Ride Carousel Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 01 25 If the sky is doorway to everywhere, opened wide by joy of my aching heart, then I will soar into immensity with awe at breathless beauty of all light which I perceive with mind-expanding scope of conscious passion for honest respect. If owl of my heart, perched on broken branch of faith in cosmic energy of love, stirs ancient wings of silent urgency, then I will find pure egg of soul rebirth gleaming with crystal eyes inside my brain as psychic battery charged with solemn words. If holy cow of spirit-fueling milk arrives at dawn across the misty field, pulling wagon of bricks baked in the sun, then I will build new temple for our god who holds the spotted dragon egg of faith with tender care of time-unspooling hope. If opal gleaming on the signless road, containing eyes of every long-dead god, radiates pure wisdom of eccentric books, then I will dig sacred river canal so we can irrigate vast fields of wheat that forms foundation of our empire state. If angels guard our bodies while we vote for who will rule our disorganized state with random laws he thinks of in the bath, then I will count how many apple seeds lie scattered on the marble temple floor where turtles analyze profits through loss. If blind children ride carousel of fate with sly plan to paint frescoes on church walls depicting deaths of saints in accidents, then I will travel toward the holy land through flashing portal of argentine light to find divine doctor who heals all wounds. If my grandfather flies airplane of faith low over rippling lake of secret snakes who sing psalms in heavenly choir of ghosts, then I will map every telephone pole that connects our brains as the world wide web in global marketplace of false ideas. If I keep walking in circles of truths in frantic chase for the most scathing joke that exposes weakness of tyranny, then I will carve runes on the rock of ages cleft wide by earnest zeal of loyalists so we can ride the carousel of fate.
Astarian Scriptures
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
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Sunday, January 25, 2026
Ride Carousel Of Fate
Tears Of Sad Mermaids
Tears Of Sad Mermaids © Surazeus 2026 01 25 To find pure pearls from tears of sad Mermaids I dive deep in dark sea of swirling fears with pure celestial breath of cautious faith where I face hungry demons of despair in noble fight to safe humanity from monsters lurking in gloom of our hearts. I perform these actions in long day dreams while sitting at desk in small cubicle as one among many soul programmers typing magic runes on keyboards of truth to code whole history of humanity in tales that chronicle our fight for Life. Though bitter winds of winter blast bleak streets with grim indifference Nature shows Mankind, millions of people demonstrate with signs proclaiming principle dear to our hearts that every person breathing air of life has equal right to liberty and justice. These bromides, that sustained our hearts for years through centuries of soul awakenings and wars for freedom against slavery, taste bitter now that our once noble state teeters on shaken foundations of faith at long-expected rise of tyranny. Even this grand republic of free will, which our fathers built with brave sacrifice, crumbles now from rotten bureaucracy asserted by aggressive gangs of thieves disguised as masters of the money game who seek to enslave us with credit debt. Immortal spirit of the cruel dictator, that possesses greedy men everywhere, emerges in White House with bloody hands, emboldened by fear millions of men feel which Voldemort channels with magic wand carved from Spear of Longinus into guns. Yet when dictators of Satan appear to manipulate minds of angry men with hate to exploit people to gain wealth, our brave messiah sleuth, with honest heart honed by suffering, appears from our minds to lead freedom fighters with flag of truth. Minerva stands on pyramid of bones, bold one-eyed watcher keeping our world safe, to catch pure pearls as tears of sad Mermaids that nurture our courage to fight for Life, preserving state of world democracy which blossoms as Tree of Life from our hearts.
Time To Wake As The Earth
Time To Wake As The Earth © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Time to round the building corner of fate and ask the blind man in swan-feather cape how children are reborn from sticks and stones based on fake legends in old leather tomes stolen from libraries by bitter trolls who cannot find humans without weird souls. Time to ride the rocket ship beyond fate in dream trip captured on celluloid tape long before angels had all left the Earth to animate concept of the light word tangled with emotions of gods in rooms who play tragic lovers to jolly tunes. Time to escape glass labyrinth of homes constructed from code of dinosaur bones despite commitment to holy crusade contrived by bankers to monetize faith because mad jester crowns himself world king, proposing marriage to the skating rink. Diana drives red Volkswagen at dawn in splatter of rain from the Bible psalm on crowded highway in large Texas town with her son destined to play prophet clown, who thinks about his bike with demon wings despite how often the telephone rings. Time to prove bent-space formula correct by dream wizards from the Adventist sect who worship sorcerer of butterflies to calculate thought-twist of the next phase we humans must dream-travel to evolve with romantic tension lovers resolve. Time to play honest game of chess with Death in effort to translate what the tree says about proper etiquette on the wood path where we wrestle shadow of the pop quiz before we build our house upon the sand this shifts word dunes to redesign the land. Time to grow up and become the adult who sells secret prophecies of the cult about Tzatziki-flavored kettle chips that Jesus and Achilles share on trips to explore landscape of Greenland with hope humans will soon find peaceful ways to cope. Dionysus searches for quiet spot away from distraction of money games, and listens to breath of planes among clouds when obligations bluster past in wind, knowing we decay as Self vanishes at death just in time to wake as the Earth.
Super Beauty Of Wild Hearts
Super Beauty Of Wild Hearts © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Far beyond super beauty of wild hearts, faceless ghost in slime-clean gray business suit withdraws money earned torturing mute books from the automated teller machine, and buys hamburger and fries for his lunch before returning to work in the bank. Yet laughing turtle in the pink tutu dances gracefully on the iced mailbox while clowns in red and yellow uniforms beat people on the head with rubber bats which transform into tinsel butterflies that eat silver handcuffs off hands of kids. Trapped in voiceless midnight of the glass church, photocopied letters on wings of swans arrive from Gobi desert in blue eggs laid by famished horses in can of words that wriggle into shape of wet clay dolls who give each other flaming guns as gifts. King Lear mistakes the rusty can of words for slab of roasted beef as credit card he thrusts in hourglass of unspooling fate in vain attempt to purchased rugged cross designed by blind woman with thirty arms who sketches faces of children on doors. Pretension to awakeness of the lamp contrives new secret room of breathing walls where millions of people without cell phones bypass memories of traumatic events by laughing as they swing in the playground enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon. Yet Ariadne tugs at broken thread tangled in maze of quaint alleyway stores to conduct memory trace with images encoding characters from ancient myths which always leads to Sunday morning church where shadows of gods reverberate masks. Kwan Yin reveals in jar of honey wine shadow following shadow of my brain as echo responding to sound of words unspoken by shy lovers who grow old together in house of the rising sun where angel eyes are hammered in our masks. At moonrise youngest woman in the world drops eyes in glass of water to recall how wings of ravens hide wild ocean tide since color of milk reveals beating hearts we drink to celebrate when empires fall now based on super beauty of wild hearts.
When God Wakes From Dream
When God Wakes From Dream © Surazeus 2026 01 25 Aware of wind and water in bright air, Mike holds brass astrolabe in his left hand made by Jamal al-Din ibin Muquin three hundred sixty years ago from light of stars that weave our bodies into souls so he can see where he exists on Earth. If absence of quantity represents null value symbolized by great round eye enclosing all that exists in one mind, Mike feels diameter of nothingness beam out from zero as circle of light through first flash from which all atoms form shapes. Placing warm hand on his shoulder with care, Aryabhata explains in simple terms relativity of motion to note how we perceive while in the moving boat still objects on shore move backward from us, like stationary stars appear to move. Bright sun who seems to watch us humans live with silent glow of indifferent respect, radiates from center of eight swirling globes as we rotate through empty void of time with undulating hum of psychic love which generates our bodies from raindrops. Heating metal of meteor that fell in streak of fire from high Realm of Ideas, Mike forges sword of honest self-defense, then patrols river shore by fishing town to fight sharp-toothed monster with golden eyes, then hangs slain crocodile on rugged cross. Bending steamed wood in circle propped with spokes, Mike builds sun-round wheel for wagon of fate which Helios invented to support platform pulled by horses to transport goods from farm fields to market stalls on wide roads, which forms foundation of great empires. Aware of his body composed with light from atoms flashing bright since dawn of time, Mike invents symbols encoded in words to signify perceptions of his mind which designs grand ontology of truth defining cosmology of dream worlds. Expressed by character of conscious sight, our new global world view of what is real blooms from brain of the genius seer who sings riddles that explain how things operate as atoms swerving willfully to weave neural nets of love when God wakes from dream.
Treasure Chest Of Dreams
Treasure Chest Of Dreams © Surazeus 2026 01 25 After I ransack treasure chest of dreams, hidden by Pandora beneath her bed, I might find ghosts of noble characters, long worshiped as gods by long-vanished states, struggling to express their stale points of view, so I set their skulls on book shelves to sing. Yet after I let all those ghosts escape to haunt snow-frosted homes with Christmas trees, I find Pandora by the kitchen sink peeling potatoes, and hard-boiling eggs, to cook delicious meal that warms my heart, grateful I freed her from bitter regret. After eating chicken and gravy dish, that warms my heart with dreams of noble deeds, I wander woods along the sparkling stream where daisies bloom, and lithe goldfinches tweet, as I follow haunting song of desire which Pandora sings with uncanny joy. Wearing long white gown with thick leather belt, and coronet of flowers in her hair, Pandora kneels in sunlit meadow grove with hands caressing cheeks of spotted fawn that gazes up at her with moon-black eyes while she whispers and kisses his forehead. Climbing ancient apple tree on high hill where sharp-eyed hawk watches me with calm grace, I reach my hand to pluck ripe fruit of love but Nirah, serpent with star-flashing eyes, hisses at me with aggressive umbrage, so I breathe ethereal hope of respect. "Before you take sacred apple of truth," lithe Nirah hisses with celestial voice, "you must answer this riddle with brave poise by telling me secret name of the house where you enter blind, but exit with sight that lets you see inner essence of being." Entranced by reverie of my childhood, when I sat all day at the classroom desk learning to write letters that signify sounds depicting objects, actions, and states, I reply, "the house where I learned dream-sight is called the school where humans see the truth." Sitting with Pandora by the oak tree among daisies along the river shore, I give her basket of apples with love, so princess of the city-haunting ghost kisses my lips with passionate respect, then laughs as we eat and share tales of life.
Saturday, January 24, 2026
Time Of Startled Dreamers
Time Of Startled Dreamers © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Assembled in vast city of dark ice, we demonstrate against cruel tyranny and call for equal rights for every soul who works with faith in our community to create instead of destroy with hope in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Masked agents of cruel tyrant in the tower assault our neighbors with aggressive hate and drag them trembling in the bitter cold so we bring bread from hearth of liberty and bandages to heal their broken hearts in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Resurrected from television tombs with bodies composed of engines and glass, we challenge bullies of the fascist king with recording cameras instead of guns to chronicle abuse of human rights in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Untethered from ideal concept of freedom where every person lives based on free will, our bodies buzz with anguish of contempt, shrouded by brilliant glare of tyranny that blinds our eyes to paradise we lost in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Scattered in the waste land of lost ideals when our noble world view of social progress collapses into civil war from greed, we find each other in the ring of stones where we conspire to restore liberty in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Demonic laughter of dark winter storm, congealed from spirit smoke of bitter rage, looms over frosted land in purple surge that breaks the silver heart of noble warriors who struggle through thorny bushes of ghosts in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Suffocated by eyeless shade of faith that howls at bleeding gate of paradise, brave people of America assert civil rights to assemble and speak truth with trumpet voices that break down walls in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven. Black metal skies full of hunger-crazed crows mourn over city streets of demonstrators in thick polluted clouds of mocking angst till one voice of our many hearts radiates with luminescent beauty of bold faith in our time of startled dreamers from Heaven.
Pregnant With Forgotten Dreams
Pregnant With Forgotten Dreams © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Cloaked in white sheet of ghostly attitude, Ardith pretends to be the summer cloud that floats benignly over rolling hills, pregnant with forgotten dreams of lost souls who would inhabit idols of dead gods, then gives everyone slice of honeyed bread. Deemed unfit for proud royal company, Ardith wears mask of the black albatross at parties in the London Underground, pregnant with forgotten dreams of sad clowns who wear gray suits of strict accountancy as pirates of the global empire game. Amazed by strangeness of the multiverse, Ardith rides white horse on the carousel to leap timelines through variants of our world, pregnant with forgotten dreams of mad seers who navigate political constraints to ensure victory of democracy. Amused by images of her false face reflected on mirror masks people wear, Ardith hosts party in the stately hall, pregnant with forgotten dreams of gardeners who transform wilderness of shadowed woods to Garden of Eden where Josh plays god. Startled by his shy confession of love, Ardith stares at Josh with skeptical eyes to understand true nature of his being, pregnant with forgotten dreams of mechanics who fix piston engines of cars and planes which are time machines that only move forward. Ignored by haughty elite of fine art, Ardith poses nude in art gallery to hide weird genius of analysis, pregnant with forgotten dreams of blind painters who recreate ontology of truth vital to zeitgeist of our new world order. Astonished by wiles of Odysseus, Ardith weaves tapestry of world events that chronicle our second civil war, pregnant with forgotten dreams of scared soldiers who weep when her brother Bob sings grim hymns about the second coming of Perun. Crowned our new World Goddess of Liberty, Ardith rides chariot of fire with four angels, pulled by six white horses of innocence, pregnant with forgotten dreams of brave mothers who teach children how to fight tyranny as comrades in State of Zarathia.
Know How Apples Grow
Know How Apples Grow © Surazeus 2026 01 24 These woods are mine because I am here now, declares the wingless angel to the oak, then looks for devil dancing in the dark whose gold hair glows bright as the morning sun because her green eyes know how apples grow from stones to serpents with long rainbow wings. Concealed in honeysuckle bush of fear, the wingless angel watches bullets soar beyond the destined point of history where singing devil with three thousand eyes gives melons to lost strangers on the road because she knows the irony of loss. Each wood boat floating on the river waves, that flows from snow-white mountains to the sea, requires our bodies understand how time adjusts conceptual progress beyond death since all organic creatures dissipate to flashing atoms of attentive stars. If time is thinner than pages in books where stories of romantic partnerships record the tragic comedies of love, the singing devil might remember how her body glows from first kiss of her fate when she meets wingless angel by the lake. In chasm breaking hearts that lovers bridge words congeal frantic feelings into thoughts with ardent heaviness of lonely hearts so they bend undulating arc of time with kiss that folds enormous galaxies in tender vows exchanged to bind clear eyes. No anger billows at imminent death, retrieved through blunt refusal to concede, when weeping devil with long curly hair decides she will be strong in spite of pain by breathing deep celestial energy that fuels courage to endure suffering. Perfume of fresh-turned Earth intoxicates souls of wild children born from seeds of corn who bring baskets of vegetables at dawn to wingless angel and his devil bride who sweetly kiss by the blackberry patch while cows discuss philosophy of love. When spirit of the sky comes down to Earth and fills our bodies with fierce urgency to dance and sing beyond the end of time, the wingless angel and his devil bride call refugees of war to gather safe in walls of haven no tyrant can crack.
One Sun-Sourced Tear
One Sun-Sourced Tear © Surazeus 2026 01 24 Eyes swirling far beyond eternity, Sofia stands alone in crowded hall in world museum of the weeping mother before painting of mountains by the sea and feels Aurora Northern Lights transform her mortal body into divine wraith. One sun-sourced tear, infused with ancient light, sparked by first flash at beginning of time, slides down her cheek with sparkle of insight, reflecting countless spirits of pure chime, that gleams with journey thirteen billion years as egg preserving dreams of endless years. One drop of water gleaming in her brain preserves the dreams of progress fueled by hope from every organic creature of flesh through whom it flows as binding thread of light as we evolve four hundred million years to weave our bodies in serpentine web. Our bodies merge with bodies of our lovers when parents generate children through love, embraced with passion by the river shore, so we transform through endless soul rebirth, programmed by immortal soul of our genes to search for fruit tree of the holy land. Heart pulsing with assertion of desire, expressed by globe of atoms flashing bright as we spin slowly in void of strange stars, Sofia turns from painting of her world to see me standing in scope of her faith so light of joy bursts from her clouded eyes. Approaching me across vast plain of fear, with slow attention of cautious desire, Sofia smiles and reaches out her hand, palm open to receive gift of my heart, so I accept brave spirit of her trust to shelter in warm haven of my love. Hands clasped with calm companionship of trust, we stroll together winding road of life across bare waste land of eager respect to build Garden of Eden from our love that flourishes in lush Elysium where children of our love sprout into souls. Expanding conscious scope of our two minds, we circumscribe all possible outcomes by narrowing path of productive fate we choose to create from star energy so water of our souls nourish the world that preserve our dreams in tears you will shed.
Friday, January 23, 2026
Bridge Of Social Happiness
Bridge Of Social Happiness © Surazeus 2026 01 23 My heart escapes cage of my fleshly frame to soar above vast maze of ancient myths about brave warriors and honest kings so I can play wood lyre of Mercury and praise their noble deeds in epic tales when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. To highlight quest for truth as role to play through tales of people who achieve great things, I travel far across waste land of hope in journey on the signless road of faith, yet stumble into innocent success when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Each mask I wear from ancient gallery of tragic characters inscribed in myth exposes me to new experiences that broaden scope of mental consciousness so I become aware of human fate when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Consigned to live one tale of bumbling ploy by quick temporal state of chemical being, I blindly follow instinct of my heart to do whatever seems the best each hour I grope through global maze of frantic hope when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Now paused in old age on far side of fate beneath the shining moon in misty woods where old Narcissus stares back up at me, I narrate random events of my life through structured frame of the holy grail quest when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Each choice I made from gut instinct of faith at crucial moments at crossroads of change led me to secret haven of my heart where I dwell with precious children and wife on stage of fate I design with my will when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Still safe from price-demanding curse of fame as prophet commissioned by World Ungod with Code of Cassandra to program change, I compose riddle satires that expose how Midas will destroy America when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness. Awake from swirl of historical change when cruel Satan appears again on Earth to destroy social system based on greed, I join justice squad that Minerva leads to build world nation of Zarathia when I cross Bridge of Social Happiness.
Speak With Brave Voice
Speak With Brave Voice © Surazeus 2026 01 23 Honest arrogance of the special fool fools everyone to think they are more wise than brave horse that leaps barbed-wire fence at dawn to race swift train of new technology where artificial intelligence dreams electric cows that give conceptual milk. I would rather consume chocolate bars after I encounter ghouls of despair that suck all happiness from my sponge brain soaked with divine oil of transcendent truths that children buy at the penny arcade where King Chuckles wears plastic crown of power. Turning away from modernist despair to avoid snark of juvenile satire, I seek strange beauty of the mountain lake that shimmers bright as Mirror of God Mind which reflects how humans perceive themselves as wingless angels on heavenly Earth. When cursing agents of the government, who break open doors of our private homes without warrant that proves committed crimes, I overhear myself speak with brave voice of Jesus when he drove from temple hall money-changers who cheat people with scams. Now I would rather sing Horatian odes praising athletes at the Olympic Games where humans test endurance with lithe skill in harmony with slippery ice of change as we evolve beyond our present state to overcome our weaknesses with verve. How gracefully she swirls on gleaming ice with calm elegance of the broad-winged swan while her brother, who wears black suit of fear and mask that covers his face, grips huge gun to arrest people on their way to work and locks them in vast prison camp of greed. Transforming from republic to empire, like Rome during civil wars for control between gangs of thieves who claim heritage of Hercules the Mighty Conqueror, America strives to fulfill oracle which Onatah proclaimed in field of corn. When brutal ice storm freezes Dixieland under black boots of Jack Frost and his gang, Minerva will rise from woods of the south to wave our blood-stained flag of Liberty while Apollo plays electric guitar in holy war to save democracy.
Thursday, January 22, 2026
Choices Calculate Our Fate
Choices Calculate Our Fate © Surazeus 2026 01 22 I hear wild angel in old apple tree holler about how she likes to live free, but walks to town with the alphabet gun and shoots proud man who thinks he owns the sun, then twirls around with bliss on twinkle toes even after the nuclear winter snows. She switches personalities each day to match weird purpose of her social play leading revolution of honest folk in national program to become more woke through global consciousness of liberty which eradicates hate and poverty. When Queen Victoria ruled her world empire her prophets wrote epics that would inspire her people to expand enlightened rule through social progress of empiric tool advancing science through heroic deeds performed by honest clerks fulfilling needs. We work for ascendance of Onatah who will return to rule America through social system like Utopia that we rebuild and name Zarathia as free republic, not cruel police state, because our choices calculate our fate. I see her God Star shining in the East when she leads us to fight demonic beast who reigns as tyrant in tower of greed till we defeat him with the apple seed that sprouts as orchards in vast parking lots and blooms from aggressive empire that rots. Wise mortal woman with attentive heart, whose fate she navigates with world dream chart, will die into narrative of her myth when she rules from ziggurat monolith as goddess who unites the world with truth through world view designed by messiah sleuth. When I am sad and lonely on the street after busking all day on faith-sore feet, Minerva arrives in gown of black silk and gives me bowl of chocolate cake and milk, so I know, though the old world order falls, Nature sings forever through waterfalls. Wild angel singing in new apple tree teaches humanity how to live free so we do what we will, if we harm none, because every soul glows in the same sun when we form United Nations of Earth where every person may express their worth.
Corpse Of Your Dead God
Corpse Of Your Dead God © Surazeus 2026 01 22 When I am finished eating all the stars after running through valley of the dead, I will carry huge corpse of your dead god on my back to open love-broken doors, then suavely stroll across the writhing bridge till I arrive at the ultimate edge. Sufficient compensation as reward for cleaning rotten garbage from the church will never resupply my bank account while butchered cow of god hangs from the cord on which depends joke of the destitute with aggressive faith for the absolute. When I grow youthful with the turning globe that spirals over pyramid of fruit I play cowled role of the scythe-swinging ghost who beckons you to join judgmental probe, qualified by blind devil of the lake to advocate for the fruit-stealing snake. Though jauntily unbowed by social crash our old world order suffers this strange hour, I seek the star-eyed Sibyl in Dream Tower to learn calculus of puzzling potash which fertilizes fields of theology through prophecies based on psychology. With constellated powers of the brain I trick aggressive tyrants of empires to fund operations of psychic choirs through preposterous scam of cloistered coins exchanged by proud ghosts of the stock exchange who read auguries of the crumbling range. We sell our failures to the sports goods store with brave ambition of scared puppeteers who hang enemy skulls on chandeliers despite bad dreams that shake our mental core before we take tea on long afternoons to avoid explosions of graveyard moons. We plant trees we never sit under now to construct kites from insecurities because no one gives up their liberties till Jesus returns on the holy cow which never happens, even to this day, since none escape catatonic decay. Through attentive parlay of energy we present our bodies as tragic art by understanding how we got our start evolving fish to god with panurgy so we can build new order of the world based on dream design of the cosmic herald.
Wednesday, January 21, 2026
Troubled Guest Of Time
Troubled Guest Of Time © Surazeus 2026 01 21 The silent candle burning in the night illuminates strange feelings in my heart about how moonlight glimmers in the pool where happy demons of my ancient heart lurk in cruel darkness of obsessive love which gives me wings to fly toward ancient stars. Insane for perfect light of jagged cliffs which beams my soul into the butterfly, I keep imagining how I may die so I can grow beyond my clumsy fear for I am but the troubled guest of time who wanders nowhere on the roadless Earth. Though I want to tell each person I meet about the holy longing of my heart to understand strange burning of my flesh, I keep my words of frantic eagerness concealed in silent book of puzzling code that floats unread on surface of the pool. Caught in obsession with electric gloom that wraps my naked soul of aching hope in bitter glamor of eternal faith, I try to be the carefree butterfly that flutters fragile wings of honesty, but I remain as sturdy as the stone. Untroubled by excessive agony that every conscious creature wrestles with through endless suffering of our tender flesh, I strip off all social identities and float in silver pool of calm regret to cleanse reckless rage from my wounded heart. Though I give love I need no love returned through transformation of my flashing brain when flames of passion burn to angsty ash, yet I remember magic word of love that always resurrects my wounded heart so I become the faceless ghost you call. Though I remain the troubled guest of time as nameless stranger in this crazy world, I dance with wild abandon of the fool around the walnut tree in paradise when evening light glows red as divine blood that forms the word I speak with confidence. Stuck in this weird realm of necessity as contradiction of inherent means for giving love without expecting love, I overcome illusion of desire through brave expression of my star-wound will to translate misery into joyful psalm.
Vanishing Mist Of Avalon
Vanishing Mist Of Avalon © Surazeus 2026 01 21 She says she cannot catch the falling snow with soft voice hiding how she must not feel, and stares around at people in the park who walk together in close family groups, then peers at the green sun behind gold clouds which seems to understand without fake words. She strolls with awkward nonchalance of hope that something miraculous may occur while kicking piles of autumn leaves that swirl in sudden gust of wind from kingdom come that makes her cackle with unexplained love, but hides her mouth and hopes that no one saw. She steps sideways just off the cement path when seven boys race past her on sleek bikes then finds buds on bare twigs most interesting when the bright couple with tightly linked arms stroll by while laughing flirtatiously calm, then she watches them clandestinely sad. She thinks about the time her father cried when her mother was in the hospital sick with some strange fancy-named disease, but he ignored her when she came back home, drinking beer as he watched basketball games while she painted landscapes that no one bought. She spots tall man with glasses in tweed suit and hair tousled wistfully on his face as he reads some thick leather book that seems to contain secret knowledge about life that might explain how people grow in love to sweetly populate the universe. She wanders toward him under the ash tree with hope to gain knowledge about star runes, and tactfully bumps into his right arm, then catches the book as it falls with wings before his heart can fly into the sky, then blushes as she gives it back to him. She smiles at faceless ghost of everywhere as he mumbles thanks and continues on so she sighs sad as Lady of Shallot who pines in glass tower for Lancelot, though all knights in shining armor have gone into vanishing mist of Avalon. She stares at mirror-demon of her soul, her alter ago who appears from gloom to mock her fantasy with grim insults, so she returns home and lies in warm bed while singing heart-aching tunes of lost love which causes lightning flash to crack the world.
Tuesday, January 20, 2026
Museum of Faceless Gods
Museum of Faceless Gods © Surazeus 2026 01 20 Linking America to Angloland through Arthurity of my startled heart, I cartograph through noble characters narrative charter of our mythless state, rebuilding both Eden and Avalon as amusement parks where children can play. Constructing nation of Zarathia from crumbling ruins of America, I constitute new order of the world based on liberty and justice for all that aggregates all nations of the Earth with equal opportunity to live. To be means to belong to the tale of all world nations united through law that treats each individual with fair code, instead of the enclosed genetic tribe, for all humans on this resourceful globe spring from One Mother who taught us to sing. Though Justice sometimes seems to take too long to bend arc of the universe toward right, we stake fate on Utopian asymptote to secure thin curve from rational function of historical progress toward democracy against existential void of despair. Great heroes die into world narrative when selfless deeds of courage they perform inspire our hearts with vision of their role as now essential to our social health so we idolize them as divine gods to preserve ideal spirit of their trope. To achieve immortality through fame as stereotype based on your character, you must sacrifice your life to your myth through curse of fortune engineered by stars which molds your spirit to mask of your mind portrayed in Museum of Faceless Gods. After empire of America falls, corrupted by greed of the narcissist who tries to make himself hero of fate till his fantasy collapses from lies, we rewrite tale of our democracy signified with new name Zarathia. Zarathia means courage of the truth, which motivates our quest for liberty, inspires brave heart of every human being who shares this globe from sea to shining sea with generous attention of respect to each soul whose tale weaves our world myth.
Find My Empty Grave
Find My Empty Grave © Surazeus 2026 01 20 Faster than excited laughter of rain that drenches my brain with thunderous good cheer, thoughts about how to survive rage of death swirl wildly in waves over sharp river rocks, yet I forget why I am still alive as I crouch on smooth stone of bitter faith. Tall idol that emanates from my brain projects grand myth of the hero with pride whose jagged mind of arrogant respect scrapes the night sky with hunger from despair based on myopic archive of lost fears which I initiate through monuments. Based firmly on conceptual stone of truth deep in vortex of psychic energy, I carve names of great heroes on stone cliff who contribute noble deeds without fear to sustain momentum of discrete growth through progress of polite chastity. Ensconced with courage on top the cracked slab, inherent in mind-spiraled modesty with selfless performance to defy death, I balance scales between epic concern and intimate sorrow which maintains trust through different keys of the same global play. Shocked by peaceful arrival of blind fear, I watch the blue butterfly of despair teach existential quandary of the word that melts contractual elements of truth with each explosion of soft water waves that shake foundation of my self-esteem. I sing molecular music of life vibrating from cells composing my soul with colorful ghosts of attentive faith through legendary laugh of eagerness to share this time and space of lavender with strangers trapped by random innocence. Because I am the learned Astronomer who calculates fate from choices we make, I feel stars wink at me with sparking shots as bright demonic eyes of solitude who know where I am in the maze of myth but laugh at me when I ask where I am. Wind chimes of dizzy hope wake me from death though I fold leaves in wings of alphabets that shine as lantern of my naked heart so I convince fine shadow of the boat to bear my withered spirit far from time so laughter cannot find my empty grave.
Monday, January 19, 2026
Remember Paradise I Lost
Remember Paradise I Lost © Surazeus 2026 01 19 Though eight billion people inhabit Earth, each one speaking their own language of hope, I sit in voiceless silence of my home where I hear voices of the countless dead relate traumatic events of their lives while I record their names in book of myths. One more step on the bridge of silent song takes me beyond the bounds of paradise where people crowd vast maze of open doors that open to worlds of the multiverse where every human lives on their own globe which all swirl together in our One Earth. Iced pond smooth as silver eye of the witch reflects face of the angel without wings who falls to Earth from cloud of Jupiter and springs to life in body of my soul so I remember paradise I lost which I recreate in Heaven on Earth. Bright city of marble temples and halls that shines on summit of Acropolis, from which Athena reigns with sword of truth, projects world view of brave democracy based on justice and liberty for all which always triumphs over tyranny. With map Gerardus Mercator designed I sail bold ship across the seven seas by navigating straight line shore to shore to explore and colonize fertile lands assimilated in one world empire founded on Platonic Realm of Ideas. Somewhere on Earth with face no one can see one mortal human through humble respect embodies spirit of the Architect, divine Craftsman who programs our world view, managing world food-production machine with clear analysis of human needs. Tiresias explains in simple terms recurring world cycle of social change where we keep running faster every day in fierce competition to control land producing food for everyone to eat so I open my door to welcome Death. When I remember paradise I lost by molding metal of bright meteors into piston engine of time machines which I drive through maze of forgotten myths, I chronicle history of human life while sitting in ghostless church of the past.
Holy Apples Of The Sun
Holy Apples Of The Sun © Surazeus 2026 01 19 If I wake up from slumber of the sea, hair muddy with invective of desire, I slice tomatoes with sharp knife of fear to walk in woodlands of the singing bear who offers refuge to the crippled finch, then asks if I can ever love again. No strike of lightning startles me awake yet I feel flash of whiteness in my eyes so I touch cloud of fire with trembling hand that spawns new angel in my aching heart each time I draw weird meaning on the sand in tangled words that might console the land. Too awkward to remember words of faith, I try to heal all broken things of time but end up with large box of precious lies contrived by faceless ghosts of everywhere who strike my heart with guilt I cannot sell though I dig fingers in moist soil of fate. My black bones wriggle among roots of trees each year I reinvent the alphabet so we can write sad letters about hope borne far in boats on restless waves of tears because we hail from ancient land of skulls which gleam in shallow lake of silver fish. Old bearded man from hall of broken doors places skulls of dead tyrants on the shelf inside World Temple of the Laughing Skull so we can hear their riddles about fate encoded safe in solemn prophecies about the most evil king in the world. Cautious alertness of the apple girl, who senses danger in how sparrows fly, saves people of her city from attack when they assemble on the river shore and plot assassination of the thief who crowns himself in castle court of greed. Because we give each other secret names our bodies thrive safe from insults of thieves who spend their energy in frantic fear while we tend fields of wheat and cabbages since carrots sharpen vision of our eyes according to blind woman by the well. If I find holy apples of the sun on sacred tree of demons with snake eyes, I shall retrieve from cave of sparkling gems sweet fruit that nurtures us with energy, and leave them in rooms of people I love so they can taste eternity of love.
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