Time Of The Happy Crow © Surazeus 2026 06 02 My wingless angel of oblivion, who beams ecstatic stars from dreamless eyes, will resurrect my heart from anxious fear at crack of lightning that splits our world view so we sing in time of the happy crow about the New Earth we will build from hope. Bright jeweled scepter in hand of Shamash beams blinding light of truth in humble eyes when we walk fleeting valley of tall trees that scatter apples on the signless road so we eat in time of the happy crow beneath weird constellations of our hearts. Strange words that slither in our startled minds reveal face of the vagabond at dawn who bears world civilization of faith in scorpion-quick hands of frantic wings so we build in time of the happy crow time machines powered by engines of fear. Brave ship of hope we sail across the sea soars high across enormous waves of change while I leap far on winged feet of faith to catch elusive butterfly of love so we play in time of the happy crow chess game with Saraswati on the beach. Fabulating scenes of heroic deeds, I lift high Lamp of Liberty to beam sacred light of welcome through black storm clouds that lead lost refugees from distant lands so we feast in time of the happy crow on pyramid of eyes where angels cry. Searching for truth in vast amusement park lit by electric moon over Seattle, I give free fish to everyone who asks which I had caught while walking on the water so we laugh in time of the happy crow before the tyrant tries to crucify me. I sail glass ship across the sordid sea to catch the angel falling from the sky whose spirit represents America since she drowns in tears of your bitter hearts so we weep in time of the happy crow by singing hymns about new civil war. Since I set Sibyl free from golden cage to marry me in cathedral of ice, she prophesies fall of America and rise of Zarathia from its ruins so we dance in time of the happy crow to celebrate that we are still alive.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Tuesday, June 2, 2026
Time Of The Happy Crow
Shadow Of The Ragged Clown
Shadow Of The Ragged Clown © Surazeus 2026 06 02 Zeus chases shadow of the ragged clown down foggy beach of sorrow to the town where children play with skulls of ancient gods whose bodies regenerate in glass pods so time-cycling war between Dark and Light recalculates morals of Wrong and Right. Phoebus beams shadow of the ragged clown with holy flashlight of the eyeless saint while mapping Cave of Illusions to find ghost of Plato molding Ideas from words through linguistic psychology of truth though Venus dances with the tambourine. Odin twists shadow of the ragged clown with ardent wisdom of serpentine runes that flash psychotic spells of fractured moons above vast city maze where people roam between conceptual bridges beyond home till he grasps Wheel of Fortune with the crown. Shamash weaves shadow of the ragged clown with diamond scepter on the ziggurat from which he rules world empire of the bat that flourishes Egypt to Mexico where millions dance around Star Eye of God in world wide web of computerized brains. Hat-Hor casts shadow of the ragged clown in neon rainbow demon of our hearts that arches high from Pyramid of Eyes to urge Coatlicue in serpent skirt to welcome refugees with fruitful hands who build world empire on her singing skull. Nuwa grasps shadow of the ragged clown that glitters from five jewels of Blue Sky as pillars that support star dome of gods so we plant wheat and herd rich flocks of sheep, then feast and dance with spinning of the Earth through secret ritual of Spirit Rebirth. Surya hurls shadow of the ragged clown to woo Xochiquetzal with honey wine who teaches women to weave tapestries depicting deeds of heroes in grand scenes unspooling social tensions with new faith to balance liberals and conservatives. Shiva dreams shadow of the ragged clown sparks atoms awake as God in our brains so we assemble on the misty down in rainbow gathering of all global tribes who celebrate birth of America by building new state of Zarathia.
Atoms Of The Earth Awake
Atoms Of The Earth Awake © Surazeus 2026 06 02 Time molds my body from Mud of the Earth, desire weaves my soul from Wind of the Sky, faith forges my heart from Light of the Sun, death dissolves my name in Waves of the Sea, and love translates my deeds to Words of Fate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Hope generates our new bodies in birth, so we explore the Earth to map the Why with exuberant passion when we run and fight oppressors to gain Liberty by translating fruit of love from cruel hate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Though threads of light swerving in boundless void, that spiral from first flash of the big bang, present no individual consciousness, their pulse of interacting chemicals evolve organic brains that comprehend, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. When mortal humans dream new state of being, efficient through communal exercise, they organize their fellow citizens, then rule new institutions of the state to personify Tribe Leader as God, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. God is mythic concept humans design as ideal type of social character who represents noble leader of men attentive to nurture talents with skills instead of exploiting people for gain, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Divine Mind of the entire universe, that pulses from black hole of the God Eye, radiates in galaxies of the White Whole with vibrant energy of love to form bodies that evolve fish to singing god, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Whole universe of swirling galaxies emanates no consciousness in itself, yet molecules compose neural network which conjures virtual model of the world from memories I organize in tales, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. I narrate story of humanity morphing from tribes of hunter-gatherers to global civilization of states which plots mental progress of our minds devising language to communicate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake.
Monday, June 1, 2026
Leave Bones Of My Mother
Leave Bones Of My Mother © Surazeus 2026 06 01 If I consider how orange sunset glow explodes as flowers in my pulsing brain, I might fall in love with your timeless eyes that understand strange beauty of this world and value unseen essence of its vibes, yet I do not exist in pageless books. While I wander nowhere in flaming woods I gather words people lose from their tongues when they escape catastrophe of time since angels deconstruct their precious worlds because we are no longer real as stones smoothed by the endless flow of bitter tears. I leave bones of my mother in the land where I was born from sparkle of dawn rain when I flee alone on the signless road with nothing in my hands but sticky dirt I scattered on her body without prayers because she no longer exists as light. My mind is nothing more than passing cloud that haunts my nothingness of urgent hope with mutant shadow of the eyeless sun, so I continue walking somewhere else as I pretend to live with wounded heart to prove I am not real as words in books. Trees offer bounty of indifferent care, so I take gift of wisdom from their limbs, then sit by laughing river of respect where I consume sweet fruit of bitter hate to taste revenge I cannot execute because I disappear in wordless fate. Discarded scraps of precious memories fall from my hands and clatter on the ground, which fractures sheen of safety I once felt so I am zero that time calculates through fraudulent formula of desire which deflects force of psychic energy. Another soul that dissipates in wind accelerates new count of circumstance my brain attempts with weird seraphic code of faith that helps decipher manic spell to readjust projection we assert though misdirection of the ocean wind. With sticks and stones that bruise my naive heart I build enormous palace of state power enclosing garden of the apple tree to guard my secret family from harm who waits for me to kill the snake of lies because we do not exist in your mind.
Each Time I Lose Myself
Each Time I Lose Myself © Surazeus 2026 06 01 I find myself each time I lose myself so I run across the waste land of the heart and leap abyss of nothingness to soar laughing at the crystal moon of faith which vanishes to mist as I approach so I fall back into my throbbing head. I find myself each time I lose myself so I dance laughing on the sands of time with one hand waving free to grasp the wind and scatter seeds of flowers so they sprout as rainbow angels wearing human masks who dive for memories in sea of dreams. I find myself each time I lose myself so I stand blindly on cliff of despair to map the ancient streets of Neverland where faceless children search for Kingdom Come that slips away in cold of morning dawn at flap of angel wings above my tomb. I find myself each time I lose myself so I strum Lyre of Mercury with sass to chant psychotic spell of eyeless clouds that beam elusive riddle of the mind when I chase shadow of the ragged clown who wants to preach salvation without faith. I find myself each time I lose myself so I explore fog-swirling ruins of time where zombies gather in the Church of Glass to worship Vampire King with Crown of Thorns who drinks Blood of the Lamb in Holy Grail to resurrect our characters from books. I find myself each time I lose myself so I drive piston-engine time machine on winding mountain Road of Honesty to find Cave of Illusions in the Alps where God-Eye Diamond of my divine heart beams first flash that flares forth from the big bang. I find myself each time I lose myself so I write epic of philosophers depicting heroes who quest for the truth when they perform in circus of the mind amazing acrobatics with weird words that formulate atomic principles. I find myself each time I lose myself so I decide to run for president to rebuild institutions through respect, constructing from ruins of America state of equal rights as Zarathia where everyone eats from the Tree of Life.
Seven Sons Of Jupiter
Seven Sons Of Jupiter © Surazeus 2026 06 01 Driving across waste land of history, I find the Third Man of Antarctic Quest still hitchhiking across America, so I give him ride to Zarathia where he gives me lost Lyre of Mercury as reward for helping him escape Hell. Though I am entirely my own real self who speaks with voice of fake authority, I hide behind cracked mask of Orpheus so you cannot see who I really am, as if it matters after I am dead, since I am ghost of sorrow in your head. I stride along strange river in bright woods to map new strategy for civil war in noble mission of the broken heart to restore democracy in our land pilfered by gang of thieves in business suits who proclaim their right to control the dirt. Shocked by excessive arguments of faith, I flee cathedral of the mocking clown to find Ahura Mazda in dark cave where he plays eight levels of psychic chess against the seven sons of Jupiter over who controls fields of bubbling oil. Ever since Orpheus with nimble hands saved Ophelia drowning in the river, they have established infrastructure base on which we will construct our new world order which helps the seven sons of Jupiter overthrow all greedy tyrants and kings. Inside the Crippled Pegasus Cafe in Paris down on the Parc Rives de Seine, I find Hegel, Marx, and Lenin relaxed as they watch current world events unfold according to their social formulas, so I steal wings of Icarus to fly. Just as I soar above bright golden clouds to bring Good News to Lord Hyperion, Orpheus shoots me down with Gun of Fate, then teaches me to map the water pipes which channel fresh water to every home while Jesus and Odin fight for World Crown. As seventh son of Jupiter, I play role of the jester who exposes crimes committed by the hungry oligarchs who hoard wealth of the Earth in crumbling tombs where skeletons of dead gods dance in rain that washes all our graves down to the sea.
Sunday, May 31, 2026
One Eternal Vibe Of Light
One Eternal Vibe Of Light © Surazeus 2026 05 31 After I ride the slow afternoon train among house-cluttered hills of lonely towns, I walk shores of the ocean through my dreams to feel the ebbing tide of life recede with hoarse voice of the old sibilant song that sparks electric self out of my heart. When dust of Me becomes land of the globe, which fascinates my eyes with slender light, I wonder what name ancient people called this river that reflects mask of my face, since I still hear dirge of the ship-wrecked souls who ask me for secret of global peace. I merge my soul in drifting sand of change, baffled by uncanny thoughts of desire that lure me to find soulmate of my heart who walks as distant shadow on the beach, so I call out to them with plaintive cry but I find they have become the Real Me. Loud voices echo against trunks of pines when thoughts my mouth projects recoil as fear that bursts in peals of thunder over hills with cold ironic laughter of false pride so I extend my hand with trembling faith to grasp elusive fish of timeless truth. Strange essence of this whole beautiful world eludes perception of my eager mind to understand flash of cause and effect when light reflecting off things I define stings my heart with sweet shock of ecstasy that we are one eternal vibe of light. Star-eyed Ocean Mother within my heart expresses riddles through analysis to translate murmur of the mocking waves refracting light through prism of my brain because I contradict my alien self beyond capricious attitude of faith. Vast ocean breathes my swollen soul with faith though I become invisible to eyes of human scope expanding beyond code programmed to bind safe haven of my heart, because I am the new moon no one sees, no more than subtle voice on evening breeze. I drift at random on long road of life but always find myself on ocean shore where ghosts of my ancestors haunt my steps because I follow path they blazed with hope through fathomless workings of secret codes expressed as aching dirge to accept death.
Matrix Of Dreamless Souls
Matrix Of Dreamless Souls © Surazeus 2026 05 31 If Hate falls off the Cliff of Honesty and floats unloved on undulating waves of brute despair for growth of human minds, we gather in lush mountain grove of faith to share sad tales of tragic nonchalance since Mindless Fate strikes down the arrogant. With nimble fingers of perpetual pride I strum taut strings on lyre of Mercury to finetune melody of cosmic gears which powers how spheres spiral among stars in stellar machinery of mental hope that spurs my quest to find the magic word. If Love leaps up the Hill of Travesty and swirls unfeared in stabilizing frame of dexterous confidence in soul decay, we scatter on the river shore of doubt to hide happy tales of romantic zeal since Mindful Fate lifts up the innocent. With crippled legs of fleeting modesty I twist loose threads on tapestry of Eris to unravel matrix of dreamless souls who crowd in panic on the river shore and beg for Charon to escort them all safe to the rugged hills of Arcady. Sporadic laughter echoes down the hall where studious ghosts read tales in tattered books recording how they met their tragic ends in clumsy accidents that Fortune plans, which proves our rich lives are ephemeral as mute dust scattered in blind wind of time. Artificial intelligence contrives slick package of plastic stereotypes that mimics word games of robotic thoughts which leads to uncanny vale of tears manufactured by vampire god of faith in psychic performance of false respect. Though mute Pierrot with single leap of faith falls in love with elegant Clementine, she should seek asylum in Notre Dame where white bear of salvation breaks the cross which frees the people from creed of despair to roast goat for feast of the sacrifice. Human intelligence gathers evidence that seem unrelated in scheme of things till heartless ballerina conjugates disparate elements through alchemy to comprehensive vision of the truth which includes every conscious soul alive.
Mirror World Of Anywhere
Mirror World Of Anywhere © Surazeus 2026 05 31 When I steal fruit of that Forbidden Tree to taste sweet passion of Death in the world, and dance wild on secret top of Oreb, inspired by oracle of vision stones with faith to soar above Aonian Mount, I sing in mirror world of anywhere. When I analyze what romantic cause moved my parents to generate my life by eating fruit from sacred Tree of Life, seduced by Infernal Serpent of Love who revealed secret of eternal life, I dance in mirror world of anywhere. When I assert ambitious aim of hope with pious courage of faith to contest critical verdict of artistic seers by chanting epic of philosophers presenting quest for nature of the world, I write in mirror world of anywhere. When I aspire to transcend hideous ruin compelled by headlong flight on valiant wings flaming from ethereal sky of ideas that hollows space for my words to construct grand temple where heroes are valorized, I fly in mirror world of anywhere. When I decide with courage of brave faith to reign as Bard in Hell of confidence, rather than serve in Heaven of compliance, untangling secret codes in vibrant verse with verve of esteem that dispels foul curse, I rule in mirror world of anywhere. When changed from naive youth of arrogance to stoic maturity of respect, ensconced at peace in happy Realms of Light, clothed with transcendent brightness of weird truth, to hazard Glorious Enterprise of song, I dwell in mirror world of anywhere. When I wear gleaming mask of Lucifer to perform role of Light-Bearer for Truth as Potent Victor in this global age, and raise from bottomless abyss of faith innumerable force of characters, I charge in mirror world of anywhere. When I lead star-eyed Seraphim of Earth to battle tyrants grasping at state power with project to exploit all working men as slaves to their vain plan to defeat death, and cast them from Almighty Throne of Right, I shine in mirror world of anywhere.
Proxy Puzzle Of Prudence
Proxy Puzzle Of Prudence © Surazeus 2026 05 31 Each time I hear daylight sing out of tune I see past range of what my eyes perceive, essential vibes of truth that flash in brains with pure angelic wings of thoughtless faith, so I give tears of wisdom to lost souls and chase wild butterflies in pouring rain. Though I am no wise philosopher-king attending needs of people in my care, I ache with sorrow at their suffering so I beam lasers from passionate glare to spark bright flames on stone altar of prayer with passion of Elijah on Carmel. Though refugees from war on fenceless road call Dispeller of Sorrow with brave prayer, she hides with humble heart in hollow lair to gather honey in the Holy Grail that bleeds as blood from angels without wings who trick my heart with tunes I cannot hear. I wear mask of flame-caster at the pyre and chant holy hymns of the devil choir with plan to catch the newest falling star before it fractures egg shell of the Earth, since each material object has its worth though fate cannot guarantee second birth. As Smith of Hearts with Hammer of Respect, I trace essential vein of curving thoughts to map ordinary light of our brains that seek permission to endure harsh pain from faceless spirit in the empty sky who never answers when we question why. Adjusting vibrant strings of psychic faith, I try with secret code to tune my eyes through beams of fiscal light that harmonize intense desire to expand consciousness with humble need to extract from the Earth potent material that could fuel my heart. Pending payments on mortgage of my mind alert my guardian angel with sharp chime to analyze proxy puzzle of prudence consistent with regulations of growth defined by math clerks with strange formulas which calculate my cost effectiveness. Undone by death on Bridge of Clarity, we hurry to our offices at dawn to broker compliance with divine law that should suppress bold curiosity so when daylight sings in tune with the sea we can unite to fight for liberty.
Saturday, May 30, 2026
Riddles Of The Why
Riddles Of The Why © Surazeus 2026 05 30 I like to float on wordless breath of thought as I pretend my soul cannot be bought, though children chasing shadows in the woods leave broken dreams in doorless neighborhoods, so I lie prone on couch of innocence to plot new revolution of good sense. I take my face off when the moon returns to look for lost book among rain-wet ferns since elevators drop me to my day because I still refuse the right to pray with fervent faith to no one in the sky who never answers riddles of the why. I want to make Sarmatia great again but I cannot find my gold fountain pen to write about how Queen Amage fought invaders with the sword her wisdom wrought that gleams invisible inside my heart with love for Alba and her apple cart. My heart resides in hills of Avalon though I was born in vale of Oregon so I hitchhike back east on signless road that leads me to dark lake of the God Toad who teaches me to play the Hermean lyre that channels energy of soul desire. When I row boat across the sloshing sea to forest where the white crow with glass key reveals strange secret of the golden flower that blooms from sorrow in the doorless tower, I legislate the sacred right to vote for global savior on the floating boat. We struggle to survive since hour of birth through strategic fight to control the Earth by constructing food-production machine designed to favor all by Melusine who guides my heart with riddles of the why so I project my god face at blue sky. My global revolution of good sense inspires brave souls still stuck in reticence to risk calm state of their healthy life style by tricking Satan with the clever guile concerning strict obedience to the law though we try to evade the lethal jaw. Desire to live beyond death of the soul drives fierce fanatics to attain this goal by grasping vainly at ethereal wind that misdirects the greedy king who sinned by smashing palace where First Ladies dwell so I throw snake runes in the dreamless well.
False Roads Of Innocence
False Roads Of Innocence © Surazeus 2026 05 30 Untwisting breakdown of the fragile hour we swallow stones of dream-exploding hopes, preserved as mushroom, bellows marginal to frantic wisdom shot from bowls of rage too fast against declensions, unpossessed by freedom-ordered words disguised as ghosts. Contained by complex articles of faith, too soon to craft new lecture on muckwork, my pulsing heart chews maps of ardent eggs smudged red with portents of forced arrogance, though we dance through Inferno of regret in threadbare souls extinct in cleansing rain. Concealed blade of my alabaster heart thirsts bleakly for resilient memories teeming thick with unwatched electric sparks from atoms smashed against my spasmic skull, still starving for bland obligations bought by trembling hands of futile arguments. Diminishing warmth of starkly blurred rain at scuttled promises that should retreat, discarded on false roads of innocence despite determination to endure, alerts my thoughts to understand strange words that disappear when I shout lies at Death. Against advantage purchased from blind death I preen with fractured confidence of stones to argue for hardships that mold our frames fierce as steel gears screwed in engine blocks fueled by dark possibilities still ignored by flash of sunlight cracking doors of fate. Pressed hot against vast world of spinning fear by radiant gravity of muddied clouds, I wonder if my tarmac-soldered brain could drink disoriented waves of hope fast enough to map lost trail of ghosts where angels slip and break their haughty wings. Young boy who bikes on dusty narrow road through small town, not on any Texas map, stops by college library after noon to write on yellow pad of paper spells contrived from plots of television shows about Sad Cowboy who explores the stars. Young girl who walks beside tree-mirrored pool through temple complex, in Cambodian hills, ascends on Garuda with rainbow wings to scatter flowers on the Texas plain where Phoebus gazes with astonished faith as Vasundhara takes his hand in hers.
Aeolian Melodies Of Love
Aeolian Melodies Of Love © Surazeus 2026 05 30 I hear sweet voice of Maya in soft wind that blows through trees lit by the gold noon sun, so I feel timeless spirit of Hermes ache to sing about Bride of Quietness who dances gracefully on uncracked urn forever in cool dales of Arcady. Wild ecstasy of haunting melodies still echo softly in my sensual ear from summer days of my adventurous youth when I attended rainbow gatherings in Colorado and New Mexico where no Arcadian priests attended rites. While riding cars on winding country roads across America, sea to shining sea, I see stolid cows grazing in fenced fields, undraped by garlands woven by young maids, where generations of grim pioneers have plowed thick fields that now serve as their graves. Yet Attic shape with marble lovers gleams still unphased in Museum of Dead Gods, so I now long to wield artistic brush and add John Keats and his love, Fanny Brawne, to lounge together on the Grecian Urn in cold pastoral of eternity. Now my heart aches two centuries from when John sank in Lethean waters of mute song attempting to fly with melodious plot beside light-winged Dryad of the trees that lead him to the blushful Hippocrene where I strum his lost Lyre of Mercury. Pale specter of his Apollonian soul has lingered by my side for forty years with lustrous eyes of mind-expanding sight that helps me translate weird Sibylline songs to praise the Queen-Moon of my fairy land whose sweet song radiates from my dreaming mind. Why easeful Death is now in love with me because she whispers in my sea-shell ear harmonious murmurs of the ceaseless waves that trick my heart with forlorn fairy haze to think I am both emperor and clown whose plaintive anthems fade unheard at dawn. Through global halls of gold in sublime state I strum the turtle Lyre of Mercury to sing with Homer and Apollo hymns about the human quest to understand essential nature of our universe that beams Aeolian melodies of love.
Make Sarmatia Great Again
Make Sarmatia Great Again © Surazeus 2026 05 30 When horses gallop on the windy steppes along the Borysthenes River flow, I embrace fierce heart of assertive hope till I feel wings of Icarus expand and lift my spirit to sun-glowing clouds so I can make Sarmatia great again. As star-eyed son of Oceanus and Tethys, who taught me how to tame the wind-winged horse with apple from Garden of Haballon where Hebela gives me fruit of her heart, I gaze entranced in her moon-golden eyes so I can make Sarmatia great again. Harnessing swift sky-dancer Pegasus to chariot with round wheels Helios designed, I race along wide river of fruit groves to hall of Apple Queen Amarnakea who welcomes me with cup of healing juice so I can make Sarmatia great again. Though I wander lost on vast treeless plain I climb mountain trail to her fruit grove when I hear sweet voice of Hebela ring, who takes my hand with smile of honest love and leads me home to lush Habaeleon so I can make Sarmatia great again. Ten thousand years ago in fruitful hills I left my sacred home Habaeleon with apples from Garden of Haballon and traveled west in Helian wagon train, planting apples from Scythia to Scotland so I can make Sarmatia great again. With golden apples of lost Haballon, as wise Apollon, son of Ilius, I tend vast orchards in lush Avalon, then strum the turtle lyre of Mercury and sing of Adam and Hebe in Eden so I can make Sarmatia great again. Far west across wild sea of Oceanus I sail from Avalon to lost Atlantis where I plant apples on lush river shores from Tsenacommacah to Oregon, where gentle Multnomah dances in rain, so I can make Sarmatia great again. From Sea of Zalpa where my soul was born when Queen of Kanesh, mother of my heart, commissioned me to map the world of dreams, I travel west with Fruit of Haballon to fill the world with Apples of the Sun so I can make Sarmatia great again.
Friday, May 29, 2026
Entangled In Matrix Of Light
Entangled In Matrix Of Light © Surazeus 2026 05 29 Though I am encased within shell of being, enwrapped in wings of thought I do not have, I float in all-inclusive Absolute through interconnected totality as brain entangled in matrix of light that sloshes thick in sea of molecules. I understand flexible principle when I grasp writhing serpent of my soul, and fix in thought concept of ardency with rigid definition of beamed words that binds elusive hope as stable truth which urges constant motion of strict change. Each rigid principle of truth I grasp generates contradiction of its state as mirror image of its ideal being, sublating opposite in sudden form that integrates their contrapuntal force in higher comprehensive unity. Subjective spirit of my private mind, preserved through individual mask of being, tracks growth of my personal consciousness expanding scope of bold intelligence fueled by emotion of assertive faith to record perceptions of my special brain. Objective spirit of my social class molds vibrant energy of our zeitgeist in social institutions of right laws that manifest cultural realities enhanced by abstract right of ownership through fruitful conscience of morality. Performance of my spiritual support, when I choose to create and not destroy, culminates in private ethical life where I actualize freedom of my will by building walls of Heaven to protect my wife and children so they savor life. Absolute spirit of my cosmic mind beams highest stage of growth where I achieve unified recognition of my Self when I express intuition through art, making imagery that represents life in religion to bind our hearts with tales. Events of world history humans perform evolve toward goal of mental liberty through exercise of justice for all souls to gain progress in consciousness of faith preserved in brave freedom we exercise to soar with hope above vast maze of myths.
Angel Of Ever Time
Angel Of Ever Time © Surazeus 2026 05 29 Did you meet your angel of Ever Time while wandering lost on Parc Rives de Seine? Bright light of ancient stars gleams in her eyes when she appears in flash from storm-black skies to cast dark shroud of gloom from my burned heart so I may read guide spells on my star chart. Do you hear your angel of Ever Time sing with clarion voice of the silver chime? When I transform into the white-furred bear to ascend the endless heavenly stair, hordes of devils swarm from cathedral hall to thwart me when I spell their minds in thrall. Do you see your angel of Ever Time emerge with demon wings from ocean brine? Trapped in museum of infinity by writhing words of fraught eternity, I dance with Mona Lisa on lake shore, two ghosts escaped from book of ancient lore. Will you kiss your angel of Ever Time when we free people from Plutonian mine? When Jesus harrows Hell with Sword of Truth with Dream Wand from Tree of Jesse and Ruth, he leads his people to the Promised Land where apple trees bloom from his tender hand. Would you know your angel of Ever Time if she appears without wings in her shrine? Struggling on raft of Medusa with Fate to extract honest love from bitter hate, we sail Sequana River past the moon while Orpheus plays Zarathian Tune. Can you feel your angel of Ever Time beam divine soul of God in fractal rhyme? Ultimate origin of conscious being spirals zillion galaxies on oval ring which channels Star Mind through my pulsing brain because I give it all away to gain. Shall we name our angel of Ever Time with persona mask young children design? After we stumble with diamonds of hope through frantic faith on misty mountain slope, we bury our parents in secret graves then search for the true apple tree that saves. Since I am your angel of Ever Time, will you take my hand and always be mine? I give you rainbow of the wind-winged horse to gather energy of the Heart Force so our love may heal wounds of brutal war to buy milk and bread at the grocery store.
Writhing Agony Of Love
Writhing Agony Of Love © Surazeus 2026 05 29 Shocked by how often angels fall from Heaven, I express ardent anguish of concern that Earth is now littered with wounded souls who search for paradise of innocence that may only exist in morning dreams of lounging by the river eating fruit. We dream of how life could be on this Earth based on memories all our ancestors lived life after life in garden of fruit trees, plucking fruit from the wide generous world, though always watching out for hidden snakes who lie that we can gain eternal life. Those golden eyes gleam bright with eager hope that conjure visions of eternal life each morning as we taste sweet fruit of faith though our lithe bodies soon begin to fail, and youthful strength withers as we decay to stumble in decrepit solitude. Writhing in anguish on the forest floor, from helpless agony of bitter hope, that like our parents we crumble to dust after rotting flesh is consumed by worms, we cry out to the empty faceless sky for arcane secret to live beyond death. Bright halo of the sun that blinds my eyes surrounds head of strange angel who appears as if they descend from gold clouds of faith, so I grasp hand extended with concern and stand to face the mirror of my face that smiles at me with pure innocent grace. Aroused by passion of conceptual plan to share sweet pleasure of warm juicy kiss, we open arms of lonely hearts with trust to cling with gentle honesty of faith, embraced in writhing agony of love that merges separate bodies in one mind. Dissolving boundaries between our souls in frantic mission to transcend cold death, we share excessive heat of loneliness till soaring angel seed of ardent hope penetrates global egg of singing truth till we are pregnant with divine god soul. New child born from our passionate embrace grows strong and bright-eyed with innocent grace so we teach them to describe what they see till they perceive true essence of all things, then we lie down to die in happiness that we have gained eternal life in them.
Thursday, May 28, 2026
Ultimate Origin Of All Souls
Ultimate Origin Of All Souls © Surazeus 2026 05 28 Floating in the alternate universe where I am not brave sailor on the ship destined to overthrow city of Troy, I strut with vampire grace on empty stage before the camera that adores my face, eager to time-slip back to my own world. We run toward each other on windless beach, faces glowing in sunset of desire, but just as we are about to embrace I teleport on wings of Icarus alone to some alternate universe where I pick grapes in vineyard of the Lord. Serapis strides among the cheering crowd in shining streets of Alexandria with gold-haired angel Seraph by his side whose star-eyed lion whips long serpent tail, till they all vanish in hot winds of time at whoosh of cars controlled by traffic lights. I hear sweet voice of Seraph call my name, so I rise up at midnight from my bed and stroll Garden of Eden in moonlight to find map of Oleron on the bench beside Fountain of Youth that has run dry just as I decide I should learn to fly. When I find old knight slouched on marble steps before Temple of Apollo at dawn, which is now some Presbyterian church, he recites his quest for the Holy Grail that had left him homeless and destitute till he found Jesus in the hungry poor. His wide eyes blazing with fanatic faith, he tells me how he gave water and bread to old sick man slouching before the bank who transformed into Jesus with star eyes, just like Supreme God Vishnu Bhagavan manifests through Krishna, the mortal seer. All-pervading cosmic reality glows as absolute formless god of light in every conscious mortal being of flesh who has ever lived in the universe as ultimate origin of all souls who radiates countless gods in human brains. I am no Arjuna nor Sir Launfal, so I skip along winding road of life on my way from Scotland to Maryland where I fall in love with wise Onatah who teaches me how to grow and cook corn in true fairy land of Zarathia.
Spirit Of The Wounded God
Spirit Of The Wounded God © Surazeus 2026 05 28 Lost in the endless maze of burning books, Percival searches for the Holy Grail while ignoring the homeless, sick, and poor who linger at the gates of Paradise, till the sparkle-eyed fairy Tryamour offers him love and wealth in secrecy. From halls of Cardevyle he rides away with jeweled keys he swiped from Lancelot to find the charming Lady of Shallot who bakes sweet apple pies from Tree of Life, but dainty Tryamour pursues his path to find he weeping on the bridge of fate. Though I am not the gentle knight you love, sly Percival cries with anguish of hope, I hope you sense sincerity I feel and choose to travel road of life with me, so haughty Tryamour buys fancy yacht and sails with him to misty Oleron. When Percival slides down steep sandy dune and stumbles on the ocean shore of fate, he discovers long-haired Acrisius, ancient king of some long-forgotten land, weeping over skull of his noble son stoned by Medusa with her piercing eyes. When Percival tries to wake the Slumbering God with haunting melodies of ocean waves, sweet Tryamour consults the Oracle to ask when he will find the Holy Grail, but Sibyl chuckles in her golden cage and mumbles something about the White Crow. Returning to work at the city bank, after fishing all weekend on the sea, Percival calculates profits and loss from too many defaulting mortgage loans, so he strolls the riverside park at noon where hungry homeless dwell in tattered tents. Would you prefer to live in Fairy Land with me and all my sisters with star eyes, clever Tryamour asks the shy bank clerk, who brings boxes of food in his white van every afternoon to the homeless camp who ask him if he found the Holy Grail. I see in people suffering poverty, who lost the intense capitalist game, Percival says to his wife, Tryamour, true holy spirit of the Wounded God whose light of honest love shines in the hearts of those who feel we all deserve respect.
Wednesday, May 27, 2026
Born As Adventist
Born As Adventist © Surazeus 2026 05 27 Awake in endless desert forged from bones, designed by swirls of agony and joy in storm of sensation that blooms as trees from urgency of faith in what is real, I feel my body transform from weird words that mold mirror mask over my flesh face. Struck by epiphany of curling roots that provide general guidelines in dream code for submission of desire to world peace, my mind expands from adventurous seed to borrow wings of Icarus with pride so I can fly above my memory maze. Beneath wild sea of calm anxiety, where angels invent mental telephones from writhing tendrils of demonic clowns, my family swims in swirls of holy hymns through false argument of glib poverty, constrained by social rules of hungry hope. Lush meadow on credible sunlit moors lures my enchanted heart to settle down in vain attempt at prayer with humble trees to buy salvation from the fractured stone who still repeats forged riddle of despair at taste of honey oozing from my tongue. Born as Adventist in small prairie house, composed of pine logs from dark Raven Wood, I stare at glowing clouds of fearful faith to watch for Phoebus Christ on beating wings who may descend from palace in the sky to cast all evil tyrants in hot hell. Witness to turbulent eddies of change, which surge from energetic hearts of souls ambitious to assert bold right to dwell by azure pond where honest demons lurk with divine grace in morbid field of thoughts, I lounge on porch of my cabin and laugh. Not deep enough to shield my wounded heart, too eager to escape dutiful play, our secret pond conceals my naked mind from privileged arrogance of stolen wealth so I build houses on the roadless plain for wanderers to dwell in tense accord. Death carries me across the codeless plain and lays my fragile soul on dire lake shore where brave blue heron shields my humble hearth with tender wings of innocent respect, so I compose in secret book of lies my fake memoir with blood of gods as ink.
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