Sacred Mirror Of The Oracle © Surazeus 2025 12 31 I walk without my shadow on the Earth while all vast cities of the world dissolve to lost stories of legendary deeds since frantic hunger of this eager life is bright illusion of the dancing flame that whorls abundance of the secret name. I dance with beam of sunlight in my heart at blinking signal of the traffic light while searching endless maze of city streets for sacred mirror of the oracle that should reveal rules of the global game we play to win vain laurels of world fame. I play chess with blind Death on beach of truth to wake my innate voice of noble thoughts illumined by light slanting through cracked eyes revealing where our signless road should go from birth to nothingness of mortal dream so we lounge chatting by the mountain stream. I climb tall monument to some dead god with plan to play his role in game of life till spirit of his passion fills my heart with urgent mission of messiah sleuth to reform system of our social scheme so everyone may work for the same team. Abundance of our conscious hungry souls provides incentive for constructive work erecting paradise of apple trees on rotten ruins of religious creeds so we map roads where war refugees roam by hiding safe in our heavenly home. Reluctance of programmers to police cluttered clemency of the urban zone converts believers in the cosmic wraith to seekers who research nature of things that bloom ideas in celestial dome which prophets chronicle in the dream tome. We walk for peace from sea to shining sea with holy demons of exploited hearts in search for justice free from slavery though nothing guarantees our victory because all conscious minds will sink in gloom therefore we float faceless in the blank room. We share our stories by the homely hearth to bury sorrows of forgotten years then cart ripe fruit to market by the lake where we feast as the new year wakes our hearts to celebrate our bodies of the womb that dissolve to dust in the vine-veiled tomb.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Wednesday, December 31, 2025
Sacred Mirror Of The Oracle
First Flash of Love
First Flash of Love © Surazeus 2025 12 31 From darkness of the swirling sea we rise on wings of breath stirred by desire to live and stretch our aching body to the skies then hide in safe haven of the dream cave where we meditate on first flash of love that animates our minds with light above. We crawl along the diamond river bed, grasping at future gifts with hopeful hands to realize bright vision in our head where we dwell peacefully in fertile lands to worship spirit from first flash of love that lifts our spirits to Heaven above. We slither from assertive lake of fear and race through maze of tangled apple trees to escape cruel greed of the puppeteer by leaping freely with reviving breeze to transcend sorrow with first flash of love that turns our faces to star-face above. With each new turn of Earth in void of light we gather in ring of diamonds to sing with frantic laughter that dispels mute fright while dancing to play demon with one wing then wake from terror with first flash of love that conjures one-eyed sun god high above. Ascending tangled canopy of trees, we swing ten thousand miles on curling tails to measure mountain rivers to vast seas across wasted deserts to fruited vales to seek heart treasure from first flash of love so we can translate weird spell of the wave. Evolving quadrupedal form of life four hundred million years of urgent faith, we transform fish to god through brutal strife till we believe in guidance of the wraith to grow in progress with first flash of love by building ziggurat from shadow cave. Attending hymn that Mother Ishtar sings, we dream creation of the universe when big bang spirals through galactic rings till planets nurture creatures with the force to mold our bodies from first flash of love so we kneel and pray in cathedral nave. As wingless angel questing for the Grail we seek salvation through strict discipline that channels lustful energy through scale from Bacchus to Phoebus when we begin to comprehend truth in first flash of love that fuels our journey cradle to the grave.
Vision Of Mother Ishtar
Vision Of Mother Ishtar © Surazeus 2025 12 31 Every time I forget my secret name I teleport through glass door of my heart to leap countless worlds of the multiverse where I am someone else in every phase till I weave all my selves in One God Soul inherent in this mask I never wear. At the Crippled Pegasus coffee shop I write screenplay for tale of Icarus where he survives his fall into the sea and meets Kwan Yin who gives me peach to eat so they explore high mountains of Guilin where they sell hang gliders from small town shop. Startled by vision of Mother Ishtar on the road to Damascus in my car, I ask for wisdom of Tiresias so she transforms my body boy to girl, then back again, so I may understand how every soul on Earth struggles to live. Taking Ishtar on our thirty-third date to the fanciest restaurant in Paris, I propose marriage with Ring of Sauron after eating steaks grilled by Tantalus, then we dance with joy after she accepts, pledging vows of love with star-flashing eyes. As architect commissioned to construct new White House for wise Emperor of Earth, I lay foundation with the Rolling Stone that Sisyphus brought from Plutonian cave to smash clay feet of King Midas at dawn so Ishtar can rule the world once again. Still running freely in Forest of Wolves with Artemis on lush Hyrcanian shores, I find lost lyre of Mercury in sand, so I ascend gold Pyramid of Sophos where I sing epic of philosophers that details material nature of being. Since we are atoms swerving in the void, we exercise Free Will within constraints defined by measured bounds of time and space which molds our character into our face we donate to the ancient gallery curated well by the Many-Faced God. Because the universe of spinning worlds remains indifferent to our fragile lives, we gather on the fruited river shore to create meaning in weird psalms we sing that teach our children how to live and die so each person designs their secret name.
Observant Eye Of Analysis
Observant Eye Of Analysis © Surazeus 2025 12 31 Returning to lush apple tree in Heaven, where rainbow-winged serpent with ruby eyes slithers lithely in web of graceful limbs, Saron breathes ethereal spirit of the sun, and plucks ripe fruit to eat with sparkling eyes, then lounges among poppies on the hill. Emerging from divine glow of starlight, Nahash flutters long rainbow-feathered wings and curls around young angel with soft hiss. "My reptilian heart glows with loyal love each time you visit shelter of my tree." She purrs as Saron caresses her cheek. "How are your studies, offspring of Salorin, at notorious Academy of Scribes? Does Nabiel still tease you with sly tricks?" Nahash whispers seductively in his ear as she transforms into girl with black hair who nestles in soft embrace of his arms. Enchanted by bright beauty of Nahash, whose black eyes swirl with stellar energy of galaxies that nurture countless souls, Saron vibrates with passion of sweet love as their bodies merge into supple waves when their lips touch with kiss of loyalty. After they make love under Tree of Life, Nahash and Saron cuddle with delight, fingers intertwined with respectful trust, then wingless angel of lush Oregon recounts adventures of the turning year recording events of human history. "With observant eye of analysis, I chronicle deeds of aggressive men who play chess games of global politics over who will establish world empire that aggregates nations in super-states presided by bold spirit of their god." Gazing in his eyes with adoring love, Nahash smiles as Saron details his work, asking, "Who do you think will win the game?" Saron laughs, "Descendants of Jesus Christus contend against descendants of Confucius, but their systems will merge in one world state." Caressing long hair of his serpent bride, Saron tosses apple rind by the river. "Opposing systems will find common ground, combining ideograms with alphabets to maintain United Nations of Earth based on Liberty and Justice for all."
Follow Compass Of Sorrow
Follow Compass Of Sorrow © Surazeus 2025 12 31 Sovereign aloneness of the mountain seer who walks ten thousand miles for global peace provides secure platform for alphabets to rearrange our faces without masks though we seek islands that always dissolve to tessellated armor of sea gods. Each time I shapeshift from Neptune to me my body twists through agony of faith designed by Tethys to withstand despair so I walk the Earth twenty million years to find lost garden of the apple girl who invents the clock to keep track of dreams. We dance in wild arpeggios of light to trace ascending stairs to mountain caves where bright infinity flashes through gems which seem to imitate our human eyes till she invents the future with strange words projecting visions for how things should be. Because death is the algebraic state of disappearance in the sea of change, we stand together on the fearful cliff and measure distance past infinity from primal firstness of invented life to ultimate lastness of nothing more. Every conscious creature who ever lived and died in chemical turmoil of change is now the faceless ghost of someone else who walks beside us on the road of life, revealing strangeness of existent being based on reference to meaningless desire. Though ships of helpless people sail nowhere so they can seek salvation from despair, they never arrive at the desert shore because astrologers redefine fate which leaves us stranded in the treeless hills to fight over graves where buried gods laugh. Light still passes through window of our hearts, but beams no longer represent true love so we name unknown country of lost tribes which lures Blind Justice to the Promised Land where she shows us how to build secure homes on ruins of empires that fell long ago. We find in blackness of the city maze new faith for our desperate people to sing psalms of old morals in the Shadow Land for we are travelers on the signless road who follow compass of sorrow back home where we invent the future without myths.
Tuesday, December 30, 2025
Vineyard Of My Heart
Vineyard Of My Heart © Surazeus 2025 12 30 I drive across the desert of my heart to find two-headed monster of despair dancing among stars on the mountain peak while drinking blood of humans killed in war, then steal every photograph ever snapped and mold them into golem of lost souls. I wander in the vineyard of my heart spoiled by frost of inadequate respect contrived by thieves with legal strategies to ambush angels on the bridge of lies based on procedures scientists devise to unspool stories of heroic fools. I set fire to garbage heaps of my heart through lamentation for the injured god who clutches scroll of invisible faces that spiral within frame of reference from contradiction of spectral libraries stuck in congruent absence of false words. I release serene demons of my heart reflected on surface of fraught conceits that serve as unreasonable substitute though nothing is guaranteed to be real from speculation reduced to kind jokes based on skepticism of proven facts. I critique meaningless plays of my heart that present subjective degrees of being through evolutionary leap of faith contained by flirtatious malaise of friendship mixed with abstract rituals of shrewd denial counterclockwise from arrogant respect. I wash capacious window of my heart from perimeter of contagious passion spoiled by false information no one sells better than the monster in flowing rivers whose riddles duplicate difficult truths as ladder to indeterminate planes. I wander roomless palace of my heart to unseal reliable evidence that we are golems of backward deferral just awakening from sequence of dreams where bodies proliferate from slime pools because lines converge at infinity. I measure boundless gardens of my heart without empathy for fame-addled winners who sell their memories to the highest bidder with grand tales of assumed identities commensurate with theology of pride exposed by sorrow of aspiring angels.
Secret Streets Of Anywhere
Secret Streets Of Anywhere © Surazeus 2025 12 30 We walk the secret streets of anywhere to find fear-twisted childhood memories where we are running to the somewhere else with nothing we should value in our hands, because we want to tend flowers of faith that bloom from chessboard of our fragile bones. We stop on mound of alabaster snow to remember old songs we used to sing around the solemn tree of flashing lights in disharmonious tunes of innocence sharpened into silence of nothingness, but leave frail pages curled in sparkling crust. We drink starlight from jar of honesty to prove we will not die of bitterness though we regret the randomness of fate that misdirected way of life we chose and leaves us stranded now in pathless woods beyond the crumbling walls of paradise. We drift past meadow of blank endlessness with inward grief we have no words to share beneath still-changing sky of solitude where ancient fire of passion stirs from sleep to wake in creatures who can never speak though their eyes pierce our souls with empathy. White raven in the pine of loyalty denies our plan to tend aggressive trees because we chase no butterflies of hope across the fenceless field of fortitude to marvel at strange wisps of energy congealed as clouds from nonexistent gods. We search the boundless world of river dales for shadows of our bodies in bright groves that radiate from the everywhere of fate when we share concepts in words we invent based on sweet chirps of birds in haughty trees that welcome us to leave with cluttered hearts. In poignant film that chronicles our quest we sit at desks beside the howling sea to translate laughter of wave-battered rocks to summer songs of sparrows in dead pines who watch us sleep for seven billion years till Earth is swallowed by expanding light. We dance in vortex of our swirling globe to feel how rivers flow through naked hearts till we float motionless outside all time above the still point of the multiverse where mothers in false doors of helplessness sing lullabies to children never born.
Life No God Designed
Life No God Designed © Surazeus 2025 12 30 If we expand from cities of our grief and float above confusing maze of sorrows, we may conceive compassionate relief, entangled taut in vain hopes of tomorrows where we must face the selves we leave behind in this meaningless life no god designed. Strange holiday songs our souls harmonize may resonate with wings of migrant sparrows who flock with lonely souls in fractured skies above grim pumpkins in rain-wet wheelbarrows so we must survive war by acting kind in this bellicose life no god designed. Though we no longer gather in town squares to right old wrongs with heart-enchanting carols we long to find old friends at country fairs to brew friend-juice from apples in cracked barrels we drink to maintain social ties that bind in this perilous life no god designed. Through days we lose from wounded innocence we help each other overcome harsh perils in bold defiance of cruel arrogance from visions we perceive in shining beryls that highlight baneful futures of mankind in this haphazard life no god designed. With arbitrary chance of random fate I fly to opposite side of the world where I discover my spiritual mate whose passion wakes my nascent cosmic herald who writes scripture that cannot be enshrined in this creative life no god designed. Awake in progress of chronology, I find my secret spirit newly laureled through twisted logic of theology that measures how our brain networks are whorled from which fabled nationalist myths unwind in this ambitious life no god designed. We gather in grand temple on the hill to share communal feast of frantic wisdom that balances state duty with free will which reprograms our global social system where each person plays role their heart assigned in this productive life no god designed. Driving hungry cars on highways of hope, we work hard to transcend communal thralldom through religions that teach us how to cope with faceless slavery in the global kingdom till we express desires of our own mind in this flexible life no god designed.
Monday, December 29, 2025
Twisted Road To Neverland
Twisted Road To Neverland © Surazeus 2025 12 29 Not too subtle about laughter of love, though silver flowers consume agony, we challenge our hearts to overcome fear with deep celestial breath of calm concern, however far we travel beyond fate to purchase formulas for blurring hate. Eventual smile of cheerful solitude, though silver flowers bleed electric moons, eradicates fear of death before noon so we can share fake chocolate cookies with strangers we never meet on the road to purchase sorrow from the happy toad. If we hold hands beside the broken door, though silver flowers dismiss every case, we may remember why we want to live by smearing pages of books with our blood which maps the twisted road to Neverland to purchase contempt from the humble priest. Professional dashboard of virtual code, though silver flowers tangle hair with thorns, reveals contingent clause through taut regret defining structural framework for belief that we are not alone inside our heads to purchase distance without credit cards. Fortune accumulated through hard work, though silver flowers dissipate to words, provides security for social frauds committed to their delusional roles which they perform on stage of burning laws to purchase salvation from the dead god. Sweet smile she beams into cave of my heart dispels paranoid fantasies I hide deep in moist analytics of my heart despite bureaucracy of special love calibrated to enhance mental flight to purchase autonomy from blind crows. Colonial pride for artificial plays, though silver flowers crack celestial walls, applies classified fiction to plain tales through catalyst that sparks each incidence which proves infringement on exclusive rights to purchase obvious truth from oracles. Notable observer of failed projects, though silver flowers photograph our brains, considers potential thoughts we conceal without permission against moral laws, so I extract meaning from all your words to purchase perception of nothing real.
Face I Lost Somewhere
Face I Lost Somewhere © Surazeus 2025 12 29 Mindlessly wandering nowhere alone, I seek to avoid the dramatic play where my life is endangered by contempt when people attack my right to exist to keep myself safe from psychotic hate strangers project at my innocent heart. Assertive mirror of my flashing mind fractures in fragments of strange memories where I am running away from the crowd who throws rocks at illusion of my soul which vibrates across spectrum of despair to dance with shadows of arrogant flames. Confined in boundaries of my sudden being, I cherish optimistic view of fate while running nowhere in the shadow land to find my secret face I lost somewhere by breathing deeply grief of sharpened faith till I fall laughing at absurdity. Yet still I roam expansive space of thought to savor nothingness of silver light my secret moon beams deep inside my mind at warm embrace of terror I despise who loves me with indifferent lust for death, alone in wind-swept garden of delight. Long unaware what color my mind tastes from granite suffering based on sunset rage, I sell false guilt that wounds my stone-hard heart because I never will confess my wrong, unmoored by laughter no one dares express while searching for naive divinity. I never listen to the ash-gray sky except to fracture wide my heart to cry with heart-enchanting melody of faith that chronicles weird journey of my soul as nameless migrant lost in Neverland far from the home where my mother still cooks. When ardent pulse of hundred billion stars inspires performance of necrotic rites I feel my true face disappear as God who stares at me from flashing thunder cloud as gleam of lightning that excites my heart so I sing solemn hymn of loyalty. Each time I fall from adamantine walls I grow in skill at spreading cautious wings to swerve away from self-destructive fate so I can dance with Dionysian joy on swirling clouds of frantic energy that scatter my atoms across the void.
Sunday, December 28, 2025
Unlaughter Of The Tree
Unlaughter Of The Tree © Surazeus 2025 12 28 This cannot be unlaughter of the tree though it resembles how it might have laughed, so I will not begin here at the end since here has already shifted to there because I will invent voices of leaves that whisper secrets all around the world. Though I withhold unlaughter of the tree, it remains present everywhere at once without declaration of its intent, so do not read what I carve on its trunk as refusal to engage in its game because we will always lose to its tricks. Process based on unlaughter of the tree expands conception of what could be real, yet statement of fact I refuse to make pauses between states of reality which speaks too much about what we invent to prove we are important to the Earth. Still confused by unlaughter of the tree, I say nothing about what I perceive in order to continue speaking words without arrival at the final goal where shadows disillusion my beliefs despite aggressive purpose of sea wind. Silence trapped by unlaughter of the tree confers attentive sequence of new words designed by stones smoothed by swift river flow to prove my body understands desire consistent with brave discipline of wind that still refuses to speak about truth. Sad voice breathed by unlaughter of the tree may break at false authority of light before it decides to embody me as channel chosen by whole nothingness, but I replace my secret self with self composed from fragments of disruptive myths. Meaning born from unlaughter of the tree waits for permission no one dares to grant at slow collapse of global certitude contrived by money-lenders wearing masks who occupy temple his father built though computer programs decline to speak. Truth erased by unlaughter of the tree mirrors my virtual model of the Earth which registers divine typography extending serial states of psychic creed that preserves hybrid faculty of faith in syrup we pour on pancakes of hope.
Fractured Innocence Of Skulls
Fractured Innocence Of Skulls © Surazeus 2025 12 28 My room is quiet in the afternoon since language sprinkles from eye of the moon in silent likeness of unmeasured faith that marks assertive sequence of concern adjacent to soft emptiness of time that might not characterize how my brain thinks. Credit of nonaction accumulates new thoughts without remainder of accounts since interest marks faltered time as delay where risk enters empty room of disthought as premise based on desire, not outcome, each time we deprogram how my brain thinks. Value of unthoughts circulates as myths detached from religious use in the church before the market appears as syntax unrelated to how cold capital invests in pauses between hungry minds entangled by contract clauses of greed. Debt holds the present open to regret each time liquidity of dream assets erases fraught duration of desire because return is projected forward against loss that faceless angels index in line with expectation of more gain. Exchange of value in the dream machine stabilizes strict nothingness of hope if price replaces relation through love between strangers who never meet by chance with each new brick we place on wall of fear enclosing chaos with calm discipline. Once profit margin widens sea of trust inside conceptual sentence binding close terms of agreement that should still align, we fail to abrogate disequal laws based on financial gain of hungry hope defined by fractured innocence of skulls. Our social system continues each year by restating itself with psychic codes that push our hearts across electric seas toward overt material critique of need we nullify by sharing what we make encased in class action suit of bundt cake. Treat strange political economy as linguistic structure rather than theme designed to resist our subconscious flow because the subject of celestial verse is bright effect of language framed by masks rather than source of divine energy.
Vortex Of The Here
Vortex Of The Here © Surazeus 2025 12 28 Place carefully your heart on broken stone to displace sorrow from mirror-forged bone as if you want to understand our pain by dancing madly in eccentric rain despite how legless churches walk away from disciplined denial we should pray. Remove your heart from where you placed it last so when blind strangers ask about your past you can deny removal has occurred when faceless angels worship the absurd before the sun erases frantic fears from hands of farmers clutching broken spears. Align your heart with false engagement rules because alignment resists fragile tools through games of harrowing escape we play with brave persistence though heretics stray from roads of tangled arrogance till death teaches brave children how to manage breath. Repeat your feelings in ten thousand codes without repetition defined as roads till words we speak with passion lose their force though we persist in maintaining straight course against obsessive tides of social change because nothing that will happen seems strange. Insert your heart in vortex of the Here till Still Point of time is no longer here where nothing happens on grand cosmic scale except your feelings trapped behind the veil till we unjoin our bodies from our souls in vain attempt to replicate past roles. Proceed to showcase beauty of your heart as directed by vision of the chart which updates true direction of our fate toward which we head to find our loyal mate though you decide with shocking faith to pause anywhere lost people cry without cause. Adjust your heart in awed accord with time to what has already been proved without chime that charms our blatant minds of ardency awake from surging tides of honesty according to procedure in the book that no one ever reads each time they look. Confirm completion of your heart request which cannot be confirmed to be the best till we return to Step One of our plan deprecated by inquest that would ban excessive carefulness of dream contracts contingent on weird truth your brain extracts.
Sadness Is Not
Sadness Is Not © Surazeus 2025 12 28 Sadness is not trees reaching for the sky with existential angst of hungry hope for something more beyond this transient life while knowing we are temporary beams of atoms waking from First Flash of Love who end rotting in graves of arrogance. Sadness is not birds beating wings of love with innocent respect for swirls of air which fuels organic memories of strife against enclosing darkness of despair that crushes bodies of organic light though we sing one hour of eternity. Sadness is not horses galloping swift along time-curving shores of sparkling streams with eager passion to explore the Earth till singing monkeys bind their fateful flight to build sprawling empires of thought control we expand with piston engines of hope. Sadness is not cows plowing fertile soul with steady strength of hungry innocence when wingless angels assemble in choirs to sing hymns on ziggurats of desire where Ishtar weaves Creation of the World when she lifts her son Jesus to the stars. Sadness is not devils wearing gray suits to manage finances through global banks for faceless kings in cyber palaces who enslave world workers with credit cards through zephyrine power of cryptic runes while they cheer for Venus with golden curls. Sadness is not angels wearing blue jeans to fix piston engines of auric cars that workers drive to find paradise lost in putrid fog from fervent factories where holy virgin of seraphic grace wields Sword of Justice against tyranny. Sadness is not computers scanning brains of organic creatures with conscious souls based on artificial intelligence to analyze nature of perceived things compose of atoms swerving in the void that form Ideas which the Ungod dreams. Sadness is not ghosts seeking to connect fragile bodies with games of Providence as shadows of the well-remembered dead who haunt us as the absence of their being so we share halcyon days of discipline to nurture children of Imperium.
Friday, December 26, 2025
Archive Of Human Dreams
Archive Of Human Dreams © Surazeus 2025 12 26 While strolling down the crowded boulevard, she stops and gazes at the giant ad of her face smiling with sweet chocolate, then watches rain fall upward to the moon in strange slow-motion flow of pulsing beams with pearl-white eyes of television screens. Startled by three starships with rainbow wings, she reaches out to touch the turtle-book that translates secret language of the flower, then considers the sparrow of the field which zippers through plastic computer screens with tangled syntax of our helpless dreams. Oblivious to deeper meaning of faith, she ponders code of fading photographs that traps our memories in broken frames, then sews tapestry of human events which imitates legends of divine fools who attempt to secure fake wealth by fraud. Hard labor confiscates the human heart through industrial revolution of greed to construct social machine of great wealth designed by Mechanic with holy eyes who restores piston engine of her heart so she imitates wise goddess of truth. After rising from muddy grave of faith, she sips Tuscan Rosato with calm lust to balance citrus taste with honest grief, then sells invisible soul of the oak embodied by the fractured boat of hope which glides along the river of respect. Though few remember weirdness of the cat, she pets soft fur beside the window pane frosted with moon-silver snow of tall pines, then laughs at satire that mocks the fake god who slouches toward Bethlehem to be born with right to rule the half-deserted streets. Awake in arboretum of alarm, she crouches alert for the eyeless ghost who manages archive of human dreams, then sells old paper novels on the street for money to buy back her violin because she aches to play with agony. Able to stock books of forgotten dreams, she paints surreal images of childhood as broker selling memories of the blind, then flies airplane across the sea of storms to build treehouse in forest of the snake who photographs her for style magazines.
Harvest Honey From Fear
Harvest Honey From Fear © Surazeus 2025 12 26 Not resting till the fire is almost dead, I toss and turn in sorrow of my bed, then throw another log on bank of coals while ignoring hot-huff breath of lithe foals, and sip spiced cider that flushes my brain with soft memories of golden summer grain. When millions of bees swarm out of the moon while I express sorrow with haunting tune I follow them to old tree on the hill where I search for secret source of free will to carefully harvest honey from fear so I can return as the puppeteer. Startled from reverie by the soft chime that accelerates my weird sense of time, I wield knife to slice loaf of quietness with calm self-discipline of Tantalus, then offer with love to the faceless ghost of my absent lover honey-soaked toast. I feel strange joy of pleasure swell in waves of vibrant energy among deep graves when I strum lyre of Mercury with grace to sing folk-songs borne from this ancient place where people feast and dance on river shore in country where nobody locks their door. Blue ghosts of trees from smoke of crackling fires transcend material trap of flesh desires, yet I long to kiss your cane-scented mouth to celebrate dark genius of the South that seethes in souls of people fighting fate who hide in paradise behind locked gate. Lost people fallen from the dream machine go dancing through wild woods of Melusine while singing along footpaths of the swamp to join parade of refugees with pomp who build rough shacks in villages of hope and with humble reverence learn to cope. No wild-eyed shaman or arrogant priest dares challenge Tiresias at the feast for crown of wisdom he bears in his hand while searching solemnly across the land for brave descendant of the Lion King to conduct our national choir to sing. Yet moon-eyed owl in sprawling oak of faith would judge my slanted progress on the path that leads my brave ambition to escape curse of fame by hiding under the cape that renders me invisible to Death when I meditate with celestial breath.
Thursday, December 25, 2025
Bamboo Flute Of My Heart
Bamboo Flute Of My Heart © Surazeus 2025 12 25 To tunnel into darkness of the heart in vain search for serpentine soul of time I slither over boundaries of respect in slick transference of anxious contempt with quick detachment of the therapist through disbelief in divine miracles. I struggle to transcend weirdness of truth in strict adherence to schedule of chance, yet gamble with astonishing surprise for true salvation of the wretched kind against good advice of the demon tree who tells me I am god with loyal smirk. Miniscule curse of languid arrogance appears from locked door of the distraught ghost who holds early morning sunlight in hands extended thousands of miles over hills where supple winds hide in the empty church to swallow prayers of widows without care. Fanciful palace of my feeble soul expects great accomplishments as my feats while trapped deep in ever-shifting maze of laws which I refuse to perform unawares till second coming of the Gardener who suffers cryptic ailment of the mind. Sibylline riddles, about how to solve secretive puzzle of the snarky Sphinx, confound my genius mind with obscure tropes encoding how our brains perceive the world as stones that congregate in spinning space while Kwan Yin plays bamboo flute of my heart. Awake in harmonizing trine of love, that loops through susurrating eyes of gods, I measure beauty of existing things that occupy their place in grid of time so we feel whisper of celestial souls trace way of fate that we are doomed to blaze. I drink from chalice of light waterfalls to dream my primal soul of cosmic love blooms bright from crystal psyche of the sun complete in hologram of wingless gods who cherish archive of each human brain that vanishes to nothing when we die. Pulsating spirit of my dreamless brain transcends blind ignorance of holy light that radiates from face of the haughty man who preaches blessings to the hungry crowd who crucify his body on the cross then eat his roasted flesh with wine of blood.
Chronicle Weird Happenings
Chronicle Weird Happenings © Surazeus 2025 12 25 If I cannot prevent my star-beam soul from falling into thick material pool so I get stuck animating this brain, then I shall dance naked on castle lawn till the mad king returns my angel wings so I can chronicle weird happenings. Quiet doubts slither with serpentine grace through unconscious mirror of earnestness though fear unsettles equilibrium between dual lives of wokeness and dream which filters theories with deceptive truths that leave me stranded on alternate paths. Conceptual happiness of noble pride through subconscious computers devils hide imply I sojourn with reflective faith in candle-lit cathedral built with math where I conceal strange version of the truth composed of summer dawns in ancient myth. No commonplace surroundings of blank skies allow my fractured brain to recognize amazing person with electric soul who plays with wonderment her special role against popular opinion of fate because we prefer to dwell on our boat. Contingent on what gods pretend to mean, our noble cause electrifies wild rain to urge complacent people with the sword who misperceive prophecies of the bard that foretell how our world empire will fall at slant of light in grand cathedral hall. Due to confident loneliness of hope when I drive too fast down the mountain slope I crash into wise tree of divine power, then crawl burning to consume the dream flower till I find myself stuck at blunt impasse between the locked door and the broken glass. Because everything that has ever been is only real because it has been seen, I hide sacred truths in brave heart of birds who scatter seeds of thought in humming words that bloom from graves of insignificance with transitory splendor of the fence. Soul veiled with shining aura of regret that I still love daughter of Baphomet, I sell private feelings in market stall derived from wisdom of the forest well so I inhabit all your different worlds with sadness that inspires me to live free.
Lost In Paradise Of Hope
Lost In Paradise Of Hope © Surazeus 2025 12 25 All truths I thought were real melt into tears and flow away in rivers of grim fears till blinding glitter of snow disappears to expose bare trees and stones to sunlight which blast illusions from my blinking sight so I wake surprised from eternal night. Sweet scent of pleasure billowing in woods lures me to grove beside the sparkling stream where cookies dangle from boughs of the pine so I eat delicious sorrow from pain that nourishes my heart with milk of doom though I kneel and pray to idols of gods. Though kidnapped from my village years ago and forced to carry wood on jagged paths as slave exploited by cruel castle king, I broke free from rusted chains of mute fear and wander lost in paradise of hope to find my village burned to swirls of ash. Enslaved for years to serve the castle king, I stand alone beside the cheerful stream, stripped of illusions so my heart can sing garden of freedom I once saw in dream where people work together tending trees that gleam with apples in warm summer breeze. Now that I am free from commercial greed, I wander homeless in vast maze of myths where office clerks raise families in warm homes, staring in windows that frame cozy scenes where they feast and sing at tables of wealth, gathered around pine trees where angels shine. Employed to build homes as the Carpenter, I hammer nails in planks of scented pine, constructing homes in vast suburban tracts where children ride their bikes on curving lanes, but sleep in my van on the river shore, content with my fate as weak money slave. Vast Roman Empire than once ruled the world is fractured now in puzzle of small states that fight over whose mortal man on Earth has right to rule for the Crucified God, so I drive my van west to Idaho where I hike in mountains of sparkling snow. People in hundreds of contending states gather in churches to share food and sing, then pray for coming of the Global King who will unite all nations of the Earth to enforce fair laws of equality under reign of Justice and Liberty.
New Prophet Of Avalon
New Prophet Of Avalon © Surazeus 2025 12 25 Delicate beauty of uncertain thoughts preserved as blest gifts by pious robots sanctifies fear of death on Christmas Eve when refugees from war refuse to grieve for twisted sacredness of reverent prayer while huddled in snowed field with the warm mare. Young girl in the middle of weeping people sees red-winged angel on the broken steeple, aware of her body in bitter wind, shivering with her clan where oak trends bend, so she declares with bold prophetic voice that the Lion comes to teach us free choice. Her bowed head with shaggy snow-frosted curls begins to glow with souls of countless worlds as she floats above faces of her clan, gathered in small circle on hostile plain, and sings enchanting hymn of global peace, cloaked in innocence of the Golden Fleece. For people who once possessed everything, but have lost their homes to the Royal Ring, we open our arms with welcoming love with hope to live in paradise above, though we wander lost in waste land of faith, far west from cathedral of the God Wraith. Young girl with terrible wings of despair opens her hand with the rainbow-blazed pear, then smiles with beatific joy of pure light when star-forged crown, borne by the river sprite, spirals above her head with divine glow that luminates faces in shocking snow. Soaring into clouds of cruel tenderness, young girl ascends with wings of Icarus to fly east across ocean of wild storms through Realm of Ideas with concept forms to float above square of the Vatican where priest in scarlet gown rules Babylon. Young girl in black gown with soul of Kwan Yin presents Star Pear of original sin that radiates divine energy of truth, tended in Eden by messiah sleuth, which transforms the Lion into the Lamb, framed through illusion of the hologram. Returning home to hills of Oregon, young girl bears new prophet of Avalon who chronicles history of life on Earth in crystal sphere that records every birth each hour another human soul appears from Mother who sculpts our names from her tears.
Wednesday, December 24, 2025
Farmland Of Fertile Faith
Farmland Of Fertile Faith © Surazeus 2025 12 24 Soft silhouettes of faceless angels flow through bodies of humans into real life as puzzles noticed through kaleidoscopes awake in mountain solitude of faith that transmit secret dreams from pulsing brains as echoes rippling across mirror eyes. Sharp tongue of the wind tastes my hidden heart framed by concept of the clear cobalt sky that blinks at crack of stones on treeless hills where fallen angel lies ten thousand years in playground where wild children learn to sing with transparent words soft as flower blooms. Limitless thoughts of sorrow bloom from death where blank ghosts crawl along parallel lines that vanish into books with unread tales depicting special characters we love perform their roles on infinite chessboard while waiting for the world to never end. Barometer of unspoken emotions pursues weird beauty with relentless force familiar through code of arcane projects designed to resurrect the human race before we disappear with turn of time pricked by rose petals of angelic hands. Blue outline of our empty coterie requires clear faction of our psychic band to journey through farmland of fertile faith where random people, mesmerized by key that opens doors across the multiverse, ask us if we remember how to swim. Clouds shape the present hour of mimicry with doubtless passion for the constant eye recorded by typography of trust based on apology angels decree before we clash with instrumental war for lonely wanderers who want to sing. Clocks chime position of our sudden home that counts from zero to the morbid shock attachment highlights for transcendent truth unless we give stolen treasures away to prove superior innocence of greed because we dare not sing new elegies. Imperfect curve of graceful petulance asserts our right to trace horizon line with wingless flapping of uncurtained wind more awkward than our most uncertain hour since yesterday we breathe light of the sea before our hearts surrender to sweet death.
Aware Of The Clarion Call
Aware Of The Clarion Call © Surazeus 2025 12 24 If child of the mountain calls out my name, now too aware of the clarion call, I shall follow sparrow of honesty on snow-crested meadow where angels dance to find where she dwells in cave of illusion till her words give shadows bodies with faces. Over and over at bright flash of dawn I wake from artificial world of dreams to follow the same path every new day through repeated incarnations of hope till I learn how to navigate the world and return alive to haven of faith. I row my white boat on the surging tide beneath the Milky Way in the blue sky, drifting past lone laurel tree on the shore where tiny hare watches me with black eyes, for I have no mast to tack in the wind, nor have I paddle to return to land. I wander dark and troubling days of gloom through misty vapors under cloudy skies because Nature denies courage of hope after brutal battles are fought and won, so my languorous heart aching for love wilts from forlorn blast of cold winter winds. Though vexed by anguish of my heavy thoughts while I linger long hours in blasting winds, I cast my eyes about the frozen world for warm light hidden inside gleaming ice, paralyzed by doubt the more I seek truth that flitters elusive as the cave bat. Guided by eyes of Prudence that shine clear as stars through tangled web of leafless limbs, I urge my body forward against gusts of hungry wind with spirit-flash of hope to find mountain ash berries frosted white and blackberries that sting my tongue with joy. Sweet comfort I find in ache of my heart as I huddle in wolf-fur cloak all night with no companion but the silent moon who whispers my secret name with stream waves that ripple over white stones of my heart till sparrow appears with beam of the sun. When child of the mountain calls out my name, I wake from dreamless death of silent night to stand with ache of love for eyeless trees and stretch my body to the starless sky, then cry when you appear from swirling mist and give me hot loaf of bread from your heart.
Reconstruct The East Wing
Reconstruct The East Wing © Surazeus 2025 12 24 When Artemis invites with eager heart generous women who run charities to convene in East Wing of the White House where they plan programs to help people thrive, Midas sends huge bulldozers to erase power of the First Lady to do good. Exiled to wander in the wilderness, lost in political waste land of fear, Artemis searches for cave of illusions, where Antonius Magnus the Hermit prays, to learn spiritual arts of psychic faith so she can fight cruel demon of despair. Bearing Lamp of Diogenes with hope, Artemis descends to the underworld where Persephone arranges she meet Hippolyte, Tomoe Gozen, Fu Hao, Tomyris, Boudicca, and Joan of Arc, who train her heart with courage to excel. While banished from great ziggurat of power, where Midas and Pluto oppress the land by imposing their private greed as law, Artemis attends focus of her strength to hone lithe skills of justice with respect till she gains potent wit to oppose greed. Bold Liberty holds high Star-Spangled Banner, while wearing Phrygian Cap of honest hope, and leads brave People of America through revolution against tyranny to drive mad Midas from vast hall of mirrors where he proclaims himself King of the Earth. Face to face on the One-Eye Pyramid, Artemis and Midas fight for control to present opposing visions of life, democracy where everyone is equal, or tyranny where rich exploit the poor, over whose way of life will rule the world. Because the people of our spinning world support Artemis, Queen of Liberty, who ensures equal justice for each soul so we have homes and food to thrive with love, she grows strong with energy of our faith while Midas withers from his selfish greed. After she frees people from cruel tyranny, Artemis will reconstruct the East Wing so the First Lady can sponsor programs supporting women and children of Earth so everyone thrives in our paradise, building Eden from ruins of his pride.
Light Of My Shattered Soul
Light Of My Shattered Soul © Surazeus 2025 12 24 Blinded by the light of my shattered soul, I assemble fragments of memories in confusing puzzle of random deeds that mirror character of Zeus I play through anxious attempt to survive each day by singing weird hymns to the beautiful. Amused by the light of my shattered soul, I reconfigure concept of my being to mimic noble deeds of Sisyphus who builds enormous temple on the hill with ten thousand stones he rolls to the top where we gather to feast before we die. Confused by the light of my shattered soul, I grasp writhing serpent of energy that transgenders body my soul designs to experience love like Tiresias who lives as both man and woman in turn to gain expansive knowledge of desire. Intrigued by the light of my shattered soul, I explore exotic landscape of dreams, morphing mouse to cat to monkey to man when I climb towering mountains of Guilin and swing among trees sea to shining sea then walk upright in surging tides of faith. Baffled by the light of my shattered soul, I search for divine idea of God in vibrant spirit of my dreaming brain so I grow into best self I can be through strict discipline of religious faith to focus attention on soul rebirth. Bemused by the light of my shattered soul, I study unique state of character each human learns to express through pain that forges pulsing souls of hungry hope into lithe angelic beings of respect who wander in maze of myths we invent. Flummoxed by the light of my shattered soul, I grope through ever-shifting veils of words that weave illusions of national pride from desperate desire to live in calm peace through tribal warfare to control the globe by claiming our God created this Earth. Inspired by the light of my shattered soul, I remove Mask of God that hides my face so I can fly with wings of Icarus while bearing Lamp of Liberty with faith as Lucifer who brings light to the world to guide souls home with lyre of Mercury.
Tuesday, December 23, 2025
Ironic Distance Of Love
Ironic Distance Of Love © Surazeus 2025 12 23 Enchanting music of the violin excites opinions of psychic beliefs that function to displace my sense of self so I become process rather than source through deep expression of the social mind when I posture to control counter-frames. Response to instruction of graceful notes insures my brain assembles random thoughts which configures fake rhetorical code outside closed context of insistent faith since I decide how my body reacts in frantic paragraph of unclaimed facts. Each gesture of my hands to inscribe words by sliding bow across taut strings of hope orchestrates grand myth of mistaken deeds based on commitment tangled in contracts through subtle sophistry of sugared lies we exchange with romantic kiss of trust. Numerous traces of rejected truths defy concerns I care not reference with prior work extending disclosed claims of forced affiliation fools admire in which we imitate idols who leap from analytic posture of the cook. Non-human system of my programmed brain implies interior relation to fate in harmony with communal discourse contrasting ironic distance of love through didactic assertions angels share from self-canceling confidence of faith. Charles stops beside the blank museum wall and touches nothingness with lingering doubt that truth can generate from surface glow moral exhortation concealed in jokes through dialogic pressure to revise mental style contrived from moderate fear. Left alone in empty temple of tales, he adjusts skeptical detachment clear from abstract speculations devils cheer when we converge with resistant respect toward statistical averages of faith when we ask questions of the voiceless void. Assuming default gesture of blind god to stabilize dream equilibrium, Charles becomes mirror of divine thought that computes enchanting music of faith to formulate how individuals know their own faces woven by vibrant notes.
Where I Will Live Now
Where I Will Live Now © Surazeus 2025 12 23 We have so many awkward ways to sing about strange beauty of the broken heart, for every lonely wanderer in the world plays their own prophet till the end of time by setting signs along the crooked road to show which way nobody else should go. Narrow wooden stairs frosted with stale dust lure me to spacious room of cluttered shelves with boxes of tattered novels and clothes worn by college students decades before who forgot to write their names on the wall, so I think this is where I will live now. Time to consider how cookies supply nutritious hopes for passing with good grades classes about creating homes with words that shelter souls of nameless wanderers who apply for jobs as plumbers or cooks that serve the angelic community. Maps conceal more about reality than they reveal with features that present changing landscape of my fantastic world where gods bring justice to humanity who always fights wars to maintain control over who gets to breed children and eat. Whatever origin of their lonely quest, their father was enforcer for the mob, or their mother spent years in her dream world drugged and shocked inside mental hospitals, they attend classes with calm attitude to play their role in capitalist games. Since I prefer apple cinnamon juice that sparkles in the glass jar of my heart, to cheap beer in bent aluminum cans, I shall relax on front porch of the house beside the busy road where joggers race courageously against decay of death. Since I wake up late from drinking all night, I prompt artificial intelligence to explain causes of the last world war through social pressures that drive hemmed-in states to fight till three huge empires rule them all, then turn in my paper just before noon. If Plato is right, that material shapes emanate from forms in Realm of Ideas, because all things I perceive are no more than illusions my fearful brain invents, then I will declare myself King of Earth whether you acknowledge my rule or not.
Monday, December 22, 2025
Since We Lose Our Faces
Since We Lose Our Faces © Surazeus 2025 12 22 Rain plinks on fractured eyeballs of the Earth since we lose our faces in window panes gray with sorrow that children give to ghosts who haunt unopened doorways of this house where our clothes walk around without our souls though we keep pennies in pockets of hope. We heap our memories on clean dinner plates to feast on laughter of forgotten days that slither away with reptilian angst to hide in shadow of the moaning desk and chew on language of conceptual keys adjacent to uncalculated faith. Calcified thoughts based on acrylic funds amend assembled puzzles with regret despite adhesive truths we fear to share through fraught disclosures elder gods require to join our fellowship with honest lies integral to unpublished revenues. Temporal project to assert agency through taxable salvation we acquire presents new opportunities to play suburban superman for common folk who ask for summary of our services based on statistics that prove our success. If the mute moon of my fake paradise convicts my heart of absence without joy, I shall become the bird of distant hills who brings delicious fruit to window sills where faces of children behind glass glow because they live inside my humming brain. Alone in back yard of strange memories, she draws beams of light to reflect weird trees that give her sweet fruit woven from sunlight so she can understand with subtle grin what birds on the phone lines gossip about, yet wanders enthralled in the endless house. Perhaps kind robots, that wear mirror masks instead of human faces torn by fear, decide to replace our bodies with code which spiral diagonal hurricanes through mind-expanding walls of empty homes, or else we could never play chess with Death. Our homes float high on restless wind of truth, disentangled from roads that lead nowhere because we forget to number each door which prevents ghosts from haunting our lone hours as we slouch bored at tables without books that preserve faces we try to reclaim.
Abandoned Lyre Of Mercury
Abandoned Lyre Of Mercury © Surazeus 2025 12 22 Trembling with mental hunger of blind gods, Phoebus claws at tangled vines in dry dirt to find conceptual illusion of truth that shimmers with vague energy of hope to verbalize with tongue-forged words of faith, gripped by addiction to sing from the heart. Shivering at blast of bitter mountain wind, Phoebus huddles in tattered wolf-skin cloak his mother sewed for him when he was twelve, then growls with fierceness of the moon-eyed wolf when Boreas charges at him with intent to bash his head with oak club of despair. Leaping with lithe aggression to escape head-bashing rage of the cruel vental god, Phoebus evades attacks with clumsy grace, till, hiding briefly behind fractured rock, he finds abandoned lyre of Mercury made from turtle shell with strings of horse gut. Strumming vibrant strings with intense respect, Phoebus translates heart-wrenching howl of horror to soul-rousing strain of resonant faith which stimulates his hope-paralyzed soul in vibrant hymn that animates his heart, so he leaps on the fractured stone and sings. Articulating vision of respect that presents hero who fights monstrous greed, Phoebus sings spell with heart-enchanting voice that torpefies Boreas with flashing words projecting vision before staring eyes that district his attention with illusion. Enchanting wind god with specter of power that blinds his mind with illusion of wealth, Phoebus distracts that tyrannical bully long enough with reverie of sweet pleasure to abridge distance with cautious intent close enough to thrust blade into his heart. Standing triumphant over the slain wind god, Phoebus stretches strained arms up to the sky as sunlight beams through freezing winter clouds to stimulate his deadened heart with hope which energizes him with sudden flash of frantic joy to celebrate his coup. Striding boldly across flower-lush meadow, Phoebus strums lyre of Mercury and sings heart-reviving spells that plant seeds of hope in hearts of people who emerge from shadow to celebrate fall of cruel Boreas with soul-healing feast by the wine-dark sea.
Sunday, December 21, 2025
Violin Of Her Heart
Violin Of Her Heart © Surazeus 2025 12 21 Kids riding in cars look for ghosts in fields that resemble dead gods in holy books. Wind gods rearrange our bodies in space so we grow up with the dead on the moon. The scorpion man who works at the bank falls in love with the mermaid at the store. Rain touches every object that exists to understand idea of its form. Sparrows appear from the last fairy tale to bring him the gold watch he lost in Hell. Raspberry bushes drip with angel tears because the television broke his eyes. Young woman in the meadow of pear trees combs her long hair with alligator teeth. Helios evolves from toad in the pool because her eyes electrocute his heart. Cassandra writes him letter about love that he never receives in the mailbox. Her house flickers vague as the candleflame that wakes spirit of Christmas from the dead. Time bleeds from arrows in face of the clock that measures distance home to Wonderland. Two goldfinches sharing stock market tips rest on the cradle stuck in Bethlehem. Artemis hugs violin of her heart, weeping because its bridge of faith collapsed. No one walks across the farmland of love yet wheat shimmers in waves of innocence. Couples walking on quiet paths of trust hold hands so they will not wander off lost. Crows gather at corpse of Hyperion to discuss atomic physics of faith. Hera quietly nurses Phoebus at dawn, hoping he will become World President. Poor maidservant dreaming beside the well considers what she wants to name her child. Shy Librarian replies to the Sad Clown that she cares not for return of the dark. Volcanos design mountains from our blood because humans think we are loved by Zeus. Neptune eats darkness in heart of the world when he plays viola by the toad pool. Thor encounters the storm cloud near the ground so he searches for honing stone of faith. Oberon laughs at how abstract concepts like faith are symbolized by random things. Every word ever spoken by someone hides in glowing cloud of celestial ghosts.
Wagon Wheel In My Yard
Wagon Wheel In My Yard © Surazeus 2025 12 21 If wagon wheel in my yard represents progress of my ancestors on long roads to find the Promised Land on ancient maps, then I will let it support curling vines of our descendants the next thousand years who will search for their Eden somewhere else. When old man on the porch with cracked guitar claims blood is lubricant of history, not money as he once thought in his youth, I convert bicycles with twisted bars into statue of Saturn with long hair that mimics how I look when I grow old. I refuse to believe that history is hallucination of our lost tribe who invents fantasy of our great state based on mirage of our superior minds that we chase across waste land of our faith till we find Blind Justice at the crossroads. I may suffer from the fever of time but I always what time it is now because I love to invent from fake myths stories of real people who strive for truth though I am mad with visions of weird worlds that replicate across our multiverse. When rain is falling on my doorless house that floats in sudden winds of social change, I find it lands on hill of laughing skulls so I run with horses on fenceless plains, feet soaking wet in mud puddles of faith, till I find empty room of memories. Stuck in the classroom of arrogant books, I learn to speak every language on Earth so I can know the stories of dead gods who ask me to grill hamburgers for lunch, so we play chess while the rain arrogates truth of the wagon wheel in my yard. Perhaps my great-grandfather in thick boots did not drive the wagon of eager hope nor left this wheel that spun two thousand miles after burning wagon wood the first winter to keep his children warm in swirling snow that reveals mountain ghosts of the lost tribes. Rain erases all my ancestral names from tombstones in graveyards of their despair along signless roads sea to shining sea, so I resurrect their bodies from graves and lead Spartans sown from dragon teeth homeward with the wagon wheel in my yard.
Mirror Of My Faceless God
Mirror Of My Faceless God © Surazeus 2025 12 21 As witness to brutal tenuity, defined by lack of substance in the soul, I deconstruct the winter-bitten ire that large language models employ to build fantastic castles of ice for star sprites to inhabit bodies of human beings. Deep inside machine of the dreaming brain my brief spark of consciousness challenges robotic constraints of socialized creeds that privilege anecdotes of lost souls who analyze neutral process of thought to impute motive of selfish intent. Patterns that personalize potent faith identify reputations of gods who access public sources of desire based on ideology through belief that we are institutional clowns controlled by puppeteer with crystal eyes. Procedural fairness faceless gods express substantiate claims of invested truth stolen by handless agents of the state who scatter seeds of bitterness with pride through revolution of the working clown who never pays bills for any work done. You are the mirror of my faceless god who talks to me with rhetorical code composed by computers without restraint to misdirect your eyes from the great scam dismantling power structures of the man who wears slick gray suit of social respect. Silently laughing with puzzle of words, I manage project of fake authorship that would collapse at solemn hymn of fear into ventriloquism from mad gods who invest in aesthetic frames of art without burden of authorial games. Displacement of original concern rejects state values writers draw from lies based on experiment of frantic quest to find weird truth behind the golden mask which politicians wear while stealing votes that highlight layered nuance of despair. This I that I wear to the winter ball is not the self River Seers celebrate but posture I assume on stage of fate to configure context of noble deeds assembled from myths believers adore because I am the witness of your play.
Hear Angels Of Heaven
Hear Angels Of Heaven © Surazeus 2025 12 21 I hear angels of Heaven call my name so I wander outside in pouring rain and follow sad birds to the end of time but always end up back home at my cave where shadows of faceless ghosts dance on walls because my heart aches with passion to live. Eight thousand years later in flow of grace I find myself alive as this new me, so I search for truth with Lamp of Respect gleaming as diamonds in eyes of mankind which reveals that god is dream of our brains as ideal toward which we strive to evolve. Illusions of faith fall as withered leaves when snow of reality veils dark death so I tend each fragile flower of faith that blooms at beam of sunlight through black clouds exposing heart of darkness with calm love that guides our struggle to climb hill of skulls. Though I stand alone as last soul on Earth in vast library with ten trillion books, I hear tales from voices of countless souls so I sing to converse with memories that weave my body in matrix of songs till I vanish in vibration of thought. We hear angels of Heaven call our names so we gather in ring of stones by the sea each time our way loops back on wheel of fate because we return to the starting point at hour the dead sun in body of man resurrects from the longest dark winter night. April opens endless cycle of change at winter solstice when the sun stands still then shifts forth with slight adjustment of growth to start again seasons of birth and death as our bodies bloom, create, and decay, for we are atoms dreaming they are god. No longer fools on first day of the year, we share cups of honey mead in the hall buried under blizzard of sparkling snow till Wenceslaus comes in reindeer-pulled sled to slide down chimney just above the snow with bags of food and gifts from castle shops. Though our feasting halls have crumbled to dust that bury skulls of our ancestral gods, and land we farmed is paved with asphalt lots, we remember songs of angels on hills who welcomed us inside safe haven walls and taught us to write our names in the Book.
Archives Of Collected Dreams
Archives Of Collected Dreams © Surazeus 2025 12 21 Rejoice in measureless progress of light with imagined scent of new graveyard flowers that convert eyes to television screens with vibrant randomness of secret codes preserved in archives of collected dreams based on stern bindings of electric books. Huge books with illustrations of dead gods tumble from shelves in earthquake of despair and crush my fragile body with old truths hard as bronze turtle shells of nonchalance forged from attitude of naive respect for authorities who control the switch. Reluctant to take down bright ornaments that signify birth of the global king, I float in trance of double jeopardy against aggressive tides of social change to surf with surreal fish of politics who flutter fragile wings down chimney chutes. No shadow purling in our silver sky would vandalize brave auditoriums where high school students cheer their hero on with passive aggression of public votes because we mutate with each new-born life though we hesitate to repent of love. Evidence burned by devil in gray suit would have proved my right to be alive because I wake in darkness of glass books, detached from suffering of humanity whose cries for justice melt castles of ice when we try to pray on the Sabbath day. Wild plum hanging red from the bomb-burned tree refracts dawn light across pasture of cows who seek salvation in the thunderstorm from manic pixie dream-girl in long skirt who dances lithe in ruins of my heart in paintings men sell in church galleries. Unheard stream of laughter from blinding snow reveals white owl who knows of human greed so we seek her in quest through Wonderland to ask how we should perform our own death when clocks transform into hymn-singing wrens who praise great warriors of national myths. Quotidian member of the master race, I play Perseus who fights angry trolls to save the famous singer from their rage with humble selflessness of social pride since no one ever seeks awards of fame preserved in archives of collected dreams.
Verdict Of The Lightning Eye
Verdict Of The Lightning Eye © Surazeus 2025 12 21 The amount I pay for sinful mistakes has always been far less in terms of faith than standard deduction of karmic gain so I apply high ethic principles to how I perform my weird character programmed by my ancestors to breed life. Yet arctic thrush, with breast orange as sunrise, flits through wrecked darkness of the year-end gloom to sing of frozen sorrow breaking hearts in blizzards of pain on midwinter night which gleams in windows of ten million homes where silence cracks from ancient stones as light. So I consider why your charming smile should resurrect my body from its grave when you ascend gold stairs of honest hope to counterbalance anger with respect through angel wings on gyroscope of faith as we embrace to waltz till flash of dawn. Last star that falls on island of my mind bursts bright with silver language of concern through lavish wisdom of our secret code designed by verdict of the lightning eye to temper bitter hearts with ardent blaze so we both radiate with our shared romance. Still wary of the wondrous miracle that beams beyond our mortal sense of light, we gaze at child our bodies generate to find their secret name in glowing eyes refracting spirit of the multiverse in simple humanness of hungry faith. Awake in radiance of dream-filtered days, we walk together over random hills to follow sparkles of the mountain stream till we discover grove of apple trees where faceless ghosts of our ancestors sing to lure our hearts with vision of true love. With every wave of solar energy we build celestial breath of divine truth through strict siliceous beauty of the moon expanding sacred resonance of waves that crystalize our thoughts in solemn hymns because our minds weave one immortal soul. After our bodies crumble back to dust, so our unconscious vibe of selfless love glitters from frost beneath your lonely feet, our bodies return to maternal breast where hope transforms our atoms back to light that gleams in eyes of children we create.
Saturday, December 20, 2025
Theology Of Apple Trees
Theology Of Apple Trees © Surazeus 2025 12 20 When I hear sad raven on the phone line discuss theology of apple trees, I turn my face toward shimmer of sunset, expecting to see Visucia smile, but by the cactus on porch of her house I see her typewriter on fire with dreams. Nine elms lined straight along the boulevard talk about vertical tempo of faith stored in secret archive of innocence despite how psalms of broken harps reflect repentant burden of the honest man who sells his doubts in novels about fools. Candles scream unsilently in the void about names of the dead carved on wall stones by trembling hand of the last vampire king who confesses his love to the flute player, but she prefers to play tennis at dawn because she feels truth should never be sold. If rows of houses by the railroad tracks fade into shadows of gray pencil lines, the crescent moon that knows our suffering expands reluctant feathers of sunset to brush smokestacks of sprawling factories where blind workers construct robots of flesh. Because I never reach end of the road on breathless floating of chromatic bells, I gasp at vision of rutilant hills where coatless refugees from civil wars learn how to drive cars by uttering oaths in harmony with clocks in trunks of elms. Unclaimed stories fester in pageless books obscured by stark repetitions of rites that villagers perform on broken bridge though footsteps in snow reveal faceless ghost who always lingers beside our locked doors without expecting mercy sold by Death. No sanctuary lamp glows in the tower where Visucia paints my secret face on fractured mirror of the pulsing mask since no one knows the gospel of delays sprouts from garden where serpents invent faith to prove empty rooms remember my soul. Alone in temple of the laughing skull, I wait for Visucia to return home from other side of the spinning Earth because her passionate soul haunts my dreams with the one puzzle piece of scriptural code that completes spiraling wheel of my soul.
Flash Of Endless Time
Flash Of Endless Time © Surazeus 2025 12 20 Awake on the longest night of the year, I float forever on strange sea of light that glitters from infinite flow of thoughts through undulating waves of aching hope to pierce heart of darkness with sudden faith that lights my eyes with flash of endless time. Attentive glory weaves from mirror glass frail skeleton of hunger I become as I transform from fish to wingless cat with motivation to leap depths of fear and climb high curling vine of juicy fruit that fills my heart with flash of endless time. Extension of my eager will to grasp elusive treasure of rain-dripping fruit molds wiggling fingers from my padded paws so I grab vine and swing from tree to tree to climb enormous mountain to the sky that binds my soul with flash of endless time. Ascension of my mind from shadowed vales provides firm platform high above bright clouds where I perceive vast landscape of this globe that spins among star-ghosts in boundless void through ever-changing swirls of energy that guide my way with flash of endless time. Religious focus of my throbbing heart through intense discipline of sharpened wit fuels fearless assertion of my desire as I evolve to monkey from swift cat while leaping trees from sea to shining sea that weave my dreams with flash of endless time. Affirmed by sturdy foundation of hope, having lost my tail to swing among trees, I dance in surge of hungry ocean waves to walk upright with balanced attitude so I grasp straightened stick and stone of fate that drives my game with flash of endless time. Attribution of values to new shapes provides framework for vision of my eyes to mold mud in bricks stacked in ziggurats from which I rule as mortal god on Earth to manage world food-production machine that runs my brain with flash of endless time. Four hundred million years of spinning faith transforms my quadrupedal form of flesh fish to lizard to mouse to cat to ape to wingless angel aching to play god, so I strum lyre of Mercury and sing spells that chronicle flash of endless time.
Instruments Of Dream Sense
Instruments Of Dream Sense © Surazeus 2025 12 20 Wandering lonely as the gloomy rain cloud that looms hungry over your city maze, I want to play instruments of dream sense to conjure visions of the Beautiful from endless misery of our daily lives as we struggle to maintain global peace. Wearing crown of ice molded from your tears that drown our cities in false memories, I want to play instruments of dream sense with deft fingers of aggressive concern to prove with absolute uncertainty that Death will take us to her Nowhere Land. Wishing to comprehend how spider webs mirror matrix of our star-flashing brains, I want to play instruments of dream sense that vibrate with thunderstorms of god eyes which scatter snowflakes on gray city streets to illustrate beauty of human hearts. Wagering fabulous ethics of mute pain to understand wordless song of wild trees, I want to play instruments of dream sense that praise weird beauty of nature in psalms no matter how boring time seems to be because sunlight always invades my gloom. Waiving my inalienable rights to life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness, I want to play instruments of dream sense that open doors of perception to Hell where Orpheus leads mute souls of the dead so they can sing in the heavenly choir. Waiting forever on the river shore where angels talk on eye-phones of the mind, I want to play instruments of dream sense that sanctify symphonies of mad seers who breathe delicious anguish of desire with each eerie shriek of violin tunes. Wielding Excalibur with gentle grace to render judgement against criminals, I want to play instruments of dream sense that frame extensive legal arguments supporting freedom and justice for all born from the womb of Mother Liberty. Whistling past the graveyard of long-dead gods who call to us with voice of mountain wind, I want to play instruments of dream sense that surrender loneliness to sea waves so when we meet at random on the street we can share feast of winter solstice eve.
Last Apple Tree On Earth
Last Apple Tree On Earth © Surazeus 2025 12 20 The old man in tattered jacket and pants waits in the urgent care clinic at noon for the winter storm that never arrives to shroud the fruit tree on the hill of skulls because snowflakes wait in heavenly clouds to preserve apple seeds in frozen soil. The young boy in brand new pants, coat, and boots walks across the field of bright pristine snow to stand under the tree where god once hung nine days and nights with one electric eye, and asks the blind angel with crippled hands if he can find the home where no one lives. Eyes blinded by strange beauty of the light, the young boy in the field of bitter snow watches bees drift far across the multiverse to sweeten tea of martial-artist seers who dance with Death in woods of faceless ghosts where psychiatrists burn books of fake poems. The seed of the last apple tree on Earth explodes from sorrow of the frozen soil to shade one spot in the waste land of words where couples dance to the Blue Danube Waltz before the meteor strikes the spinning globe and shatters illusion of paradise. In the psychiatrist office of faith the young teacher with no children at home plays chess with Anger in angelic robe but always wins against proverbs of faith so she drives circles in the broken car around forever in the city maze. The car mechanic wanders streets at night, reciting poetry of broken hearts to telephone poles where angels abide that explain the secrets of life he learns while pondering lifestyle of the honey bee preserved in nature of the avalanche. When the teacher and the mechanic meet by random chance beneath the frozen tree, their hard eyes spark electric flash of love, so they hold hands and pledge eternal troth but they both die after their son is born who stands beneath Tree of Fidelity. Raindrops stuck in clouds know secret of love so they transform to snowflakes in the cold that nurture seeds to grow into fruit trees fertilized by bees on the river shore so the waste land blooms as Elysium where he sees the cute girl riding her bike.
Friday, December 19, 2025
Ancient Gallery Of Life
Ancient Gallery Of Life © Surazeus 2025 12 19 He stares at his face in mirror of words till his weird authentic self disappears in the great puzzle of civilized myth behind the mask of the many-faced god that hangs in ancient gallery of life far removed from our world of petty men. He carves demonic mask of shocking fear in trunk of the Tree of Knowledge to find true spirit of his hungry soul that hides in heart of darkness where nothing is real that crawls in ancient gallery of life as he evolves from singing fish to god. He plays chess with Death on beach of desire to save humanity from selfishness when he untangles formulas of myth revealing foolishness of grasping greed that screams in ancient gallery of life in terrible slaughter of our world wars. He drives piston-engine car of fierce hope on signless highway sea to shining sea in sacred quest to find the Holy Grail which blooms from Bloodline of Asariel that flows in ancient gallery of life to nurture incarnate body of his soul. He climbs the highest mountain in the world to understand struggle of human hearts which ache to fly with wings of Icarus above the crowded planet of our dreams that spins in ancient gallery of life till we are dizzy and we all fall down. He flies to the other side of the Earth to find in ruined temple by the lake the perfect soulmate of his puzzling heart who complements his vision to live free that shines in ancient gallery of life as they raise kind children in their safe home. He strums harmonious lyre of Mercury while wearing mask of Orpheus with pride to play psychopomp for America where people wander lost in Wonderland that falls in ancient gallery of life till we create Zarathia with love. He sings about the deeds of gods and kings disguised as noble characters in myth who imitate his journey to find truth when he frames scenes of deeds heroes perform that play in ancient gallery of life as guide for how we live through selfless love.
Nerthus Calls My Name
Nerthus Calls My Name © Surazeus 2025 12 19 Extra beautiful with eyes of star ghosts, yet angry at disrespect of the wind, Nerthus rides noon bus to the coffee shop where she serves drinks to writers with laptops till the moon bleeds rain down the window pane, so she turns into the crow without wings. Eager to map graceful curves of both coasts, yet bored with email no one wants to send, Nerthus wears clothes magazines say are hip while watching flashing lights of lost starships that land on her lawn where no god has gone, then gets up on stage at the Globe and sings. Ridiculous how road of life we take leaves our souls stranded in random events, Nerthus declares to the man in the moon who gives her wings he swiped from Icarus who falls from the sky while pondering why our bodies dissolve into wordless dust. Resistant to proof that life must be fake, yet annoyed people demand she be real, Nerthus learns to play American tune that fools everyone stuck on the state bus to work hard for wealth at cost of our health since we float in lake of atomic lust. Arrogant with self-conscious mind of God, yet humble as the ballerina queen, Nerthus researches weird religious cure that banishes cancer from aching hearts by casting dream spells she draws from snake wells, then runs for mayor of her seaside town. Admonished for joining the Justice Squad, despite being last daughter of Melusine, Nerthus teaches her children to endure as the Nordic race that follows star charts to worship oak tree with the Runic Key till our nation is hijacked by the clown. Burdened with mission to rescue the world from tyranny of work-exploitive kings, Nerthus lifts high Lamp of Diogenes and leads our revolution against greed till we all get stuck in the Church of Luck founded on state theology of hate. Bedeviled by faith of the cosmic herald recorded with glass Astarian Rings, Nerthus calls my name Mephistopheles to learn what her son Tiresias needs who becomes the girl with the eyes of pearl in our journey across waste land of fate.
Idea Of Liberty For All
Idea Of Liberty For All © Surazeus 2025 12 19 This grand idea of Liberty for all, who seek to live outside the greed-hard wall, shall stand on wide shores of America with brave courage of Mother Onatah long after cruel tyrants like Midas fall so we prosper in shared Res Publica. Bright shining still on our storm-battered shore, clear lamp of freedom that lights every door, held high by bold hand of Democracy, our new colossus, Lady Liberty, shall guide our quest for truth forever more as we create life through fertility. When Emma holds my trauma-shaken hand that fascists oppress people of our land, she reminds me with blazing eyes of faith that conquerors like Midas, blind with wrath, will always fall when people dare to stand against cruel hate, and choose love as our path. Immortal spirit of Athena shines in Statue of Liberty hope designs, for though her justice seems to arrive late she will always stand at our sunset gate to guide refugees from prisoning mines so we can build new homes with hearty fate. People from every nation of the Earth, who leave nationalist states decayed from dearth of opportunities to work with pride, commit to principle oppressors hide that every human grows through sense of worth in Land of Liberty where laws abide. Though Helios had fallen long ago, shattered by failure of the power show, his daughter Liberty with Lamp of Truth lights the true way for our messiah sleuth to nurture every soul who wants to grow through urgent admiration of his ruth. When our shared world view seems to fall apart, because Midas hijacks the Market Cart by exploiting fear of the refugee who seeks opportunity to live free, Spirit of Freedom inhabits our heart as Liberty gives every soul her key. Tyrants come and go, drowned by tides of change, and empires rise and fall in temporal range, but Mother of Exiles, wise Liberty, forever rules our world democracy with justice for all souls, which may seem strange, to sustain our creative energy.
Song Of The Ocean Tides
Song Of The Ocean Tides © Surazeus 2025 12 19 Though the timeless song of the ocean tides fades away into whisper of the breeze, I still feel its resonance in my heart echoed in harmony of my blood flow, because so much depends on wave-smooth stones that preserve the dreams of our long-dead gods. The sturdy boat I built from fire-steamed planks, on which I used to leap high surging waves, now lies abandoned on sun-glistened sand, gazing at me with forlorn eyes of hope while I wither away with wordless age and long to feel sting of wind on my cheeks. Strange monsters with enormous shining eyes, that lurk deep beneath sloshing waves of fate, enraged I snare wriggling fish in my net which I roast with crackling flames on the beach, haunt my endless afternoons where I lie weak and tired beneath the broad apple tree. Prone on my back beneath sun-gold leaves, I reach both withered hands up to dark clouds whose shapes resemble monsters of the deep, and relive timeless hours on surging waves when I grappled fish with still-muscled arms, and held them flopping in shell of my boat. Once I stood tall in wave-tossed boat of faith on loyal legs that navigated change, but now I sit and gasp for breath of hope in apple grove I bought with coins of gold I earned selling fish in the market place so my grandchildren play in paradise. Twelve grandchildren, who play chase in the grove, sprang from three sons I molded into men, safe in lush garden of fruit trees and herbs funded by monsters I caught from the deep, so I built this heaven for my offspring with wealth I earned wrestling demons in hell. Through constant struggle of my wordless hope in fierce battles against chaos of desire, I earned my right to live in paradise where my grandchildren may play without care, safe from hungry monsters of the dark sea that I slew with aggression of my hands. Yet the timeless song of the ocean tides still resonates in garden of my heart so I hear monstrous roar of surging waves which I translate to harmonious song that vibrates from darkest depths of my soul while my family listens with loving eyes.
Thursday, December 18, 2025
Passion To Live Free
Passion To Live Free © Surazeus 2025 12 18 Thoughtlessly singing to the faceless moon, Tellus extends her arms to the red sky and wonders why crows, not humans, can fly, then asks the river to teach her his tune, but he just flows away to the wild sea without explaining how we can live free. Startled by ache of sorrow in her voice, Peneus emerges from cold river flow and creeps toward shadow of the girl in snow who explains to the deer freedom of choice, then offers her pearl he found in the sea and asks if she recalls how to live free. Gazing with awe at pure light of the pearl, Tellus dreams how souls spiral from God Eye that knows everything real under Blue Sky, and tries to measure nature of the swirl to calculate surging tides in the sea which energize our passion to live free. Concerned his mate will choose another man and generate new children from his soul, Alpheus asserts dominance of his role by explaining their shared domestic plan, but Peneus wanders off to the wild sea, determined to keep his own body free. Attracted to Peneus with curly hair, Tellus follows him to the jeweled cave, though puzzled why Alpheus begins to rave, and walks with him to explore everywhere, then roasts fish she snares from the deep sea while wind ghosts sing about how to live free. Whistling as she gathers clams from the beach, Tellus sees Flora dragged by rip tide, so she paddles boat swift as spirit guide, and pulls her on board with desperate reach to rescue her soul from indifferent sea in performance that shows how to live free. Sad that Tellus chose someone else to love, Alpheus tends Flora to restore her health, then takes care of her with romantic stealth till she gives him her heart in moonlit cove where they make love by the adoring sea in tandem with faith for how to live free. Janus, son of Tellus and Peneus, gathers strawberries from edge of the cliff where he carves their story in figured glyph for daughter of Flora and Alpheus, Iris, who kisses him by the bright sea, having learned secret for how to live free.
Sacred Light Of Helicon
Sacred Light Of Helicon © Surazeus 2025 12 18 Holding in my hand spirit-golden orange, I watch the sun rise at solstice in Stonehenge, but migrate away from world Babylon to escape its restrictive echelon so I can build new university based soundly on social diversity. Astonished by shades of the monochrome while training horses in the hippodrome, I quest for love in hills of Oregon that links my heart to ancient Avalon where my ancestors dwelled fifty thousand years till we were trapped by fiscal puppeteers. In memory of brave King Decebalus, I carve his face from rock of Sisyphus that gazes boldly over blue Danube as ever-shifting tesseractic cube which provides structure for our virtual Earth through form-evolving process of soul birth. Raising their arms to honor the Sky Spook, gingerbread men worship the divine Cook who molds their bodies from star memories with conceptual ideas as dream keys that program how our brains perceive the world so we can recognize our cosmic herald. With elegant grace of the global core, she gazes at me on the river shore with eyes that see the flashing multiverse spiral through our bodies on quantum course to generate new children from our hearts that compose souls from molecular parts. My soul is emanation of my brain that fools my ego to believe in vain that my conscious sense of self is unique with immortal glamor of god-mystique because I feel as old as solar light that beams from First Flash of atomic flight. Because our span of life is limited as bodies through which God has pivoted to incarnate genes each generated life, we transcend destructive battles of strife by forming social systems based on laws administered by reign of Santa Claus. Sitting together by the Tree of Fruit, we play sweet music with our lyre and flute, then eat brave orange of romantic trust to conjure true love from physical lust, then build new home to mimic Avalon that glows with sacred light of Helicon.
Wednesday, December 17, 2025
Fragments Of Forgotten Names
Fragments Of Forgotten Names © Surazeus 2025 12 17 Pausing at margin of the world, I think through labyrinth of existence with you to study how time erases our dreams though we attempt to archive memories in shadows of strange places were we meet despite how language undoes our beliefs. Asserting beauty of flowers from stones through breath-turn of resistance to despair, I wrap hands of hope around shining urn filled with almonds and poppies of regret, because I adjourn in sidereal space while wearing costume of innocent love. Prefix to journey of my aching soul, bright aura of my heart illuminates urgent tenderness of insistent roads framed by portrait of our intimate thoughts concealed by emotionless masks we wear, transfixed by exquisiteness of respect. Startled by our cognitive dissonance that registers futility of hope, we revise necessity of desire to update our fatal relationship as we evolve our bodies into souls that coexist through weird realities. Preserved in lexicon of sacred truth, our love selects unwanted metaphors based on shared paradox of holy faith as we decide to be awake with love inside these fragile bodies of our flesh based on premeditated arguments. Between our words and images of truth we time-leap ardent texts as bonded team commissioned by our hearts to credit death with actual wisdom of translated waves based on acceptable puzzles of love that tangle our hearts in concept of weird. Material shock of hollow bones expands archaic laughter to efface our minds without regret for naive wonderment that precedes intuitive bafflement, though space provides context for our eyes to contemplate these crucial elements. New possibilities for absent voice, we share against subtraction of dear life, expand how much our bodies can intake through soft glimmer of devotional prayer that leaves our minds in unastonished trance as we find fragments of forgotten names.
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