Hyacinths In Moonlight © Surazeus 2025 02 04 Pungent scent of hyacinths in moonlight veils her heart with swirling mist of desire so she walks through every room in the house to light tall candles with flickers of pain that dance in boisterous gusts of silver rain so green shoots thrust from urgency of love. Each break of sorrow from apple tree limbs extracts from silence murmur of strange voice expressing love for still relentless time till she stops suddenly before fake door that wears mask of someone she thinks she knows if she can steal their name from gust of wind. Concerned about destruction of the hall where his grandfather Goliath lies dead, Grendel scoops chess pieces in leather bang and walks endless beach of sugar-white sand where footsteps of Erendira preserve pools of black blood from broken hearts of angels. On bomb-blasted ruins of ancient homes in Garden of Eden, scattered for miles as heaps of broken memories and hopes, Grendel builds enormous estate of glass where she wanders huge empty rooms of hope, adjusting frequency of her brainwaves. Marked by sapphires of the infinite sky, Grendel brings herbs to her garden estate, burned down by gang of wolves with serpent eyes, to prove he loves her more than life itself while they float on their backs in the sad lake and plot how to paint shadows of the mind. With promise of regressive sovereignty, she scatters sunlight and rain on the soil where random seeds sprout into temple halls composed of trees that intertwine their limbs to imitate puzzle of Gordian knots professional enough to hang their god. Erendira tosses mirror of fate in dirt of atoms where it crawls away as laughing turtle of the uncrowned prince who insists he is Grendel recompiled by computer code that allows state thieves to access secret messages of seers. Through limited range of murderous words Grendel expresses his passionate love for innocent Erendira who sleeps while stars sprout into grapevines of desire where new hymns sung by the celestial choir contribute to rise and fall of respect.
Surazeus Astarius Συράζευς Αστάριος. Cartographer. Epic Poet. Hermead epic poem about Philosophers 126,680 lines of blank verse. http://tinyurl.com/AstarianScriptures
Tuesday, February 4, 2025
Hyacinths In Moonlight
Lifetimes Of Arcane Truth
Lifetimes Of Arcane Truth © Surazeus 2025 02 04 The most important concept of all time that he could say with words upon his tongue chokes his soul with fraught anguish of despair, so he carves bitter curse on church brick wall with holy blood from his dream-crippled hand to prove his innocence to the glass moon. Descending holy mountain of black smoke with fractured tablets carved with divine words, he struts before blind people of the land to show them beauty in the crystal sand, then steals the beautiful dreams of their hearts yet leaves them praising his name with respect. Through liquid shadows of colorful fears time slithers across smeared mirror of fate in measured deformation of sweet lies when he expresses doubt about plain facts that crush television screens into sugar which sweetens deception of honest faith. With blindness of Nature reflecting hope, reticent to accept bold deference, he perceives ingratitude of dark debt unsheathed by grasping hands of idol masks asleep all winter under frozen dirt which hinders success of untempered plans. Wild energy of aggressive desire, by nature trenchant with excessive hope, inspires his purpose to regain the sky with distinct keenness of separate instincts considered too wealthy for the fecund chill still crippling children with pity from Death. Alarmed by fluid definitions, stuck in restless landscape of unsteady flight, he glances back at disappearing roads replaced by twilight of abandonment, unfit for romantics who ignore how fate suspends our bodies with taut contempt. Windows effaced with shadows of suspense, accessory to contemptible crimes, he almost understands mystery of Zen inhaling hollow strictness of disgust without moderation through equity, tangible only to sensitive minds. Safe under canopy of the fruit tree, undistracted by whiteness of the bridge across which spirits float on wingless breath, he ponders why all conscious entities accumulate lifetimes of arcane truth which all vanishes at hour of our death.
Terrible Angel Of Light
Terrible Angel Of Light © Surazeus 2025 02 04 While she strolls in the busy shopping mall Gretel drops bread crumbs to mark out her trail, but wanders listlessly with hungry angst through endless winding corridors of glass past computers and fashionable clothes till she stops alone on the windy plain. Entering round tent of green embroidered silk, Gretel dons long gold silk gown and silver tiara, then sits on red velvet cushion at oak desk, picks up the quill from feather of the swan, dips it in pot of black ink, and begins to write lines of verse about love and trust. The Raven that followed trail of bread crumbs, devouring memories she left on the ground, enters the tent with gust of mountain wind, and transforms into tall elegant man wearing black pants and jacket with red tie, then bows and places emerald in her hand. Teleported in blinding flash of light, Gretel finds herself in white linen gown pushing large cart piled with dirty bed sheets inside huge brick Magdalene laundry house, and thinking about the cute baby boy they took away from her after his birth. Determined to escape harsh slavery, Gretel punches the guard and takes their gun, then aims it at director in blue suit who trembles as she snatches his car keys, then cries in anguish as she drives long road winding along the rocky Irish shore. Arriving at small town in misty cove, Gretel follows shimmering fairy wings till she stands before quaint bookstore cafe where her long-lost son with pert ponytail and hipster beard cooks vegetarian meals, then sings Irish ballads while playing guitar. Bringing plate of food every afternoon to the old homeless woman on the bench, Brian chats with her about life and such, listening to her wild tales of teenage years attending vanlife renaissance festivals, amazed at sparkle of joy in her eyes. Wading out into surging ocean waves, Gretel stretches both arms up to the sky and shouts that joy at tragedy of life, then floats down into silence of the sea where she sees terrible angel of light bear her aching body to mindless stars.
Warning Of The Wolf
Warning Of The Wolf © Surazeus 2025 02 04 When they decide to meet beside the sea and throw all their sorrows in sunless deeps, they fall asleep under the rowan tree among flowers where the grasshopper leaps so their hearts break not when the empire falls at relentless dance of porcelain dolls. Yet when they hear eerie hoot of the owl they wake in moonlight by the shining pool, startled by grim figure in long black cowl who smiles and suggests they return to school so they are ready when the empire falls to sell homemade crafts in the market stalls. Strange shadow of the star-eyed seraphim looms over busy market just at noon when Rapunzel in the tower sings hymn to wake psychotic demon of the moon who declares the empire will rise again at cheerful tweeting of the crazy wren. They hide their feelings in the polished box which Pandora brought as their wedding gift, so when she gives birth to the nine-tailed fox he wanders lost in the mountain snow drift to deny the empire will rise again through analysis of his bloody pen. Fooled by Rasputin that their plan is strong, King Midas and Duke Golfindel play golf with heads of departments who chose the wrong, but they fail to heed Warning of the Wolf who howls distraught at fall of our empire while we cope and join the heavenly choir. Bowing to Pluto on his Kremlin throne, Midas offers him the Treasury Key, but Oil King gives Orange Clown broken bone, so he chops down the Eden garden tree so no one eats at fall of our empire except his propaganda versifier. Weeping at funeral of America while Liberty lies imprisoned by Greed, the Lost People cry out to Onatah who gives everyone her magic corn seed, then comforts us our empire will not die for Icarus will teach us how to fly. From burned ruins of smoking Babylon rival tribes of Zarathia unite to build new nation based on Avalon where every person shares the equal right to live free in world empire of the why saved from destruction by the nameless spy.
Monday, February 3, 2025
Music Of The Star Mind
Music Of The Star Mind © Surazeus 2025 02 03 Awakened by music of the Star Mind that chimes alarmingly soft in night wind, Zara glides on beach of the moon-white sea to listen for faint voices of the dead who whisper their names in forgotten song that only she can hear in tweets of larks. When silver jet with angelic wings glides across dark evening sky of the Star Mind, Zara hides under branches of the cypress to blank her face invisible to Death, but shivers when she feels his burning eyes regard her fragile soul with mocking grin. "This plum tree that blooms on the river shore might be the tree where Eve ate of the fruit, so I too will consume pure Plum of Truth to gain arcane wisdom of the Star Mind," Zara whispers while tasting sweet despair to savor strangeness of still being alive. "Though bombs no longer blast our garden homes, I still feel explosions of naked light flash my eyes blind with terror at false hope," Zara tries to explain to the Star Mind that stares at her from the dark evening sky, "but I forgot how to sing about love." Breathing deep innocence of the Star Mind with bold intensity of cautious hope, Zara hums melody of ocean waves that glitter on the shore of spongy sand where her footsteps capture puddles of tears that vibrate in harmony with her heart. "I perceive in mirror of the Star Mind honest compassion Faceless God designed as shining beacon of conceptual faith that guides me on Way of the Cosmic Wraith across the waste land of ignorant greed to paradise where I plant this fruit seed." Ghosts of soldiers emerge from the Star Mind, surrounding her safe cypress tree with guns, and hollow Voice of Death declares with doom, "We must destroy this Messenger of Peace for she is destined to found world religion that merges all religions in new faith." Trembling in terror at the Voice of Doom, Zara stands and walks barefoot in the sand toward ghosts of soldiers clutching guns of fear, and with enchanting song of timeless love dispels them with music of the Star Mind that flows in waves of truth across the land.
Readjust Her Mind
Readjust Her Mind © Surazeus 2025 02 03 Since she would rather not face death today, Kathy walks backward through the relocked door to hide her memories in the broken box that floats away on river of mute tears, in vain attempt to readjust her mind to flow in harmony with social norms. Having got lost in the maze of desire that always changes unexpectedly based on each random decision she makes, Kathy stops and waits in the doorless room for the ship that never arrives in port with the book she ordered from the blind priest. Startled by strange song of the butterfly that echoes in Grand Canyon of her heart, Kathy tries to answer the telephone that keeps ringing no matter what she says, though horses on the reservation run with flapping of the flag in desert wind. Yellow orioles in magnolia trees discuss opposing world philosophies to figure out which one presents true keys Kathy can use when she tries to unlock cathedral doors before the meteor hits our world to break illusion of the heart. With teeming excess of unwinding thoughts, that pulse vibrantly against strict constraints of social convention bound with dream laws, Kathy recites endless spell of respect to figure out how disasters occur so she can safely guide our ship of state. Wrecked on time-shifting shore of the new world where children dance on pyramids of skulls, Kathy walks along timeless beach of faith to find the tall Statue of Liberty half-buried in the sand of endless change at the smell of butter on toasted bread. Accessing computer system at dawn that controls payments from the Treasury, Kathy calculates how much it will cost to rebuild infrastructure of the state destroyed by greed of hungry oligarchs who still attempt to enslave everyone. Driving her children to school every day where they learn to become good citizens who work hard with hope and obey the law, Kathy wears her blue police uniform to enforce social law of self-control till thief she obstructs shoots her in the head.
Sunday, February 2, 2025
Sea Of Star-Souls
Sea Of Star-Souls © Surazeus 2025 02 02 When the comet retrieves time from the sun to besiege lush globe with colors of fear, Tethys draws circle on eye of the stone with blood of hope that drips between her legs to connect her shadow with words of faith from throbbing passion of her tingling breast. Moving her face close enough for her cheek to brush soft pomegranate blossoms, red as blood that smears the insides of her thighs, Tethys cracks thick fruit open with sore hands, and sucks sweet fruit that drips onto her breast till her hands are sticky with happy angst. Wind blows fire smoke around in frantic gusts of aching passion as she hugs herself, then chuckles to imagine she has wings long as those the swan stretches up to clouds, and feels herself shudder as the swan flaps angelic apprehension of moonlight. Flopping over on the salty beach sand, Tethys stretches her arms and legs outward with anguished groan of pleasure to express compassion for unbearable regret to embrace the sun with writhing contempt, body defiled by desire of the wind. Gushing Spring of her heart releases flash of energetic rainbow after rain splashes her breasts of mountainous respect for subtle arrogance of folded forms when she becomes excessive weight of time, then Tethys sits upright again and sighs. When Glaucus returns with large fish he caught, and sits to roast it over crackling flames, Tethys brushes his arm with tender fingers, "You filled my heart with spirit of your eyes so now your soul incarnates in my womb in child that combines our souls in new soul." Gasping with pleasure of wide open eyes, Glaucus kisses her mouth and pats her belly, then gives her leather bag of apple juice, so she drinks while he tears strips of burnt fish then puts them in her open mouth and grins, "Now you must eat for both you and our child." Pointing to comet that streaks in the sky, Tethys declares, "New spirit of our child is coming to us from Sea of Star-Souls," then lies down, belly full of food and juice, while Glaucus cuddles her with warm embrace, and they savor pleasure of being alive.
Desolation Of The Mind
Desolation Of The Mind © Surazeus 2025 02 02 When I reach desolation of the mind, Glaucus ponders while floating in the sea, my spirit is revived by song of sirens who call me with weird language wind designed so I declare with laughter I am free from conceptual angst of fearful environs. Yet when I hear my thoughts inside my head rambling with random conclusions of fate, I wonder what false logic I contrive to prove my bravery can dispel this dread that hovers over me with wordless hate when I ask Glow Cloud how I can survive. When I was young and running on the beach my father always spoke to me of ways that he employs as rituals to catch fish, yet now his faceless spirit out of reach speaks to me from Glow Cloud in misty haze as if he dreams inside my secret wish. Though he is gone, long crumbled into sand, his voice speaks from my mouth in his same words, so now his spirit glows inside my flesh with angry passion vibrant with this land where I roam wild and sing with hostile birds through taut concern entangled in vast mesh. When bright sun bleeds on mountains in the west and soft shy moon nests on thick bed of pines, I rise from ocean wave with strength of hope to blaze secret trail on clandestine quest in dusk-dim forest where no sad star shines to rest in my cave on steep meadow slope. Long evening shimmer of motionless time enshrouds my aching body with soft hum, so I smile at Glow Cloud who watches me with unseen face of my father at chime of smooth crystals that calculate the sum of memories I leave floating on the sea. Half asleep in dim gleam of early night, I sense ghost of my father sitting near whose voice relates fierce battle of respect he fought with savage dragon of sunlight too many days to count from jagged fear with wounded pride his laughter must correct. Awake with startled anguish of concern, Glaucus strides back down to the ocean beach to catch writhing sea serpent with sharp spear, then roasts it on hot flames so death can learn that he shall claim her treasures beyond reach, because this world is one huge spinning sphere.
Labyrinth Of Pandora
Labyrinth Of Pandora © Surazeus 2025 02 02 Dust on the cracked window of the wood house distorts dim shadow of late afternoon to speckle light on blank walls of desire, imperfect reflection twisting soft words in metal hangers reluctant to show what illusions stiff doors pretend to hide. Inestimably wonderful gift of fear slithers softly under locked doors of hope to erode silence with steady despair unrelated to arrogance of old books where ghosts of heroes lie in unread words to never flutter curtains stained with blood. If Achilles leads his time-crippled horse through labyrinth of Pandora to conceal innocent anguish of broken road signs, he might remember why his mother smells like ripe cantaloupe on silver beach sand each time he reaches out his startled hand. Washing porcelain plates in metal sink, Pandora hums while sparrows in elms tweet, wipes hands dry on apron of faithfulness, then sets cup of coffee with careful hands on round table by the leather armchair where Achilles reads news about the war. Cupping her hips with his spear-hurling hand, Achilles pulls Pandora on his lap and nibbles her ear under curly hair, then whispers, "My heart swells with pleasant love that I chose calm domestic life with you than painful death for everlasting fame." "Better to serve in Heaven of your heart," Achilles moans as his strong hands explore secrets of her soul, "than to reign in Hell with lots of angry men instead of you." Pandora gasps as he opens her box and fills her emptiness with beams of light. Holding hands and blushing with sweet romance, Achilles and Pandora stroll together down busy market streets past vendor stalls, laugh as they try on sunglasses and hats, then eat noodles with eggs while children watch Proteus presenting cute puppet shows. While they are watching bright fireworks display, Achilles feels prick of pain in his heel and stares at Paris as he slips away who stabbed him with sharp needle on his boot, then falls and writhes in agony from poison in arms of Pandora who cries in shock.
New State Of Penury
New State Of Penury © Surazeus 2025 02 02 Each day the dream mirror falls off the wall Jamin decides not to answer the call but sits in front yard of his house instead to count the dead leaves that cover his head so when thieves infiltrate the treasury he laments our new state of penury. Since children throw eggs at the White House door angels never make ice cream anymore, so Jamin salutes Death with red right hand to prove his right to own the blood-soaked land where flowers bloom from skulls of ancient gods while devils race each other in hot rods. Somewhere over the rainbow of false hope Jamin teaches teenagers how to cope with the fascist coup of the government so they learn skill of psychic puzzlement while riding carousel of politics by parsing honesty with parlor tricks. With close observance of the faceless clock, which watches him from surface of the rock, Jamin seeks to analyze state of being derived from maladjustment of his wing twisted by contempt for orthodox law till he wakes in shock at the raven caw. Each wild dramatic scene of misty vales, that he observes on lonely mountain trails, inspires mad Jamin with fantastic jokes he preaches on stage to expose the hoax of thieves to replace our democracy with corrupt greed of their oligarchy. With fiery admonition in his voice Jamin shouts everyone must make the choice to fight for justice and equality or lose their right to honest liberty, but no one hears him on the radio erased by laughter at his cameo. Mute for years under fig tree of insight, Jamin gazes entranced at divine light that gleams from Morning Star of dreamless eyes in trance that confuses government spies who abdicate to join his grand crusade when he leads the Revolution Parade. Hanging the dream mirror back on the wall, Jamin restores government protocol that should prevent one man driven by greed from controlling institutional creed, so though Midas destroys America we build new nation of Zarathia.
Saturday, February 1, 2025
Singer Of Tales
Singer Of Tales © Surazeus 2025 02 01 Though sometimes in the timeless light of faith I seem not to know who I really am, I look back on signless road of my life to map adventure of my hidden path which shows progress of my journey toward hope, elusive star that lead me to myself. Though I cannot keep pace with my own star, which I decided is my guiding light as beacon chosen randomly from chart of constellated fate, I mold my heart with wings I found in wild Icarian Sea floating in pool of energetic blood. Inspired by weird complex ontology of imaginary vision, supplied by fairy tales compiled in holy books, I pluck apple of wisdom from the Tree of Knowledge that blooms from the corpse of God to taste the truth that everybody dies. When I was four years old in the same year astronauts first walked on the dusty moon, I sat by the Christmas tree with my sister and cousins one cold Texas winter night, cheering our grandfather, the famous singer in the Kings Heralds, dressed as Santa Claus. Recognizing humorous gleam of his eyes, I concluded my grandfather is God, or Odin who bears bag of precious gifts to enrich all the people of the world with generous compassion of his heart, bringing food to people buried in snow. Twenty-five full years later I hitchhiked sea to shining sea across this vast land and played guitar Seattle to Miami, chanting tales about curious wanderers forever lost on signless road of hope ten thousand years Scythia to Oregon. Escaping cloistered walls of paradise, I journeyed back east along the same road my ancestors traveled west in wheeled wagons to colonize the fertile Promised Land, found my wife on the other side of Earth, and raise our children now in Dixieland. While mapping virtual model of the world, I wrote grand epic of philosophers that depicts foundation of Academia, and thus have learned true nature of my soul, Singer of Tales in Library of Angels, wingless angel in Land of Onatah.
One Rainbow Family
One Rainbow Family © Surazeus 2025 02 01 With startled eloquence of river song Juno dances gracefully in sea breeze with glow of love that enchants the wild throng till she fools God enough to steal his keys so she can free wise Son of Lucifer who can defeat cruel tyrant Jupiter. Eyes glowing bright with glow of the black hole, Juno weaves elaborate vision of faith so we can see Earth beam from the White Whole through dreamless spirit eye of the God Wraith whose conscious passion animates our brains so people drive their cars in righteous lanes. Heart pulsing with vibrant life of the Earth, Juno sings anthem of love on world stage that decodes secret process of rebirth to view our body as plane and not cage, for through force of free will we choose our fate, programming our actions with love not hate. Eager to save America from greed, Juno exposes crimes Midas commits when he attempts to control money feed that funds our national system of wits by grasping at illusion of our wealth in vain attempt to arrogate our health. Inspired by Brutus to protect the state, Juno leads holy warriors of truth to guard access to our financial gate till bold arrival of messiah sleuth who arrests the thief stealing from our hands treasure of freedom we mold from rich lands. Reluctant to accept his tyranny, Juno arms rebels with her holy cause to fight for justice through democracy that ensures liberty based on fair laws, but Midas and his minions clutch at power to control Rapunzel in her gold tower. With courage of Judith urging her heart, Juno wields honest sword Excalibur to render unto Caesar through star chart criminal conviction from Lucifer, then build from ruins of America new free Republic of Zarathia. Uniting states of North America, Juno enforces equal rights for all who live in fertile lands of Onatah with network of roads that destroy the Wall, so we become One Rainbow Family ruled fairly by wisdom of Liberty.
Tree Of Voiceless Hope
Tree Of Voiceless Hope © Surazeus 2025 02 01 Wounded by eccentric stars of desire, Claudia leaks shadows on the mountain trail where she wanders searching for her own ghost who leaves strange footprints in dust of the Earth, but pauses to ask rain why people die, scanning the sky for secret of rebirth. Weird constellations of stars slowly spin wheel of fortune that determines her fate according to old woman in the tree, so Claudia holds small nutshell in her hand and searches in vain for infinite space which Hamlet said with confidence is there. "I am no righteous daughter of the moon," Claudia whispers with iridescent wings, "though I was loyal bride to a good man, for I am lazy instrument of faith who covets water of this fractured globe which shakes while spinning in the starless void." Awake with wonder on the mountain slope, attempting to imagine ghosts are real, Claudia calculates process of desire to prove that stubbornness might get her killed, yet she adores blank beauty of her mask that hides the speaker of her soul from fools. With humble passion of obedient crows, who steal our voices from telephone lines, Claudia suddenly remembers quite clearly what she said to the man with the clenched fist twenty hours ago on the city street before she escaped through door of the wind. "Since freedom is another word," she laughs, "for nothing left to lose, as Janice sings with graveled voice of innocent despair, then I have lost everything I held dear when my husband was fired without good cause from his government job, and killed himself." "I want to become my own country now, like Kai sings with articulate respect," Claudia declares to the high waterfall that sprays tears on her cheeks she wants to hide, "but I have nothing in this world of lies so I would be this tree of voiceless hope." "Sacred stars of honest integrity that once sparkled on our star-spangled banner, pierce my heart with searing blades of disgust, so I want to become part of the Earth." After lying flat on the mountain all night, Claudia drives home on the desolate road.
Enforce Rule Of Law
Enforce Rule Of Law © Surazeus 2025 02 01 When gleam of dawn erases frantic dreams of running somewhere that ever recedes, Randall drinks coffee at the kitchen sink, and writes in condensation on the glass unspeakable name of God in four letters that refract light of the indifferent sun. When the long black van stops outside his home, and seven men wearing red baseball caps, whom he prosecuted through rule of law for crime of assaulting the Capitol, step out with baseball bats and hateful smirks, Randall cranks rod on his new assault rifle. When seven men smash his windows and doors, Randall prays his wife and children are safe where he sent them at horse ranch of his parents, then shoots each traitor dead in self-defense as they scream and attack him in revenge, then hopes home insurance covers the damage. Fired from the bureau of investigation where he performed his duties by the law with professional demeanor of respect, Randall ponders job prospects in the field of legal prosecution to arrest criminals who abuse good citizens. "Deceived by glamor of his policies to enforce rule of law across the land protecting our homeland security against illegal immigrants, I chose to vote for this man as our president who sent his goons to kill me in revenge." Before calling the police to report act of self-defense against home invaders sent by the new president in revenge, Randall washes blood from his honest hands, and chuckles as he quotes Lady Macbeth, "Out, blessed spot of vile traitorous blood." "Unnatural deeds breed unnatural troubles," Randall ponders as sirens of the law wail dire warnings in quiet neighborhoods, "for infected minds drive cruel brain-washed men to perform unlawful acts of sabotage against the liberty of honest men." Driving long gravel driveway to the ranch, Randall steps from his car on grassy lawn and breathes fresh air of justice with delight as his wife and children with joyful cries embrace him in group hug of pleased relief, and wind blows their hair as they cry and laugh.