Great I Of Everywhere

Great I Of Everywhere
© Surazeus
2023 10 31

Because Noon is the great abyss of light 
from which our bodied minds cannot depart, 
we charge with potent nothingness of being 
to shine with false brilliance of victories 
as we begin routine of hope again 
through eternal recurrence of desire. 

Thus stuck in heart of Nihilism, I am 
alive with passion to become the God 
our brains design based on the Ideal Human 
which waits with energy of nothingness 
as rich potential negation of love 
that blossoms our bodies into bright souls. 

I find no meaning in my random being 
except as passion of quick molecules 
to generate organic body frame 
containing vibrant energy of light 
which glows with conscious intention of love 
to construct model of envisioned time. 

So here I am awake on planet Earth 
that spins forever in vacuum of space 
around bright pulsing Eye of Cosmic Mind 
who dreams itself aware inside my brain 
through vibrant atoms forming neural net 
which names itself Great I of Everywhere. 

Each conscious mind of atoms glowing bright 
on every planet in the multiverse 
feels so alone in vast eternity, 
enclosed within narrow scope of its dream, 
yet we feel radiant energy of love 
weaving us all together in One Soul. 

Though we exist without meaning or aim, 
we seek to reincarnate in dreaming mind 
immortal soul of genes that knows the I 
through eternal recurrence on Time Wheel 
as sperm conceives life inside fertile egg 
so light wakes inside my organic brain. 

This body-framed brain that I feel as me 
exists in temporary organ form, 
but light-vibrating atoms of my being 
still flare forth from first flash of the big bang 
forming star and planet from which I spring, 
and they will still glow long after I die. 

So I gaze up from surface of my world 
to peer at heart of being at dawn of time 
that bonds my heart to White Whole of all being, 
savoring pleasure of existing as me, 
for my atoms will become other beings 
to remain as Great I of Everywhere.