Unhappy In Weird Heaven

Unhappy In Weird Heaven
© Surazeus
2025 03 26

Ordained intensity of our fierce life 
provides conceptual frame for ardent door 
for which my tongue designs the singing leaf 
that flashes old memories in wordless blur, 
engrossed in program that reverses time 
with casual grief that nurtures my new dream. 

Awake with curious faith in haunted hills 
with tattered scrolls, long hid in sacred sands, 
I play my game out of sync with church bells 
from static message that fractures quaint minds 
too eager for embroidered book of tales 
that mocks kind people who live without goals. 

Stuck in portrait that depicts the last star 
which gleams on faces of warriors in gloom, 
I change my image at alarm of war 
to hide behind mask of the loyal team 
and translate strange cries of electric birds 
that gather in oaks at howl of mad bards. 

On flat-top pyramid as watchful guard, 
armed with taut bow of arrogant desire, 
I achieve creative project of God, 
who embodies the monster we most fear, 
by analyzing mental state of Man 
who incarnates psychic light of the sun. 

Unhappy in weird Heaven we create, 
I assemble puzzle of my God Face, 
that pulses calmly with eclectic light 
which luminates false rooms of my old house, 
from soul of each ancestor in my genes 
whose voice whispers in marrow of my bones. 

Performing my new role as Sisyphus, 
I construct cars in the steel factory 
to prove I could be more magnanimous 
with urgent spirit of democracy 
because this world is older than our souls 
that shimmer whitely in Odinian wells. 

I ride long train of circumstance back home 
to where I tame the horse in apple grove 
with primal language through uncertain hymn 
detailing progress of romantic love 
by which we generate aggressive souls 
who conquer Earth with calculating scales. 

Crouched in the silent trance, I watch the moon 
transform souls of our war-traumatized saints 
from avid angels to idolized stone 
who default on their government accounts 
in time for tragic marriage of true minds 
who share electrons in covalent bonds.