In The Great Unknown © Surazeus 2025 04 02 When the Phoenix of my heart spreads fire wings and rises from nest of the Burning Bush, I follow her flight to the Great Unknown on signless road that leads us anywhere till I stand weeping by the Lake of Dreams where First Mother first taught me how to sing. My mother keeps the secrets of my heart that I have never revealed to myself which I now scatter as seeds on the ground so all my memories bloom in daffodils that children pick where they play in the field where skulls of gods have crumbled into dirt. These fragments of forgotten history, which I find strewn on hard cathedral floor when its rose window was shattered by bombs, contain dramatic scenes of psychic fate that I assemble in collage of tropes to create new world view from random hopes. Concentric circles of haphazard thoughts that drift in sparkling mist of wordless dread radiate from center of the spinning Earth so I become my most essential self while standing in blue twilight by the lake to feel subtle glint of stars pierce my heart. Down lengthening path of my endless life toward far horizon of my shadowed mind I always walk with steady pace of fear to gather courage in jewels of light in which I see first flash from dawn of time that luminates strange landscape of my heart. Inviolate flower of the Burning Bush transforms despair of hot volcano gas to glorious garden of profuse respect since I am surrogate mind for the Earth inspired to breathe brave spirit of the sky that cultivates nascent power of faith. Emerging from grim shadow of soft grass, she grabs my hand with tremulous concern and asks if I know where the Phoenix flies, so I give her the last pear of my heart, then write weird verse in book of fairy tales while the nightingale sings to us of death. Living together in the Great Unknown where the Phoenix nests in the Burning Bush, we cultivate pure energy of love that swells in juicy pears on twisted limbs, then cuddle in the boat of our romance and watch the sun rise from shimmer of the lake.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Wednesday, April 2, 2025
In The Great Unknown
King Of Worthless Things
King Of Worthless Things © Surazeus 2025 04 02 Because he plays the king of worthless things, robins leave torn pages from holy books on the metal table in the back yard where the mango queen takes selfies with Death to show her followers around the world that she values every person on Earth. Because the Earth is spinning in his head, he gives the dead voices they never had when they were struggling each day to survive by assembling puzzles of castle towers on the asphalt parking lot of the mall where angels keep falling on the tar roof. Because the sky disrespects him with jokes about his strength and courage to fight back, he races with the football down the field to imitate the hunter with the pig that he steals from the village by the lake, and wins through goalposts of his village gate. Because he loves the woman on the horse, he gathers apples in his two-wheeled cart and pushes it along the sparkling stream to sell them at the crowded market place for copper coins that he can use to buy new brass cauldron for his wife to cook stew. Because he seeks to know the origin of commerce basic to civilized life, he digs chunks of minerals from the hill cave and sells them to the man on the brick hill who laughs that his dirt holds nothing worthwhile, so he lies hungry on the temple steps. Because he wants to buy the fast sports car, he sits all day in the small cubicle and enters numbers on the spreadsheet file to calculate progress from the stone age that man has gained the past five thousand years, then drinks beer in the bar to watch football. Because he uses dangerous formulas based on mathematics of divine fate to build the piston engine of the greed, he wears the polished mask of Daedalus on Halloween to trick Fortune and Death in bargain with the Devil to be rich. Because he steals the crown of thorns from Christ in vain attempt to avoid judgment day, he tries to deny in the court of fate that he is still the king of worthless things though he keeps trying to sell fake angel wings as Orpheus takes him to his cage in Hell.
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
Deep State Of Faith
Deep State Of Faith © Surazeus 2025 04 01 If I start with the bang of perfect thought to leap across the multiverse of souls in sly attempt of honest quietude to evade trick of charged vicissitude, I might lose sight of soul-expanding goals for which my pioneer ancestors fought. Emerging hopeful from deep state of faith with holy book I dredge from swamp of lies, I preach salvation of aggressive force achieved by mining star-wealth from the source in heart of Greenland where government spies search for treasure cave of the diamond wraith. To me alone on high Takoma peak the diamond wraith as Goddess Liberty appears with hundred million eyes of truth to crown me her faithful messiah sleuth commissioned to support democracy which I adjust with constructive critique. This mask of free will, which I wear with pride, reflects bright spirit of your secret heart, designed to magnify your special soul so every person creates their own role to play on global stage of the dream chart based on the template our beliefs provide. Attuned to zeitgeist of our national mind that radiates psychic energy of hope, we stir from lethargy of social trust with passionate anguish to adjust course of our progress that we steer to cope with stoic courage of hearts realigned. Against destructive greed of tyranny we band in noble squad of common folk with fierce intent of honest patriots to defend moral values of robots who transcend prejudice to become woke as heroes in our questing company. We will defeat dictatorship of greed through inclusion of everyone who sings special tunes for cultural diversity which nurtures progress built on equity together binding power of our wings through witness on the hill of Gilead. When mad Baal oppresses our free state, Elijah arrives in chariot of fire to chase his thieves from temple of our faith so we reclaim our nation from vile wrath to welcome every soul in our world choir who gather with hope outside the locked gate.
Horse Of Texas Wind
Horse Of Texas Wind © Surazeus 2025 04 01 When wild wind of Texas becomes the horse who brings me apple of eternity, I learn to flow with her elegant grace as she revives pure spirit of the plains where hearts of our ancestors enrich soil from which our children spring to dance and sing. Bones of our ancestors molded from milk form rugged landscape of our aching hearts where ghosts of dinosaurs with rainbow feathers still wander streets of quiet country towns to guide me as I ride sturdy-framed bike past fragile homes where faceless people pray. Contemplating mystery of the Glow Cloud, I lean against trunk of the apple tree to wonder why I feel so far from home since I sit still at center of my heart while my mind crosses timeless distances to shore of the lake where my soul was born. I live in time-wound spinning of the Earth, connected to each age of human life by reading stories written long ago that weave tapestry of dramatic scenes where I play role of bold protagonist in grand narrative of spiritual growth. With confident voice of the mockingbird, that dwells in heaven of the pecan tree, I sing about the nameless souls of Earth who flicker by on timeless stage of hope as transient flames of conscious innocence so I will remember them till I die. Before I cry beneath the broken branch, lone wanderer detached on signless road far from ancestral homeland of Star Lake, the horse of Texas wind teaches me how to repair the butterfly wings of faith so I can dance with the graceful tornado. Only the raven remembers the poem I scribble on the frosted window pane to translate light of the arrogant moon with subtle nuance of challenging tricks in words that humans invent in despair to communicate thoughts they fear to speak. Riding my bike in the small country town, I transform into horse of Texas wind so I can sing about beauty of love with abstract metaphor of fallen angels who disappear in flash of light on water when I realize I can fly with word wings.
You Are The Ocean
You Are The Ocean © Surazeus 2025 04 01 "You are the ocean in this drop of water," Rumi exclaims with radiant voice of joy, then twirls around on broad shore of the ocean with arms spread out in anguish of desire to extend the sacred wings of Icarus so he can fly above this world of sorrow. Dark waves of solemn search for information scatter detritus of dreams on pale sand that gleam in silent horror of the dawn while I assemble fragments of lost visions to puzzle new world view of global truth which accounts for every person alive. One hundred million poems on cherry leaves swirl around my head on the ocean beach, so I catch one with cobra-quick attention to feel dream of one human on this Earth glow brightly in my eyes with starry faith that we are raindrop tears of one star wraith. So many nameless people on this globe pulse passionately with anguish of hope to live free from oppression of blind greed, trapped in selfish dramas of other people as each soul gropes blindly in maze of fear to find safe haven in words of our voices. I hear soft whisper of their secret voices emanate from thousands of road-bound cities that teem with vibrant energy of hope at dining room tables, riding arenas, library cubicles, and coffee shops, heart-enchanting choir of angelic souls. World spider of our hearts weaves tapestry of stories from experiences we hide to build vast edifice of psychic tropes for literary scaffold which supports courageous ascension to stage of life where we join choir of strange humanity. Though I almost hesitate to express narrative demand of theology to edit tales of suffering we endure, I boldly adjudicate suppressed cases describing crimes of facetious contempt people commit against people each day. Drowning in vast virtual reality of wordless ocean waves formed from our tears, we photograph each other with weird poems to prove we are the ocean in the drop of water that reflects our emptiness in which we fall forever without words.
Social Temple Of Trust
Social Temple Of Trust © Surazeus 2025 04 01 When sudden violent April storms uproot ancient trees of tradition, we assemble with reverent awe round old Tree of Knowledge, then deconstruct strange ideology to comprehend how our observant minds assemble concepts in puzzle of truth. Our minds will synchretize random events to analyze strict flow of consequence by noting temporal cause of each effect to formulate doctrines of social force based on ontology of human nature we design to explain history of life. Old institutions that preserve our state through eighty years of social transformation collapse from aggressive attacks of greed enforced by the treasonous gang of thieves that twists laws so they can enslave the people to work for increase of their bank accounts. Once they reduce protective services, devised to secure our daily routine with productive methods for sustenance, they plan to suppress rebellious intent and channel energy of private dreams by building empire on our subdued backs. With fierce resolution of abused souls, tricked by thieves who steal invaluable faith in secure operations of our state, we take up arms against this sea of troubles and fight to stem destructive tides of hate hurled from their bitterness against our hope. Abandoned in the wilderness of fear by social contract of effective trust between the people and our government, we declare new state of justice for all based on equal rights we share with each soul through solidarity of honest hearts. Though we are battered by wild winds of change that upends our productive way of life, we straighten focus of attentive care to support each other in fight for rights assumed inalienable for every soul as we restore social temple of trust. Planting in soil of our national heart the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, we revive Garden of Eden in Hell with treasure of wisdom in apple seeds to build from ruins of America new free republic of Zarathia.
Monday, March 31, 2025
Fragments Of Frail Faith
Fragments Of Frail Faith © Surazeus 2025 03 31 When the storm of electric innocence blows over our home in dense Raven Wood I hear laughter of Ungod in blue sky howl with cruel mockery at human pride, so I glare mute at Jupiter or Zeus, and grin that my fathers gave storms weird names. I peer in shadows of gold afternoon to see the faceless ghosts of souls long dead that glow with wisdom of experience, so I try to decode their wordless pain to understand grim sorrow of their loss which people still suffer in every age. Broken tree limbs of twisted memories crash into the yards of hope-haunted homes that chill our hearts with specter of decay as despair coagulates in crippled form that crawls across debris of our world view, tangled in rotten beauty of our faith. Emerging from shattered shelter of trust, we gather fractured fragments of frail faith decontextualized from established framework as long-accepted information memes disconnected from firm matrix of truth that exposes its artificial structure.
Dolphin Of My Heart
Dolphin Of My Heart © Surazeus 2025 03 31 Between Arion and Jonah I would be the prophet whose enchanting song of truth inspires wave-leaping spirits of the sea to bear me safely to the shore with ruth because the light of greatness does not fade though our bodies dissolve into the shade. When I am cast on brutal shore of fate, where nightingales have far too long been mute, old Delphic spirit begging at the gate still sings heart-wrenching ballads less than cute, reviving my Muse from grave of my heart so I sing new tales not on her old chart. The nightingale, once singing in the night, regales war refugees on signless roads, while the mockingbird, disdaining clear light, teaches all who cannot sing, birds and toads, how to imitate their own secret voice so they feel they are free to make the choice. If I extract wild spirit from my head, I could fly high on quick angelic wings to purview our world with eye of calm dread employed by the free bird who always sings visions of truth that reveal the real world through ontology of the cosmic herald. Though all-silencing Death attempts to quell cry of the heart for justice, strict yet fair, adjudicating crimes punished by Hell, we will rise bold to sing courageous prayer for every soul alive on this great land to live through freedom of the Giving Hand. Whether I am swallowed by the white whale, and then commissioned by voice of the sky to proclaim retribution of the Scale, or borne by the dolphin as Music spy, I shall in either case record the truth with honest spirit of messiah sleuth. Perched on Arionian dolphin of my heart, I strum the lyre of Mercury with faith that, if I follow guidance of her chart, Athena will help me transform the wraith of social anguish from demon to god as loyal member of her justice squad. Though I now float lost on wild ocean tide, which fierce Poseidon hurls at shore of hope, the star-eyed Muse, always my loving guide, sends dolphin of my heart to help me cope, so with bold courage of her humble sage I sing for justice on the global stage.
Sunday, March 30, 2025
House Of Every Ghost
House Of Every Ghost © Surazeus 2025 03 30 When swirling snowflakes freeze into the house where every human in the world has lived, I approach wavering illusion of hope to observe drama of their lives play out in ghostly shadows of wordless desire, but cannot open the doors of their graves. Easy laughter rattles windows of time with unearned urgency of unkempt class that scatters puzzle pieces on wood floors to clutter stage of graceful tragedy since cracks that let the light of hope get in cannot conceal meaninglessness of life. Writing names of ghosts on new-blooming leaves, I whisper secret cipher that conceals stories of their lives in weird archetypes so Death can never find them in the room where they arrange photos of memories in graphic novels that sprout raven wings. Though I walk the signless road of everywhere ten thousand years from sea to shining sea, I never see another ghost like me with eyes that depict islands in the sea where every ancestor who wove my genes walks forever on beach of singing waves. I ponder how with branches of fruit trees I might encrypt conceptual memories in cosmic archetypes of normal things through sacred letters of the alphabet that writhe across snow with serpentine grace reserved for scientific formulas. Footprints of ghosts in ever-falling snow lead me to giant hall of steel and glass, far grander than Valhalla of my heart, where twenty thousand hungry troubadours sell each other books of their prophecies that hint at sorrow of domestic scenes. Assembled in hall of fairy-tale books that record enchanting tales of romance, ghosts of prophets, singers, and troubadours tag themselves with badge of diversity based on inclusion that binds random souls through staged dramas of social equity. True history that records human events transforms into mythical fairy tales etched in blue ice on windows of the house where ghosts of all the souls who ever live gather to read each other poetry that swirl as snowflakes through eternity.
Surrender To Absurdity
Surrender To Absurdity © Surazeus 2025 03 30 While driving my car on the Nowhere Road, I feel dull ache of ennui in my heart, and then I know with ironic detachment I should have made peace with absurdity of human existence on this vast world before I began my trip to Wonderland. Parking my old car in the empty lot, I wander on shore of the frozen lake to contemplate fragile impermanence which characterizes beauty of Nature, till feeling of annoyance numbs my heart, so I grin with satisfaction at Death. Yet yellow butterfly with fragile wings flutters with delicate calm of respect among white petals on the long black bough, which makes me think about how energy springs to life again after hiemal death, blooming with beauty of peaceful hope. I savor oppressive cold of gray skies on fields frozen hard in bitter despair so long I come to find in misery grim comfort at harsh ugliness of death till I see beauty in rancid decay and treasure horror of the lifeless tree. Alone in stillness of the leafless woods where grayness saturates the mindless soil, I feel the sudden flash of evening light when the sun advancing across stern hills pierces my eyes with sheen of desire as trees explode in quiet poof of green. The golden path of silence glows awake in winding casualness of sly amusement among the mulberry bushes of fate, so I surrender to absurdity that beauty gleams within the rugged world with urgent innocence of honest fear. My hungry eyes consume beauty of Earth with aching ennui that something more beyond blank nothingness of death may lure my heart to believe our souls might live on, but sweet beauty of this horrible lie would trap me in despair at suffering. My conscious sense of self is radiant glow conjured by chemical functions of hope from flashing neurons of my dreaming brain, so I savor ennui of this vibrant hour because I know my animating soul will vanish from this strange world when I die.
Sadness Is The Last Pear
Sadness Is The Last Pear © Surazeus 2025 03 30 Because I break into blossom each time I step out of my body without my mind, I breathe the happiness of lonely wind, embarrassed when my brain begins to chime with passion of ambiguous respect for how our vehement bodies connect. Though sadness is the last pear on the tree where horses eat grass that grows from my grave, I carve my happiness in the dark cave where bats are the demons who can fly free to dry meadow where Gordius ties the knot since angels crown him King of Camelot. If anyone thinks art can cure disease they have not felt the piercing angst of faith branded in our hearts by eyes of the wraith, nor shivered when the chilly forest breeze blows tattered fog among laurels at dawn when the exiled king has to play the pawn. To learn survival in the wilderness, after great civilizations collapse at shocking strike of the apocalypse, I seek to overcome safe happiness with boisterous song of bitter irony based on my latest soul epiphany. Warm sunlight threads words in frame of my soul as I imagine how to save the world if I agree to play the cosmic herald, but meditate without reaching for my goal through unpredictable flight of the heart down secret trails not mapped on any chart. Untriggered anger of the wordless play inspires my long-reluctant heart to try for random chance at well-earned victory sailing swiftly across the wind-flashed bay against blank facades of ambivalence which cannot guarantee calm nonchalance. Attention to strict rules of dialogue maintains clear focus on bold self-defense against attack by minions of pretense at fateful commission to catalog destructive actions of traitors and thieves because my mother is the one who grieves. Annihilated light of unseen truth adjusts trajectory of our national curve where good leader we choose is tasked to serve needs of the people by messiah sleuth who washes clean our nation of despair because his hate teaches us how to care.
Saturday, March 29, 2025
Stolen Mask Of Jupiter
Stolen Mask Of Jupiter © Surazeus 2025 03 29 Untethered twirl of emotional glide accelerates my soul beyond fake bounds of social convention that holds me down, because I spring high from book where I hide secret fears with glass skeletons in mounds on which the lost worship the haughty clown. Unchained ocean waves of obvious truths we dare not speak as taboo of the heart wipe vast metropolis of gleaming towers off face of the Earth with soul-cleansing baths since commercial empire is based on cart from which the lonely girl sells pretty flowers. Untricked by preacher of the fallen god to believe that each person is unique, we search for ancient sword Excalibur as magic weapon buried in the sod so we can fight the conman and his clique who wears the stolen mask of Jupiter. Uncivilized by tyranny of cash that drives fierce engine of global commerce, we fight new civil war of thought control to wear crown of thorns retrieved from the trash based on description of the universe designed by savior hung on the phone pole. Uncaged by law of Goddess Liberty with commission to bear the Torch of Truth, Minerva runs barefoot in the waste land to escape agents of security while pregnant with our new messiah sleuth destined to rule Earth with his red right hand. Unpuzzled petroglyph on Stone of Scone depicts First Mother of the Human Race when she emerges from the Lake of Dreams and plays haunting tunes on flute of bird bone then wears golden mask over pock-marked face when she performs in Theater of Seems. Uncrowned as honest Emperor of Earth, I ride White Horse of Justice down the street through parade to celebrate victory, then analyze what everything is worth which I list on the clay-tablet spreadsheet as world-traveling man of mystery. Unlocking stolen mask of Jupiter, I climb huge pyramid of the God-Eye so I can understand the human heart which follows path devised by Lucifer because we choose our fate by asking why we must blindly conform to our star chart.
Both Man And Monster
Both Man And Monster © Surazeus 2025 03 29 If I misunderstand how the red snow falls the gold-eyed cat who lounges on my porch could explain secret of romantic faith in failure of books to describe the truth about the nature of ancestral dreams encoded in tribal myths I invent. The frog that climbs up window of my heart tries to hide eerie glow of the weird moon, but I see its shadows in every room, even during the day when angry birds declare their sovereignty in tangled trees with beautiful songs that make my heart ache. Before sunset I wander into town and sit in the back of the smoky bar to eat fish and chips and stare at the lake while people stand before the microphone and read their secret-coded poetry to supportive cheers of their fellow poets. Crouching on moon-gold beach of the large lake, I write lines of verse in the gleaming sand about the United States of Ionia through which cabal of poets in black robes rule the world with slick advertising slogans, till the turtle nibbles at my right hand. The bittersweet sorrow of our strange world cries out in mindless song of windy rain that cannot be translated into words so I become the silence of my voice that folds my fears into pages of books which transform into spirit-haunted trees. I dismiss with tragic wave of my hand every opinion that clutters my mind in vain attempt to sweep them all away and clear blinding illusions of despair, but spiderweb of truth ensnares my hand with sticky nonchalance of sly disgust. I refuse to be absolute for death except as fateful end that traps us all, for I resist the nothingness of fate with cautious assertion of faint desire to keep on living without trying hard, savoring sensations of pleasurable pain. Both Beowulf and Grendel are described by the Unknown Poet with raven quill with similar terms as both man and monster, the same as Gilgamesh and Enkidu, demonic spirit in civilized man, twins contesting to understand red snow.
Friday, March 28, 2025
Next World War
Next World War © Surazeus 2025 03 28 We may survive the next world war, or not, with cheerful laughter of the Argonaut who cancels quest to steal the Golden Fleece in vain attempt to establish world peace by claiming every land on Earth is his because he always wins the puzzling quiz. He wants to build new home in vale of tears to manage school of crazy puppeteers by teaching them to scam the populace with threat from rolling stone of Sisyphus, but he gets lost in forest of the clown where Gretel marries him with mindcuff crown. Still staring in the mirror of his soul for twenty years without his secret goal, he wonders who defines the right from wrong besides the Valkyrie with tragic song who outshines everyone on the world stage though she got trapped by fame in her gold cage. Elected captain to steer Ship of State, after Midas wrecks it with bitter hate, the Argonaut who hides his secret name writes new constitution for the world game so everyone who plays life by the rules can create beauty with conceptual tools. Since we hope to survive the next world war with shadow of our faith in global lore, though traitorous thieves destroy our world view, we work together when the ingenue performs her role as savior of the world as prophesied by the mad cosmic herald. As incarnation of brave Liberty, who wields Book and Lamp of democracy, Minerva rides the white horse of our hope with grand ontology beyond our scope to build from ruins of America nation of justice called Zarathia. Displaced from homes we lived in many years, and fired unfairly from fruitful careers, we follow Moses through the wilderness across the rusty bridge of aimlessness to surround castle where the tyrant hides with treasures he stole from our psychic guides. Though Midas steals everything we hold dear, attempting to divide us with fake fear, we smash his idol with its feet of clay when Sisyphus arrives with spells to pray, so we will survive world war of his greed and regrow Tree of Life with honest seed.
Life As Hungry Savages
Life As Hungry Savages © Surazeus 2025 03 28 Dozing on the back porch in the warm sun, I contemplate red history of the gun that toppled empires of the sword and horse and fueled mankind on faster-engined course, so now we race to control every isle while attending state feasts with graceful style. The fallen airplane floats on ocean waves just offshore from the secret cliffside caves where our ancestors first drew images to transcend life as hungry savages, so Icarus spreads his wings without faith and soars among clouds with the mindless wraith. His mother calls him from the tower porch, then wanders in the night with flaming torch to find where he has fallen from the sky so she can ask the bitter devil why he dares rebel against the tyrant king who shoots any angel who tries to sing. Kneeling in dust before the pyramid where Jupiter keeps stolen treasure hid, Lucifer packs powder in metal pipe then aims rifle to kill God Archetype who decrees he owns both body and soul of every human he assigns state role. Roused from my slumber in the warm noon sun, I grumble at slaughter caused by the gun the past five hundred years of holy wars that gangs of men fight to control food stores as we transform castles into glass banks and horses mutate into brutal tanks. Glancing upward at glowing clouds of fate, I search blank space for ministers of hate who rampage now through halls of government to pilfer treasures of entitlement that shatters sense of safety we all share in system we had built that shows we care. Dismissing tragic events of this age, caused by the greedy vampire on world stage, King Midas shouts that he will rule the world while citizens pray for the cosmic herald to solve our crisis with respectful law enforced by wisdom of brave Onatah. Illusion of power enforced by guns dissolves at radiance of our freedom songs so we rise up from lethargy of fear and march against the thieving puppeteer to free America from tyranny and build stronger global democracy.
Way Of Flowing Streams
Way Of Flowing Streams © Surazeus 2025 03 28 If the moon could speak, she would tell me why sad people are never allowed to cry while they hang upside down in the Joy Tree and sing anthem about how to live free through clarion call of the mountain wind with broken hearts only beauty can mend. If the noble stag of the forest grove escapes the hunter for the treasure trove, my heart leaps laughing with joyful respect, foolhardy guest devils fail to detect, so I ask the moon why humans must die who tries to explain the afterlife lie. Since I can never know your secret heart, though I trace your fortune on the star chart, you remain completely unknowable therefore I choose to find you lovable each day we wake together in our space, still in love with your mysterious face. If fear constrains me with paralysis of desperate hope forged from analysis, I transfer anguish to the puppet show that I perform in soft blue evening glow till soldiers shoot us for protesting hate, defined by commands of aggressive fate. When people who can hear vibes of Earth Soul invent loud silence that no bell can toll, we gather to protest cruel tyranny till we are inspired by epiphany that songs of faith can cripple feeble power and free Liberty from the Ivory Tower. With pulsing material of frantic light, contrived by flow of time untangled right, my heart paints portrait of the soul I love who wears pretty mask of the willing slave, yet we give each other freedom to play, choosing in the end to unite and stay. More than halfway to the end of my tale, I leave church where everything is for sale and wander in ephemeral glow of faith to find pure emanation of my wraith that guides me toward the vale where I will sleep, so I ask the Earth my frail bones to keep. Whereas our hearts are equally intense with loyal passion of our future tense, we share one winding road of earnest hope to help each other thrive well as we cope, so we generate children of our dreams who help us map the way of flowing streams.
Thursday, March 27, 2025
Secret Of Star Flowers
Secret Of Star Flowers © Surazeus 2025 03 27 Totally lost in madness of his dreams, Samuel strums rusty-stringed guitar and sings in harmony with buzz of the radio till his brain sprouts four plastic raven wings when five men wearing masks in the black car handcuff his thin hands and take him away. Locked with Pandora in the golden cage, Samuel stands on his hands for twenty hours while she explains the secret of star flowers that beam the animating soul of love which fills his body with conceptual juice since dictators never honor the truce. Entranced by golden snake eyes of the girl, Samuel gives Pandora his finger bones so she can weave from threads of history life-tale of Lucifer in tapestry that hangs in castle hall of honesty where Beowulf reads his new poetry. Once Samuel crawls out of his turtle shell, Pandora, twirling around their glass cage, shows him how to become invisible to people staring at them in the zoo, so he breathes deep and spits words on the wall that transform into scarlet butterflies. Molding thick mud of his worm-consumed brain into small model of the Trojan Horse, Samuel gives ten thousand oranges of fate to Pandora with smooth bow of respect, so she makes orange juice people buy online so she can buy fake wings of Icarus. Holding up sign painted with blood of ghosts, Samuel declares for dead angels to hear, "Respect existence of every live soul or expect resistance of the mad fools who demand freedom and justice for all," but people driving cars in rain honk horns. Hugging the mad fool to her loving breast, Pandora chants disapparation spell which teleports them far around the Earth from detention cell in Louisiana to ancient ruins of the Parthenon where they kiss till the Earth becomes more real. Taking selfies on their broken eye-phones among time-weathered pillars of their hearts, Samuel and Pandora, smiling with joy, announce their marriage on social media which garners thousands of congratulations, then they grow old and die in their zoo cage.
Sapphire Of World Peace
Sapphire Of World Peace © Surazeus 2025 03 27 Luminous phantom of the great egret spreads her delicate wings in doting breeze and glides grandly over wind-rippled lake that glitters blue as sapphire of world peace with secret message from her aching heart that Nature still blooms after we are gone. Drinking root beer at the old picnic bench, Sophia watches clouds gleam over houses where people are living safe in their faith. "I cannot feel bombs rattle family homes in that distant land far across the sea where my ancestors lived centuries ago." Tossing the fantasy novel she wrote into the sapphire-blue lake of world peace, Sophia declares with sarcastic voice, "The political game in this great land has gotten so absurd that comedy has been neutered by their incompetence." Covering her face with thin paint-smeared hands, Sophia cries with broken-hearted angst as she thinks about how her mother died because her social security funds were blocked from transfer to her bank accounts, so she died when the bank foreclosed her house. Walking past the shuttered car factory, Sophia climbs stairs to her studio where she stares at the half-finished portrait depicting homeless people in torn tents who cook canned soup under the highway bridge where an Amazon delivery truck gleams. Dipping stiff-haired brush in glob of red paint, Sophia paints barely-seen smudge of blood on hands of the banker in clean blue suit who blithely drives his new gold-painted car past encampment where seven people live whose homes he foreclosed over the past year. Peering close at figure of the old woman, Sophia paints the yellow flowered dress her mother loved to wear attending church, who now pushes shopping cart of her things, including books of family photographs of her ancestors the past hundred years. "Our spirits become part of this alien land when we bury our parents in its soil, and our words become the wind in its trees." Streaking white flash of light, Sophia paints luminous phantom of the great egret gliding grandly over the homeless camp.
Wednesday, March 26, 2025
Unhappy In Weird Heaven
Unhappy In Weird Heaven © Surazeus 2025 03 26 Ordained intensity of our fierce life provides conceptual frame for ardent door for which my tongue designs the singing leaf that flashes old memories in wordless blur, engrossed in program that reverses time with casual grief that nurtures my new dream. Awake with curious faith in haunted hills with tattered scrolls, long hid in sacred sands, I play my game out of sync with church bells from static message that fractures quaint minds too eager for embroidered book of tales that mocks kind people who live without goals. Stuck in portrait that depicts the last star which gleams on faces of warriors in gloom, I change my image at alarm of war to hide behind mask of the loyal team and translate strange cries of electric birds that gather in oaks at howl of mad bards. On flat-top pyramid as watchful guard, armed with taut bow of arrogant desire, I achieve creative project of God, who embodies the monster we most fear, by analyzing mental state of Man who incarnates psychic light of the sun. Unhappy in weird Heaven we create, I assemble puzzle of my God Face, that pulses calmly with eclectic light which luminates false rooms of my old house, from soul of each ancestor in my genes whose voice whispers in marrow of my bones. Performing my new role as Sisyphus, I construct cars in the steel factory to prove I could be more magnanimous with urgent spirit of democracy because this world is older than our souls that shimmer whitely in Odinian wells. I ride long train of circumstance back home to where I tame the horse in apple grove with primal language through uncertain hymn detailing progress of romantic love by which we generate aggressive souls who conquer Earth with calculating scales. Crouched in the silent trance, I watch the moon transform souls of our war-traumatized saints from avid angels to idolized stone who default on their government accounts in time for tragic marriage of true minds who share electrons in covalent bonds.
My Unpossessed Heart
My Unpossessed Heart © Surazeus 2025 03 26 Beyond vast picture of painted landscapes I see uncertain whiteness of pure depths reflecting ugly beauty of our world that frames my face as god in glowing clouds, so I rebuke that darkness in the sea that molded me from passion to fly free. The whiteness in gloomy depths of my heart contains the ancient truth I hope to see, but one teardrop from Heaven falling far erases vision of the unseen world, so I walk backward on the signless road that everyone wants to name for their god. The fragmentary whiteness of my world encloses me in meadow of lush grass, so I stand breathing spirit of the sky with motionless mind of the spinning globe to feel how borders limit our landscapes to scope of truth in what our eyes perceive. The people in the village by the sea, who support my poor family with calm care, are swept into white depths by sudden storm that hurls enormous waves of arrogance with mute indifference of lightning-flashed wind so not even their secret names remain. The whiteness of the world offers no gifts more than I would need to live each day while tending apple trees by the blind lake surrounded by strange darkness of the wind that scatters leaves across my fenceless yard on which I write these poems I never sing. Nothing that exists in material form transcends sweet whiteness of the cheerful dawn beyond what spirit of the sky provides, though faceless god whom everyone adores never replies to my sincerest prayers except that Nature keeps blooming with life. Every land where my ancestors have lived across ten thousand miles of their long road has never belonged to them, though they lie buried in its soil so their bones provide lattice of honesty that forms landscapes where I travel with my unpossessed heart. We journey west to find home of the sun ten thousand years over mountains and seas, but find the Earth is round and never ends, so I stop on rugged coast of the world and give my alien spirit to this land which sings my ballads long after I die.
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