Striving To Know God

Striving To Know God
© Surazeus
2024 08 16

To hear true voice of God in wind of time, 
I leave the city maze of busy folk 
and walk in silent woods on mountain slope 
to stand before the shining waterfall, 
but all I hear are the thoughts in my head 
that always analyze weird state of being. 

To comprehend how radiance of my soul 
connects to matrix of the universe 
through how I fit in world of changing forms, 
I breathe fresh mountain air of swirling thought 
to integrate my mind with Cosmic Mind 
and feel the sun glow in my corporal cells. 

To know the universal mind of thought 
which vibrates every flashing molecule 
that spirals from first flash of the big bang, 
I visualize organic form of being 
composed of atoms swerving in the void 
to congregate my soul in flow of time. 

To seek deep knowledge of how atoms work 
which spiral strings of light in pulsing coils, 
I gaze at Glow Cloud in the empty sky, 
where my ancestors believed God dwells in Heaven, 
to see the Nothing of the Everything 
bloom into worlds that nurture conscious souls. 

To respect miracle my body signs, 
as atomic structure of chemicals, 
I review through vision of holy song 
how we evolve four hundred million years, 
fish to lizard to mouse to cat to monkey 
to wingless angel striving to know God. 

To mirror whole face of humanity 
in separate individuals who reflect 
ideal concept that we strive to achieve, 
I proclaim God is Idea of Human, 
stereotype that presents the perfect soul 
as goal toward which we progress till we die. 

To know God as our Cosmic Mind of Love 
which manifests itself in every dreaming brain, 
I design paradigm for new world view 
that presents material frame of our souls 
as structure of progressive chemicals 
which conjures virtual model of the world. 

To live through principle of stoic love 
based on tenets of new gnosticism, 
which provide framework for how we create 
beautiful truth in world of ugly lies, 
I tend the Tree of Life by Lake of Dreams, 
giving wine to people who sing and dance.