Raised Fist Of Desire © Surazeus 2026 01 31 Glass city clenches raised fist of desire with knuckles whitened by harsh winter light that signs its name in smoke along gray docks with brute authority of iron rules that click sharp as rosary beads in the head, each prayer grim bargain struck with appetite. Since power prefers mirror of respect instead of human face that hides intent, it studies angled posture of slow grins that pass for brave conviction on the stage where mortals portray gods with human grace before assassination of the heart. Power sits at home in slippers and robe, and sips hot tea while counting silver spoons passed down as heritage from merchant kings when fathers harden sons with silver coins as profits kept in ledgers by the hearth through blessings rationed thin on winter nights. History enters hall of haughty tycoons, dragging rusty anchor through living rooms, to offer glass of wine with palsied hand to faithful dogs who always bark on cue, while those who bite the feeding hand will bleed black tears of sorrow in the surging sea. Young heroes seeking glory in the game may trip on names and dates of broken vows when they attempt to wake from gold-filled vault blind ghost of Fortune who requires their hand in bargain with the Devil bought with hope to steal the pot of truth from leprechauns. Cracked radio recites weird measured calm of aching violins that makes wives cry, while sirens teach hard streets the sharper truth that strength and wiles will always win the day in second civil war to rule the world fought long between the Joker and the Thief. Shy savior who appears from swirling smoke feels power pulse from bruise beneath his skin as weather front that chooses who will freeze which leaves dark print of ash at tender touch, yet when he wields lost sword of just reward his bullhorn voice is silenced by cruel lies. Still when he stands on tower of lost faith, stripped of awe at grand principles of good, he feels brute power shiver with torn wings as moth caught in vast spider web of rage, strange truth that dies when he names it aloud, yet rises strong when he names it again.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Saturday, January 31, 2026
Raised Fist Of Desire
Fields Of Mute Bones
Fields Of Mute Bones © Surazeus 2026 01 31 Young silent menace wanders mountain trails to find ghosts of her childhood by the lake where flowers transform our bodies of flesh to unseen beauty of assertive faith, yet search for secret identity fails through revelation of the falling rain. Awake in forest of anxieties without broken lamp of Diogenes, he gathers apples in basket of faith, yet ponders cost of his self-sacrifice to save the world from tyranny of greed when men destroy what they cannot possess. When she brings wet lavender to his home and gives him cinnamon of her desire, he gives her cheerful sparrow of his heart, so they sit by the pool of gold moonlight and smile shyly as they eat apple pie while they invent new language of their love. Her song of longing wakes him from strange dream so he gathers stones of the mountain trail to repair crumbling wall of paradise and fix the leaky roof of their small house to keep her warm and dry in winter rains that weave new rivers in fields of mute bones. Because his homeland has become deep well that fountains sorrow from his wounded chest, he gives loaves of bread with honey and nuts to all his neighbors in dark anxious woods, then kneels before shrine of the faceless god carved from scented pine that gleams in ice rain. While he is sweating in fever of fear, she nourishes his wisdom-wounded heart with milk of stellar light drawn from the moon that writhes trapped in limbs of the hawthorn tree though she prays to the impossible sky for miracle from stones that question why. Stopping as she gathers herbs in dark woods, she observes the clock of infinite time that ticks in trunk of the elegant tree to measure transformation of her heart urged by pain to assume passionate love for every creature living in the world. Breathing ethereal spirit of the moon, she determines to remain honorable with plan to survive evil of this world, so she hugs him when he wakes from weird dream, and caresses his cheek with ghostly hand that dissipates into swirls of snowflakes.
Find Tellurian Beryl
Find Tellurian Beryl © Surazeus 2026 01 31 I will never tire of this spectacle of humans fighting each other for power for that is all we have done to each other through ten thousand years of the miracle we call strange passion of living in peril on sacred quest to find Tellurian Beryl. Dark energy of life that moves our souls in harmony with seasons of sea tides contrives no grand goal of hope, yet abides as blind lust driving us to play our roles in global theater of tragic fame that bleeds with wealth from idol without name. Thus I record with chronicles of fear senseless splendor of love we dare express stumbling across Bridge of Forgetfulness to win ruthless grace of the puppeteer who mocks our victories with hollow praise even as we transcend each psychic phase. I shall not think of those I love as dead though they are ghosts my song revives with care for grief of loss fuels energy we share till they are but faint shadows in my head who build snow demon on our sun-bright yard, safe in paradise where I still stand guard. No more do I feel terror of the grave for that small hole in surface of this world, where I rest after I play cosmic herald, converts my body to its spirit wave which beams my voice to radio of faith so you hear haunting song of my star wraith. Awake in higher consciousness from pain that spurs our mental growth from animal to god whose thoughts are philosophical, I grasp dire emptiness of social gain entrapped by fraud of mental suffering which I forge as horcrux in magic ring. Inured to agony of knowing fate that calculates how every soul will die, I search for Ungod in soul-empty sky till I know how to extract love from hate in progress that blooms from truth I believe to generate new life our hearts conceive. Startled awake from dream of crowded towns, I float in viridescent haze of tunes that fill my sky with hundred million moons bright as fire-lit forts on mist-shrouded downs where my angelic heart becomes more feral when I gaze deep in found Tellurian Beryl.
Masked With Seraphic Light
Masked With Seraphic Light © Surazeus 2026 01 31 Embrace my body when I die, great Earth, so I may live masked with seraphic light bestowed as grace by angel of my heart who congregates in one immortal Muse all female ancestors who weave my soul from their memories that program how I love. Ascension on effective wings of faith provides pure psychic energy of hope for me to dance on light quicksilver toes on winding path around harsh obstacles so I evade cruel Death in Slough of Despond when I transform on whirring edge of night. Blind Mother Sea creates from beams of light these heavy bodies of muscles on bones through which immortal spirit of our genes transcends immensity of pulsing byss along jeweled streams to sheltering lakes where we rise from water to walk on Earth. While hard Earth, carved in curves by wind and rain, supports our journey to the Promised Land, she shelters our frail bodies in her heart when temporary nodes of conscious souls wither and decay till we fade away and sleep while our children maintain our soul. Perennial flowers bloom from corpse of God whose chemical engine of chugging veins urges passionate response of tense hope as Isis searches every land on Earth to find his severed limbs of rotten flesh and sew fragments of Horus in one mind. Now wild Prometheus, restored to life by Doctor Frankenstein in castle tower, presides over corporate empire of wealth that binds sovereign nations with strands of greed in global state of fraught relationships as fractured federation based on faith. Yet Queen of Maytime, rising from despair, still burning bright with holy taunts of prayer, howls wild with mantra of the flower child to rule war-torn world as Lord of Misrule so Jesus joins with Buddha on high hill to flash the world awake with blinking eye. All brutal tyrants grasping reins of power, who try to kill all who oppose their rule, exhaust their souls from bitter rage of hate when Earth embraces them with gentle arms and snuffs out flames of war so trees of fruit may bloom from corpses of their rotten souls.
Friday, January 30, 2026
Tathagata With Nine Eyes
Tathagata With Nine Eyes © Surazeus 2026 01 30 When she travels back to land of her birth, small island ever floating in blue mist, she finds photos and relics of the past as treasures that vibrate with psychic signs containing spirits her ancestors beam that preserve their memories in mute form. When she opens old leather-covered book to read poems her great-grandmother composed concerning life of curious characters who lived in village by the mountain lake, dust of her long-vanished soul from the page causes her to sneeze as she starts to cry. Fragile photo with crumbling edges gleams with gray fading ghost of the slender girl wearing long batik skirt and white lace blouse whose body aged and vanished long ago, wrinkled and thin as long vine in moist heat, eyes black with beauty of the midnight moon. She rides Garuda halfway round the Earth to visit village by the muddy stream and walk in grove of old banana trees where her ancestors lived six thousand years, lush paradise now teeming with small cars that crowd narrow roads in vast city maze. She opens tin box hidden in the drawer to find small jewel her ancestor found eight hundred years ago one afternoon when he was hunting demons in dark woods on slope of Mount Semeru where swift birds lead him to cavern of One-World God. Enchanted by tune of the Gamelan that rings with voice of Nyai Roro Kidul in sun-gleaming temple of Achintya, she ponders oneness of all deities who emanate from supreme nothingness to manifest multiple states of mind. She feels glow deep in vastness of her heart emptiness of truth that beams energy composing all material forms of being, so she takes new selfie with her eye-phone and posts it on her social media site to preserve ancestral soul of her heart. Having worked her way up to state of love for every creature living on this Earth, she becomes Tathagata with nine eyes as she glides gracefully on glowing clouds when she returns home to Oconia where she eats Batavia soup with her family.
World King By Accident
World King By Accident © Surazeus 2026 01 30 Commencing slide into abyss of faith, we try to surf electric waves of truth, but tumble laughing with frantic delight, sprawled across fraught landscape of broken skulls because our faces are erased by light though we humans invent magical tools. Despite arduous task assigned by God to build social system from psychic mud, we skip with carefree joy of happy fools in haunted valleys of Elysian Fields to rescue children from church-funded schools in scenes depicted on Achillean shields. Digging trench to assemble water main which channels spirit energy of rain, Daedalus directs construction project to link our hearts across Antarctic waste according to plans of the Architect on which our social system will be based. Arrest of Midas and Herod at last will prove the second civil war is past when journalists reporting latest news find Isaiah mute on the White House lawn after he escapes with help of the Muse from gulag prison of the Golden Dawn. While twanging electric guitar on stage to sing lyrics that express youthful rage against machine of empire we oppose, Bacchus collapses from huge heart attack that blooms from his heart as angelic rose, recorded live on film with the laugh track. Mask of his face illuminated bright when Fame finds Mad Prophet with truth spotlight, Phoebus declares campaign for President when he preaches salvation by faith of works, then finds himself World King by accident, so he rules wisely without power perks. Electrocuted by conceptual wire of language code programmed for global choir, Jove plays police with authority voice with crucial help from lamp clown Lucifer who preaches truth by democratic choice, conceived through Liberty by Jupiter. Crowned God by Melusine and Guinevere, to nurture people as the Puppeteer, new World Messiah floats on pyramid as Big Brother watching all with One Eye to guide our growth beyond being Hominid till I fall head-first from Heavenless sky.
Thursday, January 29, 2026
Pencil Of Secret Codes
Pencil Of Secret Codes © Surazeus 2026 01 29 Not clever enough to avoid the trap of telling sick jokes to the lizard king, cute ray of sunshine dressed in methane skirt nurses child of the devil with black milk while chewing the pencil of secret codes that crouch with moon toads in abandoned mines. Adjusting perspective through edgy truth, she deals with hilarious opposites that pivot around Still Point of all time within framework of cerebral concepts based on project to design new world view that deconstructs imperial rule with lies. Misdirect focus of attentive greed from propaganda project to brainwash fools willing to believe religious tales presenting miracles as measured facts which support grand state ideology so we can see essential truth of being. She surfs event horizon of star waves with graceful anguish of lonely respect through slow revolving door of formal change programming how we understand the real based on aggressive twinkle of brain stars that twitch in cosmic wind of endless change. Raindrops paint dry dirt with radiant eyes that dazzle hearts of young vivacious ghosts who count how many crows fly outside time forever west to find where the sun hides with sharp intention of untampered books to build palace of notes from broken bones. Immaterial orchids by garden pool explain confusion about soul rebirth involving various objects without names that we assemble inside walls of stone with plan to purchase from ghost in the cave house of the haunting melody we play. Amorphous desire of rational fate urges me to invent new simple words that lurk on edge of aesthetic regret through intellectual game of puzzling charge based on sensational spark of dawn light that misleads progress of our retrospect. Social collision between private kings and public jesters over whose world view will better assimilate in one myth psychic trauma every human endures transforms countless warring states of the Earth in global drama no one wants to play.
Curse Of Global Fame
Curse Of Global Fame © Surazeus 2026 01 29 This collapse of our old world view is no loss because blind butterflies carry gold stones to build colossal web of fragile words from shining filaments of memories which maps how glass bees pollenate our brains with frantic visions of escaping cars. When first my pencil beautifies the world with breathing figures sprung from rancid eggs, I purchase prospects to give soul delight with new creation blooming from fake sight that spurs my deathless passion to transcend hard obstacles that block my noble path. Trapped deep in maze of my seraphic theme, I hide in vain from curse of global fame to survey blissful wonders of the sky we share with every living soul on Earth which should elate our brains with wishful keys that opens gate to splendid hall of fears. Celestial Salem settled long on Earth decays from endless centuries of change, no longer calm from lost serenity despite how high my Muse ascends to Heaven with balmy wings now crippled by contest to mold weird vision in tablets of fire. Blinded by radiance of her bitter eyes, Damon guards Aurora with hard work, adjusting parts of engines with steel tools in brick garage near highway of brave wealth that shimmers on ethereal plain of hope beside the warehouse full of romance books. I fix my ardent view on moon-haze goal to map whole history of our spinning world with tale of each lost soul on signless road composing chronicle of long-dead gods who spread seraphic pinions with intent to savor anguish of this comic hour. Majestic grandeur of thundering flash, that luminates abyss between our worlds, expands from passion of my mountain wing when Zephyr dances in bomb-shattered church to gather pages torn from book of dreams and weave them in new global myth of fame. We bear in trembling hands of honesty fragments of our lost world view with care with arduous task of intricate concern to assemble new puzzle of world truth which assimilates all religions in creed that factors all obsessions in one myth.
Wednesday, January 28, 2026
Crippled By Attentive Lies
Crippled By Attentive Lies © Surazeus 2026 01 28 Whatever the wind carries my heart will lose because its pain-carved riverbed contains memories of my youth scattered on dry plains in strange country with language devils speak through riddles about my fugitive past since time omits my being from beams of light. Fake mask I wear through solidarity with faceless strangers I meet on long roads reveals no anger twisting my hard heart with fierce solidity of transient truth too terrible for children to recall based on ambiguous stories of the fall. Guilt-laced cape draped with calm alacrity exiles my soul to vale of absent grief shaped thick from shadows no one dares retrieve though I walk crippled by attentive lies in place unreconciled by correct laws beneath renegade star of fate I sell. Shape of my shadow, heavy on frail Earth, regrets how guiding constellations prove altered course is not incorrect way home though I maintain calm dignity of fear based on crumbling grace of abandonment against belief people cling to with hate. Penance purchased in marketplace of rage contrives reward for deeds of wretched hope despite concern innocent friends express in proverbs tangled by electric words that teach us how to survive lies we choose if we should cover our tracks with sly laugh. Because I think of how apples may fall at bitter crack of brave barbarity, I play my own ghost in bright morning glow by treading iced path up high rugged hill where I survey lush valleys of wheat farms while flakes of snow swirl cutely from gray clouds. Gestures of my fingers weaving weird words manipulate auras beaming from brains fractured by paradigm shift where old truths reframe spooky perception by new faith presenting morals for how we behave as rules enforced by the world justice squad. Amused by anguish of electric eyes that glows with optimistic view of change, I find my memories carried by the wind, scattered as feathers on dry river shore because I meditate ten million years on how nothing is solved with honest tears.
Build Empire Of Liberty
Build Empire Of Liberty © Surazeus 2026 01 28 Through adulation of exploding stars we celebrate national independence from fascist gangsters wearing crowns of gold to fight for justice and freedom for all in name of democratic principles on which we build empire of liberty. Awake as angels in our holy mountains, we dig our ancient names from soil of faith to build enormous statue from our fear that honors heroes who perform great deeds to free every people from slavery, inspired by ancient songs of troubadours. Affirmative in action of the mind, we join with refugees from many nations to form world state with liberty for all based on names of heroes on the black wall digested by malice of billionaires who fear romantic songs of the wild people. Harmonious America unites tribes from every nation of the world in fierce contentious system of respect beneath universal sky of the Ungod whose spirit glows the more we love each other as we unite to fight cruel men with guns. We sing our elegies and jubilees with humble hope to build safe paradise for every person living on this globe who work together sea to shining sea to nurture new world born from all our hearts with courage to face murderers with guns. Each day the world ends in apocalypse we clear away crimes evil men commit to build new world from our wagons and boats that we employ to find the Promised Land where Liberty stands in Temple of Truth to guide our way with fragile light of hope. Though I fall wingless in the ring of fire and walk the signless road of everywhere, your love weaves new wings on my wounded heart so I rise as Lucifer who bears light to lead lost souls to Heaven we create from prophet-singing skulls of our ancestors. When I retrieve the Golden Fleece of faith from lawless land of gangsters in gold castles I stand on pyramid of the one eye and give my testimony to the world that we fight thieves and slavers with courage though they shoot hundred million of us dead.
Tuesday, January 27, 2026
Way Too Far Away
Way Too Far Away © Surazeus 2026 01 27 Even though you seem way too far away, remote as cold stars of unmeasured time, my heart returns from void of snowy fields so I can reach across abyss of fear and give you treasure I found in the woods, which must not be the shadow of my name. Therefore I shall outline multiple paths to gain majority of voiceless thoughts across rugged terrain of secret hopes where forsythia spills over river banks in disabled meadow of broken doors where curious children invent new myths. Durable books contain our enterprise to climb inflated hills of heritage, impressive with knowledge of integers introduced by jewels in faceless ponds where mutual friends ponder new mystery concerning novel ownership of faith. Petulant lovers exchange moral jokes based on productive game of give and take fueled by fierce opposition to loss despite arrogant state of curious doubt that strengthens our fraught relationship well enough to notice our hard-earned success. Avoiding pitfalls every teacher maps through pledge to investigate observed facts with measured analysis based on fear, we consolidate unspoken concerns in clever proverbs old people recite when they remember lessons learned from pain. Through strife to become more consciously real as organic being of chemical lust I transcend bitter angst of suffering which liberates my soul from prison camp where my mind stays trapped after eighty years though my body lounges in paradise. Paradox of still shapes that never move through shards of time devised by ticking clocks reveals illusion of motion I rule as spiral swirl computing finite curve that arcs conceptual change of constant war toward perfect impersonation of God. Beyond the utmost bound of divine words I follow knowledge on the Golden Path through dream-tangled woods of pulsing masks to catch electric star of blood-hot faith that leaves me stranded in yard of your heart so we can be together for all time.
Black Milk Of Daybreak
Black Milk Of Daybreak © Surazeus 2026 01 27 Once again we drink black milk of daybreak while digging graves for our teachers and nurses who tend festering wounds in doorless rooms where the blind man writes with tooth of the snake riddles on walls of museums and churches that bleed words of truth in eyes of the ground. Each morning we drink black milk of daybreak to make room for more graves in empty clouds where faceless ghosts of people with lost names hide stories of harsh suffering they endure deep in blinking hearts of red traffic lights that signal our duty to oppose hate. Each lunchtime we drink black milk of daybreak while flames of world war consume garden trees where Sulamith plays with serpent of truth who recites riddles from book of fake lies that prophesy fall of America and rise of Zarathia to rule Earth. Each evening we drink black milk of daybreak while Albert plays electric violin to raise soul of Odysseus from the dead who catches capital bullets of rage with psychic aperture of his blue eye since he lives in the house with countless graves. Each midnight we drink black milk of daybreak since Margarete with the long golden hair wanders in the house of the rising sun to transform nuclear missiles of despair into blackberry vines of innocence so she can bake pies from our wounded hearts. We decide to drink black milk of daybreak because the bridge of happiness we built collapses in swift River Styx of change through urgent pride of honest arrogance to assert principles of thought control hidden by polished mask of Jupiter. No one wants to drink black milk of daybreak during the century of global wars when angels in airplanes bomb paradise as spies infiltrate foreign governments till time assimilates nations of gangs in peaceful United Nations of Earth. I refuse to drink black milk of daybreak after digging graves for millions of souls who haunt me on long restless afternoons so I record their names and tragic lives in sacred chronicle of the blind crow while I float in house of eight billion doors.
Monday, January 26, 2026
Most Lonely Telephone
Most Lonely Telephone © Surazeus 2026 01 26 If I ever forget why children cry I will become the most lonely telephone that never rings across the countryside where I hang out on trunk of the old elm, ignoring angels falling from the sky in terrible war against silver planes. When she finds the gold-spotted serpent egg, Tellus slips it in straw basket of grass, then runs graceful as lithe deer in the woods to small cave by the gleaming pool of gems where she fries it in the skillet to eat, then leans against old elm to count the crows. Young slender man in brown suit and red tie steps from the motorcar in polished shoes, and asks the girl with flowers in her hair where he can find the waterfall of wrens, so she leads him through shadows of old elms while chattering about how angels cry. Three grim men in black suits with machine guns burst into the grove by the waterfall where Belenus stares in shock of surprise, but Tellus twirls around and kicks the guns, and fights all three goons in martial combat, whacking them on their heads with willow wand. After they run away into the woods, Tellus sits on the grass and spreads her skirt, then offers him sandwich of beef and cheese, so he devours her lunch with eager joy, then recites poetry while they drink wine, and she dances gleefully at sunset. Embraced in twinkle of eternal stars, Belenus and Tellus make love with relish of passionate bliss with blooming of flowers that tremble when bees drink nectar of faith to pollinate their pistils from their stamens till sunburst scatters dew to soak lush hills. When their son Lugus reaches eighteen years he joins the royal rifle regiment sent overseas to hills of Hindustan where he climbs rugged trail to mountain cave and falls in love with graceful Parvati who plays haunting melodies on the flute. While Lugus is building new four-wheeled wagon and Parvati is frying Paratha bread, grand silver airplane of imperial power drops righteous bomb that blasts their mountain hut and rips their bodies so they lie on grass trembling in pain as they embrace and kiss.
Evasive Algebra Of Faith
Evasive Algebra Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 01 26 I have never wondered when I will die because Death will unalive my hot soul so suddenly my conscious sense of self will puff out into lightless nothingness as I fall endlessly in sea of gloom and dissipate into light of the moon. While still aware of pulsing pulchritude that gushes hotly through my quivering flesh, I grasp at beauty of clear nothingness by letting go deep breath of agony so I release grip on meaning of life which I designed to balance me afloat. My heart beats wild with time-ascending wings to gallop swiftly along river shores beyond horizon of the flaming dawn with eager passion to fly among clouds, but stumble into evening glow of fear and lie unbodied by the singing tree. Calm stillness cloaking me with cricket chirps enshrouds my naked soul in twilight gloom of blue dispersal fading into thoughts concerning how roots curl into my flesh and suck my body dry of bitter tears so I spring laughing into flash of day. Implied assertion of extreme regret explains foundation formed from graphic seeds yet neutral to contrived accomplishments which caravans of blind angels broadcast through bulletins of wedding catalogs that strikes with valid voltage of respect. Alone surviving on wisdom of truths, claimed as welfare by winners of rigged games, I sample unique response of grim gods restricted by signals of scheduled tricks encoding sensors of routine upgrades contrary to testament of the seer. Segments of nature model innocence by which we network merchant companies retrieving options of unlicensed games through hybrid justice still unjustified in context of agreements no one signs with boolean bankruptcy of avatars. Because I know exactly when I die, based on evasive algebra of faith, I play appellant in court of brave lies enforced by discipline of holy jokes encrypted as dependence on vain trust since I cannot duplicate my dream brain.
Weird Music Of The Stars
Weird Music Of The Stars © Surazeus 2026 01 26 Acerbic laughter through fury of art inspires unwavering vision of the cool with meticulous craft of ardent truth based on generous dedication to love which serves our bodily autonomy for dancing to weird music of the stars. Refusal to perform heart-broken clown for blood-thirsty crowd of fierce warriors, who battle tyranny of legal words, remains the primal goal of my project to be intimate with mask of my soul that conceals my secret identify. Unafraid to speak the obvious truth about class we inherit from dead gods, because we thrive with ruthless honesty, I inhabit random gender of fate through fertile generation of new ghosts who animate robotic shell of hope. Laser-focused on trouble spots in spells my brain unspools from anguish of respect through chance survival of exploding words, I explore uncanny valley of lies to trace journey of my strange life from Hell in process of finding my place on Earth. Born in bright valley of nine singing skulls, I know mute sadness in the wings of crows that guide my path across the trackless waste where I can change into wolf of my heart to protect my family from greedy thieves because we have always lived by the sea. Long prayers to ocean tides and mountain peaks conjure ghosts of my ancestors from stones smoothed by millions of years of gentle waves so I can ask them what experiences that they endured program how I see life as manifestation of my desires. Numinous phantom of the holy pearl glows before my eyes on wind-swept beach, who gazes deep in hollow of my heart with countless eyes of stars in her moon face, so I offer apple of naked trust which she transforms into my pulsing heart. Ferocity through humorous restraint braids each random day I experience in spooling film of pretty memories to frame bitterness of abandoned grief as menace I embody when I sing empathic clarity of selfless love.
Nothingness Of The Universe
Nothingness Of The Universe © Surazeus 2026 01 26 Brilliant nothingness of the universe fills my heart with swirling rivers of joy for I have heard soul of the water sing four hundred million years of turning time in melodies that vibrate through my mind so all my cells ring with pure cosmic chime. Aching nothingness of the frozen hour traps my dreaming mind in form of my body so I breathe deep celestial thoughts of light to sing in harmony with flashing stars that weave my soul in tapestry of time which signifies my being with secret name. Urgent nothingness of my daily task rewinds my memories into ringing phones so I call everyone alive on Earth to ask if they remember timeless hour when our common First Mother woke from dream and sang first wordless song of human hope. Fertile nothingness of wide rain-soaked fields provides encouragement of sacred code which cows express in wisdom of fresh grass so I play flute of soft mercurial wail that wakes eight billion souls from water dream with passion to attend World Festival. Patient nothingness of hand-fashioned crafts supports productive factories of faith so we construct new civil infrastructure from shattered ruins of our old world view designed by cosmic Architect of Truth who loves that we express true happiness. Sterile nothingness of religious faith deceives my heart with desperate belief that my body will resurrect from death if I believe some honest tribal king who died two thousand years ago loves me, so I love everyone before I die. Coded nothingness of cultural myths provides moral guide for how I perform special role I compose from social tropes when I play Tiresias in World War Three as prophet of the Ungod no one sees to lead faceless ghosts to the Promised Land. Psychic nothingness of our empire state frames national events with shards of truth which I assemble as puzzle of facts in global epic tale of noble deeds when Jesus defeats Satan once again so everyone lives together in peace.
Sunday, January 25, 2026
Ride Carousel Of Fate
Ride Carousel Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 01 25 If the sky is doorway to everywhere, opened wide by joy of my aching heart, then I will soar into immensity with awe at breathless beauty of all light which I perceive with mind-expanding scope of conscious passion for honest respect. If owl of my heart, perched on broken branch of faith in cosmic energy of love, stirs ancient wings of silent urgency, then I will find pure egg of soul rebirth gleaming with crystal eyes inside my brain as psychic battery charged with solemn words. If holy cow of spirit-fueling milk arrives at dawn across the misty field, pulling wagon of bricks baked in the sun, then I will build new temple for our god who holds the spotted dragon egg of faith with tender care of time-unspooling hope. If opal gleaming on the signless road, containing eyes of every long-dead god, radiates pure wisdom of eccentric books, then I will dig sacred river canal so we can irrigate vast fields of wheat that forms foundation of our empire state. If angels guard our bodies while we vote for who will rule our disorganized state with random laws he thinks of in the bath, then I will count how many apple seeds lie scattered on the marble temple floor where turtles analyze profits through loss. If blind children ride carousel of fate with sly plan to paint frescoes on church walls depicting deaths of saints in accidents, then I will travel toward the holy land through flashing portal of argentine light to find divine doctor who heals all wounds. If my grandfather flies airplane of faith low over rippling lake of secret snakes who sing psalms in heavenly choir of ghosts, then I will map every telephone pole that connects our brains as the world wide web in global marketplace of false ideas. If I keep walking in circles of truths in frantic chase for the most scathing joke that exposes weakness of tyranny, then I will carve runes on the rock of ages cleft wide by earnest zeal of loyalists so we can ride the carousel of fate.
Tears Of Sad Mermaids
Tears Of Sad Mermaids © Surazeus 2026 01 25 To find pure pearls from tears of sad Mermaids I dive deep in dark sea of swirling fears with pure celestial breath of cautious faith where I face hungry demons of despair in noble fight to safe humanity from monsters lurking in gloom of our hearts. I perform these actions in long day dreams while sitting at desk in small cubicle as one among many soul programmers typing magic runes on keyboards of truth to code whole history of humanity in tales that chronicle our fight for Life. Though bitter winds of winter blast bleak streets with grim indifference Nature shows Mankind, millions of people demonstrate with signs proclaiming principle dear to our hearts that every person breathing air of life has equal right to liberty and justice. These bromides, that sustained our hearts for years through centuries of soul awakenings and wars for freedom against slavery, taste bitter now that our once noble state teeters on shaken foundations of faith at long-expected rise of tyranny. Even this grand republic of free will, which our fathers built with brave sacrifice, crumbles now from rotten bureaucracy asserted by aggressive gangs of thieves disguised as masters of the money game who seek to enslave us with credit debt. Immortal spirit of the cruel dictator, that possesses greedy men everywhere, emerges in White House with bloody hands, emboldened by fear millions of men feel which Voldemort channels with magic wand carved from Spear of Longinus into guns. Yet when dictators of Satan appear to manipulate minds of angry men with hate to exploit people to gain wealth, our brave messiah sleuth, with honest heart honed by suffering, appears from our minds to lead freedom fighters with flag of truth. Minerva stands on pyramid of bones, bold one-eyed watcher keeping our world safe, to catch pure pearls as tears of sad Mermaids that nurture our courage to fight for Life, preserving state of world democracy which blossoms as Tree of Life from our hearts.
Time To Wake As The Earth
Time To Wake As The Earth © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Time to round the building corner of fate and ask the blind man in swan-feather cape how children are reborn from sticks and stones based on fake legends in old leather tomes stolen from libraries by bitter trolls who cannot find humans without weird souls. Time to ride the rocket ship beyond fate in dream trip captured on celluloid tape long before angels had all left the Earth to animate concept of the light word tangled with emotions of gods in rooms who play tragic lovers to jolly tunes. Time to escape glass labyrinth of homes constructed from code of dinosaur bones despite commitment to holy crusade contrived by bankers to monetize faith because mad jester crowns himself world king, proposing marriage to the skating rink. Diana drives red Volkswagen at dawn in splatter of rain from the Bible psalm on crowded highway in large Texas town with her son destined to play prophet clown, who thinks about his bike with demon wings despite how often the telephone rings. Time to prove bent-space formula correct by dream wizards from the Adventist sect who worship sorcerer of butterflies to calculate thought-twist of the next phase we humans must dream-travel to evolve with romantic tension lovers resolve. Time to play honest game of chess with Death in effort to translate what the tree says about proper etiquette on the wood path where we wrestle shadow of the pop quiz before we build our house upon the sand this shifts word dunes to redesign the land. Time to grow up and become the adult who sells secret prophecies of the cult about Tzatziki-flavored kettle chips that Jesus and Achilles share on trips to explore landscape of Greenland with hope humans will soon find peaceful ways to cope. Dionysus searches for quiet spot away from distraction of money games, and listens to breath of planes among clouds when obligations bluster past in wind, knowing we decay as Self vanishes at death just in time to wake as the Earth.
Super Beauty Of Wild Hearts
Super Beauty Of Wild Hearts © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Far beyond super beauty of wild hearts, faceless ghost in slime-clean gray business suit withdraws money earned torturing mute books from the automated teller machine, and buys hamburger and fries for his lunch before returning to work in the bank. Yet laughing turtle in the pink tutu dances gracefully on the iced mailbox while clowns in red and yellow uniforms beat people on the head with rubber bats which transform into tinsel butterflies that eat silver handcuffs off hands of kids. Trapped in voiceless midnight of the glass church, photocopied letters on wings of swans arrive from Gobi desert in blue eggs laid by famished horses in can of words that wriggle into shape of wet clay dolls who give each other flaming guns as gifts. King Lear mistakes the rusty can of words for slab of roasted beef as credit card he thrusts in hourglass of unspooling fate in vain attempt to purchased rugged cross designed by blind woman with thirty arms who sketches faces of children on doors. Pretension to awakeness of the lamp contrives new secret room of breathing walls where millions of people without cell phones bypass memories of traumatic events by laughing as they swing in the playground enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon. Yet Ariadne tugs at broken thread tangled in maze of quaint alleyway stores to conduct memory trace with images encoding characters from ancient myths which always leads to Sunday morning church where shadows of gods reverberate masks. Kwan Yin reveals in jar of honey wine shadow following shadow of my brain as echo responding to sound of words unspoken by shy lovers who grow old together in house of the rising sun where angel eyes are hammered in our masks. At moonrise youngest woman in the world drops eyes in glass of water to recall how wings of ravens hide wild ocean tide since color of milk reveals beating hearts we drink to celebrate when empires fall now based on super beauty of wild hearts.
When God Wakes From Dream
When God Wakes From Dream © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Aware of wind and water in bright air, Mike holds brass astrolabe in his left hand made by Jamal al-Din ibin Muquin three hundred sixty years ago from light of stars that weave our bodies into souls so he can see where he exists on Earth. If absence of quantity represents null value symbolized by great round eye enclosing all that exists in one mind, Mike feels diameter of nothingness beam out from zero as circle of light through first flash from which all atoms form shapes. Placing warm hand on his shoulder with care, Aryabhata explains in simple terms relativity of motion to note how we perceive while in the moving boat still objects on shore move backward from us, like stationary stars appear to move. Bright sun who seems to watch us humans live with silent glow of indifferent respect, radiates from center of eight swirling globes as we rotate through empty void of time with undulating hum of psychic love which generates our bodies from raindrops. Heating metal of meteor that fell in streak of fire from high Realm of Ideas, Mike forges sword of honest self-defense, then patrols river shore by fishing town to fight sharp-toothed monster with golden eyes, then hangs slain crocodile on rugged cross. Bending steamed wood in circle propped with spokes, Mike builds sun-round wheel for wagon of fate which Helios invented to support platform pulled by horses to transport goods from farm fields to market stalls on wide roads, which forms foundation of great empires. Aware of his body composed with light from atoms flashing bright since dawn of time, Mike invents symbols encoded in words to signify perceptions of his mind which designs grand ontology of truth defining cosmology of dream worlds. Expressed by character of conscious sight, our new global world view of what is real blooms from brain of the genius seer who sings riddles that explain how things operate as atoms swerving willfully to weave neural nets of love when God wakes from dream.
Treasure Chest Of Dreams
Treasure Chest Of Dreams © Surazeus 2026 01 25 After I ransack treasure chest of dreams, hidden by Pandora beneath her bed, I might find ghosts of noble characters, long worshiped as gods by long-vanished states, struggling to express their stale points of view, so I set their skulls on book shelves to sing. Yet after I let all those ghosts escape to haunt snow-frosted homes with Christmas trees, I find Pandora by the kitchen sink peeling potatoes, and hard-boiling eggs, to cook delicious meal that warms my heart, grateful I freed her from bitter regret. After eating chicken and gravy dish, that warms my heart with dreams of noble deeds, I wander woods along the sparkling stream where daisies bloom, and lithe goldfinches tweet, as I follow haunting song of desire which Pandora sings with uncanny joy. Wearing long white gown with thick leather belt, and coronet of flowers in her hair, Pandora kneels in sunlit meadow grove with hands caressing cheeks of spotted fawn that gazes up at her with moon-black eyes while she whispers and kisses his forehead. Climbing ancient apple tree on high hill where sharp-eyed hawk watches me with calm grace, I reach my hand to pluck ripe fruit of love but Nirah, serpent with star-flashing eyes, hisses at me with aggressive umbrage, so I breathe ethereal hope of respect. "Before you take sacred apple of truth," lithe Nirah hisses with celestial voice, "you must answer this riddle with brave poise by telling me secret name of the house where you enter blind, but exit with sight that lets you see inner essence of being." Entranced by reverie of my childhood, when I sat all day at the classroom desk learning to write letters that signify sounds depicting objects, actions, and states, I reply, "the house where I learned dream-sight is called the school where humans see the truth." Sitting with Pandora by the oak tree among daisies along the river shore, I give her basket of apples with love, so princess of the city-haunting ghost kisses my lips with passionate respect, then laughs as we eat and share tales of life.
Saturday, January 24, 2026
Time Of Startled Dreamers
Time Of Startled Dreamers © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Assembled in vast city of dark ice, we demonstrate against cruel tyranny and call for equal rights for every soul who works with faith in our community to create instead of destroy with hope in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Masked agents of cruel tyrant in the tower assault our neighbors with aggressive hate and drag them trembling in the bitter cold so we bring bread from hearth of liberty and bandages to heal their broken hearts in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Resurrected from television tombs with bodies composed of engines and glass, we challenge bullies of the fascist king with recording cameras instead of guns to chronicle abuse of human rights in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Untethered from ideal concept of freedom where every person lives based on free will, our bodies buzz with anguish of contempt, shrouded by brilliant glare of tyranny that blinds our eyes to paradise we lost in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Scattered in the waste land of lost ideals when our noble world view of social progress collapses into civil war from greed, we find each other in the ring of stones where we conspire to restore liberty in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Demonic laughter of dark winter storm, congealed from spirit smoke of bitter rage, looms over frosted land in purple surge that breaks the silver heart of noble warriors who struggle through thorny bushes of ghosts in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Suffocated by eyeless shade of faith that howls at bleeding gate of paradise, brave people of America assert civil rights to assemble and speak truth with trumpet voices that break down walls in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Black metal skies full of hunger-crazed crows mourn over city streets of demonstrators in thick polluted clouds of mocking angst till one voice of our many hearts radiates with luminescent beauty of bold faith in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven.
Pregnant With Forgotten Dreams
Pregnant With Forgotten Dreams © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Cloaked in white sheet of ghostly attitude, Ardith pretends to be the summer cloud that floats benignly over rolling hills, pregnant with forgotten dreams of lost souls who would inhabit idols of dead gods, then gives everyone slice of honeyed bread. Deemed unfit for proud royal company, Ardith wears mask of the black albatross at parties in the London Underground, pregnant with forgotten dreams of sad clowns who wear gray suits of strict accountancy as pirates of the global empire game. Amazed by strangeness of the multiverse, Ardith rides white horse on the carousel to leap timelines through variants of our world, pregnant with forgotten dreams of mad seers who navigate political constraints to ensure victory of democracy. Amused by images of her false face reflected on mirror masks people wear, Ardith hosts party in the stately hall, pregnant with forgotten dreams of gardeners who transform wilderness of shadowed woods to Garden of Eden where Josh plays god. Startled by his shy confession of love, Ardith stares at Josh with skeptical eyes to understand true nature of his being, pregnant with forgotten dreams of mechanics who fix piston engines of cars and planes which are time machines that only move forward. Ignored by haughty elite of fine art, Ardith poses nude in art gallery to hide weird genius of analysis, pregnant with forgotten dreams of blind painters who recreate ontology of truth vital to zeitgeist of our new world order. Astonished by wiles of Odysseus, Ardith weaves tapestry of world events that chronicle our second civil war, pregnant with forgotten dreams of scared soldiers who weep when her brother Bob sings grim hymns about the second coming of Perun. Crowned our new World Goddess of Liberty, Ardith rides chariot of fire with four angels, pulled by six white horses of innocence, pregnant with forgotten dreams of brave mothers who teach children how to fight tyranny as comrades in State of Zarathia.
Know How Apples Grow
Know How Apples Grow © Surazeus 2026 01 24 These woods are mine because I am here now, declares the wingless angel to the oak, then looks for devil dancing in the dark whose gold hair glows bright as the morning sun because her green eyes know how apples grow from stones to serpents with long rainbow wings. Concealed in honeysuckle bush of fear, the wingless angel watches bullets soar beyond the destined point of history where singing devil with three thousand eyes gives melons to lost strangers on the road because she knows the irony of loss. Each wood boat floating on the river waves, that flows from snow-white mountains to the sea, requires our bodies understand how time adjusts conceptual progress beyond death since all organic creatures dissipate to flashing atoms of attentive stars. If time is thinner than pages in books where stories of romantic partnerships record the tragic comedies of love, the singing devil might remember how her body glows from first kiss of her fate when she meets wingless angel by the lake. In chasm breaking hearts that lovers bridge words congeal frantic feelings into thoughts with ardent heaviness of lonely hearts so they bend undulating arc of time with kiss that folds enormous galaxies in tender vows exchanged to bind clear eyes. No anger billows at imminent death, retrieved through blunt refusal to concede, when weeping devil with long curly hair decides she will be strong in spite of pain by breathing deep celestial energy that fuels courage to endure suffering. Perfume of fresh-turned Earth intoxicates souls of wild children born from seeds of corn who bring baskets of vegetables at dawn to wingless angel and his devil bride who sweetly kiss by the blackberry patch while cows discuss philosophy of love. When spirit of the sky comes down to Earth and fills our bodies with fierce urgency to dance and sing beyond the end of time, the wingless angel and his devil bride call refugees of war to gather safe in walls of haven no tyrant can crack.
One Sun-Sourced Tear
One Sun-Sourced Tear © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Eyes swirling far beyond eternity, Sofia stands alone in crowded hall in world museum of the weeping mother before painting of mountains by the sea and feels Aurora Northern Lights transform her mortal body into divine wraith. One sun-sourced tear, infused with ancient light, sparked by first flash at beginning of time, slides down her cheek with sparkle of insight, reflecting countless spirits of pure chime, that gleams with journey thirteen billion years as egg preserving dreams of endless years. One drop of water gleaming in her brain preserves the dreams of progress fueled by hope from every organic creature of flesh through whom it flows as binding thread of light as we evolve four hundred million years to weave our bodies in serpentine web. Our bodies merge with bodies of our lovers when parents generate children through love, embraced with passion by the river shore, so we transform through endless soul rebirth, programmed by immortal soul of our genes to search for fruit tree of the holy land. Heart pulsing with assertion of desire, expressed by globe of atoms flashing bright as we spin slowly in void of strange stars, Sofia turns from painting of her world to see me standing in scope of her faith so light of joy bursts from her clouded eyes. Approaching me across vast plain of fear, with slow attention of cautious desire, Sofia smiles and reaches out her hand, palm open to receive gift of my heart, so I accept brave spirit of her trust to shelter in warm haven of my love. Hands clasped with calm companionship of trust, we stroll together winding road of life across bare waste land of eager respect to build Garden of Eden from our love that flourishes in lush Elysium where children of our love sprout into souls. Expanding conscious scope of our two minds, we circumscribe all possible outcomes by narrowing path of productive fate we choose to create from star energy so water of our souls nourish the world that preserve our dreams in tears you will shed.
Friday, January 23, 2026
Bridge Of Social Happiness
Bridge Of Social Happiness © Surazeus 2026 01 23 My heart escapes cage of my fleshly frame to soar above vast maze of ancient myths about brave warriors and honest kings so I can play wood lyre of Mercury and praise their noble deeds in epic tales when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. To highlight quest for truth as role to play through tales of people who achieve great things, I travel far across waste land of hope in journey on the signless road of faith, yet stumble into innocent success when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Each mask I wear from ancient gallery of tragic characters inscribed in myth exposes me to new experiences that broaden scope of mental consciousness so I become aware of human fate when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Consigned to live one tale of bumbling ploy by quick temporal state of chemical being, I blindly follow instinct of my heart to do whatever seems the best each hour I grope through global maze of frantic hope when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Now paused in old age on far side of fate beneath the shining moon in misty woods where old Narcissus stares back up at me, I narrate random events of my life through structured frame of the holy grail quest when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Each choice I made from gut instinct of faith at crucial moments at crossroads of change led me to secret haven of my heart where I dwell with precious children and wife on stage of fate I design with my will when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Still safe from price-demanding curse of fame as prophet commissioned by World Ungod with Code of Cassandra to program change, I compose riddle satires that expose how Midas will destroy America when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Awake from swirl of historical change when cruel Satan appears again on Earth to destroy social system based on greed, I join justice squad that Minerva leads to build world nation of Zarathia when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness.
Speak With Brave Voice
Speak With Brave Voice © Surazeus 2026 01 23 Honest arrogance of the special fool fools everyone to think they are more wise than brave horse that leaps barbed-wire fence at dawn to race swift train of new technology where artificial intelligence dreams electric cows that give conceptual milk. I would rather consume chocolate bars after I encounter ghouls of despair that suck all happiness from my sponge brain soaked with divine oil of transcendent truths that children buy at the penny arcade where King Chuckles wears plastic crown of power. Turning away from modernist despair to avoid snark of juvenile satire, I seek strange beauty of the mountain lake that shimmers bright as Mirror of God Mind which reflects how humans perceive themselves as wingless angels on heavenly Earth. When cursing agents of the government, who break open doors of our private homes without warrant that proves committed crimes, I overhear myself speak with brave voice of Jesus when he drove from temple hall money-changers who cheat people with scams. Now I would rather sing Horatian odes praising athletes at the Olympic Games where humans test endurance with lithe skill in harmony with slippery ice of change as we evolve beyond our present state to overcome our weaknesses with verve. How gracefully she swirls on gleaming ice with calm elegance of the broad-winged swan while her brother, who wears black suit of fear and mask that covers his face, grips huge gun to arrest people on their way to work and locks them in vast prison camp of greed. Transforming from republic to empire, like Rome during civil wars for control between gangs of thieves who claim heritage of Hercules the Mighty Conqueror, America strives to fulfill oracle which Onatah proclaimed in field of corn. When brutal ice storm freezes Dixieland under black boots of Jack Frost and his gang, Minerva will rise from woods of the south to wave our blood-stained flag of Liberty while Apollo plays electric guitar in holy war to save democracy.
Thursday, January 22, 2026
Choices Calculate Our Fate
Choices Calculate Our Fate © Surazeus 2026 01 22 I hear wild angel in old apple tree holler about how she likes to live free, but walks to town with the alphabet gun and shoots proud man who thinks he owns the sun, then twirls around with bliss on twinkle toes even after the nuclear winter snows. She switches personalities each day to match weird purpose of her social play leading revolution of honest folk in national program to become more woke through global consciousness of liberty which eradicates hate and poverty. When Queen Victoria ruled her world empire her prophets wrote epics that would inspire her people to expand enlightened rule through social progress of empiric tool advancing science through heroic deeds performed by honest clerks fulfilling needs. We work for ascendance of Onatah who will return to rule America through social system like Utopia that we rebuild and name Zarathia as free republic, not cruel police state, because our choices calculate our fate. I see her God Star shining in the East when she leads us to fight demonic beast who reigns as tyrant in tower of greed till we defeat him with the apple seed that sprouts as orchards in vast parking lots and blooms from aggressive empire that rots. Wise mortal woman with attentive heart, whose fate she navigates with world dream chart, will die into narrative of her myth when she rules from ziggurat monolith as goddess who unites the world with truth through world view designed by messiah sleuth. When I am sad and lonely on the street after busking all day on faith-sore feet, Minerva arrives in gown of black silk and gives me bowl of chocolate cake and milk, so I know, though the old world order falls, Nature sings forever through waterfalls. Wild angel singing in new apple tree teaches humanity how to live free so we do what we will, if we harm none, because every soul glows in the same sun when we form United Nations of Earth where every person may express their worth.
Corpse Of Your Dead God
Corpse Of Your Dead God © Surazeus 2026 01 22 When I am finished eating all the stars after running through valley of the dead, I will carry huge corpse of your dead god on my back to open love-broken doors, then suavely stroll across the writhing bridge till I arrive at the ultimate edge. Sufficient compensation as reward for cleaning rotten garbage from the church will never resupply my bank account while butchered cow of god hangs from the cord on which depends joke of the destitute with aggressive faith for the absolute. When I grow youthful with the turning globe that spirals over pyramid of fruit I play cowled role of the scythe-swinging ghost who beckons you to join judgmental probe, qualified by blind devil of the lake to advocate for the fruit-stealing snake. Though jauntily unbowed by social crash our old world order suffers this strange hour, I seek the star-eyed Sibyl in Dream Tower to learn calculus of puzzling potash which fertilizes fields of theology through prophecies based on psychology. With constellated powers of the brain I trick aggressive tyrants of empires to fund operations of psychic choirs through preposterous scam of cloistered coins exchanged by proud ghosts of the stock exchange who read auguries of the crumbling range. We sell our failures to the sports goods store with brave ambition of scared puppeteers who hang enemy skulls on chandeliers despite bad dreams that shake our mental core before we take tea on long afternoons to avoid explosions of graveyard moons. We plant trees we never sit under now to construct kites from insecurities because no one gives up their liberties till Jesus returns on the holy cow which never happens, even to this day, since none escape catatonic decay. Through attentive parlay of energy we present our bodies as tragic art by understanding how we got our start evolving fish to god with panurgy so we can build new order of the world based on dream design of the cosmic herald.
Wednesday, January 21, 2026
Troubled Guest Of Time
Troubled Guest Of Time © Surazeus 2026 01 21 The silent candle burning in the night illuminates strange feelings in my heart about how moonlight glimmers in the pool where happy demons of my ancient heart lurk in cruel darkness of obsessive love which gives me wings to fly toward ancient stars. Insane for perfect light of jagged cliffs which beams my soul into the butterfly, I keep imagining how I may die so I can grow beyond my clumsy fear for I am but the troubled guest of time who wanders nowhere on the roadless Earth. Though I want to tell each person I meet about the holy longing of my heart to understand strange burning of my flesh, I keep my words of frantic eagerness concealed in silent book of puzzling code that floats unread on surface of the pool. Caught in obsession with electric gloom that wraps my naked soul of aching hope in bitter glamor of eternal faith, I try to be the carefree butterfly that flutters fragile wings of honesty, but I remain as sturdy as the stone. Untroubled by excessive agony that every conscious creature wrestles with through endless suffering of our tender flesh, I strip off all social identities and float in silver pool of calm regret to cleanse reckless rage from my wounded heart. Though I give love I need no love returned through transformation of my flashing brain when flames of passion burn to angsty ash, yet I remember magic word of love that always resurrects my wounded heart so I become the faceless ghost you call. Though I remain the troubled guest of time as nameless stranger in this crazy world, I dance with wild abandon of the fool around the walnut tree in paradise when evening light glows red as divine blood that forms the word I speak with confidence. Stuck in this weird realm of necessity as contradiction of inherent means for giving love without expecting love, I overcome illusion of desire through brave expression of my star-wound will to translate misery into joyful psalm.
Vanishing Mist Of Avalon
Vanishing Mist Of Avalon © Surazeus 2026 01 21 She says she cannot catch the falling snow with soft voice hiding how she must not feel, and stares around at people in the park who walk together in close family groups, then peers at the green sun behind gold clouds which seems to understand without fake words. She strolls with awkward nonchalance of hope that something miraculous may occur while kicking piles of autumn leaves that swirl in sudden gust of wind from kingdom come that makes her cackle with unexplained love, but hides her mouth and hopes that no one saw. She steps sideways just off the cement path when seven boys race past her on sleek bikes then finds buds on bare twigs most interesting when the bright couple with tightly linked arms stroll by while laughing flirtatiously calm, then she watches them clandestinely sad. She thinks about the time her father cried when her mother was in the hospital sick with some strange fancy-named disease, but he ignored her when she came back home, drinking beer as he watched basketball games while she painted landscapes that no one bought. She spots tall man with glasses in tweed suit and hair tousled wistfully on his face as he reads some thick leather book that seems to contain secret knowledge about life that might explain how people grow in love to sweetly populate the universe. She wanders toward him under the ash tree with hope to gain knowledge about star runes, and tactfully bumps into his right arm, then catches the book as it falls with wings before his heart can fly into the sky, then blushes as she gives it back to him. She smiles at faceless ghost of everywhere as he mumbles thanks and continues on so she sighs sad as Lady of Shallot who pines in glass tower for Lancelot, though all knights in shining armor have gone into vanishing mist of Avalon. She stares at mirror-demon of her soul, her alter ago who appears from gloom to mock her fantasy with grim insults, so she returns home and lies in warm bed while singing heart-aching tunes of lost love which causes lightning flash to crack the world.
Tuesday, January 20, 2026
Museum of Faceless Gods
Museum of Faceless Gods © Surazeus 2026 01 20 Linking America to Angloland through Arthurity of my startled heart, I cartograph through noble characters narrative charter of our mythless state, rebuilding both Eden and Avalon as amusement parks where children can play. Constructing nation of Zarathia from crumbling ruins of America, I constitute new order of the world based on liberty and justice for all that aggregates all nations of the Earth with equal opportunity to live. To be means to belong to the tale of all world nations united through law that treats each individual with fair code, instead of the enclosed genetic tribe, for all humans on this resourceful globe spring from One Mother who taught us to sing. Though Justice sometimes seems to take too long to bend arc of the universe toward right, we stake fate on Utopian asymptote to secure thin curve from rational function of historical progress toward democracy against existential void of despair. Great heroes die into world narrative when selfless deeds of courage they perform inspire our hearts with vision of their role as now essential to our social health so we idolize them as divine gods to preserve ideal spirit of their trope. To achieve immortality through fame as stereotype based on your character, you must sacrifice your life to your myth through curse of fortune engineered by stars which molds your spirit to mask of your mind portrayed in Museum of Faceless Gods. After empire of America falls, corrupted by greed of the narcissist who tries to make himself hero of fate till his fantasy collapses from lies, we rewrite tale of our democracy signified with new name Zarathia. Zarathia means courage of the truth, which motivates our quest for liberty, inspires brave heart of every human being who shares this globe from sea to shining sea with generous attention of respect to each soul whose tale weaves our world myth.
Find My Empty Grave
Find My Empty Grave © Surazeus 2026 01 20 Faster than excited laughter of rain that drenches my brain with thunderous good cheer, thoughts about how to survive rage of death swirl wildly in waves over sharp river rocks, yet I forget why I am still alive as I crouch on smooth stone of bitter faith. Tall idol that emanates from my brain projects grand myth of the hero with pride whose jagged mind of arrogant respect scrapes the night sky with hunger from despair based on myopic archive of lost fears which I initiate through monuments. Based firmly on conceptual stone of truth deep in vortex of psychic energy, I carve names of great heroes on stone cliff who contribute noble deeds without fear to sustain momentum of discrete growth through progress of polite chastity. Ensconced with courage on top the cracked slab, inherent in mind-spiraled modesty with selfless performance to defy death, I balance scales between epic concern and intimate sorrow which maintains trust through different keys of the same global play. Shocked by peaceful arrival of blind fear, I watch the blue butterfly of despair teach existential quandary of the word that melts contractual elements of truth with each explosion of soft water waves that shake foundation of my self-esteem. I sing molecular music of life vibrating from cells composing my soul with colorful ghosts of attentive faith through legendary laugh of eagerness to share this time and space of lavender with strangers trapped by random innocence. Because I am the learned Astronomer who calculates fate from choices we make, I feel stars wink at me with sparking shots as bright demonic eyes of solitude who know where I am in the maze of myth but laugh at me when I ask where I am. Wind chimes of dizzy hope wake me from death though I fold leaves in wings of alphabets that shine as lantern of my naked heart so I convince fine shadow of the boat to bear my withered spirit far from time so laughter cannot find my empty grave.
Monday, January 19, 2026
Remember Paradise I Lost
Remember Paradise I Lost © Surazeus 2026 01 19 Though eight billion people inhabit Earth, each one speaking their own language of hope, I sit in voiceless silence of my home where I hear voices of the countless dead relate traumatic events of their lives while I record their names in book of myths. One more step on the bridge of silent song takes me beyond the bounds of paradise where people crowd vast maze of open doors that open to worlds of the multiverse where every human lives on their own globe which all swirl together in our One Earth. Iced pond smooth as silver eye of the witch reflects face of the angel without wings who falls to Earth from cloud of Jupiter and springs to life in body of my soul so I remember paradise I lost which I recreate in Heaven on Earth. Bright city of marble temples and halls that shines on summit of Acropolis, from which Athena reigns with sword of truth, projects world view of brave democracy based on justice and liberty for all which always triumphs over tyranny. With map Gerardus Mercator designed I sail bold ship across the seven seas by navigating straight line shore to shore to explore and colonize fertile lands assimilated in one world empire founded on Platonic Realm of Ideas. Somewhere on Earth with face no one can see one mortal human through humble respect embodies spirit of the Architect, divine Craftsman who programs our world view, managing world food-production machine with clear analysis of human needs. Tiresias explains in simple terms recurring world cycle of social change where we keep running faster every day in fierce competition to control land producing food for everyone to eat so I open my door to welcome Death. When I remember paradise I lost by molding metal of bright meteors into piston engine of time machines which I drive through maze of forgotten myths, I chronicle history of human life while sitting in ghostless church of the past.
Holy Apples Of The Sun
Holy Apples Of The Sun © Surazeus 2026 01 19 If I wake up from slumber of the sea, hair muddy with invective of desire, I slice tomatoes with sharp knife of fear to walk in woodlands of the singing bear who offers refuge to the crippled finch, then asks if I can ever love again. No strike of lightning startles me awake yet I feel flash of whiteness in my eyes so I touch cloud of fire with trembling hand that spawns new angel in my aching heart each time I draw weird meaning on the sand in tangled words that might console the land. Too awkward to remember words of faith, I try to heal all broken things of time but end up with large box of precious lies contrived by faceless ghosts of everywhere who strike my heart with guilt I cannot sell though I dig fingers in moist soil of fate. My black bones wriggle among roots of trees each year I reinvent the alphabet so we can write sad letters about hope borne far in boats on restless waves of tears because we hail from ancient land of skulls which gleam in shallow lake of silver fish. Old bearded man from hall of broken doors places skulls of dead tyrants on the shelf inside World Temple of the Laughing Skull so we can hear their riddles about fate encoded safe in solemn prophecies about the most evil king in the world. Cautious alertness of the apple girl, who senses danger in how sparrows fly, saves people of her city from attack when they assemble on the river shore and plot assassination of the thief who crowns himself in castle court of greed. Because we give each other secret names our bodies thrive safe from insults of thieves who spend their energy in frantic fear while we tend fields of wheat and cabbages since carrots sharpen vision of our eyes according to blind woman by the well. If I find holy apples of the sun on sacred tree of demons with snake eyes, I shall retrieve from cave of sparkling gems sweet fruit that nurtures us with energy, and leave them in rooms of people I love so they can taste eternity of love.
Reborn On Buddha Wheel
Reborn On Buddha Wheel © Surazeus 2026 01 19 We are the lonely people of the world who stare at faceless portraits on the wall and listen to how sad violins fall in violent cascade of conceptual twirl, pretending we will never die of truth by wandering with the memory of Ruth. She always seems to know how we should feel as if our bitter hearts are forged from steel so we dare cross the street when lights blink red to scatter shouting demons from our head before the Lord returns on clouds of fire because my tone disharmonates the choir. Therefore we must exchange with laughing zeal these faces only angels dare to steal except how far the humming toad can reach my naked shadow shivering on the beach too late to be reborn on Buddha Wheel that twists timeline of my fate beyond real. Yet when I pause on jagged cliff of rage at startled turning of the wordless page I feel strange dizzy twirling of the world that asks not how swift my soul could be hurled against aggressive wall of honesty since I am stuck in play Absurdity. When Emily rides black carriage with Death I force my body to inhale deep breath that swells my heart huge as hot-air balloon which floats my fractured skull up to the moon where rabbit on blue car remembers why every organic creature wants to fly. Alone on global stage of star-cursed fame, I sing with hope that old cromulent hymn composed by Gabriel in the subway car to translate scream of dragons stuck in tar with dulcet tones of our blind nightingale, encoding way to find the Holy Grail. Since I have know the kind judgmental eyes that fix me wriggling on the godless skies, I shall presume to rule the world with love expressed through wisdom of the howling dove that gleams in lamplight of Diogenes whose lovely Mermaid gives me broken keys. I wear mask of Prince Hamlet to the ball to start world revolution at the fall of nine aggressive tyrants when the stone of Sisyphus rolls with the golden bone that crushes Nebuchadnezzar to dust, then dance on skull of Ozymandias.
Monster Of My Fantasy
Monster Of My Fantasy © Surazeus 2026 01 19 We have to be cautiously cynical in order to survive this hostile world, always keeping mental radar alert with attitude that evil ever lurks in shadows of hate to attack our souls and suck our bodies dry of energy. Easily startled by shadows of rage, I jump out of my body on wild wings and flap around in frantic ecstasy in search for monster of my fantasy that always haunts my path to somewhere else as I breathe pure celestial energy. Fortuna, pulling loaded apple cart, senses gang of boys lurking behind trees, so she grabs stick and twirls it just in time to whack their heads as they rush quick to steal fruit of her labor, causing them to groan and flee as she continues on to town. Selling her wares at the small market stall, along with farmers, tailors, and craftsmen, Fortuna stares at distant silent woods with strange anxiety at something wrong, so she leaves with baskets half full of fruit, and hides in copse of oaks near the town gate. Trembling in terror at shadowy ghost that causes her to shiver in despair, Fortuna stares in shock when gang of thieves on fierce horses attack the market town, beating people and stealing all their goods, then racing wagons to their secret fort. Noting where gang of thieves base operations, Fortuna hurries back to market town and joins assembly of angry townsfolk, who vote to form army of self-defense, then leads them armed to hidden mountain fort, where they approach with stealth of cautious hope. Striding alone to guarded fortress gate, Fortuna shouts that she punishes crime and comes to kill them all, but they all laugh and carelessly leave strong protective walls, so townsfolk attack and kill every thief, then take their goods home to victory feast. Crowned as their noble hero of defense, Fortuna sits on throne in feasting hall, remaining cautious as they sing and dance, fighting back when surviving thieves attack to kill assassins with sharp justice sword, then drinks wine as townspeople cheer her rule.
Sunday, January 18, 2026
Beyond The Seventh Wall
Beyond The Seventh Wall © Surazeus 2026 01 18 When I have arrived at the seventh wall, that shimmers between my Spirit and God who wears mirror mask of my secret face, my primal conscious sense of Other-Self will wake at center of the metaverse as persona my songs invent from dream. I am no Orpheus, Hamlet, or Balder, nor Jesus dancing on the Rainbow Bridge, because I create my persona mask from fragments of mythical characters to assemble puzzle of who I am so you can see your true self in my face. Whether I am faceless ghost of I Am which replicates my self as many selves seen by people in every town on Earth, or I am one human being with hot brain who wears many faces of long-dead gods, I am always the person you perceive. Brave human performing my self on stage, as stereotype I pretend to play, I am the director, the backstage crew, the stage, the camera, and the bright screen of the television and the computer, as well as the actor who plays all parts. This role of myself I perform each day is nothing more than puppet of my brain completely separate from the outside world, though tears of rain seep on my cluttered stage where I assemble fragments of the world in global puzzle of our new world order. Because I am the Theater of Hope on which I play character I design, I freeze into the idol of my soul so I still stand in temple of my tale ten thousand years after my body dies, for torso of Apollo I remain. I see you reading words of this dream verse, feeling your eyes scan thoughts of my sponge brain with passionate desire to understand anxious fears that motivate how I write, for poems that I compose with ardent faith spark conscious sense of my self in your brain. Beyond the seventh wall of my dream play I walk the endless maze of psychic myths that humans of the past built from their lives so you see statue of Surazeus when you read my words bleeding on this page every year for the next ten thousand years.
Statues Buried In Mud
Statues Buried In Mud © Surazeus 2026 01 18 We build our empire of contending states on grand revelation that liberty should be enjoyed by every dreaming soul born from the fertile womb of Mother Earth to share fruits of our labor in the fields while we ensure equal justice for all. Yet portraits of gods on museum walls display no delicate features in forms that mimic bodies humans animate, nor resemble statutes buried in mud by avalanche of fate which cracks stone walls that should pertain to code of paradise. Convinced the secret treasure, Jesus forged from meteor that almost cracked the Earth, is buried lost in wind-lashed field of snow, young girl travels halfway around the globe to walk the treeless waste land of deep hope where she finds nothing more than one shy deer. At thrilling conclusion of her vain quest she finds quaint haiku written in the snow by feet of dark-eyed Junco that describe how friends gather around warm glowing hearth and linger late in moonlight to share tales from their childhoods in Television Land. Amused that she misunderstood cruel joke she heard from Tengu in the mountain cave, young girl sails Argos east across the sea to ask the bearded men beside the lake how we can trust intuition of signs based on clever twist of dire prophecies. Then just as she stands on the frozen hill to watch the train glide slowly with the sun, she feels how cherished daughters of our hearts are incarnations of the ancient Earth, so she cries out to beauty of the light despite how truth is always in our eyes. Because the ocean bares sharp teeth of ice we ask if mothers always know the way, appalled by bitter anguish of soul birth when seeds break open with demonic faith that sucks sweet sorrow of the endless rain each hour we are reborn to thrive and die. Beneath the oak that blooms on river shore, her father planted at hour of her birth, Persephone measures deliberate wind as breath transformed from ravens into words which teach us how to taste cerulean fruit because we know that all great empires fall.
Knock On The Scary Door
Knock On The Scary Door © Surazeus 2026 01 18 Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to ask the Happy Ghoul for Hour of Death, the Weeping Woman in White Tattered Dress answers instead with box Pandora made from which my secret desires swirl as bees that lure me to Gate of the Twilight Zone. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to purchase Weird Truth from Fiery Redhead, the Southern Gator, plucking banjo strings, tries to sell me Cool Crown of Psychic Power, but I search for the Blind Girl in the Tower who keeps the Holy Grail in her heart. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to map the Golden Way to Fairy Land, the Sad Clown points Rubber Gun at Thor who flees to Shining City on the Hill to wear Mask of Secret Identity as Car Mechanic for the Techno Wizard. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to give my heart to Damsel in Distress, the Evil Queen sucks spirit of my brain to float as shimmer in Mirror of Lies till Quirky Bard with Lyre of Mercury tries to rescue me from the Underworld. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to trade Ring of Invisibility, the Jungle Princess, with Bow of Desire, recruits me to rescue from House of Rubies Innocent Nuns who weave Basket of Bones, so we defeat Good King in the Glass Castle. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to answer Call to Adventure in Hades, the Mystical Waif at the Burning Bush gives me Sacred Scroll with Riddles of Ruth so I can program how brains perceive life to imitate Principle of the Thing. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to deconstruct prudish Victorian Novel, the Time Wizard, who repairs Tree-Trunk Clocks, explains how to contrive the Happy Ending for the Knight Errant and the Femme Fatale who married in Church of the Vampire God. Each morning I knock on the Scary Door to wrestle Lame Bull of Anxiety, the Wandering Minstrel on the Signless Road calls the Shrinking Violent prone to tears who transforms to Uncanny Valley Girl when we kiss in Cathedral Ruins of Faith.
Beyond The Promised Land
Beyond The Promised Land © Surazeus 2026 01 18 Below the hill where fortune waits for me rain puddles shimmer in the morning sun, so I gaze down in mirror of my mind to ponder how human history is based on the Mother and Child beneath the tree that blooms with holy apples of the sun. Iridescent sheen of beautiful hope inspires my heart to construct from strong wood home of four pillars on firm pyramid to shelter bodies of my family from harsh conditions of indifferent weather so we can thrive in garden of the light. Ascension up scale of authority to manage domestic scope of insight provides elevated view of the world composed of wheat fields divided by roads that channel water from the lake of dreams where farmers cultivate soul sustenance. To protect the Mother and Child from harm I build safe house on pyramid of skulls, then plow fields with solemn strength of cows to bake bread from wheat that gleams with sunlight which I store in warehouse as the loaf-ward, and thus build world food-production machine. We cannot return to that Eden state as we connect all cities on the globe in teeming web of wealth-computing towers where we drive swift piston-engine machines in endless chess game of productive strife ruled over by thieves in gray business suits. Still alive after sixty centuries, World Pharaoh stands on pyramid of gold to rule the Earth as Demon of Desire whose faceless mask of great authority controls state presidents as puppeteer through statue of gold with soft feet of clay. Blind singer homeless on the White House lawn strums lyre of Mercury with crippled hands and sings with crackling voice of radios psalms of David and hymns of Orpheus to lead lost refugees of civil wars on signless road beyond the Promised Land. Escaping prison camps of feudal farms, ruled by tyrants in castles with gold crowns, we sail the wild Atlantic Sea of fear to colonize Edenic Promised Land where we crucify our messiah sleuth on the telephone pole of the waste land.
Saturday, January 17, 2026
Wild Electric Heart
Wild Electric Heart © Surazeus 2026 01 17 Muted tone of my wild electric heart, loaded with anguish of harrowing loss from laughing flames that hammer at black sky despite unfinished business of sad rain, hums soft with spooky honesty of fear when blind angels escape in sudden flight. Awake in pulsing endlessness of pain sliced into searing hours of gloom and glare, I measure changeless beauty of the sea with each assertive step of cautious hope as I pray to the path my feet design in stubborn innocence of wordless rage. Because I am not self-portrait of God reflected in clear pool of silver gleam, I eat ripe apple from the Tree of Fate to understand why flowers bloom from seeds with anxious burst of supercilious leaves which dare explain why I must not be real. Overwhelmed by flashing rays of sunlight, which beam from enormous eye in the sky watching me with relentless glare of truth, I check my privilege with nervous hand that I reach helplessly to touch the light which pierces me with frantic energy. Inspired to collect proof the sun knows why ache of sorrow converts my bitter rage to shocked surprise at sparkle of cool rain, I must accept that God Mind in the sun sees my body with original love though I reverse my journey from my birth. So I kneel by small pool in Shadow Wood to cup sweet water with tingling hands and drink invisible darkness of faith till I see face of Narcissus by mine who kisses me with gentle ardency as we both levitate above the world. Immortal spirit of my dreaming mind swells ripe in secret pocket of my heart, morphing through each evolutionary form, fish to lizard to mouse to cat to monkey to wingless angel suckling at my breast who echoes every breathy word I speak. Syncopated hymn of humble respect blooms pure as lily from mud of my flesh when playful daughter of my soul matures to young woman with the same silver eyes Narcissus opens from mask of the sun when we bury him by pool of our tears.
Secret Scroll Of Tiresias
Secret Scroll Of Tiresias © Surazeus 2026 01 17 Driven mad by the sweet laughter of truth, I walk around the town of faceless ghosts who might be real people with secret names if I look close enough in their bright eyes to see one deity our bodies share animate them with passion to sing their pain. Scribbling parables from the new age creed that programs how people perform their roles in framework of religious fantasy, I throw book of lies, forged with valency from myths of miracles, in lake of tears where fish devour them with rapacity. Back from lush garden of insanity, where children struggle to escape dream stones to play hide and seek in temple of fate, I knock on locked doors of suburban pride to sell salvation of the Buddha Toad who teaches why creatures are free to choose. Carefully observing forgotten clues in fragments of tales scattered on the road, I seek the crippled angel where she hides in wrecked car on the crumbling bridge of hate who keeps in her body oracle bones on which are written spells of vanity. Purchase dreams that increase capacity of your brain to analyze bogus fears preserved in folk beliefs of fulgency which fester truth in global fallacy that more than atoms alchemize our souls, or else admit that love is all you need. If I see spark of light in cymophane, retrieved from Persephone on a dare, I might fall upward in soul-slippery skies to land in Heaven where devils play games with humans in cathedrals without hosts who wait for coming of messiah sleuth. Though I retreat in labyrinth of fake words to find secret scroll of Tiresias on quest to find most fertile Holy Grail, I always end up at the faith-locked door to grand cathedral with slant rays of light where Emily sings hymns of broken hearts. Young girls in markets sell apples from carts while I learn magic art of airplane flight so I can photograph the cosmic core where God sorts our intergalactic mail with psychic map designed by Pytheas who translates riddles of religious birds.
Indifferent Nature Of Life
Indifferent Nature Of Life © Surazeus 2026 01 17 Tangled in relentless progress of change, I move through maze of life on puppet strings in search to find the master of my fate, but sense no super-conscious puppeteer other than indifferent nature of life that drags me into the future of hope. My brain projects the future of the world I want to see on blank wall of desire, but everything that happens in the past erases fancy dream of paradise so I am blinded by strange light of truth that leaves me stranded in a strange new world. I wake in future world of strange events I never imagined in wildest dreams, so I outline on mirror of the sky complicated status of social being to help me understand where I am now somewhere in endless maze of nowhere else. While I look at the mirror of my mind I get in the way of who I should be when I remember who I used to be because I know myself better than me though I am still alive with flame of faith that twists my body into what I am. My body flows with endless stream of time so I research true nature of my being and find unmeasured strangeness of my heart embodied by ancestors of my soul as numberless characters who make me, indifferent with compassion of the dead. My inner demon dictates tale of life I want to play regardless of the rules so I invent advanced conceptual tools that help me build vast paradise of truths composed of stories that depict in scenes life of every person who ever lived. I have no answers for questions you pose about strange beauty of this world we love, surprised by glory of the flaming clouds that illuminate silent mountain peaks with secret honor of the falling god who wakes inside my body as me now. Inseminated with pure cosmic light, my brain expands beyond bounds of belief so I know name of everything that is, programmed by circuits of existent souls who follow routines of heart-breaking grief to offer pamphlets on the end of time.
Echoes Trapped In Vows
Echoes Trapped In Vows © Surazeus 2026 01 17 In bitter rain of the cold morning hour all I know are thick mud and tangled trees, so I search the world for the last gold flower that intoxicates me with scented breeze, till I ask ghost of the horse with gold eyes how she unveils dizzy sun in the skies. Enclosing me with ancient eyes of light, snow horse explains how angels without wings explore our dream world in fantastic flight as mushrooms bloom in moon-round fairy rings because I speak in echoes trapped in vows while writhing with hope under golden boughs. If I can play baptism of the brain to understand strange riddles of the clown, I might arrive at work unwet from rain at oldest crowded restaurant in town where I bring plates of food to hungry souls who excitedly discuss social roles. The countless selves that separate their masks from faceless core at center of my mind imitate me when they perform weird tasks that sustain social system men designed because I hide in home of doorless fear at second coming of the puppeteer. My younger self on swing of ardent faith attempts to leap into bright sky of joy but disappears in mirror of the wraith to challenge God with puzzles seers employ in mental game of chess in tune with Death who teaches me key of celestial breath. Sad orphans wait for parents to return from grand amusement park of bankruptcy despite noble expressions of concern church leaders sell to steal dream gadgetry sealed to hide bloodline of the holy grail through lost heritage of the great white whale. Awake at hour of midnight outside Heaven, I search for mask from ancient gallery designed to enchant spirit of the Raven whose secret project of world wizardry realigns structure of great nation-states to tangle genes that favor divine traits. Enwrapped in satin cape of princesshood, I name each person on the signless road who wants to live in pleasant neighborhood where every soul bears the same heavy load in struggle to transcend our mortal state since we choose how stars reprogram our fate.
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