Safe Environment Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 08 22 My frail heart swells with pungent gratitude, derived from experience of old age, that I have been able, with sturdy faith, to maintain safe environment of hope for my children to thrive through confidence, brave in haven of my protective tomb. Productive chaos stirring urban scenes secures deep source of energetic growth for people joined in contract of concern to thrive through dynamic communities preserving spirit of brave pioneers rooted in soil by hands of founding pride. Assertion of pure motive to create enough food for every soul to consume stirs sublime respect in all open hearts for strong beauty of cooperative work that binds immigrating strangers of fate in prosperous communes through liberty. Careful attention of our aching hearts conjures from soil of humble nothingness flourishing success of fertile desire that blooms ripe from desolate afternoons as temporary stay against mute death that always haunts celebrations of life. Sweet music of encoding instruments rings brightly in narrow streets of regret through durable discipline we direct to increase enrollment of carefree joy when spark of exotic passion expends secret equity of luxurious play. Lured by our host of mechanical mirth, we follow Bacchus and his prancing pard through winding streets of tragic loyalty, despite portable ordinance of greed, in frantic game exchanging oxygen based on scholarship of romantic sport. Though we cavort on fluid stage of fate to exercise free will of hard-won choice, awake on rugged coast of nonchalance, we must divorce our jagged hearts of hope from heart-entrapping game of synergy since rocky cliffs of gray seas understand. Alone in meadow of the weeping tree, I gather blackberries with trembling hands, then sit beneath the willow tree with swans and feast on sweet catastrophe of faith that children of my tangled genes will thrive long after I disappear in mute wind.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Saturday, August 22, 2026
Safe Environment Of Hope
Alone Tree Of Fate
Alone Tree Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 08 22 No black rain is falling on this bright day while I walk to the Alone Tree of fate so I can translate prophecies of change sung by the hissing wind of emptiness that batters melancholy homes of hope where people eat at the table of faith. Though spiders in the garden of lost souls search for my heart in shadow of the clock, the shepherd who finds body of his wife decayed in bushes by the gushing stream breaks the silence of God with wordless curse that transforms his bones into twisted steel. When he wanders in the pasture with cows, the shepherd who programs computer games hears crystal angels singing in tall trees, so he gathers trash of their broken wings in plastic bags he piles beside the road till dust of long-dead stars encrust his eyes. Sharp shots of guns echo in autumn woods where angels run in trees of bloody bones so ravens shriek from fragments of their mouths in wild laments of shattered innocence with prayers to clouds inhabited by gods who laugh with joy at causing men to fight. Trapped in the solitary hour of death, the shepherd with gun of religious pride considers wetness of tall hungry grass when Bacchus dances on his empty grave with sober clarity of evening hymns that eyeless devils sing with pious faith. He kneels and touches blueness of the stream with anguish at the desolate secrecy preserved in neatness of the garden path where toads of panic meditate all night against dire quietness of his cold breath so he clamps ears against rustle of leaves. Bright destitution of his childhood days returns with brittle innocence of love at that dark hour when eyes of seers expand with muffled clang of bells in empty church where angels wear masks of children we name before they sink in muck of holy war. Trapped in their mournful pilgrimage to Hell, the people of the nation blessed by God lie down together on the shattered plain and stare at nothingness of glowing screens that flash elusive visions of world peace till we become the gods we idolize.
Friday, August 21, 2026
We Build Another Troy
We Build Another Troy © Surazeus 2026 08 21 From Troy our urgent mission to survive drives our wheeled train of homeless refugees to follow Venus sailing her moon boat across abyss of hope to colonize pristine gardens where ghost of Eden gleams from dire emergency of tolling bells. Through telescope of innocent respect we search for secret code in random stars that map our noble purpose with faint flash assembled in grand puzzle of desire to measure slow sequential flow of time beyond intense unraveling of fate. Indifferent audience of angels laughs at cosmic foibles noble heroes play while sanctioned by brave eagles of world war who lead parades of our triumphant loss against dark shadows in reflected glass of faceless enemies we fight each day. Of my first disobedience against pride, and fruit of my achievements soured by guilt, I sing with harp of David in my hands while lost in yellow woods of urgent faith where I pause at cracked tomb of Oedipus to ponder failure of our social dream. Wise oracle of concupiscent grace expresses stoic principles of calm with incandescent dance of mental vibes at trick of fame by tarot cards dealt lies exposing counterfeit creeds angels sell through prank of toxic masculinity. When kingdom-killing prophet of the laugh reveals sly bluff the Blindman conjugates, we strive to fathom absolute expanse of spaceless straightness tangled by fake words that throws our bodies on light curve of change so we hold hands from gates of paradise. Each time grand towers of bright Ilium are burned by agents of cruel tyranny, we build another Troy with bleeding hands to manage empire of corporate stores that binds our paths through corridors of time till we assemble in one church of wealth. When mantra-minded flower child of fate arrives from Underworld of bitter truth to fix machinery of the star-wound soul, contrived as psychic dynamo of faith, I publish odes of sorrow on the wall so ghosts of heroes hide in wordless books.
Bitter Prayers Of Fantasies
Bitter Prayers Of Fantasies © Surazeus 2026 08 21 After turning key of uncertainty I ask the honey bees of innocence to find home burned by soldiers of despair who barricade their hearts with polished stones fractured from idols of their social gods who feed on bitter prayers of fantasies. There is no substance in our enmities we gather to replace faint hopes of love, yet we ask honey bees of arrogance to build their hives of passion-pilfered wealth in home now empty of our family ghosts whose hearts lead them to wander windy hills. In ninth Troy of America we dwell, secure in tower where Rapunzel sings, whose anguish catches it afire this hour, though we continue with our daily lives through certain faith that noble minds prevail though faceless Helen walks the Earth again. Dark weeds grow from pavestones of social power where Brigid herds sheep on the White House lawn, and sings enchanting prophecies of doom while I play broken lyre of Mercury, yet she decides to give out fish and bread to people homeless from social collapse. No dream of paradise could paralyze our good intentions for democracy in noble mission to replace all kings with honest leaders whom people elect because they hear with brave ears of insight voices of the dead explain how to live. Heart riddled with weird light of star-blind gods, I hurl fierce curse of justice at the sky where no immense mind of the absolute ensures equality for every soul, so with eye of my brain in turbulence I seek moon-stark hill of electric skulls. Shocked by insistence of angelic wings that I transcend this fragile flame of flesh, I channel bitter prayers of fantasies through jubilant expressions of respect for brave endurance of our wounded hearts to face down the silver-helmed Seraphim. Indifferent to our solitude in time, the star-eyed prophet of the misty isle refuses to proclaim in busy streets crimes of the powerful who still exploit our bodies for profits they confiscate though we pray to idol of God for help.
Empire Of Jocular Play
Empire Of Jocular Play © Surazeus 2026 08 21 If we attempt to stop the clocks of change, and tangle voices in telephone lines, to silence celebration at dire hour the greedy tyrant tumbles from his throne, despair for life will burst from wounded hearts and crack the sky with fireworks of new joy. Contours of anguish wrapping hearts with hope divulge more passion than we care to show when we assemble on mist-flurried shore with plan to conjure from abysmal gloom new demon of despair to haunt our land and shadow our great nation with blind faith. Too many puerile farmers and bank clerks attempt to plaster laws across the sky more beautiful than carnage of world war when prophets wander lost in busy streets to find their enemy is almost dead, white-faced as angels they flee from in dreams. Yet we all pause from revelry at dawn to hear the starry-eye soprano sing heart-wrenching hymn of tragic innocence while gleam of Sirius, her guiding star, reveals the baltering torrent of our tears though we dance with unsteady ardency. Strange victory shout of cardiac respect may act as uncommercial catalyst for bold uprising of communal clans against incompetence of legal greed, yet we desert cathedrals of contempt to play exotic roles in public squares. My brain may now be vacant of old creeds, erased by brave endurance of concern in frantic storms of social dominance, but I shall rise from muck of sublime truth to rebuild empire of jocular play despite indulgence on the peccant stage. My wounded heart expands beyond its ken when Sibyl sings from golden cage of truth calm tablet-chat of arcane prophecies, so I translate strict formulas for wealth from purling laughter of clear mountain streams which knits immigrants in new freedom tribe. Since we will dwell in Land of Unconcern, brave bodies crushed by supple gears of change, fake prayers revive our souls of poisoned faith with mute inoculants, by angels brewed with brazen laughter for the shock effect that teaches us to value what is real.
Thursday, August 20, 2026
Sacrifice For Moral Code
Sacrifice For Moral Code © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Because the gift of prophecy demands sacrifice of treasure we value most, I replicate with pristine character mask of my mundane personality so I become wise scapegoat for the world that guides attention of creative care. To die as sacrifice for moral code, contrived to manage gestures of concern that channels guilt of selfish procurement, I play role of fate-wounded sufferer who struggles bravely calm to overcome mental challenges through resilience. Heap all your bitter sorrows on my head when you expose my culpability presenting efforts to master deep flaws through bright deception you accepted well as proof that fragile humans with bold hearts may transcend limitations of our souls. Through my fantastic tale of daring feats, which I present as honest narrative of hard-won triumph over weaknesses, you offer rewards for accomplishments that prove all people willing to work hard have strength to bolster status of their fate. Yet heights achieved through too aggressive game thrust fragile sense of victory beyond base adjusted for safe balance of the heart, therefore the higher we rise through hard work the farther from earned merits we may fall and crash so hard we shatter wordlessly. Sharp shards of my integral sense of self, scattered far across fraught landscape of pride, fail to hope-activate magnetic coherence for vital principles of framed insight to reassemble mask of my true self so I become sly thief you think I am. Alone in gloom of my besieged framework, without truth-binding creed that hard work pays social dividends of accepted prize, I question nature of essential faith composing public person I perform outside containment of my stale success. Failure to focus fractured facts of fate within well-ordered system of respect causes my soul disperse in mocking wind so I sink deep into bottomless abyss and vanish from theater of false pride in sacrifice that prophesies your doom.
Sublimity Of Self
Sublimity Of Self © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Should time maintain vibrational concern for fragile bodies of our transient souls, I might find courage to endure sharp pain of this excessive hour in swirling tides that toss my spirit on assertive faith with hollow laughter of wind on shore rocks. Ten thousand ghosts of mocking innocence attack my heart with bloody beaks of fear that drives me to run clumsily lame-quick against elusive obstacles time hurls to hide in shuddered shadow of despair at throbbing pain of crippled arrogance. Enclosed in tightened narrowness of hope that crushes me to shivers of weak pride, I wait for ghosts of laughter to disperse, bored with their hunt to tear my soul apart, then hold my tattered sense of self in hands that tremble to perceive my wounded heart. I know death will erase me from this world and leave no trace of me in wordless wind except faint scent of terror in foul sweat that oozes slick from naked pores of faith which makes me worry my liquidized soul drains as tears to empty me of myself. Grim-hungry rocks at mouth of my small cave drip thirsty to devour my pungent flesh so I escape harsh jaws of eyeless death and stumble in cold evening gloom of faith to find safe tree where fruit of ardent joy supplies sweet energy of urgent hope. With cautious steps of careful attitude I slowly creep across broad field of rocks, that jab my naked feet with leering lust, toward slender gleam of light on distant ridge that lures me to some terrible regret through cold Plutonian fog of bitter angst. Alone in vastness of our spinning globe, I linger mute beneath huge jagged stone, and watch immensity of twinkling stars stream white as milk in gushing arc of light across enormous nothingness of desire so I forget sharp anguish of my pain. I see small purple mushroom with long hood stuck tight to jagged stone of timeless hope so I consume its slimy fruit of faith that swells small scope of my tear-stained eyes huge through stark obsession for ecstatic love till I become sublimity of self.
How To Thrive With Love
How To Thrive With Love © Surazeus 2026 08 20 Thoughts tumble over rough cliff of my mind to form mirror mask of shimmering calm that veils turmoil of feelings in my heart so you see placid face you want to see concealing soul that swirls with clarity while I plot how to advance my career. No Christ nor Arthur star in my life play as grand exemplars for how to behave, so I accept Odyssean flaws with grace that drive my soul against Neptunian pride on zealous quest to find my secret home that strands me on your grim Plutonian shore. You are my bright-eyed siren on sharp rocks whose heart-enchanting song of mute desire reveals how I lost what I most adore while urging me to soldier on with hope around obstacles of indifferent fate since you are beacon of my journey home. Frail ship of my enduring heart maintains integral structure of my fractured mind, so I stay balanced as I surf wild waves of constant change in fortunate progress, star-guided toward weird paradise I built as haven for your soul till I return. Bombs dropped from planes that laughing angels fly may deconstruct framework of our world view based on security of our hearth home, but kingdom of our faith consists of code programmed to bind our hearts with marriage vows as shield against invaders of our land. Hearts bound by loyalty of trusting love, we stand secure in knowledge of our faith that gives us strength of honest arrogance to endure relentless attacks of dream thieves so we preserve pale of our nation-state till haughty angels fall from flaming clouds. You are Calypso and Penelope combined in one courageous soul of hope, so I commission me with solemn oath to guard your life against oppressive greed of men who view your life as profit tool, for you are person I respect with love. Long after angry soldiers with cruel guns, sent by exploiters hiding in tall towers, retreat from field of battle we endure, we rebuild haven of our humble hearth, then grow again through our creative hands by teaching children how to thrive with love.
Wednesday, August 19, 2026
Intense Desire To Live
Intense Desire To Live © Surazeus 2026 08 19 I feel the ocean seething in my brain when I somersault inside the black hole that pulses with intense desire to live to wake up bound inside this coil of flesh that urges me to compete for fresh fruit so I generate life before I die. I feel vast emptiness of everything swell huge through singularity in still point at the center of all light when galaxies flare forth from flash of thought then spiral into strands of clicking genes that mold bipedal gods with grasping hands. I feel urge to transcend my frame of thought so I run laughing on long wooden dock, then leap high into heaven of gold clouds on time-rewinding wings of Icarus, but fate pulls me back down to solid state where I laugh wildly on my back in grass. I feel expanding scope of consciousness envelop Earth with gleam of mental code so I dream every soul who ever lives as universal mind of mindless self who sings in one harmonious melody hearts of eight billion separate human beings. Suryathi, bright-eyed Goddess of the Sun, ascends from gleaming fields of blooming rice to fly on bold Apsara wings of faith above vast complex of tall tower spires and scatters coins of gold on villages where farmers bless her generosity. Gold river dragon rises from clear stream, eyes gleaming bright as diamonds of star truth, scales writhing lithe as flames of holy thought, and sings uncanny spell of heart insight that sparks strange vision of world prophecy which I sing as I stroll long road of light. Queen Mary steps from wood ship of desire and strides wet stones in swirling fog of fear to claim with faith the jeweled crown of thorns she wears as wise Minerva born on Earth, then tells me with soft voice of ocean waves that I will build new kingdom of free will. Since I am temporary node of thought that vibrates spirit of genetic code as deathless angel in my mortal shell, I order hamburger with tater tots and eat lunch at bench in the river park, then play guitar and sing of human hope.
Delusions Of Global Conquest
Delusions Of Global Conquest © Surazeus 2026 08 19 If I should find myself under attack by gangs of thieves hostile to my free will, I may hope Aphrodite would appear to whisk me away in cloud of concern, like she sheltered Paris from Menelaus, because my heart is full of love for life. I pray to Goddess of Beauty and Love to veil my fragile soul of naive hope from social predators, armed with state laws, who try to scam my innocent respect with lucrative return on vested funds, and bear me to safe haven in her heart. Were clever Eris, Trickster of Desire, to toss Apple of Chaos at my feet, so Goddesses of Wisdom, Love, and Power, were to tempt me with treasures of their hearts, I like to think my mind would analyze best scene that fosters spiritual success. While I decide which path I want to take that guides me to domestic quietude, I must descend to Underworld of dreams to ask Achilles and Odysseus which goddess I should choose to risk my fate, whose fortunes present results of Free Will. Perhaps I may find Dante by the pool, where Narcissus listens to Echo sing, so he will guide me to the Promised Land in lush Edenic vales of Idaho where I travel on the Oregon Trail to escape slaughter of religious wars. With spirit of Adam I tend fruit trees to fight deceptive serpent with gold eyes, inspired by Jesus son of Jupiter, because I choose to consume Fruit of Faith that opens my Third Eye of Star Insight to help me perceive essence of all things. With courage of brave Arthur of the Stone, descendent of Jehovian Fisher King, and Marya Magdalena, Mermaid Queen, I bear the bloody cross of holy war to build ten thousand towers of white stone, constructing Kingdom of Heaven on Earth. All these delusions of global conquest, that drove my ancestors two thousand years to colonize every nation on Earth, now dissipate in wordless glow of dawn, so I drink from the Holy Grail of Truth in my self-made role as Messiah Sleuth.
Star Eyes Of My Night
Star Eyes Of My Night © Surazeus 2026 08 19 Because she is the star eyes of my night, beaming visions of vain hope from her heart, I search with hope for algorithmic ways to redesign our social narrative so we admire perceptive qualities of common people struggling to survive. The plumber adjusts invisible pipes to channel water from the River Styx through sink faucet in kitchen of concern so I can cook spaghetti on the stove with tomato sauce and parmesan cheese when we drink wine and ignore falling bombs. The workers who repair our broken homes with frames of wood and nets of copper wires work with their hands to reshape forms of hope against oppressive tyranny of words stacked by large language models of pride so we drive our cars to the grocery store. The mechanic tweaks engine of my car so gas in combustion chamber explodes to power spin the piston engine sparks in twirling cycle of aggressive force so we zoom fast across map-measured space in time machine of legalized control. The farmer plows soil with hard dragon bone and sows sharp teeth in furrows of mute verse so angels and devils both spring with hope from field of dreams to colonize the world and build vast maze of streets with numbered doors where idols of dead gods direct our lives. The driver maneuvers delivery truck on web of highways sea to shining sea, porting raw materials to factories, providing merchandise to shopping stores, and stocking homes with valuable assets where we dwell in domestic quietude. The baker gathers wheat that Ceres grows to grind grains into flour of secret code they program into loaves of fresh-baked bread that we eat with fried fish and tartar sauce when Jesus preaches Sermon on the Mount about caring for homeless immigrants. I dream I meet Jesus on signless road alive as you and me with pulsing heart, so I ask if he will return again soon, but he shows how his spirit incarnates in leaders who nurture each human being through state that gives all freedom to live well.
Tuesday, August 18, 2026
How Psychic Angels Talk
How Psychic Angels Talk © Surazeus 2026 08 18 The peaceful loneliness of the sidewalk, where I wander between asphalt and grass, reveals to me how psychic angels talk when they calculate our terrestrial mass, so I visit Emily in her yard where she grins and deals the Magician card. Strange blueness of the midafternoon sky, that glows behind web of telephone lines, explains futility for asking why death occurs in this world no God designs, since Jesus tells me no one is up there, so we must show the living that we care. Grim grayness of the town-connecting street, that tricks me to go anywhere I want, extracts despair from my heart with each beat which powers angel wings I dare to flaunt, but I cannot fly, so I journey on, strumming guitar as the national pawn. Indifferent angst of sunrays in glass doors, exposing vanity of daily work, tricks me to find salvation in bookstores where prophets without holy books still lurk, but when I visit his still-empty tomb Zeus tries to sell me riddles that spell doom. Since Jesus has been dead two thousand years our personal relationship is stalled, so his granddaughter cleans the world with tears when she appoints me as her castle skald to sing of Mermaid and her Holy Grail who dwells in haven of the mountain vale. Proud dignity of the telephone pole provides new framework for our old world view that every human has appointed role to kill each other over what is true, so I must deconstruct class privilege when I rebuild United Nations bridge. Locked doors of houses in suburban zones discuss catastrophe of being alive, so I sell Bibles forged from dragon bones to save family photos on the hard drive as puzzle pieces in tale of our state fractured in church gangs by greed-driven hate. Strange quietness of wind on the bare hill drives me to stack stones in heavenly wall by adjusting duty based on free will while I sell apples in the market stall, till Emily steps from carriage of faith and asks if I have seen the Cosmic Wraith.
Psychic Rivers Of Regret
Psychic Rivers Of Regret © Surazeus 2026 08 18 Soft vibration of crystal words reforms how human brains perceive the Face of God that gleams from golden clouds of arrogance to mutate how we talk about our souls as light that glows from fragile shell of glass which blinks out when the brain ceases to dream. If angels dare to explain how the brain could process sentences of fractured truth, we humans might remember why we hope to share conversations about rebirth in humming mountains of social thoughts when we meet ourselves in the spectral zone. I hear ephemeral voice of weird faith when I float high on invisible wings to teach the faceless ghosts of everywhere strange secret of conceptual innocence inherent in fake law of gravity that might invalidate my divine creed. Since no one speaks about the fall of stones which float on psychic rivers of regret, we gaze in eyes of people starved by fear, trapped in the prison camp of global faith, who sell each other empty books of tales which they burn to keep warm on winter nights. Foreclosed quality of inhuman speech, concerned with quality of suffering, pronounces new law of humble rapport between exploiters and victims of fraud who argue semantics in the locked church to deconstruct confession bombs of truth. If we use language to communicate hunger for substantial faith in the known, we might confuse young children without keys who prove flowers and glaciers design how we give and take in contests of love for return on investment despite death. Haunted by attentive ghosts of lakes, shot by angel of spiritual rewards who deems them unfit to work in food stores, I gamble for salvation with word-luck, heart tangled in language matrix of truth, when I overhear words of flightless souls. Awake with breath-turn of the mountain vale, I measure atom-wind of spiral waves to sense pure essence of the conscious brain which translates seething tides of wordless hope to jumbled logic of cathedral hymns which humans sing to pretend no one dies.
Monday, August 17, 2026
Ideal God Of Joy
Ideal God Of Joy © Surazeus 2026 08 17 Through time-expanding laughter of my heart I redesign perspective of my brain to frame traumatic events of despair as opportunities to learn and grow while I strive with encouragement of faith to transcend limitations of the self. Bright light of this brave proverb blinds my eyes so I cannot perceive progressive way to maintain balance over shifting sands, so I shade straight attention of my heart with cautious code that helps me better see road I need to take through shadow of fear. I ponder weirdness of reverse effect that proves through success of daily routines how this much more cynical attitude, that death will dismember my fragile soul, guides my way around brutish obstacles better than faith in providence of God. What does not kill me tends to injure me instead of filling me with noble strength, yet cautious attention to dangerous threats provides sharp wit to analyze landscape cluttered with soul-consuming traps of pain, so I can navigate to safer ground. This principle, that fear increases sight so grim despair beams soul-liberating light as guiding star that helps me evade death, seems to contradict creed of piety that commands I attend events with faith in some faceless God that glows in the sky. All my ancestors once lived long enough through cautious attention to reality to generate new life before they died, so sharp-eyed vigilance of prudent care, which they programmed into my psychic genes, still dictates how I decide to proceed. Though techniques of survival we accrue through countless generations of rebirth provide complex algorithms of insight, our progress to transcend frail human state seems to retard evolutionary growth so few attain divine enlightenment. I need no name or complex tale of growth depicting process of cause and effect for me to moralize in mental code spirit-expanding scope of consciousness enhancing how my mind perceives this world as I grow into ideal God of Joy.
Become Flowers In Rain
Become Flowers In Rain © Surazeus 2026 08 17 Before marble tomb of some long-dead god, whose descendants crowned themselves kings of hope, I listen to wordless voice of the wind tell me about strange vanity of men who manage other men to do their will till they die and become flowers in rain. I find ten thousand tombs of long-dead gods scattered across new temporary states where living gods rule from high offices concerned about survival this fraught hour while thousands strive to gain that seat of power though butterflies explain wisdom of love. Should Time reallocate energy sparks enough for me to play on stage of fate wise god who manages affairs of state, I will accept with grace her calm command to plan program that funds creative work which nurtures talents of committed souls. Should I succeed in my inspiring plot to implement social program for scheme that provides urge of hope for every soul, people may mold metal in my shape to capture in changeless idol of hope bold spirit of my vision for their lives. Yet I prefer to play my private role as plain artificial world generator when I design with sentences and shapes tales that map complete history of mankind on time-animated atlas of hope so we analyze our progress so far. When I was young some thirty years ago I exited maze of the social grid and traveled east on the Oregon Trail, where my ancestors in wagons went west, to find my homeland that does not exist, but dance till I become flowers in rain. Though empires rise and fall in tides of change, which elevates some mortal man as god till they dissolve into stories in books, I keep on walking down the signless road to map our journey till the sun explodes and we become atomic ghosts of light. She asks me if I know how I should feel, so I write verses of riddles in sand to record dream of my epiphany that programs how my brain perceives the world till waves of time wipe all my words away and wind sings on beach of eternity.
Sunday, August 16, 2026
Gospel Of The Caring Smile
Gospel Of The Caring Smile © Surazeus 2026 08 16 Each dawn when Odin smiles at ghosts of men I look from office window of my hope and wonder who the strangers are who walk nowhere across narrow scope of my mind with casual indifference to suffering people in distant lands endure with grace. No matter where I wander in the world I meet the Gray Wanderer on the road who offers small box with the angel tongue, or in the room where picture frames slip slant at sideways readjustment of the mind because he always seems to know me first. My brain will flash with secret memories at sudden gust of wind from the Great Voice which erases words of fake languages and traps their concepts in smooth river stones so they become the horse of poetry who gallops laughing on the hill of skulls. Because half-open door of secret faith exposes potent passion for sweet fruit, I file restraining order against Death who wants to help me generate new life, but I am happy in my forest hut reading the last book my god-soul once wrote. Startled at vision of the Wanderer, whose time-mapped visage of assertive faith smiles back at me from mirror of the mind, I hide bright halo shining on my head with flashing cables of the world wide web to prove my true street credibility. Inspired by words of blood in holy books to find the Garden of the Unicorn, I stand in middle of the busy road and wave to faceless people driving past because no creature in this world can last except for our first god, the humming toad. When I feel lost in haze of innocence that shrouds rugged hills of Arcadia, the one-eyed Wanderer of Anywhere provides advice with riddles of the fool who always knows more than the haughty king because only the weak claim right to rule. If Odin rides the train over the Alps to visit Shrine of Mary by the lake, he may be startled by epiphany that Womb of Woman generates new souls, so he tours television studios to preach the gospel of the caring smile.
Quick Ruin Of Our Age
Quick Ruin Of Our Age © Surazeus 2026 08 16 When death attempts to realign the clock through subtle syncopation of lamplight, I sell useless treasures of crumbled hope that drift in cold wind with unfolded sheep while children wander beyond the frontier to prove paradise remains when time cracks. I build booth in swamp of reluctant prayer to swim at ease in waters of despair which proves soul of the world still animates mortal humans striving against regret to become one spirit with the Great Being who walks invisible in singing fields. Through glory of the Great Awakening I seek to comprehend vast Mind of God that teems thick with billions of self-named souls who join discourse of blind philosophers to analyze true nature of the self when I ascend on winding stairs of hope. Invisible to eyes of mortal gods who meet every month in the time-locked church, I talk about our pilgrimage to Hell in grand tradition of fake heritage that drives our bodies to wear naked clothes discarded by the jester king of faith. Eroded by quick ruin of our age, that transforms fair things of our tearful pride to bleak consumption of hot desert sand, our world view readjusts its paradigm from ziggurat to castle to starship through which I will investigate the world. I search through every city left on Earth to find original framework of fate since ancient temples are now empty tombs beside the sacred river that still flows long after our ancestors turn to dust so we admire strange grandeur of decay. Brave idols, ruined by harsh hand of time, call out my name with ache of divine minds each time I drive past library of ghosts on my way to work in the marble bank where I map beauty of this world in tales that hide where saints and martyrs party wild. Caress porphyry heart of robot god to wake his passion with systemic code since we inscribe our secret fantasies on marble plates erected along walls which may reveal clandestine parables that always fool the poor to strive for wealth.
Water Sings About Life
Water Sings About Life © Surazeus 2026 08 16 The intense way water sings about life may seem strange to the human without ears who steals pieces of the puzzle from death to build collective bridge of happiness so wanderers may cross the dark abyss that proves the blue sky always understands. Inhaling frantic hope to evade death, Marcella runs along the dusty road forever toward the house of broken doors till she floats up into the lattice sky and hangs suspended from hand of the tree that laughs with crack of thunder when she wakes. Whatever she says to the humble wall, that readjusts itself with shifting words, may vanish in sad silence of new books that no one ever reads till end of time, yet someone always knocks on her front door with jar of something they would like to sell. Elected to manage the farming town her ancestors colonized with the gun, Marcella runs the world from city hall by selling water from the serpent well as if heroic deeds are eulogized by the glass-faced princess of everywhere. After filling one hundred books with words that hum with laughter of the summer rain, Marcella walks around the broken house one thousand times to find the secret door that leads her to the room of howling wind as if she could reverse the curse of fate. When she floats in the great ocean at dawn to become drop of water in the flood that cleanses excess sorrow from the land, she finds her darkness enclosed in her heart, yet still Marcella weaves new coronet from thorn-sharp stems of roses she must wear. Selling gold coffin of the vampire god to the movie star who always plays king, Marcella gathers sunlight with frail hands in brave experiment to fool cruel death, but children never come home from their school so she lies under bridge of fate and cries. Based on how hungry people calculate pride through manufactured nobility, Marcella counts the many shades of blue that gleam from restless sorrow of sea waves so she can frame the nothingness of death with beautiful romance tales no one lives.
No Faithful Penelope
No Faithful Penelope © Surazeus 2026 08 16 Far removed from mundane concerns of life, Emma floats in cloud of beautiful thoughts, envisioning how people interact with creative wisdom of selfless love to help each other grow and thrive in joy, though men drop bombs on the town where she lives. Crouching low as she glides along brick walls to avoid explosions of sharp debris, Emma slips into the small grocery store where she buys butter, flour, eggs, and milk, then swipes her credit card with grateful grin, and hurries home to bake bread for the week. If time dissolves her happy memories, Emma sits at the piano and plays hymns her grandmother taught her how to play long before the days of exploding bombs, and sings as if this hour of strange despair may be the last she sings with bitter joy. Safe in lush garden of Hesperides, Euterpe plays the lyre of Mercury while Epicurus shows with diagrams how things are formed from atoms in the void, then she eats apple slice on toasted bread and listens to drone of planes in the sky. Painting people without faces or souls in orthodox religious-icon style, Emma hums and pets her frightened cat as buildings shake from blasts of falling bombs, then paints silver planes that blind angels fly dropping bombs on cathedral of her faith. When sly Petryshko arrives with warm beer, that he swiped from unmanned gas station store, Emma lounges with him on the back porch, and asks if he will tell her once again about his youthful trip to Pakistan where he hiked the Hindu Kush mountain range. Explosion from eyes of the laughing ghost knocks both of them stunned on the thirsty grass, so Emma cradles his head in her lap and smiles through tears at how his silver eyes gaze joyfully blank at Heaven of hope where he plays chess with Gabriel in the park. Since I am no faithful Penelope, waiting in vain for my Odysseus to return with wounded heart from noble war, Emma whispers alone beside his grave, I will not write your name on the wood cross that marks where you lie in my secret heart.
Saturday, August 15, 2026
Journey To Our Goals
Journey To Our Goals © Surazeus 2026 08 15 Though shapes of words have lost their glistening from over-thoughts of motionless desire, my voice molds fluid disbelief from light in solid symbols of harmonious truths concealed in potent melodies of faith designed by skeptics to describe our souls. There comes no time when we should cease our walk through empty shadows of our endless minds because we love to feel assertive force of constant motion when our blood flows hot through pulsing clock of timeless memories that motivate our journey to our goals. Still far across this nameless wilderness of wind-swept hills, where rivers silverate oppressive sorrows that would trap our hearts, we strive to overcome dire obstacles with heart-enchanting songs of timeless truth that bleeds from golden sunset gleam of fear. Without attentive focus of our hearts on distant gleam of Heaven beyond time, we might now wander lost in Somewhere Land except for guidance of the cloud-bold hand that gestures omens of our providence forth ever at elliptic blare of winds. Strange empire of steel towers sprouts from graves where bones of our ancestors sing of faith in wake of our progressive journey west that rises tall from humble homes we build till sermon of our free democracy rings clear on duty-darkened mountainsides. Through ceaseless motion of transcendent strife our vision dominates old tyrant states with principles of liberty and justice for every person born from womb of hope till tyranny sprouts from our bitter hearts at shock of horror from our power trips. Hearts twisted back in devil-tangled fear at quick expansion of conceptual games that crowds vast chess board of our social state with players who disrupt course of success, we vainly raise harsh legal laws of fate in weak attempt to fortify our state. When Orpheus leads us from the Underworld with soul-stirring anthem of noble pride for deeds our ancestors accomplished well, we hold hands with our faceless energies in bid to rise from cave of primal rage so we dance free in forest of fruit trees.
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