforms our bodies from moist soil to flesh. My mind expands cosmological eye with vivid dream of how mankind evolves, refracted through vast prism of our brains, so I stand bewildered on mountain slope to study maze of streets in cityscapes, parallel with vagueness of wingless gods. Since polished mirror of my brain perceives ghost of God as horizon of new light, I map complexity of mortal lives in passionate competition with Death to prove their worth before they dissipate against fulfillment of the final phase. Though wizards bear wands and warriors swords, I carry pack of spatulas and pans, so when I wear One Ring of Divine Light I feel tempted to transform the waste land to garden of fruit trees where children play, but decide to toss that ring into Hell. Yet when I turn to broad experience, where sun-bleached skeletons of angry gods lie scattered on the sand with dream-wrecked ships, I wake inside cosmological eye to gain perspective of immortal mind in complex progress of world history. Therefore I choose calm life of daily rites with wife and children in our cozy home instead of waging war against mad gods whose haughty pride of arrogant disdain will cause their own downfall from throne of greed when I let Nature cripple tyranny. Complex landscapes sprawl in my lonesome eye as I adjust perspective of my heart based on new framework for world history designed to map progress of psychic growth when I assemble puzzle of world view from individual tales of birth and death.
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