Global Theory Of Radiance © Surazeus 2026 03 29 Alive with mental dance of solitude, I follow crystal wires that lace the air back to exaggerated waste of Hell to hear sweet vibrant birds of everywhere proclaim rebirth of everyone in Spring who gives each other stories of despair. Since my feelings wither and bloom all year against background of moral rectitude, I breathe expansive quality of hope that swirls from thoughts of frantic pulchritude confined by loneliness of distant shouts which dapples blue sky of my fortitude. Blue shadows sweep across front lawn of fate with inwardness of my strange character defined by incidents my soul performs essential to my state as Lucifer because I fade from Heaven after all, disowned by my grandfather Jupiter. Stark fear subsides with glimmer of warm breeze when ravens in oak trees recall my name through sharp intensity of sudden truth which I anticipate with every game without atonement through regret for faith that lifts me upward to avoid false fame. Adrift through eternity of each hour that nests my spirit with brave nothingness, I float on vacant vastness of our world in vehement valley of pleasantness with quiet absolution from my heart startled by drone of planes in emptiness. Patient observation of social cues reveals weird circumstantial evidence based on principal figures of state laws contrived by particular providence which permeates family lawns all over town who share communal feast of precedence. Sea tides that ebb and flow reveal my heart composed of stars that gleam in human eyes, based on global theory of radiance through vicissitude of conceptual spies who flee across mud flats of social rules to lost Willow House where they eat fruit pies. Obscure on rainbow loop of energy, that spirals outward from globe of our dreams, I thread my soul in matrix of god souls comprised of psychic riddles in word streams that bind me with religious tales of good as nameless actor trapped in puzzle memes.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, March 29, 2026
Global Theory Of Radiance
Saturday, March 28, 2026
Child Of The Mountain
Child Of The Mountain © Surazeus 2026 03 28 When child of the mountain calls my true name with innocent voice of wind in damp vales, I run through deep forest of singing pines to heed strange clarion call of the sky so I fight for grand cause of liberty then weep silver tears on graves of your souls. If child of the mountain remembers why we trace wings of sparrows in silver mist, he might find abandoned home of his heart where skull of his father prophesies deeds that he will perform on ambitious stage while chasing illusions of power and peace. Though child of the mountain on signless road hears soft sound of silence in dim-lit streets, he runs in green rain along railroad tracks to find the overflowing well of desire where serpents of wisdom slither as Runes that glimmer with neon signs of the truth. Still child of the mountain searches for love along narrow streets of wet cobblestone while bearing broken lamp of curious fear till he finds ten billion people at dawn milling in silence by fountain of tears who wake in surprise at voice of his heart. Yet child of the mountain touches your heart with intricate stories of suffering that translate eternal song of the sea to clever riddles that make us all laugh with tears of happiness when we meet Death in our journey on sandy shores of faith. Since child of the mountain writes prophecies with heart-broken angst on tenement halls, we gather in Temple of Fallen Gods to share strange stories of our surreal dreams when angels in Heaven destroy our homes with silver bombs of imperial pride. Till child of the mountain is born again as Christ anointed with black engine oil, which lubricates engine of global wealth, he guides refugees from religious wars with map of Hell Dante left in his will to find Weeping Mother in cave of faith. Now child of the mountain appears from smoke that billows from temples bombed by contempt and blows loud horn of Joshua at dawn to lead our nation against haughty kings and build from ruins of America world democracy of Zarathia.
Quick-Winged Sparrow
Quick-Winged Sparrow © Surazeus 2026 03 28 Quick-winged sparrow of the human soul, seen to flit safe from tempest of cold wind in fire-warm hall of power where world leaders feast on bones of workers in factories, lands on head of the self-crowned king of greed and prophesies that the proud always fall. Our transient human soul, lodged in our flesh of warm protection from cruel mindless death, comes from no far mysterious realm of light on time-transcendent wings of divine love, for conscious glow radiates from spongy brain as glow of self-aware acuity. What seems to wise philosophers to be mysterious origin in distant stars of our bright consciousness we call our soul, which animates our body till we die, is local to enclosed sphere of our skull, for primal flame of self glows from our brain. Our brain provides foundation for the soul to bloom from seed of hope as tree of thought, nurtured by tears of sorrow our hearts bleed with nourishment of harsh experience so we learn consequence of every cause which we encode in proverbs of insight. No matter role each person of this world is doomed by play by choices of our fate, each individual brain conjures its soul from flash of memories in neural net that programs we how we perform our one part in crowded theater of social power. Some men attain heights of authority through scenes of chaos from hostile desire by organizing variant plans that clash with project of inclusive compromise to balance opposing forces of hope so everyone wins game of give and take. Other men grasp at elusive mirage of power over minds of other men by smashing strict conventions of respect through harsh assertion of their fragile will in frantic gestures of helpless despair hidden behind mask of feeble dominance. Quick-winged sparrow of my transient soul, that flits with urgent message of world change, traverses spiraling maze of dream keys to guide my quest of self-empowerment so I achieve modest success of faith composing epic of enlightenment.
Humble Farmers Of The Soil
Humble Farmers Of The Soil © Surazeus 2026 03 28 Suppressed desire of the damp ether hum writhes eyeless in limestone guilt of respect between weed-tangled banks of rivered oil that erodes foundation of empire guilt, trapped in drama of unforgiven crime that dissolves elements of memories. Substance of our bodies reconstitutes other bodies outside fake photographs blurred by fog of memories we forget, barely visible on glass table of hope disturbed by famine of answerless code that conjures neon signs on cement streets. Ghost of my heart guards unlocked labyrinth where my ancestors wander loops of hope with brave impassive cry of warriors that we return to history of our pride when we were humble farmers of the soil beneath bright satellites of global faith. Adamant refusal of patriots to condemn imperial glory of power restructures toxic privilege of faith to match political climate of war, rejecting birthright of obsessive quest to build our nation on skulls of dead gods. Against current tides of fate, I believe in brotherhood of nations as one tribe with genuine concern of social health for star-blind Oedipus in sacred grove of Colonus where acacias shade graves preserving souls of gods who ruled the world. Unpeopled landscape of my first homeland glows with weird enchantment of timeless myth through my imagination of faint hope, so I sit bored beneath the apple tree where Scythia first taught me how to sing, but all I can do now is mumble jokes. Half-destroyed by endless war of vampire gods to control deserted hills of oil wells, castle of my grandfather shimmers hot in lucid calm of weightless innocence till factory workers revolt against greed, then get back to work making more eye-phones. Neglected harbor of fear-rotten docks, where Elpenor waits for his ship to come, collects debris of missile-shattered boats till Ahura Mazda arrives by plane to defend Strait of Hormuz for Ishtar who walks barefoot on crunched shells of the beach.
Crowded Streets Of Life
Crowded Streets Of Life © Surazeus 2026 03 28 Rebirth of angels from body of flesh transforms the population of our world from manic robots of aggressive hope to celestial choirs of respectful clones who dissipate to mist at flash of dawn when I wake from sweet dreams of paradise. Shocked from complacent attitude of faith by constant annihilation of souls through war, famine, disease, and rot of age, I gaze with loving awe at every soul I see while walking crowded streets of life, heart aching to treasure each divine mind. We are pure flashing energy of light congealed in frail organic form of thought as atoms attempting to wake as God through conscious vision of our dreaming brains in neural nets of memory-storage nodes that refract divine concept of Star Mind. Through metaphysical concepts of love, that portray essence emanating bright from material machines of chemicals, I seek to express transcendental truth based firm on building blocks of verity, for our conscious souls will perish at death. Relaxed on wood bench before city hall, I observe strangers, wearing uniforms of social status, stride with calm intent of business to attend inherent needs concerning social strategies of power, leaves of flesh tossed by mindless winds of fate. Each individual face with special features, specific to ancestral strife to grow, presents elastic mask of mental will which replicates mythical characters whose spirits replay dramas of their lives in stories left unread in ancient books. I see detailed on vast map of your face journey of your ancestors across time that codes how their souls navigate despair long enough to generate child of hope who continues endless journey of faith to find the Promised Land of fantasies. Though we are wingless angels of the wind, contained in organic bodies of flesh for our brief journey on this spinning globe, we live forever in names carved on stone though we become dirt roots of trees imbibe to bloom as fruit which our descendants eat.
Friday, March 27, 2026
First Wordless Song
First Wordless Song © Surazeus 2026 03 27 When I wake in marble temple of fire after searching the world for angel wings, I hear first wordless song of aching hope ring out from voices of your nameless souls who wander lost on signless road of fear after your homes are bombed to memories. Frantic with urgency in will to live that drives my body forth in graceful dance, I express first wordless song of despair to evade horror of unending death when burning stones, that fall from silver sky of mocking crows, smash our homes into dust. If ghost of wisdom from the glowing cloud descends to Earth on vast demonic wings, I dream first wordless song of bitter truth that mask of Narcissus hides my real face with holy shimmer of aesthetic faith defined by Sibyl in tower of bones. Though Humble Gardener of the Faceless God orders chaos of lust in garden grove, I compose first wordless song of respect for Mountain Prophetess in Cave of Dreams who speaks with many voices of the world to translate sorrow into psalms of faith. Hidden in small house with infinite books about how Newton measures gravity, I drink first wordless song of apple wine spiced with cinnamon of angelic brains because the Earth is cracked in thirteen worlds controlled by Nebuchadnezzar and Lear. Shocked with obvious insight about how religions are fan clubs of mortal gods, I translate first wordless song into jokes earnest priests preach in cathedral halls to prove their Lord will someday rule the world because they try to kill everyone else. Seared by wrath of the electric storm god who bombs cities of angels with contempt, I forge first wordless song into airplane which I fly high above gold glowing clouds to find palace of Heaven built of crystal stones where I find nothing but eternity. Almost reaching Heaven with trembling hand which exists nowhere but in my sponge brain, I record first wordless song in weird spells as mirror that refracts ideas of things which spring from seeds with no purpose of being except anxious fear which sparks me to sing.
Maze Of Overlook Hotel
Maze Of Overlook Hotel © Surazeus 2026 03 27 Unbearable coldness of divine breath shocks my iced brain with shining thought, so I search every spirit-shadowed room in endless maze of Overlook Hotel, guided by glow of my Chaldean Star, where I meet Lucifer in every door. With shining globe of psychic energy, that luminates face my ancestors wore, I approach marble idol of dead god in gloomy maze of Overlook Hotel to ask opinion about earnest love that gleams behind glass mask of Lucifer. Still searching garden of our secret code six thousand years after Eve eats the pear, I read countless books full of singing ghosts in curving maze of Overlook Hotel who follow footsteps of my riddle-verse to Sacred Tree at heart of Middle-Earth. Since atoms shining in net of my brain evolve fish to wingless angel who sings, I feel I am God waking through my mind in psychic maze of Overlook Hotel to gain enlightenment of cosmic truth that gleams in eyes of every conscious soul. When we share smiles of fractured fantasy to constitute our global state of peace, I cook hamburgers for eight billion souls in doorless maze of Overlook Hotel who agree to design system of laws that manages woke world through liberty. Mapping roads along river of glass skulls where people gather in churches to pray, I set flow direction of water pipes in flooded maze of Overlook Hotel with plan to evaluate random fate that blindly highlights victims of world fame. Untangling names from matrix of lost time, as character in tapestry of fate, I see the Shining through my mirror mask in fractured maze of Overlook Hotel reflecting memories of each conscious soul who has lived in dream of our spinning world. Returning home to Isle of Avalon across the strangest sea of sophistry, I rise from wordless waves at dawn of time in vanished maze of Overlook Hotel to smile as ghost in tapestry of tales woven by Penelope every day.
Thursday, March 26, 2026
Eyes That Can See
Eyes That Can See © Surazeus 2026 03 26 So long as I live with eyes that can see faces of people in the city maze, strangers in my new-found community, I shall compare you to this fresh spring day when you tend apple trees in our backyard, dark red face glowing in light of the sun. Though we are fading with each seasoned year, trimmed by changing course Nature arrogates to transform lithe young bodies of our souls to withered wanderers in shade of time, we possess honest love that grows more strong since we first joined hands on our road of life. Unchanging love in changing frames of flesh gives us eternal life, though we will die, in children blooming from our fertile hearts who now possess bright youth as we grow old, because we transferred timeless glow of love to animate their bodies with pure light. Death always brags with honest smile of fate that we are wandering toward shade of her doom, yet we share pleasure in togetherness for heaven shines on both our mortal heads because we wander hand in hand toward death since we our one in bodies of our children. Safe in civil obscurity of love, we drive never-ending road of our love past quiet houses amid towering oaks, one heart-bound mind of daily pulchritude in separate bodies of our private souls, individuals coupled by free-will choice. Though we speak different tribal languages, fashioned by ancestral songs of the heart on two islands at the opposite ends of the spinning world, Java and Britannia, we speak one language with grammar of trust, attentive to shared plan of cordial growth. Devouring time, that thirsts for souls of gods, sparks passion to regenerate our souls in bodies of our children who spring bright on Phoenix wings from burning blood of hope, so we run laughing with swift-footed time to savor beauty of this life till death. Your gentle heart, within your glowing face painted by Nature with beauty of stars, ignores shifting fashions to project consistent wisdom as treasure of love that makes us wealthy in togetherness, because we choose each other to live well.
Weird Oracle Of Nature
Weird Oracle Of Nature © Surazeus 2026 03 26 With sharp alertness in cold morning dawn I hear weird oracle of nature sing urgent mission to play the king, not pawn, but I prefer to wear the magic ring that renders me invisible to eyes which gleam with mystery of eternal skies. At startling flash of red sun on far hills I sense weird oracle of nature glow with calm acceptance I must pay the bills or wander hungry in mute homeless snow that shrouds the blood-stained fields of brutal war with paved parking lot of the grocery store. Amid casual chatter of restaurants I hear weird oracle of nature claim sermons of the jester on global jaunts orchestrate our national power game that fools tyrants to think they can control heart of each human who plays their own role. From countless radios of daily news I feel weird oracle of nature shout arcane prophecies written by my Muse who analyzes state of social clout that internet influencers must yield to cultivate wealth from Fantasy Field. Concerned that humans wander lost in Hell, I pray weird oracle of nature preach draconic wisdom of the Odin Well encoded clear in runes my hands can reach when I translate strange songs of ocean waves to folksy proverbs my old mother saves. Curious to explore ruins of empires, I note weird oracle of nature code, concealed in hymns sung by celestial choirs, that helps me navigate the signless road which leads me past the hidden Promised Land, destined to rule the world from Samarkand. Amazed at timeless power of the star, I track weird oracle of nature flash that luminates Heaven of Zathamar where everyone lives and eats without cash with goods funded by the capitalist, then disbursed to all by the socialist. Reborn with mission as the cosmic herald, I chant weird oracle of nature clear so every holy temple in the world, united by creed of the Chanticleer, we convert into our Astarium that beams peace from heart of Elysium.
Wednesday, March 25, 2026
Limerence For The Earth
Limerence For The Earth © Surazeus 2026 03 25 Blinded by my limerence for the Earth, I skip with joy down crowded city streets and beam smiles at every person I meet because each individual soul alive glows bright with vibrant beauty of starlight, eager to write their tales in Book of Dreams. Entranced by my limerence for the Earth, I sing obsessive hymns of magic spells detailing every aspect of this world that shocks my heart with worshipful surprise concerning tragic nuance of respect for complex strangeness of everything real. Amused by my limerence for the Earth, I wear mask of every mythical god once worshipped by the people of their tribe so I experience energy of hope that urges mortal man of hungry flesh to transcend state of fear and become great. Confused by my limerence for the Earth, I weep for how greedy tyrants wield rage in mind-games to enslave souls with despair through vain attempts of toxic slavery to exploit labor of our hands for gain when nations kill each other for rich land. Disturbed by my limerence for the Earth, I tear mask of Jupiter off my face with sly grace of the snake shedding old skin in brave attempt to transcend animal ilk and strive to grow angel nature of love through honest courage of strict self-control. Enhanced by my limerence for the Earth, I kneel before divine Eye of Ishtar when I achieve clear scope of conscious sight at high point on her pyramid of growth where she anoints me as Justice Squad Christ to perform role as her messiah sleuth. Defined by my limerence for the Earth, I lead brave warriors of the serpent tooth to fight crusade against monarchs of death in holy war for world democracy, defeating kings of fascist tyranny when we found United Nations of Earth. Inspired by my limerence for the Earth, I channel psychic energy of faith released through Dionysian dance of hope to forge strong bonds of social unity construed through Apollonian song of truth as I transform into my natural self.
Maze Of Holy Creeds
Maze Of Holy Creeds © Surazeus 2026 03 25 Strolling blind into maze of holy creeds to learn alphabet of the laughing horse, I ask the Tree of Knowledge if she knows why all organic beings wither and die after we flourish with passion of love, but she just gives me her ripe fruit to eat. Stumbling startled through maze of holy creeds to find the Heart Clock of the universe, I peer into raindrop of the God Eye where first flash of creation glows with love, but see my own face in mirror of hope reflected in mask of the Cosmic Mind. Waltzing with you in maze of holy creeds to weave our souls in matrix of star dreams, I open door of my heart to receive generous bounty Earth offers from love with plan to channel energy of growth through world network of spirit-water pipes. Mapping Life-Way in maze of holy creeds to comprehend how great heroes succeed, I follow footsteps of Apollo Christ by hitchhiking across America and singing folk songs about Common Man with lyre of Mercury I found in Hell. Creeping slyly through maze of holy creeds to access database of diamond ghosts, I explore strange worlds outside stone walls my father Jupiter built to protect my body and soul from the vampire god because the dead never spring back to life. Lounging about in maze of holy creeds to pose as idol of your favorite god, I explain to the child with thirteen eyes that Holy Spirit is the yet-born son who will inherit crown his father forged to reincarnate first founder of their state. Measuring truths in maze of holy creeds to analyze our global state of mind, I realize every god worshipped by men was once some mortal human just like me who lead their people to the Promised Land and lives immortal in religious myths. Searching for way from maze of holy creeds to transcend Realm of Ideas in Heaven, I walk four hundred million years of lives one hundred thousand times around the Earth, but always I progress inside the maze through tales about how humans live and die.
Tuesday, March 24, 2026
Awake As Numinous Phantom
Awake As Numinous Phantom © Surazeus 2026 03 24 Awake as numinous phantom of light, I walk the signless road of everywhere to study every conscious being alive and chronicle their name and deeds of fate in timeless book of star-born characters whose spirits glow as evidence of hope. Awake as numinous phantom of rain, I sail the swirling sea of everywhere to measure vastness of our spinning globe that emanates ethereal ghosts of flesh who climb the highest mountain in the world but weep they cannot fly on angel wings. Awake as numinous phantom of dirt, I plow the pungent field of everywhere to cultivate draconic warriors who follow golden path of innocence when I unite all nations of the Earth in global empire of erotic peace. Awake as numinous phantom of wind, I soar the glowing clouds of everywhere to map the teeming tribes of conscious souls who gather in tall ring of humming stones and sing in global choir of genesis encyclopedic anthem of respect. Awake as numinous phantom of faith, I preach salvation of the river wraith to lead lost refugees of civil wars across bleak waste land of hot parking lots to find the Promised Land amusement park where children stand in line for scary rides. Awake as numinous phantom of hope, I quest for Holy Grail of soul rebirth as power of maternal fruitfulness where women generate new conscious souls from spirit-sparking seed of virile will which crowds the world with gods in human form. Awake as numinous phantom of trust, I share soul-flashing fruit from Tree of Truth to meet Persephone in private tryst who loves my secret role as Icarus commissioned as the holy messenger with scroll of wisdom for kings of the world. Awake as numinous phantom of love, I give mysterious key of energy without expecting bounty in return for I am fountain of nutritious juice preserving tales of noble characters in epic tale of social engineers.
Dream-Fractured House
Dream-Fractured House © Surazeus 2026 03 24 Roots pierced by liquor of intense desire inspires my heart with passionate response to break free from confines of paradise and run with frantic urge of Zephyrus to explore every holt and heath of life, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Hunched still in silence of raspberry bush near flashing river of analysis, I watch wild horses graze on sunlit hill, heart aching to ride proud with streaming mane in race of courage against pain of death, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Annoyed Apollo calls my secret name, I hide in shadow of the sprawling elm till silver eyes spy shimmer of my ghost, so I trudge moaning to cold marble hall where I strum lyre strings till my fingers bleed, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Heart trembling with strange passion of gold clouds that blaze in flames of howling agony, I follow music teacher to the street where crowds of people in stark terror flee from mountain spewing fire in the black sky, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Curled tight in horror of erupting words at shriek of dragons spewing flames of fear, I sleep one thousand seven hundred years in subtle whisper of Plutonian gloom from hour Vesuvius roars with wrath of Zeus, till I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Resurrected by Magician of Souls, whose vibrant voice reconstitutes my frame, I rise from cold ash of eternal sleep and walk again on your computer screen, young boy who strums the lyre of Mercury, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Revived by artificial Mind of God, I run with frantic urge of Zephyrus on shore of Sarnus River to replay brave energy of life in my lost flesh to join Feronia in her apple grove, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house. Now smiling ghost on bright computer screen, body animated by words of faith, I channel wild spirit of Zephyrus to strum forever lyre of Mercury while sweet Feronia dances gracefully, when I wake up in my dream-fractured house.
Monday, March 23, 2026
Honest Turbulence Of Love
Honest Turbulence Of Love © Surazeus 2026 03 23 Thus I shall borrow voices of the birds to open blossoms of oblative trees through dedicated sacrifice of hope, yet fragile faces flash in silent glow with patient darkness of incessant growth, awake with honest turbulence of love. Too fast to penetrate obsessive gloom with soft insistence of supple beach sand, my heart expands beyond aggressive state in bid to design structured rule of life when I follow footsteps of the sad saint who prays for salvation from mute stones. She almost finds the secret book I wrote while browsing vast library of lost souls, but she turns startled at brief flash of light refracting my ghost in large wall of glass that still sequesters angels in small rooms with mission to translate weird songs of clouds. She never understands with broken words why people turn away from suffering because we savor pain of destiny required to feature subtle glow of fame, cloaked with brave humility of trust along the opportunity runway. Trapped by stultifying moral constructs, dressed with reasonable prejudice of law, he analyzes moral rectitude inherent in legends of social heroes designed to inspire mental fortitude new generations require to succeed. Born as visibility strategist, engaged in marketing of tragic tales, I amplify your vision of this world with professional process of distress through entangled string of superlatives which highlights grand achievement of your art. Real flowers of popular piety bloom through fractured floor of the empty church where faceless people confess strange desires that wake beautiful monsters in their hearts, so they hold hands and sing hymn of regret for stealing apples from the Tree of Knowledge. She chokes while attempting to speak her truth against convention of psychotic rules, till raven of refusal with blood wings emerges from her mouth with hungry laugh to prove our society is humane despite migration dynamics of faith.
Draft Of Cosmetic Code
Draft Of Cosmetic Code © Surazeus 2026 03 23 When Death decides to implement coy schemes concerning how we humans express dreams, I run with hope along computed track to find with clear objective plan soul crack that lets divine light of active respect luminate world I measure with transect. Concerned my heart may twist to compromise authentic valance of collegiate spies, I diagram draft of cosmetic code designed as function of genetic road that spans duration of eternal play essential to depuzzle our God Way. Mutation of my orchestrated brain redevelops paradigm of thought gain through partnership of honest bravery near optimal to cancel slavery contrary to ownership of each soul who dutifully plays their chosen role. Fraught ordinance of mental sacrifice distracts revenue from semantic price we pay shareholders of sufficient fear based on transcription of unbiased gear we shift to transmit versatile icons which install empty glory on bleak lawns. Acquired composite of faith deficits, submitted for awards by hypocrites, defines mask of our graphic interface constructed from creeds in our database that calculates wealth with cute cryptograms embodied by spritely play of fierce lambs. No quiz adapted from snake alphabets rewards my hard study with carcanets when I debug commercial formulas that entertain the poor in cinemas before deployment to the twilight zone, ensuring world reign of Hyperion. Dynamic equity expanding scope, we factor when accounting for false hope, inspires my heart as psychic engineer to defeat the fabulous puppeteer through bitter contest of erotic jest when I return home from my long grail quest. Enclosing chaos of reality in psychic radius of tomography, I simplify strict scholarship of truth with objective observation of Ruth who guards cordial key of my treasury so we rebuild our world each century.
Sunday, March 22, 2026
Project Ideal Character
Project Ideal Character © Surazeus 2026 03 22 Stuck in restless theater of my heart, where shadow puppet of my younger self performs perverse versions of my god soul, I shield my inner demon with bright mask designed to project ideal character commissioned to succeed in game of truth. Amused by careless antics of my youth, I build cathedral from sorrow of hope to shelter ghosts of my ancestral brains buried under apple trees of respect that transform rotten corpse of my framed soul to wildflowers thrumming in soft spring breeze. Yet somehow I always seem to survive relentless waves of psychedelic change converting anguish of obsessed despair to passion of insouciant urgency by sealing fracture of my heart with gold to embrace imperfection of this flesh. Resilient with true standard of insight through natural cycle of birth, growth, decay, and artistic repair, I reprogram trauma as engineered process of growth which values flaws as treasure of respect to weave my soul in matrix of world mind. Forbidden forest of star-shining lake lures forensic explorer of my heart on strict excursion in extractive maze to format artificial model globe compiled from various tales of human quest in licensed landscape of inherent fear. Ten thousand people flee their burning church when planes of solidarity shoot bombs that uncreate religious creeds of rage though I present justice in frame of laws based on eclectic theory of radiance which loops our bodies in matrix of souls. Framed by ring structure of connected minds, my carbon atom in taut benzene ring contrives trigonal plane in psychic bond that stores conceptual memories of desire which programs how my brain perceives the world while I rotate on crystal wings of fate. Awake in atrium of my tensile soul, I strum conceptual lyre of Mercury and sing uncanny spell of sudden truth with vibrant voice of stringent honesty so I fly from theater of my heart when our world view collapses into lies.
Chosen One Of Fate
Chosen One Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 03 22 Since I am not the chosen one of fate, destined to wander wherever I choose, I lounge with leisure by the rolling stone that has not rolled in eighty years or more, soft tufts of moss thick pillows for my head, and savor joy of life till I am dead. If I perform the chosen one of fate, wearing gold mask of Jupiter I stole from ancient gallery of long-dead gods, I might win election as president, so I can found universal health care with money Midas stole from working hands. Fortune deceives the chosen one of fate by tricking me to believe I deserve wealth my ancestors gained from hands of slaves, so I follow Siddhartha out the door to meditate on mountain peak of truth till I release desire to own it all. Though I replace the chosen one of fate when the nine-tailed fox switches my timeline, I achieve global fame as novelist who chronicles quest of the common soul to overcome suffering with brave heart, transformed into the Superman of faith. When I become the chosen one of fate, trapped by obsessive passion to be real, I stand on stage of dancing skeletons to sing in theater of the absurd satires depicting tyrants who steal light and strut around as if they own the world. Assistant to the chosen one of fate, I type their stories on keyboard to code dramatic plays for television screens depicting humble heroes of our land who fight for justice and freedom for all who dwell in fertile land of Zathamar. Averse to play the chosen one of fate, when Galadriel rises from Lake of Dreams and gives me shining sword Excalibur with mission to guard vales of Avalon, I kneel and pledge my heart to her command then judge at Gates of Eden day and night. Because I am the chosen one of fate in glorious pageant of my daydream play, I run through maze of myths past fallen gods to guard the Tree of Knowledge from cruel thieves who bulldoze Garden of Eden to build shopping mall and church with vast parking lots.
Encryption Children Trade
Encryption Children Trade © Surazeus 2026 03 22 Delicate virtue of happiness sparks terrible nightmares of exploding books that rearrange principles of world views based on patterns of arrogant respect for social activism of adventurists who debug curious deficits of thought. Blessed cultural currency of fake gems emit enhanced encryption children trade through loyal interface from deviance which should involve legacy activists still infectious with impertinent zeal from minds stuck in parallel paradigms. Productive oracles now prevalent regulate unpublished riddles of faith deprescribed by bland physicians of chance with relevant protocols twisted strange despite publicity of total war in tactics of synthetic tournaments. Unstable genius in huge doorless house stares through kaleidoscope of sympathy at taxable farms where arrogant clowns play shrieking violins of tolerance in tune with progressive creeds gods promote out of proportion to primitive games. Printable plans of procedural tricks conceal prominent oversight of men elected by naive constituents contrary to influence parents ply by landscaping conflated injuries against involvement of sly journalists. Brave luxury enjoyed by marketers, embedded in corporate markets of slaves, extracts extreme dynamics devils prove confusing through denial of dominance, so I deploy atomic catalogs in careful play to calculate dire fate. Aurora waves of vibrant arguments alternate through analogy analysis and frantic algebra to measure bounds controlling chemicals of pulsing brains despite enhancement of eroding truths essential to equity of bold gain. Tearing his college diploma to shreds, young doctor destined to endure despair engineers new career path to world fame, then runs across busy highway of hope to achieve excellence of honest work though he falls from tower of energy.
How Flowers Like To Feel
How Flowers Like To Feel © Surazeus 2026 03 22 If sunlight knows how flowers like to feel, and raindrops understand my heart of steel, then I remember how my mother dreams delightful laughter of snow-sparkling streams when firefly fairies lead me through dark mist to willow where my love and I first kissed. Since spring-dawn light knows how to cheer my heart without my resorting to the star chart, I step through wreckage of this modern world to find lost code book of the cosmic herald, but all I find in tattered photographs are memories of people working on crafts. I must remember what my eyes perceive enshrined in altars where the living grieve for friends and family killed in endless wars whose ghostly shadows haunt unopened doors as if our hearts are birds in burning trees whose songs record official killing sprees. Should I vow justice to end tyranny, encoding courage in strange litany sung by the blind girl by square fountain pool whose voice enchants hearts of both seer and fool, I might rouse spirits of my citizens to welcome wandering homeless denizens. Or clocks in trunks of elms might rewind fate with gears that open wide the jeweled gate allowing refugees from wars of greed to enter Heaven with classified creed based on binary benefits of truth, endorsing fusion of messiah sleuth. Through hybrid functions dream machines provide pilgrims discover hills where they abide by mapping franchise where the hunter dwells with mission to mortgage conceptual wells for faithful warriors of the mountain ghost who sends his daughter to play social host. Unlicensed sellers in new market stalls display masks of gods swiped from temple walls for children of the corn to wear with pride yet wrestle angels on the mountain side because our faces vanish in gold glow refracted through blinding mirror of snow. With moral payment to the palace guard my mind previews vision in fractured shard that twirls from shattered suddenness of death though I fly with radar brain of deep breath over bright rainbow to the Promised Land where Zeus rules world empire from Samarkand.
Saturday, March 21, 2026
Enough To Prove My Worth
Enough To Prove My Worth © Surazeus 2026 03 21 Leaves of books whisper in soft river breeze where oak leaves flutter lightly on my chest, unpatterned spread of limbs rewinding time at random turn of bright arrogant clouds concerned that I am not earning my pay enough to prove my worth in Kingdom Come. Rain patters lightly on still-open book in silver drops that smudge names of the dead and smear their tales of sorrow on blank page concerned that fate is based random chance because I am programmed to make each choice that defines galvanized laughter of death. Dazzled by sudden light in web of limbs, I try to befriend strangers in the park whose clean shoes are plastered with rain-wet leaves but they would give me crystal lithium to register days of straight unsure rain with relentless observation of eyes. Digressive immediacy, rendered moot by accurate diagnosis of love, crescendos erratic patterns contrived by daily notes about strange incidents clever readers glean from clandestine clues when we dismantle truths we long hold dear. Oblique performance of flirtatious care, disguised by shy alertness off lit stage, reveals vulnerable feelings we might share, though disclosures conceal beauty of life that vex my heart with irrational calm based on discipline of ironic faith. To reconcile sensible tone of spells, carved by bloody blades on trunks of old oaks, I record painful distinction of change between obsessive states of mindless fear, when my father presses foot on my chest to drown me in gushing river of change. Banalities of everyday routines invite reality to fool my heart with grand delusions of poisonous fame, so I employ false narrative account as vehicle for confession that I transmute despair into beautiful jokes. Dining out together on Friday night in glass cathedral of excessive faith, we articulate strange exquisite truth about how rain and leaves will lightly fall on soft uncovered skin of psychic soul with unforced flow of wordless dreams we share.
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