Obscure Woods Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 07 25 Jortha tells Thor she is looking for Death because she wants to give him chocolate cake, but when she arrives in Folkvanger field she finds Freya lounging bored in Valhalla, so she talks to the owl in the oak tree about the strange value of traffic lights. Startled by luminous phantom of fate who beams down on escalator of light from black clouds of emotional turmoil, Jortha wanders in obscure woods of hope where she meets red-haired fox man in long robe who tells her his name is Elysius. When wild-haired fox man with electric eyes grasps her arms and asks her for help to find elusive butterfly of love, she smiles and guides him down to Valley of Dry Bones where Ezekiel resurrects skeletons from grateful dead who dance in acid rain. Among the screaming trees of suicides, Jortha leads Elysius to the glass tower where Roland and Rapunzel live in peace, creating collages of mythic tales from pictures they cut out of magazines which they display on cracked telephone poles. Hand over hand with courage of the fool, Jortha and Elysius, now deep in love, climb steep icy slopes of the Matterhorn where they relax beneath the Tumtum tree and watch the Jabberwock swoop on fae wings while they discuss weird formulas of fate. When Jortha stares at beauty of her face that shimmers in pool where Narcissus drowned, Elysius wrestles demon of despair to break her free from trance of bitter fear, then takes her hand to run down signless road to desert town where Glow Cloud looms bright gold. Heart revived by apricity of love, shy Jortha gathers from Elysian Fields mushrooms and eggs of serpents in deep caves, then asks Ceridwen to brew Wisdom Wine while old Taliesin in huge vine-draped stoa teaches Elysius how to play the lyre. Hitchhiking sea to shining sea on tour, Jortha stands on stage in every town hall and sings grand epic of philosophers while Elysius plays Lyre of Mercury, till one day as they drive in Tennessee they die when red truck crashes in their car.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Saturday, July 25, 2026
Obscure Woods Of Hope
Friday, July 24, 2026
Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening
Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening © Surazeus 2026 07 24 Every thought that flashes inside my brain contrives to prove with honest arrogance that unseen power of the universe, which my ancestors declared to be God, asserts its conscious sense of knowingness through analytic process of my mind. Though it seems I have come too late on Earth to understand true essence of the gods who dream themselves awake in human brains, I find they are alive inside this sphere as wordless voice in wind and waves and flames which speaks through songs that humans in pain sing. Each conscious soul who lived on spinning Earth the past four hundred million years of growth experienced moment of epiphany through orgasmic flash of awakening which programs how my brain perceives the world for their immortal genes design my mind. God is ideal conscious being of pure love engaged in progress of strict self-control as wise persona whom I strive to play when I transform from animal to man who exercises calm restraint of faith to manage intense passions of desire. I am the child who sails boat on the sea by watching one bright star of shining hope that never moves at center of the sky which guides my journey to the Promised Land as I evolve from fish to singing god while I tend fire on mountain slope of faith. One God Eye at core of the universe, enormous star of super-condensed mass through singularity of mental thought, knows every planet spinning in the void that teems with conscious beings of energy who seek to understand their mortal souls. I laugh at this delusion of my mind that White Whole Spirit of the Multiverse vibrates with one divine mind of the Self, fragmented into countless conscious brains who strive to transcend limits of the flesh and glow in harmony with everything. How beautiful this weird illusion glows that we are temporary sparks of life composed of atoms flashing in the void, so I stand high on mountain peak of faith and savor passion of this timeless hour that I am so awake because of death.
Vital Source Of Life
Vital Source Of Life © Surazeus 2026 07 24 Atonal vibes of social interactions confound my radar sensibilities with cross-cultural assumptions of truth designed to mitigate with torrid code misunderstandings through intense emotion contrived to bond our frozen hearts with love. Juturna sits beside the bubbling well each dawn to guard the vital source of life against vandalous gangs of greedy thieves, preserving fountain of nutritious hope for every person to acquire fair share so their growing community may thrive. Her small lithe son, curly-haired Faunus, plays with carefree joy around the fountain rim, molding mud into homes with garden walls where little people of sticks bound with roots dwell safe in haven of communal charm against invading gangs with spears of greed. This sweet idyllic scene of pastoral peace, set in pre-urban hills of Latium before Romulus built first walls of wood, forever shimmers in my morning dreams with blissful glow of timeless synergy, Juturna with gold hair and silver eyes. Juturna strums the Lyre of Mercury and softly sings harmonious hymns of hope while women with their daughters bearing jars wait in line for water of the well that bubbles from sacred heart of the world, as breeze of Zephyrus plays with their hair. How can I reconcile this memory of timeless beauty in Pomerium, where children run among lush apple trees and sing spells with starlings, thrushes, and sparrows in tunes that augur omens of good fortune, with global empire of machines today? From peaceful Garden of Pomerium at heart of our pastoral community we are expanding world empire of Rome to enclose within Rule of Jupiter Gothinia, Russia, and Zarathia, which transform into Anglonesia now. Though peoples of these lands contest for power in fractious passions of national pride, wise Jupiter Leo in the Vatican bears Wand of Zambor with Diamond of Truth to light our signless road of stoic faith as we progress in quest for Wonderland.
Thursday, July 23, 2026
Brave Quest Of Tiresias
Brave Quest Of Tiresias © Surazeus 2026 07 23 The ancient story of philosophy begins when Hermes in cave of his heart invents the lyre with strings on turtle shell, and ends when Lucretius attempts to fly glider from cliff of Mount Vesuvius he built based on painting of Icarus. I followed journey of Odysseus across the land from sea to shining sea east from Oregon of the Promised Land back toward ancient home my ancestors built on sacred mist-veiled isle of Avalon, but found new heaven in Oconia. Halfway home to lush plains of Scythia, where my ancestors traveled along rivers in wagons pulled by horses they had tamed with apples from hills of Sarmatia, I linger in my secret paradise with my own Penelope in our home. My wife combines all three witches of power in one clever person with crafty hands, autonomous Circe who molds my heart, possessive Calypso who guards my soul, and loyal Penelope who endures vicissitudes of fate with honest love. Asserting passion of the wingless angel, my grandfather constructed small airplanes with wings of Icarus as metal blades, powered by piston engine of Barsanti, to soar on solid gusts of swirling wind blown whole by gentle breath of Zephyrus. Inspired by brave quest of Tiresias, I wake one thousand genders in my heart so I experience every state of mind through dramas all my ancestors performed as they explored wild landscape of this world finding soul mate to generate new life. Attentive with program of Sisyphus, I roll huge stones up steep slope of the hill where I erect them as tall monoliths in ring that mimics cycle of bright stars to build tall tower where Rapunzel sings enchanting psalms while strumming Harp of David. Grown old with long gray hair and dimming eyes, I lie in half-slumber by River Styx with stoic wisdom of work weariness where my grim father Saturnus once lay till eager Phoebus woke him with soft voice when Astraea gave birth to me at dawn.
Wake Soul Of The Savior
Wake Soul Of The Savior © Surazeus 2026 07 23 Across the jagged rocks of Mullach Mor I trudge toward rainbow of the silver sky at wind-borne cry of the Blind Falconer who laments anarchy loosed on the world, in search for revelation of the truth that Jesus himself will never return. Reborn through children of his star-eyed wife, brave Marya Magdalena, Mermaid Queen, who keeps them safe in cave of Mont Saint-Baume, Jesus incarnates in bodies of their offspring who wake Soul of the Savior in their hearts through sacred bloodline of the Holy Grail. Two thousand years descendants of his blood wear golden Crown of Thorns with jeweled eyes to reign from castle Tower of the Watch as guardian over people of the land who tend fruit orchards in Garden of Eden and wind-blown wheat in Fields of Elysium. Though Odysseus defies Host Law of Zeus by sacking Ilium with trick of the horse, then escapes island of the sorceress to reclaim his homeland from greedy thieves, Jesus lingers on Patmos Isle too long, plagued by visons of the Apocalypse. Raised on the lush River Ituna shore in Eden Valley of Cumbria Mountains, I learn to play the Lyre of Mercury from clever Taliesin, bold Gwynedd Bard, who gives me wine Mother Ceridwen brews which sparks Awen Glow on my radiant brow. Baptized in waters of Llyn Tegid Lake, I feel demonic energy of love beam in my eyes with bright serpentine faith when Dragon Teggie rises from dark waves and fills my heart with visions of mankind striving to evolve from Serpent to God. Far from deserted streets of Bethlehem, where Abram gave traveling angels bread, I stand on jagged peak of Mullach Mor to sing with serpent Voice of Prophecy about how all great empires rise and fall in ever-seething tides of social change. Another twenty centuries of dream may turn in endless cycles of desire for sons of Jesus to wear Crown of Thorns while wearing mask Odysseus threw away, so I become brave Lion of Respect who builds new nation with lost refugees.
Wednesday, July 22, 2026
Apple Trees Of Human Hearts
Apple Trees Of Human Hearts © Surazeus 2026 07 22 Some have called me the Complicated Man because I swerve from strict expected path through many twists and turns with just my wit by stumbling randomly down signless road forever nowhere to the Promised Land that shimmers gold as palace made of clouds. Wrath at injustice of tyrants and thieves has driven me through jeweled Gate of Hell with hope that I may purge my heart of hate and, fueled by love for every human soul, ascend Star Mountain to Temple of Truth where I play Lyre of Mercury and sing. As young man with my magic talisman, glass tablet eye-phone of the world wide web, aided by wise ancestor of my heart, I wield Slingshot of David to oppose brute tyrant who exploits the working man, then found world nation on equality. With Sword of Arthur I forge from the stone, and Bow of Odysseus I string with faith, I help Athena fight for Liberty so ever person living on this Earth may employ talents developed as skills to build global system of equal rights. Each day I work to map this complex world with tales on maps that record human deeds, I help construct virtual model of Earth to program digital twin of our world, yet one day Death in black carriage of fate will stop for me on Road of Anywhere. Though I never planned progress of my life, and wandered here and there on road of hope, chasing rainbows to meadow of mute ghosts, I have arrived at garden of my fate, having accomplished project of my heart composing Astarian Scriptures of truth. These scriptures I compose with honest joy detail new testament of my world view which I assemble in puzzle of life from every myth of every human tribe in one whole tale of failure and success through world faith of Astarianity. Now that I have translated song of waves to dream-encoded sentences of verse that faintly gleam with visions of my mind, I shall lie down by timeless Lake of Dreams so my bones become stones and my flesh soil from which sprout apple trees of human hearts.
Where Ravens Talk Of Fate
Where Ravens Talk Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 07 22 Too tired to understand why dark clouds cry, the girl who knows where crippled angels hide trudges slowly on dusty road of hope to gather berries from dream-tangled vines, but dodges gasping aside just in time to avoid the huge speeding pickup truck. Heart pounding from the psyche-jolting shock of almost getting slammed by metal grill, the girl who knows where lonely horses graze sobs hysterically while gasping for breath, then lies flat on soft grass behind dead oak and stares at clouds where no angels play harps. For some strange reason she remembers when her mother baked cinnamon apple pies while snow was swirling in sweet playful gusts of cold but friendly wind of starless night, so she pretends her mother is still home and did not disappear one summer dawn. After filling straw basket on her arm with blackberries, raspberries, and walnuts, the girl who knows where honest devils creep sits on the ground outside the market square to sell ten berries for one copper coin that glimmers with transcendent innocence. When she has earned twenty-four copper coins, stamped with the playful face of Mercury, the girl who knows where ravens talk of fate wanders crowded marketplace at sunset to find the thing her heart desires the most but that secret treasure eludes her eyes. Deciding to save the money she earned for flowered cloth to sew new winter dress, the girl who knows where fairies craft our dreams whistles as she skips to her forest cave, but three boys grab her arms and kiss her cheeks, then beat her as she struggles to break free. Scratching their faces with sharp fingernails and screeching in rage at their cruel attack, the girl who knows where dragons writhe in faith chases them when they steal her money bag, but falls to her knees by star-sparkling stream and cries to the sky that life is unfair. Heart-broken at the loss of hard-earned cash, the girl who knows where God sleeps in dark cave, stares at the television glowing blue while watching some old show in black and white about the girl and her swift flying horse who defeat criminals to save the world.
Tuesday, July 21, 2026
What You Leave Undone
What You Leave Undone © Surazeus 2026 07 21 You fix the hinges on the broken door to frame strange beauty of quiet sunlight through fraught ideology based on facts that measures consequence of mindless cause when you remember what you leave undone with deliberate grace of the figured sun. You leave your sorrows in the puzzle box on stretch of open country devils map with solid ambience of unclean thoughts constrained by brain-programming buzz of words defined by apparition of your soul that flaps as tattered star-flag on the pole. You offer whiskey to the zombie king who feeds three-headed dog of hungry hope fantastic dreams you discard in hot sand because you swagger on the desert road toward ghost town under burnished sky of dread that groans with bones of demons in your head. You stroll with ardent vigor of blind gods to play brave guardian angel of your Hell where blandished apparitions steal your cake with calm intensity of humble thieves who drive west to the last town of your heart where swift coyotes steal your fateful chart. You drive through dust storm of your vacant clock past humming fences of barbed-wire to steal torn cloak of death with tragic sense of greed by selling hope of paradise to fools who cling with faith of homeless refugees to Afterlife with holy apple trees. You kneel in pain by highway of despair as dreamless ghost to scrawl in swirling sand tale of your victimhood through suffering abuse from people who cannot see you as noble person worthy of respect, tricked to believe your soul will resurrect. You ask for how the Cosmic Architect, who drives your rusty truck of gratitude on long indifferent highway of the dead, could build grand temple from cracked skulls of gods to celebrate your life and death on Earth with solemn elegies of bitter mirth. You stare at mask of your immortal face reflected in mirror of Our World Mind, but you are stranger to your inner self who nurses wounds of guilt from your cruel deeds because you violate sacred rule of Zeus to welcome immigrants into your home.
Ocean Shore Of Nevertime
Ocean Shore Of Nevertime © Surazeus 2026 07 21 Alone on ocean shore of Nevertime, he waits for Lord of Heaven to return, aware of voices from eight billion souls expressing passion of their will to live, but no one comes from clouds of blazing fire except the mindless sun that rises bright. Strange visions of the undescribed sublime conceal in symbols secrets he would learn to understand how humans play their roles by force of will or predetermined fate, though all our hopes converge in global choir that shatters illusion of holy right. No longer frightened by wild swirl of time, that twists our bodies from humans to gods trapped in weird fairy tales no one reads, he finds bold stubbornness of humble faith as gleaming diamond jagged in his heart with pain that drives him to transcend his fate. Constrained by gravity of spinning Earth, that bolts our bodies to change-shifting ground, he listens at the broken door of hope for wild uncanny voices angels chime that knocks his body loose from womb of love to wander wordless by the humming lake. Beside somnolent lake of whispered lies, where iridescent ghosts of long-dead ghosts appear from cracked stones of philosophy, he swells his heart with breath of honesty to fill the timeless void of everywhere with lonely wisdom of contingent faith. Awake on sea-borne boat of travesty, he sails toward somewhere he thinks might be home, though childhood meadows vanish in stark mist, and gazes deep in waters of the sea where shadows of his fears lurk urgently as snakes in features of his changeless face. Bound by soaring mountains and depthless seas, he feels powerless strength of swirling waves obstruct his journey to the Promised Land though he attends to labor of the heart with divine passion of the star-eyed snake who seems to know his weirdest memories. He is the boatman on wild tides of change, alone who wields the oar of guiding truth, asserting progress through his ship of state past Scylla and Charybdis of despair, heart wounded with pain his harsh actions caused, till he kneels and weeps on Ithaka shore.
Monday, July 20, 2026
Zen Flash Of God-Eyes
Zen Flash Of God-Eyes © Surazeus 2026 07 20 Neglected horror of our fractured world conceals strange beauty of the human heart with legendary myths of noble gods who play with loyal men in games of chess till they realize gods they worship are fake, no more than mortal men wearing gold masks. Vast wilderness of roundness sprawls awake inside glass jar of honest arrogance, corrupt with greed for loyal followers who praise the brave influencer of truth with glowing accolades for noble deeds attacking hostile keepers of the gate. Thick mist of sorrow shrouds stone streets of faith where marble temple stands three thousand years as haven for lost homeless travelers to seek deep wisdom on blank walls of fate, grand hall long empty but for wind and rain that nurture trees where ancient gods once ruled. Entranced by silver essence of the lake, I seek bright Zen of vacant nothingness within the seething network of my brain to free my heart from taut bonds of desire that bind wings of my soul with hungry hope to understand true nature of the world. Immortal wisdom of my mortal being, programmed by gene-god of my dreaming brain, tricks me to seek salvation of the heart in temple floating on high glowing clouds where angel-ghosts of people I once knew play harps forever in harmonious peace. Quiet manifestation of great truth appears in flash of light before my eyes so I draw power down from swirling clouds to writhe in tangled verse of sentences that map our journey to the Promised Land among ten thousand peaks of glowing eyes. Zen flash of god-eyes in my aching heart still urges me to follow signless trails through endless hills composed of angel skulls where I rest weary body of my soul in tholos veiled by swirls of apple blooms to meditate on how clear water flows. Ethereal calm of timeless mountain vale inspires my heart with weird sublimity while I sip apple cider brewed at dawn to meditate on nothingness of life the swells my true self huge as thunder clouds so I will dissipate in swirls of rain.
Yet Flowers Still Blossom
Yet Flowers Still Blossom © Surazeus 2026 07 20 Men fight each other to control the land, forming gangs who design weapons of death to battle over valleys of deep lakes and kill each other over groves of trees, building great empires that collapse from greed, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men erect walls of stone carved from hard cliffs and stand guard at the gates of paradise where tyrants proclaim themselves God of Truth to keep people obedient to their will whom they exploit as slaves to garnish wealth, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men dig minerals from caves deep in hills, enslaving men convicted of dire crimes to slave as the dead in underworld mines, extracting gold and jewels from dark gloom so kings in palaces wear crowns of power, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men abduct beautiful women from homes, so other men gather armies of boys who battle many years at walls of power, killing heroes who defend their homeland for they go mad when their weak pride is bruised, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men build armies from young orphaned boys, training them in hard camps for many years till they become elite warriors of pride who follow god on horse of divine right to invade and colonize distant lands, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men fly airplanes in clouds where old gods hide and drop bombs on sprawling cities of homes to kill millions of people, young and old, who cry out for justice to empty skies where God of their Fathers sits on fake throne, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men connive and plot to attain state power then declare their divine right to rule all, proclaiming themselves gods in human form, but they all grow old to wither and die, so other men fight to grasp fallen crowns, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth. Men increase wealth with hard work of their hands to build safe home where their children grow strong who branch out to exploit treasure-rich lands, but Death always destroys body and soul so other people take the things we make, and yet flowers still blossom from the Earth.
Welcome To My Home
Welcome To My Home © Surazeus 2026 07 20 Dew drops on tips of grass at dawn gleam gold with eyes of angels who gaze in my soul with cosmic knowledge of the universe that knows the secret name of my Gene-God whose vision glows in network of my brain with divine consciousness of holy light. Toward marble building, built like a Greek temple as Athens federal savings and loan bank four years before I was born on this Earth, I stride at dawn from the parking garage to map water and sewer line networks that service every house in lush Oconia. Dream world of ancient social energy, created by sun spider of desire, shimmers as web of interactive nodes that link each person across our Great Land with electric lines on telephone poles as cyberspace that reflects our real world. While I want to conserve state of his world as it exists from centuries of work, I hope to develop through careful plans complex infrastructure of roads and buildings to better manage reproductive needs which secures safe space for humans to thrive. Outrage explodes in hearts of honest folk when greedy oligarchs in distant lands invade sovereign lands with gangs of armed boys who bomb buildings people built with their hands, and kill innocent people with blind hate so they can control treasures of rich hills. Bodies of families, parents and children, killed by bombs of swift planes and rumbling tanks, become the soil of Earth on which we walk to plant fruit trees in new Garden of Eden that flourishes from corpses of the dead where we gather to sing victorious hymns. Their tears gleam as dew drops on tips of grass where eyes of devils glare at me with hate so I craft Wand of Wisdom from fruit tree, pull Sword of Justice from meteor stone, and forge Rifle of Truth from polished steel, prepared to defend my land from invaders. Zeus tells me I should welcome to my home all travelers, pilgrims, and refugees as immigrants who seek new land to dwell safe from cruel tyrants in castles of power, so when Odysseus knocks at my door I share my feast to hear his journey tale.
Sunday, July 19, 2026
Fragile Boats Of Hope
Fragile Boats Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 07 19 The world river of life flows from my heart to fill abyss of fear with sea of love so we can sail our fragile boats of hope across the surging waves of honesty home from sacking towers of Ilium where trees of truth bloom from corpses of gods. The graceful goddess of my consciousness, who glides among fruit trees on the broad shore, stoops low to scoop with dipper of her heart memories humans relinquish in cold tears to quench her thirst for feelings we discard which swells her heart with love for every soul. The full moon floats in branches of tall trees, exposed to conscious gaze of my bruised heart while blazing with azure uncanniness as sacred treasure every human shares, while restless ocean waves of ancient hopes leave fragments of our dreams on silent beach. The psychic refuge of my broken dreams blurs pungent feeling from my stage of being so wordless thoughts of innocent desire ripple silver stipples across my mind as eyes through adequate obscurity because I suffer sea change in my heart. Because that is not what I mean at all, I might be missing whatever I am, so I declare with certainty of faith that I am nobody, and so are you, escaping one-eyed monster of despair, since now I am not what I am, I think. Incompetent to speak of who I am, alone in space of timeless solitude, I fashion new persona mask to wear so I become the person I would be, bold shadow slithering swift across the ground which measures fragile fullness of my being. Each moment I am real in flesh of time flares up as match of psychic energy transforming me from fish to singing god defined by whorl of flashing water flow that vibrates at thunderous crack of faith from storm cloud rumbling over mountain peaks. I rise from Stygian pool of wounded hearts when I compose coherent narrative from ensemble of social anecdotes, recording heroic deeds of dead men who programmed how our brains perceive the world as forms of atoms molded from ideas.
Gothic Armor Of My Heart
Gothic Armor Of My Heart © Surazeus 2026 07 19 Still alive on land ripe with certainties, I draw dividing line of innocence straight between reason and insanity so can I taste truth through infinity and stop where calm wind erases despair to convert guilt into hope without luck. Removing gothic armor of my heart, as grim prizefighter wounded by the word my grandmother speaks outside prophecy, I weed old Garden of Gethsemane where skulls of prophets sing without dream code that guides my way through epochs of world power. No shallow mercies of the castle court reveal source of iron in stringent caves where demons no longer haunt dreams of seers, so I design new theme for Wonderland that might attract the summer tourist crowd who love to watch Death judge the deeds of fools. Entranced by weird Saronic blue of time that shimmers on the timeless sea of truth, I wander somewhere in Arcadia beyond fictional framework of the map along the signless road of nowhere else to dwell in mountain temple of dead gods. Soft cries of owls in woods of harmony expose electric glow of urgency that leads us to small mountain pool of stars where Pythagoras counts infinity contained in measurement of simple words programmed as formulas we code from fear. Smoke from my humble hearth of fantasy towers in luminous ghost of respect so I stand small and frail on river shore engulfed by grand immensity of time that wraps my heart with ancient ardency, filled with conscious mind of divinity. Strange darkness of the boundless night contrives to swell my heart with love for the sublime that gleams with pristine beauty of our words when we exchange solemn vows of true love, then return to our tower of romance before lightning strike shatters our world view. Though sunlit demons of faith animate our fragile bodies with unholy chime, we explore uncanny vales of liberty in line with ultimatum of soul fate which calculates how far we have to go to build foundation of our global state.
Saturday, July 18, 2026
Taste Sorrow Of The Moon
Taste Sorrow Of The Moon © Surazeus 2026 07 18 If I stand outside in hot evening rain I can almost taste sorrow of the moon sweet as honey on peanut-buttered toast, but when gods of ancient societies arrive with tablets and bottles of wine, we dance all night to celebrate true love. I hear soft voice of sorrow in gray mist when young Theneva, pregnant with disgrace, arrives on boat of wisdom on my shore, so I give shelter to the wounded girl whose father hurled her from cliff of despair then cast her adrift on indifferent seas. How far across the swirling sea of hope must I sail bravely in frail ship of faith to find lost homeland of lush Ithaca where prim Penelope in ribboned gown weaves tapestry depicting noble deeds of warriors fighting for security. All questions about nature of this world have compiled code of wisdom in fraught verse recording ancient wisdom of wise fools who proffered answers about how things are, so I lounge mindlessly on my back porch, plucking rusty strings on my old guitar. Though Achilles, gone mad with grief of loss, destroyed the city full of families to rescue Helen from towers of love, Odysseus sailed against obsessive hate past obstacles of fear and bitter pride to restore the city where his wife rules. With baskets on arms of companionship, we gather strawberries, mushrooms, and eggs, along with lavender and eglantine, from sun-drenched meadows of sweet innocence, till we find Theneva wounded on grass, so we bear her to cave of healing care. Now that I know name of that faceless ghost who haunts my backyard after the sun sets, I translate voice of thunder in wild rain to analyze state of the human mind processing global conflicts with old myths that celebrate the hero who goes home. Though we seem lost in rugged hills of mist, wise Wotadinus raises wand of truth and calls our names so we may follow close attentive journey of his earnest quest to build safe home with walls of honest stone where sweet Theneva may tend apple trees.
No Face To Mask My Soul
No Face To Mask My Soul © Surazeus 2026 07 18 I sit down with the natural sight of gain, against simple tones of exploding trees eager for commitment, since my eyes move with twirling planets of lackluster faith, if wings of peaches flutter with the clock heavier than fake sorrow rendered mute. Discerned adjustment of extensive space between faces of strangers on the street too important to sell, with radiant smiles, sounds of silence through mediocrity, if thoughts stumble blind into broken doors locked against hungry refugees of war. Gentility confined to edge of cliffs, unaccountable to agents of truth, hangs by crude rotation without new pens to calculate how soon death comes for us, if distance entrances hearts of believers stuck on the train that will never arrive. Not for all the wine of anywhere else will I go to Heaven on the glass hill because I want to buy your love with pearls as sign of holy sentiment I feel, if love stops emerging from wounded hearts, for how blue the sky always seems to be. As body with no face to mask my soul I walk the invisible beach of faith without sand in the story with no plot except when I agree without good terms, if angels have no alabaster wings, to sail the sea without the boat of skulls. Though death infers logical sense of fear, I persist without intention to build new house that is no home on signless road despite how love should act beyond the phase, if fate adorns aversion with false hope, from which is born cause of obscurity. He says he sees my picture on the wall in railway station underneath the church where zombies worship vampire as their god who plays disc jockey on the radio, if we are amazed by obvious things, broadcasting revolution in hip code. Still shored against grim ruins of the past, that buzzes facts of history in my brain, I deign to anticipate, with sly jokes, collapse of our empire just before lunch, if we share power to operate fate, because the end of the world is postponed.
How Quiet Blueness Knows
How Quiet Blueness Knows © Surazeus 2026 07 18 With startled eyes on quivering twine of truth I cast my longing in vast sea of dreams but I catch nothing more than devil-gods who think they are brave rulers of the world, so I lurk in strange shadows of the mind to multiply my soul as wordless books. I walk on shifting sands of honesty to prove I know the secret name of God who floods parched land of hope with bitter tears where we drown laughing in sorrow we sold so we can buy gold castle of the clouds designed by children in library rooms. Awake on blackberry lane without fear, I gather fragments of ghosts from burned books to plaster them in beehive of delight, concerned for lesser platitude of light contained in boxes stacked with silent thought despite how quiet blueness knows our names. Because I open wide my quiet voice with long contrition of excessive hope, I blindly wander green fields of dismay in search for ordinary time alone because I need new battery for my heart to understand what strangers want to say. No road is straight enough to follow home, though they extend beyond hills of esteem with proverb I should overcome my fear for loss of people I try not to love because they disappear in swirling fog each time I call their name at stubborn dawn. Across bleak moorland to gray city streets I follow twisted signs of pulchritude on mission to repair bridge of disgrace with fractured concepts of seasonal wealth derived from sales of flowers to the dead before lamps flash while swinging in rain wind. Another harried age of our weird world returns with summer glow of hungry leaves refracting rainbow demons through our hearts so we hear spiders sing with ruthless love, undone by beauty of her maskless face without exception of uncertain truth. Through hedonistic wholeness we aspire to float on sprawling silence of god eyes, based on the stark indifference of grace that splits unsteady happiness with smiles while we walk endless trail of dire renown to channel typhoon winds with humble hymns.
Art Of Losing Things
Art Of Losing Things © Surazeus 2026 07 18 Almost unseen in the hot summer sun, the faceless ghost who haunts my large back yard watches me with ancient eyes of regret, but when I approach her in soundless glow of heatwaves shimmering over dry grass she vanishes into ache of my heart. Just as I almost forget she is real, she reappears from shadow of desire to show me tremendous fish of her heart that she caught from deep lake of innocence, speckled with lime rosettes of secret code, which pulses with rainbow of rented truth. With eyes that glare at long-dead stars of faith, she tells me I should master with intent the art of losing things I value most, so I spend hours searching for dream keys that I am sure I left beside the door, while she stares weeping at her broken watch. I write her story in my book of tales with golden blood of angels as my ink, but every morning when I look again the words have vanished into beams of light cast by the midday sun through web of limbs from trees that seem to understand her heart. Her life must be disaster of desire, strange drama never seen on stage of fame, because she walks along the winding flow of red Scamander River on the plain below the hill where towers of Ilium crumbled into words of lost epic poems. While I sip ginger tea on the back porch, idly plucking strings of my broken lyre, she grips my arm with weird beatific smile, and tells me this day when the tyrant falls is the most beautiful day of the year but tomorrow we must get back to work. Because I think I hear the forest elf whistle as she dances on moonlit grass, I feel my heart drawn taut as silver string that twangs with wordless voices of the land where star-eyed owls of Nowhere Land keep watch over ghost-crowded streets of paradise. Eyes half-closed against the bright summer sun, that shimmers gold in canopies of trees, I hear eerie song of the faceless ghost whose sweet mercurial voice of secret love reveals the presence of Athena near, because I am the sorrow of her tear.
Friday, July 17, 2026
Graves Of The Nameless Dead
Graves Of The Nameless Dead © Surazeus 2026 07 17 Awake in ghost-glow of the city maze that sprawls across vast plain of anguished wind where turgid swamps once festered amid palms, I walk along the endless lamplit roads past thousand churches with harsh clanging bells where frightened people pray to stick of wood. When I slouch despondently by the sea, the mad-eyed Fletcher from dark mountain woods points to the trembling topaz of his heart which I mistake to be the Evening Star, so I return to cave of humming ghosts where diamonds glow with light of the First Flash. Orpheus wanders with his broken lyre through choking shadows of the underworld because no faceless ghost with wavering voice follows his untuned melody of faith in vain attempt to escape numbing fear that we return to mute flame of our birth. I trust dire vision of Orpheus more than deceptive lie of the afterlife that Paulus preached by the tomb of Platon because our bodies cannot resurrect from organ-crushing nothingness of death, nor do our souls linger mute in dark Hell. Though I descend to grim Plutonian caves, where Orcus whips chained slaves to mine more gold, I find no spectral spirits of the dead for they are living men enslaved by greed who toil in Underworld where treasures bleed tears of despair from men who long to die. Two souls of immortal transciency meet in circle of firm flesh on jagged hill to weave taut threads of spirit-binding genes that sparks divine soul of immortal hope with words of truth unheard in human speech which flare forth flame of faith in dreaming eyes. Though stars that flicker with beautiful gleam burned out to lightless spheres of spinning gas millions of years ago in swirl of time, their rays of hope appear in our night skies with surge of blood-tides in our mortal hearts so we express our faith in solemn hymns. Orpheus strums the lyre of Mercury and sings about the lonely odyssey of wily men who learn through suffering to honor sacred pale of every home by offering shelter to lost refugees who build homes on graves of the nameless dead.
Weird Alphabet Code
Weird Alphabet Code © Surazeus 2026 07 17 Diurnal factor of the holy mind recalculates process of vital faith that resurrects from rancid vibrancy new state of mind based on theory of play through which my hungry heart recalibrates sacred path I blaze to avoid world fame. The multiverse represents all the worlds our brains can imagine as possible, but they all emanate through fantasy from this real universe in which we live, so we must see this world as it exists, messy confluence of willful desires. Strange wisdom of the rising sun requires focused attention of the filtered mind to assemble random facts about life in ever-shifting puzzle of half-truths as kaleidoscopic lens of desire through which we perceive what we want to see. Disguised as old woman in flower dress who has taught grade-school children forty years, Seraphus reveals weird alphabet code composing words in sentences of hope which frames reality of swirling atoms in mental paradigm of social truths. When I see white horse gallop on grass plain with gusts of wind that cause tall trees to swirl, I track how my brain processes this scene as linguistic function of formal ideas to signify objects with qualities that describe actions they perform in time. Though my brain places label on its form describing how the white horse swiftly runs, I note how static word fails to present swirling complexity of active life, yet focuses attention of my mind on how to visualize its vibe with verse. Quotidian process of analog thoughts weaves concepts in digital images through frantic analysis based on vibes that produce grand portrait of human brains tangled with random memories of pain which motivates our need to invent truth. Expansive scope of beautiful conceptions encloses complex forces in whole swirl framed by accelerating sphere of fate that generates our bodies from coiled genes powered by electric soul of the brain which animates our minds with flash of love.
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