Unpuzzle My Self

Unpuzzle My Self
© Surazeus
2024 12 29

If my brain malfunctions in fractured flare 
of dream-lost memories adjusting time 
to dislocate spinning conceptual frame 
of reference flashed backward to uncode truth, 
show me photo of my face in reverse 
when I decide to unpuzzle my self. 

My conscious awareness of jelly gods 
composing vast structure of galaxies 
functions to analyze perceptive gleams 
as qualities of objects atoms form 
through fluid matrix of undulant shapes 
when I speak words to unpuzzle my self. 

Constrained by tangled code computers dream, 
my brain arranges social-programmed tropes 
as building blocks molded by language keys 
to design virtual model of our world 
based on cosmic ontology I spell 
with mirror shards to unpuzzle my self. 

Round greenish glow of distributed woods 
protrudes from mental landscape of fake homes 
ornamented through attached telephones 
to stain weird idleness of mordant clouds 
where sky gods estimate odor of death 
contrived with faith to unpuzzle my self. 

Absent people hollow space-time as ghosts 
threading tubular souls through decayed woods 
where almost narrow distance funnels fear 
since various convex hopes of whiteness cap 
hysterical circles zoned by state law 
through signs I use to unpuzzle my self. 

Yet flocks of ravens repeat rapid rules 
defining how Earth turns inside my brain 
through continuous minerals of desire 
translucent with agony fierce eyes glare 
with delicate chirping of confused gods 
who love to watch me unpuzzle my self. 

Subdued voices of wingless angels blast 
old world views into questions about why 
whistles of spies imitate hero songs 
bards compose from sharp cries of agony 
with words that frame courage to hide despair 
though I succeed to unpuzzle myself. 

Since my brain malfunctions analysis 
of words dissembling theocratic faith, 
I carve snake runes on tablets of oak wood 
in elegant lines of Saturnian verse 
which translates songs of wind and rain to words 
I reinvent to unpuzzle my self.