Ghost Of My Fractured Soul © Surazeus 2026 06 14 Bright ghosts of all the lives I could have lived swarm all around me in the maze of myths, so I assign each alternative self weird variant on the name Odysseus, for though they set out on their quest for home they each live and die in some foreign town. I hear their songs in silence of the day, so I record memories they throw away because they have all disappeared from time which leaves me now alone of all my selves erased from possibilities of fate while still alive in shadow of my home. Strange cry of sorrow tainted by pure joy rings out through endless forest of dead trees, so I climb every mountain in the world to find source of this cry of bitter hope, till I realize with laughter of soft rain that it comes out of my own aching heart. The scarlet raven on my shoulder sings with pure voice mimicking the nightingale to prove the dire wolf glowing in my heart keeps me alive on journey to the west when I search cathedral ruins of dead gods for holy scripture that lives in my heart. Since I take the low road where the sun shines bright I hear birds of hope sing in grieving trees though I wander where the wildflowers spring for I hope to meet my true love by moonlight where we had parted in the shady glen as lovers on bonnie banks of Loch Lomond. Though every living thing on Earth will die and wither in the turning flow of time, we glow with mystery of the universe when we stand in the field where lilies bloom and let the timeless gleam of ancient stars penetrate our hearts with ache of true love. I wish to be as generous as Death who treats each living soul with gift of joy since we glow fragile as the lily bloom that sprouts in jagged rocks of the glen pool with kind attendance of the honey bees though thunderstorms crack illusion of faith. I may never see misty glens of Scotland in fleeting drama of my secret life yet spirit of your love blooms in my heart no matter where I roam in this wide world, so I send last ghost of my fractured soul to meet you on bonnie banks of Loch Lomond.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
Sunday, June 14, 2026
Ghost Of My Fractured Soul
Stories Mirrors Tell
Stories Mirrors Tell © Surazeus 2026 06 14 I have read all the stories mirrors tell, pursued by gold-tongued furies of concern, unreal as angels in our grocery stores, startled by scattered brilliance of false faith that severs my heart from kite of the sun with suddenness of unwanted world fame. Waves of green memory engulf my heart with tattered pages of electric books that recount fight for crown of global power, though I sail far on argosy of hope in vain attempt to find the Promised Land that always vanishes as we approach. Though rational light of social insight disperses shadows of religious faith, I cling to fractured rainbow of one fact, that we are temporary flames of light undone by ecstasy of secret dreams which I decode in stories no one reads. Green odor of strange darkness in the tree uncovers coldness folded inside leaves, moon rays that rustle softly into words which weave strange web of silver-shimmer light that binds support pillars of belief to bridge vast emptiness between our hearts. Strange seeds of proverbs, secretly discerned, flicker forth from arched bough of ecstasy to veil my grave with pages of old books at supple rocking of infernal light that teaches darkness how to flow till dawn so I taste perfect sorrow of desire. Night flowers into stories angels steal by giving fruit to wounded refugees who crowd streets of clean cities with despair, forbidden to own land or labor well, as if our hearts are leeches to be crushed, so we clutch handfuls of hydraulic dust. Roots twine about my pulsing heart with faith that all we build will crumble into sand through fertile season of electric birds, so I leap over garden walls of hope that harden brave around astringencies when I adjust somnolent grace at dawn. Though we still process summer balances with frantic gaiety of elephants, I package fractured memories of fate in polished casement of Plutonian pride, which I intend to hide in state archives that should preserve decrees of solitude.
Win The Apple Of Eris
Win The Apple Of Eris © Surazeus 2026 06 14 Assembled angels on the Pantheon watch horses race across the roadless plain to win the Apple of Eris with speed that honors wind ghost of the primal seed from which all creatures of spinning Earth spring at spark of love when Daughters of Time sing. When people thank God for their victories in sports competitions to win Gold Keys, I laugh because they still believe the creed which Al-Ghazali taught in fevered screed that God controls where every atom goes so what occurs is Law that God bestows. If every act of force that I perform was decreed by God before I was born, then I am but dumb puppet of his Will, so I commit no sin, though I may kill, and thus cannot be punished for some crime that God makes me do in flow of space-time. Yet supernatural conscious God of Fate, who forces us to play his game as bait, is not as real as priests want me to think, since atoms randomly swerve at the brink which causes them to swirl in globes of life where brain-urged creatures clash in hungry strife. If flashing atoms always beam too straight through boundless void of space due to their weight, they never would collide in coils of light that form matter of the universe right, so Epicurus taught that atoms swerve in random deviations of the curve. If we could predict where each atom moves our actions would be locked in legal grooves, predetermined by divine will of God which would make us puppets committing fraud, so random swerves of atoms in the void breaks chain of necessity we avoid. Thus we assert soft force of our free will when we ascend to fruit grove on the hill where we tame horses with sweet fruit of trust, subsuming mindless energy of lust, so we can bridle passion of their flight in race to achieve the heavenly height. How far across the spinning globe I fly on horse of wisdom to discover why our bodies spring from laughter of the sea as we investigate how to live free when we assert free will by conscious choice, then chronicle events with honest voice.
Incarnation Of Saint Michael
Incarnation Of Saint Michael © Surazeus 2026 06 14 The narrow dusty road across bleak plain, that takes me past wind-weathered hills of hope, seems to extend forever to the sky, but I know somewhere far beyond despair stands shining temple of wise Jupiter who hosts grand banquets for lost travelers. But by the time I arrive at his hall ten thousand years of reckless social change have transformed villages of hungry farmers to vast metropolitan maze of streets so piston-engine cars glide past glass towers where Jupiter reigns as bank president. The silver airplane Daedalus designed, which Icarus pilots with focused faith, zooms swiftly far in high celestial realm so wingless angels manage world affairs in global council of state ministers where Jupiter presides with wise insight. Peter chuckles at vision of the world that Michael proffers with clever grin where mythic spirits of conceptual gods provide vigor of ideal characters as psychic force of social energy which incarnate in normal mortal men. Consider how mythic tag of our name acts as key to initiate psychic force of social role performed in state of grace by that original person whose mind may exercise broad visionary scope through our contemporary mental form. That first Michael, human who bore my name, now sanctified as archangel whose soul exerted deeds of duty to assert central authority of Jupiter, whose name signifies Jehovah Pater, has become glamorous ideal of the hero. By assigning name of that great archangel, Michael who slays dragon of the cruel tyrant, whose devilish spirit possesses men each generation with ambition to rule with greed, exploiting human slaves for wealth, my mother hopes I will act with his spirit. Therefore, it is my duty in this life, as mortal incarnation of Saint Michael, to save America from tyranny, but how I shall perform this sacred role has yet to manifest, so I employ patience to act well when the time is right.
Saturday, June 13, 2026
Waves Of Vanishing Desire
Waves Of Vanishing Desire © Surazeus 2026 06 13 When Phoebus follows river of his eyes that flow through broken window of his heart, he finds his body in the ocean house that floats on airplane wings of dragon eggs which nurture horse with honeysuckle wings who teaches him how to dig his own grave. Weary on waves of vanishing desire, Phoebus builds another bridge from sparrow bones that gives him strength of harpy butterflies to endure endless days of everywhere because the past returns in loops of laughter where river of his eyes flows to the sea. Heart bruised by shadows of the faceless dead, Phoebus lies on grass while the clock rewires how his sponge brain perceives eternal light that glows from skin of Columbine when she strips mask of her happiness to bare her soul studded with milk-white stars of unmarred faith. Concluding with sly grin of knowingness, Columbine asks the charlatan to prove she has no right to live in paradise, but he sells Bibles to the gullible who cheer when Harlequin erases words to steal the falling star of honesty. Amused at clashing cymbals of respect, Columbine rescues the blind hanging man who sells her memories of their love trysts to kind sorcerers from Bohemia who ask Phoebus to reign as their new king while he rocks his daughter in gentle arms. When Harlequin returns from Kingdom Come and asks bold Columbine to marry him, Phoebus interferes with their fake romance, intending to repair the garden path where Melancholy dances with Disdain as if they are new deities we love. Clotilde points to angels in the sky whose bodies fall as snowflakes on the Earth, so Phoebus makes small snowman on his lawn with twisted tree branches as devil horns while children gather coins from lake-shore mud stamped with cute scene of Bacchus and his pards. While she plays tambourine with broken heart beneath the weeping bells of Notre Dame, Phoebus gives Columbine peach juice to drink so she teaches Clotilde how to paint faces of ghosts who descend from the sky with metallic wings of terrified birds.
Moment Of Lost Time
Moment Of Lost Time © Surazeus 2026 06 13 Now that I am halfway through my life tale, I want to walk with you on the dirt path around the lake where summer breezes blow, and take photographs of your graceful soul to preserve this moment of our lost time so our image will remain though we die. Concerned about the price of tangerines that gleam with waterdrops on the store shelf, we weigh advantages of eating fruit in contrast to expending hours of hope researching variant types of meadow birds who seem to know our final resting place. Distraught by stories in the daily news about women and children who escape bombs that deconstruct their family homes, we turn the television off at sunset and stroll about the quiet neighborhood, waving to every person who drives by. My favorite mural in town of Pompeii, painted on thermopolium cafe, shows graceful Nereid with curly hair riding blue Hippocampus with fish tail while strumming golden lyre of Mercury, for you are incarnation of her soul. Agathodaemon slithering in my heart, with jeweled eyes that know the universe, flutters rainbow feathers along its spine as she protects sacred space of our home where we dwell safe from mobs of hungry souls who clamor for salvation from stone gods. To open crystal portal door of faith and slip back in time to when we first meet so we can avoid our too-tragic fate, we sit together on the river shore and talk about philosophy of being as if we are still Phoebus and Carmenta. Wearing masks of the Singer and the Sibyl, we perform play we wrote about their lives on the outdoor stage in the city park where people gather every Sabbath day to celebrate birth of Zarathia we build from ruins of America. Once romantic play of our lives is done, and all the ravens in the writhing oaks have flown beyond fake walls of paradise, we board small boat of skulls that Charon rows to glide across the oil-black River Styx and live forever in Elysium.
Quest To Find Meaning
Quest To Find Meaning © Surazeus 2026 06 13 I have wandered river landscape of Earth two hundred million years of spinning time on endless quest to find meaning of life, and each moment I almost understand I generate new body with my mate so I continue journey to the stars. Just on the other side of the bright hill where nothingness of death looms over me, I find another world of wooded vales where tribes of people live on river shores so I keep climbing endless hills of hope till I discover that our world is round. I keep on walking to the end of time while singing to beam visions of my eyes which helps me organize my memories in coherent tales of cause and effect so I can map the endless road of faith where other people walk before I come. I follow the rising sun every dawn forever toward the endless sea of light, but then turn away toward the setting sun because I keep walking circles of fate, one hundred thousand years till I arrive at the edge of the world in Oregon. With you at my side on the ocean shore I listen to the endless song of waves which I cannot translate to human words, and explain to you the meaning of life which I discover in my vain attempt to evade death and live another day. If I can find the wings of Icarus and fly above this world of hills and lakes, I would ascend to world of swirling clouds to find grand crystal palace of the gods who live forever in dreams of our minds as our ancestors who watch over us. Stuck in this soft body of hungry flesh as temporary node of deathless genes, my spirit writhes with passion to transcend confining limits of this transient life to savor psychic glow of ecstasy that expands my mind through epiphany. There is no meaning to this sudden life, so we invent religions based on myths of people whose grand deeds of public life are framed with tragic consequence of fate because they try to assert thought control instead of flowing with the tides of change.
Fairyland States Of Zarathia
Fairyland States Of Zarathia © Surazeus 2026 06 13 As psychotic elite who rule the world from Fairyland States of Zarathia, we record spells of the heartless Mermaid from old riddles of her Three-Legged Crow to publish prophecies of faceless gods performed by Oberon on the Late Show. Working late in East Wing of the Black House in Fairyland States of Zarathia, Titania develops social programs designed to help mothers raise children well, but Midas bulldozes her office suite so he can build a Winter Palace Ballroom. Returning home on tattered wings of faith to Fairyland States of Zarathia, Icarus founds start-up tech company that ploys artificial intelligence to automate tedious business tasks which garners wealth for man in the glass mask. Nontoxic masculinity of faith through Fairyland States of Zarathia contrives mental recipes of fraught faith from bland conviction social rules require for sorting souls by color of their skin against creed of Heaven death nullifies. Campaigning to become next President of Fairyland States of Zarathia, Oberon journeys to the mountain cave where Saint Fillan convinces the wild wolf to plow fields of wheat in place of the ox because the farmer is the key to wealth. Marsh orchids blooming purple from lush hills in Fairyland States of Zarathia, give courage to lost refugees of war afflicted by gang of cruel oligarchs, so they smuggle ginger wine into Hell where they dance on corpse of the fallen tyrant. Driven from Hibernia by dream thieves to Fairyland States of Zarathia, we wander signless road of nowhere else because we never find the Promised Land, so we build amusement park Wonderland where wingless angels pretend they can fly. Unlocked gates of technological Heaven in Fairyland States of Zarathia expose collectible memories we share as mass delusion of national pride when we experience television shows to celebrate birthday of our lost empire.
Friday, June 12, 2026
Winding Road Of Change
Winding Road Of Change © Surazeus 2026 06 12 When I am ready for the leap of faith from crumbling tower of religious hope I spread wings I borrow from Icarus and wonder with amazement of mute awe why I am me and no one else alive, then lean against the balustrade and sigh. Solaria beams rays of holy light through web of branches in the Tree of Life to luminate deep cavern of my heart where wise demon of my genetic soul conducts analysis of social vibes so I navigate vast maze of myths well. Telluria molds genes of memories from tangled vines of innocent desire, transforming body of material flesh four hundred million years from fish to god that programs how my mind perceives the world so I generate life before I die. Venturia breathes whole ethereal soul through brave pneumatic gust of energy which animates my body of frail flesh with compassion of visionary hope that flashes conscious sense of secret self so I sense cosmic God wake in my brain. Thalassia swirls waves of timeless faith across courageous landscape of my heart which motivates ambitious quest for truth that drives my progress on the road of life to conserve stories of human exploits in chronicles of failure and success. Saturnus wakes my spirit from strange dream and guides my way on winding road of change to navigate confusing maze of ghosts so I find broken lyre of Mercurius that he designed six thousand years ago from turtle shell and strings of aching love. Apollon finds me tangled in despair so he frees my heart from lustful desire by teaching my voice to manipulate images of feeling with words of thought so I transcend greed with selfless concern when I articulate soul of mankind. As wingless angel born from womb of Earth, I crawl from sea along river of hope, climb generous Tree of Life to eat fruit, then follow river to Mountain of Truth where I map history of humanity as we strive to transcend despair with love.
Who You Journey With
Who You Journey With © Surazeus 2026 06 12 Who you journey with on rough road of life is far more important than where you go, so I keep you within scope of my eyes with attentive care to our circumstance to ensure your precious spirit is safe while I gather fresh fruit for you to eat. When Juturna finds creek of clear cold water trickling in thick woods between rugged hills, she follows sparkle of light into gloom till she finds spring that fountains from dark earth, so she proclaims to Janus with sweet voice that she has now found their forever home. Calling out to her mother, Rumina, older woman with long hair and green eyes, Juturna guides her to the fountain grove where they rest in shade of the broad fig tree as Janus plucks sweet fruit for them to eat, then brings them water in new turtle shells. Janus builds temple beside broad fig tree with oak for foundation of the firm floor, four silver firs as columns for roof beams, and cypress for walls and two sturdy doors, around stone hearth that preserves flame of light where Juturna and Rumina cook meals. When Juturna exclaims two cows are gone, Janus and their son Quirinus grab wands and track the cows to large bone-littered cave where the grim giant Cacus snarls in rage, so while Janus distracts him with sharp spear Quirinus leaps on his back with thick vine. After strangling greedy Cacus to death, Quirinus explores dark cave with bright lamp where he finds large diamond that glitters clear as ice-white silver moon on winter nights, so they bear it back to their temple home where Janus sets it firm on altar stone. Gazing deep in crystal sphere of pure light, Juturna sings verse of oracle spells describing visions she sees with her mind how the first flash flares forth from the big bang so threads of sparkling light form spinning globe from which gods and humans spring into life. When pregnant Juturna goes into labor, Rumina attends process of childbirth, then washes the new-born girl clean with care, so while Juturna nurses her with love Janus bestows name Carmenta with pride and gazes in eyes of his reborn mother.
Thursday, June 11, 2026
Persistence Of Secret Love
Persistence Of Secret Love © Surazeus 2026 06 11 I call out to dark shadow on the shore, thinking they must be somebody I know, but they have never existed in time, mind designed with fear-automated gears that wind our mouths with beams of earnest light, reckless with persistence of secret love. If I should offer pessimistic codes without bitterness through security for industrial passion of eager hearts with expeditious game of narratives, I may voice constant struggles to transcend thematic alarm of personal faith. Larger forces in our shared catastrophe render masters of sloganeering tricks responsible for scouring observations designed to model how we weigh our worth when we inhabit avatars of faith against diminishment of miracles. Aghast at framing device angels use to change trajectory of mutant ploys, I gaze in gleam of well water with goal to measure firmament of splendid souls who precede cosmic fixture of old fruit in harmony with psychic consequence. Thus I invert heavens with casual stance in potent reversal of separateness through isolation of our frantic hearts to find divine spirit of clarion faith in subterranean space of pulsing brains where we shelter in place from foul disease. Set on evading fraught taxonomy through calm bewilderment of honesty, I tally inventory of my dreams to comprehend rich treasures I possess while trudging dusty road of jagged thoughts as mordant observer of ardent faith. I taste cathedral stone of elegy amid debris of crumbling tapestries that shroud hope-wrecked cars in junkyard of faith to weep for poisoned land of brutal truth that foils green memory of warm sun calibrated with moral questions of fate. Safe on mixed-grass prairie of humble pride, I build new kingdom of wind in the heart that converts veritable floating ark of nameless creatures writhing in my heart so I broadcast signal of wordless songs that roots my body as idol of faith.
Ruined Temple Of Diana
Ruined Temple Of Diana © Surazeus 2026 06 11 Today I am so happy being alive that I forget to shout at the Blue Sky about the problems humans cause each other till I remember nobody is up there, so I walk around streets of Rome to visit Basilica of Santa Prudentiana. Disgusted with the life I used to lead, tricking people with scams to steal their money, I rename myself after Novatus, then journey to Lake Nemi that gleams blue to sit by ruined Temple of Diana and weep for the loss of beautiful souls. When eerie voice of sorrowful desire rings through dark forest of the eyeless wolf, I walk toward mysterious grove that glows with solemn anguish of the fallen angel who sings with aching wisdom of the stars about the man who sacrificed his soul. Willing to die for the people he loves, Prudentiana sings in gold moonlight, the honest leader who came from the stars nurtures every person with tender care so we develop talents into skills instead of enslaving us for his gain. When I see three men with sharp spears and chains grab Prudentiana with hands of lust, and drag her toward their wagon cage of slaves, I pick up shark rocks from the river shore, whistle as I toss them high in the air that whack them with my wand of liberty. After cracking skulls of slavers with rocks, I unlock wagon cage and set slaves free who fall to their bruised knees with gratitude and proclaim me savior sent down by Zeus, then beg me to play shepherd of their clan, so we journey forth to the Promised Land. Rebuilding ruined Temple of Diana with stones we haul from hill of granite cliffs, we reinstate rituals of daily life, tending gardens of herbs and herds of sheep, with Prudentiana, our clever leader, performing role of Domina Silvarum. Gathered at round table heaped with good food, we celebrate success of our new venture, former slaves working rich communal farm, as Lucina brings light and pitcher of juice, so I strum lyre of Mercury and sing that spirit of God lives in every heart.
Wednesday, June 10, 2026
Ruthless Winners Like Me
Ruthless Winners Like Me © Surazeus 2026 06 10 Time has no frantic pace I can discern that leaves all mortals in cold graves of faith, so I race headlong toward high peak of fame in desperate contest to achieve success above all other losers on this globe whose skulls crumble to dust beside my own. Long tedious days crowd endless short years with daily contests to gather more wealth than competitors in shadowy woods who pray to faceless spirit in the clouds to grant them random luck of generous fate while I hoard food in cold castle of stone. Ignoring cries of homeless refugees, driven from rich lands by laws I decree that river-nourished woods are mine alone, granted divine right to gather and hunt for secret treasures of bountiful Earth, I lounge in tower with coffers of plunder. Though hungry hordes of rebellious fools clamor desperately at gates of my Heaven with revolutionary fervor of blind rage that I gain power through law over land to defeat them in chess game against death, I sip sweet wine and dine on roast beef steak. While they beat drums and pipe with Bacchic frenzy beneath electric horror of the moon, I strum gold strings of the elegant harp and chant harmonious hymns of reverence to praise Lord God whose frank benevolence has blessed me with wit to pilfer their wealth. Removed from teeming crowds of vagrant churls who cry for justice to the empty sky for infernal judgment against my power, I fund their passage on mercantile ships across stormy sea of indifference to slave on my farms in the colonies. Ruled by harsh law of the grim wilderness, that those who are stronger and wiser win in brutal battle of wits to control religious narrative of the whole state based on systemic privilege of wealth, this world honors ruthless winners like me. So though our nameless skulls sit side by side on lightless shelf in cathedral of faith, as if we are equals in realm of death, I stamped my name on grand buildings and laws in legal framework that enforces power of my descendants to exploit your own.
Simple Life Of Solitude
Simple Life Of Solitude © Surazeus 2026 06 10 I shall go out to field of tangled briars to build myself small hut from bones of birds, and there with brave attention of the wind begin grand process of devouring myself, so I may gaze with passion of the oak at image of my soul in Walden Pond. Lounging on front porch of the small wood cabin, which they erected beside Walden Pond, Henry Thoreau and his walking companion, William Channing, sip hot herbal tisanes that they brew from pine needles and mint, and chat about philosophy of life. Because the complex rituals of our lives are frittered away by involved details that lure our progress into labyrinths of trivial necessity through care, we must eradicate tangled obligations and simplify slate of our daily tasks. If one man who follows preordained paths, assigned by social duty of his state, cannot keep strict pace with his companions, perhaps he hears beat of another drummer, so let him step to music which he hears however boldly measured or far away. Thus I proceed with confidence of faith in clear direction of my secret dreams to live this simple life of solitude that I imagine while I ponder fate, for the great characteristic of wisdom is to abstain from doing desperate things. When I observe human society I see thousands hacking at branches of evil, while one who sees what he is looking for strikes at deep roots of selfish greed and hate that foments strife through jealousy and fear with action that obstructs destructive deeds. However mean and poor your life may seem, meet circumstance with passion of respect, and do not shun its most difficult events, for fault-finders find fear in paradise while thrill-seekers find elation in hell, for it is better to serve than to reign. When dawn gleams gold on sheen of Walden Pond, Henry and William eat sweet hasty-pudding of cornmeal, molasses, ginger, and milk, then set out down the signless road of hope on yet another vigorous walk-and-talk with goal to climb rugged Mount Monadnock.
Tuesday, June 9, 2026
Weirdness Of Eternal Now
Weirdness Of Eternal Now © Surazeus 2026 06 09 Through tight control of intermittent thoughts we wind disparate memories in spheres of flashing strategies to burn god stones with tattered pages from ancestral books so prior tests we dare contrive from code enchant our hearts when sad nightingales sing. While sitting blindly in windowless house with numberless door of inequity, I roam the whole universe of strange lands though tethered to fragile skull of my soul since gushing mountain river piles logs high against enormous stone of innocence. Slouched by unkempt grave of the famous seer who harvested peaches from tangled trees, I mutter prayer of sorrow to his mask to checklist deeds I refuse to perform through mechanism of uncertain grief that covers me in random leaves of hope. No star-eyed visitors appear from mist, seeking redemption from gratified corpse to highlight uselessness of sentiment that could not resurrect my pardoned heart from graceless circumstance of fortitude, since love might manifest in dormant seeds. Could I return from underworld of faith with contract that impacts my credit score, I would sail leaking boat across dark sea to harrow blatant sense of urgency with greatness death displays at crack of dawn when everything I knew as true is wrong. Up jagged cliff of ambition I climb against assertive gusts of lonely wind to count bright sparkles on the silver sea by wishing goodness for each soul alive who walks alone the signless road of fate to prove people can govern themselves well. Inspired to extract my body from roots of ancient trees, I breathe faith to express despair we deny pierces hearts with truth despite our vow at picnic by the lake to savor weirdness of eternal now by drinking sorrow brewed in bitter herbs. I seek sublimity of perfect thoughts that swell at suddenness of your sharp eyes beaming subtle blast of rainbow bliss with cheerful jubilation gladly struck in harmony of love we blithely share with brokenhearted document of faith.
Cartography Of Tropes
Cartography Of Tropes © Surazeus 2026 06 09 Attempts to eradicate sentiment, that tangle my heart with vines of desire, prove more than difficult to implement when I am but one voice in the global choir that sings hymns about bright Heaven above through universal law of selfless love. Strange feelings shaped by artificial hope writhe in my heart with fierce draconic need to manage programmed rites that help me cope with social drama from religious creed designed to chain my heart with rigid rules which I dismantle with conceptual tools. Emotions based on vision of the real, my mind projects through frame of my world view, propel my progress on the Fortune Wheel when I attend my quest to code the true defined by ideal trope of my dream state that helps me choose condition of my fate. My naming secret specter of my soul, expressed well by character mask I wear, asserts specific space where I play role attentive to cause effect that I dare present as purpose of deeds I perform which models fluid response by the norm. Tending inner identity through code that weaves fragments of memories in verse, I shift thought gears to spool efficient node that binds my body to the universe as phantom sprouting from matrix of light, enhanced by radiant wisdom in dream flight. If I attempt to frame my psychic being through universal template of mankind I find my soul defined by angel wing that spreads wide scope of my expanding mind so bright compassion of my glowing heart flows out beyond grid limits of my chart. With courage of feelings, I navigate Slough of Despond to find the Promised Land, but Petrus stops me at the Pearly Gate, demanding I show passport with my hand that Jesus signed and stamped with Bloody Cross, so I build New Heaven as my own boss. Intense passion of feelings are no good for guiding my way in vast maze of myths, so I advance by faith through gloomy wood with Lamp of Lucifer to megaliths since I prefer cartography of tropes to journey safely on rough mountain slopes.
Monday, June 8, 2026
Attempts To Question Fate
Attempts To Question Fate © Surazeus 2026 06 08 Home on little island Neptunus bears in cool flowing waves of the Lydian Lake, I relax rejoicing in fruit-tree grove, safe in stone walls of secret paradise on vine-entangled shore of Sirmio where Catullus teaches me to chant songs. Fierce-eyed Cybele with long tangled hair, enthroned on river-smoothed Oracle Stone, shows how bodies, animated by souls, spring from scarlet egg of Chthonian womb, designed by passion of the swirling sea, then leaves my skull smiling in cold moonlight. Sweet Diana, mistress of secret glades, swift daughter of Jove, son of Jupiter, son of Jehovah, guide me with your star through mountain forests to your olive grove where you teach us to hunt the fleet-foot deer, for you protect boys and girls with your love. Alone on shadowy road of my life, from which no living soul ever returns, I remember dancing with Juturna in honey-thick fields of Elysium as I descend to cave of flashing jewels to fight Orcus and free slaves from despair. With quivering wings of brave Zephyrus I seek Rhamnusia in Temple of Fate to read sacred Book of Aquarius whose riddles reveal secret formulas that help me choose which road of deeds to walk when I help Orion defeat cruel Pluton. Lured by song of Laodamia for my ghost to possess wood statue of her dead spouse, I climb Mount Latmos with my broken lyre to pray Apollo repair its cracked shell, but I find Endymion in moonlight who asks me to consult his horoscope. When I ask innocent Harpocrates, who plays with toy lyre on lap of his mother, star-eyed Isis, who peels orange for her son, if he has seen his father, Horus Sky-Walker, that devious godling taps finger to his lips to silence my attempts to question Fate. While I drink deep from cool Hippocrene Stream, from climbing long trail up Mount Helicon, I hear someone call my name, Hecatus, so I turn around and look everywhere, but Artemis is hiding among trees, so I call her name to the empty sky.
Mad King Of Bitter Hate
Mad King Of Bitter Hate © Surazeus 2026 06 08 Last night under the fractured bloody moon I discovered I failed to verify my faith subscription to the resurrection so I find myself, when I wake at dawn, stranded in endless maze of asphalt streets that binds cities of Earth in cyberspace. I knock on glass door of the Happy Church to ask if they sell updated maps to the soul but the robot wearing a blue preacher suit tries to sell me shares to the Afterlife, so I steal tattered wings from Icarus and leap from steeple of the mocking owl. Gliding high over maze of city streets with message scroll I swipe from Earendel, I try to find statue of Lucifer who bears the shining Lamp of Liberty, but mob of factory workers tears it down to build new bowling alley with a bar. Landing in Garden of Eden with grace, I stroll rocky shore of the River Styx, cluttered with skulls that prophesy world doom, and search for the Tree of Knowledge and Lies, but find King Midas hacking at its trunk because he wants to build a huge ballroom. When I call Jesus on the telephone to report vandalism in paradise he sends Azrael with electric wings to wrestle the mad king of bitter hate, but Midas accuses him of being crooked then storms away to sulk by the Dead Sea. Grasping scepter Nebuchadnezzar dropped, Midas rides huge gold hippopotamus past bomb-blasted gates of Jerusalem, through crowds of angels jeering at his face, but he sneers and snatches gold Crown of Thorns to crown himself emperor of the world. Swift Hawk of Horus swoops down from Blue Sky and transforms into Lucifer Sky-Walker who wields law-sharpened sword Excalibur, to behead greedy demon of despair, but blade of justice crackles hologram that flickers, then returns to bloated hugeness. Soaring up to High Castle on Golgotha, I break through third wall of apocalypse to smash computer racks of corporate banks so eidolon of Satan dissipates, which dispels cloud of doom shrouding the world so people of Earth rejoice in the streets.
Sunday, June 7, 2026
Mirror Of Forgotten Masks
Mirror Of Forgotten Masks © Surazeus 2026 06 07 Happy in mundane failure of my life to play grand role on stage of history, safe from glaring spotlight of random fame, I gaze in mirror of forgotten masks where faces of my ancestors combine whole shadow of my soul that glows awake. Calm in acceptance of my mundane life where I carve prophecies on river stones recording who gets cursed by random fame, I float in mirror of forgotten masks as eight billion humans with dreaming brains who enter contest over who plays god. Surprised by joy that fountains from my heart as surreal vision flashing through my brain detailing how to evade random fame, I leap through mirror of forgotten masks to navigate combat zone of thought mines that could explode at misstep of each choice. Entranced by beauty of my Mountain Muse who gives me crystal sphere of timeless truth that maps path I take beyond random fame, I swim in mirror of forgotten masks with time-animated globe of world history evolving from shy fish to singing god. Inspired by wisdom of my Honest Spouse who tends Garden of Eden with crafty hands so Tree of Knowledge blooms with random fame, I rise from mirror of forgotten masks to build castle of faith on hill of beasts where angels sing in choir of tragic loss. Nourished by healing fruit of the Dream Tree which sprouts from rotten corpse of Jupiter to translate selfless love from random fame, I bloom from mirror of forgotten masks to drive my car to work at flash of dawn where I map features of our cluttered world. Crazy with passion to understand why our bodies of genetic coils are formed from atoms swerving against random fame, I soar through mirror of forgotten masks on wings of Icarus designed by hope till I build Heaven in Hell where I fall. Amused by complex political games ambitious tyrants, driving blind by lust, play to gamble so they win random fame, I polish mirror of forgotten masks so people visiting the Oracle may see dire consequence of every choice.
Mercurial Wail Of Solitude
Mercurial Wail Of Solitude © Surazeus 2026 06 07 Our world may be mask for the eyeless god who veils immortal light of its vast face behind endless swirling of the storm cloud, yet my airplane in the sky leaves no trace as proof of life that glows outside my head, born as Winged Victory of Samothrace. This puzzling world pretends to be more real than Heaven I imagine in my mind so I sing with roar only oceans feel when blazing sun, no peaceful god designed, sinks deep in surging waves of timeless wheel with eerie tune that sailors strive to find. Struck by mercurial wail of solitude, I see sweet siren with long flowing hair lounge on large jagged island in sad mood while gazing past my face in sunset glare with casual horror of her pulchritude enchanting me with love because I care. Dark places of this world within my heart blaze bright with power of the holy word which I find written on my secret chart by potent wisdom that long rings unheard with aching privilege of faith to start assertive games that reclaim the preferred. Alert to readjustment of the bomb that never touches strangeness of dark hills, I search vast maze of rubble for my home with buoyed innocence of moon-splashed walls to calculate social power of doom as blind force of fate that obeys no rules. Through misty groves of academe I fly beyond enchanted place I know is fake to find where frivolous gods still ask why we cannot keep great treasures our hands make unless I agree to play the dream spy by searching for source of the magic lake. Till morning gleams with shifting mutant forms, which reframe our psychic identities, I meditate with peace of lightning storms to transcend religious serenities that deconstruct all our conceptual norms with divine right of mortal entities. When our huge Ship of State strikes the iceberg that swells through oligarchic tyranny, I swim to island of the laughing lark who welcomes me home to my barony where I study process of orange clockwork in vain attempt to plot weird irony.
Bitter Faith Of Innocence
Bitter Faith Of Innocence © Surazeus 2026 06 07 To remove mask of my identity as whatever gender and race I am in temporary drama of my life, is to expose inner gears of my brain through universal character I play by deconstructing social privilege. I may seem to be straight cisgender male through Europeans in America, motivated by Scythian ardency essential to soul of Gothinians, yet I relate with empathy of love to every person living on this globe. My nature, signified by social labels imposed by time and place of my soul birth, radiates psychic energy of faith signed by First Mother of humanity who lived two hundred thousand years ago in Okavango Delta of my heart. I feel pulse of her heart animate mine with passionate respect for sparkling rain that drenches endless grassland with clear song she channels through sweet voice of eager hope, so I express her vision in my verse that wakes her soul in every human heart. We are the children of her star-lit eyes who multiply from womb of Mother Eve to carry Stick of Truth and Stone of Faith while wearing Cape of Wisdom to keep warm as we explore expanse of spinning Earth, and share our tale in song around the fire. Dividing into countless warring tribes, all branching from First Mother of our souls, we reframe our social identity to differentiate our noble clan from all the others who invade our space as we fight over whose Father is God. Inspired by bitter faith of innocence, that spurs aggressive progress of my plan to expand United Nations of Earth which assimilates all races in one, I let First Mother of humanity possess my body with spirit of love. Every race and religion on this globe originates from First Mother we share, so my heart aches at blaze of civil war that sparks my passion to adjudicate new world religion binding every creed in song that honors One Mother of All.
Name Of The Rose
Name Of The Rose © Surazeus 2026 06 07 The bald-head man with glasses and mustache adjusts tweed jacket and laces work boots, then sweeps huge pile of old discarded books, heaped on rain-slick sidewalk, against brick wall next to glass door of some abandoned bank, lamenting how knowledge of the past gets lost. "I cannot decide what to name the Rose," he muses while staring with rain-blurred eyes at tattered covers of paperback novels that depict bitter women in torn dresses and angry men with guns and loosened ties, "since the girl from the village is my mother." When he was young student in art history forty years ago at the university, he traveled to Italy for the summer where he climbed the steep Stairway of the Dead to find lost book that Aristotle wrote hidden in gloomy Abbey of Saint Michael. One cover shows corpulent businessman, in blue suit and red tie, wearing a blond wing, whose face resembles the ravenous pig, so he remembers how Odysseus was wounded by sharp horn of a wild boar while hunting on slopes of Mount Porcorianus. Greedy tyrants who clutch with manic fear at transient illusions of fiscal power, elusive as Hound of the Baskervilles, since Hugo was cursed for kidnapping women, attempt to burn the sweet innocent girl because she laughs at their frail vanity. Residing in lush Garden of Delight, the Girl from the Village with golden hair, tends delicate rosebud of her thorned bush while her train of nymphs wearing flower wreaths, named Chastity, Danger, Reason, and Shame, play with elegant grace in stone-rimmed pool. The Lover wearing clothes of Everyman gazes entranced in Fountain of Narcissus where reflection of Rosebud sparks true love to blossom with desire from aching heart, as if sharp arrow pierces him with hope, so his voice echoes with Name of the Rose. Adjusting tattered books on metal shelf, the balding hippie with glasses and boots sells them to passing strangers for one penny, then visits grave of his wife, Rose Marie, who died from cancer twenty years ago, and cries how beauty of this world is lost.
Saturday, June 6, 2026
Time Maps Our Dreams
Time Maps Our Dreams © Surazeus 2026 06 06 She tells me I can never understand, so I carve her face on the crystal moon. Rose petals flutter from her callused hand at subtle fracture of the bone-flute tune. Time rearranges fragments of strange truth in pages of books she sells at her booth. She holds my hand with casual arrogance while we stroll by blue river of lost souls. Great warriors driven by brave innocence fight over water that washes their skulls. Time scatters bones of angels in cold stream which transform into cars in mundane dream. She laughs with courage of the howling wolf when I attempt to build cottage of stone. Our bodies writhe as we swim in the gulf so our hearts pulse with harmonious tone. Time allocates conceptual words of fate providing signs we use to navigate. Moonlight gleams in her eyes with arcane code that adjusts conceptual frame of my mind. While she translates proverbs of the God Toad I deconstruct world zeitgeist Zeus designed. Time animates psychic gears of my brain when she takes me dancing in summer rain. She knows the secret thoughts my brain conceals by flapping swan wings on cape of her pride. I retrieve from Death treasures Terror steals to build safe haven where she may abide. Time programs how my brain perceives the world that fools me to think I am the cosmic herald. She pauses on edge of the jagged cliff to show me where ships with tattooed sails sink. Wanting to impress her, I act too stiff, so she melts my heart with sly kiss and wink. Time maps our dreams on animated globe that highlights when she sings in silky robe. She whispers strange tales of gods in my ear so I write surreal plots in tangled verse. Trained by Apollo to play puppeteer, I chant epic poem of philosophers. Time weaves my songs in tapestry of truth that presents life of our messiah sleuth. She appears before me in flash of light on Mount Takoma where I meditate. She gives me Lyre of Mercury to fight world exploitation by tyrant of hate. Time transfers magic of Mount Helicon to hidden landscape of my Avalon.
Emanation Of My Brain
Emanation Of My Brain © Surazeus 2026 06 06 Innocent hope twists my heart with vain faith that humans love each other selflessly and work together with one set of rules to cherish bodies that nurture our souls for I am emanation of my brain that flashes with dreams of eternity. Someday people with respect for the truth will build Astarium, Temple of Truth, to honor courageous philosophers and brave scientists who investigate complex nature of our weird universe to formulate codes that explain its laws. Through rational derangement of my senses, with prodigious process of deconstruction that fragments memes of our global world view in morphing puzzle pieces of weird facts, I jailbreak Sibyl from her golden cage so she can teach me wisdom of the heart. When I draw back crystal dome of Blue Sky, I find lightless gloom of eternity where Ophelia floats on calm black waves till she blooms awake with white lily lips at blinding flash of countless flaming stars that sparkle in every cell of my soul. Twirling wild with frantic delirium on jagged stones where ocean waves ferment, I transform from the helpless boat of fate to roaring serpent with electric wings while strumming vibrant strings of the bone lyre till my body dissipates in storm wind. Ensconced in mystic horrors of weird truth, I reassemble fragments of my soul by clamping mask of Phoebus on my face so with eyes of the sea my heart perceives luminous phantom that devils call God reflected in vast mirror of my mind. Thus I bathe naked in languor of faith against national pride of blood-stained flags while riding Behemoth of revolution to free my people from huge prison boats so we swim lost in surging sea of change till Liberty guides us to Hall of Hope. Eternal Spinner of atomic souls transforms my body of chemical lust to ethereal phantom of conscious love who evolves Leviathan to Gabriel as writhing spirit of my hungry heart so I give Mary glass of milk to drink.
Gospel Of The Holy Toad
Gospel Of The Holy Toad © Surazeus 2026 06 06 Spurred by vision of human dignity, derived from gospel of the Holy Toad, I search boundless land of America for brave men bold enough with hearts of gold to fight cruel tyrant and his oligarchs so women are free to choose how they live. Creative power of the female soul, described by gospel of the Holy Toad, consists of generating life from hope and molding body of material flesh from ideal pattern of genetic code, so they should be free to choose how they live. Protecting women from abusive harm, through law in gospel of the Holy Toad, inspires men to build havens with strong walls so mothers raise their children with calm care, safe in surrounding walls of paradise where they play free in garden of fruit trees. Beneath golden glow of the bright Full Moon, in tune with gospel of the Holy Toad, free women dress in gowns of scarlet hue to dance in rings of stone on crowns of hills and sing with sweet mercurial voice of faith attentive hymns to Spirit of Rebirth. Where men once guarded women with true love, designed by gospel of the Holy Toad, they now imprison women with cruel greed, attempting to control with jealous rage their reproductive power to create new body for immortal soul of genes. Though men would nurture life of women well, inspired by gospel of the Holy Toad, with solemn oath in binding marriage vows to shelter and feed children of their wives, weak men now snarl with bestial rage from fear and kill precious women they should protect. Trapped by patriarchal creed of command, repealed by gospel of the Holy Toad, men strive for centuries to legalize social control over bodies of women to manage reproductive privilege they exercise to increase their offspring. New mission to restore feminine rights, proclaimed by gospel of the Holy Toad, propels new generation of good men to assert matriarchal rights to decide when and with whom women will procreate through passionate wisdom of divine love.
Snow-Kissed Apple
Snow-Kissed Apple © Surazeus 2026 06 06 Snow-kissed apple on the arching bough, teach me how hope inspires the heart to love, though disease and death haunt our lonely town and twist angelic bodies with harsh pain, so sweet juice of your truth, from sun and rain, may fill my wounded mind with energy. Strange glow of sunlight through web of tree limbs exposes eerie ache of wordless hope for faces that smile bright with cheerful mien on summer afternoons by sparkling stream where we play games among the market stalls while men in ring of stones discuss great things. Heart latched on swift angelic flight of dreams, I search for secret name carved on gray cliff which indicates what nameless soul I sense awake in tangled shadows of lost time so I may channel wisdom they perform with courage to challenge despair and win. Dazed by hard sunlight of relentless faith, I shelter under Arcus Gaviorum built by mind and hands of Vitruvius, and listen to the dainty sparrow chirp sharp thoughts of passion to rejuvenate spirit of Janus in full flush of spring. Snow-kissed apple beneath the great blue sky, revive my wounded heart with honesty that nothing matters in this frantic world but fellow travelers on road of life who spring with me from turbid lake valley where bones of our ancestors grow as trees. Thin wail of sharp mercurial regret sparks in my wounded heart strange memory when we assemble in tall ring of stones to sing in tribal choir of loyal faith with one communal voice of eager hope that we this hour glow bright with light of stars. With pulsing wolf-heart of hysteric rage I race through tangled forest of contempt to rescue from aggressive chains of greed my clan enslaved by gang of haughty thieves who mock me when I hurl courageous spear and leave me crippled on the raven hill. Snow-kissed apple hanging from the moon so high and far from trembling hand of thirst till sudden flutter of dark sparrow wings shakes fruit of heaven loose so it falls straight, fill me with light of stars and wind of hope so I may free my clan from slavery.
Clear Light Of Atar
Clear Light Of Atar © Surazeus 2026 06 06 My heart longs for the bright Hyrcanian Sea where morning sun gleams gold on silver waves so I run free with White Horse of the wind to free world people from cruel tyranny who dance with joy in groves of apple trees till death disperses souls in evening breeze. Blue breeze of the mystical radiant force, that emanates from aching heart of hope, blows through branches of pomegranate trees while Ahura Mazda gives Kingship Ring to honest Ardashir with generous heart on sacred Mountain of the Lion God. Bold sense of Justice glows still in my heart eighteen hundred years from that solemn hour brave Ardashir enforced rule of fair law through programs funding work of humble men, farmers raising crops from soil of Earth, and craftsmen constructing wagons and homes. Lush pomegranate tree grows from my heart on sandy shore of our Hyrcanian Sea where spirit of First Mother lingers still in swirls of silver wind that bear starlight as holy flames of truth from cave of dreams which animate my body with desire. Strong thread of wisdom, forged from light of truth by gentle hand of Anahita, weaves my secret heart in tapestry of faith to noble goal of justice for all souls brave Ardashir attends with righteous eye to bind contentious tribes with common goal. With brave Sassanian spirit in my heart, which urges me to create health from pain, I maintain psychic balance of firm faith between conservative respect for safety and progressive vision for social growth that nurtures dream of each person to live. Though we seem to wander far off our road in desolate gloom of the bleak wilderness, Clear Light of Atar, which flares from our hearts at clarion spell that Zoroaster sings, dispels grim darkness of bitter despair so we see Golden Path of Righteousness. Awake with soul of Zurvan in my heart, trained by Nairyosangha, his Messenger, I aid Arshtat, Goddess of Truth and Justice, to maintain order in our whole world empire that unites nations of Earth in one faith which values women and choices they make.
Friday, June 5, 2026
Accident Of Lonesome Wind
Accident Of Lonesome Wind © Surazeus 2026 06 05 Each time I walk to the center of time to leave mask of my soul on wall of fate, I find ghost of my body by the door that leads to library of secret tales, so when I laugh with joy at song of death all the houses in the world float away. I hang upside down from branch of the oak to ponder how we always seem to know how to build sturdy shelter from the storm that rearranges furniture of lies through revolution of the dancing book that strands our bodies in the empty room. Awaiting accident of lonesome wind that strikes our numb hearts with attentive pride, we give each other bags of secret light which amplifies with bells cry of the heart for independence of courageous faith reversed by blank reflection of the eye. No time to march on mission of concern bequeaths calm passion of our aching hearts to resurrect weird stories about gods contending through assertive synergies that possess bodies with no obvious goals to claim salvation from the fractured moon. Yet in context of moral amplitude, we build from tangled roots of screaming trees sleek boats with alabaster curves of fate that we sail over seas of sudden growth with plan to judge contentious games of wealth adverse to solemn circumstance of love. Contained by subtle scope of spooling words that snap snowflakes in swirling spray of fear, my seething soul attempts to leap on wings of fluid light rays after time dissolves to flexible tension less technical than cursed abundance of authorized thought. Convenient methods for defensive stance, based on deployment to digital dunes diffuse with casual deviance of needs, determine conscious deficit of fate that might be feasible to humble minds, except we gravitate through surging waves. Magnetic minds consider integers designed by syntax-twisting narrators unique to each unclassified detective who guarantees genetic happiness described by endless glossary of themes presented by ghost of the guardian.
Time-Crooked Harp
Time-Crooked Harp © Surazeus 2026 06 05 Confused by turpentine of psychic thoughts that mangle phonelines without alphabets, Phoebus extricates from pages of books conceptual phantoms of princes and priests who leech off farmers tending fields of wheat, then plays haunting tunes on time-crooked harp. Excited by oxygen of dream codes that divert attention of business clerks, Gandalf guards broken gate to paradise by stealing apples from the Tree of Life and selling them to pilgrims in black robes who seek salvation from the laughing skull. Disturbed by acetone of ardent faith that Angry Storm Man watches over us, Lucifer patrols maze of city streets with lamp of truth dispelling gloom of hope in garden of weeping idols to find last happy child of the apocalypse. Inspired by nitrogen of angel blood designed as ink for mad philosophers, Faunus chases shadow of his dead wife deep in Abbatia Sancti Michaelis where Sibyl lounging on gold velvet couch reveals prophecy of the Scarlet Horse. Unsettled by helium of holy light that beams from nuclear reactor of power, Belenus climbs steep Stairway of the Dead to marble Portal of the Zodiac where refugees of war beg for peach pies baked by the woman with ten thousand eyes. Delighted by krypton of stellar tones that radiate from galactic spheres of souls, Orion calculates romantic scale expanding scope of dream analysis we need to comprehend divinity inherent in programming of our brains. Troubled by chlorine of religious creeds that reframe moral values of cult clowns, Sagittarius masks his rebellious heart with stolid posture of obedience till he escapes glass walls of paradise and wanders lost to find Elysium. Electrified by neon of true love that emanates from every human heart, Percival strums gold lyre of Mercury and sings epic tale of the Measurer who maps whole history of humanity by weaving names in tapestry of fate.
Faceless Ghost Of Hope
Faceless Ghost Of Hope © Surazeus 2026 06 05 Descended from lost exiled wanderers, driven away by politics of power over who controls bodies of the state, I feel their passion to explore the world that drove my ancestors ten thousand years forever westward to the Promised Land. Since I left Garden of Habaeleon, driving long train of horse-drawn wagons west, to build haven of mounds in apple groves now paved over on Isle of Avalon, I traveled ever on to Oregon to find Dawn Land at the end of the world. Where shall I go now with my restless heart, I wonder as I stand on ocean beach and listen to weird song of ceaseless waves that urge my heart to animate my mind with vision of Heaven we build on Earth in stone castles that have crumbled to sand. This globe that was so empty long ago, endless valleys of rivers and vast woods, now teems with more than eight billion humans in five thousand cities and countless towns, each person striving to gain happiness in fractured nation-states where gangsters rule. I hear voice of the prophet in the wind who speaks with authority of the sky, where many believe some god rules our lives, explain how we can unify the world in one religious vision of fair justice for every person breathing air of hope. This voice I hear I know is nothing more than echo of the faceless ghost of hope programmed by visions of Heaven on Earth where One World God rules all humanity which my ancestors conjured in their hearts as they struggled to survive times of unrest. New age of empires controlled by bank kings threatens frail system of democracies when greedy tyrants grasping crown of thorns hijack institutions of government to enrich themselves by exploiting us, as mortal men perform role of Storm God. Exiled by power games of thought control, my ancestors bore Light of Lucifer to found new colonies in the waste land, but now I must join squad of Liberty who leads our fight against grim Jupiter to support United Nations of Earth.
Thursday, June 4, 2026
Calmness Of Red Koi
Calmness Of Red Koi © Surazeus 2026 06 04 Purple irises sway among large stones white as dragon skulls in green shallow creek that glistens dark among maple and pines. Kyoko in furisode kimono with white and yellow blossoms on dark red kneels gracefully on large flat white stone. Seven hariwake koi slowly glide circles in dark green pool among white stones, scales shimmering with platinum vibrancy. Kyoko holds slender hosofude brush with patient stillness of the wind-bent pine to paint koi spirit on mulberry paper. Metallic scales of the koi with red tail gleams silver among heart-shaped lotus leaves to mirror timeless glow of the Sky Eye. Kyoko contemplates calmness of red koi while people murmur praise for sincere curves that reveal beauty in painting and haiku. Young girl holds apricot in mud-smeared hand, but cries as her drunk father snarls in rage and hits her mother with his one good arm. Kyoko shields her bruised mother, Sakura, and shouts with fearful courage at Chuzo that he should find his lost arm in the sea. Metallic roofs of cars gleam in hot sun as they whiz roaring on gray narrow road, honking as they race to control the wind. Kyoko in torn jeans and long purple hair stands on white cement bridge that arches high above the frantic traffic flow of glass. Though I was expelled from public high school because I punched math teacher in his face for groping me, I will mold my own future. Kyoko wearing black skirt suit with white blouse sits prim before glowing computer screen and quickly types handwritten documents. I was trapped in my painful memories, stuck blind in the past, but I turned around and walk on my own feet to claim my life. Kyoko stands on white stone in dark green creek and stares at white koi swimming in small pool while tears splash sun-white mirror of her heart. Purple irises bloom beside green creek with graceful elegance of fragile faith while bees hover with pollen-dusted legs. Kyoko bows to Sora in brown tweed coat, pours bancha tea in white porcelain cup, then gives him onamori amulet.
Ancient Child Of Sight
Ancient Child Of Sight © Surazeus 2026 06 04 Though ringing shadow of my faulty mind transforms from star to stone of silent truths, I hurl spear of my unblessed heart to pierce reluctant mirror mask that frames this world with tangled formulas contrived by time that plot how atoms weave our dreaming brains. Go wild with passion of the laughing crow, my father shouts at me with wounded heart, so I flap tattered wings of desperate faith to understand who molds me from earth clay till I become new heaven-ravaged bloom that flowers toward infinity of light. With shield shaped round as full moon of despair, I step across hot stones of silent rage since light erases shadow of my soul, though I must celebrate aggressive thirst when moonlight gleams from silver bones of fate that cannot save my soul from nothingness. Heart bound by gloom of silence before dawn, I reach pale hands to bale dark emptiness with flower-fragile words of timeless truth that flow with fluid nonchalance of water at strict trajectory of hammer words which I swing straight at adamantine fear. I map lost land where moon-fish slither swift among stiff reeds of whistling innocence at shock of night-eyes open in my hands since I am born as ancient child of sight trapped in fractal shell of Plutonian ice till I reach home in swirls of wordless snow. Strange feeling pierces heart of mirror ice at gust of wordless wind that blows and blows across vast shapeless field of tangled wires where frightened gods transform to twisted trees with stone feet rooted deep in jagged soil against brave ardor of fantastic speech. Gasping for ethereal breath at dawn, I claw hard clumps of clay out of my heart to capture fleeting flash of endless days in flame-baked jar in which I capture rain as water I transform to bitter wine by crushing grapes with calculator hands. No heart more wounded by shadow of fate than mine expands from fractured seed of faith at sudden tone of fraught analysis that sings with hoarse assertion time uncoils while I row coffin boat across cold lake to where my father hangs from tree of lies.
Wednesday, June 3, 2026
Ethical Fortune Of Failure
Ethical Fortune Of Failure © Surazeus 2026 06 03 Short ordinariness straight beyond fusion functions well to stretch elastic contraption adjacent to abandoned pale of peonies against aggressive balance that collides with decommissioned clarity of resolve each time desire delays collaged success. Clara chuckles with customized concern at coded riddle of complex compliance that she contrives from tangled countenance devised with ethical fortune of failure out of fashion with gospel guiltiness disguised as glorious character she plays. Empty except for fraught franchise of fame, based on unexplained expense of regret forecast by maudlin devil who steals freedom from business-minded buyers of past sins, her heart expands chambers of mimed cassettes enough to enclose curious councilors. Compared to concrete evidence of circuits, compiled by desperate brokers with intent to sell insurance based on hardcore humor, her sense of justice displays civil charge through well-equipped degrees of separation, less inconclusive that digesting death. Exposed by glorious garage gate of fate, Clara ponders how to explain forgiveness she purchased with thirty pieces of silver that all become full moons of bitter nights flashing with foreign assets of fake books awarded for deconstructing the state. Acquired blueprints for temple of acceptance reveal busy methods of management which traffic engineers of soul awareness consider vital to adjusting flow rate within budget of all our broken hearts reviewed by browsers who would never buy. Confirmed by custom-made conservatives, professional devils pilfer state coffers under cover of discountable projects that fuels complex program of deference in celebration of our empire state that Clara redesigns to nurture women. Acknowledged license to judge market art through problematic outlook pending payment for private program of progressive puzzles, stultifies unproductive corporate meetings in which the one-eyed giant proclaims laws designed to wake soul of God in our brains.
Tricks Of Standard Words
Tricks Of Standard Words © Surazeus 2026 06 03 If darkness bursts in cavern of my heart, expelling me from world of swirling eyes, I crawl through grass of moonlit ardency to find elusive absence of your face so I float up on wild ethereal breath to touch what cannot exist outside words. That stranger with fear-startled eyes of hope, reflected in vast pool of sky-flashed thought, must not be me because I am not real, though ache of anguish twists my hungry heart with stubborn laughter of our island world enclosed by wall of hills that hide my words. Bright sheen of thoughtless waves big as my eyes decide to swallow vastness of my mind, yet I hold still in gusts of angry wind that push my frame of self against contempt at sudden spark of wings untwisting hope that writhes in heart Orion seals in words. Since flock of ravens, white as silent snow, pass through expansive cavern of my heart at brute attention to details of peace, I feel my body stripped of name and rank so I am no one stranded on lake shore, tormented by false pride of naked words. Rain showers trapped by laughter of black clouds assail time-fractured frame of my mute mind with expectations I should conquer fate, inspired by courage of progressive plans to manage profit of expanding gain contrived by puzzling tricks of standard words. We enter cave of dreams to search for gods, but find dim shadows of assertive birds that teach us how organic beings disperse by leaping swift with carousel expense, undone by fleeting concept of bold faith that spools reflections of our minds in words. Edge of my soul that brushes shore of time recedes in swirls of storm clouds after dawn to prove my journey far from cave of faith requires attentive caution of regret that spurs evasive action to transcend frame of my body, safe in ship of words. If I should hesitate with cautious faith while nearing portal beyond mindless stars, my wounded heart may grow too fond of fate at slow descent to desolate vale of thoughts where I ponder disorder of cracked stones from which spring howling angels of dream words.
Tuesday, June 2, 2026
Time Of The Happy Crow
Time Of The Happy Crow © Surazeus 2026 06 02 My wingless angel of oblivion, who beams ecstatic stars from dreamless eyes, will resurrect my heart from anxious fear at crack of lightning that splits our world view so we sing in time of the happy crow about the New Earth we will build from hope. Bright jeweled scepter in hand of Shamash beams blinding light of truth in humble eyes when we walk fleeting valley of tall trees that scatter apples on the signless road so we eat in time of the happy crow beneath weird constellations of our hearts. Strange words that slither in our startled minds reveal face of the vagabond at dawn who bears world civilization of faith in scorpion-quick hands of frantic wings so we build in time of the happy crow time machines powered by engines of fear. Brave ship of hope we sail across the sea soars high across enormous waves of change while I leap far on winged feet of faith to catch elusive butterfly of love so we play in time of the happy crow chess game with Saraswati on the beach. Fabulating scenes of heroic deeds, I lift high Lamp of Liberty to beam sacred light of welcome through black storm clouds that lead lost refugees from distant lands so we feast in time of the happy crow on pyramid of eyes where angels cry. Searching for truth in vast amusement park lit by electric moon over Seattle, I give free fish to everyone who asks which I had caught while walking on the water so we laugh in time of the happy crow before the tyrant tries to crucify me. I sail glass ship across the sordid sea to catch the angel falling from the sky whose spirit represents America since she drowns in tears of your bitter hearts so we weep in time of the happy crow by singing hymns about new civil war. Since I set Sibyl free from golden cage to marry me in cathedral of ice, she prophesies fall of America and rise of Zarathia from its ruins so we dance in time of the happy crow to celebrate that we are still alive.
Shadow Of The Ragged Clown
Shadow Of The Ragged Clown © Surazeus 2026 06 02 Zeus chases shadow of the ragged clown down foggy beach of sorrow to the town where children play with skulls of ancient gods whose bodies regenerate in glass pods so time-cycling war between Dark and Light recalculates morals of Wrong and Right. Phoebus beams shadow of the ragged clown with holy flashlight of the eyeless saint while mapping Cave of Illusions to find ghost of Plato molding Ideas from words through linguistic psychology of truth though Venus dances with the tambourine. Odin twists shadow of the ragged clown with ardent wisdom of serpentine runes that flash psychotic spells of fractured moons above vast city maze where people roam between conceptual bridges beyond home till he grasps Wheel of Fortune with the crown. Shamash weaves shadow of the ragged clown with diamond scepter on the ziggurat from which he rules world empire of the bat that flourishes Egypt to Mexico where millions dance around Star Eye of God in world wide web of computerized brains. Hat-Hor casts shadow of the ragged clown in neon rainbow demon of our hearts that arches high from Pyramid of Eyes to urge Coatlicue in serpent skirt to welcome refugees with fruitful hands who build world empire on her singing skull. Nuwa grasps shadow of the ragged clown that glitters from five jewels of Blue Sky as pillars that support star dome of gods so we plant wheat and herd rich flocks of sheep, then feast and dance with spinning of the Earth through secret ritual of Spirit Rebirth. Surya hurls shadow of the ragged clown to woo Xochiquetzal with honey wine who teaches women to weave tapestries depicting deeds of heroes in grand scenes unspooling social tensions with new faith to balance liberals and conservatives. Shiva dreams shadow of the ragged clown sparks atoms awake as God in our brains so we assemble on the misty down in rainbow gathering of all global tribes who celebrate birth of America by building new state of Zarathia.
Atoms Of The Earth Awake
Atoms Of The Earth Awake © Surazeus 2026 06 02 Time molds my body from Mud of the Earth, desire weaves my soul from Wind of the Sky, faith forges my heart from Light of the Sun, death dissolves my name in Waves of the Sea, and love translates my deeds to Words of Fate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Hope generates our new bodies in birth, so we explore the Earth to map the Why with exuberant passion when we run and fight oppressors to gain Liberty by translating fruit of love from cruel hate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Though threads of light swerving in boundless void, that spiral from first flash of the big bang, present no individual consciousness, their pulse of interacting chemicals evolve organic brains that comprehend, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. When mortal humans dream new state of being, efficient through communal exercise, they organize their fellow citizens, then rule new institutions of the state to personify Tribe Leader as God, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. God is mythic concept humans design as ideal type of social character who represents noble leader of men attentive to nurture talents with skills instead of exploiting people for gain, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Divine Mind of the entire universe, that pulses from black hole of the God Eye, radiates in galaxies of the White Whole with vibrant energy of love to form bodies that evolve fish to singing god, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. Whole universe of swirling galaxies emanates no consciousness in itself, yet molecules compose neural network which conjures virtual model of the world from memories I organize in tales, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake. I narrate story of humanity morphing from tribes of hunter-gatherers to global civilization of states which plots mental progress of our minds devising language to communicate, for I am Atoms of the Earth awake.
Monday, June 1, 2026
Leave Bones Of My Mother
Leave Bones Of My Mother © Surazeus 2026 06 01 If I consider how orange sunset glow explodes as flowers in my pulsing brain, I might fall in love with your timeless eyes that understand strange beauty of this world and value unseen essence of its vibes, yet I do not exist in pageless books. While I wander nowhere in flaming woods I gather words people lose from their tongues when they escape catastrophe of time since angels deconstruct their precious worlds because we are no longer real as stones smoothed by the endless flow of bitter tears. I leave bones of my mother in the land where I was born from sparkle of dawn rain when I flee alone on the signless road with nothing in my hands but sticky dirt I scattered on her body without prayers because she no longer exists as light. My mind is nothing more than passing cloud that haunts my nothingness of urgent hope with mutant shadow of the eyeless sun, so I continue walking somewhere else as I pretend to live with wounded heart to prove I am not real as words in books. Trees offer bounty of indifferent care, so I take gift of wisdom from their limbs, then sit by laughing river of respect where I consume sweet fruit of bitter hate to taste revenge I cannot execute because I disappear in wordless fate. Discarded scraps of precious memories fall from my hands and clatter on the ground, which fractures sheen of safety I once felt so I am zero that time calculates through fraudulent formula of desire which deflects force of psychic energy. Another soul that dissipates in wind accelerates new count of circumstance my brain attempts with weird seraphic code of faith that helps decipher manic spell to readjust projection we assert though misdirection of the ocean wind. With sticks and stones that bruise my naive heart I build enormous palace of state power enclosing garden of the apple tree to guard my secret family from harm who waits for me to kill the snake of lies because we do not exist in your mind.
Each Time I Lose Myself
Each Time I Lose Myself © Surazeus 2026 06 01 I find myself each time I lose myself so I run across the waste land of the heart and leap abyss of nothingness to soar laughing at the crystal moon of faith which vanishes to mist as I approach so I fall back into my throbbing head. I find myself each time I lose myself so I dance laughing on the sands of time with one hand waving free to grasp the wind and scatter seeds of flowers so they sprout as rainbow angels wearing human masks who dive for memories in sea of dreams. I find myself each time I lose myself so I stand blindly on cliff of despair to map the ancient streets of Neverland where faceless children search for Kingdom Come that slips away in cold of morning dawn at flap of angel wings above my tomb. I find myself each time I lose myself so I strum Lyre of Mercury with sass to chant psychotic spell of eyeless clouds that beam elusive riddle of the mind when I chase shadow of the ragged clown who wants to preach salvation without faith. I find myself each time I lose myself so I explore fog-swirling ruins of time where zombies gather in the Church of Glass to worship Vampire King with Crown of Thorns who drinks Blood of the Lamb in Holy Grail to resurrect our characters from books. I find myself each time I lose myself so I drive piston-engine time machine on winding mountain Road of Honesty to find Cave of Illusions in the Alps where God-Eye Diamond of my divine heart beams first flash that flares forth from the big bang. I find myself each time I lose myself so I write epic of philosophers depicting heroes who quest for the truth when they perform in circus of the mind amazing acrobatics with weird words that formulate atomic principles. I find myself each time I lose myself so I decide to run for president to rebuild institutions through respect, constructing from ruins of America state of equal rights as Zarathia where everyone eats from the Tree of Life.
Seven Sons Of Jupiter
Seven Sons Of Jupiter © Surazeus 2026 06 01 Driving across waste land of history, I find the Third Man of Antarctic Quest still hitchhiking across America, so I give him ride to Zarathia where he gives me lost Lyre of Mercury as reward for helping him escape Hell. Though I am entirely my own real self who speaks with voice of fake authority, I hide behind cracked mask of Orpheus so you cannot see who I really am, as if it matters after I am dead, since I am ghost of sorrow in your head. I stride along strange river in bright woods to map new strategy for civil war in noble mission of the broken heart to restore democracy in our land pilfered by gang of thieves in business suits who proclaim their right to control the dirt. Shocked by excessive arguments of faith, I flee cathedral of the mocking clown to find Ahura Mazda in dark cave where he plays eight levels of psychic chess against the seven sons of Jupiter over who controls fields of bubbling oil. Ever since Orpheus with nimble hands saved Ophelia drowning in the river, they have established infrastructure base on which we will construct our new world order which helps the seven sons of Jupiter overthrow all greedy tyrants and kings. Inside the Crippled Pegasus Cafe in Paris down on the Parc Rives de Seine, I find Hegel, Marx, and Lenin relaxed as they watch current world events unfold according to their social formulas, so I steal wings of Icarus to fly. Just as I soar above bright golden clouds to bring Good News to Lord Hyperion, Orpheus shoots me down with Gun of Fate, then teaches me to map the water pipes which channel fresh water to every home while Jesus and Odin fight for World Crown. As seventh son of Jupiter, I play role of the jester who exposes crimes committed by the hungry oligarchs who hoard wealth of the Earth in crumbling tombs where skeletons of dead gods dance in rain that washes all our graves down to the sea.