Origin Of My I Am

Origin Of My I Am
© Surazeus
2024 11 09

Though the whole universe of flashing stars 
is unconscious of my material being, 
bright materiality of its motion 
constitutes function of my consciousness, 
so the universe has become aware 
of its existence through glow of I Am. 

Breathing ethereal spirit of the stars, 
my neuron-tangled brain of flashing dreams 
aspires through ambitious intensity 
to extend reflexive scope of insight 
which represents unbounded consciousness 
through action to express state of I Am. 

As conscious hybrid of both plant and ghost, 
immortal spirit of evolving genes 
embodied in this mortal coil of hope, 
I map conceptual patterns of form change, 
tracking flight of our spirits around Earth 
as I transform into person I Am. 

Investigating matrix of this world 
to see consequence from cause and effect, 
I measure status of material forms 
shape-shifting every day in variant ways, 
then formulate theory of pattern growth 
which explains origin of my I Am. 

When the world thickens with texture of hope, 
composed of scenes occurring in one place 
through sequence of events in rippling waves, 
I trace strict patterns of material flow 
woven from crossing waves of particles 
that congeal in this body that I Am. 

Sun Spider weaves our spinning world from light 
by pinning quick one-dimensional nodes 
in taut two-dimensional lines of threads 
that entwine in three-dimensional mesh 
when I traverse reality of thought 
where my soul will materialize I Am. 

Perception of true nature of our world 
arrives inside my analyzing brain 
through mirror of my kaleidoscope eyes 
so I design grand vision from insight 
which conjures virtual model of the world 
programming character of my I Am. 

Creating history from my memory, 
I organize events of human action 
within prescriptive framework based on facts 
in hermeneutic story which explains 
implications of drama we perform 
since I wear costume that reveals I Am.