Flowing Wave Of Still Infinity

Flowing Wave Of Still Infinity
© Surazeus
2019 03 12

The most intense moments of deep awareness, 
when we become conscious of divine glow 
that shimmers from neurons of our dreaming brains, 
we spend alone among sun-silent trees, 
attempting to compose expressive song 
through flowing wave of still infinity. 

What spirit-flashing wind of aching hope 
swells conscious sense of self beyond the shell 
of fragile bone encasing sponge-wet brain 
so we become moist body of the world 
and feel all living things in tense compassion 
through flowing wave of still infinity? 

How can we capture in tumble of words, 
we utter soft from hollow breast of shock, 
where beating heart of lust to know the truth 
fuels frantic urge, this weird transcendent vision 
of whole complexity that awes our minds 
through flowing wave of still infinity? 

So strange this shimmering vision of the world 
that glows complete before our gazing eyes, 
visible only to our stark attention, 
simple in its vast comprehensive image, 
yet too complex to describe in linear speech 
through flowing wave of still infinity. 

Whenever I enter this conscious trance 
of clear perception, where I see as one 
countless processes weaving tapestry 
of vast reality, I float on waves 
of wordless ecstasy to become all 
through flowing wave of still infinity. 

Though bound inside limited shell of flesh, 
that my mother generated from slime, 
my conscious glow of divine comprehension 
expands large as the White Whole of all light 
so tangled genes of my name spiral wide 
through flowing wave of still infinity. 

I lose sense of my particular self 
as strange special details of my being vanish 
in swirling mind that spirals zillion suns 
so every atom of my body pulses 
quick in rancid harmony with all minds 
through flowing wave of still infinity. 

Awake through mirroring conceptual flash 
of atheist spiritualism, I laugh 
with surging waves of joy that spark my heart 
to gallop wild on timeless plain of faith, 
exploring our world dreamed by the White Whole 
through flowing wave of still infinity.