Azure Purity Of Being © Surazeus 2026 04 16 My heart has become the weird moon in the stream fused with infinity through secret words that shine as essence at the core of things which I perceive with telepathic vibe that dissolves barrier blocking my soul through impalpable serenity of being. Struck by hot blood of sunlight on my skin I stretch beyond horizon of my body to swirl with soil in water of my brain that leaves me standing as sky of the world transformed from light to trees and animals who blaze with azure purity of being. Despite joy-twisting despair that we die, I bloom with disconsolate shock of truth that we are so alive this vibrant hour as flames of energy in pulsing flesh which has evolved four hundred million years, immortal soul of genes reborn in me. I am the distant blueness of the sky which emanates from hard core of the Earth through swirling passion of beautiful fear that drives my progress to become myself till I am not the I I dream I am because I walk beside me as God Self. I become the I I find in the world whose spirit merges with my fragile soul through strange celestial breath of writhing words that thread my brain in fabric of all time when I meet mirror image of myself who changes into someone else I love. Growing old on winding road of my life, where I have wandered nowhere randomly, I pause and look back at my younger selves who separate in clones I am no more as shadows gleaming in each open door who will remain after I am long gone. Once I remove all the masks I have worn, which will always reveal another mask, I become no one, and yet everyone who has ever lived on this spinning globe, so when you search for me in songs I write you will find nothing but your own true self. Joining ancient choir of the human soul, I sing with tongue of the invisible in harmony with poets of the past whose dream-maps guide my clumsy way past fear so I rejoice in beauty of this world that shines with visible atoms of thought.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
Thursday, April 16, 2026
Azure Purity Of Being
Silver Swan Of Truth
Silver Swan Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 04 16 Dark similitude of her image glows as seraph hovering over me with wings of ancient wisdom mirrored by the moon when she appears as silver swan of truth that sprinkles snow of beauty on my head so I imagine I am Socrates. Her timeless eyes that gleam with countless stars unveil bright nothingness in everything yet flash through flowing waves of molecules in sweet harmonious music of the spheres which oscillate between opposing poles to weave our souls in matrix of God Mind. Inspired by Tree of Knowledge by the lake that dances in soft breeze one hundred years, I stand as second shadow to her soul just as the wise seer Theodore foretold who shows me how to see with dreamless eyes Realm of Ideas beyond the visible. With mind untrammeled by religious creeds I outfly nets of mutability based on dream map that Theodore designed by navigating shadows of this world that bind my soul to limits of my body though my brain explores weird infinity. I hitchhike far across the Evening Land with lyre of Mercury in my left hand, and on my journey beyond truth I knew I find out what I am in my world view, because we blaze in preternatural light till we all vanish in mute dreamless night. Since I am made of atoms shining bright with brave attentive force of selfless love, I am concept of God we humans made attempting wake wise inside my brain which gleams as prism in its neural net refracting God Mind in my transient self. Eight billion humans living on this Earth are every one one fragment of One God for we all spring from one maternal mind, First Mother who still dreams inside our brains since she stood startled by the Lake of Stars and sang clear visions of her loving heart. Though driven down the signless road of hope by bleak despair of hunger for weird truth, I rise from shadow of my single self to feel First Mother wake inside my mind so I expand scope of bright consciousness to sing with joy while knowing I will die.
Wednesday, April 15, 2026
Vibrant Flash Of Faith
Vibrant Flash Of Faith © Surazeus 2026 04 15 If she knows why stars incarnate as flowers, she hides the secret as math formulas in the chemistry textbook of her heart, and only smiles while we dance to the music that radiates from the singing stone of truth which flashes mirror eyes of lonely souls. Since she remembers why the Javan Myna taught her how to fly when she was still young, she fries corned beef sandwich on sourdough bread with sauerkraut, Swiss cheese, and island dressing, which we enjoy with sharp Italian wine, after which we sit on the porch and ponder. Because she has nothing special to prove concerning strange color of innocence, she rides silver bike to the river shore, where nothing dramatic ever occurs, to paint secret faces of the Blue Sky as shimmer reflected in the road pool. Confident she contains crowds of blind ghosts who encode her secrets in photographs, she sails small river boat on gleaming waves where choir of fish sing cosmic melodies before the peacock with luminous wings that transforms into proud Queen of the Earth. Erased by history books she never reads, she cooks to feed her children with calm care and cleans their clothes so they can play their role, till she becomes the body of their house, enclosed inside polished box of her heart, which she takes with her when she walks away. Drunk from imbibing spiced Dragon Brain Wine, brewed from honey and psychedelic mushrooms, she flies broom of the oak tree among clouds to feed expansive emptiness of truth with swirling energy contained in fruit that weaves memories of gods in her brain. Inspired by flood of the apocalypse that smashes institutions of state power, she surfs tsunami waves of social change with grim elation of justice for all when she embraces vibrant flash of faith to help Nature cleanse our world of cruel hate. Unaware I requite her secret feelings, she scrapes raw skin of passionate desire against granite fortitude of my heart so we savor transient bliss of pure love that wakes our hearts with vibrant flash of faith before we grow old and decay to silence.
Immodest Seraph Of Fate
Immodest Seraph Of Fate © Surazeus 2026 04 15 Because stars have names that describe their glow, I walk around the neighborhood of doors, curious about angels who occupy empty rooms where faceless people consider why secret smudge in the back of our souls obscures celestial light inside our brains. Though I realize the longest way back home is thirteen times around our spinning globe, I live with circus of the weeping clown on lost island where oranges are not bombs designed by immodest seraph of fate who charges me for parking in her garden. Nothing is spotless in house of desire except the screaming clock of happiness that teaches me to count eternity as blind apprentice stuck at the crossroads where sapphire of intensity gleams eyes of time-entangled gods in human flesh. When I break open fresh-baked loaf of bread, searing light of the condensed sun expands scope of memory flashing through my brain so I remember stumbling in dark rain because huge shadow of the angry man lurks behind gate of home my father built. Discolored scene of urgent lassitude defeats perverse order of faded prayers stalled by gracious flowers of fragile chimes that trap me outside my own space and time as if my face reveals continuum through dramatic suddenness of soft waves. Fear hesitates to antagonize honest souls who float suspended in sequestered state between survival and global success based on refreshing absence of desire to question how verbal systems of truth reframe old events with new moral laws. Disinterested in tactics of regret, I measure how the storm of social change transforms weariness of the hungry world to special promises through rivalry unique to our obsessive age of hope where people sell motives to stay alive. Mirage of paradise that blinds our eyes presents potential hazard to the heart, explained by immodest seraph of fate as fashion brokered by the searching soul based in arguments carved on cliffs of faith since we never meet at the broken door.
Tuesday, April 14, 2026
Fragile Wings Of Thought
Fragile Wings Of Thought © Surazeus 2026 04 14 Arrested by white lightning of the mind, I see strange demon outside looking in at how I translate flowers into juice that veils indifference Nature twists in trees which reassemble molecules of souls from wolfish passion to serenity. Love pulses subtly with portentous pride at mute confession no one dares express since darkness molds truth from attentive time aligned with psychic cause of liberty that we embody through obsessive play to build world empire from small colony. Concerned how rainbows pierce our aching hearts at fraction of the cost to produce dreams, I split expansive spectrum in huge books designed to photograph the blazing towers from which mad gods fall far on crippled wings who stare through windows at our cheerful feasts. Unbreakable soul of calm honesty decides to play no drama on world stage in vain attempt to parcel land in shards where children of dead gods design new games while running freely in cathedral hall beneath high arching heavens of regret. Our world keeps spinning in the silent void, sphere bound by writhing threads of energy that weave neural net of my dreaming brain with Ungod dwelling in Garden of Zarth which shimmers everywhere brave men explore because we celebrate core nothingness. If death preserves our fleeting memories in countless four-walled rooms of privacy against assertion of dramatic sun who sits in garden of accomplishments, we humbly walk with Death on signless road because our starlight bodies will decay. My new ethereal life of casual play presumes ontology designed by Fate who nurtures Garden of Hesperides to prove existing objects are more real than pretty concepts conjured in my mind which float away on fragile wings of thought. Shocked by how Hope mocks mortal fleetingness as gift of nothingness humans enjoy, I write new mental program in dream code to give each human power of the rain that falls in steady streams of liquid masks explaining why we give each other names.
Tearing Roots Of Sorrow
Tearing Roots Of Sorrow © Surazeus 2026 04 14 If Linda wants to sing of seeing time unfold our steadfast stars of frozen hope, then she may record riddles birds express to measure magnitude of selfish love since we are fragile flames of consciousness that flicker out before we understand. Since Linda perceives what is difficult with easy effort of the fractured moon, she might exchange beauty of her dream world to formulate new code for what is real, for she is fierce sprite of the cityscape who centers herself till she disappears. Disinterested in obvious metaphors that hollow space for absence of the heart, spry Linda notes that wind heaves in wild trees with quiet warmness of enclosing walls shaped by sharp subtlety of full-moon rays that wrap black sky around her plastic face. Through incomplete sentences of desire that strike list of observations on walls, snarky Linda leads us to hall of masks where we stand with her before too-square frames that subject fluid personalities with clumsy variables of dream syntax. Teaching our eyes to see uncanny truth which emanates from unnatural fragments of puzzles formed from dreams everyone shares, curious Linda places broken quill in my trembling hand with intimate smile and urges me to write spells with my blood. Amazed at spare beauty of gentle song that she unearths from ancient monoliths by tearing roots of sorrow from our hearts, grim Linda tells us how all things we see are shapes Death molds from rotten flesh of lust for we see each other with eyes of death. I interrupt her chant of thoughtful prayers in tangled conversation with blind ghosts to insist that I see with eyes of life because I love every person on Earth whose statues camouflage their emptiness which echoes strange abandonment of words. Her clear-eyed gaze of silent intellect strips mask of haughty pride from off my face, so we eat apple pie on the back porch then sing with crickets in the river reeds enraged at vow of silence Linda keeps when she transcribes their happy loneliness.
Monday, April 13, 2026
Mezuzah Of World Dream
Mezuzah Of World Dream © Surazeus 2026 04 13 Because I am the door through which I pass when I transform from my parents to me, I stretch my body on conceptual grass with luxuriant ennui of the free, yet strangers write on tablet of my heart their stories that compose my moral chart. I stand on dim-lit stage in quaint cafe to read my confessions with poet voice in spells that trap my spirit in cliche, designed to imitate how gods rejoice, but I stare in starless void with silent thought, then pretend I am the naive robot. Though I study figures on Grecian Urn with passionate sense of dire urgency, I wonder when Fortune will give me turn to measure my spiritual vergency that indicates focal power of rain to refract the Divine Mind through my brain. I shall not weep at the clarion call that wakes my spirit from tomb of dead words, so I paint my dream with blood on church wall when angels translate prophecies of birds to tragic tale of Tristan and Isolde who found world empire on desolate wold. When Friedrich rolls away the cryptic stone, exposing bones of Jesus in dark tomb, I call my father on the telephone who tells me secret of maternal womb is bound by symbol of the Holy Grail from mountain wind that billows my ship sail. I sail the Seven Seas in Ship of State to colonize the fertile wilderness with secret map that helps me navigate Scylla and Charybdis from Inverness where Rapunzel in tower of star eyes trains our daughter to manage psychic spies. As I approach Temple of Poseidon, that glows on promontory by the sea, on my journey from Isle of Avalon, Haniel, Angel of Serenity, gives me glass tablet of world history so I write psalms about the Mystery. Haniel bears Mezuzah of World Dream while ascending ziggurat steps of faith, which she gives to wise Ishtar with esteem who sings hymn of the transcendent Star Wraith, composed of all our souls woven in light, who teaches humans art of spirit flight.
Crown Of Infertile Pride
Crown Of Infertile Pride © Surazeus 2026 04 13 If bloodless corpse of the drowned sailor crawls cackling from brackish sorrow of the sea, zombie followers of the vampire god proclaim him new messiah of their cause, and crown his fractured skull of rotten muck with powerless crown of infertile pride. Yet none will call for Ahab to return from graveyard of grim heroes time forgot, imbued with monstrous energy of hope, to play Poseidon and shake Earth again with regulating plan that realigns old world order in new alliances. Resurrected from harrowed brine of power, Leviathan raises high ten-horned head, dripping with oiled backwash of battleships, to roar assertive commands which should prove strength of authority enforces law against rising tides of rebellious states. Weakened by aggressive angst of despair at mockery of ministers with calm masks, King Midas lumbers clumsily to thwart clamorous voices that protest his lies while he wallows with sealion contempt in wounded pride of toxic vanity. Still stuck in ash-pit of Jehoshaphat, the self-deluded prince of bitterness lurches against coiled serpent of regret, shouting curses at prophets to deny crimes he commits against humanity with slavish corruption of cruel contempt. Fierce waves of retribution swell from Hell in surging formulations of strict law, designed by blind powers of the Blue Sky to expose supercilious disdain King Midas expresses with envious snarl, outraged his devil wings are clipped by truth. Evolved from sweet slime of our Mother Sea, we stand upright beneath the Tree of Knowledge to declare with voice of supremacy how we will bend bright rainbow of our will against harsh indifference of the wild sea that smashes our empire to shards of lies. Though we are no more humble penitents, we take off civilized shoes of concern and walk barefoot endless miles to attain wisdom from poisoned whirlpool of Shiloah that causes us to choke on principles twisting our hearts with shocked hypocrisy.
Sunday, April 12, 2026
Puzzle Of Disparate Truths
Puzzle Of Disparate Truths © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Exquisite beauty of soft floating snow resurrects death in lush leaves on tall trees, assembling puzzle of disparate truths in mirror mask Nature wears to revive aching spirit of my heart with mute love so I long to walk with you in bright woods. Snow flakes supply sweet angel tears of light that nourish roots of fruit trees so they mold sunlight to cherries, apples, pears, and grapes which nurture human souls of transient flesh with clear immortal water from Blue Sky who blesses fields where wheat sprouts from our hearts. Annoyed that eggs she finds in underbrush crack in large basket she wove from tree twigs, Celta notes eggs gleam safe on tufts of grass so she tears handfuls from bounty of fate and pads its bottom with layer of softness that protects eggs she collects from getting cracked. Returning to kurgan mound by the lake, first built by grandfather of her grandfather, Celta slips behind thick veil of grape vines to enter chambered cairn where she dwells safe, hangs herbs above workbench of oak to dry, then boils eggs in copper pot in hot hearth. Hungry for fish roasted with herbs and oil, Celta carries pack with net and long pole to silver lake between pine-shrouded hills where she casts net to fill basket with fish, then digs mussels from slurping river muck as sparrows chirp in alders on the ridge. Stepping over stones to climb narrow trail, Celta pauses when she sees in large cave wild wolf man with long matted hair and beard who holds cracked turtle shell with two deer horns and sings strange anthem as he plucks gut strings in lamentation at heart-breaking loss. Reaching out his hand with gesture of trust, Wilkus offers her ride in river boat, so Celta sits on prow bench as he rows across bright lake lashed by sudden wind storm that causes her to fall against his chest and hold him tight as he strives for safe shore. Warm and dry together in chambered cairn, Wilkus and Celta consume roasted fish, drink spiced grape wine with relish of desire, share tragic tale of Tristan and Isolde, then kiss and make love on thick wolf-fur rug as butterfly flutters around their heads.
Now Unspoken Mirroring
Now Unspoken Mirroring © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Audacities of faithless innocence confuse transactions of honest exchange with enraptured lust from austerity that realigns resemblance we discharge through act of avoidance subtle as shouts caressing contours of absence we share. Elliptical words misexpress desire in tune with fierce emotional restraint that stalls deliverance of shocked release at passionate blast of erotic thoughts through warm compassion of the fallen heart seduced by hot metaphors of syntax. If I negotiate with casual fear to uncover judgement of wordless taste, against progression of the absolute, I might become subject to honesty, brutal with now unspoken mirroring that feels intimate at pause of the touch. Each turn of sudden sentences we share through struggle to convey new moral strands excludes our tendency to ramble far at penetration of the curious mind which intimates our fraught mortality at soft obstruction of respite from death. Siphoned by sorrow of bland nothingness, my shriveled heart sneers at bitter reproach contained by consoling voices of wind more provocative than sacred regret for essential disarray of fake psalms that smear sentiments of blood on dead grass. If essence of my self emerges clear from poisoned nimbus of untasted lips, I contemplate aggressive force of life that drives divergence of my fractured brain from viable range of accepted masks, forged by fantasy of family romance. Trapped in contemporary culture games, as model for psychic material contrived to mediate ranges of being, I extract facile conclusions from books torn by complex language of vanity with congenital need for solitude. Organized violence of mental spells through subtle encroachment of earnest play injects sharp charm in our zero-sum game involving innocent laughter at soft shock of nuclear flash tangential to life that focuses attention on desire.
Strangeness Of Reality
Strangeness Of Reality © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Entranced by strangeness of reality, I kneel in cathedral of burning light and contemplate significance of death since Nature is indifferent to me, till I feel swell from abyss of my heart immense divinity of nothingness. Annoyed by strangeness of reality, I measure magnitude of silent dark till I find patterns of normality in swirling chaos of atomic change that flashes glimmer of the knowing eye perceiving lucence of the gaseous soul. Inspired by strangeness of reality, I thread quick waves of particles in web designed to mimic puzzle of unknowns contained by figure of the conscious soul whose mind arranges colors into shapes then labels them with sentimental names. Insured by strangeness of reality, I purchase credible theology encoded in proverbs of social memes that arrange themselves as meaning in minds concerned with certainties of changeless truths unraveling our world view into myth. Surprised by strangeness of reality, I observe new sonic parameters contained by constant flashing entropy that might suggest strict rites of honesty along path of least resistance to find well of salvation in the frosted field. Disturbed by strangeness of reality, I conjure whimsical image of truth to practice metaphysics of respect for diaphanous mask my spirit wears when I play demiurge of spectral verse to mold virtual model of Earth from dreams. Observed by strangeness of reality, I confront weird mystery of otherness that pulses from black hole of everywhere in order to describe shadow of fate that proves unsolvable with formulas designed by seekers to map the Unmind. Compelled by strangeness of reality, I wander obscure wood of sylvan faith to understand nature of everything while lost in saccharine mist of desire, then meet you at the Pegasus Cafe to drink coffee and share spells we compose.
Hungry Crow Of Truth
Hungry Crow Of Truth © Surazeus 2026 04 12 Erased by laughter of the waterfall, I wander to work at the grocery store where I stock shelves with cans of vegetables, then climb in dead oak tree by the highway and pretend I am the hungry crow of truth who solves math riddles of the eglantine. From my perch in the city park I see eight hippies sit in circle on the grass, wearing headbands with flowers in their hair, who sing hymn Where Have All the Flowers Gone with mercurial voices of revolution while bearded Jesus strums guitar of truth. While riding El Camino on glass highway across Mojave Desert in July, I hear that god Apollo and his friends have landed on bright mirror of the moon to visit God and his exotic cat who shows them how to run the universe. Extreme perfection gained by stealing rain inspires my heart to photograph the face that God wears as he plays the human race based on experience of the pioneers who earn their privilege through suffering that they endure while stealing pristine land. Old bearded preacher wearing long black cloak declares that God is energy of light that animates each atom through the void so everything we do by force of fate expresses will of God in how we act, but I insist I live through my own will. Potential portrait, that depicts my face as noble prototype of providence, hangs on museum wall of reverence that proves all my accomplishments of faith place me on pinnacle of social games as prominent goon of society. Revenue retrieved from fake bank accounts solidifies my power over truth when I employ strategic feints of faith sufficient to enhance my social clout enough that I play grand symbolic role as clown crucified by bureaucracy. Subjective standards of state moral laws require conditions supportive of faith taxed by grim priests with sharpened scythes of hope who sell synthetic prayers of rectitude contrived by honest therapist of hope who forges keys of wisdom from despair.
Saturday, April 11, 2026
Fruit Of Secret Truth
Fruit Of Secret Truth © Surazeus 2026 04 11 Bewildered by ghosts hiding in blank books, who beam voices of gods through window glass, I step outside numberless door of home and face busy world of ambitious pride that hides human suffering in sad songs sung by their tragic angels till they die. I find no more than shadows of our world writhing as serpentine ghosts in blank books to perform roles of long-dead characters who succeed or fail in finding soul mate to generate new life before they die who with Leander swim the lusty sea. Startled when divine apple tree of truth, which casts eerie shadow across our land, transforms into little girl with star eyes, I walk to town library after work to read about wind devils of the soul who become gods chronicled in old myths. Stripped of their language, homes, songs, and fruit trees, my ancestors sail across storm-wracked sea to invade and colonize paradise, transforming wilderness of mountain woods to gleaming towers of computer banks where Mercury plays the Wizard of Oz. Awake in dreams that flash across my mind, all my ancestors reperform their lives in endless loop of strange experiences which program how I interact with fate, tricked to believe my special consciousness will live forever in meme code of poems. Each drop of water sloshing on our globe has been ingested by organic beings four hundred million years of blooming growth, so this one drop of water in my heart has animated billions of bright brains with light that shimmers now in my own brain. I feel their souls vibrate inside my cells as seething ocean of spiritual ghosts who teach me secret of eternal life is how immortal soul of genes in me threads all my ancestors in my brain now that spools from First Mother of humankind. I ask Persephone to marry me so she gives me pomegranate to eat, then we hold hands and lounge beneath the stars where soul of everyone who ever lives twinkles blissfully at how we kiss and give each other fruit of secret truth.
Wise God We Elect
Wise God We Elect © Surazeus 2026 04 11 Startled by something unseen in the night, I exchange my face for the mask of light, then dance with carefree joy in the grove where wingless fairies of apple trees rove, but stop and ponder why men fight for power and who will marry princess in the tower. I value beauty of our empty world that spins in galaxy of stars unfurled with quaint anticipation that strange tune vibrates with passion of the writhing rune lithe as wise serpent in tall tree of fruit that flutters rainbow wings as I play lute. To stop blood-thirsty tyrant shooting bombs that shatter safe homes into boneless tombs Scheherazade recounts one thousand tales while strolling secretly on mountain trails, and then one more about the holocaust humans commit when paradise is lost. When massive vibration of human souls beams rainbow shimmer of intense love goals with effortless grace of perpetual prayer by chanting spells that unveil ghoul of fear, we reach out hands of generous respect to mold zeitgeist in wise god we elect. Electric phoenix ghost with crystal wings, that soars above our river vale of rings, expresses shrill uncanny song of hope that teaches me constructive ways to cope with our volatile time of social change where moral values shift weird angles strange. Astonished by world-spin of chemicals in matrix wound from waves of particles, I catalog all creatures who exist with sibylline code in dynamic list, encrypted by psychotic formulas through cosmic map of the Americas. Yet proxy actor who plays Lucifer insists that I perform as Jupiter in secret mission to guard paradise by coding social myths with viral price which redefines how brave heroic deeds vector calyx pattern of mental seeds. Though singers come and go in flow of time eternal song of true love humans mime will bloom again each season of the heart in harmony with notes on the dream chart composed with blood of angels on the scroll which I archive as duty of my role.
Blind Mother Sea
Blind Mother Sea © Surazeus 2026 04 11 When I crawl from womb of blind mother sea, with brain programmed to sing atomic tunes, I explore tricky landscape of our globe over three hundred eighty million years till I stand on highest mountain of faith and proclaim myself god in breathing flesh. Then timeless fortune mocks my haughty pride and trashes fantasy my brain designs with cruel indifference of mind-twisting fate that readjusts attention of my heart to balance passion with obsessive rites which I perform to evade strike of death. Through self-control of scientific verse I confirm my soul at flash of dire curse that tricks perception of my curious eyes with grand illusion based on human deeds when I restrain assertions of free will with laws designed to focus lust on truth. Trapped by conceptual creed of bitter faith, that bodies made of pulsing molecules will resurrect from death at word of light, I escape despair at surprise of truth that we will disappear to swirls of dust when our lithe lust-driven bodies decay. I return to shore of blind mother sea to hear again in hollow of my heart relentless melody of surging tides where I first learned to walk upright on legs of curious passion to map the whole world, but weep I am so far now from her song. We humans have now mapped our spinning globe, exploring every inch of her landscapes, fertile plains, lush woods, rugged hills, bleak deserts, and colonizing vales where rivers flow with forty eight thousand cities and towns connected in vast web of signless roads. Though I have dwelled on surface of the Earth three hundred eighty million years of hope, I dream the twenty million years before I spent deep in womb of the swirling sea, forever swimming toward pure Eye of Light whose voice still calls to fly beyond the sky. I stand on wall that Nehemiah built from bones of dragons carved in cubes of glass, and survey lands across our spinning globe where people gather around fires to sing while kings in towers play chess games of war over who controls the blind mother sea.
Calyx Of Conceptual Code
Calyx Of Conceptual Code © Surazeus 2026 04 11 More ardent than how crows explode from rocks are tangled thoughts of tainted misery that drive me to walk endless neighborhood of manufactured homes designed to hide wolf spirit that lurks in each human heart with passion to survive fake fantasy. Though beauty of this energetic world pulses too bright for my sponge brain to see, my eyes assert brave effort to perceive electric essence flushed with quirky light when I stroll asphalt streets past flowered yards to listen for gossip of crows in elms. Binding fierce rage with calm spell of the Way that swirls deep as ocean waves in my cells, I float entranced by sudden vernal smells proclaiming ancient song that Nature writes with scars on soft bodies of human ghosts who conceal divine souls with masks of pride. Though I never return to land of myth that pulses all around me with sunlight, I ask Eurydice if she will sing psalm of darkness that still keeps her alive thousands of years after she caught the snake and took it writhing in deep cave of dreams. Because Eurydice sings the same psalm that lead her to escape prison jewel mine, we today can follow glamor of hope that she exudes on stage of ecstasy to understand blood moon of soul rebirth as we replay her tale in church of faith. Though singers of old tales change every age, translating ancient dramas for new ways, strange music of humanity vibrates forever with each spin of Earth in space when immortal spirit wears our new face so Orpheus appears each eighty years. When we are young and restless with desire we wander endless roads of fantasy to design weird role of our destiny by carving our place in dream of our time, startled into wisdom by charming chime that Fortune rings to wake us from our dream. Now that I play role of my special state by wandering somewhere to evade my fate, I analyze fashion of my true self that blooms in calyx of conceptual code to understand strange nature of my being that causes my love-wounded heart to sing.
Friday, April 10, 2026
Wounded Heart Of Pity
Wounded Heart Of Pity © Surazeus 2026 04 10 Emergent spirit, composed of sea bells, bequeaths new embassy through hieroglyphs detailing circuit calm of quadrant coil on which I sail beyond contrived complaints to cherish supple calyx Earth explores through monody my shadow souls express. Fantastic rain of unearned legacy pummels fields of private loneliness with ancient disciplines of mutiny by which my wounded heart of pity knows urgent silence outlawry still absconds despite fierce oaths contrary friends express. Far outside chilly walls of crowded church I sing with larks of unharmonious truth, tongue bound by bell-rope knelling fractured homes since I still wander doomed cathedral lawn through ripe assertions of sad epitaphs carved on strange walls in spells wild ghosts express. Though I have heard from scattered tones of stars antiphonal psalms no angel dares sing, I push against tribunal words of light at broken intervals launched into clouds from which I tumble prostrate on stark hills, hived in tales my old father should express. Up terraced meanings, desperate children mold from visionary voice of instant truth, we score eccentric cognates trapped by hope, though flawed encroachments tangle mute despair flung from towers of revival we seek, recording messages devils express. Taut matrix of our story-woven hearts enshrines false heroes who once filled our eyes with grand illusions of commodious fate, unsealed by forest spirit who knows how showers cleanse our putrid souls of despair evoked by anthems our sorrows express. Fraught carillons in tombs of withered gods, veering against light of synoptic creeds, lures our attentive souls long motionless to navigate our labyrinthine lies through pulsing monoliths of ardency now vibrant with sweet visions fools express. Index of riddles, that inspire our quest to hear sibylline voices of calm lakes, beneath which demons writhe oblique to fate, reveals palladium heart that nurtures me with tearful humor of healing regret so I may translate proverbs gods express.
Specter Of Wisdom
Specter Of Wisdom © Surazeus 2026 04 10 When their eyes are unblinded by pure light that radiates from glamor of my spells, and they preach salvation through inner sight granted by perspective of cosmic truth applied through analysis of my verse, Specter of Wisdom will curse me with fame. If I unveil psychotic course of change that transforms world view with sharp keys so minds perceive atomic state of truth, designed by Ungod to spark songs of joy, Specter of Fame will rise from cosmic wells and bind my spirit with perplexing curse. While I sing esoteric spells of faith in clever riddles of weird parables that mirror complicated scenes of change, designed to misdirect avenging ghosts, so you evade poisonous curse of fear, Specter of Truth will guard our way past Hell. Though poised Evangelist afraid of Death distorts clear vision my spells indicate that we are conscious flames of verbal light who flare forth from first flash of fertile hope, Specter of Love will shield our transient souls till we evaporate at chime of faith. Till zombies worshipping their vampire god transfer affection of obsessive faith to complex portrait of ontology presenting deeper truths about this world which my insightful spells project as dreams, Specter of Prudence will guard me from Fame. Safe in veiled haven of secure respect from seductive disease of famished Pride, I chant empowering vision of the Force we channel through attentive mind of faith Specter of Justice programs in our hearts so I may die in peaceful solitude. So if I maintain balance of regard for natural effect of constructive cause with formulas that transform selfish greed to generous calm of communal work that binds our global state of just rewards, Specter of Pride will never curse my soul. When minds of loyal followers are cracked by shocking truths that sprout from seeds of faith, programmed by cosmic vision of this world that guides their quest to find the Promised Land, Specter of Wisdom will release my soul from stifling curse of sterilizing Fame.
Thursday, April 9, 2026
Machines Of Potent Words
Machines Of Potent Words © Surazeus 2026 04 09 Grim gargoyle shape of my expanding brain dodges succulent perfection of thirst through imperceptible questions he screams to imitate machines of potent words so we feel safe beside the lake of dreams where fish explain consecutive regrets. Since truth and beauty that our hearts desire are both illusions which our brains design, truth the real world we try to understand and beauty the dream world we would create, we walk together in stark field of flowers, inventing words to match what we perceive. Tenebrous beauty of the world we see sucks light of rainbows in vortex of gray so we mix flour and milk in bowl of hope to bake fresh bread that keeps our secret fears concealed in swelling loaf of urgent faith while nursing darkness of the spinless world. Rate of convection, when heat radiates, defends velocity of transient soul defined by wind chill factor of sweet words disguising curse of estimated flow when moving air disrupts my atmosphere though I breathe pure celestial dreams of love. We bundle fractured hearts with eglantine to stride with brave anxiety toward light illuminating maskless souls we mold from ringing bells that lure our seamless dance against continuous time through false doors to high-walled courtyard of lost paradise. Adjusting patient line of wounded souls through secret code of frantic telephones, we neither confirm nor deny concern for endless meditation angels play based on exoneration we must purchase to free our bodies from theology. Weird book in which I hide discarded tales floats faintly slow above my throbbing head to beam bewildered sentences of fate that stretch our bodies beyond bounds of hate so we glance casually at screaming ghost who offers faces of state suffering. Dazzled by hills of honest fortitude, I colonize my heart with twisted lust when I extract material wealth of words from hills that share lost treasures forged by light so we may dwell in tense peace of despair without care for indifference of Nature.
Voices Of Broken Hearts
Voices Of Broken Hearts © Surazeus 2026 04 09 If I should suppose that snow would destroy this world civilization that we built from twisted bones of dinosaurs and gods, then I should look out window of the house, where my cousin General Lee once stood, and contemplate new state of Liberty. My book of prophecies that no one reads may adumbrate no future ever seen, yet moon of sorrow deciphers my joke to mean that we are stuck in maze of myths with only glass of water to preview wild ocean that flows as blood in our veins. Though I cannot measure with tangled verse how far we have come down the signless road, I should empathize with telephone lines that listen to voices of broken hearts so much they weep icicle tears of hope that crash on the windshields of hungry cars. If I should try to understand your heart before it flies away on sparrow wings, my house may reshape cubicle of hope so time accommodates electric words that beam weird rainbow eyes of psychic truth to understand how water flows from thought. When my cousin John Brown raises his gun to free enslaved people from greed for gain, I shall join his crusade to set them free so we may beat brave drums of Liberty where oil rigs weep for death of Clementine whose eyes beam rays of moonlight in my heart. Though brittle colors of our state archives process our dreams as technicolor ghosts, we open gates for travelers of time who give white breezes of soul-pardoning to ancient Saturn with long beard of fate sprawled among exploding flowers of faith. Our misty island never changes shape though frantic ocean waves of bitterness attempt to reframe state ontology in ways that criminalize worshipped gods who travel to strange country of glass doors till we adjust how we view moral rules. Because I wish to be her follower, commissioned to guard her body from harm, I calculate new ways we measure truth to navigate geography of love, and dwell save in museum of respect where we translate voices of broken hearts.
Wednesday, April 8, 2026
Puzzle Of Spectral Souls
Puzzle Of Spectral Souls © Surazeus 2026 04 08 From shattered memories of all my past lives, which my ancestors lived millions of years, I assemble puzzle of spectral souls in mask and cape I wear to play my role as mad prophet on storm-wracked heath of fate to overthrow world emperor of greed. Surprised by joy after rebirth from pain of suffering through long dark night of the soul, I reconstruct puzzle of spectral souls by weaving scenes from ancient epic tales that compose new tale of heroic deeds when wise seer helps young boy kill tyrant king. Through careful analysis of close reading to comprehend tropes of my random life I deconstruct puzzle of spectral souls which unveils social machinery of myth that jesters use to manipulate minds when they crown themselves kings of angry tribes. Attentive to needs of my princess bride, who reincarnates my soul in our love child, I generate puzzle of spectral souls designed by immortal soul of our genes as we evolves four hundred million years from four-legged fish striving to play god. Based on honest principle of free will, that motivates my quest to become god, I conjugate atomic world-view globe which models planet spinning in the void that flares forth from first flash of the big bang through spiral of deified energy. To explore landscape of dramatic scenes, which my brave ancestors experienced, I navigate conceptual maze of myths where every great human in history stands frozen as idol of their grand deeds in signs that guide my way to Wonderland. Curious how neural net of our brains emanates temporary conscious soul, I analyze puzzle of spectral souls by how their actions cause effects of change that we record in chronicles of fate which we frame with each decision we make. Tangled in matrix of atomic souls that cast caliber of my character, I calculate puzzle of spectral souls through formulas of psychic paradigms to join world choir of angels singing poems about why life is brief but beautiful.
First Mountain Mother
First Mountain Mother © Surazeus 2026 04 08 Strange music echoes in vale of my heart, uncanny melody of timeless passion that swells from pulsing bodies of our souls, so I walk out in crowded streets of Roma where Gallae priests in long colorful robes dance wildly to celebrate Megalesia. Eyes flashing bright with timeless stars of truth, Magna Mater Cybele, Mountain Mother, rides throne inside four-wheeled bronze chariot with humble shepherd Attis at her side, so I approach and offer fruit of love which she accepts with bright seraphic smile. When Cybele presides on judgment throne with grand rite in Temple of Victory, my heart swells brave with joyful pride of faith that ancient spirit of her soul remains glowing strong in heart of America that urges us to build Heaven on Earth. Brave Aura, daughter of wise Artemis, filled with holy spirit of Dionysus, bore our first Mountain Mother Cybele by Star Lake on misty Mount Dindymus, who reigned as oracle at Pessinus in temple Midas built with hands of gold. When her descendant Ilus, son of Tros, built citadel of Troia with high walls, her Phrygian Spirit of noble courage flowed with Aeneas to the Seven Hills where Romulus built great city of Roma that shines from heart of Mother Cybele. From Star Lake on misty Mount Dindymus immortal spirit of Cybele springs to nourish her descendants with grand vision for ruling Heaven through organized rites so we confirm our soul with self-control when building empire of First Mountain Mother. From Pessinus to Troia, then to Roma, through Londinium and Vasintonia, grand spirit of Cybele sprouts again as Goddess of Justice and Liberty who guides our democratic way of life where all are equal in America. As we dance to celebrate Megalesia, and drink bitter-sweet wine of Dionysus, we honor soul of Mother Cybele who teaches us to transform pain to joy by generating life before we die since we accept that death will take us all.
Tuesday, April 7, 2026
Vampire Witch Of Hell
Vampire Witch Of Hell © Surazeus 2026 04 07 Persephone in white-lace wedding gown kneels among glowing cinders on the plain, bearing apple-shaped ruby in her hand that glows with pure ethereal flame of love, and chants soft spells from ancient Book of Truth so glowing gem becomes her beating heart. Orion on white horse of arrogance, that gallops on thundering hoofs of rage, aims sharp spear at heart of Persephone, intent on killing vampire witch of Hell who smirks and twirls on rainbow angel wings to shoot shower of needles at his eyes. Blinded by rays of divine cognizance, Orion screams as he tumbles on rocks, then crawls in agony of wounded pride till he sucks energy from tortured souls to swell enormous as dragon of hate and hurls jagged boulders at dainty girl. With casual gestures of nebulous faith, Persephone bats boulders with her hands, like milk cows swat flies with tails as they graze, then somersaults on flashing wings of fate while casting shining net of ice-moon rays that traps Orion in tangled emotions. Trembling in horror at vision of death that amplifies acerbic voice of fear, which fractures his coherent sense of self, Orion writhes in muscle-tensing strain through rigid agitation of despair that twists his body into feral beast. Gently touching head of the rope-bound hunter, Persephone whispers proverb of faith, "My fertile body of creative power is not your helpless puppet to control, so with strict spell of assertive respect I arrest your aggressive force of greed." Chanting spirit-rejuvenating spell, Persephone reprograms his world view to purge his toxic masculinity that cleanses his mind of animal lust which transforms wild beast into calm man who kneels before her with obedient heart. Persephone in white-lace wedding gown, followed by Orion with Spear of Truth as loyal guard who protects her from harm, ascends ziggurat to Temple of Justice where she presides as Goddess Liberty who maintains world empire with rule of law.
Fly And Live Free
Fly And Live Free © Surazeus 2026 04 07 Stepping up onto the stone balustrade in the high tower of ambitious hope, Icarus spreads wings in hard gusting wind that he constructed from feathers and bones, and pictures in his mind sweet Chrysanthis, daughter of Hecate and Helios. Closing his eyes to grand view of the world around high tower of ambitious hope, Icarus remembers the timeless hour he was strolling in garden of fruit trees when he first beheld graceful Chrysanthis dancing with tree nymphs at the festival. Breathing deep celestial wind of desire, Icarus grips wings with determined hope to fly beyond maze where Helios rules, who refused to allow wise Chrysanthis to marry lazy son of the craftsman, then leaps with faith into abyss of fear. Gripping broad wings he built from dragon bones, Icarus soars swift over maze of streets where thousands of people point to the sky and cry with awe to see the angel fly, then gasp when arrows Helios fires miss, as he aims for island across the sea. Reviewing plan he made with Chrysanthis, when they met in Dream Cave of Hecate to meet on island of the singing skull that recites prophecies of Orpheus so they can live free from cruel tyranny that Helios imposes on the land. Adjusting wings to balance frantic flight, Icarus growls from anguish of surprise when arrow of Helios strikes his leg, but his left wing cracks and heat melts the wax, causing him to spiral out of control till he crashes into the placid sea. Swimming toward electric light of regret, Icarus remembers last night they met, and how silver eyes of Chrysanthis glowed when they kissed and vowed to meet again soon, so vision of her face gives him new strength till he crawls from the sea and shouts with joy. "Let them believe I drowned in the sea in vain attempt to fly and live free," Icarus laughs as he stretches his soul when Chrysanthis leaps with joy in his arms, so they kiss with passion as the sun rises, then walk together to new garden home.
Monday, April 6, 2026
Chamber Of Lost Secrets
Chamber Of Lost Secrets © Surazeus 2026 04 06 Stuck in chamber of lost secrets all day, I map confusing maze of ancient myths that chronicle history of human games we play in theater of the absurd over who reigns as God till we all die, then our children replay contest for power. Lost in chamber of lost secrets with you, I study masks of long-unworshipped gods to understand weird spirit of each age reflected in soul of some mortal man they chose to play deity of their tribe in holy mission to conquer the world. Blind in chamber of lost secrets from light that beams through unveiled face of cosmic mind, I name each god in old religious myth who founded dynasty of mortal kings to play messiah anointed by fate by killing all men who oppose their rule. Born in chamber of lost secrets with love that weaves neural net of my brain from dreams, I draft how my organic frame evolves fish to lizard to mouse to cat to monkey to ape to wingless angel striving to be god when I enforce my rule through Liberty. Woke in chamber of lost secrets with faith that men we elect to play god will reign with compassion for every living soul, I stand in rain by gates of paradise to play weird tunes on lyre of Mercury and sing with wild uncanny wail of love. Fired in chamber of lost secrets with lust to generate new life before I die, I fly in time-machine airplane of hope halfway around Earth on wings of desire to marry Goddess of the Holy Grail who reincarnates our souls in our children. Dazed in chamber of lost secrets from hope, I listen to Moon Girl play melodies of heart-enchanting grace on silver flute that lifts my soul from muck of agony so I fly high with wings of Icarus above vast maze of human history. Mute in chamber of lost secrets, I sing first flash of love that flares forth into worlds that teem with conscious beings of energy who bloom wise from quantum cosmology for our brief flash of life till we burn out and vanish into shadows of our words.
Vibrate Voice Of God
Vibrate Voice Of God © Surazeus 2026 04 06 Nebulous song of the black telephone asks me to commit unrelenting love through pretentious messages from dead gods which I must announce to humanity though my soul detaches from my stone brain and floats on brittle hum of ardency. Thrashed by wonder of unfamiliar death, who floats above me every sleepless night, I consider how famine mistransforms shadows of frantic minds to animals who wander without caution in moonlight to stare through windows at angelic humans. Because my mother weeps when she conceives my mortal body from draconic daze, she plays violin for gentle peacocks whose eyes design my heart calligraphy so I know how to vibrate voice of God through tangled verse of fabled honesty. With broom of listless ennui at world war I tend the broken bridge of loneliness, though I ignore the zither of my heart to exorcise angelic energy from millions of hearts possessed by despair who ask me to write battle hymn of faith. I will eat oranges of confusing taste rather then erase them from my sad joke that maps waterless rivers of regret where wingless angels stuck in empty churches fold wounded hearts in origami cranes while they deny their desire to escape. When I find his Green Car wrecked on the road halfway between New York and San Francisco, he introduces me to his best friend, the bear who has built every bridge on Earth, then teaches me how to defend myself when Fortune curses me with global fame. Thirsty for truth beyond theology, I steal lemons from Tree of Good and Evil, but refuse to sugar bitter despair while riding donkey of world revolution to drive mad King Herod from our White House and free Liberty from guilt-loop of Hell. As abject failure at the cursing game, I hurl book of riddles into the swamp, then renovate ten thousand rotten houses so every homeless person in the world may dwell in haven of attentive fear and join world choir to vibrate voice of God.
Sunday, April 5, 2026
Reluctant Prayer Of Hope
Reluctant Prayer Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 04 05 Each time she pauses by the broken door to listen for reluctant prayer of hope, another crow emerges from the book with clocks for eyes that unspool alphabets while tired construction workers drink hot beer, because she waits for her ship to come in. Fake photographs from family of ghosts, stuffed inside leather suitcase of wolf skin, escape from aching laughter of her heart to live as butterflies in shadowed rooms where children play board games of psychic war while ships of slaves sink in electric storms. Back when old kings ruled every crowded land from castles of aggressive greed for gold, her grandparents folded her in the box and sent her overseas on ship of state so she lives now in small Missouri town where she tries to ignore the weeping clown. Arranging books on brave library shelves in moral order of their truthfulness, she ponders how the television works transmitting images in crackling air like crystal ball of the grim sorcerer who builds model ships in bottles of faith. These faint fragments of cultural debris, that float about her on butterfly wings, she slots in expanding puzzle of truth as picture that shows nations of the world clashing in fierce religious wars for oil which fuels our piston-engine time machines. Ascending narrow stairs of innocence, she stands on peaked roof of brave Jupiter to survey sprawling maze of city streets where billions of people struggle to live in constant hunger for paradise lost as robots building cars and radios. Sharp cry for justice in the teeming crowd sparks revolution of the working class who program computers in cubicles that weave world wide web of god consciousness combining social media anecdotes in never-ending novel of success. Relaxed on front porch of her cottage home, free from bondage of marriage and religion, she writes novel about the abused girl who reclaims her life with struggle for truth to live as true self nascent in her heart while jets bomb homes in countries far away.
Silent On Subjective Tricks
Silent On Subjective Tricks © Surazeus 2026 04 05 They almost trick me into spilling why death comes to us as the white butterfly, but I keep silent on subjective tricks which I employ to map the River Styx where magic spells sprout from linguistic muck with energy I gather to fool Luck. Since no one dares to teach me how to fly, I gain employment as government spy assigned to analyze the crucifix despite abundant code angels unfix to guard the activist driving her truck who rescues the church pastor who got stuck. Atomic brains amend contract of thought with ambient destiny where cooks get caught through humble success of great discipline too dangerous for the loyalist to win though I drive streets of Seattle to find celestial key that opens Divine Mind. Ride with me in my fast airplane I bought to find the hidden oracle who taught my father how to architect Berlin when he grew up in Temple of Shaolin, dancing with principle that to be kind forges theology with creeds that bind. Startled awake on Bridge of Loneliness, I hang out to converse with Sisyphus about true nature of the Cosmic Christ who invades money temple in brave heist through mental coup against cruel tyranny, then crowns his son with feudal barony. When my sponge brain begins to phosphoresce with frantic visions of global distress, I visit the Pope as wise poltergeist, commissioned to design novel zeitgeist that secures equal rights through Liberty which lifts every soul out of poverty. Entranced when Minerva begins to croon screams of despair into uplifting tune, I wear mask of Lucifer as my face to prove our souls disappear without trace when our bodies decay at strike of death though we practice yoga with calming breath. Exclusive deal won through electric boon freaks me out when our empire falls too soon to account for god vibes in our headspace though Apollo is detecting the case to find out who released demonic wraith whose tender care teaches us selfless faith.
Grand Event To Play
Grand Event To Play © Surazeus 2026 04 05 Flowing on away into evening light that floats suspended in green glowing leaves, my memories dissolve to empty scenes of passion for the grand event to play in huge museum on the river shore, crowded with white statues of long-dead gods. I love graceful goddess who has no face because she understands the gift of life encasing light of stars in frame of flesh urged by desire to procreate its soul which glows inside weird tangle of my brain with scenes of their achievements to survive. When shy Psyche visits garden of pears to find the language of her aching heart she buried under hollow stone of hope, she finds me holding darkness in my hand so she gives it wings to escape my mouth, then takes my hand and smiles with knowingness. Water of Heaven flows out of my eyes so I drink laughter of the flashing stream where swirling portal to infinity reveals strange beauty of this spinning globe that nurtures my body with starry breath even as I dwindle to silent books. My hungry spirit of barbarity will vanish into clocks of factories contrived by wizards of the wingless horse to build ten million time machines of fate so I can drive from sea to shining sea just fast enough to almost escape death. Haunted by indifferent Nature of change, I cobble new narrative for my life by stringing random events in taut thread that twangs from magic touch of Orpheus to make sense from harsh events I endure that seems to give my journey some grand goal. Sweet dissonance of clashing purposes reveals ambitious strategies for growth contrary to oppression of the state that crushes honest people under plots designed to figure characters from tales who choose the lighthouse as clandestine fate. Unraveling years of our weightless curse expands dim consciousness of signal lights that flash through gloom of swirling alphabets toward which we sail on fractured view of truth with brave intention to restore from ruin abandoned temple of the laughing god.
Angel Wings Of Hope
Angel Wings Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 04 05 On this rainy Sunday morning at dawn after first full moon of transcendent light spawned by radiance of the Spring Equinox, I hear subtle wind of nurturing care animated by angel wings of hope on which I fly above vast maze of myths. My holy book of long-forgotten lore floats in tangled red threads of destiny within glass box of false eternity that spirals with galactic agency, animated by angel wings of hope on which I tumble from celestial realm. Eternal flame of black sublimity flares forth from seed of potential concept to bloom from nothing into something real as sacred flower of psychic energy animated by angel wings of hope from which I become my true divine self. Traversing hill of skulls at crack of dawn, I feel eternal light of ardent faith pierce wordless armor of my aching heart to see Clementine and Ophelia swim, animated by angel wings of hope to fill straw baskets with flowers and eggs. Just as I approach ancient ring of stones, bright rainbow beam of my beautiful truth reveals Eostre, fecund Goddess of Life, holding on her lap young child of her heart, animated by angel wings of hope to write tales of human life in Dream Book. Though tyrants in steel towers of blind greed kill men who defend their gardens of fruit, Aquaria transforms spirit of love from fear to child with eyes of timeless faith, animated by angel wings of hope to build new nation from ruins of war. When gold moon rises high on Phoenix wings, born from fertile womb of World Mother Sea, she sends her flighty son, wild Pegasus, to carry me across the windy steppes, animated by angel wings of hope, from which I ride to explore spinning Earth. Cells in my body split to formulate new body from blueprint of psychic code, designed by immortal soul of my genes to walk in blooming forest of the dead, animated by angel wings of hope as wingless angel wearing mask of light.
Saturday, April 4, 2026
House Of Laughing Masks
House Of Laughing Masks © Surazeus 2026 04 04 Though I fade into white wall of blank masks, I open drapes of sorrow to perceive casual performance of every-day life when people walk to the clean grocery store, then cook dinner and listen to weird songs on vinyl records that spiral the void. Another child exploring the wheat field disappears into shadow of the book that teleports them to far distant land where they invent new name that confines thought as jeweled crown secure on velvet cloth beams satiric laughter at the Glow Cloud. When I gaze in eye of the Palantir I watch people all over the world live lives of quiet desperation to prove we are ghosts in one television screen assured of salvation with the One Ring forged by Angel of Death from my soul bone. With white horse of my adventurous heart I stroll along the craggy seashore cliff on winding network of trails that invite my noble journey to end of the world where I will build the House of Laughing Masks to preserve record of my mundane life. Ten thousand retired schoolteachers with pens could not repair my house of memories fallen into disrepair through regret for not opposing tyrants in steel towers whose greed destroys institutions of state so empires collapse into companies. Marble idol of Jesus on the hill spreads arms of love to welcome every soul, then gives me book and pen with bold command that I rewrite whole history of the world to show his sons triumphant in conquest as they enforce law of his love with guns. With joy for life, despite dark fuel of fear which nurtures passion of respect for death, I saunter casually on spring-bright road past houses where strangers wear laughing masks to hide horror that men in seats of power bomb hospitals and schools to kill the flower. Leaving frantic hustle of city life, I stroll in pastoral painting of false hope to visit natural beauty of wooded hills where monstrous demon of human desire seethes under calm waters of mountain lakes so I return to House of Laughing Masks.
Sudden Chime Of Flowers
Sudden Chime Of Flowers © Surazeus 2026 04 04 I think spring wind that moves my garden gate with sudden chime of flowers in sunlight might be young daughter of the lyre-skilled seer whose bright uncanny chord of ardent faith makes fruit trees dance with joy in morning rain, so I sing with her spirit in my heart. Though I have slept alone for many years, secure in calm state of my solitude, warmth of love that blooms from giving heart no more than illusion of fading fate, sweet voice of her free spirit sparks my soul awake from silence of my loneliness. After searching for her on homeless plains, I step outside door of safe house I built from fragile memories of cheerful laughs, and find shrewd daughter of the lyre-skilled seer tending herbs and fruit trees on river shore where I wander mute as water-smoothed stones. I ask forgiveness from her shining eyes as her deft hands tend roots of healing herbs when she mixes fresh fruits and vegetables with magical secrets of alchemy to prepare healthy feast for wanderers who gather around table of her heart. Now that faint shadow of my nameless soul has split in two bright spirits on the grass, I breathe celestial aura of the moon and sing enchanting melody of love while graceful daughter of the lyre-skilled seer frolics before large crowd of travelers. With sudden gust of wind that shakes our hearts our wild-winged son of fate, brave Icarus, swoops down from tall tree on taut sturdy rope, then seems to fly with eagle elegance above the awe-struck crowd of refugees who cheer transcendence of divinity. Though he transforms into the wingless crow who travels distant lands of sparkling snow, our curious son investigates star flight by searching for the highest peak of hope so he can soar beyond bounds of this world, though he may fall in bosom of the sea. Immense red glare of flames in timeless sky portends apocalypse of global wars, but clever daughter of the lyre-skilled seer tends fruit trees with attentive hands of faith, for empires stand on hard productive work of farmers and crafters with love for beauty.
Museum Of The Heart
Museum Of The Heart © Surazeus 2026 04 04 Each time I meet someone on long life road who stumbles, half bent under heavy load of sorrow they feel duty-bound to bear, I point their way to the heavenly stair that requires they leave all burdens behind so they are free to grow in their own mind. All these cute bromides the suffering share are broken toys abandoned on the stair because the drunk man, bruised by fight for pride, cannot find where the innocent must hide to open fragile wings in frantic flight and escape his rage in defective night. Relaxed on hill of our disastrous breeze, my mother gives me her forensic keys that function to open library doors which preserve melody of ocean shores recorded clear in my ancestral dreams because I follow ministerial streams. Yet all I remember from sitting in school is learning how to employ naive rule as mental mechanic repairing the brain which animates my mercurial gain when I navigate winding career path as cartographer through magic of math. I see reflected in each human face obsessive anguish of the angel race to investigate murder mystery at core of political history recording how kings kill to maintain peace yet protect only those who pay the lease. Dwelling safe in Museum of the Heart, which our ancestors built on our star chart, I compose new narrative for the world around eighth coming of the cosmic herald who builds world state that supports spirit birth comprising United Nations of Earth. When Salome dances before world king while she wears my spirit-enchanting ring, I may start to love her and lose my head, which she will bear home on platter of lead to shield my brain against radiant waves through prophecies of oracles in caves. When you and I meet on long road of life, united in goal to overcome strife, we build from ruins of America state of equal rights named Zarathia which binds the rebel with the orthodox through spiral riddle of psychotic clocks.
First Mother Am
First Mother Am © Surazeus 2026 04 04 I compete only against gears of silence, which Death employs to unravel my mind, by expressing through machinery of words complex contraption of conceptual truth designed by ancestors of my desire to conjure virtual model of the world. Millions of lonely explorers like me, who muddle through daily routines of hope, string frail words of concepts in brittle verse to weave veil of illusions in loose net with scheme to catch elusive fish of faith so we can eat roasted dreams of desire. Small groups of people huddled on the beach around the world from Africa to China gather each night for eighty thousand years to share tale of the man with gleaming spear who kills enormous dragon of the deep and roasts it on pyramid for our feast. Wearing dinosaur skull that crowns his head, brave storm god, who provides fresh food to eat, stands strong beside first mother of our tribe to guard her soul when she adjudicates disputes between contentious appellants, then pours juice in our cups for all to drink. Strange vision from our pre-civilized age glows bright before my disconcerted eyes, so I sing ballad of First Mother Am whose ghost reigns still on pyramid of power, her star-bright eye of knowledge watching us as immortal spirit we now call God. First Mother Am teaches her daughter Amen to host weary travelers on long roads with feast of bread and juice in temple hall where Yusa strums strings of her harp and sings heart-enchanting melodies that present men as heroes who protect everyone. Millions of poets alive now on Earth sing alone in their rooms around the world, for we remember aching song of hope First Mother Am sings in our pulsing hearts through voice of Ishtar on high pyramid that binds our souls in one global religion. We poets chanting verses of fierce faith are curious prophets of First Mother Am for we compete with stark silence of death as choir of angels singing tale of hope till we all vanish from dream of this Earth when voices echo faintly in the void.
Friday, April 3, 2026
Swirls Of Conscious Dust
Swirls Of Conscious Dust © Surazeus 2026 04 03 I see that we are swirls of conscious dust, congealed by passion to observe the stars so God can wake up in our dreaming brains, but when I ask the mountain by the sea how many human bodies form her soul, she weeps swee rain that drenches fields of wheat. Awake in dream as swirls of conscious dust, we see First Mother of our human race in face of every soul alive on Earth for we are mirrors of her primal mind reflecting her immortal genes in how we sing together in one global choir. Wind molds my soul from swirls of conscious dust when I float sparkling over mountain range as gleeful mist of potent energy conspiring with tall trees of humming fruit to nourish human bodies with strange joy that urges us to run on river shores. Radio waves spark my swirls of conscious dust with aching passion to sing psalm of faith depicting brave ontology through love for every human dancing without wings till we fall laughing from Glow Cloud of hope and float mute on convenient waves of time. Dynamic thoughts in swirls of conscious dust may claim to resurrect my mortal soul with psychic blueprint Pythagoras draws, but I know our organic frames of lust decay from glory of productive play and dissipate to currency of fate. Expressive games in swirls of conscious dust motivate gorgeous ghosts in pulsing flesh to build bold heritage through honest work firm on foundation of harmonious faith so tale code integrates logistic growth based on judicial innocence we share. Monument built from swirls of conscious dust preserves celestial light of mental debt enmeshed in mordant matrix sewn from words, riddles constructed from suffering scenes, yet we link hearts with laughter angels lease, subscribed to special shows of satellites. Ephemeral glow in swirls of conscious dust emanates bright from core of our brief being, fugacious with sense of divinity, so I will treasure transient scene of love we share in garden of our private play, embraced as skeletons ten million years.
Poisonous Prayer Of Pride
Poisonous Prayer Of Pride © Surazeus 2026 04 03 I never noticed time can see itself, Eve chuckles at absurdity of fate, then strolls with unsynced bells of worthless hope to stand on treeless hill of perfect size where angels scatter bones of gods in grass that transform into books no eye can read. Eve wears new mask carved from tamarisk wood to break hard shackles of theology by selling peace to mad king on the heath whose rainbow silhouette veils her stale heart with sterile shadow of unconquered love that reveals how precious her soul should be. Affixed communion with specious belief, that long-dead vampire god will resurrect our rotten bodies from root-tangled soil, inspires Eve every morning to transcend aching pain of her back and hips worn down by baking apple pies beside the bomb. Eve remembers six thousand years of thirst for fruit from Tree of Knowledge that seals fructuous heart of innocence with respect for pure Flame of Atar that manifests victorious beauty of the conqueror who overthrows all tyrants in the world. Her heart sprouts wheat of calm beneficence that resists thought decay of pestilence against dominion of the mortal man who claims divine right to exploit our hands that garnish treasures from the generous Earth which accounts for poisonous prayer of pride. With palsied hands that plea to abjure pain, Eve draws map of the world with blood of gods on arch of triumph in the capital where wounded warriors of the war for oil parade before polished Mirror of Death who twists their souls with arrogant dismay. Through emulation of the solemn rite, that she directs with skull of god in hand, Eve holds ripe apple to indifferent sun that bursts with timeless circumstance in code programmed by brains of children in cold rain who share their stolen grief with eyeless friends. Stuck in shadow between Never and Now, Eve steals electric Diamond of Lost Truth that beams celestial light of energy which proves we are but swirls of conscious dust that dissipate in soft relentless wind which swirls long hair around her weathered face.
Thursday, April 2, 2026
Saddest Song Of Love
Saddest Song Of Love © Surazeus 2026 04 02 Though no one understands songs of her heart which seem like uncanny shrieks of night owls, she walks narrow trail among twisted beech, then gazes in green water of the creek to savor passion that glows in her heart that bloom as white bloodroot flowers from dirt. Opening envelope of thin wolf skin, she reads letter written by Lucifer with blood of angels on butterfly wings, then breathes shimmering emptiness of light that fills her heart with joy to be alive, so she sings enchanting song of respect. Stone by stone with gentle hands of thought she deconstructs illusion of the Self till she become dim shadow of her name that vanishes when the glass sun of time shatters on horizon of intellect, then dissipates in smoke from cottage hearths. Strange scent of wet leaves, pungent in night air, asserts aggressive pulse of wrangled hope that drives her to express in wordless tunes excessive wisdom of the hollow stone when she performs her saddest song of love that cracks foundation of theology. Shocked by the subtle shine of innocence on moon-ensilvered waters of the creek, she assembles new face of gracious trust from lithe prismatic waves of nothingness to wear as mask when she walks streets of town past strangers who all seem to know her name. Yet purple bergamot blossoms of truth unfold proportion of vivid desire designed to connect precious gratitude with ghosts of demons trapped in trunks of elms that swirl around her in celestial mist while she glides gracefully beyond her grave. Inevitable state of longsuffering good twangs harp strings sharp with subtle hollowness when star-eyed Seraph appears from her heart, so she remembers how we strive for good at cost of carelessness through flash of dawn based on reason of zestful agency. Curious about clones of her lost self that appear as silhouettes on grassy hill, she strolls columned cathedral of bright woods, suffused with slanting rays of divine light, and sings with harsh voice of sincerity that causes ghosts to shiver with desire.
Giving Tree Of Hope
Giving Tree Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 04 02 When the giving tree of hope is destroyed by the tyrant and his gang of mad thieves, Belenus escapes walls of paradise with the last apple seed of divine truth and wanders forlorn on Plutonian shore where toads ask him if he can save the world. Because the giving tree of hope is burned by bombs that angels drop on paradise, Belenus hides in dark cave of blind ghosts who ask for the hottest stock market tips while roots of trees break towers into dust through oxidation that consumes steel frames. Watching the giving tree of hope chopped down by the Most Honest President on Earth, Belenus hacks into computer banks to transfer money to the bank accounts of poor hardworking people of the world who buy pickup trucks and shoot angels with guns. Slouched in despair at giving tree of hope where frisky children play with prancing goats, Belenus reads satires of Juvenal that condemn rampant corruption and vice of villainaires who rule in Washington by exploiting people for private gain. Shocked that the giving tree of hope now rots and blooms with poisoned fruit of arrogance, Belenus joins Minerva and her squad of justice warriors fighting for the right of every person in this fertile land to live free as they will, if they harm none. If the giving tree of hope vanishes from Garden of Eden in world war three, Belenus plants ten thousand apple seeds in parking lots of shiny shopping malls so new global forest of righteousness blooms from ruins of world civilization. Concerned that the new giving tree of hope struggles to be reborn from Bethlehem, Belenus tames with spells of alchemy ten-headed dragon rising from the sea so he crowns himself Emperor of Earth who rules with magic wand of equity. Tending the healthy giving tree of hope that blooms from corpses of tyrants and thieves, Belenus hosts grand feast of equal rights for all the people of the Earth to join while Orpheus plays the lyre of Mercury and Minerva sings about Kingdom Come.
Wednesday, April 1, 2026
Alive In Abya Yala
Alive In Abya Yala © Surazeus 2026 04 01 I think I took a wrong turn in the mall because I am not in America any more, where Liberty for every soul is the sacred law by which we all live, illusion of greatness that vanishes and leaves me alive in Abya Yala. Inspired by the man bleeding on the tree, who grasps writhing snakes of hate in the well and transforms them into Runes of Respect, I leave cathedral of the vampire god and stumble in meadow of maple trees that flash me alive in Abya Yala. Alone on mountain of the Rainbow Snake, who reveals woman with stalk of gold corn, I watch butterflies turn into jet planes that bomb the ziggurat where Ishtar reigns, so I flee into waste land of the west where I howl alive in Abya Yala. Stripped of my wolf-fur cloak and magic wand by one-eyed wizard of dark Raven Wood, I drive my car from sea to shining sea home to where I was born in Oregon where Multnomah cleanses my heart of fear so I dance alive in Abya Yala. Broken wings of Icarus in my heart flap helplessly in hurricane of change when I fall from Heaven of Righteousness and wander Turtle Island without hands to help Onatah tend Garden of Corn, soul reborn alive in Abya Yala. When illusion of Great America collapses into shards of shiny lies because demon of greed escapes from its cage, I join free people of Zarathia to build new nation based on equal rights that fires us alive in Abya Yala. I want to return home to Avalon, then on to Lake of Dreams in Scythia, to build strong United Nations of Earth that renders equal justice for all souls who share this lush globe spinning in the void that beams us alive in Abya Yala. After the American Empire falls from crushing weight of xenophobic hate, we will build new nation for everyone who shares love for truth of wise Onatah who directs choir of equal citizens so we sing alive in Abya Yala.
Names Of His Lost Tribe
Names Of His Lost Tribe © Surazeus 2026 04 01 Trapped by obsession with integrity, Alanus walks to the new grocery store and contemplates how to save his lost tribe, but they are photos on the cereal box, so he scatters cornflakes on tombless graves, and prays to the sparrow in the elm tree. Reluctant to accept his bitter fate, Alanus paints mural on the brick wall that depicts migration of his lost tribe with bright colors in cartoon characters which tourists photograph with beaming smiles to post up on their social media sites. Annoyed by laughter of the traffic light, Alanus forges new Anywhere Key from dark matter in bones of his lost tribe with lightning flash of mute anxiety so he can teleport to every house where ghosts of his ancestors linger blind. Startled by appearance of gold Dream Stone, Alanus breaks it open with soft spell so he can read the names of his lost tribe who drive horse-drawn wagons of curious hope across the wind-swept steppes of Scythia where they build tree-house networks in tall trees. Amused by sparkle of electric snow, Alanus leaves car factory at dawn with fragments from the skulls of his lost tribe to lounge on back porch of his shabby home and grill hamburgers while his children play under strangeness of blue Missouri skies. Concerned about the state of politics, Alanus builds fortress on ancient mound to host council meeting of his lost tribe who plan new movement of the working class to seize means of production from vampires and build new schools for their children to learn. Shocked by acceleration of world war, Alanus hikes in rugged mountain vales with hungry survivors of his lost tribe who build new nation in the wilderness centered around Temple of the Soul Flame which their First Father stole from Hearth of Hell. Eager to translate song of honeybees, Alanus enters temple of blank books that record tales from the lives of his lost tribe which play as shows on television screens in stores of old deserted shopping malls where children of the fallen empire play.
Tuesday, March 31, 2026
Vote On Election Day
Vote On Election Day © Surazeus 2026 03 31 When I find secret land of Xanadu hidden in misty mountain vale of peace I will sing to the blue moon of respect so screaming voices on the radio vanish into silent ache of faith because I like to flirt with Death at dawn. Because he is still waiting for Godot, the old man, who sits all day on the bench in front of city hall, steals my fake name, so I write it down in book of lost tales when I visit museum of dead gods whose skeletons dance around the North Pole. When Godot arrives at the restaurant, he introduces me to his new bride named Saengdao, which means Starlight, he explains, but she takes me sailing on her glass yacht to Kharg Island in the Gulf of Hormuz where she films her new folk-rap video. When I try to vote on election day the old man questions whether I exist, so I disappear in a puff of smoke, then drift without wings, humming lullabies about death, over Yosemite Park where Shakambari tends vegetable gardens. Inscrutable spell of her recipe for magic potion that heals harsh headaches combines mental spice of spiraling words with apricot cider of providence which questions privilege of ownership exposed by counter-oracles of truth. While photographing young couples in love who stroll the river walk in evening light, Phrixus leans against the brass balustrade and stares with sorrow at the silver sheen that flickers with elusive Runes of fate, then mounts gold ram and flies into the clouds. Engaged with program to destabilize global patriarchy through language keys, Phrixus meets Godot in the crumbling church where they discuss projects of bitter wealth based on artificial intelligence which hallucinates that Jesus returns. Logic of random landscapes motivates moral mission to organize networks of neutral monsters with house mortgages who load trucks with boxes of stolen dreams through humble technique of successful ploy upgrading unique spectrum of toy brains. When he buys carrots of syntactic virus from Shakambari by the broken gate, Godot suddenly understands the joke about the raven and the writing desk Phrixus told him at the amusement park while they were eating hotdogs of despair.
Children With Sparkling Eyes
Children With Sparkling Eyes © Surazeus 2026 03 31 The next time we get together to cry about how flowers wither in hot sun, Tellus will bring glass jar of demon tears to nurture souls of angels in small seeds who grow into children with sparkling eyes before bullets splatter their souls on grass. Careful analysis of water flow, within context of material exchange, proves why excessive passion of desire cracks concrete channels of clandestine code that redesigns children with sparkling eyes who play hide and seek in ruins of church. Reverse psychology of social laws never works to change behavior with fear, relabeled as incentive to mature against relentless tides of profit gains that tricks hearts of children with sparkling eyes to believe in lie of the Afterlife. Elected by the people of her state to establish affordable health care, Tellus drives to work across Bridge of Faith till assassins give her apples to eat so she can feed children with sparkling eyes who play in rubble of their bombed-out homes. Clipboard in hand as wind blows her charged hair, Tellus organizes fairies and ghosts to stack bricks of bombed buildings on wood carts so they can rebuild empire of dead gods reborn as our children with sparkling eyes who pretend they are puppets without strings. Amazed at beauty of our broken world that functions on laughter of hungry hope, Tellus writes complex formulas of fate on chalkboard in crowded college classroom to educate children with sparkling eyes on using magic to build paradise. When Neptune wakes from dream in fountain pool, startling tourists in the large Florence square, Tellus gives him jeans and white shirt to wear as they stroll holding hands in evening glow to photograph children with sparkling eyes who are old gods reborn in human flesh. Concerned about current state of the world, when dictators disguised as presidents contest over whose God will rule the Earth, Tellus meditates with Shiva in cave visited by children with sparkling eyes through revolution of the working class.
Monday, March 30, 2026
Vast Vacancy Of Being
Vast Vacancy Of Being © Surazeus 2026 03 30 All my relatives swirl into my heart so we all become one galactic mind that blooms from vibrant flame of the first cause, hearts bound in communal rite of our tribe as we breathe in vast vacancy of being that swells scope of our souls big as the Earth. Compact conception contained in core seed designs firm structure of our social state arranged so every person of our tribe contributes skilled performance of their heart that radiates from vast vacancy of being as cordial fruit we share each evening feast. We harvest fruitful wisdom of this Earth with brave assertion of our right to live, vain fact ignored by calm indifference that encodes how heartless Nature replies with riddles from vast vacancy of being despite our solemn oath to tend her needs. Ordained as messenger by Eye of Fate, I open channels between Earth and Sky so we comprehend with attentive heart what light communicates through cleansing rain that springs fresh from vast vacancy of being to water growing souls in groves of trees. When I uncover lost star catalog, by erasing theological creed written with blood angels on old scroll, I study stellar cartograph of fate to navigate vast vacancy of being that guides my way home to Elysium. I hear voice of my primal Motherland call me with heart-enchanting song of faith to cross greed-ravaged waste land of this world and find lush Promised Land of fruitful trees that blossom from vast vacancy of being as bountiful garden of generous death. No idol of dead god as scarecrow hears fervent prayers of desperate refugees who scatter from our homeland in lost tribes when tyrants attack garden of our wealth to find truth in vast vacancy of being from which we build new empire from old ruins. We thrived ten thousand years of fertile peace in secret valley of our singing skulls till refugees invade garden of trees and drive our people far across the world so we float in vast vacancy of being, transforming into children of lost faith.
Hole Of Finite Thought
Hole Of Finite Thought © Surazeus 2026 03 30 Because death collapses time in my head with sudden nothingness of the bright soul, I ponder what the living do each day to ignore the fact that we all will die, then I fish on shore of the singing lake and eat its roasted meat under weird stars. Framed in my unfurling future, I feel exaggerated vastness stretching time long enough to catch me before I fall, thwarted by excessive passion to live when I evade cruel death by accident in close proximity to sudden hope. Morning light of each new day after death arrives with bright elusive flash of faith that blinds my mind with truth beyond all words at sharpened thrill of opened aperture that strikes me with expected solitude so I float far alone on waves of where. Undetermined moment of someday soon, when I will cease to be awake with buzz of frantic energy to taste sweet fire, tethers tight my heart to silence of wind, hidden in scroll of lost voices by quill plucked from demonic wing of innocence. Brave enough with fractured luck of respect, I confront absence of my nameless self by calling phone number of my dead clone who answers with strange voice of ocean waves, but I become mad raven with three eyes that hangs out on the sad telephone line. So I avoid speaking in my own voice with assiduous intent to detach my body from lush fields of sparkling lakes where birds tweet love songs in flower-flame trees, because my being is hole of finite thought around which nothing radiates in blind gloom. Despite personal investment of hope, I stand in spotlight on stage of despair and drink milk of angels from burning clouds that pour from my eyes in fountains of tears which nourishes eight billion hungry souls while I float on surging sea of desire. My happiness fills shadow of my heart with sudden nothingness of silent death that blows bright rainbow darkness of my eyes open wide enough to become each star that twinkles in vast galaxies of souls while beneath every city my heart beats.
Sunday, March 29, 2026
If I Reveal My Soul
If I Reveal My Soul © Surazeus 2026 03 29 If I reveal my soul by how I sing relentless emotion through opposites, I undeceive myself with new belief that glamors richness of our messy world which vainly proves with brute indifference that Nature fills us with passion of hope. If they assassinate idol of stone that represents proud ruler of the world with accurate bullet of childhood games, we may choose new god from the mortal crowd to play wise ruler of our crowded state who plays piano with graceful respect. If we march to martial music of blood with bright torch of freedom in every hand, we may find our ancestral voices cry for justice from blood-soaked soil of our land, so we raise flag of Liberty with faith that our wild howls become anthem of truth. If we spring laughing from sonorous hills at sudden strike of brave cathedral bells, we may plow fields of stubborn prairie grass and plant gold wheat of fierce ambitious plans to build empire of hungry enterprise so our children may dance in sweet moonlight. If I cast line of hope in lake of dreams with hope to catch elusive fish of faith, I may hear noble song of moon-white geese call out to angels on flame-golden clouds who grant my boon to gain hard-earned reward, though Nature owes me nothing for my work. If I should meditate by sparkling brook that shimmers calm in grove of twisted birch, I may hear strange enchanting song of faes that lures my heart to seek dark gloom of fate in deep forest green of snow-crested hills where child of the mountain waits for my gift. If blind musician in dark smoky bar plays earthy melody on saxophone with soulful anguish of inhuman truth, I feel myself alive more than the sea halfway between midnight and dawn of time, awake with silver shimmer of star waves. If I leap over brook of crystal skulls while running from death on black horse of fate, I feel cascade of timeless water spray swirls of strange immortal energy prismed radiant with souls of fallen gods who weep to hear me sing about cruel death.