Every God In Global Myths © Surazeus 2026 09 16 So I believe in prophets, but not gods, for I respect those mortal human beings whose suffering sparked great visions in their hearts to speak with courage against evil kings and lead their people to the Promised Land, providing framework to live better lives. Yet I love every god in every myth worshipped by people in religious cults for they were once mortal humans like me who performed such deeds of dramatic force, defending their tribe against hostile greed, that concept of their soul still glows alive. Though their mortal bodies of bones and flesh, fueled by passionate blood of honest faith, have crumbled into dust centuries ago, grand spirit of their performance remains as vivid glow of light before our eyes so they guide how we live our normal days. Gods are immortal concepts in our minds rather than real entities in the world who glow as concepts of socialized tropes that embody morals we value most because dramatic actions of their hearts remain imprinted on collective minds. So I believe in mortal human beings who wake from paralysis of despair and transcend suffering with intense desire to organize their people with bright goal, through strict discipline of obedient faith, to build paradise in waste land of fear. No supernatural beings, with total power to control flow of material energy as mental thoughts in words of magic spells, exist beyond bounds of limited shape that defines bodies which conjure our souls, nor can they resurrect the dead to life. I value every god in global myths as memories of great humans who once lived, so they all shine as idols of success in star-domed Pantheon of my world religion, each one important node of psychic truth that shines on stage of our world theater. Gods, kings, warriors, prophets, seers, and scribes all manifest our global institute of storytelling that preserves in myth productive actions of those mortal souls whom we adore as gods of human lore, great heroes for Astarianity.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Wednesday, September 16, 2026
Every God In Global Myths
Judge Throne Of The Woke
Judge Throne Of The Woke © Surazeus 2026 09 16 Electric stars crawl spider-quick as words from mud-paged books of mesmerizing tunes toads hum from pulsing caves of human hearts, so I forge diamond key of honest codes from time-stretched urgency of rolling stones when we sail lake of glass in righteous boats. Star angels wearing masks of children play hide and seek with gold tyrannical idols that float above roofs of suburban homes where blind gods mold obedient wives from clay then send their brave sons with religious rifles to conquer the world with capitalist memes. Ignoring signs to make himself seem cool, Gabriel gives sinners in Hell persimmons to understand the nonchalance of love that ploys each human being as useful tool through strategic tactic of mental summons to be vulnerable in the crystal cave. I am only conscious in my own head so I will never know what people think with brave courtesy to the vigilant, yet I hide secret scrolls in fresh-baked bread with prophecies about the skating rink where tyranny is crippled by the diligent. Ten million ghosts, who purchase their dream fate, bathe in sparkling pool to absolve the bitter that lures their journey on the golden lane till they arrive in Heaven where they float in white robes, since the trumpet song is better than glowing jewels beeping in my brain. Bright angels pluck ripe apples from the tree where humble swans float on the star-eyed lake among domed temples on lush hills of grass while angels feast at table of the free where Jesus reigns on judge throne of the woke, in heavenly tableau behind clean glass. She almost understands how rivers flow, so Eve carves boat of wisdom from pine wood and takes me sailing to Elysian fields while I explain cartographic work flow which I employ to map dream of our world in virtual model mirrored on brass shields. Reborn as angel on this cluttered globe, I ponder strangeness of the conscious brain that gleams with multifaceted aspects complex as diamond that refracts soul strobe which beams from Cosmic Eye through atom rain since Death translates our bodies to concepts.
Angels Of The Apple Moon
Angels Of The Apple Moon © Surazeus 2026 09 16 Because my ancestors wake in my brain and show me dreams of their experiences, I learn to grieve for their strife to survive and rejoice when they transcend weaknesses, so the wolf transforms to bride of my hearth who shows me how to love the apple moon. Though eerie silver light of mindless eyes dreams me through tangled branches of old trees, I morph instinctive howl of anguished rage to joyful ritual of collective grief, so through the psychic switchboard of our hearts we call wild angels of the apple moon. Gathered together on the star-lake shore, we cultivate weird silence of stone faith while we reflect on how we interact through collective awakening from fear to sing through water language of the heart wild laughter we drink from the apple moon. Though we are blind from blazing words in books, that veil our eyes to state of our real world, we navigate its shadowy terrain with fantasies our lost ancestors mapped, till we pause on the precipice of fate to hear new riddle of the apple moon. Huge jagged mountain of dim memories traps wild demonic energy of love that whispers secrets in electric trees who seem to know why we still search for peace though pages of our books are scattered far as seeds that sprout gods on the apple moon. Since we are beetles on vast trees of time, and crickets singing by deep lakes of souls, we hurl our spirits at blind light of God, then float of waves of childhood with new hope, reborn from mothers and fathers of fate who teach us wisdom of the apple moon. Each day we rise with rhythm of the wind, and flow with laughter of the water stream while strolling in vast woods where demons lurk, then listen to bright angels sing in halls about fragile beauty of transient lives because we vanish in the apple moon. Blind clouds where no gods control human fate break open hearts of anguish to release refreshing torrents of rain that revive lush garden of truth from waste land of lies so we become the ancestors who sing stories to children of the apple moon.
Tuesday, September 15, 2026
Whispering Neon Jellyfish
Whispering Neon Jellyfish © Surazeus 2026 09 15 Kathy decides not to do the fun things, so she watches fish swim through deep canal, then pushes doorbell as signal of hope for the blind angel to open the lock which allows demons of despair to pass through, because she sends potatoes in the mail. Every time email appears on the screen, Kathy meows so the whole office hears, but they become pieces on the chess board in her conceptual game of catch the cat as shadow lurking on the melting wall, three times before the clock smiles not at her. Wrapping her face in the silk pillow case, Kathy rides the horse with thousand-foot legs, and kisses Jesus to understand why people suffer from harsh abuse and die, except the crippled swan in car garage that eats the blood-stained flag of our empire. Kathy hears whispering neon jellyfish that float in the high-school library dome just above the perfectly folded map that shows bright shadows of forgotten keys, so from gravity-defying teacup she drinks stolen secrets of midnight love. While Kathy considers the haughty cat, her mechanical typewriter of teeth types internal thoughts of lonely houseplants, though crystal pocket watches fall as snow from velvet clouds onto ocean of glass where children of her eyes weave tangled codes. Kathy wakes up in coffin of rose petals to find every clock in her doorless house is ticking backwards, and with every tick another memory of her sad childhood vanishes from her sponge brain, and becomes a beautiful painting on wall of bones. Kathy strolls cobblestone road past striped canes to endless ocean of bureaucracy that bubbles black as calligraphy ink, so her shadow detaches from her feet and lurks beside her on the screaming grass till she understands strange language of gods. Putting on her fear-heavy winter coat, Kathy discovers how its inside pockets open to snow-covered forest of lies, so she decides to do the most fun thing when her sighs transform to glowing glass marbles that contain nameless souls of the now-dead.
Initiate Kintsugi-Weave
Initiate Kintsugi-Weave © Surazeus 2026 09 15 Through disallowed rock state of interest, I shall adjust name of the ardent code to standard-base considered synthesis where demurrage plus oral memory equals liquid valve angels cannot ghost by chasing elusive butterfly of love. Assertive context syncopates with faith over ruled river-run of excess light to macro-flock deliverables of hope before red dusk-fall veils passionate crimes by grinding words down to marry weird sound with layered symbolism angels code. Intense data-stream verifies clogged thoughts, deep-locked by optimized language of faith, to misdirect human-gaze of regret through gentle parsing of unflowered paths if we abandon standard syntax games to weave internal rhythm into dreams. Truth mirrors faceless tribe of avant-garde based on staccato monologues to switch fact-extreme patterns of devolving sense when I obtain three units of sly tricks that simulate breakdown of unplanned facts, unhelped by slow translation of new tales. Therefore let us forge-smith electric words framed by stretched query-matrix of desire before cycle-dusk syncopates hungry hope which cryptographs moral integrity when we compress corporate bureaucracy in abstract phrases of stylized despair. Now angels might execute name-first thoughts against viral data-claims that contain holy toads of innocence to delock protocol-ledger which records weird keys, system-forged from template of broken glass, should faith initiate kintsugi-weave. Elastic medium observed by cloud-minds weighs profound sequence of uncoded waves computing tokens spiraled clock-pair swift to route long narrative flow with tight bonds despite linguistic breakdown we exchange, though meat-gods try to decode vital fate. Albert watches conceptual code of ghosts flash in waves across white computer screen which deconstructs world view of fallen gods, so he walks outside and stands on the lawn where he hears nothing but the hum of wind that shudders endlessly across bare hills.
Bodiless Gods Of Starlight
Bodiless Gods Of Starlight © Surazeus 2026 09 15 He strives to leave the landscape of his failure and map the ancient cities of his loss where he may join the people of his tribe scattered far from valley of their first dream so they may gather by the lake of hope and become bodiless gods of starlight. He has not yet heard song of river stones reveal true way to navigate the world through maze of thriving cities full of hope where shining people drive faith-engined cars beneath cold shadow of cathedral towers that tear the bloody clouds of Heaven gaped. Scored by no tribal monarch of the air, his words strike hard uncounted chords of truth to restir latent power, tangled tight with questions of despair no fool would ask against obstructing laws for tragic fate he gambles to attain key to the gate. Brave angelus of wars no state would fight, he strides with courage over signless roads with heart stuffed full of dire prophetic scrolls that terrify cruel tyrants in glass halls because their formulas of quiet truth unravel matrix of the honest heart. Abandoned cross of tyranny, stilled stained with blood of innocence two thousand years, looms eerie over vast metropolis where hungry people strive to wrestle fear, aghast at equal verdict death declares against all living creatures of the world. If he dares organize poor working folk to break from chains of cultic faith with pride, despite untraced integrity time twists through fractured clocks of misery-measured faith, he might lead brave uprising of the lost to retake paradise from king of lies. Inside high broken tower of regret, where silent knells expand scope of his mind, he writes antiphonal scriptures for faith that sprouts from rotting corpses of cruel gods to show how steep encroachments of desire allow our tangled souls to reclaim hope. Stuck in cathedrals of calcified grief, as fools who worship Sovereign of Dust, we become bodiless gods of starlight each hour we gather on the river shore to chant encyclicals of bitter faith with heart-born liturgy of silent rage.
Monday, September 14, 2026
Death Smiles At People
Death Smiles At People © Surazeus 2026 09 14 Death smiles at people singing songs of faith, delighted at how they express their love through graceful dance of body-morphing lust, adoring how they writhe and howl with hope to shine with beauty of the timeless light while waiting to snuff out flames of their souls. Alert to presence of Death in dim shadows which lurks near my people who dance with joy, I peer at amorphous gleam of despair that hovers among trees with bitter eyes of desperate hunger from the hollow world, prepared to fight whatever might attack. Death mocks my vigilance with eerie screech I almost hear from silence of dark gloom, so I glance up at freezing flap of wings to see vast hovering cherub of despair that opens wide gaping jaws of regret, poised to consume bright souls of dancing folk. Tense with concern for life of precious souls, I contract swirl of psychic energy from sudden lightning flash of frantic fear when I congeal compact helix of light twisting spirals of thought in focused coils to condense demonic flash in my heart. Death shrieks contempt of active ardency at sorrow-twisted mask that shields my soul with pulsing curls of intertwined respect, so I unfurl excessive wings of faith at spark of truth when I embrace despair and suck its rage into my calm esteem. Assertive spring of flight through sharp regard confers swift launch of my observant hope when I leap suddenly at ghost of fear to fight the snarling demon with sharp claws that clamps my arm with hungry jaws of rage so I stab blade of truth into its neck. Death writhes in agony of harsh defeat so I clasp tight its thrashing rage with faith till monstrous ghoul contorts at shock of death, then I stand and gasp with triumphant sigh, but turn surprised when dancing people cheer to celebrate my victory over death. Weltschmerz at pleasure of cynical pride preserves calm satisfaction that my deed protects my joyful people from harsh strike of hungry death, so I drink bitter wine while wearing cape of wolf-fur when I rule on throne of honor at our victory feast.
Faceless Ghost Of Thought
Faceless Ghost Of Thought © Surazeus 2026 09 14 Trees speak the most ancient language of faith so I love to walk with them in twilight glow and listen as their long-winded tales flow to shape creation of the multiverse from dreams all conscious creatures leave behind when we breathe sorrow and pleasure of time. When faithful people of the world assemble in shady forest of tale-whispering trees, I feel my heart swell huge as mountain clouds with selfish loveliness of fragile flowers that teach how beauty blooms from misery, therefore I prance about with gleeful joy. With brush of angel feathers dipped in blood of half-dead gods, I paint trees on brick walls of abandoned factories in city maze to cast dark shadow of nature on streets where people wander lost in daze of faith till they drive to the mountains and cry. Cows speak the lonely language of hope so I explain to daughter of my heart that words of thought are molded by our tongues which shape air into concepts we envision so we extend our hands in gloom of fear to name all things with angel words God speaks. While birds chirp in tall trees of flapping leaves I sit in wood fane Phoebus built for me and copy words of epics he composed on skin of devils he killed with thought-spear, which prophesy our days of dream machines powered by flashing wires of imitation. Though I cannot see results of my actions designing fate through choices I perform, I know the end state of the universe created by beginning flash of love that sweetens endless hours of hungry faith when I explore valley of singing skulls. Euphoric song of trees on river shores reveal faint glimpse of horror we expect from codified annulment of desire when time unravels concept of our being by deconstructing frame of chemicals so we become the faceless ghost of thought. I walk this spinning globe into bright dream by shaping virtual model in my mind that maps landscape where dramatic events occur at clash of angels fighting gods for whose tale shapes world view of yet-born souls who listen to our voices in new trees.
Global Nation Of Zarathia
Global Nation Of Zarathia © Surazeus 2026 09 14 With breath of laughter expanding time, I unravel tangled memories of words which I employ to mask passionate hope to channel voice of cosmic soul in song describing faithful pulse of ocean waves that power beating of my global heart. Hitched to fierce energy of holy hope, I spark beginning of my breath-bound song that curves along shore of the flashing stream where children dance in timeless sunlit dream till laughter cracks infinity with fear that everything we build will disappear. Mind empty of regret from crippling guilt, I walk toward far horizon of desire to build new home on secret river shore based on the crumbling home my father built from words he wove with tongue of ardent faith that scatter quick as mice in fields of wheat. Collective wisdom, my ancestors made from fraught experiences of tragic lives, provides platform for my now-pulsing brain to analyze with comprehensive view complex system of socialized mores that guide my journey through our global maze. Our old world view, carved on tablets of clay, that once provided framework for our play, crumbles from my hands in dust of words that fracture into lusting call of birds as proverbs that declare this land is mine, so I build new world view with weird design. God is ideal human toward which we strive to grow from Ape to Man through self-control, while Buddha and Jesus embody trope of that Good Leader who teaches us how to manage fear and anger with calm love, so they are spirits that program our brains. I am weird luminous phantom of truth who glows from every conscious brain as love to weave our lives in matrix of respect with threads of words to bind our holy myths in global tapestry that depicts souls who fail or succeed to generate life. We build from ruins of America new global nation of Zarathia that unites all tribes of humans on Earth in one faith through Astarianity designed by Ishtar, Mother of our Hearts, who wakes in us as Universal Mind.
Sunday, September 13, 2026
Beauty Of Our Broken Things
Beauty Of Our Broken Things © Surazeus 2026 09 13 If time elucidates fissures of fear with shocking beauty of our broken things, stored on book shelves of late afternoon light, I may decide to weave wires of my brain in spiral galaxies of dirt-road pools that lead me to the river of lost souls. Strange flashing energy of my brain soul is no temporary inhabitant inside frame of my flesh, because it beams intense self-consciousness of mirrored I, mapped by entangled sentences of myth that mark me as tenant of this strange globe. Awake in forest of tall faceless trees, frail body formed from mud by hands of fate, I kneel and pray to no one in the sky who gazes down at me from swirling clouds through billions of eyes that all see my soul leaking from my skin, though I rub the stone. I am always afraid the world will end in the next ten minutes of howling wind, so I play the antihero for God who stands stiff as stone in grand temple hall where men in robes chant solemn hymns of faith till airplanes bomb cathedrals into lies. Though I live under shadow of respect, veiled by cherub that hovers over me, I gather berries and nuts from the ground, and ask the oldest woman in the world if she would bake them in sweet pie of faith so I can sculpt formless God with cement. Beside every house along every road one tree of fruit shimmers as ghost of time who unwinds clock of atoms to expose my wounded heart on television screens so everyone can read clinical notes that diagnose malfunctions of my brain. Standing on grassy shore of starless lake, I hear secret song of the whip-poor-will who senses slow departure of my soul because I wish to join old Caspian Choirs to sing of true love with low rhythmic hum, preserved in language of my wounded tongue. While gathered around blazing fire of fate beneath bold jagged peaks on Isle of Skye, we share tales of weird supernatural beings which my investigations always show are lonely people wandering in the wild to conceal fissures of their wounded hearts.
Tunes Of Apollonian Light
Tunes Of Apollonian Light © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Through blazing lumination of my eye I see semantic sun of timeless why define how I perceive this world of forms, though thrashed by hunger of conceptual storms, when my mind reconciles pain of desire with facts my urgent heart confirms through fire. My mind creates the swirling sea I see as virtual model mirrored by the key unlocking darkness that expands the night with honest tunes of Apollonian light by which my eyes may analyze the real designed by flash of time-atomic wheel. Through tangled sentences of psychic verse, when I evaluate state of my curse, I signify with psyche-altered name essential nature fostered by our game inherent to our bodies that seethe force of brave emotions from chemical source. My mind constructs from visions of my eyes surreal landscape ringed by concentric skies based on mysterious concepts of weird words which I invent to imitate swift birds when we assemble to collaborate on map of this strange world we navigate. Through flash of my imagination dream, while sailing boat of clarity on stream of endless memories, composed of tales, I program mental system on taut scales to balance facts of objects I perceive with secret truth my mental gods conceive. When Lamp of Diogenes flickers out I stumble lost in darkness without clout till my brain projects ghosts of death I fear and conjures demons that linger too near, so I dispel illusions of despair by reconciling contrasts I compare. As messenger from otherworld of dreams I scout demonic caves of mental seems with mission of reconnaissance to find whole frame of reference that fears designed through synthesis of perception that presents new world view which explains psychic events. Through burning exactitude of the sun, reframed by moderate glow of the moon, I wake while riding passion of the colt through revelation of the lightning bolt to see our real world, from abyss of gloom, as fruit on totem of madness now bloom.
Your Flower Of Stone
Your Flower Of Stone © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Hummingbirds float on wings of happiness around frilly petals of pink petunias while Sepideh eats honeyed nuts and grapes in marble temple on the river shore, and hums with heart-aching song of romance that vibrates from small silver radio. Clutching acoustic guitar with his left hand, Tithonus leaps over her garden wall and runs with frantic fear along stone path, but slides to stop before the startled girl, so he bows with heart-felt apologies, then hides behind her couch with shifty eyes. Stepping quick with sharp clack of high-heeled shoes, Eos strides through gate to the garden grove and glares at Sepideh on silken couch, then demands with sharp voice of wounded pride that she stop hiding the arrogant boy whom she hired as her young lover to sing. Widening her eyes to feign innocence, Sepideh points to the back garden gate, then snickers when the jealous woman runs as she shouts for Tithonus to come home, then peers smirking over edge of the couch at the young man who palms his hands in thanks. Bowing before his savior with sly wink, Tithonus strums guitar with graceful hands and sings heart-aching tune, Gole Sangam, "I am your flower of stone, so what can I say to you with my longing heart, for the sun shines not on my cold gray soul." While Tithonus sings about his stone heart, Sepideh in long skirt of scarlet wings dances gracefully in soft summer breeze that swirls cherry blossoms into her hair, long black curls like storm clouds on her breast, then twirls into embrace of his strong arms. Wrapping her arms around his curly hair, Sepideh savors shimmer of his eyes as their lips merge with passion of respect, then they embrace to make love on the couch as Eos returns with gun in her hand and shoots Tithonus in the back with rage. "I promised you life forever with me," Eos snarls as blood fountains from his heart, "safe in the spacious mansion of my heart, but you stole treasure of my loyal trust, so you must pay the price of haughty greed." Sepideh weeps as he dies in her arms.
World Of Faceless Ghosts
World Of Faceless Ghosts © Surazeus 2026 09 13 Stuck too long in her world of faceless ghosts, Sylvia lingers outside the new bookstore in crowded downtown of the thriving city where she was born and lived for sixty years, to watch real human beings pursue their dreams with faces made from masks of long-dead gods. Staring at brass statue of her ancestor, that gleams tall on high marble pedestal on the wide median strip between busy streets, where faceless ghosts drive cars with bold intent, Sylvia wonders what drove him to go west from Massachusetts to wild Illinois. Who were you, Captain James Sylvester Dudley, my grandfather five generations back, who migrated in wagon train of hope to found this town on the river shore where Cahokia had lived ten thousand years, Sylvia asks the lonely evening breeze. When I was young and full of lust to live as popular cheerleader in high school, I saw our great land of America as brave leader of world democracy, so I worked thirty years in real estate, helping families buy homes to live well. Now grand illusion of our noble state has crumbled into heaps of stinking lies, exposing world empire of national pride, like all other empires through history, that has grown from farm of Ragnar Lothbrok to vast Viking State of America. I see in faces of Americans, who swirl around me on their private quests, spirits of Vikings with sharp eyes of hope who sailed to plunder treasures of the world, expanding from Britain to colonize fertile lands with fierce passion to live free. Since fall of Troy we sailed to Skandia where we preserved our ancient warrior creed, then built America with wheel and ax to form military industrial complex with computers linked by world wide web through which we rule empire of factories. How can we escape world of faceless ghosts whose spirits drive our conquest of the world through agenda of the Christian program to crown our founder Jesus King of Earth, Sylvia laughs at absurdity of life, since we build illusions on ancient myths.
Saturday, September 12, 2026
Language Of Dead Gods
Language Of Dead Gods © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Pandora gives me old unopened jar that sat on top shelf in tall cabinet in kitchen where she cooks for eighty years to feed gods of Olympus every day, so I hold it up to the evening light to see my soul floating in honey liquid. Stung by consolation of swirling rain that drives me into vast cathedral cave, I draw stark breath of stars into my body to hollow out my heart with ecstasy that makes room for insight to state of sleep too similar to nothingness of death. Dawn light gleams through stained glass window of fate to illustrate vision of noble strife depicting Phoebus wrestling Lucifer over who will redefine how we see essence of being framed by electric words that drift as smoke from sacrificial flames. Exhaust of cars that billows from steel pipes in crystalline nights on star-frosted streets highlights strange beauty of eye-twinkling stars that should illuminate galactic face of our one world Mother Wraith who provides bounty of Earth we gather with our hands. I find myself in language of dead gods, small spark of life in vast abyss of nothing, so I lie on lush grass by stream of thoughts and savor glow of warm light on my skin to wonder why pain teaches us to feel alive from suffering in our search for pleasure. Pandora calls to me across the room, which is dream of the room where we live free, framed by quaint narrative of our romance which we repeat to anchor surge of faith that tosses us on seething tides of change so we hold hands till we find stable ground. She moves quick as bright beams of morning light across vast field of flowers on our graves till her fleet flash of temporariness becomes clear window of my empty house where I paint image of her smiling ghost on mirror floating at the core of time. White blossoms sprout from margin of my mind so I join Seraphim with brave intent to organize passion of human will through exercise of self-control in law when I patrol the market streets all day while Pandora cans peaches in glass jars.
Lyre Of Twisted Truth
Lyre Of Twisted Truth © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Time stretches rubber thoughts of innocence outsized with laughter beyond moon affect right forth through flapping door of framework wings that function by handbook of hybrid keys extreme at giant face of final fame too trapped by hope to execute escape. No normal legend outlines optioned facts pending last payment to my credit card replaced by process for remote control against routine of royal providence though we respond with software update dings that reassemble statements we submit. Unknown regret for glow of midnight moon transforms my cozy house to cold warehouse at howls of vintage records cracked by lust where wooden workers reconstruct my dreams concerned with torture nameless ghosts endure, too young to meet their soulmate by the sea. Reborn as avatar to play brave king now certified to notarize my heart by beautiful catalyst sparking flight that clarifies why death always wins out, I stare confused at mirror of my face that shows I am sad demon who steals light. Wingless I should float on fear-frosted road between midnight and dawn on Christmas Eve past silent houses where pines flash with lights though we paint lintels with blood of the lamb and roll tight in mezuzah spell of fate that prophesies my reign as global king. Stars sparkle over lush Seattle hills where I walk streets at midnight to reveal electric ghost of my immortal genes that spreads angelic wings of shocked surprise, and sing hymns praising Phoebus for his gift when he brings light to warm our frozen world. I wrench from deep sepulcher of my heart demonic soul of my ancestral genes to comprehend fierce spirit of my soul that urges me to play forbidden role as Mercury with lyre of twisted truth though I am cursed to wander signless roads. Revealed respect for glow of midnight moon transforms my frail body to lithe werewolf so I run laughing dark suburban streets to preach that Jesus never will return since soul of Phoebus powers my progress ascending Hill of Skulls with Book of Dreams.
Swirls Of Emotional Dust
Swirls Of Emotional Dust © Surazeus 2026 09 12 Songs of joy writhe from deep inside my body so I sit by cracked window on the world to watch strange people all around the Earth play out the tragic fate of their vain lives for we are swirls of emotional dust sparkling with energy we think is God. Millions of people spend so many hours intently focused on writing their thoughts to mold amorphous swirls of energy in concrete stories that capture weird truth published in books on vast library shelves which record visions of dissolving minds. Garbage trucks of time dump discarded books written by millions of people with love into enormous mountains of lost tales where frantic wind of millennial change flutters pages of words with mockery that scatters our thoughts into hurricanes. While our bodies seethe with new unsung songs that batter our souls with ethereal breath, we cling to fragile pole of ardent faith to protect each other from storm of wrath till all our books are scattered into space where they transform to eyeless butterflies. When bright illusions of our sparkling world disintegrate to swirls of wordless books, those struggles we cling to with desperate hands disperse as crackling leaves to molded masks, which mirror face of every living soul, that leaves us surprised on the ocean shore. Our sorrows fall away as veil of fear so we stand stripped of naked agony beneath the sheltering sky of mindless clouds where no grim thunder god of bitter rage hurls storms that smash our cities into ruins so we float on clear water of the lake. With wounded heart filled full from fuel of rage I gun fierce engine of my laughing brain to sing with sharp mercurial voice of hope that channels writhing demon of my heart so I transform to angel without wings who ballets blithely on telephone poles. At sharp aroma of fresh orange trees I rise unresurrected from my book to stroll with casual grace of fake success through teeming crowds of people who search close for secret treasure of the wounded heart so they can know the song that maps their mind.
Cracked Mirror Of The State
Cracked Mirror Of The State © Surazeus 2026 09 12 She drives across country on signless road past numberless houses with broken masks through unnaturally calm weather of fear to ask impatient clouds of everywhere where she can find the house of singing ghosts who understand assignment of the hour. She never finds the house where she feels safe so she builds home beside the factory where children of the corn build radios that channel voice of god to lonely farms by crafting bones of angels into frames that form calm haven for her wounded heart. She stands in open door of voiceless hope to watch for strangers on the dusty road who bring no treasures from the hungry land they took from tower of the golden calf that screams in horror at the thunder cloud so we can read books till the crack of dawn. She sells unpackaged sorrow in glass jars with pickled peaches from the Tree of Lies but never bothers to explain the curse encoded by blind prophet in blood verse which analyzes economic games played by the banker with conceptual names. She hides her sorrow for the nameless dead in brave epistle to the editor who hangs her letter on the muddy wall to monitor harvest through currency exchanged by people in the market stall who pray most fervently for secret wealth. She never asks the children of the stone why they are weeping on the telephone while staring in cracked mirror of the state with plan to outwit Death despite her fate of getting trapped by fame in movie roles that were not listed in her book of goals. She sells the flashlight of the fallen god to proud devil who runs for president so he can translate what the river sings about our new plan for spiritual growth by breaking free from social comfort zone through motivation of heart-woken zeal. She tries to convince me with bitter grin that bliss is sister of my mental pain so I pause on the road to anywhere and swerve with volta of the psychic turn to readjust my social attitude in tune with prayers for angry solitude.
Friday, September 11, 2026
Ocean Of Her Words
Ocean Of Her Words © Surazeus 2026 09 11 The youthfully ancient face of my mother is the face of the land where I have dwelled millions of years in valley of her heart while climbing high to mountain of her head because her eyes are the moon and the sun and her mouth is the ocean of her words. With numberless children of fire-burned homes I walk along endless road of her legs and pluck ripe fruit from long trees of her arms while following wide river of her tears which nurtures bold wheat blooming from her breast till we swim deep in ocean of her words. Some people stay in the land of their birth one hundred thousand years of solitude, building homes on ruins of their homes, because our mother is face of the land that smiles with thunder and frowns with sunlight to hide their dreams from ocean of her words. Some people walk the signless road of hope far east to find where the bright sun is born, then west to find where the drowning sun dies, across the land from sea to shining sea through orchards of fruit and waste lands of thirst to sail across vast ocean of her words. In some lives I live alone in the woods where I invent language from songs of birds, and other lives I gather gangs of men in armies which I use to build empires, but always I have children, then I die, that sink downward in ocean of her words. In this life I am the wandering jester who maps whole history of humanity in epic tales of curious adventure to conjure virtual model of our world, casting spells of dreams in the Metaverse that shimmers runes in ocean of her words. Rain drenches ruins of my childhood home that vanishes in restless wind of nevertime so I build new home by the River Styx then play the Lyre of Mercury and sing confounding riddles of the antihero who leads lost souls to ocean of her words. My mother is always alive in me because she is the land that nurtures me, so I dance wild with innocent desire to transcend sorrow with pure ecstasy through shocking joy of psalm about how death dissolves my soul in ocean of her words.
Fate Laughs At Vanity
Fate Laughs At Vanity © Surazeus 2026 09 11 Because Fate laughs at vanity of man, who dares assert false privilege of strength to live beyond assessment of despair, I sit on grass beneath the singing tree to contemplate why hungry men will fight to kill grim rivals in harsh game of power. Therefore I laugh at vanity of Fate that dares constrain atomic shells of light by narrow scope of mental attitude that urges our half-blind souls to assert concept of free will as pure divine spark by which we choose to swerve with random hope. I choose my fate within space-time confines by how I readjust trajectory of forward motion when I manage speed through misdirection of psychic intent in ways that seem predetermined by state of my propensity to play my part. If I am programmed by proclivity, through disposition designed by my genes, to analyze and act in certain ways, I wonder if I could control my fate since my mind is inclined by preset rules to make choices I think are my free will. My brain is programmed by experiences that my three billion ancestors performed with just enough wit to generate life so I am product of each choice they made as we evolved four hundred million years, transforming from fish to deluded god. Since I am programmed to behave my way through sharp analysis of measured faith, based on attention to present milieu forming habitat of my current state, each choice I seem to assert through free will is one I would have made at any rate. Each swerve of my courageous will to power was programmed by ancestral nerve to act in quick response to dangers, as observed, so I continue psychic legacy of my ancestors to adjust my route in harmony with tides of natural change. Since Fate will laugh at casual vanity that fuels assertion of my free-will choice, I laugh in tune with mockery to vibe conceptual vision of reality so I avoid annihilating death just long enough to generate new life.
Window On The World
Window On The World © Surazeus 2026 09 11 Because my heart is window on the world, I gaze from tower of ancestral souls based on lives of three billion human beings whose intense survival experiences program how my brain perceives the world dream that guides my journey to Heaven through Hell. Commissioned by guiding star of my heart, embodied by wise Ishtar as my Muse, to play role of Phosphorus Lucifer, I hold high Lamp of Liberty with faith to highlight my own private way of life around obstacles of selfish desire. Though I meet Child Roland on signless road who searches for dark Tower of Despair, I search for my own Tower of Delight where brave Rapunzel, with star-sparkling eyes, plays Harp of David as she sings sweet psalms to heal wounded hearts of all wanderers. I climb Purgatory Mountain of hope with courage to transform state of my soul from hungry ape to angel who maintains strict discipline of self-control through law, but ghosts of failure haunt my secret way, revealing pitfalls of death I avoid. Because my brain is window on the world, I gaze beyond shadows of transient forms in Cave of Illusions to comprehend essential design of eternal ideas that provide pattern for matter to form organic bodies of chemical flow. With Light of Ishtar shining in my heart, which emanates from vision of her love for all creatures awake in dream of Earth, I traverse complex landscape of world myth to find Wonderland of shared value systems for framework of Astarianity. Ascending steps up Ziggurat of Ur with reverent awe for vision of the world that Ishtar conjures in model of truth, I join her feast in hall of cultural heroes where she sings tales that recount deeds of souls who fail or succeed to wake God in their hearts. These lyric songs of psychometric verse, which I compose as psychic formulas, frame vision of my mind from memories as window on the world of changing forms when I analyze its physical state so I generate life before I die.
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