Desire To Generate Souls

Desire To Generate Souls
© Surazeus
2025 05 19

Because the whole sky fits inside my skull, 
I wake in darkness of the everywhere 
to find I am small as the apple seed 
which blooms vast as our swirling galaxy 
that flashes melodies of rain-sparked words 
through undulating matrix of my brain. 

The airplane gliding across empty sky 
takes me to the past where I should not be 
because I get there faster in winged flight 
than if I walk on foot across the land, 
so I fold my soul in page of the book 
that records each forgotten genocide. 

Love motivates each action of my hands 
to build beauty from random elements 
that guard your embodied spirit from harm 
so you can savor pleasure of this life 
in moments of togetherness we share 
that fuels our desire to generate souls. 

When I look for God in dream of the world 
to understand nature of energy, 
I feel conscious sense of my Self expand 
beyond enclosing bounds of my soul frame 
so I become God I am looking for 
that vibrates love in every human soul. 

I am illusion of my pulsing brain 
that feels itself awake inside my skull 
as atoms flashing bright in chemicals 
which conjure virtual model of the world 
through vision of my whole ontology 
that defines structure of our universe. 

Before beginning of my sense of self 
that speaks dream spells in breath of honest hope 
I touch weird image of my secret face 
reflected in bright mirror of the pool, 
and wonder from what stone of time I spring 
through fierce compassion of the angel wing. 

Through every conscious choice of faith I make 
based on clear vision my brain formulates, 
I calculate strict progress of my fate 
to build my destiny with stone and wood 
by planting fruit trees inside garden walls 
where my descendants may thrive and transcend. 

Death is no threshold our bodies pass through 
for we are composed from atoms of light 
so we must generate children of hope 
through seed that fertilizes egg of love 
to reincarnate soul-genes again in flesh 
four hundred million years of soul rebirth.