Puzzle Of Disparate Truths © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Exquisite beauty of soft floating snow resurrects death in lush leaves on tall trees, assembling puzzle of disparate truths in mirror mask Nature wears to revive aching spirit of my heart with mute love so I long to walk with you in bright woods. Snow flakes supply sweet angel tears of light that nourish roots of fruit trees so they mold sunlight to cherries, apples, pears, and grapes which nurture human souls of transient flesh with clear immortal water from Blue Sky who blesses fields where wheat sprouts from our hearts. Annoyed that eggs she finds in underbrush crack in large basket she wove from tree twigs, Celta notes eggs gleam safe on tufts of grass so she tears handfuls from bounty of fate and pads its bottom with layer of softness that protects eggs she collects from getting cracked. Returning to kurgan mound by the lake, first built by grandfather of her grandfather, Celta slips behind thick veil of grape vines to enter chambered cairn where she dwells safe, hangs herbs above workbench of oak to dry, then boils eggs in copper pot in hot hearth. Hungry for fish roasted with herbs and oil, Celta carries pack with net and long pole to silver lake between pine-shrouded hills where she casts net to fill basket with fish, then digs mussels from slurping river muck as sparrows chirp in alders on the ridge. Stepping over stones to climb narrow trail, Celta pauses when she sees in large cave wild wolf man with long matted hair and beard who holds cracked turtle shell with two deer horns and sings strange anthem as he plucks gut strings in lamentation at heart-breaking loss. Reaching out his hand with gesture of trust, Wilkus offers her ride in river boat, so Celta sits on prow bench as he rows across bright lake lashed by sudden wind storm that causes her to fall against his chest and hold him tight as he strives for safe shore. Warm and dry together in chambered cairn, Wilkus and Celta consume roasted fish, drink spiced grape wine with relish of desire, share tragic tale of Tristan and Isolde, then kiss and make love on thick wolf-fur rug as butterfly flutters around their heads.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, April 12, 2026
Puzzle Of Disparate Truths
Now Unspoken Mirroring
Now Unspoken Mirroring © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Audacities of faithless innocence confuse transactions of honest exchange with enraptured lust from austerity that realigns resemblance we discharge through act of avoidance subtle as shouts caressing contours of absence we share. Elliptical words misexpress desire in tune with fierce emotional restraint that stalls deliverance of shocked release at passionate blast of erotic thoughts through warm compassion of the fallen heart seduced by hot metaphors of syntax. If I negotiate with casual fear to uncover judgement of wordless taste, against progression of the absolute, I might become subject to honesty, brutal with now unspoken mirroring that feels intimate at pause of the touch. Each turn of sudden sentences we share through struggle to convey new moral strands excludes our tendency to ramble far at penetration of the curious mind which intimates our fraught mortality at soft obstruction of respite from death. Siphoned by sorrow of bland nothingness, my shriveled heart sneers at bitter reproach contained by consoling voices of wind more provocative than sacred regret for essential disarray of fake psalms that smear sentiments of blood on dead grass. If essence of my self emerges clear from poisoned nimbus of untasted lips, I contemplate aggressive force of life that drives divergence of my fractured brain from viable range of accepted masks, forged by fantasy of family romance. Trapped in contemporary culture games, as model for psychic material contrived to mediate ranges of being, I extract facile conclusions from books torn by complex language of vanity with congenital need for solitude. Organized violence of mental spells through subtle encroachment of earnest play injects sharp charm in our zero-sum game involving innocent laughter at soft shock of nuclear flash tangential to life that focuses attention on desire.
Strangeness Of Reality
Strangeness Of Reality © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Entranced by strangeness of reality, I kneel in cathedral of burning light and contemplate significance of death since Nature is indifferent to me, till I feel swell from abyss of my heart immense divinity of nothingness. Annoyed by strangeness of reality, I measure magnitude of silent dark till I find patterns of normality in swirling chaos of atomic change that flashes glimmer of the knowing eye perceiving lucence of the gaseous soul. Inspired by strangeness of reality, I thread quick waves of particles in web designed to mimic puzzle of unknowns contained by figure of the conscious soul whose mind arranges colors into shapes then labels them with sentimental names. Insured by strangeness of reality, I purchase credible theology encoded in proverbs of social memes that arrange themselves as meaning in minds concerned with certainties of changeless truths unraveling our world view into myth. Surprised by strangeness of reality, I observe new sonic parameters contained by constant flashing entropy that might suggest strict rites of honesty along path of least resistance to find well of salvation in the frosted field. Disturbed by strangeness of reality, I conjure whimsical image of truth to practice metaphysics of respect for diaphanous mask my spirit wears when I play demiurge of spectral verse to mold virtual model of Earth from dreams. Observed by strangeness of reality, I confront weird mystery of otherness that pulses from black hole of everywhere in order to describe shadow of fate that proves unsolvable with formulas designed by seekers to map the Unmind. Compelled by strangeness of reality, I wander obscure wood of sylvan faith to understand nature of everything while lost in saccharine mist of desire, then meet you at the Pegasus Cafe to drink coffee and share spells we compose.
Hungry Crow Of Truth
Hungry Crow Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Erased by laughter of the waterfall, I wander to work at the grocery store where I stock shelves with cans of vegetables, then climb in dead oak tree by the highway and pretend I am the hungry crow of truth who solves math riddles of the eglantine. From my perch in the city park I see eight hippies sit in circle on the grass, wearing headbands with flowers in their hair, who sing hymn Where Have All the Flowers Gone with mercurial voices of revolution while bearded Jesus strums guitar of truth. While riding El Camino on glass highway across Mojave Desert in July, I hear that god Apollo and his friends have landed on bright mirror of the moon to visit God and his exotic cat who shows them how to run the universe. Extreme perfection gained by stealing rain inspires my heart to photograph the face that God wears as he plays the human race based on experience of the pioneers who earn their privilege through suffering that they endure while stealing pristine land. Old bearded preacher wearing long black cloak declares that God is energy of light that animates each atom through the void so everything we do by force of fate expresses will of God in how we act, but I insist I live through my own will. Potential portrait, that depicts my face as noble prototype of providence, hangs on museum wall of reverence that proves all my accomplishments of faith place me on pinnacle of social games as prominent goon of society. Revenue retrieved from fake bank accounts solidifies my power over truth when I employ strategic feints of faith sufficient to enhance my social clout enough that I play grand symbolic role as clown crucified by bureaucracy. Subjective standards of state moral laws require conditions supportive of faith taxed by grim priests with sharpened scythes of hope who sell synthetic prayers of rectitude contrived by honest therapist of hope who forges keys of wisdom from despair.
Saturday, April 11, 2026
Fruit Of Secret Truth
Fruit Of Secret Truth © Surazeus 2026 04 11 Bewildered by ghosts hiding in blank books, who beam voices of gods through window glass, I step outside numberless door of home and face busy world of ambitious pride that hides human suffering in sad songs sung by their tragic angels till they die. I find no more than shadows of our world writhing as serpentine ghosts in blank books to perform roles of long-dead characters who succeed or fail in finding soul mate to generate new life before they die who with Leander swim the lusty sea. Startled when divine apple tree of truth, which casts eerie shadow across our land, transforms into little girl with star eyes, I walk to town library after work to read about wind devils of the soul who become gods chronicled in old myths. Stripped of their language, homes, songs, and fruit trees, my ancestors sail across storm-wracked sea to invade and colonize paradise, transforming wilderness of mountain woods to gleaming towers of computer banks where Mercury plays the Wizard of Oz. Awake in dreams that flash across my mind, all my ancestors reperform their lives in endless loop of strange experiences which program how I interact with fate, tricked to believe my special consciousness will live forever in meme code of poems. Each drop of water sloshing on our globe has been ingested by organic beings four hundred million years of blooming growth, so this one drop of water in my heart has animated billions of bright brains with light that shimmers now in my own brain. I feel their souls vibrate inside my cells as seething ocean of spiritual ghosts who teach me secret of eternal life is how immortal soul of genes in me threads all my ancestors in my brain now that spools from First Mother of humankind. I ask Persephone to marry me so she gives me pomegranate to eat, then we hold hands and lounge beneath the stars where soul of everyone who ever lives twinkles blissfully at how we kiss and give each other fruit of secret truth.
Wise God We Elect
Wise God We Elect © Surazeus 2026 04 11 Startled by something unseen in the night, I exchange my face for the mask of light, then dance with carefree joy in the grove where wingless fairies of apple trees rove, but stop and ponder why men fight for power and who will marry princess in the tower. I value beauty of our empty world that spins in galaxy of stars unfurled with quaint anticipation that strange tune vibrates with passion of the writhing rune lithe as wise serpent in tall tree of fruit that flutters rainbow wings as I play lute. To stop blood-thirsty tyrant shooting bombs that shatter safe homes into boneless tombs Scheherazade recounts one thousand tales while strolling secretly on mountain trails, and then one more about the holocaust humans commit when paradise is lost. When massive vibration of human souls beams rainbow shimmer of intense love goals with effortless grace of perpetual prayer by chanting spells that unveil ghoul of fear, we reach out hands of generous respect to mold zeitgeist in wise god we elect. Electric phoenix ghost with crystal wings, that soars above our river vale of rings, expresses shrill uncanny song of hope that teaches me constructive ways to cope with our volatile time of social change where moral values shift weird angles strange. Astonished by world-spin of chemicals in matrix wound from waves of particles, I catalog all creatures who exist with sibylline code in dynamic list, encrypted by psychotic formulas through cosmic map of the Americas. Yet proxy actor who plays Lucifer insists that I perform as Jupiter in secret mission to guard paradise by coding social myths with viral price which redefines how brave heroic deeds vector calyx pattern of mental seeds. Though singers come and go in flow of time eternal song of true love humans mime will bloom again each season of the heart in harmony with notes on the dream chart composed with blood of angels on the scroll which I archive as duty of my role.
Blind Mother Sea
Blind Mother Sea © Surazeus 2026 04 11 When I crawl from womb of blind mother sea, with brain programmed to sing atomic tunes, I explore tricky landscape of our globe over three hundred eighty million years till I stand on highest mountain of faith and proclaim myself god in breathing flesh. Then timeless fortune mocks my haughty pride and trashes fantasy my brain designs with cruel indifference of mind-twisting fate that readjusts attention of my heart to balance passion with obsessive rites which I perform to evade strike of death. Through self-control of scientific verse I confirm my soul at flash of dire curse that tricks perception of my curious eyes with grand illusion based on human deeds when I restrain assertions of free will with laws designed to focus lust on truth. Trapped by conceptual creed of bitter faith, that bodies made of pulsing molecules will resurrect from death at word of light, I escape despair at surprise of truth that we will disappear to swirls of dust when our lithe lust-driven bodies decay. I return to shore of blind mother sea to hear again in hollow of my heart relentless melody of surging tides where I first learned to walk upright on legs of curious passion to map the whole world, but weep I am so far now from her song. We humans have now mapped our spinning globe, exploring every inch of her landscapes, fertile plains, lush woods, rugged hills, bleak deserts, and colonizing vales where rivers flow with forty eight thousand cities and towns connected in vast web of signless roads. Though I have dwelled on surface of the Earth three hundred eighty million years of hope, I dream the twenty million years before I spent deep in womb of the swirling sea, forever swimming toward pure Eye of Light whose voice still calls to fly beyond the sky. I stand on wall that Nehemiah built from bones of dragons carved in cubes of glass, and survey lands across our spinning globe where people gather around fires to sing while kings in towers play chess games of war over who controls the blind mother sea.
Calyx Of Conceptual Code
Calyx Of Conceptual Code © Surazeus 2026 04 11 More ardent than how crows explode from rocks are tangled thoughts of tainted misery that drive me to walk endless neighborhood of manufactured homes designed to hide wolf spirit that lurks in each human heart with passion to survive fake fantasy. Though beauty of this energetic world pulses too bright for my sponge brain to see, my eyes assert brave effort to perceive electric essence flushed with quirky light when I stroll asphalt streets past flowered yards to listen for gossip of crows in elms. Binding fierce rage with calm spell of the Way that swirls deep as ocean waves in my cells, I float entranced by sudden vernal smells proclaiming ancient song that Nature writes with scars on soft bodies of human ghosts who conceal divine souls with masks of pride. Though I never return to land of myth that pulses all around me with sunlight, I ask Eurydice if she will sing psalm of darkness that still keeps her alive thousands of years after she caught the snake and took it writhing in deep cave of dreams. Because Eurydice sings the same psalm that lead her to escape prison jewel mine, we today can follow glamor of hope that she exudes on stage of ecstasy to understand blood moon of soul rebirth as we replay her tale in church of faith. Though singers of old tales change every age, translating ancient dramas for new ways, strange music of humanity vibrates forever with each spin of Earth in space when immortal spirit wears our new face so Orpheus appears each eighty years. When we are young and restless with desire we wander endless roads of fantasy to design weird role of our destiny by carving our place in dream of our time, startled into wisdom by charming chime that Fortune rings to wake us from our dream. Now that I play role of my special state by wandering somewhere to evade my fate, I analyze fashion of my true self that blooms in calyx of conceptual code to understand strange nature of my being that causes my love-wounded heart to sing.
Friday, April 10, 2026
Wounded Heart Of Pity
Wounded Heart Of Pity © Surazeus 2026 04 10 Emergent spirit, composed of sea bells, bequeaths new embassy through hieroglyphs detailing circuit calm of quadrant coil on which I sail beyond contrived complaints to cherish supple calyx Earth explores through monody my shadow souls express. Fantastic rain of unearned legacy pummels fields of private loneliness with ancient disciplines of mutiny by which my wounded heart of pity knows urgent silence outlawry still absconds despite fierce oaths contrary friends express. Far outside chilly walls of crowded church I sing with larks of unharmonious truth, tongue bound by bell-rope knelling fractured homes since I still wander doomed cathedral lawn through ripe assertions of sad epitaphs carved on strange walls in spells wild ghosts express. Though I have heard from scattered tones of stars antiphonal psalms no angel dares sing, I push against tribunal words of light at broken intervals launched into clouds from which I tumble prostrate on stark hills, hived in tales my old father should express. Up terraced meanings, desperate children mold from visionary voice of instant truth, we score eccentric cognates trapped by hope, though flawed encroachments tangle mute despair flung from towers of revival we seek, recording messages devils express. Taut matrix of our story-woven hearts enshrines false heroes who once filled our eyes with grand illusions of commodious fate, unsealed by forest spirit who knows how showers cleanse our putrid souls of despair evoked by anthems our sorrows express. Fraught carillons in tombs of withered gods, veering against light of synoptic creeds, lures our attentive souls long motionless to navigate our labyrinthine lies through pulsing monoliths of ardency now vibrant with sweet visions fools express. Index of riddles, that inspire our quest to hear sibylline voices of calm lakes, beneath which demons writhe oblique to fate, reveals palladium heart that nurtures me with tearful humor of healing regret so I may translate proverbs gods express.
Specter Of Wisdom
Specter Of Wisdom © Surazeus 2026 04 10 When their eyes are unblinded by pure light that radiates from glamor of my spells, and they preach salvation through inner sight granted by perspective of cosmic truth applied through analysis of my verse, Specter of Wisdom will curse me with fame. If I unveil psychotic course of change that transforms world view with sharp keys so minds perceive atomic state of truth, designed by Ungod to spark songs of joy, Specter of Fame will rise from cosmic wells and bind my spirit with perplexing curse. While I sing esoteric spells of faith in clever riddles of weird parables that mirror complicated scenes of change, designed to misdirect avenging ghosts, so you evade poisonous curse of fear, Specter of Truth will guard our way past Hell. Though poised Evangelist afraid of Death distorts clear vision my spells indicate that we are conscious flames of verbal light who flare forth from first flash of fertile hope, Specter of Love will shield our transient souls till we evaporate at chime of faith. Till zombies worshipping their vampire god transfer affection of obsessive faith to complex portrait of ontology presenting deeper truths about this world which my insightful spells project as dreams, Specter of Prudence will guard me from Fame. Safe in veiled haven of secure respect from seductive disease of famished Pride, I chant empowering vision of the Force we channel through attentive mind of faith Specter of Justice programs in our hearts so I may die in peaceful solitude. So if I maintain balance of regard for natural effect of constructive cause with formulas that transform selfish greed to generous calm of communal work that binds our global state of just rewards, Specter of Pride will never curse my soul. When minds of loyal followers are cracked by shocking truths that sprout from seeds of faith, programmed by cosmic vision of this world that guides their quest to find the Promised Land, Specter of Wisdom will release my soul from stifling curse of sterilizing Fame.
Thursday, April 9, 2026
Machines Of Potent Words
Machines Of Potent Words © Surazeus 2026 04 09 Grim gargoyle shape of my expanding brain dodges succulent perfection of thirst through imperceptible questions he screams to imitate machines of potent words so we feel safe beside the lake of dreams where fish explain consecutive regrets. Since truth and beauty that our hearts desire are both illusions which our brains design, truth the real world we try to understand and beauty the dream world we would create, we walk together in stark field of flowers, inventing words to match what we perceive. Tenebrous beauty of the world we see sucks light of rainbows in vortex of gray so we mix flour and milk in bowl of hope to bake fresh bread that keeps our secret fears concealed in swelling loaf of urgent faith while nursing darkness of the spinless world. Rate of convection, when heat radiates, defends velocity of transient soul defined by wind chill factor of sweet words disguising curse of estimated flow when moving air disrupts my atmosphere though I breathe pure celestial dreams of love. We bundle fractured hearts with eglantine to stride with brave anxiety toward light illuminating maskless souls we mold from ringing bells that lure our seamless dance against continuous time through false doors to high-walled courtyard of lost paradise. Adjusting patient line of wounded souls through secret code of frantic telephones, we neither confirm nor deny concern for endless meditation angels play based on exoneration we must purchase to free our bodies from theology. Weird book in which I hide discarded tales floats faintly slow above my throbbing head to beam bewildered sentences of fate that stretch our bodies beyond bounds of hate so we glance casually at screaming ghost who offers faces of state suffering. Dazzled by hills of honest fortitude, I colonize my heart with twisted lust when I extract material wealth of words from hills that share lost treasures forged by light so we may dwell in tense peace of despair without care for indifference of Nature.
Voices Of Broken Hearts
Voices Of Broken Hearts © Surazeus 2026 04 09 If I should suppose that snow would destroy this world civilization that we built from twisted bones of dinosaurs and gods, then I should look out window of the house, where my cousin General Lee once stood, and contemplate new state of Liberty. My book of prophecies that no one reads may adumbrate no future ever seen, yet moon of sorrow deciphers my joke to mean that we are stuck in maze of myths with only glass of water to preview wild ocean that flows as blood in our veins. Though I cannot measure with tangled verse how far we have come down the signless road, I should empathize with telephone lines that listen to voices of broken hearts so much they weep icicle tears of hope that crash on the windshields of hungry cars. If I should try to understand your heart before it flies away on sparrow wings, my house may reshape cubicle of hope so time accommodates electric words that beam weird rainbow eyes of psychic truth to understand how water flows from thought. When my cousin John Brown raises his gun to free enslaved people from greed for gain, I shall join his crusade to set them free so we may beat brave drums of Liberty where oil rigs weep for death of Clementine whose eyes beam rays of moonlight in my heart. Though brittle colors of our state archives process our dreams as technicolor ghosts, we open gates for travelers of time who give white breezes of soul-pardoning to ancient Saturn with long beard of fate sprawled among exploding flowers of faith. Our misty island never changes shape though frantic ocean waves of bitterness attempt to reframe state ontology in ways that criminalize worshipped gods who travel to strange country of glass doors till we adjust how we view moral rules. Because I wish to be her follower, commissioned to guard her body from harm, I calculate new ways we measure truth to navigate geography of love, and dwell save in museum of respect where we translate voices of broken hearts.
Wednesday, April 8, 2026
Puzzle Of Spectral Souls
Puzzle Of Spectral Souls © Surazeus 2026 04 08 From shattered memories of all my past lives, which my ancestors lived millions of years, I assemble puzzle of spectral souls in mask and cape I wear to play my role as mad prophet on storm-wracked heath of fate to overthrow world emperor of greed. Surprised by joy after rebirth from pain of suffering through long dark night of the soul, I reconstruct puzzle of spectral souls by weaving scenes from ancient epic tales that compose new tale of heroic deeds when wise seer helps young boy kill tyrant king. Through careful analysis of close reading to comprehend tropes of my random life I deconstruct puzzle of spectral souls which unveils social machinery of myth that jesters use to manipulate minds when they crown themselves kings of angry tribes. Attentive to needs of my princess bride, who reincarnates my soul in our love child, I generate puzzle of spectral souls designed by immortal soul of our genes as we evolves four hundred million years from four-legged fish striving to play god. Based on honest principle of free will, that motivates my quest to become god, I conjugate atomic world-view globe which models planet spinning in the void that flares forth from first flash of the big bang through spiral of deified energy. To explore landscape of dramatic scenes, which my brave ancestors experienced, I navigate conceptual maze of myths where every great human in history stands frozen as idol of their grand deeds in signs that guide my way to Wonderland. Curious how neural net of our brains emanates temporary conscious soul, I analyze puzzle of spectral souls by how their actions cause effects of change that we record in chronicles of fate which we frame with each decision we make. Tangled in matrix of atomic souls that cast caliber of my character, I calculate puzzle of spectral souls through formulas of psychic paradigms to join world choir of angels singing poems about why life is brief but beautiful.
First Mountain Mother
First Mountain Mother © Surazeus 2026 04 08 Strange music echoes in vale of my heart, uncanny melody of timeless passion that swells from pulsing bodies of our souls, so I walk out in crowded streets of Roma where Gallae priests in long colorful robes dance wildly to celebrate Megalesia. Eyes flashing bright with timeless stars of truth, Magna Mater Cybele, Mountain Mother, rides throne inside four-wheeled bronze chariot with humble shepherd Attis at her side, so I approach and offer fruit of love which she accepts with bright seraphic smile. When Cybele presides on judgment throne with grand rite in Temple of Victory, my heart swells brave with joyful pride of faith that ancient spirit of her soul remains glowing strong in heart of America that urges us to build Heaven on Earth. Brave Aura, daughter of wise Artemis, filled with holy spirit of Dionysus, bore our first Mountain Mother Cybele by Star Lake on misty Mount Dindymus, who reigned as oracle at Pessinus in temple Midas built with hands of gold. When her descendant Ilus, son of Tros, built citadel of Troia with high walls, her Phrygian Spirit of noble courage flowed with Aeneas to the Seven Hills where Romulus built great city of Roma that shines from heart of Mother Cybele. From Star Lake on misty Mount Dindymus immortal spirit of Cybele springs to nourish her descendants with grand vision for ruling Heaven through organized rites so we confirm our soul with self-control when building empire of First Mountain Mother. From Pessinus to Troia, then to Roma, through Londinium and Vasintonia, grand spirit of Cybele sprouts again as Goddess of Justice and Liberty who guides our democratic way of life where all are equal in America. As we dance to celebrate Megalesia, and drink bitter-sweet wine of Dionysus, we honor soul of Mother Cybele who teaches us to transform pain to joy by generating life before we die since we accept that death will take us all.
Tuesday, April 7, 2026
Vampire Witch Of Hell
Vampire Witch Of Hell © Surazeus 2026 04 07 Persephone in white-lace wedding gown kneels among glowing cinders on the plain, bearing apple-shaped ruby in her hand that glows with pure ethereal flame of love, and chants soft spells from ancient Book of Truth so glowing gem becomes her beating heart. Orion on white horse of arrogance, that gallops on thundering hoofs of rage, aims sharp spear at heart of Persephone, intent on killing vampire witch of Hell who smirks and twirls on rainbow angel wings to shoot shower of needles at his eyes. Blinded by rays of divine cognizance, Orion screams as he tumbles on rocks, then crawls in agony of wounded pride till he sucks energy from tortured souls to swell enormous as dragon of hate and hurls jagged boulders at dainty girl. With casual gestures of nebulous faith, Persephone bats boulders with her hands, like milk cows swat flies with tails as they graze, then somersaults on flashing wings of fate while casting shining net of ice-moon rays that traps Orion in tangled emotions. Trembling in horror at vision of death that amplifies acerbic voice of fear, which fractures his coherent sense of self, Orion writhes in muscle-tensing strain through rigid agitation of despair that twists his body into feral beast. Gently touching head of the rope-bound hunter, Persephone whispers proverb of faith, "My fertile body of creative power is not your helpless puppet to control, so with strict spell of assertive respect I arrest your aggressive force of greed." Chanting spirit-rejuvenating spell, Persephone reprograms his world view to purge his toxic masculinity that cleanses his mind of animal lust which transforms wild beast into calm man who kneels before her with obedient heart. Persephone in white-lace wedding gown, followed by Orion with Spear of Truth as loyal guard who protects her from harm, ascends ziggurat to Temple of Justice where she presides as Goddess Liberty who maintains world empire with rule of law.
Fly And Live Free
Fly And Live Free © Surazeus 2026 04 07 Stepping up onto the stone balustrade in the high tower of ambitious hope, Icarus spreads wings in hard gusting wind that he constructed from feathers and bones, and pictures in his mind sweet Chrysanthis, daughter of Hecate and Helios. Closing his eyes to grand view of the world around high tower of ambitious hope, Icarus remembers the timeless hour he was strolling in garden of fruit trees when he first beheld graceful Chrysanthis dancing with tree nymphs at the festival. Breathing deep celestial wind of desire, Icarus grips wings with determined hope to fly beyond maze where Helios rules, who refused to allow wise Chrysanthis to marry lazy son of the craftsman, then leaps with faith into abyss of fear. Gripping broad wings he built from dragon bones, Icarus soars swift over maze of streets where thousands of people point to the sky and cry with awe to see the angel fly, then gasp when arrows Helios fires miss, as he aims for island across the sea. Reviewing plan he made with Chrysanthis, when they met in Dream Cave of Hecate to meet on island of the singing skull that recites prophecies of Orpheus so they can live free from cruel tyranny that Helios imposes on the land. Adjusting wings to balance frantic flight, Icarus growls from anguish of surprise when arrow of Helios strikes his leg, but his left wing cracks and heat melts the wax, causing him to spiral out of control till he crashes into the placid sea. Swimming toward electric light of regret, Icarus remembers last night they met, and how silver eyes of Chrysanthis glowed when they kissed and vowed to meet again soon, so vision of her face gives him new strength till he crawls from the sea and shouts with joy. "Let them believe I drowned in the sea in vain attempt to fly and live free," Icarus laughs as he stretches his soul when Chrysanthis leaps with joy in his arms, so they kiss with passion as the sun rises, then walk together to new garden home.
Monday, April 6, 2026
Chamber Of Lost Secrets
Chamber Of Lost Secrets © Surazeus 2026 04 06 Stuck in chamber of lost secrets all day, I map confusing maze of ancient myths that chronicle history of human games we play in theater of the absurd over who reigns as God till we all die, then our children replay contest for power. Lost in chamber of lost secrets with you, I study masks of long-unworshipped gods to understand weird spirit of each age reflected in soul of some mortal man they chose to play deity of their tribe in holy mission to conquer the world. Blind in chamber of lost secrets from light that beams through unveiled face of cosmic mind, I name each god in old religious myth who founded dynasty of mortal kings to play messiah anointed by fate by killing all men who oppose their rule. Born in chamber of lost secrets with love that weaves neural net of my brain from dreams, I draft how my organic frame evolves fish to lizard to mouse to cat to monkey to ape to wingless angel striving to be god when I enforce my rule through Liberty. Woke in chamber of lost secrets with faith that men we elect to play god will reign with compassion for every living soul, I stand in rain by gates of paradise to play weird tunes on lyre of Mercury and sing with wild uncanny wail of love. Fired in chamber of lost secrets with lust to generate new life before I die, I fly in time-machine airplane of hope halfway around Earth on wings of desire to marry Goddess of the Holy Grail who reincarnates our souls in our children. Dazed in chamber of lost secrets from hope, I listen to Moon Girl play melodies of heart-enchanting grace on silver flute that lifts my soul from muck of agony so I fly high with wings of Icarus above vast maze of human history. Mute in chamber of lost secrets, I sing first flash of love that flares forth into worlds that teem with conscious beings of energy who bloom wise from quantum cosmology for our brief flash of life till we burn out and vanish into shadows of our words.
Vibrate Voice Of God
Vibrate Voice Of God © Surazeus 2026 04 06 Nebulous song of the black telephone asks me to commit unrelenting love through pretentious messages from dead gods which I must announce to humanity though my soul detaches from my stone brain and floats on brittle hum of ardency. Thrashed by wonder of unfamiliar death, who floats above me every sleepless night, I consider how famine mistransforms shadows of frantic minds to animals who wander without caution in moonlight to stare through windows at angelic humans. Because my mother weeps when she conceives my mortal body from draconic daze, she plays violin for gentle peacocks whose eyes design my heart calligraphy so I know how to vibrate voice of God through tangled verse of fabled honesty. With broom of listless ennui at world war I tend the broken bridge of loneliness, though I ignore the zither of my heart to exorcise angelic energy from millions of hearts possessed by despair who ask me to write battle hymn of faith. I will eat oranges of confusing taste rather then erase them from my sad joke that maps waterless rivers of regret where wingless angels stuck in empty churches fold wounded hearts in origami cranes while they deny their desire to escape. When I find his Green Car wrecked on the road halfway between New York and San Francisco, he introduces me to his best friend, the bear who has built every bridge on Earth, then teaches me how to defend myself when Fortune curses me with global fame. Thirsty for truth beyond theology, I steal lemons from Tree of Good and Evil, but refuse to sugar bitter despair while riding donkey of world revolution to drive mad King Herod from our White House and free Liberty from guilt-loop of Hell. As abject failure at the cursing game, I hurl book of riddles into the swamp, then renovate ten thousand rotten houses so every homeless person in the world may dwell in haven of attentive fear and join world choir to vibrate voice of God.
Sunday, April 5, 2026
Reluctant Prayer Of Hope
Reluctant Prayer Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 04 05 Each time she pauses by the broken door to listen for reluctant prayer of hope, another crow emerges from the book with clocks for eyes that unspool alphabets while tired construction workers drink hot beer, because she waits for her ship to come in. Fake photographs from family of ghosts, stuffed inside leather suitcase of wolf skin, escape from aching laughter of her heart to live as butterflies in shadowed rooms where children play board games of psychic war while ships of slaves sink in electric storms. Back when old kings ruled every crowded land from castles of aggressive greed for gold, her grandparents folded her in the box and sent her overseas on ship of state so she lives now in small Missouri town where she tries to ignore the weeping clown. Arranging books on brave library shelves in moral order of their truthfulness, she ponders how the television works transmitting images in crackling air like crystal ball of the grim sorcerer who builds model ships in bottles of faith. These faint fragments of cultural debris, that float about her on butterfly wings, she slots in expanding puzzle of truth as picture that shows nations of the world clashing in fierce religious wars for oil which fuels our piston-engine time machines. Ascending narrow stairs of innocence, she stands on peaked roof of brave Jupiter to survey sprawling maze of city streets where billions of people struggle to live in constant hunger for paradise lost as robots building cars and radios. Sharp cry for justice in the teeming crowd sparks revolution of the working class who program computers in cubicles that weave world wide web of god consciousness combining social media anecdotes in never-ending novel of success. Relaxed on front porch of her cottage home, free from bondage of marriage and religion, she writes novel about the abused girl who reclaims her life with struggle for truth to live as true self nascent in her heart while jets bomb homes in countries far away.
Silent On Subjective Tricks
Silent On Subjective Tricks © Surazeus 2026 04 05 They almost trick me into spilling why death comes to us as the white butterfly, but I keep silent on subjective tricks which I employ to map the River Styx where magic spells sprout from linguistic muck with energy I gather to fool Luck. Since no one dares to teach me how to fly, I gain employment as government spy assigned to analyze the crucifix despite abundant code angels unfix to guard the activist driving her truck who rescues the church pastor who got stuck. Atomic brains amend contract of thought with ambient destiny where cooks get caught through humble success of great discipline too dangerous for the loyalist to win though I drive streets of Seattle to find celestial key that opens Divine Mind. Ride with me in my fast airplane I bought to find the hidden oracle who taught my father how to architect Berlin when he grew up in Temple of Shaolin, dancing with principle that to be kind forges theology with creeds that bind. Startled awake on Bridge of Loneliness, I hang out to converse with Sisyphus about true nature of the Cosmic Christ who invades money temple in brave heist through mental coup against cruel tyranny, then crowns his son with feudal barony. When my sponge brain begins to phosphoresce with frantic visions of global distress, I visit the Pope as wise poltergeist, commissioned to design novel zeitgeist that secures equal rights through Liberty which lifts every soul out of poverty. Entranced when Minerva begins to croon screams of despair into uplifting tune, I wear mask of Lucifer as my face to prove our souls disappear without trace when our bodies decay at strike of death though we practice yoga with calming breath. Exclusive deal won through electric boon freaks me out when our empire falls too soon to account for god vibes in our headspace though Apollo is detecting the case to find out who released demonic wraith whose tender care teaches us selfless faith.
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