Loneliness Of Whole Thought

Loneliness Of Whole Thought
© Surazeus
2026 07 30

One leaf falls in loneliness of whole thought, 
familiar enough to my alien mind 
to defamiliarize with twisted truth 
uncanniness that glimmers in the world 
which I encounter through mask of respect, 
based on strict variety of dream spells. 

Unwieldy usefulness of frantic rules 
displays calm conventions of cruel concern 
when I retread unnatural images 
designed to frame without state reference 
roles nameless people perform on world stage 
with believing spirit of the failed game. 

Mutual hope for unlawful happenstance 
provides expanding rift between our hearts 
which we decide to bridge with broken trust 
still contrary to apparent discourse 
out of joint with conservative returns 
we actively ignore with spooling code. 

My brain beams bright attention of insight 
at carefully arranged essay of words 
polished with reconfigured metaphors 
that mirror orthographic idioms 
which fail to warrant invaluable assets 
concealed within world of appearances. 

Unspelling truths trapped by aggressive jokes, 
my brain applies loose logic of regret 
as detailed example of liberal hope 
sedimented beneath masks of blind pride 
that dares emerge from interrupted play 
for people scattered in the city maze. 

Decoded version of my brain program 
aligns unkempt concepts of sad desire 
based on intransitive process of growth 
when we decide to meet in solemn tryst, 
untethered from strange rules of social games 
that keeps our bodies bound through psychic rites. 

Assembled passions of my pulsing brain 
erupt from morbid egg of holiness 
with measured portent of apportioned price 
through arcane knowledge of unfractured stones, 
as if the proper etiquette for death 
allows our hearts to follow forced beliefs. 

We try again with pulchritude to bridge 
vast scope of nothingness between our hearts 
through moral extreme of stoic despair 
till we achieve ecstatic state of being 
through buzzing silence of disloyal love 
which bonds atomic flash of divine souls.