World Brain Of Dreams © Surazeus 2026 10 18 When my soul radiates from world brain of dreams through atoms that congeal in frame of flesh, I wake from vision of our universe that spirals from God Eye of the White Whole, and wonder at glow of my conscious self that wants to play God till Death intervenes. When I emerge whole from world brain of dreams by swimming in vast sea of timeless truth, I walk upright on sturdy legs of faith as art of dance I learn in tides of change, then follow winding river of desire to mountain cave where jewels glitter eyes. This memory beams from world brain of dreams that all humanity shares in our brains programmed by First Mother of all mankind whose song of wisdom rings still in our minds so we gather around her Tree of Knowledge to share the separate stories of our lives. Eight billion people from world brain of dreams spring into life from womb of Mother Earth who weaves our bodies from genetic coils in process sparked by key of Father Sun whose patterns shape how matter forms our souls so we play games for who will rule the globe. Eternal truth spreads from world brain of dreams in doctrines of religions priests design to organize in strict communal rites obsessive passion to generate life so we confirm our souls through self-control till we get trapped in maze of blind beliefs. Love manifests fate from world brain of dreams through every choice our frazzled brains commit as we engage contests of social power over who plays Rapunzel in the tower as priestess of truth based on legacy designed by Amen, Ishtar, and Athena. I map our story from world brain of dreams when I hitchhike from sea to shining sea because Onatah commissions my quest on holy Mount Takoma in Glow Cloud and gives me crystal sphere of timeless truth so I can watch evolution unfold. Translating deep hymns from world brain of dreams, that guide our spiritual atheist quest to understand true essence of our brains, I stand on mountain of the global soul with frail mask of my temporary self and sing till I beam light of everything.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, October 18, 2026
World Brain Of Dreams
Saturday, October 17, 2026
Dream Bridge Of Nevermore
Dream Bridge Of Nevermore © Surazeus 2026 10 17 I trust Orpheus with his broken lyre more than Saint Paul and his fake deity about the resurrection of the soul, for no bright conscious soul of glowing thought has ever returned to our life on Earth after they cross dream bridge of nevermore. When angels bomb Sodom from silver planes, blasting temple of Pinikir to rubble, Edith stops in flight with her husband Lot and looks back at the city of her heart which breaks in hot torrents of salty tears, then cries in anguish for the past she lost. When Hades slithers from dark underworld and kidnaps sweet Eurydice with lust, keeping her prisoner in cave of fear, Orpheus calls her name in fields of flowers, trapped in dark shadow of his anguished heart, till Persephone reports on her bondage. After Hades falls sleep at enchantment from hypnotic melodies Orpheus plays, and from mushrooms in sweet delicious wine that the clever singer offers the miner, Persephone releases to his care young woman wounded from bite of the snake. When Orpheus pauses in the dark tunnel, while strumming lyre of Mercury with hope, and turns back to see if she follows close, he finds that she has vanished in the dark because the dead cannot come back to life, so he kneels and weeps by the faceless pool. After Joseph and loyal followers rescue Jesus from the cross of salvation, and Raphael cures his wounds with rich herbs, their Crown Prince to the throne of Israel revives with vigorous health to conscious life after almost sinking in the sea of death. After Raphael resuscitates Christ from moribund state of clinical death, Jesus meets his wife Mary Magdalene at entrance to the tomb with warm embrace, then they escape by ship to Patmos Island where he dictates Revelation to John. Since Jesus seemed to resurrect from death, revived with herbs and care of healing hands, Paul preached glamorous lie of the Afterlife that still fools people desperate to believe, but we all vanish into nothingness after we cross dream bridge of nevermore.
Highest Hill Of Thought
Highest Hill Of Thought © Surazeus 2026 10 17 Though all my memories vanish in the wind when I wake from bright spark of ardent hope, I hear voice of the woman with three eyes sing soft in harmony with ocean waves so I become the tree with long black wings emerging from blank pages of the book. Strange dreams of running on gold sand of fear urge me to rise from nothingness of hope and fly on breath of mountain-swelling ache till time obliterates the question why, so I sit on huge tuft of grass to play the faceless ghost who wears mask of the cloud. Surprised by laughter of wind-rustled trees, I open ribcage of my pulsing chest to read the ancient book of memories, releasing ghosts of my ancestral selves who speak in voices of the twinkling stars with humble frisson of psychic resolve. With curious passion of the hungry beast, I rummage in cracked rubble of my mind to find the secret treasure of my heart though I admit embarrassment of faith because I grieve for someone who is gone, their body vanished in the swirling dust. Voluble with attentive care for moons that flash across the awkward clouds of trust, I breathe in fluent language of the ghost who teaches me to stand on steady legs and walk in surging tides of social change till I ascend the highest hill of thought. Still hidden in safe habitat of love, considered genius by the writhing snake, I dance with dazzling beauty of the brain to prove my flightless arrogance requires brave admiration of the cheering crowd whose frail-leaf hands applaud my slow decay. Reborn as angel in the factory where devils carve new masks of noble class, I glide with vibrant beat of city streets to taste pure accuracy of loyal pride for architect of balanced clumsiness when I construct grand hall of fluting bones. Because I bleed from portrait on the wall as lacrimating prophet without hands, despair transforms my body from glass rain to throbbing ghoul of beautiful contempt which proves my right to reign with stolen laws as faceless god on highest hill of thought.
Unclose Door Of Fate
Unclose Door Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 10 17 Though time flows out of my exploding eyes to fill vast maze of city streets with souls emerging from old wrinkled photographs, I wake at shock of ocean consciousness as human cactus singing by the pole about how skulls form mountain peaks of truth. Lithe ocean fish wind unclock of my self with tangled laughter of passionate words through unmechanical respect for fear that spurs progression of my blooming brain which soaks strange memories of frantic dreams escaping brains of people around town. As broad-winged signet of heraldic pride I leap with swan-grace on percussive wind to float with swirling angel of gold clouds, convinced brave magic vibrates from my hands that flush redeeming flames of holy love from murmuring cars of electric fame. Struck by obsessive blink of traffic lights, I stand ten thousand years in the crosswalk to count lost angels of the fractured street who search for sorrow of the store glass door wide open to soft tinkling bells of hope that upend social conventions with greed. Blind city ghost on balcony of faith plays rusty saxophone of arrogance that reshapes vast dimension of our brains with sacred creed of rotten references, desecrated by dead rose of her heart because she tries to unclose door of fate. Dressed in bright colors of the morning scream that twist fake books in riddles of glass film, she tells the boy she loves that he appears to be her Babylonian Adonis who dies in anguish when he tries to rise from half-torn photograph of body-lust. My racehorse never reaches goal of love though I run forward into mist of change forever flashing through telephone lines that bind great chimneys of regretful brick from which smoke of our words transcend our death when we vote for the lonely bard of life. Primeval memory of antiquity writhes groaning from eccentric egg of lust as brutal pioneer of psychic spells whose frantic code of unmelodious song goes on forever into sea of tears where we sail boats of hope beyond the shore.
Poet Glow Of Fame
Poet Glow Of Fame © Surazeus 2026 10 17 Drunk on the bitter wine of arrogance, the Famous Poet, in tattered tweed suit, stumbles on stage to polished podium in bright university lecture hall to read with important voice of prestige his latest collection of meditations. Do not imbue on me that poet glow that shrouds fools in veil of immortal Fame which transforms mortals, fueled by lust to live, to holy messengers of divine truth with marble sheen of false divinity that neuters mission to expand the mind. Transforming into bat with devil wings, before eyes of the startled audience who gasp with surprise at absurdity, the Famous Poet flaps about the room, bumping into dark portraits of Great Poets, and shrieks dire prophecies in solemn verse. Strange glow of mute sorrow from long-dead stars radiates from frail frame of mortal flesh that imbues him with poet glow of fame as cosmic insight into social trends that illuminate with grammatic twist psychological process of the seer. After he finishes reading grand poems about domestic quietude of rage that surges from subconscious sea of faith, the Famous Poet sits at polished table and signs copies of his latest collection for each star-eyed worshipper of his greatness. Eyes blinded by his poet glow of fame, the Famous Poet wanders endless halls past doors that open to empty classrooms where ghosts of students haunt strange Otherworlds that emanate as holograms from books, then floats up into swirling clouds of glory. Riding in the back of the dented car, driven by the ambitious graduate student who gushes on about symbology, the Famous Poet gazes at bright stars that glimmer faintly through after-rain clouds, and ponders nature of the Perfect Poem. After waking sober in purple dawn, the Famous Poet eats eggs on rye toast, then strides gleaming halls of the glass airport to ride the airplane to the little town where he teaches poetry at the college since he survives on poet glow of flame.
Friday, October 16, 2026
Brave Community Of Ghosts
Brave Community Of Ghosts © Surazeus 2026 10 16 Since every temple where men worship gods has been contrived by bleeding hands of faith, I climb stairway to Heaven where glass skulls sing hymns of sorrow from the human heart that hypnotize my heart with siren spells so I almost shipwreck on rocks of truth. With laughter of deep-rooted trees of fear we find that when we solve catastrophe of shattered truth in puzzles of respect, we bond in brave community of ghosts who carve our new personality masks so we personify our souls as gods. Despite stark passion to preserve my soul beyond decay of flesh to wordless dust, I channel fierce incorrigible need to transform wreckage of mortality in gold-paved maze of grand celestial halls where we dance in mirrored haze of dreams. On mortal feet of uncelestial hope, to span isolation of inner peace in august columns of world theaters, star-forged from twisted agony of faith, I breach liminal space of tragic loss to cradle wounded goddess in my heart. Though idols of every god who has lived as mortal human struggling to survive with courage enough that molded their soul in marble statue that personifies their heroic victory against death, shine in temple of faith, I live my way. So many centuries of change have passed since we constructed from bones of the Earth Temple of Segesta on stony hill of sorrow for how Death claims every soul, yet I long to return on swan-brave wings to dwell again beneath its sheltering roof. Relaxed in garden of seaside chateau beside square fountain where black swans flap wings, I strum the lyre of Mercury and hum heart-wounding psalms that old David composed, as Edith conjures butterflies from Hell in memory of our long-deserted temple. In Temple of Segesta I still play lyre of Mercury with dream-weaving hands to mend wounded hearts with aoidic tunes that immortalize weak humans as gods to glorify mortals who wrestle death as spirits that transcend our tragic fates.
God In Our Own Minds
God In Our Own Minds © Surazeus 2026 10 16 Original response of secret love that echoes at me from across the lake reveals that I, and all humanity, are here alone on this slow-spinning globe because the faceless demon of my heart is all that answers my cry to the stars. The strangeness of this universe is mine, I whisper soft as wind in tall hill grass, but I hear voices in the sudden wind that rustles tongues of leaves on eyeless trees who seem to speak of secrets I would know but murmur wordlessly when I attend. I climb this stream of radiance to the sky to find dark cave of visions inside stars where dream of time began in human minds, so I sit still in glow of timeless truth to feel whole universe of pulsing forms surge through vast hollow of my aching heart. While meditating in thought-silent cave where time becomes swift motion of my blood, I realize God is concept we design to account for how men exercise power so we comprehend social energy of leadership that incarnates as kings. We venerate mortal Jesus as God because his selfless actions of respect present new way tribe leaders may perform role of protector and guide for our souls, instead of tyrant who exploits our fears, but he is dead so we perform his role. As leader of his tribe centuries ago, Jesus embodied in his mortal frame immortal spirit of the Selfless King which incarnates in countless other men who dedicate their hearts to nurture souls of people so we live well in their care. Thus God, as Good Leader who loves his tribe, reincarnates in countless mortal kings, with every generation humans live, as representative of Christ on Earth through active choice of each new mortal soul who performs what they know Jesus would do. Jesus is dead, but spirit of his love, as leader attentive to what we need, awakes again in every human soul who chooses to treat others with respect when we cultivate God in our own minds with conscious scope big as our universe.
Mind Key Of Why
Mind Key Of Why © Surazeus 2026 10 16 With framed adherence to the chime of light, I pivot in dark rain of all-the-time where ravens rebuild silence of the wall in protest at residual permanence that spirals through concern of Jupiter whose laughter unwinds clock of our return. Emerging from conception of the rock that forgets why its shape reflects the sun, I run while standing still with psychic tricks through preparation to perform as spy obsessed with measurement of the mind storm that teaches me secret for how to love. Extracting holy milk from the Faith Cow, at wordless horror of the throbbing drum, I interview for the messenger job working for the Fairy Queen in Stonehenge who asks me to retrieve the tangerine stolen by brave boys who know how to grieve. Because Artemis counts cars at the show, despite objections of the restless stars, I always figure out which way is best for proving nothing happens when we pray to Cernunnos in his arboreal den though he writes new creed for the manticore. My bitter shadow on the ocean shore transforms from human back into the fish because I am Oannes on fast track to reign as world pope in the Vatican who rescues souls from Hell with legal rope through dream spells contrived from runes in the well. Enchanting holiday shoppers with tunes of mind-expanding visions in teardrops, I reframe privilege through social lens which formulates code of our new world view based on television rules of the road that children never learn in church-run schools. Since I succeeded in my sacred search to find God Mask everyone says is fake, I transition my soul through the next phase within parameters of the truth-hexed, so I campaign to play messiah sleuth, commissioned to reveal Mind Key of Why. We love our planet no god has designed though priests deceive us with religious fraud, so my wife and I tread the moonlit ridge where angel-winged wolves request secret boon that I should lead them on our global quest to learn secret of flight in metal robe.
Imperfect Poem
Imperfect Poem © Surazeus 2026 10 16 Thus spake Surazeus to the lost souls who feast to celebrate the Kronia. In pursuit of the perfect poem that frames aesthetic beauty of the timeless truth, every day I write the imperfect poem that records progress of my growth in love.
Thursday, October 15, 2026
Immortal God Of Genes
Immortal God Of Genes © Surazeus 2026 10 15 Still on my quest to find the Holy Grail, I stumble down crooked highway of faith, then tumble dazed on deep Narcissus Pool where I see vision with diamond-glazed eyes of my wife glowing with ethereal light refracting through her soul from Cosmic Eye. While strumming lyre of Mercury with faith, I sing hymn to Aion, great light of life, mindless creator of all that exists, the self-begotten flash of vibrant love that beams through Helios and Selene, first parents who create my soul from Earth. My father high on stone of destiny tells me that when I die my soul of light will fly on white swan wings of ecstasy up to gold peak on mountain of star eyes, and dance in nothing of the everywhere till I become ripe apple on the tree. Young dappled doe with moon-black eyes of faith nudges my chest with soft nose of respect, so I feed her fresh apple in my hand, then we stroll by bright river of our hearts to find enormous sphinx on hill of skulls who asks me riddle of the human soul. I scatter sparks of atoms in my soul as fireflies in soft breeze of evening glow, dispersing memories of my random life in psychic ocean of forever now, attuned to vibe coding of mental flex that flashes through cosmic intelligence. Magnetic shimmer of your secret voice, that pulses in harmony with my heart, expands my soul with laughter of delight that cleanses sorrow from my poisoned mind so I float wingless over flowered hills, since I know secret of the Holy Grail. Each person must discover for themself conceptual meaning of the Holy Grail, embodied by wise woman with star eyes who generates new life from seed of faith so our child reincarnates our two souls in body for immortal god of genes. When I was wondering lost in Wonderland, dazed by bright idols of so many gods that humans worship as great characters to imitate through performance of life, Orpheus grabs my shoulders with sly grin and teaches me weird mystery of rebirth. Now that I have the long-lost Holy Grail sitting by my computer on the bookshelf, its silver curve mirroring my God Soul, I resurrect my darlings from blank book by writing spells with raven quill of faith dipped in sparkling dragon blood of respect. Since I am temporary node of flesh in long-evolving vine of divine genes, awake with memories of timeless joy which my ancestors lived to program me, I strum the lyre of Mercury and sing till I disperse in swirl of nothingness.
Immortal Soul Of Phoebus
Immortal Soul Of Phoebus © Surazeus 2026 10 15 From each psychic node of the matrix beams integral vector of expressive thought, tangled in homeostatic words of faith, bound on its journey to become itself and maintain grounded equilibrium through inner peace despite pressures of change. Staring in abyss of his hollow heart, Phoebus wonders with sly smirk of disdain if he might be the serpent of his songs whose writhing passion, coiled to spring on wings of fierce ambition to breach gates of Heaven, motivates his mission to mock proud gods. When lonely Python of his hungry heart slithers from cave of illusions at dawn, emerging from wordless darkness of doubt, Phoebus strums strings on lyre of Mercury, hums softly to harmonize scratchy voice of cautious hope, then sings strange spell of truth. Gripping wood handle of the rusty hoe, Phoebus scratches furrows in stubborn soil to sow seeds of new hope with eager hands, then bears buckets of water from the river many hours every day with aching back to nurture sprouts that blossom from his heart. For ten thousand years, through life after life, immortal soul of Phoebus in his genes tends crops of wheat transforming soil to flour, to feed regeneration of his mind till he begins to understand the Why that fuels process of dream analysis. Ascended master of the holy light, that beams through wounded heart of innocence, Phoebus bears lyre of Mercury in hand while treading signless road of curious dawn, and sings hymn of creation in each town where farmers dance to rhythm of his heart. From endless centuries of labor blooms enlightened seer with cosmic eyes of stars whose verse projects grand vision of Earth Dream which frames our new world view with guiding law that renders superstitions obsolete while guiding play of life we all perform. Each prophet rising from lush fields of truth speaks with great voice of all humanity, depicting social system that sustains, through equal justice for each conscious soul, progress of the lone individual to live through liberty for all the world.
Lady Of The Diamond Star
Lady Of The Diamond Star © Surazeus 2026 10 15 When I find basalt tombs of sorcerers unshattered by proverbs of sacred books, I answer nothing to immortal nymphs who fly shrieking at me from qualming spring because I am the Who unprophesied by Death, nor is there any reason why I Am. I keep it secret that the Three Maries based operations of the Holy Grail in eerie grotto of Sainte-Baume massif from which our Merovingian tribe of seers expanded reign of Magdalene and Christ who rule Gothinia past two thousand years. I wish I could see eyes of Radegund, bright with faith in beauty of this world, which manifests conceptual forms of truth, while I recite verse of my loyal heart from sharp whispers of her Sibylline voice that glows bright in dark days of Sirius. Someday I hope to follow Ocean Way sailed by the Three Maries to hills of Mars, piloted also over seamless waves by fluent dolphin who saved Arion, so I may find lyre Venantius strummed beneath shaken fruits of Elysium. Though few may understand dream of my heart, arranged in puzzles of socialized tropes, I sing grand Vision of Apocalypse through Revelation of the Laughing Snake whom brave Apollo tamed with melodies depicting Lady of the Diamond Star. Because I am no pair of ragged claws scuttling across the floors of silent seas, I wear wood mask of Christ Pantocrator to fool the devil of the modern world when I seize means of production with spells that conjure virtual model of One Earth. Now under Tree of Knowledge by the lake, where demons of greed lurk in wounded hearts, I carol praise for leader of the world who crowns Wise Woman with respectful wreath to restore faith of Radegund with hope that Son of Meroveus will rise again. White star of Sirius, that twinkles swift with flashing scintillation of weird truth, which guided brave Venantius up steep path to liberal palace of wise Magdalene, illuminates path where I walk today to grotto where soul of Mercury waits.
Wednesday, October 14, 2026
Mercurial Song Of Grace
Mercurial Song Of Grace © Surazeus 2026 10 14 As long as I can give you all my love, my heart will flow with energy of hope that springs from fountain of unending joy through admiration for all vibrant souls who spring from dream of Earth in human form for we are spirit of the stars alive. When I leave love notes in the hollow tree as field guide to haunted forest of love, we find they transform into honeycombs that drip with memories of secret hours we spend together by the citrus tree where crow of wisdom sings about our joy. Though leaves of time swirl red in chilly wind as harbinger of change in mountain air, I hear cry of the owl in misty woods who brings strange story from the distant vale that Death stalks Beauty of the human soul whose spirits vanish with flowers in snow. When I decode fortune of apple peels, that randomly reveal in curls of fear new axiom of our deconstructed truth, my mind perceives big picture of the world unfolding process from vast social change when I trace effects to their primal cause. Rewriting inner story of my heart, through brave steps of attentive ardency each day I transcend limits of my being, I find that I have courage of tall trees to be where my feet are on road of life, so I erect signs to guide the lost home. To implement with calm diplomacy firm state of universal peace on Earth, I invest fiducial standard of growth in manufacture of war machinery designed to organize angelic code through strict enforcement of fair global law. Awakened by mercurial song of grace that horses sing on river shores of love, I channel grief through laughter of dawn rain reflecting deep compassion of my heart, born from deep magic at the dawn of time, for every conscious being that lives on Earth. Emerging from dark well of innocence, with writhing runes of serpentine foresight, I join song of free horses on wild hills, then bring strange treasure to hard city streets as fruit that heals the wounded heart of souls who thrive with love that fountains from my heart.
Find The Silver Moon
Find The Silver Moon © Surazeus 2026 10 14 After I am done leaping in the air while wading in burning flowers of faith with the passion of the sun in my mouth, I will deconstruct the mystery of flesh to find the silver moon inside my brain that sends me singing forty million years. After I am done dashing against darkness with closed eyes of innocent arrogance in the sleepless curves of my dream-coiled body, I will resurrect the mystery of soul to find the frantic sea inside my heart that leaves me stranded on the beach of time. Or maybe I will watch the lonely leaf that falls as oneness of humanity with each new generation of bright souls that comes and goes in seasons of desire till we are swept away by tides of change through revolution of the laughing snake. I find no people on the spinning Earth except blind robots wearing masks of gods who fight each other for the Promised Land that burns from revolution of the fooled at shocking revelation of the truth brought by wounded hands of messiah sleuth. Before I begin to leap spinning worlds across pearl necklace of the multiverse to meet the doppelgangers of my being, I will reconstruct the mystery of mind in computer processor of my brain programmed to perform role of God on Earth. Before I begin to recalibrate piston engine of the time-machine car to explore the world, sea to shining sea, I will reincarnate lithe Mercury as son of Saturn strumming lyre of truth to sing satires about the haughty king. Or maybe I will live with Anyone in the pretty how town of anywhere against common decency of lust to paint images of new global ghosts on rose windows in cathedral of tales where floating bells design Astarian Creed. I meet strange people in world maze of streets who all say they remember Sisyphus working as manager for Wonderland where Saraswati in the hotel lounge sings about new empire of Jupiter through revelation of the laughing snake.
Fertile Globe Of Ranika
Fertile Globe Of Ranika © Surazeus 2026 10 14 When I wake in the World between the Worlds, after finding ring my grandmother hid in dream-tangled roots of the apple tree, I wander among pools to other worlds, wondering which one I should visit today, till I hear strange siren song of my heart. Diving into pool where Narcissus drowned, I swim ten million lightyears across space to the other side of our galaxy where I wake on the world of my heart created by the wise witch Ranika who gives me book for me to write dream spells. Beside tall goddess with ten million eyes and glass wings that span mountains and seas, I climb Stairway to Heaven of her heart to stroll vast avenue of ziggurats where sprawling palaces of gleaming gems glitter with divine light of countless stars. Ascending diamond stairs of ardent faith, we enter palace of Hyperion, enormous god with countless twirling wings, who gives me crystal sphere with Eye of Truth that depicts animated history of life on every planet in the universe. Transforming into lion with twelve eyes, Hyperion sings attentive hymn of hope that conjures planet from dream of my brain, so I give Goddess Ranika my heart who holds my hand with beaming smile of love, then we teleport to garden of fruit. Sly serpent with electric eyes of fear attempts to hypnotize my aching heart with vision of myself as emperor who rules ten billion worlds of loyal souls, but I laugh at his lies of haughty greed, which banishes his hate in gentle breeze. When Ranika returns from Salithor, great city where her people farm and build, wise goddess of industrial workmanship gives me new raven quill and parchment scroll, so I compose in quick Saturnian verse epic poem about curious scientists. Returning to the World between the Worlds, through pool from fertile globe of Ranika, I resurrect as Narcissus with faith, so I follow heart-breaking song of love to find sweet Echo by her apple tree who blushes as we embrace with respect.
Tuesday, October 13, 2026
My Journey Nowhere Else
My Journey Nowhere Else © Surazeus 2026 10 13 Because the spring sun is the saddest ghost that lingers mute in autumn innocence, I write my name in dust of alleyways to trace path of my journey nowhere else on endless quest to find the beautiful that shimmers in the fractured hearts of strangers. Amazed at flash in swelling clouds of time that imitate vast wings of cherubim which hovers over city maze of fate, I choose to tell lonely strangers I meet I am incarnation of Mercury though no one can see the wings on my feet. Paused on shore of the god-reflecting lake, I look for the Road Not Taken that spans lush meadows and bleak deserts of my heart, but all I see is the High Road of Fate where Orpheus leads blind ghosts of the dead who may arrive in Heaven before me. Though Atossa has painted every wall white with blood of angels to camouflage sorrows of children wounded in harsh wars, she sings strange beauty of our spinning Earth to celebrate this transient life of joy which inspires compassion to bloom in me. Though I doubt conscious entity called God creates this universe with clear design, I love how people gather in their church to sing about strange beauty of this world, and share tales of their struggles to survive to support each other in quest for love. Escaping dirty streets of rain-drenched cities, crowded with people driven from lush vales by greedy barons in castles of hate, my ancestors sailed to America and built new homes in lush Missouri vales where they sang hymns by River of Star Eyes. Startled by ephemeral glow of desire that radiates from bodies of human souls, I plot birth of the new energy field that weaves many nations in one world state, united by respect for liberty that nurtures equal justice for all people. So when I call God on the telephone to ask about why people suffer pain, he chuckles and explains with rainbow beams that he is but some story character invented by kings to keep men afraid, then we meet by the lake of stars to fish.
Flowers In Field Of Fate
Flowers In Field Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 10 13 The faceless ghost of the person I love haunts my heart as the absence of their being because my brain with lonely ache projects idol of their essence in empty air so I seem to feel their presence still near when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The apparition of their gleaming face remains unmoving in old photographs recording features of their transient being at fleeting moment in that bygone hour that we carelessly thought would never cease when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The laughing specter of their vibrant soul, masked by play of their joyful character, seems to dance forever in movie reels preserving sport of their mischievous tricks that makes my heart ache with nostalgic pride when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The writhing wraith of heartbreaking anguish, wounded by random pranks of tragedy, conceals harsh suffering that they endured in mute sorrow they tried to hide from me, tainting their spirit as much as their joy, when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The traces of their existence remain as poignant scent of their long-vanished essence that lingers through electric flash of hope in eerie crackles after drenching rain that fools my heart to think I feel them close when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The woeful phantom of my cherished one, too long abstracted from subjective scope of my oblivious mind in truant plight, lurks ever near antenna of my heart so I hear whisper of their thoughts in dream when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The sudden spook of their revenant soul, which my brain conjures from lost memories, fools me to hope their consciousness remains in whole coherent frame of their true self, yet I know they have vanished from this world when their shade picks flowers in field of fate. The mindless shadow of the soul I love remains as bright illusion in my brain so they seem to live in my memories, still active in clear dramatic replay, though I will never see their face again when their shade picks flowers in field of fate.
While Talking To My Mother
While Talking To My Mother © Surazeus 2026 10 13 While talking to my mother about truth, I reach hand to pluck fruit from Tree of Life when gold-eyed serpent with four rainbow wings tricks me to believe that Star Man in the Cloud will punish me if I eat fruit of knowledge so I eat it with heart-poisoning guilt. While talking to my mother about trust, she tells me she met my father for tryst in Tree of Knowledge by the demon pool so I run through bright flowers in the field to escape the man in the wolf-fur cloak who begs me to play bride at his cave hearth. While talking to my mother about hope, I struggle gasping to climb mountain slope, then stand on moon-high peak of howling wind to survey world of rivers between hills that spins through ocean of electric stars which swirl around me as cupids on wings. While talking to my mother about faith, I perceive vision of immortal wraith that rises from her transient frame of flesh as ancient goddess with ten million eyes who teaches me to generate new life from ambitious passion of the Wolf Man. While talking to my mother about love, I learn from her how to mold wheat in loaf which I bake in hot oven of my heart till I give birth to bread with blinking eyes who smiles when I hum hymn of holy breath that fills his body with spirit of life. While talking to my mother about fear, I watch my son construct and wield sharp spear from stick and stone he hones with honest courage, then wear fur cape to hunt monsters of rage which he kills with attentive strike of power when lightning strikes bright as the yarrow flower. While talking to my mother about fate, I choose to open wide the city gate so refugees from wars for fertile land, fought fiercely between gods on ziggurats, name me Zilpa with the Generous Hand when I host feast in Temple of the Wolf. While talking to my mother about death, I listen to her pray with her last breath that I might understand essence of life which I mold in bodies as mother-wife and raise my sons, Gad and Asher, to rule empire of wisdom with the sacred tool.
Monday, October 12, 2026
Assertive Code Of Grace
Assertive Code Of Grace © Surazeus 2026 10 12 Time fractured by assertive code of grace expands too far beyond calm afternoons to shroud lush dells in sanguine bitterness that widows would exchange for bowls of flour to fry blueberry pancakes at midnight for wanderers to feast without regret. When children of the new empire return from foreign lands with boxes of false dreams, we delegate our thinking to machines that throw our family photos in the trash after recording them in holy books depicting conflict between psychic queens. When agents of the empire shoot the moon, then knock at doors of loyal warriors, we hide our treasures behind broken doors to prove we worship with taxes of wheat the right god on the pyramid of skulls who pays us on holiday of his birth. No Christmas bells ring clear across the land where snow encases corpses of dead kings in dark deserted tombs of arrogance so we assemble on high mound of poles to dance around wild flames of innocence and sing of revolution against greed. Thirteen centuries later I extract skulls of great gods from fractured tombs of time so people of the land may see what fate bold time decrees with solemn certitude for every conscious being who walks the Earth, even those who proclaim themselves as gods. Bright angels with ten thousand star-gold eyes descend from glowing cloud of solitude to beam illusions of divine desire which animates my body with God Soul that claims state of immortality because I dream my Self since dawn of time. Alone beneath dome of the Pantheon I sit at Round Table of Liberty to reassemble world view of my brain that my ancestors design through each life, but I keep secret vision of my heart because I dwell in the real Heaven now. So I race motorboat across the lake and toss books of salvation in the deep where they transform to serpents with star eyes that form electric runes of cosmic spells which I chant to restore democracy on firm foundation of all human hearts.
Illusions Of Superior Pride
Illusions Of Superior Pride © Surazeus 2026 10 12 Inspired by calm of stone immortal gods that dwell in grand museums of lost faith, I walk the melting road of anywhere to play my own role in wild game of life with sculptured heart of greatness that provides urgent compassion for people I meet. Inspired by quicker wisdom of the Earth that surges through my fragile frame of flesh, I ask disputed shades of long-dead gods if they can teach me how to understand what people need to strengthen weaknesses so they rise from their sorrow with new hope. Inspired by treatises of hungry hope that drive us to evolve as we seek truth, I frame tall trees in my sunlit backyard with eerie atmosphere of one strange day that radiates from my childhood with strange truth when goddess of the rock appeared to me. Inspired by glimmer of your thoughtless eyes that watch me draw hope from harsh misery, I range through shadows of blind cherubim that hover over us in city maze with dreadful beauty of the winter wind that strips illusions of superior pride. Inspired by her apocalyptic tongue that writes new scripture for these shocking times, I doubt the cold success that Heaven beams through contemplation of our mortal lives framed by immortal process of soul growth so we restore our sabotaged free will. Inspired by leased certificates to lust that wound our hearts with libertarian faith, I raise my hands to mindless cloud of God and prophesy brave deeds through epic tales that mirror fractured fantasies we grasp as tides of change disrupt our way of life. Inspired by swagger of the haughty fool who crowns himself new king of nowhere else, I ride calm horse across the countryside with fierce compassion of neurotic love though our world view diminishes from hate that seizes hearts of souls abused by greed. Inspired by sensual passion of fruit trees that roar with horror when human tribes fight, I draft new litany of conquered lands which I observe from high Parthenon throne, to redesign world empire of true faith based on equal justice for everyone.
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