Insight Of Weird Gratitude

Insight Of Weird Gratitude
© Surazeus
2026 05 24

Excessive thoughts of bonus ardency 
expose conceptual pride of World God Mind 
that flashes vaguely true in radio songs 
with urgent insight of weird gratitude 
sent out in instant grams of doctored faith 
as scenes of beauty that inspire my heart. 

Because my body is less dead that stone 
and limbs of motion fly away alone, 
I prize computer screens of flashing words 
as stars that channel divine Mind of God 
through startled neurons of my Dreamless Brain, 
so I build House of Wisdom from cracked bone. 

Strange music leads me through assertive rain 
down endless streets of sorrow slick with rain, 
from gloom of faith to glowing hall of fear 
where demons paint on holy walls of bone 
reverent icons to the Mother and Child 
who grows to rule vast nations with brave law. 

What apparition on angelic wings 
descends from vast blue heaven of regret 
with arms outstretched to welcome every soul 
reborn as wingless angels who contend 
in global wars of Hadean prophecy 
to prove their father is true god of Earth. 

No frame of steel-glass towers could contain 
magnificent ghost of modest disdain 
with godless beauty of cerulean skies 
where demons and angels as men disguised 
sell each other medallions of false fame, 
inspired by passion of the tongueless flame. 

Born upward by rush of violent wind 
that swells from secret cavern of our hearts, 
we claim authority of perfect light 
speaks through our mortal bodies of frail flesh 
with holy spirit of celestial truth 
that motivates our souls to seek real truth. 

One delicate twisted flame from God Mind 
expands bright fireworks in Hall of My Mind 
so I feel bright immortal Soul of God 
wake in my brain brief hour of ecstasy 
since atoms of my soul flare forth from eye 
of light at center of the universe. 

When orange nasturtium of my aching heart 
blooms bright from ancient rotten corpse of god, 
I feel the special spirit of my soul 
wake my brief hour of all eternity, 
so I dance with grace on landscape of the world 
and sing about weird beauty till I die.