Wild Laughter Of Untime

Wild Laughter Of Untime
© Surazeus
2026 10 12

Each hour I hear wild laughter of untime 
expressed in how leaves flutter in the wind 
I strive to become glowing light of Christ 
through gnostic insight into human hope 
so I wake from dark shadow of despair 
to bloom with knowledge of eternal truth. 

We gather with wild hearts of open love 
around huge barrel of thick apple juice 
so when we drink wild laughter of untime 
we glow with timeless light of singing suns, 
therefore today we live with selfless joy 
because tomorrow we dissolve to dust. 

Strange birds in morbid trees of urgent hope 
teach me to sing wild laughter of untime 
in spells that tangle memories of joy 
in arcane riddles which conceal weird truth 
that we learn to unravel when we touch 
conceptual essence of existing things. 

Since outside gates of Eden I remain 
with worthless treasures of my wounded heart, 
I mistranslate wild laughter of untime 
from ancient songs of Lesbos Island ghosts 
to plaintive elegies that millions hear 
blind angels sing clear on the radio. 

From mystery of the wood-smoke scented breeze 
that shelters me in solitude of faith 
I must extract wild laughter of untime 
while holding hands with silence of the moon 
that penetrates strange darkness of my fear 
with haunting absence of the soul I love. 

Strange creatures lurking in the shadowed woods 
whisper how they still know my secret name 
through disembodied laughter of untime 
that finds me at wood desk by glowing hearth 
composing fairy tales that symbolize 
tragic consequences of misplaced love. 

I never find God in the chapel hall 
nor in grand cathedral of singing choirs 
because wild laughter of untime radiates 
from pulsing passion of my transient heart 
so I float through the window of your eyes 
on wings of sorrow stolen from dead gods. 

Designed to fly by laughter of untime, 
weird intimations of my childhood self 
express strange revelation of my soul 
as incarnation of wild Mercury 
when I attempt to manage self-control 
that hurls me tumbling from the mindless clouds.