Stuck In Maze Of Regrets

Stuck In Maze Of Regrets
© Surazeus
2026 01 13

When I think too much about past events 
I find myself stuck in maze of regrets, 
so I turn around and walk nowhere else, 
wandering listlessly without fateful goal 
past broad welcoming gates of Wonderland 
till I stand with broken heart by the sea. 

Mired deep in soul-sucking muck of despair, 
I stare beyond scope of infinity 
to where imaginary goddess shines 
enskied in mantle of fortunate stars 
since my heart wants to stellify her soul 
so she descends on wings of honesty. 

Enrobed in flashing cape of calm compassion, 
she sings enchanting melody of hope 
that wraps my fragile soul in arms of love 
to draw my writhing ghost from dark abyss 
which blooms my mind with broad angelic wings 
and sparks my heart with passion to live well. 

Emerging from cocoon of anxious fear, 
I stretch attentive scope of my soul wide 
with conscious wisdom to comprehend why 
quick atoms aggregate in dreaming brains 
which sparks our souls awake with urgent faith 
to fight oppressors for true liberty. 

Awake with brave attention of concern, 
through intense focus on disparate facts, 
I analyze through measurement of deeds 
dire consequence spurred by uncertain loops 
to trace effects back to their primal cause 
enclosing cycle of recurrent scenes. 

Thus I perceive with flash of clear insight 
psychological operations planned 
and executed by clandestine means 
through shadow-veiled conspiracy of greed 
to trap and bind my fierce angelic soul 
with mind-controlling concepts of false truth. 

Conceptual system of our social scheme 
asserts as uncontested facts of nature 
rights that favor with privilege of gain 
men who assert aggressive force of will 
in strict contract that empowers their hands 
to control how we perceive what is real. 

After I deconstruct their system of power 
to disperse fake authority they claim, 
I construct new world view of social rights 
which ensures equal opportunity 
for every person living on this Earth 
so we together walk maze of respect.