House Where Angels Live © Surazeus 2026 01 02 Our dead ocean that fills my mind with ghosts proves my soul is no bigger than the Earth though my body swells huge as galaxies that nurture conscious brains with twinkling eyes because they watch my life from the night skies as if they see the real me in my mask. Existing whole between Never and Now that bridges eternity through unsleep, I leap over silence between loud words to measure sense of crashing consciousness that lets me escape meaning gods invent to trap humans in mute worshipful trance. Though I would save the butterfly of fate, I feel confidence of the rolling stone that I will never save the broken world, so I will record the forgotten name of every breath-conscious organic being who ever wakes from nothingness of light. Yet when I write the holy book of truth in vain attempt to save the spinning world, I will sing till dream words explode in flames that freeze into the house where angels live that might preserve strange stories never told, then hang out at the Pegasus Cafe. When Phoebus strums guitar of naked joy, free Venus dances in the apple grove, Mars hunts dream demons in the jungle hills, Beowulf works in the car factory, and Thor erects office tower of steel where Zeus presides over his global bank. They built the empire I see fall today, so I find no ruins in the waste land where I could shore my fragments of fake truth, yet every photograph ever preserved is flash of light in timeless cyberspace that together form the global God Face. Since innocence of death shines in our eyes till we are born from seaweed of the mind, we linger on the endless road back home through speculation of the mindless sun who seems indifferent to our bitter pain, yet nourishes our bodies with fresh fruit. My reverent kiss of loyal clemency may bring the waveless ocean back to life, so I will name each faceless ghost of hope who deigns appear from dream-unspooling words trapped in the holy book no one dares read, except the girl who was born before light.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Friday, January 2, 2026
House Where Angels Live
Moon Mirror Of Fate
Moon Mirror Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 01 02 If the cloud is still free from moral guilt after fifty years floating in his brain, then she will serve no sacrificial cakes to the boy who turns stones into snowflakes, because he loves Andromeda with pride though she clamps bulletless rifle of fame. He plays trill sonata the devil wrote because she searches for the flower seed that sprouts from tangled words in holy books which no one anymore takes time to read though he waits on the bridge of somewhere else to play the aviator she would wed. He thinks the strange sky is hilarious, but she waits in old theater of stars for him to find her puzzle in the pond enclosed inside walls of the grocery store where he carves horses from fierce bars of soap to build his army and claim the White House. She decides that their trees by the dirt road, where angels of ice dance in blazing sunlight, should be partners in their chess game of love, so they lie where the honeysuckles bloom and talk about what their first kiss should mean as if blind men decide how they should live. Laughing with delight at his fear of faith, she draws admission ticket to her heart, so he gives her glass of water with grin that causes every clock on Earth to spin faster than leaves that flutter in fake wind, then discovers America again. She reminds him of what she said before, that we are half air and half dirt of hope, so they study snowy map of despair and decide how they should open the door that leads them to the land of empty homes where children disappear in words of books. We cannot win the game of broken trees, she whispers when he floats on the moon breeze, so they hold hands with trust in numbers game that keeps their bodies rooted to the Earth as they transform to piston-engine cars that drive endless circles under dead stars. Where have we all gone the past fifty years, he asks the ghost in moon mirror of fate, since the cheerful cloud of guilt first appeared above lost temple of the holy land where she still floats one inch above the Earth for she designs the dream world where we live.
Thursday, January 1, 2026
Global Dream Choir
Global Dream Choir © Surazeus 2026 01 01 So many angels walk around on Earth who sing essential spells of spirit birth with pure transcendent voice of holy fire in harmony with our global dream choir, I cross broken bridge of forgetfulness to sing with passion in the wilderness. Each rare unearthly singer with star eyes, who floats on silken wings from rainbow skies, brings sacred message from immortal wraith in lyric lantern that beams light of faith transforming sorrow to pure happiness with angel voice of sacred earnestness. Amphibian god from swamp of psychic code helps blaze noble institutional road where members of the inner club may waltz in secret chamber of their private vaults as they boost each other with tenderness to hide imposter state of bitterness. Because bright angels of poetic wit, whose spells make genius verse seem counterfeit, float just above bland surface of the world, they must oppose game of the cosmic herald whose eerie spells expose their phoniness contrived from twisting states of loneliness. Approached by frantic ghost of clemency, each floating angel of importancy steals memories from weak faceless entities to earn vain social fame from fractured keys based on denial of blind selfishness that satisfies no hungry hollowness. Trapped by assertive lust for global fame, that casts their puerile souls in fervid game, untethered angels clutching scrolls of verse find their mad Muse crippled by its curse that morphs their souls with haughty greediness to mute robotic clowns of clumsiness. Entranced by solemn psalms of angel bards, tricked by misfortune of fallacious cards, we gather piously in temple halls to hear brave poems echo off sterile walls that spin our brains with grammar dizziness in lines free of constraining luckiness. So many angels crowd vast maze of myths to vie for laurels beneath monoliths, that I evade conceptual language spells to find demonic runes in vision wells refracting insight of sly wariness which unmask thirsty ghouls of holiness.
Wear Mask Of Jesus
Wear Mask Of Jesus © Surazeus 2026 01 01 I find my old story painted in snow by talons of ravens with moon-gold eyes that watch me with smirks on the castle wall where I find fallen crown of Anne Boleyn whose bright ghost haunts me everywhere I go so I sit at desk of sorrow and write. Right now my heart beats with cold winter wind that chills bones of people shopping at noon for presents they plan to give their loved ones where cars with piston engines stop and go at flash of lights bright as draconic eyes so I ache to soar high in silver skies. Spies record every little thing I do as I wander randomly about town past the gate of traitors where ribbons hang to indicate right way through maze of myths where people of nations wander in fear so I topple idols of their dead gods. Squads of gangsters paid by the government try to arrest innocent citizens but people who work in stores and hotels film their nefarious deeds with eye-phones then gather around the fountain of tears so I lead lost souls from the underworld. Curled on my lap on first day of the year, my cat with demonic eyes of respect purrs as I caress her long forest fur while watching drama about small-town kids who fight cruel monsters of the Rightside Up so I play wizard on holy crusade. Spade in hands of the humble working man glistens in sunlight at construction site as I dig up soil of the town soccer field to pour cement as foundation of faith for church that honors the crucified king so I design religion based on truth. Booth of the fortune teller by the bank glows with mysterious light of the moon when Madame Sosostris with serpent eyes reveals my secret name Tiresias transformed by Hera to girl in long dress so I play Judy Garland on world stage. Caged by diagnostics of world events through frantic architecture of blind greed, we mimic wingless angels to rebel against mind control of the puppeteer who preaches supremacy of his god so I wear mask of Jesus to the show.
Brave Children Of Our Love
Brave Children Of Our Love © Surazeus 2026 01 01 Another spin around the shining sun returns my body to fountain of light where I swim laughing in the dreamless deep to mold my passion into juicy fruit that flushes my veins with electric blood so I resurrect from grave of my heart. Evolving now four hundred million years, I transform life after life to become Idea of God that gleams in my mind as goal toward which I strive with ache of love through passion of the conscious brain I am to transcend nothingness of wordless sleep. I walk the signless road on quest for truth around the spinning world ten thousand times, forever lost on boundless plain of time where I build homes from anguish of respect as tombs that shelter my ancestral skulls while I continue on another dawn. Fast forward on the endless road of hope I fly toward vision of paradise lost where I tend fruit trees of my broken heart that bloom with treasure of the shining sun transforming rain to energy of love so we can dance another hour till death. Each flower blooming from corpse of my heart remembers every life of driving pain that my ancestors lived from birth to birth which motivates my lonely quest to find pure spark of light in darkness of my brain till I expand my conscious scope as God. I wake each morning eighty million years reborn in new form of immortal genes to walk vast landscape of this cluttered globe and fight for life against aggressive hate so I survive each cycle of rebirth against the greedy puppeteer of power. I hide my face behind hard mask of faith to shield my soul against consuming fear so I transcend relentless swirl of death beyond brutal fate of Achilles Christ as I evade destruction long enough to generate new child before I die. Another spin around the mindless sun reveals four hundred million years of change as perfect vision of our life on Earth because we struggle against pain and fear to find our soul mate on the road of hope so we become brave children of our love.
Our Last Sad Farewell
Our Last Sad Farewell © Surazeus 2026 01 01 There was no time for our last sad farewell, Martha whispers to the time-wilted tree as she kneels on frozen mud in bare field near the wheel-worn road past abandoned farm, and shivers in tattered dress of her youth though the sun is small and green in gray clouds. If I tell you I love you with pure light while time is flowing swift as valley streams I fear our love would change and dissipate, then everything would flow away with it, and vanish into nothingness of fate, so I try to stop time to express love. Gray wisps of hair tangled by winter wind veil her wrinkled face with wordless pain as withered hands press against frozen mud where she buried him thirty years before, and wonders if he knows she is still here, aching with desire to see his lost face. Ghosts of young lovers dance around old woman, her younger self and man she madly loves, on warm spring evening thirty years before when they embraced and laughed with careless joy from calm confidence they would be together forever in paradise of their hearts. I never thought our time of joyful love would be short as three seasons of wild spring before that gang of thieves stabbed you with spears for defending our fruit grove with brave faith, nor that I would survive your sudden death more than thirty years of persistent hope. My skin, once clean as ripe rain-nourished apples, is wrinkled now as stiff hoof-trampled mud, but you are still young in my memories, eyes sparkling with mischievous energy as he crept up behind me with sly plan to steal another kiss with tender care. Inhaling bitter wind with resigned faith, Martha slowly stands on frail trembling legs and trudges from grave of her youthful love toward crumbling shack where she still lives alone, but stops halfway to vain eternity when gang of children call her evil witch. Tears freeze on her cheeks as they dance around and throw hateful stones that bruise her frail arms, and she trembles, battered by their hard kicks, when she collapses prone in the barren field, and stares at his face in indifferent clouds that shroud her broken body with white snow.
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