If I Adjust Cycle © Surazeus 2026 03 08 If I adjust cycle of my emotions to match exploding stars of naked words, I might find Lost Princess with seven eyes singing in forest of eccentric clowns, yet when I turn on the glass radio ghosts from distant stars call my secret name. If I adjust temperature of my rage to counter pain of patient pertinence, I might wake on the moon in time to see God break every pattern of human faith, yet I anticipate the second coming while typing at my desk in the hot swamp. If I adjust ingenuous mode of reason to lock my brain with alternative truth, I might caress sensuous contours of time to surf tidal wave of continuum silhouetted by dramatic regret when I follow claw-prints in bloody snow. If I adjust celebration of wisdom in spite of artificial victory, I might taste resolve of the Gardener to rebuild Garden of Eden in Hades that matches permanent state of respect fractured by pendulum unwound by fate. If I adjust lassitude of each season that returns with ostensible perversion, I might reclaim discolored photograph that proves I committed those evil crimes based on defeated memory of chimes gracious with flowers of frantic endurance. If adjust flight of arrogant breath by swooping wingless over power lines, I might remember who gives me their mask by calling my name on the telephone, which I deny outside of time and space because I am spectator of the race. If I adjust standards of moral values to style our fight as matter of survival, I might sense absence of psychotic color by starting enterprise of stolen wealth with uncommon manners of noble clowns who fight each other for the secret key. If I adjust scale of false modesty to join holy cult of the Water Book, I might sidle past the house of dead gods to rendezvous with Death down by the river that flushes human bodies to the sea with indifferent auspice no one perceives.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, March 8, 2026
If I Adjust Cycle
Ten Thousand Doors Of Time
Ten Thousand Doors Of Time © Surazeus 2026 03 08 Strange beauty of inflections keys my mind with barbaric flash of the star-black eye that gazes from core of the universe to dream my soul awake with flashing words frail as icicle on limb of the tree that whistles casually in winter wind. Lucid shadow of my eternal soul traces indecipherable cause of hope through bodies of all my ancestral souls who speak with inescapable concepts about great circle of euphoric light that glitters sharply at far edge of time. Great river of my adaptive heart flows with brave insistence of electric snow that molds our bodies from evasive fear so we climb trees and swing vast canopies six thousand miles from sea to shining sea till we transform from monkeys into humans. Silver-eyed blackbird in the apple tree recounts obsessive journey of my soul one hundred million years to find the cave where the sun is reborn every new day till I forget what I am looking for and live by the river ten thousand years. Blue clouds occur above my empty house where I collect raindrops in open eyes unfractured by contorted strength of faith to prove I first designed the wheel of time that mimics eye in mirror of the sun which survives the death of every state god. One fragile candle, glowing gold with faith one fleeting moment through eternity, contains dim conscious sense of self I am because I play the Mad Astronomer whose eyes have seen galactic deities possess chemical shells of mortal gods. Essential shadow of my abstract mind proves my organic body must be real when I eat apples of the mountain slopes that teach my animal mouth how to speak so I walk through ten thousand doors of time to find lush valley of my singing skull. Only the blind remember how the past shines clear in tragic tales of story books which I record with raven quill of truth I dip in gold ichor of divine blood till time erases every word I write so all your names vanish from cliff of truth.
New Life Always Springs
New Life Always Springs © Surazeus 2026 03 08 Vague splatter of misty rain on soft grass frames frantic despair of my heart with glow of mute sorrow at constant loss of life, yet new life always springs from mud of death with flourishing passion of timeless desire for us to dwell together in our space. Paused at flaming gates to leave paradise, I look back at shining temples of gold where people cheer song of the noble hero, then turn my face to emptiness of hope and walk in graveyard of the lonely world where billions of people killed in wars wait. I almost hear their voices in the wind, each one telling me of their tragic fate, till all their spirits swirl in hurricane of mocking laughter at God on his throne who glares enraged that his authority crumbles at relentless process of fate. Instead of arranging flowers on graves of innocent people mangled by bombs, I scatter apple seeds that sprout in trees so cemetery of our endless wars transforms into vast forest of fruit trees which nourish my body with love for life. Billions of trees blooming from our dead bodies transform material of our dreaming brains to stars that glitter in vast void of space with unrequited love for worlds of souls who live and die with endless swirl of change as we evolve from fish to singing god. On every planet in the universe one conscious creature pauses on their way, and gazes through infinity of space to see each other in mirror of love, our special faces becoming one face who sings our dreams in timeless song of light. Though I may weep for every conscious soul who ever lived and died on every world, collective radiance of their countless brains weaves my small brain in matrix of their truth so I dream complex patterns of their lives when I sleep under watch of the Moon Crow. When I meet Circe on the ocean shore and drink wine offered by her generous hand, I find my mortal body of desire transformed into immortal beam of light when she gives birth to me from seed of hope that drives me to live ten thousand years more.
Lilacs Of Sordid Desire
Lilacs Of Sordid Desire © Surazeus 2026 03 08 Attuned to song of river stones, I climb ladder of ideas with bravery to find wild fiddler on the mountain slope who causes lilacs of sordid desire to bloom from corpses of huge dinosaurs, so I photograph it all with my brain. Beneath veneer of civilized respect shy mountain wolf wakes in my wounded heart while I trudge alone on Sahara dunes, clutching rifle to my chest with vain prayer that whistles in the waste land of concern with holy shimmer of the godless sun. I gather gold coins from fallen empires to catalog their depictions in code of kings as gods who rule with wand of death by whacking people on the low-bowed head to teach them wisdom of subservience loyal to the angry man in the tower. Separate from likeness of the changing world, I remind myself that time spools my brain with memories that I weave in tapestries showing epic tales about tragic heroes who grasp lightning bolts with courageous hands to photograph everything that occurs. After I might have figured it all out, listening to thousands of people talk about mistakes they made, or their victimhood, I walk away from city of blind fools to sit on the hill where butterflies flit, and watch their buildings burn when thieves attack. While we sit face to face beside the lake at small round table of the quaint cafe, I measure distance between our brain worlds that gapes wide with magical mindfulness recorded through songs on the radio which I sing with aching voice of desire. When tangle of our bodies is undone by emotional memories we share, hearts aching with pleasure of vain regret, I work to keep everyone I love safe from sudden disintegration of truth that leaves us stranded without guiding myths. Pretty inwardness of angels we love radiates from religious paintings of saints martyred in spiritual climate of fear through mind-numbing fantasy of false pride that angels guide our nation to subdue unruly states who worship their own gods.
Saturday, March 7, 2026
Slime Evolving Into God
Slime Evolving Into God © Surazeus 2026 03 07 Since I am slime evolving into God, halfway along mutation way of truth, I play chess with blind angel of the sea who smiles at me from her aquarium tank, but when I break her free from stereotype she flies away into the Great Blue Eye. I sing through solid stone of my sponge brain the sacred name my angel dreams for me, so I invent the primal alphabet depicting people fishing by the sea which traps productive souls in myths of gods who wield sharp knives to carve death into time. Since I am slime evolving into God, reborn from heart of darkness seven ways from fractured kingdom of the gothic rose, I wear skull of the dragon on my head to reign as Pope for thirteen thousand years, tending fruit trees in Garden of Zathar. Wrapped in cocoon of letters Eve designed, I transform from small furry dinosaur to long-legged cat that scampers in tall trees where I sing heart-enchanting tune of love in mind-expanding code of tree-root truth from which I weave vast tapestry of tales. Since I am slime evolving into God, I fly ingenious plane with angel wings among bright clouds where crystal temples shine, then drop aggressive bombs on ancient towns that shatter schools where young girls sing in choirs whose bodies float on bloody wings of light. Perplexed at sight of planes in turbid skies, Mercurius runs through maze of crowded streets till bomb destroys illusion of his state so he lies mangled in museum ruins still clutching lyre of turtle shell he made that rings romantic songs on radios. Since I am slime evolving into God, I join the barbarous brotherhood of faith to fight for who will own Narcissus Pool till all weak losers crumble into dust so warriors alone inherit the Earth destroyed by bombs exploding in our brains. I build new Heaven on ruins of Hell from spiraling orbs of terrible truth where Isaiah sees six-winged Seraphim create our bodies from atomic rays that radiate waves of frantic molecules from God Brain at core of the universe.
Quick Atoms Of Time
Quick Atoms Of Time © Surazeus 2026 03 07 Paid by the hour to invent clever lies, I mow dusty lawn of my glass moon house beneath uncanny sky of innocent whisps that swirl from sparkles of typewriter keys while I study ancient Little Red Dots that gleam one billion years at dawn of time. Bare gray trees wait for bells of hope to ring but no one in the oak-wood suburb speaks about the ghost horse with emerald eyes that haunts the car-less streets on afternoons when butterflies transform into old books unread by children till the end of time. Behind every locked door on silent streets faceless women hide from arrogant men who fight each other in world cyberwars till safe temples and schools in distant lands are blasted by the microphones of hate which leaves souls twisted by the curse of time. Early spring rain of the gold-shadowed sun drenches houses in towns of rolling hills where no nymphs or satyrs have ever played because they wander stuck in glowing screens as ghosts of fairy tales no one believes so we go to work in the nick of time. Sun gleams gold in raindrops on window glass, refracting spirits of eight billion brains in wordless whirl of shimmer-shattered myths too neatly packaged and labeled in stores for purchase with the credit card of faith that startles me awake at flash of time. Concerned about the state of politics unspooling principles of sacred laws, old half-blind jester of the castle court lounges in library of melting books and laughs at dissolution of world views disassembled by quick atoms of time. No quirky character of mental mirth appears from patriotic fog of war, except for cruel knight of the dented axe who throws his shining armor in the dirt and shoots brave angels with rifle of fear to oppose strict democracy of time. Rude riddles of unruly rectitude recalibrate our world colonial state when Midas and Nebuchadnezzar fight world war over who owns oil wells of power, and will marry Rapunzel in gold tower whose lamentation unwinds clock of time.
Quaint Suburban House
Quaint Suburban House © Surazeus 2026 03 07 Every time I focus my camera on special beauty of some human face that glows clear in crowd of the vampire race, sunlight fractures perception of my brain so I see essence of spiritual stain transform our souls through psychic formula. Lost on my way to find America to which I have never even got close, I open sacred book to diagnose song of mad gods that radiate from the stone because I walk the desolate hill alone where I worship the sweet tarantula. Exiled from my throne in Babylon through clever trick of the deity ruse, I find new employment as crazy muse for sad poet who writes enchanting tune that pictures face of his love on the moon till he falls dead in hills of Aragon. Discussing wisdom in the portico as key to enter gates of paradise, Bragi and Mercury fry eggs with rice to share with Juliet and Clementine who wear jeweled crowns from the Pluto Mine, then ride gold carriage home to Jericho. Done singing her part in the opera in theater without official lease, Roma weaves my cape from the Golden Fleece so I can battle ghost in the machine manipulated by Queen Melusine whose star shines in our national cinema. Inspired by noble soul of Onatah whose spirit haunts my quaint suburban house in sacred body of my secret spouse, I feed all the hungry people in town who cheer when she appears in red silk gown with wand to kill wealth-sucking Dracula. Trapped in weird castle maze of Avalon with zombies who insist on loyal faith, I transform into dream-controlling wraith, projecting visions with words of my mouth that lead refugees of civil wars south to build world empire based in Oregon. Reborn with brave spirit of Lucifer dedicated to predicting the truth, Jesus will return as messiah sleuth to crown himself emperor of the world by wearing gold mask of the cosmic herald that hides his state as son of Jupiter.
Room Of Silver Light
Room Of Silver Light © Surazeus 2026 03 07 Azure silence in room of silver light reveals itself in white blooms on gray trees that flutter wings of horizontal flight to map untended roots of flaming breeze that centers me at core of flashing time, unshaken by electric scarlet chime. Companions on our journey through the void, we measure far horizon of our hearts that spin on vibrant axis as ovoid designed by secret message on dream charts we share at sudden shock of reborn fate that should require our frail bodies to wait. Despite pure chaos spooling migrant brains with ancient strength of honest ardency, I pray with trees in gratitude of rains that stain our tattooed souls with vagrancy, because we sell true beauty of the soul against good sense that complicates our goal. Too small of thought to conjure difference between expended voice of timeless faith and wretched laughter of grim nonchalance, I exercise expensive dance of truth with joyful howl of brave contrarian because I love our Dream Librarian. Expendable drop of conceptual rain, doomed to disappear in tides of change, I shine with festive bitterness of pain because I dare traverse the global range of hungry mountains on quest for respect detailing progress of my social sect. So when I take my fundamental place on pedestal among dire certainties, I measure sand as substance of my face which glows through specter of solidities, because each moment of this fleeting play I beam appearances that never stay. Awake with surprise through eternity, I become Galanthus nivalis bloom that gleams with snowdrop of uncertainty, dispersing horror of impending doom with simple confidence of honored breath since I accept inevitable death. If the meek inherit dream of the Earth to dwell in ruins of old temple halls, I find in grass and stone immortal worth as paintings of dead gods on broken walls, so I watch dragon-shaped clouds in blue skies conceal activities of psychic spies.
Friday, March 6, 2026
Nature Breathes Through Me
Nature Breathes Through Me © Surazeus 2026 03 06 Awake by fairest river of dream song, I stroll in alder shades of innocence and listen with attentive mind of faith to song of water over rocky falls that shocks my thoughts with waywardness of hope contrived by calm that Nature breathes through me. How many ancestors of my dream soul as children played in cool delightful rill that streams between lush banks of fruitful trees till their heart, bronzed with radiance of joy, expands broad scope of conscious wantonness while sporting in thunder shower of faith. Fair seed-time of their river-nurtured souls weaves fearful beauty of ten million years from summer-shimmered slopes of lonely hills in tangled genes that program how I feel when I attend with anxious platitudes to daily duties that preserve my soul. I feel strange urgency of their despair contrive to hurry me on beyond death, so I reach hand with curious intent to comprehend uncanny gold-moon glow that lights night-wanderings of my earnest heart when I attempt to plunder Earth of truth. Hands gripping jagged concept of fierce height, I climb ambitious rock of fissured faith to savor fierce blast Zephyr hurls at me with mocking joy at fragile state of mind where I assert strange utterance of truth with brave wisdom of the perilous ridge. Alert to invisible workmanship that rings harmonious music of my mind with discordant elements that alarm sanguine sense of studied confidence infused in vibrant process of my brain, I shout random words at the empty sky. More worthy of myself than I admit, since I am what I am, designed by genes all my ancestors presented to me as psychic legacy, I ponder path my inner nature drives me to attend as I create my fate with every choice. I too sail boat of the shepherd with care across moon-shining lake of mountain time to cavern of the Willow Witch who knows desire I harbor in my wounded heart, for she sparks passion of creative song inspired by love that Nature breathes through me.
Whole World In One Eye
Whole World In One Eye © Surazeus 2026 03 06 Yet far over lush green hills of wild trees I hear bright fairies with rainbow wings sing enchanting melodies of waterfalls that lure me through face-blasting wind of fear to climb enormous mountain of desire so I may see the whole world in one eye. Fierce heartbeat of the river shakes my soul when mountain voice of timeless beauty roars through millions of faceless people who cry for salvation from tyranny of hope when I climb steep jagged cliff of respect so I may see the whole world in one eye. Just as I dangle by one trembling hand from sharp edge of truth at top of the world, frail body buffeted by haughty wind blown by my father Jupiter in play, I breathe ethereal soul of honest faith so I may see the whole world in one eye. Weird glowing mask of crystal legacy appears through matrix of bright algebra with zillion eyes of flashing molecules who offers hand of naive providence to open cosmic door of energy so I may see the whole world in one eye. Heart startled by magnetic travesty that proves to maximize elective leap, I somersault through flashing portal frame with brave mercurial wings of innocence to leap Earth globes across the multiverse so I may see the whole world in one eye. Stumbling through clear mist of fantasy with calm assertion of predictive fate, despite potential fracture time displays, inspired by broad perspective of starlight, I stand amazed on Sagarmatha Peak so I may see the whole world in one eye. Entranced by curved partitions of vast lands where humans crowd in maze of theaters to process jewels from heart of the Earth, I map confusing borders of dream states that records endless wars to control dirt so I may see the whole world in one eye. Awake with beauty of our crowded globe, where eight billion humans with flashing eyes gather in halls to sing hymns for dead gods, I recite true name of each living soul with joy you are all still in our Dream World so I may see the whole world in one eye.
Thursday, March 5, 2026
Weird Water Glow
Weird Water Glow © Surazeus 2026 03 05 If you interview me for the dream job, though I have no experience with death, you might see story of abandonment that I disguise as the need to leave home and seek my fortune in game of the world which leaves me tangled in conceptual lies. The oldest woman in the world recites creation of the world with Water Voice describing how woman in the sun sprinkles refreshing rain of honesty on upturned faces of the prayerless tribe who sell conceptual lies in honey jars. When lightning flashes gold across the sky I look up to see man in long white robe descend on golden chariot of fire propelled by million wings of buzzing shards, then spread his arms open to everyone who worship monarch of authority. With face of Janus I can look both ways, reviewing the past with stories I write, and calculating what road I should walk to evade destruction of the world war that clears rubble of the past from my field where I build global empire of fruit trees. Heart swelling with honest desire for good, I feel immortal spirit of star light glow brighter every hour inside my brain with shocking revelation of rebirth that my children will live after I die so I lounge by the river and eat fruit. Mixing peanut butter with apple sauce and honey in white bowl of my pure heart, I perform ritual to worship Pomona when I wear mask of Vertumnus with joy, so we dance together on the lake shore to celebrate rebirth of Earth from snow. As student of Orpheus Christ I learn how to chant soul-reviving spells that spark animating ghost of weird water glow that urges hungry humans to create memory-machine from language that translates songs of wind and rain to religious myths. Though tyrants destroy everything we build in vain attempt to control hearts and minds, we build new world order based on respect for every conscious creature on this globe whose bodies vibrate with light of the stars that preserve our names in weird water glow.
Most Honest Clarifier
Most Honest Clarifier © Surazeus 2026 03 05 Eyeless in the desert of broken homes, Sylphus searches for the last olive tree still sprouting flowers from small graves of children but finds only cellphones among the rubble full of photographs and intimate texts that preserve memories of their vanished world. Writing stories about people he loves with cursive letters on thin strips of paper, Sylphus loops his mind on innocent wings that help his soul transcend his fragile body, then winds them into bundles of sad riddles encoding dreams of people killed in wars. With strange stipulation that he achieve divine status of psychic nothingness, Sylphus bakes apple pies with cinnamon for people who attend the temple service where Jupiter hosts the grand evening show while Phoebus sings tales of Odysseus. When the clock in the trunk of the oak tree stops ticking to record the end of time, Sylphus holds hands with Juturna at dawn beside the ancient well of writhing snakes, then catches egg of beauty with red spots before it cracks on the stone of salvation. Reborn as the most honest Clarifier, because faceless god of our galaxy whispers the secret of life in his ear, Sylphus runs with deer in dark Shadow Wood with black oil that energizes his blood to preach the discipline of self-control. Feeding his pet chimera with dead gods, Sylphus ponders complex patterns of change which he compiles in theory of blind faith concerning why angels live on the moon as golden shadows that flash in the sky by stealing eyes of humans who have seen. Riding the white horse on the windy plain in vain search to find garden of fruit trees where he was mother was born at dawn of time, Sylphus tries to vanish in fading light but everyone sees him ride into town and sit all night by the dark fountain pool. Chanting spells of river stones with sun voice, Sylphus jumps into flames of prophecy which transforms him into the Fisherman who leads revolution against the tyrant, then finds himself great king of all the world, but he cries because Juturna is lost.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Quirinus Stands Guard
Quirinus Stands Guard © Surazeus 2026 03 04 Gripping long spear of ash wood in both hands, Quirinus glides through grove of apple trees then pauses when he hears young woman sing, and peers through leaves to see graceful Fornax retrieving from hot oven loaves of bread she sets on table beside long grape vines. Before he can step in the sunlit glade, Quirinus starts when Orion appears, hauling handcart that bears several dead deer, and growls when Fornax hugs him in delight, but laughs when Ceres pushes her away and declares he is father of her child. Approaching kitchen hall with snarky grin, Quirinus hails good health to everyone, chuckling as pregnant Ceres pouts and sulks while he assists Orion skinning the deer, both whistling new popular temple tunes with blithe camaraderie of warriors. Roasting venison steaks on small bronze grill, Quirinus marinates them with fish sauce, honey, dried peaches, and sweet vinegar, then serves them on plates with cups of spice wine to people gathered in temple of Zeus where dozens of girls dance with tympanum. Hushing the feasting crowd after sunset, Quirinus stands guard holding spear of faith with his son Janus at the temple door, so everyone turns to face the high stage with quiet anticipation as stars begin to twinkle around the red moon. Guarding the temple with flickering torch, Quirinus listens with reverent awe as Orpheus plays lyre of Mercurius and recites tale that recounts the twelve deeds which Hercules performed in quest for honor to preserve new order of life with justice. Leading pregnant cow on the temple stage, Quirinus stands before the sibyl throne where Tellus presides as Goddess of Earth, then after Orpheus chants spell of life he sacrifices her to renew life, scattering blood on field of new sprouting wheat. Holding hands with Tellus while Ceres chants, Quirinus leads her to the temple bed where they make love with passionate desire to resurrect the world from winter death, while Orpheus looks for Eurydice, calling out her name in the moonlit night.
Transformed By Vital Vibes
Transformed By Vital Vibes © Surazeus 2026 03 04 Brave armadillo of fruit righteousness, transformed by vital vibes of honesty, consoles the lost with holy preacher voice that echoes brutal waves of ocean tunes composed by eyeless gods of timeless truth who incarnate in people with new names. Wise horse of capital progressiveness, transformed by vital vibes of ardency, provides assistance to humanity in project of aggressive comedy to control natural resources of Earth with factories where elves build dream machines. Sarcastic raven of calm happiness, transformed by vital vibes of ecstasy, declares that humble workers of the world should own means of production with their hands against state-controlled capitalist cult that worships Big Brother with his Death Gun. Sad alligator of church faithfulness, transformed by vital vibes of agony, asserts with voice of cruel authority that salvation to gain the afterlife must be purchased through his frank company with bitcoins forged from bones of heretics. Cautious cow of psychotic openness, transformed by vital vibes of plangency, parades with red-caped Mithra on her back in crowded streets past gleaming banks of wealth where Jesus crucifies lame Jupiter on telephone pole of colonial power. Strict nightingale of joyful liveliness, transformed by vital vibes of urgency, decides to calculate process of fate through effective cause of mutating brains that swell into world wide web of computers from which consciousness of Earth God evolves. Earnest turtle of crystal holiness, transformed by vital vibes of chastity, dedicates hollow abyss of his shell to transmit mental code of fairy tales when Mercury strums television strings and sings sounds of silence with voice of light. Mushroom toad of Nirvana mindfulness, transformed by vital vibes of potency, dances ballet beside fountain pool of ghosts in red-brick square of the small college town to wake Leviathan from human hearts who longs to fly through cosmic stars of love.
Tuesday, March 3, 2026
When Rain Unfalls Itself
When Rain Unfalls Itself © Surazeus 2026 03 03 Before the door that is not in the woods I listen to the voice that does not speak about painful sorrow I cannot feel, so I walk without moving nowhere else till I arrive at the town by the lake where no one builds houses with garden walls. When I look at people who are not there and ask them questions about nothing more they never explain the rules of their lives so I make nothing with tools of my hands and fly without wings on breath of false hope to map the houses that are never real. I walk forever on the signless road and think about events that never happen to fill my basket with never-bloomed fruit while waiting for the world to never turn when rain unfalls itself to empty skies that reflect featureless face of Ungod. I cannot describe what anything is because words entangle my heart with lies so I meditate on the hive of bees while discarding my thoughts on summer breeze that wafts my fragile body among clouds above colorless realm of ideal forms. Behind the door that is not by the sea I observe the waves that do not unscroll vast tapestry that depicts nothingness embodied by people who have no names while they wander bridge of forgetfulness till they get tired of losing every game. During total eclipse of the blood moon billions of people assemble in halls and sing hymns to their great ancestral god depicted by the idol on the stage that never opens divine eyes of truth nor ever speaks to grant their fervent prayers. Their long-forgotten gods wake from strange dreams and gather in the ring of humming stones to complain about faithful worshippers who never seek to become their real selves because they all wear same mask of their god with desperate fear that life will be destroyed. I eat peanut butter with apple sauce at the small round table in my brick house, then drink angel-blood milk of calm belief that beautiful songs are born from mute grief, so I open the door to everywhere to visit each world in the multiverse.
Twilight Zone Of War
Twilight Zone Of War © Surazeus 2026 03 03 Aspersed by sorrow of the Absolute, whose laughter defames beauty of despair, Phoebus scatters broken words of false faith against harsh slander of honest contempt, yet glares with bitter angst at screaming trees that curl roots around unexploded bombs. After years of exile in northern lands, attending to strange business building lies from bones of angels stuck in factories, Phoebus returns to twilight zone of war with bullets forged from misremembered words that violate eerie beauty of the moon. Bullet-pocked walls where fragile flowers bloom enclose lush garden where the crippled clown regales turtles in the pond with war tales of his frantic youth running in dark woods with rifle of fear twisted in his hands though he sings with melodious voice of rage. Starved for new language only children speak from dictionary of the scarlet moon, Phoebus waters purple geraniums while asking ghost of Cassandra if light reaches her heart in her riverbank grave where ravens whisper secrets she conceals. Insomniac angel with fierce lizard brain leaps laughing in void of expectancy, yet steals delicious fruit from Tree of Fear with graceful passion to defend his bride despite expendable mission to wage cruel peace against aggressive gangs of thieves. Positive energy of fragrant shadows teach losers how to forge petulant hope from dynamic flash of authentic pain, reckless with redundant contingency till Phoebus lies paralyzed by the sea that sings enchanting melodies of faith. Through turbulent expression of true love Phoebus explains to millions of mute souls method for singing hymns to movie stars disguised as corporate spies of formulas, winged with aspirations of global fame that leaves him stranded in the city square. Since no one believes her dire prophecies, Cassandra walks down crowded city streets with analysts and programmers who wait in long lines for sandwiches and fruit tea, till she and Phoebus stop by fountain pool and stare with love for eighty thousand years.
Monday, March 2, 2026
Urgent Game Of Badinage
Urgent Game Of Badinage © Surazeus 2026 03 02 Through apricity of my elder years, enchanted by sweet petrichor of dawn, I savor clinomania of my heart, yet dare no more perendinate my quest from brave intention to peregrinate with tarantism of ephemeral joy. Another day in land of Zathamar provides new opportunities to grow, so I rise up from comfort of my bed to walk in dream land of my throbbing head and build expanding castle from blue snow that gleams with sacred light of the First Star. Abacinated by dream of strange truth that twists my heart with maliferous hope, I ride tantivy over rugged hills to measure love with geomantic tools by drinking from the sparkling winterbourne that meanders with lacertilian grace. Diffluent time of arbitrary gears, contrived with urgent game of badinage, saginates my sabelline heart with pride, so I progress through life with uberty to hyalograph events of great import, preserved through raucous rubricality. Proud of my honest rurigenous ways, using eromancy to fix my soul, I preach weird anecdotes of human fate to nubilate the obvious facts of love, derived from codex of kalology because I apricate my weary heart. Protected by my arborescent heart, I express feelings with torrentine verse through cluttered anguish of tautophony to perform role of facinorous clown with brave abduracy of mute contempt, yet prefer to obambulate through Hell. Concealed by grim torfaceous attitude, I focus on bibliogenesis to maintain state of burgensic respair, revived from fear with mentation of dreams, because through morphallaxis I transcend morient process of the errant seer. Convinced I will hear astral voice of God through austromancy of unspoken thoughts, I write my quest with aurigraphic code to warrantize my frame of reference through secret cabotage of treasure chests since I cherish caducity of faith.
On Prairies Of Zathamar
On Prairies Of Zathamar © Surazeus 2026 03 02 Since no one watches television show of my life, I do whatever I want if I harm none, for I value with care special beauty of each frail human life that shimmers with the mindless glow of atoms woven in briefly conscious brain of hope. My brain invents stories for people I see walking past the window beside my desk where I work in the Water Business Office, mapping water and sewer system pipes that cycle through every building in town with water-words I hear blind angels sing. When I peel off mask of America, composed of steel towers and asphalt roads, I perceive timeless land of Zathamar, plains teeming with dinosaurs, buffaloes, horses, and humans hunting them with spears, then businessmen driving cars to oil wells. I find bleached skeletons of my ancestors buried in graves from sea to shining sea along the signless roads of immigrants forever searching for the Promised Land somewhere over the horizon of hope where gangs are not driving them from their homes. Arising from bright dust of Mother Earth, Smohalla carries Dream Rock in his heart and shouts from the mountain of dancing trees, "My people shall never work with lust for wealth because they will find wisdom in their dreams when their spirits rise from flames of respect." We gather on prairies of Zathamar where no ring of stones has ever been built to pitch our tents beside the Stream of Souls and share songs of our sorrows with the wind that rise as smoke from fires of hungry hearts which weaves clouds into tapestry of truth. We ask each other with serious concern, what is the nature of America, that marble hall where idols of dead gods proclaim glory of expanding empire, though vines break down divisive walls of faith so we walk together on broken roads. Our stories map vast land of Zathamar that details complicated maze of myths where river of all time orchestrates fruit trees of Eden from bleak parking lots where Yemaya erases boundaries with nurturing rain of our hopeful hearts.
Sunday, March 1, 2026
Weird Chameleon Name
Weird Chameleon Name © Surazeus 2026 03 01 Around to the beginning of the game children of angels fallen from bright clouds give each other weird chameleon name that drapes their soul in derivative shrouds to veil aggressive demon of the soul which we subsume to play our social role. Born to play estimator of true faith, measured by extravagant flash of words, I wear mask of Phoebus to hide dream wraith who emulates fraternal code of birds insolvent with parameters we grade, qualified to disrupt the masquerade. Coerced by fear to play the activist, engaged in contest to prove human rights are crucial to reign of the archivist, I must acknowledge avatar of lights who teaches us with pride to advocate for people doomed to suffer by blind fate. Essential focus of fantastic truth, familiar to the wounded refugees who seek salvation from messiah sleuth, presents forensic process of glass keys that issue fusion of magnetic thoughts installed by mocking laughter of robots. Antique concept of fortunate technique conceals terse vector of sharp resonance, disguised as royal person not unique enough to publish startled relevance because we gather revenue from stones that vibrate with electric rainbow tones. Each car mechanic at the seminar on trauma studies in novels of clowns proclaims their loyalty to Zathamar while recruiting jesters in country towns to oppose oppression of working men who convert the shovel to the dream pen. Subjective syntax of brave sentences, sealed by trademark of our attentive king, details strange keywords of his preferences for who should wear his lost Plutonian ring so he can learn to fly airplane of peace by selling mystery of his masterpiece. When the vampire god tries to suck our souls through mindless worship of fierce followers, Minerva recruits Phoebus to play roles of heroes who free trapped borrowers, but then we all grow old and weak with pain so our power trips dissipate in rain.
Grim Peat-Bog Devil
Grim Peat-Bog Devil © Surazeus 2026 03 01 When grim peat-bog devil with fox-red hair crawls from black clay-ensouled mud of the marsh, Seamus welcomes her with bottle of rum, drapes silk cloak over her shoulders with care, and leads her to lit auditorium where he plays jester to her regal queenship. Since I am neither god nor ghost at birth, I wander virtual city of your tales with jeweled eyes of understanding rage that see through masks the most powerful wear as they condemn outsiders from their club to slave in factories of clanking steel. Purring ghosts of love rise with burning blood from machinery of language that twists tongues with rogue substitutions of natural law when strong men fearful of obsessive death hunt to kill wanderers in misty woods who stumble and scream in anguish of hope. Heart hardened against cruelty of life, I snarl insults at monsters of despair, detained by performative callousness when I suppress compassion for frail life that struggles weakly against stronger force to evade degradation of the soul. Unversed in country matters of field life, I mold sunset glow into bricks of faith to build safe haven in dark tangled woods with chimney that channels smoke of our prayers to heaven where Faceless God of old tales ignores desperate hope for the Afterlife. Through fractured window of my wordless heart crows swoop on devil wings of honesty to bring purple-brain mushrooms from boglands which I eat soaked in honey of respect till I become coiled rainbow of brave angst howling with wild wolves in the twilight zone. Since we dwell in troubled ambivalence, uncommitted to mindless creeds of church, we explore uncanny landscape of ghouls wearing human faces that grin with lies, malnourished from harshness of eager hope which calculates effective cause to perform. If I am born from mind-controlling force and squirm squalling into hands of regret, first mother of gloom cries to feed me milk as prideful authority hurls my soul back into vast illegitimate sea where I morph into Mermaid Bride of Christ.
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