Mercurial Melody Of Love © Surazeus 2026 08 30 Picking ripe berries from the laurel tree, that poison tears of angels with despair, young Lycidas whistles heart-aching tune in cautious winds of the mellowing year, then wades into the river of strange dreams and sings mercurial melody of love. Three muses gathered at the sacred well, that springs from stone where Jove lounges all day, recite brave songs that quick poets transcribe with blood of angels on parched demon skin, while Lycidas plays lyre of Mercury and stamps his feet in tune with river mud. Nursed together on the hill of pear trees, Lycidas, and his best friend Satyrus, herd flock of sheep beside the flowing stream to batten flock with fresh dews of the night where evening star gleams in the westering wheel, then plays slim oaten flute with aching heart. Tune of his oaten flute in desert caves, where wild thyme blooms from secret wound of hope, echoes soft in hazel copse where wrens sing to conjure from lush fairy mounds of fate ghosts of wise Druids who share secret codes recorded by old bards in wood-carved runes. Down Hebrus tides of endless water flow Lycidas wanders among fruited trees while lithe Satyrus dances with fierce grace to show him fane entangled with grape vines where skull of Orpheus, studded with gems, prophesies rise and fall of great empires. Beside the fountain Arethuse, that flows free from deep strangeness of our spinning Earth, Lycidas dances with bride of his heart, star-eyed Amaryllis in linen gown, who asks if he plays Herald of the Sea as son of Neptune in the horse-drawn cart. Disguised as prophet of the broken mask, Lycidas plays Alpheus with dread voice who visits bottom of the monstrous world in quest for valley where Bellerus dwells, yet finds his woeful shepherd friends distraught at news of his death in the Hebrus Stream. Recording deeds of heroes in strict verse that encodes tragic song of human hearts in Doric lay that few interpret well, Lycidas strides as Genius of the shore to teach young children art of poetry, expressing heart ache in transcendent spell.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, August 30, 2026
Mercurial Melody Of Love
Flash Of Mental Equilibrium
Flash Of Mental Equilibrium © Surazeus 2026 08 30 Behind the veil of laughter my soul wears bees gather sorrows to brew honey tears which poison angels with communal hope that apple trees will teach us how to cope with urgent passion of the need to know how seeds transform into the mental crow. Since language blinds our eyes to what is real, we disentangle concepts we should feel concealed in books that only gods can read in psychic riddles that compose our creed which guides our actions to destroy the world in preparation for the cosmic herald. I row wood boat across the mirror lake to find if Saturnus is yet awake, but black cat lurks where scarlet roses bloom in moonlit garden where I taste tart gloom thick with perfume of poppies in the air that proves my vow to always show I care. Together on wood patio after rain we build great kingdoms because life is vain, late-summer evening breeze of broken walls through extirpation of communist halls, so I row ferry into swirling mist to find fruit tree where Adam and Eve kissed. I wake up with no chance to start anew before the priest declares my crime is true, so I ride eagle of America to find crumbling temple in Attica where I children of my enterprising soul are eager to perform angelic role. Lost innocence of lovers binds their hands with firm commitment to guard fertile lands where homeless immigrants escaping war get jobs stocking shelves in the grocery store because the cleaning lady runs the state, whose humble mop still calculates our fate. I read the ancient book of fairy tales that falls into my hands when terror fails to recommend song of the nightingale that sings in pastoral setting of the vale where honest farmer milks the sacred cow though his son plays King of the Golden Bough. Through flash of mental equilibrium I map lush meadows of Elysium to find small temple in weird Orphic cave where I join the global ruling enclave as shadow king in secret government which I rule with Astarian Testament.
Waves Of Lake Ontario
Waves Of Lake Ontario © Surazeus 2026 08 30 When sunlight gleams on Lake Ontario my lonesome heart ascends on eagle wings to glide through heavenly scenario where soul in every world religion sings. Clear waves of Lake Ontario reveal strange energy of selfless gifts that heal. We stroll together on shore of great lake that binds our nations with mutual respect so mirror of its truth unmasks the fake through urge for peace that keys how we connect. Deep waves of Lake Ontario expose brave courage in fate our choices compose. Though greedy tyrant wearing crown of thorns tries to rename great lake of our joined hearts, we gather to feast at lacustrine bourns where name of hope is writ on global charts. Rough waves of Lake Ontario express firm principle of liberty we bless. Two nations bound by one Great Lake of Truth assert shared mission to nurture world peace, administered by wise messiah sleuth through office of our Sibyl cantatrice. Calm waves of Lake Ontario proclaim equal civil rights in the social game.
Eagle Of America
Eagle Of America © Surazeus 2026 08 30 The people of our land cry out in shock when King Midas aims golden gun of greed and shoots down Eagle of America that twitches in agony when it lands in reflecting pool of the national mall where Abe cradles wounded bird in his hands. Trapped in small scope of what he thinks is real, King Midas struts in Grand Canyon of fear, hunting for Eagle of America to pilfer treasures of the Spider Queen who weaves cables into the world wide web so we merge private wills in one world view. When he takes control over Ship of State, King Midas steers it at the Siren Rocks to destroy Eagle of America whose flight lures him with illusion of wealth between Scylla and Charybdis of greed that leaves us stranded on the beach of sharks. Caught in vortex of changing history, King Midas climbs the fig tree of despair to steal from Eagle of America golden eggs of vanity we admire, but Minerva fires arrow of respect that causes wheat to grow from wounded hearts. Riding red dragon of treason to war, King Midas steals the jeweled crown of thorns to fend off Eagle of America till George the dragon-slayer with sharp ax casts the devil into deep pit of fire where he plays rounds on golf course of regret. Attempting to arrest fierce Juvenal, King Midas sends goons in the streets of Rome to deport Eagle of America, then appoints Goliath Minister of War to fight the Shepherd David when he leads grand revolution of the working class. Destroying Temple of the Holy Ghost, King Midas chases White Queen in her cave to kidnap Eagle of America, but angel in the dark door wakes from dream who sings with eerie voice of ocean waves to free our people from his tyranny. Attacking Liberty with Book of Deeds, King Midas tries to crown himself world king with feathers from Eagle of America, but wise Minerva wrestles ghost of fear and raises Lamp of Freedom high again so we build new world of Zarathia.
Saturday, August 29, 2026
Star-Wounded Mercury
Star-Wounded Mercury © Surazeus 2026 08 29 Across crowded maze of our cityscape I hear cry of star-wounded Mercury radiate from world brain of our radio with eerie melody of aching hope for every soul alive to live in peace though they fight to control the narrative. To understand where, on the signless road, we are lead by star-wounded Mercury in progress of expansion from quaint farms to world empire with war planes that patrol bright heavens where star angels play gold harps, I map our journey to the Promised Land. With sword of justice in my red right hand, forged from fear by star-wounded Mercury, I rally farmers I vow to protect in holy war against invading hordes to guard enclosing walls of paradise where we raise our children in apple groves. Mentored by desert prophet with star eyes, who wears mask of star-wounded Mercury, I protect Rapunzel in the stone tower when she gives birth to my heir to my throne, so I found Bloodline of the Holy Grail to rule world empire built by Jupiter. Crowned with victory of my grand chess game, well managed by star-wounded Mercury, I organize ten thousand castle towers uniting nations in Gothinian state to colonize rich lands of minerals in corporate empire of the faceless god. Though world wars topple kings of fantasy, in game played by star-wounded Mercury, I orchestrate knights of the Holy Grail to fight over who wears gold crown of thorns in world conspiracy of wealthy banks through progress of liberal democracy. While wearing Talamasca of dream code, invented by star-wounded Mercury, I host religious rite of sacrifice in ziggurat temple where Ishtar reigns to crucify greedy King of the Wood who steals our treasure from the Golden Bough. Anointed to play Jesus on world stage, directed by star-wounded Mercury, I fight dark doppelganger of my soul till I assimilate in one whole mind spirits of Dionysus and Apollo so I become Lucifer who rules Earth.
Listen With Calm Pride
Listen With Calm Pride © Surazeus 2026 08 29 When he embraces clemency of death while wearing flannel suit and dark green tie, Scott ponders pewter-polished clouds of fate that teach his heart to listen with calm pride to obligations of the open door that leads him to the garden of dead gods. Though voices of children ring off the sea where war ships wait in harbor of respect, Scott asks the angel with time-bloodied wings if he can sail beyond edge of the world where ghosts of gods on gold horizon gleam with threat of sudden invasion by fear. While cows chew cud in fields of fractured skulls where fighter jets scream across cluttered skies, Scott measures distance to the mountain peak from cabin by the lake where angels wait for savior of the world to come again in starship from some distant galaxy. Since time may leave him stranded on the beach where two hawks circle in the mirror sky, Scott flies large paper kite with haiku verse about bed sheets that flutter in salt wind with gentle gracefulness of dragon wings, then asks Minerva for pear-ginger tea. If he waits in the airport by the sea for lonely teacher wearing crystal mask, Scott never calls her on the telephone to tell her what the owl would like to say, then strikes the match so he can start anew, and lights the candle on the windowsill. Open hands catching drops of restless rain to wash the dishes in the kitchen sink, Scott tends his sick wife in the afternoon when sparrows in dead trees steal cinnamon for the mother bear who still prays in church while clutching amulet of innocence. Inspired by beauty of wind-carved alcove from gold sandstone that frames cloud-mottled sky, Scott calculates psychotic vibe of faith that nurtures broken hearts of wanderers dislocated from homeland of their tribe when strangers adopt them across the sea. Though dreams of nothingness haunt morning hours from careless arrogance of wind-swirled sand, Scott stands on stage with microphone in hand and reads verse he wrote on the broken bridge through framework of domestic quietude that serves as social glue in times of war.
Laughing River Of Respect
Laughing River Of Respect © Surazeus 2026 08 29 Free on the laughing river of respect, Zephyrus sails to city of glass books where he presents tale of the fallen god that seems to inspire workers to rebel against overlords who enslave their souls in war that fades from memories of men. Though children from Star Woman in the cave rule island of plum trees three thousand years, Zephyrus organizes farming towns to manage food-production of rich land, ensuring every person breathing air receives enough food on their plate of hope. Wielding star-forged Sword of Gathering Clouds that gleams with diamonds from star eyes of gods, Zephyrus battles the eight-headed beast incarnate as dread pirates of the sea, and slays them all with lithe alacrity to free the people of his land from fear. Painting portraits of heroes from the past whose brave deeds save humanity from harm, Zephyrus depicts normal human men as gods who represent forces of nature incarnate in our fragile frames of flesh, whose spirits possess men with force of power. Ruling people of Earth with honest fairness, as river god who controls traffic flow, enforcing passage fees on merchant ships, Zephyrus reigns in watch-house on the bridge where he controls commercial sales of goods as guardian over garden of his clan. Kneeling by laughing river of respect before Star Woman in cave of her heart, Zephyrus declares loyalty of faith to cause of her grand vision to unite all nations of the Earth under one law that treats every human with equal grace. Chanting verses from Epic of Star Eyes, Zephyrus sings before angels in robes that sound of the bell ringing in the sky echoes the impermanence of all things, for flowers show how the prosperous decline and the proud fade as dust before the wind. Awake by laughing river of respect, Zephyrus ponders nature of our world where humans work in companies of faith through hierarchy of responsible power to maintain our food-production machine that keeps us alive till every soul dies.
Puzzle Shards Of Truth
Puzzle Shards Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 08 29 To reassemble puzzle shards of truth that depicts virtual model of real Earth, Seraphus gathers masks of mortal gods who crowned themselves as great leaders of men to hang in Museum of Manic Heroes which highlights vanity of social power. When howling winds of social hurricanes, that represent changes in our shared zeitgeist, sweep through vast Museum of Manic Heroes, puzzle shards of truth in global world view swirl into spirals of chaotic fear that scatter principles all humans share. Separate world views, which religions create on grand foundation of heroic deeds performed by prophet of their cultural vibe, are deconstructed by woke warriors who fight to dismantle power hierarchies that favor privilege of wealthy clans. Wielding the sword Excalibur with hope, Seraphus defends with courage of faith Goddess of Liberty in human form who bears Lamp of Freedom and Book of Truth so she can guide lost refugees of war through storm to Museum of Manic Heroes. When farmers all across the countryside, bitter that politicians neglect their needs, follow King Midas to the Promised Land, they find themselves trapped in vast maze of debt, scammed by the greedy thief who steals their wealth and leaves them stranded in the wilderness. Aware that farmers who produce our food, which angels stock in stores across the land, were scammed of agency to live with pride by greedy king who wears mask of the Christ, Seraphus finds them in the wilderness and promises to help secure their farms. To reassemble puzzle shards of truth in new world view based on support of farms, Seraphus constructs world ontology for every nation on our spinning globe to focus fiscal programs of support on mothers raising children to grow food. On crumbling ruins of America, social system built on wealth privilege, Seraphus leads our project to construct new government focused on funding farms that nurtures families with faith in truth in thriving state we name Zarathia.
Friday, August 28, 2026
Empty Books Of Tales
Empty Books Of Tales © Surazeus 2026 08 28 Ghosts of our ancestors fold their tattered masks as origami puzzles of engagement to hide essential code of fantasies in empty books of tales that angels steal through clever plan to encrypt frequencies programmed to trick my heart with guarantees. Sylvanus stares at how the river flows in graceful curves around large stone of faith, concerned about excessive intervals that index legal statutes without keys translating illogical anecdotes to riddles of magnetic fortitude. No prominent inspector from the tower arrives at fountain in center of town soon enough to prescribe fake principles that manage moral behavior with jokes that reference our rational radiance, pursuant to unrecognized perspectives. Symbolic supplements stored in glass books, that define temporal syllabus of faith, upgrade mental functions of measurement through ultimate testament his heart screams against transmission of funds to the sky from virtual vanity his mind extracts. His brain of advantageous variants, contracted by the faceless gods of idols, rewinds warrantless clock of revenue through socialist drama radios broadcast to prove religion no more relevant that stories children draw in picture books. No sacrifice in stadium of state pride proves needless to the specialized reporter whose strategy to satellite salvation beams through visual virus of vanity libertine loyalty jesters revere enough to maximize potential gain. Honest leverage that saviors apply, while singing frantic hymns of motor cars, frame social ministry devils require through mutant melodies of manic love, quick enough to abdicate marketing contrived by believers in mysteries. Time-shifting paradigm of fairy tales provides permission for the populous to buy and sell their souls in grim exchange according to their noble heritage despite hurricane of the holocaust that we perform in theater of faith.
Walk This Tender Earth
Walk This Tender Earth © Surazeus 2026 08 28 We walk this tender Earth on haughty feet, fueled by the burning passion of bright rain, with mission to transcend bounds of this time through smoldering wisdom of the blazing clouds which seem to urge our journey against death, till we sit breathless by the gushing stream. We bury shame of failure in the grave, entangled with long roots of hungry trees, to find wealth we extracted with our hands stained red with blood of wanderers who grasp at fleeting shadow of security, amazed at beauty of the fractured sky. I weep at forests of tall graceful pines hacked into boards of office furniture that grew on mountains shoveled in hot stoves and forged in rumbling engines of fast cars that swarm vast web of asphalt highways fast against the silent loneliness of time. Along the road where my ancestors walked to build new paradise of liberty I travel east against their westward tide to find my neighbors locked in prison camps where angels of pure light in rotting flesh sing with the specter of the desert seer. With noble anthem of the broken heart I celebrate counterfeit victories achieved by soldiers of the bleeding cross when Twin Towers of global enterprise collapse in burning flames of honesty at second coming of the eyeless ghost. The universe expands beyond my mind where atoms spin wild spirals of desire so I feel surging tides of ocean souls flush through taut veins of melancholy joy when I rise from womb of our Mother Earth to dream through every soul who ever lives. Pure love for life as energy of song abides in writhing bones of my god soul with lithe affection for all conscious souls who glow with me in multiverse of fate that we create with every choice we make, constructing new world view from fertile myths. Born from the rain-wet woods of Oregon, that mold my soul from jagged mountain clay, I walk the endless road of holy song to praise immortal souls of flashing stars who dream their gods awake inside my brain while I sing in the crowded city maze.
Old Souls Of Stars
Old Souls Of Stars © Surazeus 2026 08 28 We are frail mortal dust that dreams of light, small fragments fallen from soul-beaming fire, old souls of stars that burned before the world, whose furnace forged our thoughts in molten time, and scatters us as seeds across cold void to wake in flesh and wonder what we are. We glow within vast crucible of suns when hydrogen sings hymns of violent birth, compressed to diamond hardness in their hearts, and burst in supernova bloom of death, propelling our bright atoms through vast night to drift ten billion years toward this green Earth. Now locked in bone we bear that primal blaze, clear glimmer of celestial memory that flickers when we gaze at midnight sky and feel strange kinship with those distant lamps, for every eye that peers in star-strewn dark recalls the home from which its light was beamed. The iron in our blood was stellar ash, the calcium that props our active frame was cooked in dying giants long ago, so when our hearts beat fast with love or fear, the rhythm pulses from that ancient drum that first began to throb in central suns. We think we walk alone on lonely ground, yet constellations wheel within our veins, their mythic figures mapped in neural fire, and when we love with grief from dream of gods we reenact grand drama of huge spheres where light yearns still for light across the gulf. So though we dissipate to ash at death, extinguished when the body cools to clay, our atoms lit in starlight cannot fade, but swirl again to join their parent glow, returning through the dark on silver wings to shine once more where new suns take their form. We are the universe that learns to see, the cosmos waking from its dreamless sleep, with eyes that open on the edge of time to watch itself unfold in bloom through thought, and in each soul that suffers, sings, and strives our star recalls its journey and burns on. As temporary souls of ancient stars we swirl in Earth to learn the shape of flesh, taste the bitter-sweet salt of human tears, and turn our timeless light to words in song so all who hear may lift their gaze above and know themselves as children of the stars.
Solarium Of My Honest Heart
Solarium Of My Honest Heart © Surazeus 2026 08 28 Each time I look back on road of my life to analyze progress of my secret plan to generate new life before I die, the future unspools world view of my heart so I become enemy of my soul, distracted by strange beauty of the sky. Stretching my body to waken from dream electric soul of stars, which animates aggressive caution of my hungry mind, I write tale of my laughter on the sky so I can drink ancient truth in the rain that teaches me the way my heart should go. Awake this hour in silence of cool dawn, I ponder why all humans live and die, yet try to play some mythic role of pride in psychic drama of our nation-state composed of children from One Mother Soul whose vision of the world programs our minds. I like to lounge beneath my apple tree and chat about true nature of the world with star-eyed serpent in long tangled limbs whose rainbow-feathered wings expand with breath to broaden scope of my brief consciousness so I almost become God I imagine. Each time some hungry animal or man attempts to eat my body for its meal, or enslave my soul to fulfill their will, I fight to maintain life and liberty, asserting my inalienable right to exist in weird drama of my faith. Our souls are conjured by dream of our brains as long as bodies function chemically, so I stretch tension of my body taut with lithe attention to limits of force, based on analysis of consequence I measure from results of active cause. I fashion oak limb into magic wand, tipped with sharp diamond from cave of desire, so, when they attack to control my soul, I fight with martial dance of graceful hope to guard Solarium of my honest heart where fruit trees blossom with sweet food of love. When I look forward on my road of life I cannot see the future I will live except through fractal lens of earnest love constructing paradise my heart designs through every choice of fate I activate, so I give you fruit to eat in my heaven.
Thursday, August 27, 2026
Jitteriness Of The Deer
Jitteriness Of The Deer © Surazeus 2026 08 27 In evening shadow of cautious regret Carla treads through elm grove to flowered glade, toward blue house beside the round silver pool, alert with jitteriness of the deer to danger lurking in darkening gloom, body buzzing with terror of grim death. Stomping boots with earnest possessiveness, Robert searches for his runaway wife who cost three horses and seven cows when he purchased her from the poor blacksmith, and shouts her name loud in darkening gloom, heart pounding with religious rage of pride. Trembling in chilly wind of fearful hope, Carla knocks lightly on the blue house door, but glances behind her in shadowed woods when she hears him shouting her name in rage, and gasps when old woman opens the door, whispering hoarsely to hide her soul from death. Running toward blue house by the silver pool, Robert grabs thin arm of the frightened girl who stares at him with black eyes of the deer which attempts to escape jaws of the wolf, and grins at the old woman with gray eyes to explain the little girl is his wife. Frowning with concern as the moon glows gold, Catherine insists he let the girl go, for she is far too young to be his wife, but Robert pushes her with growl of rage with force that causes her to tumble back so her frail head cracks on hard oak table. In purple dimness of the twilight zone, Carla gasps in shock of frightened despair, then cradles head of the old crone with care, whose frail body spasms at jolt of pain, vainly attempting to stop gush of blood that glistens with horror of mute moonlight. Twisting arm free from hard grip of his hand when he drags her away from the blue house, Carla runs through elms to the gushing stream, pauses by the stone to softly declare that she would rather die than marry him, then jumps in swift current of hopeless fear. Crawling on shore of Plutonian gloom, many miles downstream from her lost hometown, Carla huddles beside the apple tree, and cries with anguish of hopeless despair when she thinks about old woman who died, then eats apples at lonely flash of dawn.
Map Meadows Of Elysium
Map Meadows Of Elysium © Surazeus 2026 08 27 Across the frozen fields of ardent faith I hear uncanny hymns of wordless hope sung by lost angels of the Pleistocene that lure me with enchanting siren call to journey eastward to the rising sun which highlights fruit trees of the Promised Land. Trapped in glass temple of the eyeless wraith that whispers proverbs about how to cope, I offer apple to Queen Melusine who bids I take new God Mask from the wall, then teaches me to use the Judgment Gun when I guard Heaven with my red right hand. When son of Jesus reigns as King of Earth with angels in hierarchies of state power, I ask my father, Archivist of Fate, if I can join cult of the Seraphim to play role in his global government as secret agent of King Jupiter. Attending sacred ritual of rebirth that takes place in the high Rapunzel Tower, I journey Sacred Way to Pluto Gate with acolytes while chanting Orphic hymn to seek wisdom through psychic punishment so I rise reborn as Prince Lucifer. Arriving at the Telesterium, to join in Eleusinian Mysteries, I experience cycle of birth and death while wearing oak mask of Persephone when I drink nectar of spiritual light, then sing in small Anactoron of Truth. Presiding in new-built Astarium, where Ishtar dictates Book of Fantasies, I lead worshippers in rites of deep breath that primes our minds to beam epiphany when we learn rules for psychedelic flight from Icarus who plays messiah sleuth. I seek salvation of the Rolling Stone which Sisyphus orients to build Stonehenge since Oberon hosts festival of elves to rule Empire of Earth from Avalon for twenty thousand years of solitude till hunger builds the towers of Ilium. I carve magic spells in runes on god bones while Tantalus gives Ishtar sacred orange so Apollon stores books on archive shelves at wizard academy in Oregon where I learn arcane art of pulchritude when I map meadows of Elysium.
Brave Urgency Of Hope
Brave Urgency Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 08 27 Inspired by gold-face shadow on pine hull, designed by dawn light gleaming through soft mist, Saphyrus ventures from ship of his heart to cautiously explore the waking world where breezes whisper in large silver leaves strange story of the way time unspools all. While constellations of the pre-dawn sky frame how his eyes perceive tree-bristling hills, Saphyrus stretches body of stiff limbs to activate brave urgency of hope for picking strawberries on the hill slope where sea winds prance on deer legs of desire. Urging the woman wearing deer-skin robe to shelter from fierce wind inside his heart, Saphyrus gives her strawberries to eat, and feels her eyes etch wisdom of calm faith on rough skin of his soul with tender hands that warm his trembling body as they kiss. When lightning, flashing across the gray sea, disperses clouds to unveil the bright sun, Saphyrus follows woman with green eyes down to the swirling waves of ardency where she floats on tormenting waves of time till he becomes the land that cradles her. Feeling as if his aching soul transforms to become this nameless woman he loves, Saphyrus chooses to walk by her side when they explore lush hills of rustling trees to fill leather bags with apples and eggs, then follows her up to silver moon ridge. Sitting before airigh of rugged stones at entrance to large hall inside high mound, Saphyrus feeds wood to the crackling flames as green-eyed deer woman with long black hair brews apple cider with honey and eggs that bubbles in brass cauldron of her heart. Slicing cheese that she makes from pungent milk where wooly sheep graze on thick tufts of grass, Saphyrus gazes at the distant loch that shimmers silver between rugged hills, and wonders if the ship on which he sailed from Ostia still lies on the pebbled beach. Hoisting sail on his ship of eager love that glides over the wine-dark sea of time, Saphyrus takes pregnant deer woman home from rugged hills of Caledonia to sunlit meadows of lush Latium where she breastfeeds their daughter in the garden.
Wednesday, August 26, 2026
Wild Carmanian Waste
Wild Carmanian Waste © Surazeus 2026 08 26 Mother of this great globe that teems with life, whose psychic energy through human brains strives to wake mortal souls with cautious sight of faith in what our minds perceive, reveal pure essence of atoms in frames of matter so I feel your divine mind in my soul. Since obstinate questionings about life, delivered by the faceless ghost of earnest hope embodied by the laughing messenger, drive me beyond walls of religious creeds, I render brave mission to comprehend engine that motivates my quest for truth. Twilight phantasms glowing in my dreams spark me to fine-tune taut lyre of my heart so breath of our First Mother plays quick tune of wisdom across matrix of my brain, expressed as solemn hymn of honesty which charms no other heart on Earth but mine. Since charmed eddies of autumnal winds form mound of forgetful leaves over my skull, which sings wordless prophecies about death, I sing in solitude of wind-blown trees surreal fantasies through weird melodies which gleam as lamp that guides my earnest steps. Nurtured by solemn visions of soul growth at fountain of divine philosophy that radiates in ambient air from lush Earth, I seek strange truths in undiscovered lands where city mazes of steel-framed glass towers mushroom from meadows where my fathers farmed. Far from the tangled wilderness of hope, where my ancestors built havens of peace, I cradle secure sense of solitude while roaming streets of rainbow-chasing crowds among glass towers of commercial wealth constructed on ruins of ancient temples. No longer lost in wild Carmanian waste, where boat of my exploratory heart lies beached on shifting sands of certitude, I keep mute conference with my dream-hexed soul to translate spells of anguish blind ghosts howl so passing strangers stop to hear my song. That spectral soul as spirit of our times, whom I encounter at the desolate tomb of our cultural god, opens cyber wings, designed by Icarus, and teaches me secret of composing truth-riddled verse with Cassandra Code to guide the lost home.
Mirrored Stillness Of The Soul
Mirrored Stillness Of The Soul © Surazeus 2026 08 26 Despite the mirrored stillness of the soul that hides essential nature of my heart in sweet illusion of the mask I wear, my mind seethes with ambition to transcend physical limits of body and mind by weaving my memories in riddle verse. If bright coherence of the conscious soul still glows with integrated sense of self after functions of the body have ceased, as people are so desperate to believe, then why are they not all around us now whispering their dreams in words we can hear? Just as the frail flame on the candle wick puffs into delicate curls of mute smoke, so vibrant pulse of psychic energy will vanish into nothingness at death since chemical glow of the dreaming mind ceases to emanate clear consciousness. Just as water, shaped by shell of the bowl, disperses into incoherent swirls when whole frame is fractured into small shards, so intact process of the neural net will scatter into frazzled sparks of unthought, unable to preserve memories as dreams. This special feeling of my own uniqueness that binds chemical energy as me, conjured by ancestral memories of life programmed by genes to beam my sense of self, tricks me to think my conscious mind has lived before my birth as immortal God Self. My sense of self is programmed from my genes by conscious functions of attentive brains in my ancestors who created life through each new generation of my being that has evolved four hundred million years, so I feel as if I have lived forever. My brain is but one temporary node of consciousness awake in me this hour at this still point of my immortal genes designed by my ancestors to perceive process to generate bodies of children another hundred million years of life. I am coherent soul combining souls of all my ancestors in Sense of Self, so I would like to wake in my descendants, but they will form their own coherent souls in bodies animated by brave love bright in the mirrored stillness of the soul.
Broken Things Of Time
Broken Things Of Time © Surazeus 2026 08 26 If I wrap huge thoughts in small cage of wings to climb complex ladder of chorus tunes, I might feel swelling of my conscious mind with urgent passion to become the sky, but this body my ancestors designed constrains my quest to analyze the why. I never mourn the broken things of time since more than magic of conceptual faith preserves integrity of vibrant souls with web of words we weave from memories to maintain format of our worldview creed connecting us to every soul on Earth. My face glows in the window of my home as constellation formed from long-dead stars that flash awake in eyes of the moon owl who always watches me perform my life in vain attempt to earn credits of faith enough for admittance to paradise. Half-open doors of innocent desire lure me to restart play of my failed life with new beginning in some distant town where I seek treasure of the secret truth hidden in library of ancient tales recording lives of people without names. Though I try to carry joy in my hands, it flows away with liquid solvency while I sing quiet carol of my heart in silent darkness of the endless day where nameless people wander streets of fate by hiding pain of sorrow in their eyes. When Artemis returns from bright moon with seeds of trees she finds in every land, she asks me to plant them in town square parks where they bloom lush with soft angelic souls who whisper fairy tales as I pass by so I may understand why all souls die. When she explains long lineage of her grief in strange words her heart attempts to invent, she speaks with fondness of her bitter pain since she has danced with searing thorn of fear too many years to extricate it now, then grips my hand and sings in agony. I wonder, as I wander in oak woods with basket of persimmons on my arm, if my death will be silent as the lake that sings with shimmer of sad restless wind, but when they make short movie of my life I hope they show how much I ache to live.
Tuesday, August 25, 2026
Become Ideal God Self
Become Ideal God Self © Surazeus 2026 08 25 Midway through journey of my eager life I find myself in dark wood of the mind to study apparitions on black bough of faceless ghosts who ask me to record tale of unjust exile from paradise, so we lounge by white chickens and tell jokes. Life occurs when pattern key of the sperm unlocks material process of the egg, so immortal soul of genes unspools coils that assemble atoms in chemicals to weave neural network of the brain which animates organic frame of flesh. Consciousness glows when dream-recording brain configures program through analysis to gather and consume chemical mass that reconstructs the frame of glowing flesh which ambulates on landscape of the mind to generate new life before we die. Death happens when component atom nodes, that compose chemical organic beings, deconstruct material frame of the self so its conscious soul vanishes to sparks of atoms that dissipate in mute wind and swirl about in random gusts of fate. Some atoms stay stuck in clumps of mute rocks billions of years as the Earth spins in space, while others in dirt are sucked by tree roots, transformed to fruit that organic beings eat, so atoms that once formed my dreaming brain now become flashes in your dreaming brain. Every atom belonging to my soul belongs to every soul who ever lives, for we are clumps of atoms Earth creates so she can wake in visions of our brains as we strive to become ideal God Self which our ancestors make to guide our way. Thus when I hear your voice call out my name, that we invent to signify each self, I smile and open arms of welcoming to share my meal in shelter of my heart, then we tell each other tales about life so we expand scope of our conscious sense. Our parents show us how to walk the world and name each object and action we sense till they vanish into the wind we breathe, then we show our own children how to walk the world and name its essence in new song till we vanish into the wind they breathe.
Abstract Space Of My Mind
Abstract Space Of My Mind © Surazeus 2026 08 25 Alone in the abstract space of my mind, where reason flaps white raven wings of faith, I translate sorrow of ancestral dreams to heart-enchanting hymn of honest hope that shines with ancient wisdom of the sky as lamp that leads me to the Promised Land. By forging keys of reason from my pain I prove to fallen angels in the rain that I am abstract concept of my being, primed to ascend on breath-approving wing through fraught contingency of spinning space as pristine idol with strange divine face. Growth through epistemic humility provides oblique viewpoint for me to fly against the mindless tides of social change when I mold dreams of brave uncertainty to fit stylistic canon of our state while lounging in chalet of mortal fate. Through fragments of the humble anecdote, based firmly on allusive bricolage, my hand arranges puzzle shards of truth within aesthetic quadrant of our creed that weaves each unrelated reference in tensile matrix of our world-shared dreams. With programmatic openness of fear, concealed in symbols of unabstract art, I fashion gossip into ballad code to manufacture products from lake muck that soothes our wounded hearts with cute bromides developed by the archivist of dreams. Because we sail the spirit-coiling sea across infinite waves of starlit souls, we call to lighthouse keeper of our faith whose eyes illuminate surface of souls so we rise up from abyss of despair as swan-winged whales of innocent desire. While temporary glimmers of our souls pulse under thin skin of our mortal pride, great dragon of our hearts expands wild wings so we become the self we choose to play despite attempts of bitter Thought Police to interpret false meaning from our psalm. Absorbed by landscape of the mindless vale to flow with beauty of the sparkling stream, I feel strong tidal pull of social vibes reverse abstraction of my dreaming mind, so we hold hands and walk the river trail to chat about the earnest tones of birds.
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