Great River Of His Tribe © Surazeus 2026 08 24 Boots crunch on mucky gravel of her heart as Minnie lurks along the barbed-wire fence, crawls low under loose wire in cold moonlight, nauseous at pungent scent of oiled mushrooms, then scoots across open field past searchlights to huddle near the secret facility. Because our globe, as third rock from the sun, measured at one astronomical unit in the formula called Titus-Bode Law that predicts sequential spacing of planets, orbits just close enough to nurture life, billions of planets also teem with life. Slowly opening the metal door left unlocked, Minnie proceeds with caution in the dark, but stops at sight of enormous glass sphere that shimmers green and orange with pulsing lights, astonished with delight to see at last starship that came from some far distant world. Start with number zero, followed by three, then double each subsequent number, six, twelve, twenty-four, forty-eight, ninety-six, then add four to each number in the sequence, then divide each result by ten, which notes position of each planet from the sun. Strange eerie yellow glow lights up the room so Minnie stares astonished at the sight of human bodies in suits and white coats scattered from terrible carnage of death, but gasps when she sees the alien creature that seems half-cat, half-lizard with swan wings. Cradling wounded Seraph in tender arms, Minnie helps him drink water from the bottle, then gazes in his gold serpentine eyes and dreams whole progress of his earnest life, gliding along rivers, learning to sing, and exploring worlds as ship archivist. Bearing him inside his crystal starship, she follows instructions he telepaths to pilot sphere of pulsing glass in space, surfing through undulating beams of light to his home planet, he names Ranika, where his family welcomes him safely home. Holding his waist tight with laughter of awe, Minnie gasps when he soars into the sky and glides along great river of his tribe, named Saramatha for his great-grandmother, who blesses their kiss as her alarm rings, so she grumbles, and gets ready for work.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Monday, August 24, 2026
Great River Of His Tribe
Home Of Safe Concern
Home Of Safe Concern © Surazeus 2026 08 24 Star angels laugh at how you hide your hopes in fresh-printed pages of the dream book that sprouts toad legs and hops across the road to offer scorpion of your wounded heart ride across abyss of eternity though you know you will drown in tears of joy. When you run back home from the river shore and tell me how your soul was shocked by faith at sight of gray light on water of time, you smile and dance like the seven-eyed crow who teaches you the way to count snowflakes as if your letter will never reach me. You walk around the empty room of light to paint words of your dreams on walls of time, then declare each rune from egg of your tears is one black snowflake from the broken moon, but you conceal what you treasure the most while waiting for the bus that never comes. Never one to dismiss socialized claims of authenticity through gambled fate, you tell every person you never meet that you deserve the home of safe concern where books disguised as cats lounge in sunlight that never stops gleaming through eyes of glass. You tell me with joy sparkling in your eyes that you met the fairy queen, with long hair orange as sunset glow on the mountain peak, who gave you silver grail with holy blood which made you drunk with psychic ecstasy so you keep dancing for ten thousand years. When you wake from near death experience with one heart trapped in crow of everywhere, you tell me you saw White Horse of Despair who showed you first sky of soul liberty that opens in your mind with wings of hope, but you ask if she is God in disguise. You take me up the winding stair of truth to the top room in the tower of thought, and show me the comb that Rapunzel used to comb her hair with loneliness of love, then asks me if I loved your mother well, and why I kept her prisoner of fear. When you are finished reassembling mask which I have worn since I escaped from Hell, you sprout swan wings of arrogant dismay and fly away across the galaxy to dwell on planet of the singing book in which you hide the sorrows of your joy.
Fear Of Wordless Death
Fear Of Wordless Death © Surazeus 2026 08 24 Extreme silentness of the sleeping child no more disturbs with fear of wordless death calm meditation on state of this world where towns linked by network of signless roads flutter with ghosts of faceless energies tangled in cables of the world wide web. From earthen womb of communal desire our bodies writhe into firm social shape, designed by legal representatives, to play our roles in game of give and take through piranha religion of blind faith to celebrate the baby in the barn. Still echo from my voice of urgent thought, that seeks mirror image of its false self, stirs hearts of strangers on bright city streets with sole unquiet truth of final death, so they assemble in the church of hope to understand dark terrors of the heart. Face of that stern preceptor, who reveals unspeakable wisdom in river stones, looms over me as dark cherubic shade that presses my hot soul in freezing soil at endless sorrow of snow in stiff grass twitched by stark breath of angels passing by. Though murderous innocence of the sea soothes our anguished hearts with frenzied peace, we sleep through howling storms of social change, home sheltered by trees of religious faith that crack at laughter of the thunder cloud whose gusts my fathers imagined as God. Since beauty is bright mirror of our hopes, that beam from face of children born from fear, we gather inside ring of guardian stones to dance with heartless revery of faith and sing in harmony with screaming winds that shake steel towers so glass windows ring. Dreams of our ancestors, we living share, fill interspersed vacancies of regret with thrilling tunes that ancient mountains moan, so we hold hands and wander winding trails from timeless meadows down to market streets crowded with commercial hope to cheat death. Great Universal Teacher of our hearts reveals strange secret few accept as real that no wise God in clouds of swirling fire plans out trajectory of life we blaze with each heart-patterned choice our minds attend that keep us safe in haven of our love.
Sunday, August 23, 2026
Spheres Of Flashing Brains
Spheres Of Flashing Brains © Surazeus 2026 08 23 My heart is borne by turmoil of the sea with surging tides of frantic energy that hurls me into flight on flowing waves above weird vastness of the everywhere since breath of time drives spheres of flashing brains to generate our bodies from her hope. No spirit beams in dark immensities where Eye of God stares from blind emptiness more dense than coiled despair of eagerness on threshold of chaos where swirling love devours whole planets of aggressive thieves so we stare awed at flames of nevertime. Since God can hear me everywhere I go, according to what my old father claims, I never speak with voice of sudden rain to hide my thoughts from tyrant in the clouds, but after my father dies in the grass I never see this God he claims is real. Awake in garden of the writhing tree, I pluck bright orange of wisdom from the sky and eat sweet juice of stoic innocence that fills my body with intense respect for aching sorrow of abandoned souls who ask each other where they should go next. I should express concern for laughing books that swallow all our dreams in tangled skeins no angel dares unravel from my brain to weave new moral code from secret truth that farmers scatter in furrows of fate so roots transform our bodies into fruit. Lost in vaporous fog of wordless hope, I gather ghosts of all my pasts to float in tandem with my journey beyond walls so tremulous gleam of our happiness converts fierce hearts of criminals to saints so they create instead of destroy things. Because the bird is born to sing in spring I listen to her voice of timeless chill when twisted hands of trees reach for the moon since she leads me to hives of honey bees where I fill jars with potion of desire, untainted by grim bitterness of time. Awake in this vast universe of ours, I translate evil from selfish intent, converting thieves to carpenters of truth so I ask Rhea, ghost of sparkling seas, if she formats my soul from verdant soil in something worthy of the moonlit sea.
Code of Cassandra
Code of Cassandra © Surazeus 2026 08 23 To live well in this crazy world of lies I follow Code of Cassandra with care by writing riddles of satiric faith that guide my way in maze of clashing wills when I attempt to navigate with class opposing forces of partisan pride. I will never explain arcane details that compose Code of Cassandra with keys designed to unlock doors of potent facts essential to assemble from word gears financial engine of social exchange by which we journey to the Promised Land. Dynamic order of exotic scale now blueprints Code of Cassandra as guide for angels to construct our new world view providing mental tools of clever sight for every human mind to analyze state of the world with honest strategies. If we decide with hope to certify patterns in Code of Cassandra that ply melodious vibes of nominal respect, we should administer objective laws designed to monitor momentous growth as brave liaison to Queen Liberty. Since children dancing on the broken door intimate Code of Cassandra reveals logistic course of learning based on gems, we might orchestrate stoic privacy for every person who renders dream aid to faceless ghosts with severe innocence. Permission to transcend our fragile souls, allowed by Code of Cassandra with drive that motivates our ploy for excellence, alarms soul-controlling faction of fools who try to block our most lucrative deals when we found another franchise of faith. Module of lifetime mortgages entraps normalized Code of Cassandra with proof we now are simple singers on lit stage expressing hidden angst of human hearts who struggle to succeed against all odds since the system is rigged against false faith. Since vital flash of my spirit suggests schedule for Code of Cassandra to spool complex networks of interacting minds spread across the spectrum of divine types, I analyze intensity of hope to reprogram how my brain perceives you.
Library Of The Laughing Book
Library Of The Laughing Book © Surazeus 2026 08 23 To paint the color of soft river sand with simple sorrow of the happy girl who loves to dance among the apple trees, she asks Icarus with butterfly voice if he will teach her body how to fly, but his open mouth shimmers ocean full. Strange gleam of sunlight on the asphalt street reveals true nature of gossamer thoughts which veil her body on lawn of wet grass before library of the laughing book which records in writhing runes of the real sad tale of every soul who ever lived. Before Tara can escape the empty church, the vampire disguised as priest in black robe traps her spirit as the white butterfly who flutters desperately in the glass jar which Joshua taps when he visits at dusk when he searches for how she disappeared. Grinning at clever joke the vampire priest tells to hypnotize him with snake eyes, Joshua pulls hat low over his pale face and fillips river stone that cracks the jar just as the priest shrieks in terrible rage so she flies away as he dodges claws. Holding hands with firm compassion of trust, Tara and Joshua run over the field among cows of melancholy desire while the priest transforms into thirsty bat that chases them when clouds hide the bright moon till they hide in her cave on the lake shore. Clutching oak wand he carved into sharp point, Joshua gazes in eyes of Tara, green as thick moss on the river stone of faith, then lunges at dark shadow of despair to stab the priest straight through his rotten heart, who writhes and shrieks till his soul dissipates. Digging behind the church in morning light, dozens of grim villagers excavate unmarked graves of young girls who disappeared, kidnapped and abused by the smiling priest, whose rotten body on the grass decays, and mothers weep over skulls of their daughters. Time reveals color of soft river sand when rainbows shimmer over wind-blown woods so Tara calls her children to come in who hop and flap their arms like Icarus, then gather at the table of calm faith to eat sandwiches and drink apple juice.
Court Of Mental Guilt
Court Of Mental Guilt © Surazeus 2026 08 23 Not too sublime for engine of the car to allocate resources for rebirth when we, from gnarly trees emerge unscathed, prefer to play chess in the living room though planes drop bombs on houses somewhere near, for we are frail as flowers in mute fear. Concern for how far angels fall each day diverts attention of our daily prayers to fractured state of global politics which sparks new paradigms from social change when hordes of people clash in cyber war over whose world view describes the real world. No bells are heard in leafy neighborhoods from churches crowded on the summer day when devils wearing masks of holiness preach salvation only for those who pay tithes to the institution based on lies that we will resurrect from graves of muck. When Alice returns home from Wonderland she finds work at the Pegasus Cafe brewing coffee for officers and clowns who play their roles in court of mental guilt that keeps society functioning well in game of fame between lawyers and thieves. Too often children who chase butterflies get lost in lush hills of Arcadia that shimmers as the Otherworld of Faith behind facade of this real modern world where orcs in banks and elves in galleries compete for profit from the vampire god. As agent of Talamasca, I search dark alleyways for ghosts of ancient gods who walk this world in standard human form for we embody energies of myth composed of tropes that replay old soul wars, even when I buy beef sandwich and juice. Under old oak tree in the city park across the street from office where I work, I eat lunch with Bacchus and Icarus who ask if I want to participate in heist of treasure from museum hall where masks of gods hang on the blood-smeared wall. I just want to map history of mankind in quiet library where screaming ghosts attempt to set distorted records straight till words in books bleed into honey bees that swarm the crowded streets of everywhere with sublime hum of engine in the car.
Saturday, August 22, 2026
Bend Bows Of Justice
Bend Bows Of Justice © Surazeus 2026 08 22 Stories from history books bleed in my eyes so I ask the moon raven to hire spies trained in the art of painting psychic masks with features of demons trapped in wine casks who want to teach in the college of fools how to adjust engines with mental tools. When I visit ancient city of spires, where angels twist books into rubber tires, Persephone comes from the underworld to show me where river dragons lie curled as if to fertilize our minds with dreams about how we better survive in teams. With each satiric joke of solemn truth, carved on temple walls by messiah sleuth, my tricks dismantle your poetic code which helps us navigate the open road to understand pain of love in divorce though we stick strictly to the moral course. Haloed by immense glow of timeless hope where she wanders on the time-shifting slope, her shadow wavers on the mountain ridge as she directs construction of the bridge that links our souls over abyss of love till angels descend from Heaven above. When Rama and Odysseus first meet on cliffs of Moher to fight the space fleet, they bend bows of justice with hearts of faith to shoot words of wisdom at the star wraith which liberates Sita and Penelope who prepare the fast with their recipe. Through taste of copper, bitter in my mouth, when ghosts of sorrow haunt homes of the south, I climb the highest mountain on this globe, dressed only in white hermit-mission robe, to seek salvation from ethereal breath so I accept finality of death. In vast cavern near Sagarmatha peak I find the ancient truth my fathers seek that skull of every man who reigned as king, stored in glass palace where blind angels sing sits silent on extensive rows of shelves, polished and labeled by professor elves. I try to map flow of human events through policies of kings and presidents, but history was built by the commoner, from the farmer to the dream carpenter, and by women who cook meals everyday while their children in the fruit garden play.
Faceless Ghosts Of Vanity
Faceless Ghosts Of Vanity © Surazeus 2026 08 22 With elegant grace of artistic faith I stroll awed along labyrinthine streets over sculptured bridge of the timeless river in majestic city of golden light where sun-bleached marble temples crown high hills as silent sentinels of grand events. On time-worn cobblestones of urgent care, where centuries of footsteps echo soft, I wander slow past weathered stone facades encrusted with dust of eras long past, to explore crumbling palaces of pride where spirits of antiquity watch me. Beneath palimpsest of history I read tales of many generations concealed in monumental plays of fortitude, performed by long-forgotten dynasties in chronicles of sorrow etched in stone by endless wind of change that knows my name. Anchored in bedrock of brave principles on foundation fused in soil of desire, this sprawling palace of some tyrant king arrests the natural landscape with contempt, now heavy with unspeakable despair that still asserts authority of death. Despite bombastic arrogance of time that crushes dynasties of kings to dust, I stroll with ostentatious obviousness that my genetic coils of spirit grief unravel from flesh of those royal fools who crowned themselves great rulers over fate. Awake this prayerless hour of vivid hope in open-air archive of human triumph, that pulses still beneath ruins of fate, I explore grand monument of endurance, that looms proud against erosion of time, at veil worn thin between me and the past. These standard feelings of the long-gone past, that shimmers in sunrays on feet-worn streets, stir in hearts of every human being who visits ancient cities of the world, so I must laugh that my heart feels them too, though I wear mask of innocent respect. Trapped by nostalgia for time-unspooled past, I photograph with eye-phone of my heart myself before grand monuments to pride where men who played god on stage of this city are now but faceless ghosts of vanity whose selfish commands whisper in the breeze.
Safe Environment Of Hope
Safe Environment Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 08 22 My frail heart swells with pungent gratitude, derived from experience of old age, that I have been able, with sturdy faith, to maintain safe environment of hope for my children to thrive through confidence, brave in haven of my protective tomb. Productive chaos stirring urban scenes secures deep source of energetic growth for people joined in contract of concern to thrive through dynamic communities preserving spirit of brave pioneers rooted in soil by hands of founding pride. Assertion of pure motive to create enough food for every soul to consume stirs sublime respect in all open hearts for strong beauty of cooperative work that binds immigrating strangers of fate in prosperous communes through liberty. Careful attention of our aching hearts conjures from soil of humble nothingness flourishing success of fertile desire that blooms ripe from desolate afternoons as temporary stay against mute death that always haunts celebrations of life. Sweet music of encoding instruments rings brightly in narrow streets of regret through durable discipline we direct to increase enrollment of carefree joy when spark of exotic passion expends secret equity of luxurious play. Lured by our host of mechanical mirth, we follow Bacchus and his prancing pard through winding streets of tragic loyalty, despite portable ordinance of greed, in frantic game exchanging oxygen based on scholarship of romantic sport. Though we cavort on fluid stage of fate to exercise free will of hard-won choice, awake on rugged coast of nonchalance, we must divorce our jagged hearts of hope from heart-entrapping game of synergy since rocky cliffs of gray seas understand. Alone in meadow of the weeping tree, I gather blackberries with trembling hands, then sit beneath the willow tree with swans and feast on sweet catastrophe of faith that children of my tangled genes will thrive long after I disappear in mute wind.
Alone Tree Of Fate
Alone Tree Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 08 22 No black rain is falling on this bright day while I walk to the Alone Tree of fate so I can translate prophecies of change sung by the hissing wind of emptiness that batters melancholy homes of hope where people eat at the table of faith. Though spiders in the garden of lost souls search for my heart in shadow of the clock, the shepherd who finds body of his wife decayed in bushes by the gushing stream breaks the silence of God with wordless curse that transforms his bones into twisted steel. When he wanders in the pasture with cows, the shepherd who programs computer games hears crystal angels singing in tall trees, so he gathers trash of their broken wings in plastic bags he piles beside the road till dust of long-dead stars encrust his eyes. Sharp shots of guns echo in autumn woods where angels run in trees of bloody bones so ravens shriek from fragments of their mouths in wild laments of shattered innocence with prayers to clouds inhabited by gods who laugh with joy at causing men to fight. Trapped in the solitary hour of death, the shepherd with gun of religious pride considers wetness of tall hungry grass when Bacchus dances on his empty grave with sober clarity of evening hymns that eyeless devils sing with pious faith. He kneels and touches blueness of the stream with anguish at the desolate secrecy preserved in neatness of the garden path where toads of panic meditate all night against dire quietness of his cold breath so he clamps ears against rustle of leaves. Bright destitution of his childhood days returns with brittle innocence of love at that dark hour when eyes of seers expand with muffled clang of bells in empty church where angels wear masks of children we name before they sink in muck of holy war. Trapped in their mournful pilgrimage to Hell, the people of the nation blessed by God lie down together on the shattered plain and stare at nothingness of glowing screens that flash elusive visions of world peace till we become the gods we idolize.
Friday, August 21, 2026
We Build Another Troy
We Build Another Troy © Surazeus 2026 08 21 From Troy our urgent mission to survive drives our wheeled train of homeless refugees to follow Venus sailing her moon boat across abyss of hope to colonize pristine gardens where ghost of Eden gleams from dire emergency of tolling bells. Through telescope of innocent respect we search for secret code in random stars that map our noble purpose with faint flash assembled in grand puzzle of desire to measure slow sequential flow of time beyond intense unraveling of fate. Indifferent audience of angels laughs at cosmic foibles noble heroes play while sanctioned by brave eagles of world war who lead parades of our triumphant loss against dark shadows in reflected glass of faceless enemies we fight each day. Of my first disobedience against pride, and fruit of my achievements soured by guilt, I sing with harp of David in my hands while lost in yellow woods of urgent faith where I pause at cracked tomb of Oedipus to ponder failure of our social dream. Wise oracle of concupiscent grace expresses stoic principles of calm with incandescent dance of mental vibes at trick of fame by tarot cards dealt lies exposing counterfeit creeds angels sell through prank of toxic masculinity. When kingdom-killing prophet of the laugh reveals sly bluff the Blindman conjugates, we strive to fathom absolute expanse of spaceless straightness tangled by fake words that throws our bodies on light curve of change so we hold hands from gates of paradise. Each time grand towers of bright Ilium are burned by agents of cruel tyranny, we build another Troy with bleeding hands to manage empire of corporate stores that binds our paths through corridors of time till we assemble in one church of wealth. When mantra-minded flower child of fate arrives from Underworld of bitter truth to fix machinery of the star-wound soul, contrived as psychic dynamo of faith, I publish odes of sorrow on the wall so ghosts of heroes hide in wordless books.
Bitter Prayers Of Fantasies
Bitter Prayers Of Fantasies © Surazeus 2026 08 21 After turning key of uncertainty I ask the honey bees of innocence to find home burned by soldiers of despair who barricade their hearts with polished stones fractured from idols of their social gods who feed on bitter prayers of fantasies. There is no substance in our enmities we gather to replace faint hopes of love, yet we ask honey bees of arrogance to build their hives of passion-pilfered wealth in home now empty of our family ghosts whose hearts lead them to wander windy hills. In ninth Troy of America we dwell, secure in tower where Rapunzel sings, whose anguish catches it afire this hour, though we continue with our daily lives through certain faith that noble minds prevail though faceless Helen walks the Earth again. Dark weeds grow from pavestones of social power where Brigid herds sheep on the White House lawn, and sings enchanting prophecies of doom while I play broken lyre of Mercury, yet she decides to give out fish and bread to people homeless from social collapse. No dream of paradise could paralyze our good intentions for democracy in noble mission to replace all kings with honest leaders whom people elect because they hear with brave ears of insight voices of the dead explain how to live. Heart riddled with weird light of star-blind gods, I hurl fierce curse of justice at the sky where no immense mind of the absolute ensures equality for every soul, so with eye of my brain in turbulence I seek moon-stark hill of electric skulls. Shocked by insistence of angelic wings that I transcend this fragile flame of flesh, I channel bitter prayers of fantasies through jubilant expressions of respect for brave endurance of our wounded hearts to face down the silver-helmed Seraphim. Indifferent to our solitude in time, the star-eyed prophet of the misty isle refuses to proclaim in busy streets crimes of the powerful who still exploit our bodies for profits they confiscate though we pray to idol of God for help.
Empire Of Jocular Play
Empire Of Jocular Play © Surazeus 2026 08 21 If we attempt to stop the clocks of change, and tangle voices in telephone lines, to silence celebration at dire hour the greedy tyrant tumbles from his throne, despair for life will burst from wounded hearts and crack the sky with fireworks of new joy. Contours of anguish wrapping hearts with hope divulge more passion than we care to show when we assemble on mist-flurried shore with plan to conjure from abysmal gloom new demon of despair to haunt our land and shadow our great nation with blind faith. Too many puerile farmers and bank clerks attempt to plaster laws across the sky more beautiful than carnage of world war when prophets wander lost in busy streets to find their enemy is almost dead, white-faced as angels they flee from in dreams. Yet we all pause from revelry at dawn to hear the starry-eye soprano sing heart-wrenching hymn of tragic innocence while gleam of Sirius, her guiding star, reveals the baltering torrent of our tears though we dance with unsteady ardency. Strange victory shout of cardiac respect may act as uncommercial catalyst for bold uprising of communal clans against incompetence of legal greed, yet we desert cathedrals of contempt to play exotic roles in public squares. My brain may now be vacant of old creeds, erased by brave endurance of concern in frantic storms of social dominance, but I shall rise from muck of sublime truth to rebuild empire of jocular play despite indulgence on the peccant stage. My wounded heart expands beyond its ken when Sibyl sings from golden cage of truth calm tablet-chat of arcane prophecies, so I translate strict formulas for wealth from purling laughter of clear mountain streams which knits immigrants in new freedom tribe. Since we will dwell in Land of Unconcern, brave bodies crushed by supple gears of change, fake prayers revive our souls of poisoned faith with mute inoculants, by angels brewed with brazen laughter for the shock effect that teaches us to value what is real.
Thursday, August 20, 2026
Sacrifice For Moral Code
Sacrifice For Moral Code © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Because the gift of prophecy demands sacrifice of treasure we value most, I replicate with pristine character mask of my mundane personality so I become wise scapegoat for the world that guides attention of creative care. To die as sacrifice for moral code, contrived to manage gestures of concern that channels guilt of selfish procurement, I play role of fate-wounded sufferer who struggles bravely calm to overcome mental challenges through resilience. Heap all your bitter sorrows on my head when you expose my culpability presenting efforts to master deep flaws through bright deception you accepted well as proof that fragile humans with bold hearts may transcend limitations of our souls. Through my fantastic tale of daring feats, which I present as honest narrative of hard-won triumph over weaknesses, you offer rewards for accomplishments that prove all people willing to work hard have strength to bolster status of their fate. Yet heights achieved through too aggressive game thrust fragile sense of victory beyond base adjusted for safe balance of the heart, therefore the higher we rise through hard work the farther from earned merits we may fall and crash so hard we shatter wordlessly. Sharp shards of my integral sense of self, scattered far across fraught landscape of pride, fail to hope-activate magnetic coherence for vital principles of framed insight to reassemble mask of my true self so I become sly thief you think I am. Alone in gloom of my besieged framework, without truth-binding creed that hard work pays social dividends of accepted prize, I question nature of essential faith composing public person I perform outside containment of my stale success. Failure to focus fractured facts of fate within well-ordered system of respect causes my soul disperse in mocking wind so I sink deep into bottomless abyss and vanish from theater of false pride in sacrifice that prophesies your doom.
Sublimity Of Self
Sublimity Of Self © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Should time maintain vibrational concern for fragile bodies of our transient souls, I might find courage to endure sharp pain of this excessive hour in swirling tides that toss my spirit on assertive faith with hollow laughter of wind on shore rocks. Ten thousand ghosts of mocking innocence attack my heart with bloody beaks of fear that drives me to run clumsily lame-quick against elusive obstacles time hurls to hide in shuddered shadow of despair at throbbing pain of crippled arrogance. Enclosed in tightened narrowness of hope that crushes me to shivers of weak pride, I wait for ghosts of laughter to disperse, bored with their hunt to tear my soul apart, then hold my tattered sense of self in hands that tremble to perceive my wounded heart. I know death will erase me from this world and leave no trace of me in wordless wind except faint scent of terror in foul sweat that oozes slick from naked pores of faith which makes me worry my liquidized soul drains as tears to empty me of myself. Grim-hungry rocks at mouth of my small cave drip thirsty to devour my pungent flesh so I escape harsh jaws of eyeless death and stumble in cold evening gloom of faith to find safe tree where fruit of ardent joy supplies sweet energy of urgent hope. With cautious steps of careful attitude I slowly creep across broad field of rocks, that jab my naked feet with leering lust, toward slender gleam of light on distant ridge that lures me to some terrible regret through cold Plutonian fog of bitter angst. Alone in vastness of our spinning globe, I linger mute beneath huge jagged stone, and watch immensity of twinkling stars stream white as milk in gushing arc of light across enormous nothingness of desire so I forget sharp anguish of my pain. I see small purple mushroom with long hood stuck tight to jagged stone of timeless hope so I consume its slimy fruit of faith that swells small scope of my tear-stained eyes huge through stark obsession for ecstatic love till I become sublimity of self.
How To Thrive With Love
How To Thrive With Love © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Thoughts tumble over rough cliff of my mind to form mirror mask of shimmering calm that veils turmoil of feelings in my heart so you see placid face you want to see concealing soul that swirls with clarity while I plot how to advance my career. No Christ nor Arthur star in my life play as grand exemplars for how to behave, so I accept Odyssean flaws with grace that drive my soul against Neptunian pride on zealous quest to find my secret home that strands me on your grim Plutonian shore. You are my bright-eyed siren on sharp rocks whose heart-enchanting song of mute desire reveals how I lost what I most adore while urging me to soldier on with hope around obstacles of indifferent fate since you are beacon of my journey home. Frail ship of my enduring heart maintains integral structure of my fractured mind, so I stay balanced as I surf wild waves of constant change in fortunate progress, star-guided toward weird paradise I built as haven for your soul till I return. Bombs dropped from planes that laughing angels fly may deconstruct framework of our world view based on security of our hearth home, but kingdom of our faith consists of code programmed to bind our hearts with marriage vows as shield against invaders of our land. Hearts bound by loyalty of trusting love, we stand secure in knowledge of our faith that gives us strength of honest arrogance to endure relentless attacks of dream thieves so we preserve pale of our nation-state till haughty angels fall from flaming clouds. You are Calypso and Penelope combined in one courageous soul of hope, so I commission me with solemn oath to guard your life against oppressive greed of men who view your life as profit tool, for you are person I respect with love. Long after angry soldiers with cruel guns, sent by exploiters hiding in tall towers, retreat from field of battle we endure, we rebuild haven of our humble hearth, then grow again through our creative hands by teaching children how to thrive with love.
Wednesday, August 19, 2026
Intense Desire To Live
Intense Desire To Live © Surazeus 2026 08 19 I feel the ocean seething in my brain when I somersault inside the black hole that pulses with intense desire to live to wake up bound inside this coil of flesh that urges me to compete for fresh fruit so I generate life before I die. I feel vast emptiness of everything swell huge through singularity in still point at the center of all light when galaxies flare forth from flash of thought then spiral into strands of clicking genes that mold bipedal gods with grasping hands. I feel urge to transcend my frame of thought so I run laughing on long wooden dock, then leap high into heaven of gold clouds on time-rewinding wings of Icarus, but fate pulls me back down to solid state where I laugh wildly on my back in grass. I feel expanding scope of consciousness envelop Earth with gleam of mental code so I dream every soul who ever lives as universal mind of mindless self who sings in one harmonious melody hearts of eight billion separate human beings. Suryathi, bright-eyed Goddess of the Sun, ascends from gleaming fields of blooming rice to fly on bold Apsara wings of faith above vast complex of tall tower spires and scatters coins of gold on villages where farmers bless her generosity. Gold river dragon rises from clear stream, eyes gleaming bright as diamonds of star truth, scales writhing lithe as flames of holy thought, and sings uncanny spell of heart insight that sparks strange vision of world prophecy which I sing as I stroll long road of light. Queen Mary steps from wood ship of desire and strides wet stones in swirling fog of fear to claim with faith the jeweled crown of thorns she wears as wise Minerva born on Earth, then tells me with soft voice of ocean waves that I will build new kingdom of free will. Since I am temporary node of thought that vibrates spirit of genetic code as deathless angel in my mortal shell, I order hamburger with tater tots and eat lunch at bench in the river park, then play guitar and sing of human hope.
Delusions Of Global Conquest
Delusions Of Global Conquest © Surazeus 2026 08 19 If I should find myself under attack by gangs of thieves hostile to my free will, I may hope Aphrodite would appear to whisk me away in cloud of concern, like she sheltered Paris from Menelaus, because my heart is full of love for life. I pray to Goddess of Beauty and Love to veil my fragile soul of naive hope from social predators, armed with state laws, who try to scam my innocent respect with lucrative return on vested funds, and bear me to safe haven in her heart. Were clever Eris, Trickster of Desire, to toss Apple of Chaos at my feet, so Goddesses of Wisdom, Love, and Power, were to tempt me with treasures of their hearts, I like to think my mind would analyze best scene that fosters spiritual success. While I decide which path I want to take that guides me to domestic quietude, I must descend to Underworld of dreams to ask Achilles and Odysseus which goddess I should choose to risk my fate, whose fortunes present results of Free Will. Perhaps I may find Dante by the pool, where Narcissus listens to Echo sing, so he will guide me to the Promised Land in lush Edenic vales of Idaho where I travel on the Oregon Trail to escape slaughter of religious wars. With spirit of Adam I tend fruit trees to fight deceptive serpent with gold eyes, inspired by Jesus son of Jupiter, because I choose to consume Fruit of Faith that opens my Third Eye of Star Insight to help me perceive essence of all things. With courage of brave Arthur of the Stone, descendent of Jehovian Fisher King, and Marya Magdalena, Mermaid Queen, I bear the bloody cross of holy war to build ten thousand towers of white stone, constructing Kingdom of Heaven on Earth. All these delusions of global conquest, that drove my ancestors two thousand years to colonize every nation on Earth, now dissipate in wordless glow of dawn, so I drink from the Holy Grail of Truth in my self-made role as Messiah Sleuth.
Star Eyes Of My Night
Star Eyes Of My Night © Surazeus 2026 08 19 Because she is the star eyes of my night, beaming visions of vain hope from her heart, I search with hope for algorithmic ways to redesign our social narrative so we admire perceptive qualities of common people struggling to survive. The plumber adjusts invisible pipes to channel water from the River Styx through sink faucet in kitchen of concern so I can cook spaghetti on the stove with tomato sauce and parmesan cheese when we drink wine and ignore falling bombs. The workers who repair our broken homes with frames of wood and nets of copper wires work with their hands to reshape forms of hope against oppressive tyranny of words stacked by large language models of pride so we drive our cars to the grocery store. The mechanic tweaks engine of my car so gas in combustion chamber explodes to power spin the piston engine sparks in twirling cycle of aggressive force so we zoom fast across map-measured space in time machine of legalized control. The farmer plows soil with hard dragon bone and sows sharp teeth in furrows of mute verse so angels and devils both spring with hope from field of dreams to colonize the world and build vast maze of streets with numbered doors where idols of dead gods direct our lives. The driver maneuvers delivery truck on web of highways sea to shining sea, porting raw materials to factories, providing merchandise to shopping stores, and stocking homes with valuable assets where we dwell in domestic quietude. The baker gathers wheat that Ceres grows to grind grains into flour of secret code they program into loaves of fresh-baked bread that we eat with fried fish and tartar sauce when Jesus preaches Sermon on the Mount about caring for homeless immigrants. I dream I meet Jesus on signless road alive as you and me with pulsing heart, so I ask if he will return again soon, but he shows how his spirit incarnates in leaders who nurture each human being through state that gives all freedom to live well.
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