Safe In Boat Of Faith

Safe In Boat Of Faith
© Surazeus
2025 09 14

When you appear before me in the wind, 
face glowing with achievement of your faith, 
my heart reframes weird concept of your name 
with untamed light of innocent disdain 
so we become one shadow of true love 
resoftened by embrace of thought we share. 

Catastrophically aware through attrition 
that I might not be real as river stones, 
I leave excessive thoughts designed by light 
to squirm assertively through radiant mud 
with thrashing attitude for laughing joy, 
naked in cold darkness of everywhere. 

Each time I open bold door of my car 
I feel electric storm of calm respect 
flash bright across brute mirror of my mind 
that snatches vastness of the holy sky
so flames of solitude entwine my body 
with tangled sentences of coded words. 

She almost knows that hope could break my heart 
despite how sparks of soul connectedness 
combine our pulsing eyes with silent fear 
since battle to control our wordless thoughts 
may never happen in the sun-blind noon 
though we float awkwardly beneath the ground. 

Regret confuses swarms of buzzing ghosts 
who plunge with fierce desire in sea of eyes 
to show me path of opportunity 
that I should follow on my quest for wealth 
if I would rule this undulating space 
where masks of my lost selves sink in the lake. 

I leave fake feelings on the cement road 
with fractured glasses of divine insight 
crushed by the rubber tires of capital 
which gives me power to buy factored faith 
when I go out with lanterns of bright doubt 
to find the idol that reflects my soul. 

To find your spirit faint among bright stars 
I gaze through telescope of loyal trust 
where you glide gracefully on angel wings 
in imitation of Corvus the Clown 
who scatters diamonds on the bloody ground 
which cleanses Earth of endless civil wars. 

You vanish every time I look for you 
with mocking laughter at the social clue 
which I attempt to buy with magic beans 
so I can hear the spirit of the times 
explain where tide of history will flow 
to bear my family safe in boat of faith.