Beginning Of The New Life

Beginning Of The New Life
© Surazeus
2025 11 17

Another beginning of the new life 
leaves me stranded on dark Plutonian shore 
so I count stars that fall into the sea 
to shape new puzzle from lost memories 
when I arrange them to resemble face 
that always watches me from the bright sky. 

Each word that emerges from fallen stars 
reveals new aspect of the universe 
I never saw before in shadowed woods 
that their sharp edges cut my tender hand 
so blood sparks seeds to bloom in pretty flowers 
that call my name in startled breeze of truth. 

Aware of ill things my quick hands have done 
that cause harm through motive of silent shame, 
I run toward thunder of surf on sharp rocks 
to dance with carefree horror on the grave 
where faceless critic howls with bitter love 
when I exercise virtue of contempt. 

Askance at falling star of restless fear, 
I face dark shadow of my sympathy 
to ponder sudden miracle of hope 
when I leap free from falling tree of wrath 
which proves I understand dim twilight rain 
exposing alphabets of silent pain. 

Disintegrating rainbow of complaint 
spurs sharp metallic taste of arrogance 
when I throw silver stone of random thought 
in burbling brook where frogs sprout angel wings 
which tricks me to attend their special needs 
while I share orange slices with lonely crows. 

If I should turret rationality 
with hoisted sails of corporate desire, 
my nimble soul could crawl from broken tomb 
to claim enravished grace of vital facts 
contained in tattered volume of fake lore 
extending warm breath of my beating heart. 

Soft petals of white lilies scrawl my brain 
with foul intention of chemical lust 
to prove sweet beauty blooms from turbid muck 
transforming sorrow to unspoken joy 
since stark solitude reeks of sensual trust 
for future versions of my laughing ghost. 

Tucked between safe rocks of nevermore, 
I weave taut sentences of endless dream 
with seed machine of dishonest respect 
for messes patterned into miracles 
despite unfinished quest of treasured truths 
that urges me to start another life.