Vast Singularity Of Love

Vast Singularity Of Love
© Surazeus
2024 01 10

While listening to the waterfall of light, 
I invent the strange story of my life 
where I survive the terrible events 
through kindness of lost people without names 
who vanish on the boat in swirling mist 
though I come with gift of apples too late. 

I hold up three fingers to represent 
tall trunk and spreading branches of the tree 
which grows forever as symbol of truth, 
so I draw line with three limbs branching up 
to signify true concept of the Tree 
which provides fruit that nourishes my soul. 

I open door of every house I pass 
to find vast singularity of love 
that gleams compact in beating of my heart 
because I keep my secrets in the drawer 
which I give to every person I meet 
to honor how we all are made of grass. 

Before I become nothing of this brain 
I am the ocean swirling around Earth, 
awake with timeless energy of motion, 
too important for this stark loneliness 
to remember why every creature dies 
after we are born from beams of sunlight. 

After I walk from sea to shining sea 
I will stand on stage of the empty church 
to explain what the silence says each hour 
our hearts fold wings to trace our global flight, 
but I stop on the hill of singing trees 
to gaze up at fake mirror of the sky. 

This world I sense with algorithmic thoughts 
glows bright outside the dream world of my brain 
so I note lessons of nature I learn 
with magic spells in book of wordless codes 
that yet-born people can read without eyes 
which programs their brains to see how I see. 

I know I am alive because my heart 
remembers pain and pleasure of my days, 
so I keep walking signless road of faith 
across national borders of empires 
which I cannot see as I walk in the woods 
where strangers hide books under tangled roots. 

Bathing in waters of the River Styx 
in cold baptism that restores my soul, 
I ponder nature of our universe 
composed of atoms in chemical forms 
that grow and decay in cycles of change, 
born from vast singularity of love.