Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening

Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening
© Surazeus
2026 07 24

Every thought that flashes inside my brain 
contrives to prove with honest arrogance 
that unseen power of the universe, 
which my ancestors declared to be God, 
asserts its conscious sense of knowingness 
through analytic process of my mind. 

Though it seems I have come too late on Earth 
to understand true essence of the gods 
who dream themselves awake in human brains, 
I find they are alive inside this sphere 
as wordless voice in wind and waves and flames 
which speaks through songs that humans in pain sing. 

Each conscious soul who lived on spinning Earth 
the past four hundred million years of growth 
experienced moment of epiphany 
through orgasmic flash of awakening 
which programs how my brain perceives the world 
for their immortal genes design my mind. 

God is ideal conscious being of pure love 
engaged in progress of strict self-control 
as wise persona whom I strive to play 
when I transform from animal to man 
who exercises calm restraint of faith 
to manage intense passions of desire. 

I am the child who sails boat on the sea 
by watching one bright star of shining hope 
that never moves at center of the sky 
which guides my journey to the Promised Land 
as I evolve from fish to singing god 
while I tend fire on mountain slope of faith. 

One God Eye at core of the universe, 
enormous star of super-condensed mass 
through singularity of mental thought, 
knows every planet spinning in the void 
that teems with conscious beings of energy 
who seek to understand their mortal souls. 

I laugh at this delusion of my mind 
that White Whole Spirit of the Multiverse 
vibrates with one divine mind of the Self, 
fragmented into countless conscious brains 
who strive to transcend limits of the flesh 
and glow in harmony with everything. 

How beautiful this weird illusion glows 
that we are temporary sparks of life 
composed of atoms flashing in the void, 
so I stand high on mountain peak of faith 
and savor passion of this timeless hour 
that I am so awake because of death.