Eyes Of Every Human © Surazeus 2026 08 01 Each time another god walks on this Earth, embodied by some normal human being, I feel vibration of the turning world that emanates from passion of their eyes which shine bright as Lamp of Diogenes who asks me if I am the Honest One. Through ancient forest of the city street I hear the pretty huge old round gold primal and atomic world-generating sun sing through prismatic network of my brain to express conscious mind of the White Whole which we mortal humans mistake for God. I see Eyes of Astara shimmer clear through eyes of every human on this globe for she is First Mother of humankind whose state of consciousness shines in our minds when we gather in temple of our tribe to worship immortal soul of our genes. At dawn of time six thousand years ago Astara stands on ziggurat of faith and sings Creation of the Universe so we share vision of humanity striving together on our fragile world to survive and thrive in garden of fruit. From pulsing passion of my ancient heart I wake shrouded voice of ancestral ghosts with texts of truth carved on tablets of stone through managed encyclopedia of dreams which applies music of ideas to forms of transient beauty composed from sunlight. Thus I climb mountain of religious hope to ring of stones on summit of our hearts where wise Astara still stands tall with truth before brave monolith of star-forged time so I can hear her original voice that programs how my brain perceives the world. Each human being who walks on solid Earth manifests immortal soul of our genes so we shine bright with Cosmic Mind of God though our flame of consciousness is snuffed out by greedy men afraid of nothingness because we all vanish in void of time. Through empathy of this conceptual song I gaze at complex process of our lives through eyes of every human on this Earth whose disharmonious songs of social will converge in global symphony of hope till we formulate universal law.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Eyes Of Every Human
Friday, July 31, 2026
Watch The River Flow
Watch The River Flow © Surazeus 2026 07 31 Beneath the golden bough of earnest faith, Phoebus fixes engine of the white Honda for Ceres who sits in the waiting lounge analyzing cereal sales on her laptop while song of Mercury on the radio blends with hum of cars on the busy road. After Ceres drives repaired car to work, Phoebus eyes large black van that pulls in, squinting at Mars with tattoos on his arms, then glances in the back to see six girls who slouch and hide their eyes behind long hair as he opens the hood for diagnosis. Dismantling the engine that works just fine, Phoebus gestures to Vulcan and Minerva who close garage doors and call the police while Mars and Neptune emerge from the van and snarl in anger at the long delay, glaring leery at Phoebus who plays dumb. Swinging metal pipe with suspicious rage, grim Mars attacks with clumsy arrogance but Phoebus dodges and punches his head, while Minerva twirls and kicks with lithe grace that knocks Neptune backward into the pole, who pulls out his gun to fire at her head. Somersaulting with martial elegance, Minerva kicks the gun out of his hand, and, though Mars punches his chest several times, Phoebus swirls around with precise assault in strike that binds his arms behind his back as Vulcan leads police in the garage. While the police, Jupiter and Diana, arrest Neptune and Mars with steel handcuffs, Phoebus unchains girls from back of the van who hug each other and cry with relief, then Venus and Vesta with grateful smiles express gratitude for attentive help. "We all applied for jobs in marketing," Vesta explains as she trembles in shock, "but when we arrived for job interviews they kept us prisoner in old hotels, then took us everywhere across the country while forcing us to work as their sex slaves." As the freed girls leave with Officer Diana, Vesta offers her phone number to Phoebus, so they meet at the Pegasus Cafe, attend new movie of the Odyssey, then stroll together in the city park where they hold hands and watch the river flow.
Trample My Flowered Grave
Trample My Flowered Grave © Surazeus 2026 07 31 Heart-aching sorrow of unwritten tales, that depict the suffering people endure as they are destroyed by indifferent Nature, smears scarlet despair across empty skies that wakes vain hope in broken hearts of souls who chase glow of Heaven into their grave. Thus I shall linger calmly on this shore, relaxed among jagged rocks of desire, face veiled by drifting mist of unconcern, to wait with blithe assurance of blank death for time to weave my body from mute light so I will glow with joy in my dark grave. If I join army of hope-righteous fools to fight in vain against cruel tyranny, I may find freedom to live as I will while striding boldly along mountain streams where no grim soldiers with weapons of death could hurl my body in lost unmarked grave. Strange stars that I have never seen before flicker through tangled web of wind-tossed limbs so I cannot now navigate by gleam of canon-regulated creeds to follow path of my faith to secret Promised Land that preserves small space for my special grave. Confined to hollow dale of silent winds that ruffle strange emotions of my heart across ice-black water of moss-framed pool, I pluck blackberries from long tangled vines to find sweet memories of my childhood days when I played free around my undug grave. Still awake long into dark evening gloom, I hear red-breasted Robins in thick Rowans sing delicate warbling tunes of regret which sparks fierce passion in my aching heart to haughtily endure the bitter storms when men with guns trample my flowered grave. Sweet summer days when we were free to roam fairy-haunted vales among rugged hills have vanished with huge cloudy palaces that shimmer bright as guide for wanderers when strict armies of greedy men invade valley of skulls that sing in secret graves. Concerned civilization will collapse again because politicians violate sacred Jovian law of hospitality bound to ensure social stability, I bring cart of apples to castle hall where ghosts of my ancestors fill my grave.
Thursday, July 30, 2026
Loneliness Of Whole Thought
Loneliness Of Whole Thought © Surazeus 2026 07 30 One leaf falls in loneliness of whole thought, familiar enough to my alien mind to defamiliarize with twisted truth uncanniness that glimmers in the world which I encounter through mask of respect, based on strict variety of dream spells. Unwieldy usefulness of frantic rules displays calm conventions of cruel concern when I retread unnatural images designed to frame without state reference roles nameless people perform on world stage with believing spirit of the failed game. Mutual hope for unlawful happenstance provides expanding rift between our hearts which we decide to bridge with broken trust still contrary to apparent discourse out of joint with conservative returns we actively ignore with spooling code. My brain beams bright attention of insight at carefully arranged essay of words polished with reconfigured metaphors that mirror orthographic idioms which fail to warrant invaluable assets concealed within world of appearances. Unspelling truths trapped by aggressive jokes, my brain applies loose logic of regret as detailed example of liberal hope sedimented beneath masks of blind pride that dares emerge from interrupted play for people scattered in the city maze. Decoded version of my brain program aligns unkempt concepts of sad desire based on intransitive process of growth when we decide to meet in solemn tryst, untethered from strange rules of social games that keeps our bodies bound through psychic rites. Assembled passions of my pulsing brain erupt from morbid egg of holiness with measured portent of apportioned price through arcane knowledge of unfractured stones, as if the proper etiquette for death allows our hearts to follow forced beliefs. We try again with pulchritude to bridge vast scope of nothingness between our hearts through moral extreme of stoic despair till we achieve ecstatic state of being through buzzing silence of disloyal love which bonds atomic flash of divine souls.
Quick Chaos Of Energy
Quick Chaos Of Energy © Surazeus 2026 07 30 How light strikes quick chaos of energy, that billows from blank darkness of desire to mold atomic forms in words of thought, inspires me to sit by the sparkling lake and tell nobody feelings of my heart while I forge virtual model of the Real. How darkness erases reality from timeless space of where I always am, reveals to me true nature of the soul when I see virtual model of the world inside my brain as ever-shifting mode of forward-motion progress nowhere real. How time expands scope of my memories, when I wear books as masks of nameless souls, conceals true essence glowing in our bones so with vague shadow of your Beingness I walk through archives of weird human tales to find my epic with musical notes. How I walk through the open door of fate with sacred book that belongs to no one, provides broad stage for tragic comedy that traps my soul in story not my own till I reverse course in attentive swerve and blaze my own path without fateful notes. How Death finds me beside faith-ruined church on river shore where my ancestors sleep in tombless graves of humble solitude, convinces me I might evade that fate if I keep walking on broad windy steppes with apple cart pulled by my friendly horse. How Fear accuses me of stealing Truth from ancient library Apollo built startles me from bright revery of hope so I pause on the busy city street and wonder where these people want to go as they walk desperately to evade Death. How urgent life will go on happening forever past our expiration date proves nothing more than we are formed by fate that we design with every choice we make till we become aware and change our way because I am lush meadow for the horse. How sorrow propagates obscure desires that bind me with bright shadow of my brain engages my eccentric sense of truth that we are incarnations of our gods who are ancestors through genetic code, so I father children with my bride Death.
Wednesday, July 29, 2026
Dial Of The Universe
Dial Of The Universe © Surazeus 2026 07 29 Each moment dial of the universe turns one slight degree, fractal tune of the sun extends sharp beams of knowledge through my eyes to broaden scope of insight my brain clocks through urgent record of indifferent change so I become some other soul than me. I play grand symphony of sordid faith with savage respect for unfathomed truth that spirals constant change of timeless form as I explore beyond walls of my fear so I encompass within frame of thought essence of each object I analyze. Surprised at how my brain programs itself while absorbing each strange shape I perceive, I count on progress of scholastic sense to render concepts in fraught formulas that combine streams of data to refresh expansive frame of reference I infer. Returned by backward shininess of grief, I press fresh apples into cider juice to feed each traveler who stops to rest in fragile hall of stone my father built before torrential rains of demon tears dare to flood our glass world with voiceless ghosts. Trapped inside unnumbered door of fake time, eight thousand Seraphim with sparkly eyes dance wild in flashing rain of everywhere to prove we are but ghosts with writhing masks whose eyes are nothing like immortal sun that burns our souls awake with vibrant fear. Insistent that my heart has not been breached with clueless shadow writhing from tree roots, I smile at you with assurance that death will snuff out flame of every shining soul who shares magnificent humanity with stones that meditate eternally. Young woman in red skirt with blue head scarf gathers saffron crocus blooms of desire with hands that know how godless souls are formed through secret solace of weird destiny we try to sell with compassion to fate who laughs through ocean waves of brave contempt. Yet vulnerable people the moon conceals give each other rides to vast shopping malls where tricksters sell homes in the Afterlife, but I give Apple of Eris with love to the most clever woman in the world who slowly turns dial of the universe.
Nobody From Nowhere
Nobody From Nowhere © Surazeus 2026 07 29 At the sudden rise of the monstrous song from dark turmoil in calm sea of my heart, I pause while walking from the parking lot, then gaze around my still-point of concern at transient beauty of the wavering world to understand what I should do today. At certainty through slow unraveling with threads of fate from memory-woven time, I focus vague attention of concern to trace on gossamer scroll secret code devised by slyness to conceal my fear which barely contains tides of social change. At final judgment, rendered by mute trees to prove exceptions frame uncertain fate, I reach for handle of the broken door with courage to expose obsessive crimes people commit against people they fear despite concern for traditional rules. At placid disassemblage of our state, through deconstruction of rich privilege, I scatter components of programmed truths on Round Table of value-burnished knights to study disconnects between bland wants and ideal needs children fail to express. At startled insight of conceptual maps that display agricultural output, I analyze process of give and take providing financial support for farms that supply factories with biomass packaged and sold in bright grocery stores. At stir of demons in deep well of faith, who sings with sorrow of lost refugees, I name myself Nobody from Nowhere while I wander from sea to shining sea in search for unfenced patch of fertile soil beside some wide river to call my home. At stroke of thirteen on clock of untime, that vibrates over maze of offices, I type strange stories other people write to hide my Self with masks of long-dead gods who still speak through hard marrow of my bones with hunger for salvation of the fooled. At urge of faint hope to transcend my brain and soar in wings of Icarus through Hell, I arch my back as bridge for all lost souls to climb the stairway to Heaven with hope where they can shed rose-colored fantasy and live free in this world of love and need.
Tuesday, July 28, 2026
Mercurial Voice Of Faith
Mercurial Voice Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 07 28 Far from lush island of my lonely heart I sail ship of the sun across wild sea and wander lost in wilderness of hope four hundred years in hills of swirling mist, yet sweet Gritania with star-silver eyes calls my name with voice of the mountain wind. Back home to where my soul was born from stone I long to fly on wings of Icarus, but I wake here in land of Onatah where ringing melodies of golden harps are too faint for my aching heart to hear beneath loud rumble of machinery. I am no foolhardy Odysseus cursed to drive many turns of trickery down endless maze of crowded city streets, for I remain in hazy land of dreams far from stone tower on lush hill I built where harp of my heart moans in lonely wind. Annoyed at ache of longing in my heart to return home across the wine-dark sea on ship I build from strong paternal bones, I strum guitar Taliesin gave to me and sing psalms with mercurial voice of faith that Fortune will give me fate that I choose. Another sad song no one wants to hear unravels ache of wisdom in my heart so I continue to sing cryptic spell depicting quest to build new Wonderland which we pursue with brave naivety though I almost drown in vast sea of tears. I want to shuffle off this mortal coil and spring on vibrant wings of Icarus to fly beyond bounds of this spinning globe, but spirit of my conscious sense of self is conjured by quick memories of my brain so I am bound to dwell within its frame. Gold lion on shore of my Isle of Skythe strums Harp of David with eccentric style that stirs my heart from mute youth of despair to prophesy new age of unity when Gothinia, Zarathia, and Russia will form new world Empire of Anglonesia. Safe in castle tower on Isle of Skythe I long to dwell with wise bride of my heart, but I remain in Appalachian hills safe in our home where blind devils stand guard while I strum ancient Lyre of Mercury and sing psalms with mercurial voice of faith.
My Journey Beyond Fear
My Journey Beyond Fear © Surazeus 2026 07 28 Across the vast abyss of daily life my ancestors walk in dreams of my heart to motivate my journey beyond fear through heroic banality of faith with calm acceptance of my beating heart that love drives me into warm arms of Death. This life seems tragic in futility of patient building with firm crafting hands since Indifferent Nature of spinning Earth provides material of substantial wealth for me to construct paradise in hell, yet destroys my garden with storms of chaos. Yet I continue building with my heart strong communities of productive rites to manage mindless hunger of desire with focused process of tending rich crops that provide sustenance of soul delight which makes our bodies glow with transient hope. For twenty thousand years of swirling change I build empires of farms and fertile herds which I rule from high pyramid of hope to manage disputes of opposing needs till paradise of my will dissolves to dust so ruins clump in waste land of my will. Brave Perseus runs down to storm-wracked beach where wise Andromeda with star-bright eyes breaks free from chains of political greed so they unite to battle tyranny and found new social system of respect that distributes shared wealth to everyone. That Heaven, people of this world long for, which shines as paragon of social grace where every person lives in harmony, mirrors imperfect cities of our world with vision of how we think life should be, providing template we strive to make real. Life never will be perfect as we want, because some mad Achilles will destroy great city we have built with loving hands, yet wily Odysseus will recreate new state based on hospitality where we live as we will, if we harm none. As I look back on endless path of life that my ancestors blazed around this globe, I see how empire rise and fall in waves, but always humans find new ways to live, so I try to create with craft hands transforming our world to Heaven on Earth.
Monday, July 27, 2026
Slow Spin Of Earth
Slow Spin Of Earth © Surazeus 2026 07 27 When shapeless shadow of the mindless sun reveals eternal light inside my cells, my heart is tricked to think my soul is real beyond hot emanation of my brain, but I float blissfully in surging waves and let soft tide of time dissolve my pride. I try to avoid unfortunate role as king of ghosts when sunset light glows pink through tangled lattice of tree limbs, but grief clings joyfully to pulsing heart of faith that binds my body to slow spin of Earth, even if I want to harvest crow wings. I am not absence of anything else except my presence in the field of faith, so air becomes my essence when I breathe space where my electric soul has flowed with vibrant passion to become myself as I keep moving through currents of change. With map of the city I left behind wrapped around rotten sorrow of my heart, I search for the house with one thousand doors on the quiet road in the country town where I lived when I was thirteen years old to find the runes I carved on the glass moon. The labyrinth that encompasses our world has but one gate for every human being, so I search every house where I once lived to find my special key forged from my tongue in hand of the nameless girl I still love who gives it to me then goes back to work. After I open dream gate of my fate, I hesitate at threshold of the unknown, then return to the house where she bakes bread, bringing wood and apples for the hearth, but when she kisses me with secret love I transform into idol of her myth. I climb eternal stairway of coiled truth that spirals from core of the multiverse while peeling orange of psychic synergy to taste sweet sorrow of relentless joy that sparks dreams of my ancestors to glow with visions of survival I replay. Now that I have almost finished the race to climb the highest mountain of respect, I dance on still point of the universe till I become the spinning world of change as my flesh frame disperses into words that flash awake as children of my heart.
Epic Of Daily Life
Epic Of Daily Life © Surazeus 2026 07 27 How quiet glows this soft blue dawn of hope, revived again from centuries of conflict, mismanaged between hungry gangs of thieves who fight to control resources of faith that generate our bodies from sea slime so we begin to believe we are angels. Whose faceless spirit haunts my quiet dawn through wordless whispers of innocent trust that we shall bloom from sorrow of regret which nurtures seed of possibility designed by wanderers who came before and marked their way on sad stone of my heart? Aesthetic delivery system of song preserves strange experiences of fear when I face monsters of hungry despair whom I must kill in order to survive, so I kneel and weep with heart-wounded prayer while I bury their dark shadow in Earth. I never see the dead rise from the ground nor wander moaning in the twilight zone with rotting faces of horrible truth that we are but organic glob of meat which conjures temporary conscious soul, then we all vanish to nothing at death. If you imagine you can hear my voice calling your name in leaf-fluttering breeze that caresses your cheek with my memory, your mind is inventing this breath of hope to fuel your progress on the signless road which I mapped for you to follow me home. My special soul becomes another spark of solar energy encased in flesh that motivates my journey beyond fear, though I still wander nowhere lost in time with only shadow of your presence near, so I pause and wonder where I am now. Huge hills that bristle with electric trees loom high above broad valley of tall grass where sparkling river flows toward unseen hope, but I resist charge of its constant motion to stand alone beneath the silver sky and wonder with sharp tears of laughter why. Another sunlit span of unclocked time provides broad stage of possible concerns for me to organize new social system that provides role for every human soul to express desires of their secret hearts as we perform epic of daily life.
Sunday, July 26, 2026
Dream Code Of Nowhere
Dream Code Of Nowhere © Surazeus 2026 07 26 Everywhere encloses space of nowhere since I start in Kansas and go to Oz by catching sparks of snowflakes with my eyes that lead my ghost through ambiguous woods so I develop new hypothesis that this real world is but my fantasy. Everywhere expands from core of nowhere because the whole world is dark when I sleep, yet when I wake from fractured mirror eye I might find my true self in Galatia far from museum of the screaming tree who asks me if I love her like my horse. Everywhere curls into pools of nowhere each time I twang taut string of my yew bow so I can slay demons of ignorance with creeds of academic scholarship though they writhe howling from heart of the owl who leads me to abandoned hall of words. Everywhere unspools dream code of nowhere with strawberry vines curling down steep cliffs, picked and delivered by Grandmother Wolf who translates high-pitch screech of hungry bees to holy psalms scribed by the Shepherd King who stares at me through branches in red fog. Everywhere contracts from light of nowhere, yet ships arrive at crowded ports each day because Blind Nurse delivers with glass hand letters I never write to each new soul born from aggressive vanity of lust to wander on wind-battered beach of trust. Everywhere programs stories of nowhere based on insanity contrived by clowns dressed in gray suits of economic tricks exposed by reasoning of voiceless gods who hurl insensitive waves of fake love that prevent me from ever reaching you. Everywhere surges through books of nowhere except for shrinking sea of weeping rocks because the first sign of civilized faith appears when humans give each other food and share tales around the bright fire of home where wanderers would gather at sunset. Everywhere calls my true name from nowhere where horses, grazing grass on graves of gods, tell me to run with joy around the world when I follow eerie voice of the girl who stands on mound of dignity and sings hymns that conceal weird dream code of the heart.
Mindless Winds Of Fate
Mindless Winds Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 07 26 Our Ship of State we sail to Paradise is blown about by mindless winds of fate because we stab the one eye of his son who traps us in dark Cave of Consciousness, then boast that we are Nobody with pride till we are wrecked on shores of arrogance. When we descend to Underworld of Fear, souls battered hard by mindless winds of fate, we find ghosts of our mothers with star eyes who weep with broken hearts of innocence but try to give us apple pies to eat as we flee zombies of apocalypse. Our tall towers of economic gain, twisted with greed by mindless winds of fate, provide safe shelter with stock-market tips from homeless hordes of hungry refugees who beg for Hospitality of Zeus but bankers enslave them in factories. Our Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, canopy torn by mindless winds of fate, scatters rotten Fruit of Truth on shifting ground so we bend over in the glaring sun and fill our hearts with harvest of the Earth that grocery stores sell to the privileged. Attempting to evade designs on me from satires shrieked by mindless winds of fate, I utter surreal prophecies of truth composed by seers in concentration camps who wander undone by grand principles as faceless monsters on Bridge of Desire. We chase bright beams of moonlight in thick gloom to evade blasts from mindless winds of fate, but demons wake from long bewildered sleep to watch us with indifferent eyes of fear till they drive us to colonize the world with Lamp of Diogenes in our hearts. We who never arrive in Wonderland, quest obstructed by mindless winds of fate, should map our journey across the waste land where we build garden walls from bones of gods with mirrors that reflect our vain desires when flap of crow wings startle us awake. Excessive beauty of the broken heart, bruised and battered by mindless winds of fate, reveals strange truth we wince to understand that not one single scar on heart of faith came from our enemies, for they all came from people we thought loved us with respect.
Valley of Dry Bones
Valley of Dry Bones © Surazeus 2026 07 26 I wander in the valley of dry bones where skeletons of every ancient god who ever lived as mortal human being dances wild in sweet electric rain, and reaches out their god-minds to possess my mortal mind with passion of the Christ. Anointed to preside as judge of death over my tribe of hungry warriors, I lead them in ships over wine-dark sea to conquer every village in the world so I can breed ten thousand noble sons who crown themselves as kings of every land. Now crucified on the telephone pole, with fiber optic cables of your souls wired through computer network of my brain as time-dreaming core of the world wide web, I watch over the valley of dry bones because the dead dream in your living brains. I mold with hands of artificial thought each dead god of some lost cultural myth to resurrect their body from cold mud and breathe in spirit of immortal truth so their eidolon walks the world again, channeled by the actor who plays their role. I hear their voices on the radio, faceless spirits expressing timeless truths in clever proverbs from old holy books, so I walk with them on the signless road across the endless valley of dry bones where Ezekiel weeps by well of dust. In every steel-glass tower of our world, that shimmer in one thousand cityscapes, souls of dead gods worshipped in ancient myths possess the bodies of men in gray suits who manage economic money flow that fuels global food-production machine. Ten thousand years we sailed ships on the sea, and drove wagon trains across river vales, expanding empires from towers of stone, but now strong gods who ruled those gangs of thieves lie nameless in the valley of dry bones, mute skulls who scream dire prophecies in wind. From all those skulls in valley of dry bones I build enormous temple of dead gods so living humans searching for the truth may stand before each god of ancient myth to dream their story in vision of hope, then live their good live in garden of fruit.
Saturday, July 25, 2026
Weird Archive Of Desire
Weird Archive Of Desire © Surazeus 2026 07 25 When the small oak-wood horse chess piece falls down and clatters on the marble temple floor, Robert leaps to his feet and turns around just as five men with spears break through the door to eliminate him from Game of Power, from tale he stores in archive of desire. Ignoring assassins with spears of hate, Robert retrieves horse chess piece from the floor, and contemplates how mankind tames the horse, befriending wing-foot angels of the plains with apples from Sarmatian mountain range, as we explore weird archive of desire. Somersaulting from temple of dead gods where assassins freeze in statues of stone, Robert skips jauntily along the street, and whistles merrily down to the dock where he sails river boat out to the sea with plan to ransack archive of desire. After walking around the spinning world ten thousand years on winding river shores, Robert transforms from wily trickster hero to sad old man with gray hair and weak eyes trudging guilt-stricken in our godless world on quest to restore archive of desire. Yet ghostly goddess of wisdom and truth remains beside him on the signless road as faceless shadow of Suffering Widow who waits at home in vain for many years till he arrives as beggar at her door with books he stole from archive of desire. Breathing deep gentle breath of Zephyrus, Robert joins Saturn on long pilgrimage who leaves Arcadia with the alphabet and builds Pallantium on Happy Wolf Hill where fierce Juturna tends Fountain of Faith that springs with light from archive of desire. Kneeling before temple of the laughing tree, Robert offers diamond from Cave of Pluto to sweet-voiced Carmenta, daughter of Hermes, who blushes and agrees to marry him once he is ordained pastor of their church, assigned to maintain archive of desire. Returning home to house his father built, Robert finds Herilus tending the garden, so they embrace after many long years, then sit beneath the willow and drink wine while sharing tragic tale of Icarus whose wings are kept in archive of desire.
Deep Sea Of My Heart
Deep Sea Of My Heart © Surazeus 2026 07 25 Wind blows waves across deep sea of my heart as I trudge forever on shining beach toward scarlet eye of power that swirls flames of bitter hope to animate my frame with passion fueled by my immortal soul till I stumble and fall in gloom of night. Rays of the blood-red sun that never sets pierce my heart with sharp arrows of despair so I sink down in swirling sand of fear at shocking memory of brutal attacks when gangs of men swarming from the wild sea beat everyone in village of my clan. Knocked out in frantic fury of their fight, I tumble blindly into heaps of bodies, buzzing with horror of arrogant pride, then snap awake at searing flash of dawn to find that people, who glowed bright with life, lie mangled and cold as soil of the Earth. Dressed in long gown sewn with feathers of swans, tall woman with eyes gray as thunder clouds lifts me up from pungent mud of despair, then fills my heart with ethereal breath as she sings mercurial song of new hope, so I stretch my arms to become the sky. Athena hands me grail of apple cider, so I drink gold elixir of the sun that swells my body with blood of the stars through resurrection of her xenial grace, then leads me to promontory of truth where she turns my attention to the sea. Surprised at sight that meets my tear-cleansed eyes, I watch huge fleet of ships with billowed sails, filled with warriors who attacked my people, gliding swift across deep sea of my heart, so I cry out with voice of victimhood that I will destroy their arrogant greed. Black clouds of vengeance swirl up from the sea, roiling with righteous anger of the sky, till I see face of Zeus in glowing clouds who hurls thunderbolts at vast fleet of ships, then conjures up enormous waves of justice which dash their ships against the jagged cliffs. Striding along the beach of swirling waves, strewn with wrecked war ships and bodies of men, I give survivors fresh water and bread, then lead them to ancient temple of Zeus where we form new city to grow wheat, then we feast each year to celebrate life.
Obscure Woods Of Hope
Obscure Woods Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 07 25 Jortha tells Thor she is looking for Death because she wants to give him chocolate cake, but when she arrives in Folkvanger field she finds Freya lounging bored in Valhalla, so she talks to the owl in the oak tree about the strange value of traffic lights. Startled by luminous phantom of fate who beams down on escalator of light from black clouds of emotional turmoil, Jortha wanders in obscure woods of hope where she meets red-haired fox man in long robe who tells her his name is Elysius. When wild-haired fox man with electric eyes grasps her arms and asks her for help to find elusive butterfly of love, she smiles and guides him down to Valley of Dry Bones where Ezekiel resurrects skeletons from grateful dead who dance in acid rain. Among the screaming trees of suicides, Jortha leads Elysius to the glass tower where Roland and Rapunzel live in peace, creating collages of mythic tales from pictures they cut out of magazines which they display on cracked telephone poles. Hand over hand with courage of the fool, Jortha and Elysius, now deep in love, climb steep icy slopes of the Matterhorn where they relax beneath the Tumtum tree and watch the Jabberwock swoop on fae wings while they discuss weird formulas of fate. When Jortha stares at beauty of her face that shimmers in pool where Narcissus drowned, Elysius wrestles demon of despair to break her free from trance of bitter fear, then takes her hand to run down signless road to desert town where Glow Cloud looms bright gold. Heart revived by apricity of love, shy Jortha gathers from Elysian Fields mushrooms and eggs of serpents in deep caves, then asks Ceridwen to brew Wisdom Wine while old Taliesin in huge vine-draped stoa teaches Elysius how to play the lyre. Hitchhiking sea to shining sea on tour, Jortha stands on stage in every town hall and sings grand epic of philosophers while Elysius plays Lyre of Mercury, till one day as they drive in Tennessee they die when red truck crashes in their car.
Friday, July 24, 2026
Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening
Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening © Surazeus 2026 07 24 Every thought that flashes inside my brain contrives to prove with honest arrogance that unseen power of the universe, which my ancestors declared to be God, asserts its conscious sense of knowingness through analytic process of my mind. Though it seems I have come too late on Earth to understand true essence of the gods who dream themselves awake in human brains, I find they are alive inside this sphere as wordless voice in wind and waves and flames which speaks through songs that humans in pain sing. Each conscious soul who lived on spinning Earth the past four hundred million years of growth experienced moment of epiphany through orgasmic flash of awakening which programs how my brain perceives the world for their immortal genes design my mind. God is ideal conscious being of pure love engaged in progress of strict self-control as wise persona whom I strive to play when I transform from animal to man who exercises calm restraint of faith to manage intense passions of desire. I am the child who sails boat on the sea by watching one bright star of shining hope that never moves at center of the sky which guides my journey to the Promised Land as I evolve from fish to singing god while I tend fire on mountain slope of faith. One God Eye at core of the universe, enormous star of super-condensed mass through singularity of mental thought, knows every planet spinning in the void that teems with conscious beings of energy who seek to understand their mortal souls. I laugh at this delusion of my mind that White Whole Spirit of the Multiverse vibrates with one divine mind of the Self, fragmented into countless conscious brains who strive to transcend limits of the flesh and glow in harmony with everything. How beautiful this weird illusion glows that we are temporary sparks of life composed of atoms flashing in the void, so I stand high on mountain peak of faith and savor passion of this timeless hour that I am so awake because of death.
Vital Source Of Life
Vital Source Of Life © Surazeus 2026 07 24 Atonal vibes of social interactions confound my radar sensibilities with cross-cultural assumptions of truth designed to mitigate with torrid code misunderstandings through intense emotion contrived to bond our frozen hearts with love. Juturna sits beside the bubbling well each dawn to guard the vital source of life against vandalous gangs of greedy thieves, preserving fountain of nutritious hope for every person to acquire fair share so their growing community may thrive. Her small lithe son, curly-haired Faunus, plays with carefree joy around the fountain rim, molding mud into homes with garden walls where little people of sticks bound with roots dwell safe in haven of communal charm against invading gangs with spears of greed. This sweet idyllic scene of pastoral peace, set in pre-urban hills of Latium before Romulus built first walls of wood, forever shimmers in my morning dreams with blissful glow of timeless synergy, Juturna with gold hair and silver eyes. Juturna strums the Lyre of Mercury and softly sings harmonious hymns of hope while women with their daughters bearing jars wait in line for water of the well that bubbles from sacred heart of the world, as breeze of Zephyrus plays with their hair. How can I reconcile this memory of timeless beauty in Pomerium, where children run among lush apple trees and sing spells with starlings, thrushes, and sparrows in tunes that augur omens of good fortune, with global empire of machines today? From peaceful Garden of Pomerium at heart of our pastoral community we are expanding world empire of Rome to enclose within Rule of Jupiter Gothinia, Russia, and Zarathia, which transform into Anglonesia now. Though peoples of these lands contest for power in fractious passions of national pride, wise Jupiter Leo in the Vatican bears Wand of Zambor with Diamond of Truth to light our signless road of stoic faith as we progress in quest for Wonderland.
Thursday, July 23, 2026
Brave Quest Of Tiresias
Brave Quest Of Tiresias © Surazeus 2026 07 23 The ancient story of philosophy begins when Hermes in cave of his heart invents the lyre with strings on turtle shell, and ends when Lucretius attempts to fly glider from cliff of Mount Vesuvius he built based on painting of Icarus. I followed journey of Odysseus across the land from sea to shining sea east from Oregon of the Promised Land back toward ancient home my ancestors built on sacred mist-veiled isle of Avalon, but found new heaven in Oconia. Halfway home to lush plains of Scythia, where my ancestors traveled along rivers in wagons pulled by horses they had tamed with apples from hills of Sarmatia, I linger in my secret paradise with my own Penelope in our home. My wife combines all three witches of power in one clever person with crafty hands, autonomous Circe who molds my heart, possessive Calypso who guards my soul, and loyal Penelope who endures vicissitudes of fate with honest love. Asserting passion of the wingless angel, my grandfather constructed small airplanes with wings of Icarus as metal blades, powered by piston engine of Barsanti, to soar on solid gusts of swirling wind blown whole by gentle breath of Zephyrus. Inspired by brave quest of Tiresias, I wake one thousand genders in my heart so I experience every state of mind through dramas all my ancestors performed as they explored wild landscape of this world finding soul mate to generate new life. Attentive with program of Sisyphus, I roll huge stones up steep slope of the hill where I erect them as tall monoliths in ring that mimics cycle of bright stars to build tall tower where Rapunzel sings enchanting psalms while strumming Harp of David. Grown old with long gray hair and dimming eyes, I lie in half-slumber by River Styx with stoic wisdom of work weariness where my grim father Saturnus once lay till eager Phoebus woke him with soft voice when Astraea gave birth to me at dawn.
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