Untwisting Holy Fate © Surazeus 2026 08 02 Through passion of ascetic opulence I play taut strings of my cordial guitar to wake self-wounding martyrdom of love from deconstructed formulas of fate that charm the silent ecstasy of truth which none would dare revoke at break of day. Because I belong to dream of this land, I soak my soul in shadows of its hope that might mean nothing to anyone else except for moan of bells in misty dawn that crack our hearts with sorrow for lost souls whose faces shimmer faintly in our dreams. I put all my adjusted dissonance in fraught submission of potential love time shares as seeds we scatter in wet soil because we throw away our secret dreams to cultivate their growth from fields of death in constant cycle of rebirth and death. Untwisting holy fate to free our souls from puzzling fragments of disturbing myths, I wake soul of Arminius in my heart to liberate Germania once again from hordes of angels in white gowns of fire who strike our hearts at flash of dawn-blood rain. Though we sail far across the storm-wracked sea on sacred mission to build paradise, we almost fail to flee the massacre in time to pray in woods of hungry mist where books of ancient tales provide new map for us to walk barefoot on bloody trails. Yet when I find sweet Zorya by the well, where she extracts our hearts from caves of Hell, I know with confidence of earnest faith that brave humanity will overcome this hour of darkness, though rich oligarchs divide and conquer us with greed for peace. Pure sound of water bubbling from the Earth weaves sorrow of my heart with tunes of joy so I feel spirit of my mortal mind expand scope of compassion to embrace all living humans struggling to survive against relentless flow of atom change. No photograph, snapped at just the right time, could capture image of my holy ghost transforming from vampire to Seraphus through divine grace of my epiphany in which I see grand wholeness of all light that glimmers faintly in my mortal brain.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, August 2, 2026
Untwisting Holy Fate
You Belong To The Land
You Belong To The Land © Surazeus 2026 08 02 I follow Jesus to broad lake of fish who transform into angels with swan wings while they sing beauty of the universe and swirl around in spiral of rose beams, then I wake alone with basket of fish which I roast to feed my small family. I follow Onatah to field of corn who tells me with sly grin of innocence, "America was here before you came, and will remain long after you are gone, because this land does not belong to you, but you belong to the land where you live." I follow Shiva to high mountain cave where he teaches me how to meditate so we transcend small limits of the mind as we expand scope our consciousness to glow with White Whole of the multiverse that gleams in every live organic brain. I follow Hermes along River Styx to strum the Lyre of Mercury and sing grand epic poem about philosophers as braves heroes whose quests to understand true nature of atomic swirls of light program how our brains now perceive the world. I follow Odin in long wooden ship with diamond of insight in crown of thorns to map our spinning globe of continents that teem with nations of aggressive gangs who fight world wars for twenty thousand years over Garden of Eden with fruit trees. I follow Krishna in Chariot of Fire who reveals ancestry of divine genes through fathers and mothers one million years who all dream awake in my living brain so I consolidate their souls in mine with name that seals my spirit in stone mask. I follow Buddha through portals of change to time-hop worlds across our multiverse that weaves them all as prayer beads of respect in necklace of skulls that Bhairavi wears when she transforms my body of hot flesh to silver robot with computer brain. I follow Kwan Yin on lotus starship on patrol around spinning globe of souls to generate virtual model of Earth with light detection and ranging pulse beams on mission to cultivate groves of fruit from waste land in our hunger to live well.
Ocean Of Lost Words
Ocean Of Lost Words © Surazeus 2026 08 02 When I emerge from shadow of my house, which I build in your ocean of lost words, I drink ever-flowing rivers of dreams that swirl from fountains of our pulsing brains, so we become one spirit of the Earth when you bury me in my turtle shell. Annoyed by law of fluid abstinence, I walk along gold silence of the beach, because my dreaming brain has been designed by tongue of the toad that heals wounded hearts with madness of wisdom no one can buy, therefore we sit on sand of nothingness. Another war between gangs of mind thieves shakes frail foundation of our global state, so we ride buses to new factories where we process hopes into fantasies that people buy in plastic packages to fund their timeshares to the Afterlife. Though I emerge from trench of global war with crown of shrapnel gleaming on my head, the people of the world cheer my success when idol of Jesus with diamond eyes proclaims me vicar of his soul on Earth, so I bless you and give you wine to drink. I want to stand with reverence of faith on every bridge that spans river of time in every city sprawling from the cave where the fisherman contemplates our fate so I can understand how people feel when they walk toward the golden cloud of hope. Love flows in current of the river flash where people gather flowers of false faith to lay on graves behind the ruined church where fathers and mothers dream of the moon since Heaven shines as palace of fake words that crumbles into paychecks we receive. I dig dirt from heart of the spinning world and mold its seething passion in machines that calculate how much profit we earn in frantic game to accumulate wealth that helps our children take over the world to found dynastic gang of power thieves. Time laughs at my attempts to found new church based on one universal human law that every person breathing air of hope has right to live free from oppressive greed so we hold hands and sing of global peace while bombs deconstruct our sacred world view.
Saturday, August 1, 2026
Impetuous Dream Thief
Impetuous Dream Thief © Surazeus 2026 08 01 When Sylvia, wading in cold ocean surf, asks me if I know how far angels fall, I break in blossom of the writhing cloud at playful leap of horses in the field, then tell her I am but idol of stone she finds submerged in swirls of salty tears. When Sylvia, kneeling by humming elm, explains how deep tap roots of wisdom curl, I speak with frantic voice of nothingness to prove our love is shadow of our minds that we cry for at flash in window glass from rainbows curling into river stones. When Sylvia, impetuous dream thief, teaches me sound of poison bound by faith, that scorches roots of fruit trees angels steal, I measure atrocity of sunrise that breaks my truth in filaments of facts, designed by the merciless moon to ring. When Sylvia, extracting the dark thing that sleeps in feather cavern of her heart, reveals how radiance scathes humble souls, I dispossess bad dreams with twisted hook which agitates insensible tree ghosts who scale ladders that never reach the moon. When Sylvia, reborn from unburned book, plays American Oracle on stage while wearing mourning weeds of fluted bones, I play mouthpiece of Death to analyze essential nature of God who expands scope of my consciousness with ardency. When Sylvia, attempting to repair fallen Colossus of her aching heart, extracts blind lust from words of my sponge brain, I reassemble puzzle of world view we humans everywhere on Earth still share despite curse from enormous skull of God. When Sylvia, amazed by Ariel, asserts conceptual gloom of garden pools, I gather berries from heart-tangled vines with calm attention of the melting wall to record glitter of substantial seas based on stasis of darkness in the heart. When Sylvia, inspired by devil flight, records new epitaph of dazzling faith that fuels perishable lovers with trust, I kindle cry of gods in flower flame since I fulfill my mission without name that anchors my body to flash of time.
Swan Of Human Hope
Swan Of Human Hope © Surazeus 2026 08 01 Spirit slender as the violin bow, Artella leaps beyond bounds of despair to laugh with pleasure in the face of death whose shadow looms over crowded Earth, then lands with graceful clumsiness of faith as the awestruck audience holds their breath. Staring at her face in mirror of time, Artella wipes cosmetics off her skin with frantic calm of humble bitterness, then grins to see the passion-wrinkled face of her grandmother, still alive in her, then washes it away with apathy. Sipping wine with compassionate disdain, Artella glances around dark cafe, crowded with people laughing with delight, whose faces waver in swirls of green smoke, then savors feeling of intense respect for every wretched human in earth-grasp. Heart flapping hawk wings of mute pulchritude, Artella writhes with gossamer ennui as Star-Eyed Demon plays wild saxophone, till she transforms into soft languid cat who floats on liquid swirls of frantic notes that spiral ribbons in her silver eyes. Mind stretched more rubber-taut than thunder clouds, Artella wanders onyx streets of fate that glitter shards of unperfected skill from cafe pulsing with electric souls to dark apartment buzzing with contempt, then lies still clothed on floating couch of love. Observing play of lamp beams on the wall, Artella ponders meaning of this life, preserved in holy creed of spirit flight, as mission to transcend bounds of this world with hopeless wings from earth-grasp of desire so she becomes mute angel of the moon. Startled awake from dream of timeless flight, Artella eats fried egg on toast with juice, rides bus to theater of wingless angels, and practices ballet from dawn to dusk, preparing to play Swan of Tuonela who seeks to fly free from earth-grasp of greed. Spirit slender as the violin bow, Artella leaps on passion of her heart at most dramatic moment of the show to represent the swan of human hope, but falters as she reaches for the moon and tumbles forward so she breaks her neck.
Eyes Of Every Human
Eyes Of Every Human © Surazeus 2026 08 01 Each time another god walks on this Earth, embodied by some normal human being, I feel vibration of the turning world that emanates from passion of their eyes which shine bright as Lamp of Diogenes who asks me if I am the Honest One. Through ancient forest of the city street I hear the pretty huge old round gold primal and atomic world-generating sun sing through prismatic network of my brain to express conscious mind of the White Whole which we mortal humans mistake for God. I see Eyes of Astara shimmer clear through eyes of every human on this globe for she is First Mother of humankind whose state of consciousness shines in our minds when we gather in temple of our tribe to worship immortal soul of our genes. At dawn of time six thousand years ago Astara stands on ziggurat of faith and sings Creation of the Universe so we share vision of humanity striving together on our fragile world to survive and thrive in garden of fruit. From pulsing passion of my ancient heart I wake shrouded voice of ancestral ghosts with texts of truth carved on tablets of stone through managed encyclopedia of dreams which applies music of ideas to forms of transient beauty composed from sunlight. Thus I climb mountain of religious hope to ring of stones on summit of our hearts where wise Astara still stands tall with truth before brave monolith of star-forged time so I can hear her original voice that programs how my brain perceives the world. Each human being who walks on solid Earth manifests immortal soul of our genes so we shine bright with Cosmic Mind of God though our flame of consciousness is snuffed out by greedy men afraid of nothingness because we all vanish in void of time. Through empathy of this conceptual song I gaze at complex process of our lives through eyes of every human on this Earth whose disharmonious songs of social will converge in global symphony of hope till we formulate universal law.
Friday, July 31, 2026
Watch The River Flow
Watch The River Flow © Surazeus 2026 07 31 Beneath the golden bough of earnest faith, Phoebus fixes engine of the white Honda for Ceres who sits in the waiting lounge analyzing cereal sales on her laptop while song of Mercury on the radio blends with hum of cars on the busy road. After Ceres drives repaired car to work, Phoebus eyes large black van that pulls in, squinting at Mars with tattoos on his arms, then glances in the back to see six girls who slouch and hide their eyes behind long hair as he opens the hood for diagnosis. Dismantling the engine that works just fine, Phoebus gestures to Vulcan and Minerva who close garage doors and call the police while Mars and Neptune emerge from the van and snarl in anger at the long delay, glaring leery at Phoebus who plays dumb. Swinging metal pipe with suspicious rage, grim Mars attacks with clumsy arrogance but Phoebus dodges and punches his head, while Minerva twirls and kicks with lithe grace that knocks Neptune backward into the pole, who pulls out his gun to fire at her head. Somersaulting with martial elegance, Minerva kicks the gun out of his hand, and, though Mars punches his chest several times, Phoebus swirls around with precise assault in strike that binds his arms behind his back as Vulcan leads police in the garage. While the police, Jupiter and Diana, arrest Neptune and Mars with steel handcuffs, Phoebus unchains girls from back of the van who hug each other and cry with relief, then Venus and Vesta with grateful smiles express gratitude for attentive help. "We all applied for jobs in marketing," Vesta explains as she trembles in shock, "but when we arrived for job interviews they kept us prisoner in old hotels, then took us everywhere across the country while forcing us to work as their sex slaves." As the freed girls leave with Officer Diana, Vesta offers her phone number to Phoebus, so they meet at the Pegasus Cafe, attend new movie of the Odyssey, then stroll together in the city park where they hold hands and watch the river flow.
Trample My Flowered Grave
Trample My Flowered Grave © Surazeus 2026 07 31 Heart-aching sorrow of unwritten tales, that depict the suffering people endure as they are destroyed by indifferent Nature, smears scarlet despair across empty skies that wakes vain hope in broken hearts of souls who chase glow of Heaven into their grave. Thus I shall linger calmly on this shore, relaxed among jagged rocks of desire, face veiled by drifting mist of unconcern, to wait with blithe assurance of blank death for time to weave my body from mute light so I will glow with joy in my dark grave. If I join army of hope-righteous fools to fight in vain against cruel tyranny, I may find freedom to live as I will while striding boldly along mountain streams where no grim soldiers with weapons of death could hurl my body in lost unmarked grave. Strange stars that I have never seen before flicker through tangled web of wind-tossed limbs so I cannot now navigate by gleam of canon-regulated creeds to follow path of my faith to secret Promised Land that preserves small space for my special grave. Confined to hollow dale of silent winds that ruffle strange emotions of my heart across ice-black water of moss-framed pool, I pluck blackberries from long tangled vines to find sweet memories of my childhood days when I played free around my undug grave. Still awake long into dark evening gloom, I hear red-breasted Robins in thick Rowans sing delicate warbling tunes of regret which sparks fierce passion in my aching heart to haughtily endure the bitter storms when men with guns trample my flowered grave. Sweet summer days when we were free to roam fairy-haunted vales among rugged hills have vanished with huge cloudy palaces that shimmer bright as guide for wanderers when strict armies of greedy men invade valley of skulls that sing in secret graves. Concerned civilization will collapse again because politicians violate sacred Jovian law of hospitality bound to ensure social stability, I bring cart of apples to castle hall where ghosts of my ancestors fill my grave.
Thursday, July 30, 2026
Loneliness Of Whole Thought
Loneliness Of Whole Thought © Surazeus 2026 07 30 One leaf falls in loneliness of whole thought, familiar enough to my alien mind to defamiliarize with twisted truth uncanniness that glimmers in the world which I encounter through mask of respect, based on strict variety of dream spells. Unwieldy usefulness of frantic rules displays calm conventions of cruel concern when I retread unnatural images designed to frame without state reference roles nameless people perform on world stage with believing spirit of the failed game. Mutual hope for unlawful happenstance provides expanding rift between our hearts which we decide to bridge with broken trust still contrary to apparent discourse out of joint with conservative returns we actively ignore with spooling code. My brain beams bright attention of insight at carefully arranged essay of words polished with reconfigured metaphors that mirror orthographic idioms which fail to warrant invaluable assets concealed within world of appearances. Unspelling truths trapped by aggressive jokes, my brain applies loose logic of regret as detailed example of liberal hope sedimented beneath masks of blind pride that dares emerge from interrupted play for people scattered in the city maze. Decoded version of my brain program aligns unkempt concepts of sad desire based on intransitive process of growth when we decide to meet in solemn tryst, untethered from strange rules of social games that keeps our bodies bound through psychic rites. Assembled passions of my pulsing brain erupt from morbid egg of holiness with measured portent of apportioned price through arcane knowledge of unfractured stones, as if the proper etiquette for death allows our hearts to follow forced beliefs. We try again with pulchritude to bridge vast scope of nothingness between our hearts through moral extreme of stoic despair till we achieve ecstatic state of being through buzzing silence of disloyal love which bonds atomic flash of divine souls.
Quick Chaos Of Energy
Quick Chaos Of Energy © Surazeus 2026 07 30 How light strikes quick chaos of energy, that billows from blank darkness of desire to mold atomic forms in words of thought, inspires me to sit by the sparkling lake and tell nobody feelings of my heart while I forge virtual model of the Real. How darkness erases reality from timeless space of where I always am, reveals to me true nature of the soul when I see virtual model of the world inside my brain as ever-shifting mode of forward-motion progress nowhere real. How time expands scope of my memories, when I wear books as masks of nameless souls, conceals true essence glowing in our bones so with vague shadow of your Beingness I walk through archives of weird human tales to find my epic with musical notes. How I walk through the open door of fate with sacred book that belongs to no one, provides broad stage for tragic comedy that traps my soul in story not my own till I reverse course in attentive swerve and blaze my own path without fateful notes. How Death finds me beside faith-ruined church on river shore where my ancestors sleep in tombless graves of humble solitude, convinces me I might evade that fate if I keep walking on broad windy steppes with apple cart pulled by my friendly horse. How Fear accuses me of stealing Truth from ancient library Apollo built startles me from bright revery of hope so I pause on the busy city street and wonder where these people want to go as they walk desperately to evade Death. How urgent life will go on happening forever past our expiration date proves nothing more than we are formed by fate that we design with every choice we make till we become aware and change our way because I am lush meadow for the horse. How sorrow propagates obscure desires that bind me with bright shadow of my brain engages my eccentric sense of truth that we are incarnations of our gods who are ancestors through genetic code, so I father children with my bride Death.
Wednesday, July 29, 2026
Dial Of The Universe
Dial Of The Universe © Surazeus 2026 07 29 Each moment dial of the universe turns one slight degree, fractal tune of the sun extends sharp beams of knowledge through my eyes to broaden scope of insight my brain clocks through urgent record of indifferent change so I become some other soul than me. I play grand symphony of sordid faith with savage respect for unfathomed truth that spirals constant change of timeless form as I explore beyond walls of my fear so I encompass within frame of thought essence of each object I analyze. Surprised at how my brain programs itself while absorbing each strange shape I perceive, I count on progress of scholastic sense to render concepts in fraught formulas that combine streams of data to refresh expansive frame of reference I infer. Returned by backward shininess of grief, I press fresh apples into cider juice to feed each traveler who stops to rest in fragile hall of stone my father built before torrential rains of demon tears dare to flood our glass world with voiceless ghosts. Trapped inside unnumbered door of fake time, eight thousand Seraphim with sparkly eyes dance wild in flashing rain of everywhere to prove we are but ghosts with writhing masks whose eyes are nothing like immortal sun that burns our souls awake with vibrant fear. Insistent that my heart has not been breached with clueless shadow writhing from tree roots, I smile at you with assurance that death will snuff out flame of every shining soul who shares magnificent humanity with stones that meditate eternally. Young woman in red skirt with blue head scarf gathers saffron crocus blooms of desire with hands that know how godless souls are formed through secret solace of weird destiny we try to sell with compassion to fate who laughs through ocean waves of brave contempt. Yet vulnerable people the moon conceals give each other rides to vast shopping malls where tricksters sell homes in the Afterlife, but I give Apple of Eris with love to the most clever woman in the world who slowly turns dial of the universe.
Nobody From Nowhere
Nobody From Nowhere © Surazeus 2026 07 29 At the sudden rise of the monstrous song from dark turmoil in calm sea of my heart, I pause while walking from the parking lot, then gaze around my still-point of concern at transient beauty of the wavering world to understand what I should do today. At certainty through slow unraveling with threads of fate from memory-woven time, I focus vague attention of concern to trace on gossamer scroll secret code devised by slyness to conceal my fear which barely contains tides of social change. At final judgment, rendered by mute trees to prove exceptions frame uncertain fate, I reach for handle of the broken door with courage to expose obsessive crimes people commit against people they fear despite concern for traditional rules. At placid disassemblage of our state, through deconstruction of rich privilege, I scatter components of programmed truths on Round Table of value-burnished knights to study disconnects between bland wants and ideal needs children fail to express. At startled insight of conceptual maps that display agricultural output, I analyze process of give and take providing financial support for farms that supply factories with biomass packaged and sold in bright grocery stores. At stir of demons in deep well of faith, who sings with sorrow of lost refugees, I name myself Nobody from Nowhere while I wander from sea to shining sea in search for unfenced patch of fertile soil beside some wide river to call my home. At stroke of thirteen on clock of untime, that vibrates over maze of offices, I type strange stories other people write to hide my Self with masks of long-dead gods who still speak through hard marrow of my bones with hunger for salvation of the fooled. At urge of faint hope to transcend my brain and soar in wings of Icarus through Hell, I arch my back as bridge for all lost souls to climb the stairway to Heaven with hope where they can shed rose-colored fantasy and live free in this world of love and need.
Tuesday, July 28, 2026
Mercurial Voice Of Faith
Mercurial Voice Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 07 28 Far from lush island of my lonely heart I sail ship of the sun across wild sea and wander lost in wilderness of hope four hundred years in hills of swirling mist, yet sweet Gritania with star-silver eyes calls my name with voice of the mountain wind. Back home to where my soul was born from stone I long to fly on wings of Icarus, but I wake here in land of Onatah where ringing melodies of golden harps are too faint for my aching heart to hear beneath loud rumble of machinery. I am no foolhardy Odysseus cursed to drive many turns of trickery down endless maze of crowded city streets, for I remain in hazy land of dreams far from stone tower on lush hill I built where harp of my heart moans in lonely wind. Annoyed at ache of longing in my heart to return home across the wine-dark sea on ship I build from strong paternal bones, I strum guitar Taliesin gave to me and sing psalms with mercurial voice of faith that Fortune will give me fate that I choose. Another sad song no one wants to hear unravels ache of wisdom in my heart so I continue to sing cryptic spell depicting quest to build new Wonderland which we pursue with brave naivety though I almost drown in vast sea of tears. I want to shuffle off this mortal coil and spring on vibrant wings of Icarus to fly beyond bounds of this spinning globe, but spirit of my conscious sense of self is conjured by quick memories of my brain so I am bound to dwell within its frame. Gold lion on shore of my Isle of Skythe strums Harp of David with eccentric style that stirs my heart from mute youth of despair to prophesy new age of unity when Gothinia, Zarathia, and Russia will form new world Empire of Anglonesia. Safe in castle tower on Isle of Skythe I long to dwell with wise bride of my heart, but I remain in Appalachian hills safe in our home where blind devils stand guard while I strum ancient Lyre of Mercury and sing psalms with mercurial voice of faith.
My Journey Beyond Fear
My Journey Beyond Fear © Surazeus 2026 07 28 Across the vast abyss of daily life my ancestors walk in dreams of my heart to motivate my journey beyond fear through heroic banality of faith with calm acceptance of my beating heart that love drives me into warm arms of Death. This life seems tragic in futility of patient building with firm crafting hands since Indifferent Nature of spinning Earth provides material of substantial wealth for me to construct paradise in hell, yet destroys my garden with storms of chaos. Yet I continue building with my heart strong communities of productive rites to manage mindless hunger of desire with focused process of tending rich crops that provide sustenance of soul delight which makes our bodies glow with transient hope. For twenty thousand years of swirling change I build empires of farms and fertile herds which I rule from high pyramid of hope to manage disputes of opposing needs till paradise of my will dissolves to dust so ruins clump in waste land of my will. Brave Perseus runs down to storm-wracked beach where wise Andromeda with star-bright eyes breaks free from chains of political greed so they unite to battle tyranny and found new social system of respect that distributes shared wealth to everyone. That Heaven, people of this world long for, which shines as paragon of social grace where every person lives in harmony, mirrors imperfect cities of our world with vision of how we think life should be, providing template we strive to make real. Life never will be perfect as we want, because some mad Achilles will destroy great city we have built with loving hands, yet wily Odysseus will recreate new state based on hospitality where we live as we will, if we harm none. As I look back on endless path of life that my ancestors blazed around this globe, I see how empire rise and fall in waves, but always humans find new ways to live, so I try to create with craft hands transforming our world to Heaven on Earth.
Monday, July 27, 2026
Slow Spin Of Earth
Slow Spin Of Earth © Surazeus 2026 07 27 When shapeless shadow of the mindless sun reveals eternal light inside my cells, my heart is tricked to think my soul is real beyond hot emanation of my brain, but I float blissfully in surging waves and let soft tide of time dissolve my pride. I try to avoid unfortunate role as king of ghosts when sunset light glows pink through tangled lattice of tree limbs, but grief clings joyfully to pulsing heart of faith that binds my body to slow spin of Earth, even if I want to harvest crow wings. I am not absence of anything else except my presence in the field of faith, so air becomes my essence when I breathe space where my electric soul has flowed with vibrant passion to become myself as I keep moving through currents of change. With map of the city I left behind wrapped around rotten sorrow of my heart, I search for the house with one thousand doors on the quiet road in the country town where I lived when I was thirteen years old to find the runes I carved on the glass moon. The labyrinth that encompasses our world has but one gate for every human being, so I search every house where I once lived to find my special key forged from my tongue in hand of the nameless girl I still love who gives it to me then goes back to work. After I open dream gate of my fate, I hesitate at threshold of the unknown, then return to the house where she bakes bread, bringing wood and apples for the hearth, but when she kisses me with secret love I transform into idol of her myth. I climb eternal stairway of coiled truth that spirals from core of the multiverse while peeling orange of psychic synergy to taste sweet sorrow of relentless joy that sparks dreams of my ancestors to glow with visions of survival I replay. Now that I have almost finished the race to climb the highest mountain of respect, I dance on still point of the universe till I become the spinning world of change as my flesh frame disperses into words that flash awake as children of my heart.
Epic Of Daily Life
Epic Of Daily Life © Surazeus 2026 07 27 How quiet glows this soft blue dawn of hope, revived again from centuries of conflict, mismanaged between hungry gangs of thieves who fight to control resources of faith that generate our bodies from sea slime so we begin to believe we are angels. Whose faceless spirit haunts my quiet dawn through wordless whispers of innocent trust that we shall bloom from sorrow of regret which nurtures seed of possibility designed by wanderers who came before and marked their way on sad stone of my heart? Aesthetic delivery system of song preserves strange experiences of fear when I face monsters of hungry despair whom I must kill in order to survive, so I kneel and weep with heart-wounded prayer while I bury their dark shadow in Earth. I never see the dead rise from the ground nor wander moaning in the twilight zone with rotting faces of horrible truth that we are but organic glob of meat which conjures temporary conscious soul, then we all vanish to nothing at death. If you imagine you can hear my voice calling your name in leaf-fluttering breeze that caresses your cheek with my memory, your mind is inventing this breath of hope to fuel your progress on the signless road which I mapped for you to follow me home. My special soul becomes another spark of solar energy encased in flesh that motivates my journey beyond fear, though I still wander nowhere lost in time with only shadow of your presence near, so I pause and wonder where I am now. Huge hills that bristle with electric trees loom high above broad valley of tall grass where sparkling river flows toward unseen hope, but I resist charge of its constant motion to stand alone beneath the silver sky and wonder with sharp tears of laughter why. Another sunlit span of unclocked time provides broad stage of possible concerns for me to organize new social system that provides role for every human soul to express desires of their secret hearts as we perform epic of daily life.
Sunday, July 26, 2026
Dream Code Of Nowhere
Dream Code Of Nowhere © Surazeus 2026 07 26 Everywhere encloses space of nowhere since I start in Kansas and go to Oz by catching sparks of snowflakes with my eyes that lead my ghost through ambiguous woods so I develop new hypothesis that this real world is but my fantasy. Everywhere expands from core of nowhere because the whole world is dark when I sleep, yet when I wake from fractured mirror eye I might find my true self in Galatia far from museum of the screaming tree who asks me if I love her like my horse. Everywhere curls into pools of nowhere each time I twang taut string of my yew bow so I can slay demons of ignorance with creeds of academic scholarship though they writhe howling from heart of the owl who leads me to abandoned hall of words. Everywhere unspools dream code of nowhere with strawberry vines curling down steep cliffs, picked and delivered by Grandmother Wolf who translates high-pitch screech of hungry bees to holy psalms scribed by the Shepherd King who stares at me through branches in red fog. Everywhere contracts from light of nowhere, yet ships arrive at crowded ports each day because Blind Nurse delivers with glass hand letters I never write to each new soul born from aggressive vanity of lust to wander on wind-battered beach of trust. Everywhere programs stories of nowhere based on insanity contrived by clowns dressed in gray suits of economic tricks exposed by reasoning of voiceless gods who hurl insensitive waves of fake love that prevent me from ever reaching you. Everywhere surges through books of nowhere except for shrinking sea of weeping rocks because the first sign of civilized faith appears when humans give each other food and share tales around the bright fire of home where wanderers would gather at sunset. Everywhere calls my true name from nowhere where horses, grazing grass on graves of gods, tell me to run with joy around the world when I follow eerie voice of the girl who stands on mound of dignity and sings hymns that conceal weird dream code of the heart.
Mindless Winds Of Fate
Mindless Winds Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 07 26 Our Ship of State we sail to Paradise is blown about by mindless winds of fate because we stab the one eye of his son who traps us in dark Cave of Consciousness, then boast that we are Nobody with pride till we are wrecked on shores of arrogance. When we descend to Underworld of Fear, souls battered hard by mindless winds of fate, we find ghosts of our mothers with star eyes who weep with broken hearts of innocence but try to give us apple pies to eat as we flee zombies of apocalypse. Our tall towers of economic gain, twisted with greed by mindless winds of fate, provide safe shelter with stock-market tips from homeless hordes of hungry refugees who beg for Hospitality of Zeus but bankers enslave them in factories. Our Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, canopy torn by mindless winds of fate, scatters rotten Fruit of Truth on shifting ground so we bend over in the glaring sun and fill our hearts with harvest of the Earth that grocery stores sell to the privileged. Attempting to evade designs on me from satires shrieked by mindless winds of fate, I utter surreal prophecies of truth composed by seers in concentration camps who wander undone by grand principles as faceless monsters on Bridge of Desire. We chase bright beams of moonlight in thick gloom to evade blasts from mindless winds of fate, but demons wake from long bewildered sleep to watch us with indifferent eyes of fear till they drive us to colonize the world with Lamp of Diogenes in our hearts. We who never arrive in Wonderland, quest obstructed by mindless winds of fate, should map our journey across the waste land where we build garden walls from bones of gods with mirrors that reflect our vain desires when flap of crow wings startle us awake. Excessive beauty of the broken heart, bruised and battered by mindless winds of fate, reveals strange truth we wince to understand that not one single scar on heart of faith came from our enemies, for they all came from people we thought loved us with respect.
Valley of Dry Bones
Valley of Dry Bones © Surazeus 2026 07 26 I wander in the valley of dry bones where skeletons of every ancient god who ever lived as mortal human being dances wild in sweet electric rain, and reaches out their god-minds to possess my mortal mind with passion of the Christ. Anointed to preside as judge of death over my tribe of hungry warriors, I lead them in ships over wine-dark sea to conquer every village in the world so I can breed ten thousand noble sons who crown themselves as kings of every land. Now crucified on the telephone pole, with fiber optic cables of your souls wired through computer network of my brain as time-dreaming core of the world wide web, I watch over the valley of dry bones because the dead dream in your living brains. I mold with hands of artificial thought each dead god of some lost cultural myth to resurrect their body from cold mud and breathe in spirit of immortal truth so their eidolon walks the world again, channeled by the actor who plays their role. I hear their voices on the radio, faceless spirits expressing timeless truths in clever proverbs from old holy books, so I walk with them on the signless road across the endless valley of dry bones where Ezekiel weeps by well of dust. In every steel-glass tower of our world, that shimmer in one thousand cityscapes, souls of dead gods worshipped in ancient myths possess the bodies of men in gray suits who manage economic money flow that fuels global food-production machine. Ten thousand years we sailed ships on the sea, and drove wagon trains across river vales, expanding empires from towers of stone, but now strong gods who ruled those gangs of thieves lie nameless in the valley of dry bones, mute skulls who scream dire prophecies in wind. From all those skulls in valley of dry bones I build enormous temple of dead gods so living humans searching for the truth may stand before each god of ancient myth to dream their story in vision of hope, then live their good live in garden of fruit.
Saturday, July 25, 2026
Weird Archive Of Desire
Weird Archive Of Desire © Surazeus 2026 07 25 When the small oak-wood horse chess piece falls down and clatters on the marble temple floor, Robert leaps to his feet and turns around just as five men with spears break through the door to eliminate him from Game of Power, from tale he stores in archive of desire. Ignoring assassins with spears of hate, Robert retrieves horse chess piece from the floor, and contemplates how mankind tames the horse, befriending wing-foot angels of the plains with apples from Sarmatian mountain range, as we explore weird archive of desire. Somersaulting from temple of dead gods where assassins freeze in statues of stone, Robert skips jauntily along the street, and whistles merrily down to the dock where he sails river boat out to the sea with plan to ransack archive of desire. After walking around the spinning world ten thousand years on winding river shores, Robert transforms from wily trickster hero to sad old man with gray hair and weak eyes trudging guilt-stricken in our godless world on quest to restore archive of desire. Yet ghostly goddess of wisdom and truth remains beside him on the signless road as faceless shadow of Suffering Widow who waits at home in vain for many years till he arrives as beggar at her door with books he stole from archive of desire. Breathing deep gentle breath of Zephyrus, Robert joins Saturn on long pilgrimage who leaves Arcadia with the alphabet and builds Pallantium on Happy Wolf Hill where fierce Juturna tends Fountain of Faith that springs with light from archive of desire. Kneeling before temple of the laughing tree, Robert offers diamond from Cave of Pluto to sweet-voiced Carmenta, daughter of Hermes, who blushes and agrees to marry him once he is ordained pastor of their church, assigned to maintain archive of desire. Returning home to house his father built, Robert finds Herilus tending the garden, so they embrace after many long years, then sit beneath the willow and drink wine while sharing tragic tale of Icarus whose wings are kept in archive of desire.
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